Yesterday I got a call from a company in the area, saying they saw my resume on file and need a Laboratory Assistant that would pay 12 dollars an hour, which is as much, if not more than what mom makes :3 I called em back but I guess it was to late, he had already left. but i'm going to try and get it, if I can, i'll be set!

Wish me luck everyone! n.n

Well since i've used the same AV for I don't know... 5+ years I guess it is time for me to go change it a bit, I thank Nakase on DA once again for doing the commission that cropped and made my AV from. I may end up changing it back... I might not *shrug* we'll see how I feel about it after a while. :p

And I apologise to Gallonigher for not holding my word by posting a journal when I said I was but he could use some big help if anyone is willing. An item got disputed on PayPal, putting him in the -1,500's until it gets resolved. If anyone could donate/request comissions or know of a way to get some money real fast... that is legal and realistic c.c please let me or him know. Here is the link to the first journal when it happened. http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/443962/ Any help is appreciated. *smiles*

*ponders* well I guess that is it for now... Wait no! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!!! Horizons has shirts now for sale!!! n.n pity I don't have any moneies to buy one but... I WANTS!!!http://www.cafepress.com/istaria/

C ya!

<Loves Drathek n.n>

*shrug* Saw this on Gal's page and figured, hey why not. I'm bored at the moment and need a new entry so here.

The rules are as such: Simply if you'd go and "play" to put it subtly or have sexual intercourse with me to be flat out blunt you send a reply saying "I'd yiff with you." And if you wouldn't want to be subtle or flat out blunt and would simply rather not think about doing such to or with me... well you go and say pass.

Catch is... if you go and respond to it... You have to go put it on your journal... (but for those who want to cheat a little, I guess I won't tell... ;p)

Lets see the responces... *plops down and waits*

Well sadly my stay with Drathek ended a few days ago and i'll begin my classes and looking for a job once again soon. (Heh anyone in the San Diego area know of any places that need a laboratory assistant?) I had fun, despite a few things, I really did enjoy my trip and my time spent with my mate. *pouts* I really want to go back but I can't T.T Be at the very least another couple months before I can gather up enough money again. Well... unless I win the lotto. Heh really trying to convince Drathek to come down here when he's got the time. (Mabye you all could help me convince him! >3) Though I don't push it all that much because I know you really want to go see Ember.

Well now onto the the lesson. I just had an experience that showed me why I need to have meticulus care about my money... essentially what happened was, I thought I had more money than I actually did when I went on the trip... I had 300 sitting there ONLY because I wasn't billed for the hotel yet. So i got a few things when I was over there, could have lived without the games had I known. When I did get billed for it at the end, i was over my balance by 50. When i got home I noticed some money being added and subtracted twice into my account but saw positive numbers still so I didn't think all too much of it... I thought I still had money so I got a drink when I was hanging out with some furs when I got back, and also bought incredients for my "white cream" all in all I got 5 over draft charges of 33 dollars x.x, in total i went 250 dollars under! (( That drink cost me 35 dollars!!! >.< It was damn good though.)) Luckily I borrowed some money for my step dad and deposited it so i'm in the positives with the bank again... I'd rather owe my step dad 300 than the bank possibly more.

Lesson learned, pay CLOSE attention to numbers, especially ones with dollar signs attached!

Now on to college classes and getting a job, horray! c.c

i've got a more optimistic view bout the situation. oh by the by darth vader sucks in SCIV Taki kicks butt! :p

Thats all I have to say for now.

Heh, I really wish I could go and post positives right now, but at the moment all I have are negitives. This'll probably be short because I really don't want to go back to thinking about it.

I won't go into details or anything but suffice it to say that it is possible, on monday when I leave back to San Diego. Me and Drathek may separate as mates.

My mind is a jumble right now and I really don't want it to go and end, but I won't have him uncomfortable or unhappy.

****Later in the day...****

I have to say... do you know how wierd it feels dragging around a big red suitcase, walking around on a major street with no destination in mind and having every car pass by you and stare at you with an odd look...? Well I do now x.x Even worse off talking into a TGI Fridays alone with the big red suitcase and asking for lunch... You know, damn it now that I think about it I should have worn my wing!!! >.< *puts it on now*

Oh by the by... if you REALLY want to screw starbucks up... when you go in ask for a normal iced, unblended lemonaid. I went and did that (without the wig mind you... I should have done it with it on but I didn't think bout that until now...) They looked at me for a moment, blinked then looked down at the monitor and asked, "Is there even a button for that...?" They had to improvise i guess. :p It was VERY amusing. *snicker* I cause trouble everywhere I go. ;p

Well one and a half hours to go...

Lets see... what should I go and say? Yesterday was tireing... thats how i'd go and put it.

