Welp im slowly getting back into it been a very rough and draining time and now since things are calming down im trying to teach myself digital art hopeing to try to start posting something soon also hopeing to make a few more friends ^^;

Well this has been probably the hardest year ive had flood taking out the house loseing both my brother and mom within a month of each other and anxiety issues and depression trying to creep back in hopefully things settle down some next year and i can get back into drawing

Gona be a fun storm year but other then power being out and a few hundred down trees all is good things are slowly comeing along and im gona try to get back into drawing again soon

Well the hits keep comeing in the past two weeks i got flooded then just goven bad news after bad news today i finally broke down cus i lost the last thing i really had my dogs and cats ill never have kids and thoes were mine now im currently technically homless , jobless and faceing severe depression i know this isnt the right place to rant and im sorry hopefully ill be able to keep contact to the very few people i call friends

Well i know i dont post much and i aint a decent artist but we just had a devastating flood and i may have lost everything really just looking for people to talk to and trying not to just break down

Yup just another year of my lonely shy self getting older eh ...yay? Just tired of things not going in the right direction but that fine im used to it not in the new house yet or have a good set up but im gona try to get back into drawing not that it matters cus my drawings suck and no one cares to really read these.

Well i thought i should do a update to anyone that cares and a little info about myself....not cus im bored or anything ^^; well for starters its takeing longer than exspected to get the new house biult ran into a few snags here and there ya know the normal trees falling on me , electric shock here and there , stolen money and a problem with wilg hogs but im still hopeing to get back into drawing again until then im just gona try to commision a few things here and there and thats pretty hard for me cus im a bit of a scaredy cat when it comes to talking to new people to get the comissions i got going right now took hours of working myself up to talking to the artist to get it half the time by the time i did there que was full. infact i ran into a few jerks the first time i tryed to get one done . i really want to talk to othere in the community too but half the time im terrified to cus i think im gona start a big fight or just annoy someone like in the very few discord groups im in i rarely say anything at all and that just gets me all depressed and whatnot sometimes i really would like to make a few more friends just way to shy to try. But hey atlest im still here to annoy people if they let me and if you would like a annoying foxadillo as a buddy drop me a line im almost always willing to talk ^^;;

Yay another birthday but yea i hate today for more than a few reasons on the otherhand i can spend the day doing nothing in the quiet might try doodling something or cook a big diner for myself that or try to overcome my crippling shyness and try to talk to some people heh but nah im just gona go cook a big chicken fried steak .

Yes I shall be returning to drawing soon maybe by the end of the year that's if were all still here heh. but no really things are settling down finally got approved to get the new house built and I've come to a few interesting life choices tho no ones interested in hearing about that stuff they just want to see my horrible art ....maybe? ....well hopefully heh in that I got an idea for a series of drawings on stuff like bushcraft, survival and cooking tips if just some silly and possibly kinky comics along those lines maybe throw a friend in them too . And like always looking for people to chat with and whatnot so I hope to be posting more bad stuff again fairly soon not that anyone reads these ^^;;

That the last drawing I posted was almost five years ago?! Geez I really need to start doodling again hopefully after the new house if built and I get a new scanner I'll be less stressed and more inspired to do some drawings but till then drop me a line or something .

Yup been some time since I posted anything really that's cus of fires ,floods ,work and depression but I'm sorta back ....well just a little bit that is I'm wanting to get back into drawing and whatnot but for now I just wanna find someone who can do a commission for me just don't know how to go about that cus I'm one of those "I can't just message that person" types heh but yea I do wanna come back and all and if anyone's wanting to chat feel free to hit me up but it's not like anyone's gona read this anyway so ....yea just posting for no reason

Yay the annoying Foxadillo is back but no art at the moment sorry to anyone who liked my stuff ...you know that one person heh well been distracted with work slowly killing me and games mostly warframe but I do wanna try to get back into drawing after I get the house rebuilt but for now I'm just looking for someone to get a commission done so if anyone knows anyone that's good about that sorta thing just let me know

seriously needing to get over this art block looking for some inspiration and people to talk to i got lots of things i wanna draw including a comic but just no push will do a trade if anyone wants to with a crappy wannabe artist lol but really just want to draw

Well I'm playing destiny for the 360 and loving it all so ask me stuff

well i know how the world hates me and i have alot of bad luck but its just getting stupid lately for starters the heats been getting to me pretty badly the last few weeks have had some crazy art block cant even doodle cus of it and been pretty depressed i think i broke my toe again from my own stupidity