I woke at 1:30 AM, a WHOLE lot earlier than I was hoping to wake (wanted to wake at 4am so i'd have bout 50 min to get ready.) I couldn't et much sleep after I woke up and it was pretty boring waiting around for it to turn 4.

The plane ride was alright, I kinda liked that it was split up in two flights, the first an hour the second about 3.5 hours. It made the longer one seem shorter. I didn't sleep at all on the planes however and I paid for it later. Also I didn't have any food the entire day until I got to Drathek's house. I guess I need to come up with some places to eat buecause we won't go to any restaraunts otherwise :p I've got a coupe in mind now.

Was falling asleep on the bus, on the train, in the car and on the couch once I landed. x.x

And *PSST* (I dun think Drathek likes mah cuddles cuz everytime he gets up he always seems to sit down either on the other side of the couch, or further away from where he was... Oh well he'll be in trouble now that I actually got some sleep... >3 I'll post more updates later, I just did this one to kill time while I wait for him to get off work... u,u Anyways, C ya!

I REALLY need to update this thing so i guess I will. Status of things right now, currently searching for part time job while attending college, preferrably a laboratory job. Anyone know of any hiring round San Diego? :p Not all too much to report. Kinda bored so feel free to AIM, MSN or Skype me: Nospatience, nick@bpatience.com, Dranslin in order. Also I'll be going out to see my mate in a few days *is extremely excited and can't wait!* n.n

*sighs* I really wish I could have stayed now. I am now at the airport, been waiting here for about 2.5 hours and got at least another 45 minutes until the plane starts boarding.

First bit of a random note: The restaraunt I ate at here in the gate of the airport, was awesome!

Now I can't even begin to recap the entire trip so far but it has been an amazing experience. I guess i'm a bit pampered in San Diego, never have to use public transportation, but I had to figure out bus and metro routes until I met up with Drathek. It was fun though and I met more than a few interesting people on the way. When i first met Drathek it was a bit awkward, not much was said, except talking about how MY really does not believe in left turns or normal driving lines :p I have to say right now... Drathek, You REALLY need to get your AC fixed! :p That and put some shock absorbers... going so fast and hard over those speed bumps that it knocked my hat off! <.<

I never did get you into the chair huh...? Meh, next time. *grins* what else to say. We saw Iron Man which has been out forever but is awesome. And the last day of my trip, going out to see all the monuments, and the end of the night, though sad as it was, (no tears though) I really enjoyed it. *smiles*

Well my net pass is expiring it seems I'll talk more on it later on. Next stop: Kentuky

BY THE BY!!!!! PICTURES ~> http://s26.photobucket.com/albums/c.....s/DCKY%20trip/ Because I don't feel like uploading them all again

For any about that cares I am departing to Baltimore to see Drathek in about 13 hours, this means turning in early and changes are I may be out of contact with everyone because I am not taking the trip out there just to play games. I will be back on the third of July.

Wish me luck and a safe trip, and c ya all later.

Now its sinking in and I have to say, its a bit scary, but at the same time I am sooooooo~ excited...

In three days I depart from San Diego to go visit my mate, this flight I am not too worried about other than I have to be up at 5am, but the other flights after I spend what time I can with Drathek, all of them being linked I am a bit intimidated about em. I know things won't be that bad and i can find my way around, if anything its just my lack of experience. Have not done much travel, but this'll be fun, despite all the scary parts. :p

Well it is finally here, my 18th birthday!

Nothing much to report right now however, just plan on starting the process for my Debt card as soon as the bank opens, and a pool party in the evening. *chuckles* Anyone around in so-cali is welcome.

Well I guess I can talk about my trip plands to see my mate Drathek (AKA Robbob4). Lets see here, all the flights are booked and I have had the full finantial support of a few family members with this. The only things left un-settled is the hotel issue for thursday night, and travel arrangements back to Baltimore. I shal be departing this coming thursday, June 26th and will be gone until July 3rd, sadly though I will only be able to spend the 26th to the 30th with Drathek. *makes a very sad pouting face* The rest of the trip I will be passing into Lexington to stay with another until the 3rd of July when i come home. Heh excited I can't wait for next week now.

Well i have to say today was good... up until about two hours ago...

1. I got a notice from Biotech about my internship, I didn't get accepted into it because i didn't get a cover letter, and i was supposed to have been notified a while ago... It really sucks that I didn't get in because it was something i really had wanted to do, but didn't notice i needed a cover letter until I got to the post office. It would have been a step towards my hopefully future career of becoming a genetic researcher/engeneer.

2. Well despite all that i was sort of relieved that I got that notice because i could turn my plans on going out to Washington D.C. to see my mate ~robbob4 (AKA Drathek) And now dad is having second thoughts about it... *mumbles* He did say when i first mentioned this trip that if it was something i wanted to do he would be willing to fund the trip. Now it seems he is going back on it. I understand the reasons for him being sceptical about it, but it is something that I really wish to do and am going to do it reguardless. I currently have the funds to send myself out to Washington D.C. but i was hoping to put those funds towards something else. Sacrifice for a gain. Giving up a new computer is well worth the trade of a weekend with Drathek.

Im just a bit meh and upset but *shrugs* I know what has to be done, i just have to play the waiting game.

Guess its time to recount my graduation day.

Started out with a senior breakfast which was fun. Not to sound greedy or anything but it will anyways, the meal was really small. 1 pancake, a small bowl of chopped fruit and orange juice, but im not complaining about it. We had time to chat and sign yearbooks before practice. Then when we were all getting into the gym to do practice after all the tables and chairs were taken care of some people started a duck-duck-goose game, I decided to join in. It was a pretty hectic game, but very very fun none the less. What was funny is only a couple minutes after I joined EVERYONE started crowding around to watch us all play, making a ring on the outside. Heh sounded like a football cheering crowd in there.

Anyways practice begun, there's not very much to comment on that. After that we were dismissed to make our final preparations. I was sent out to PB to meet mom at some spa/hair place... which ended up taking the whole 3 HOURS i had to get ready!!! >.< Was hoping i'd be able to hop on some messengers and possibly games before i left... I am pleased with the results though
I went from this... http://i26.photobucket.com/albums/c.....s/Photo268.jpg
To this... http://i26.photobucket.com/albums/c.....s/Photo278.jpg

Not the best pictures I know but *shrugs*

With all of 15 min to grab all my stuff, chance a couple times and get out the door with out anything to eat i headed off to the real thing. And to my suprise the parking lot (for parents) was already full 2 hours before the graduation begun. There wasn't much to talk about there... the frisking and padding, everyone wanting to charge the gym door to get in *shrugs* and then we began to line up. It really did not int me until we took our very first step out of the gym.

Dad was fortunate to get a picture of me while i was at the top of the stairs walking out..
I'd never be found in that crowd... http://i26.photobucket.com/albums/c.....n/IMG_0176.jpg

Well i got called up with the 3rd class (not going by rank or anything) and got my diploma case and shook hands with lots of the teachers on my way down. We had parents and brothers walking in memory of their lost children. While I was in SCHS we lost quite a few. Then in the end i tossed my cap up... and managed to retrieve it since it landed right behind me.

Well as you can assume after the ceremony ended it was something short of chaos. I ended up slipping away from the crowd, getting my diploma and heading back in, finally running into half of my family. We got pictures, congradulations, ect, those i'll post up later. then i tried to find my other half but most of them had already left, they had given up looking for me. But i met my other immediate family at the top of the stairs away from the crowds. These are their pictures.
http://i26.photobucket.com/albums/c.....n/IMG_0191.jpg
http://i26.photobucket.com/albums/c.....n/IMG_0192.jpg
http://i26.photobucket.com/albums/c.....n/IMG_0193.jpg
http://i26.photobucket.com/albums/c.....n/IMG_0194.jpg
http://i26.photobucket.com/albums/c.....n/IMG_0195.jpg


When i finally went back to my car... heh traffic was so horrible i didn't bother turning my car on until 15 minutes after my cellphone died, about half an hour to an hour passed in total. But when i finally did turn on my car and start moving, i got out quick.

Yeay! I am no longer a high school student, I just got back from my graduation! And thats all... im tired ;p more on that tomorrow.

Well because i love the idea i have to go and repost this which was stolen from well... a chain of people.

Stolen from Gallonigher who stole it from trauron, who stole it from talash, who stole it from sputnik, who thought this idea up. Long chain huh...?

Anyways the way this works is you ask me a question and i answer it completely and honestly.

Go!

Well im going to make this short due to two reasons:
1. I really can't think of all to much to say bout it.
2. Im sick today >.<

But over the bast couple days its become official. (What has you say? Well im getting to that.) Anyways, its become official, during the course of a small conflict... (What? get on with it? I am if you would shush and let me speak!) It has become official. (*looks back and throws a char at some voice* Shaddup!) Fine!

To make it short I now have a mate, whom some of you may know. Drathek, AKA robbob4.

*pounces and snugs Drathy happily* n.n

Im not trying to be funny but i swear coming to my high school is like walking towards death itself.

Just this weekend we lost another student due to being hit by a car while going home after a game at the school. That brings the toll up to what.... five or six in the time that i've been at this school, the majority being in the past 2 years...

I swear this school is death's hangout.

I have to ask though... why do we have no lights, no school signs and a 1 lane road with a speed limit of 55 miles per hour right in front of a school?

*sighs and mumbles* I just got my AP Stats final back and well, i got a 75% a C. I don't like C's they are ugly and just, meh! Granted I would have passed the AP test with a 3 if that was the actual test and i was 4 points off of a 4 but still... a C is a C, and to me a C is almost as bad as an F. >.<

I know its an AP class and its kinda like AP Bio but.... grrr. least I have a B overall grade that doesn't seem like it will be changing at all.

So i guess this tells some things about you dependant on your name... well lets see

The list:
A : Easy to fall in love with.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : one in a million.
E : Great in bed.
F : You love to drink
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You are Quirky.
I : You are popular with all types of people.
J : People Adore you
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Unbelievably great in bed.
M : best kisser ever.
N : You like to drink.
O : Crazy
P : Great in bed.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
S : You are dead sexy.
R : Fucking crazy.
T : You're loyal to those you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgmental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.
Z : Always ready.

D- One in a million
R- Fing Crazy
A- Easy to fall in love with
N- You like to drink.
S- You are dead sexy.
L- Unbelievably great in bed
I- You are popular with all types of people
N- You like to drink

Well, I guess its right. I do love to drink, water and soda that is... Im a pretty lightweight when it comes to alchohol... though i've only had sips of wine and such, never had a beer and never been drunk... though i've gotten a buzz from 3 small sips of a margarita. (granted mom makes them horribly strong >.>) I guess im somewhat popular. *shrugs* One in a million? I would hope one in 10 billion because there SHOULD only be one me. Yeah, I am definately crazy. Dead sexy and easy to fall in love with... well i guess thats up to others to decide. Dono bout the bed considering im always alone... c.c

Just grrr. I don't like today...

Thats all i have to say, bye now.

Grrr...

I know it was something i said, but the question im asking is did I deserve it...?

I went and ticked off a friend of mine (we've been playing the game game for at the very least 4 years) but I have no idea what I went and did. A mutual friend of ours went and talked to her at my request and he said he's staying out of it after he spoke to her. He said all he could understand is that she was upset about me taking another's side on something.

Now a year back our mutual friend had a girlfriend who happened to be my best friend as well. Its a long distance relationship and they went and broke up. It was a horribly messy deal too, both of them. At the end of it my friend basically said its me or them, You can't be friends with them and me at the same time. I always take the neutral stance. "You two can fight it out, I'm Switzerland!" Or how ever that quote goes.

Well thats how this thing is, apparently I can't be the neutral party and have friends on both sides. Well i've been waiting... and waiting two weeks to talk to her and get this solved out but she never gave me the chance. I finally got fed up of waiting and being on ignore so i slipped a message through, mind you this was NOT a sugar coated message like i normally try to do. I was fed up and i said look here, I don't know what you think I did but you complain and get angry at people that get upset at things they hear or assume, they won't come up to you. And now you won't face me about what ever you think i did. Not to mention you get upset at people that give an ultimatum to others "Either its me or them, choose." Now you're playing those cards on me. Im sorry but you're a fuggen hypocrite.

I sent that message saying what I felt i needed to say and i get a message back saying to quit harassing her, to quit contacting her to intentionally hurt her and put her down. I don't curse but in this case I will make an exception. What... The... Fuck...!? I've been silent for two weeks not saying a word to you about it and now you come back saying that i've been harassing you. What ever. It was obvious in that last response that she had no intentions on asking me what was going on nor had she any intentions of working to solve this problem. And she also made it clear that she is through speaking to me, well so be it.

Not a big journal this time but I had to go and say it. Happy Easter to all, have fun watching the little devil children look for plastic eggs supposedly laid by some kinda bunny. :p

(A lil side note, I will admit I have no idea what Easter is all about. All i know is its some day where we go have a feast with the family... and someone falls down the stairs... >.> <.< But being an athiest. *shrug* I'd like to know the GENERAL story if anyone would like to enlighten me. Don't give me the whole complete rundown because in all honesty i may not read it.

Have fun everyone!

Okay... now that this horrible friday is over... (I say its horrible because the ATM Machine decided to eat my card, and as a result I almost was not able to pay for my test... but i called in a favor, then there was an incident with a friend.)

But yeah, spring time is here and its break time... but now I have nothing planned... so i'm going to be bored out of my mind... Damn *grumble-grumble-grumble* Meh oh well... I guess that means my DnFA will be getting more stuff put in. Yeay. c.c I doubt i'm going to finish my original plan of writing a play over this break but i'll probably get a story written, mabye another circle or glyph done and a friend of mine wants me to attempt a drawing.

Fun, fun, fun!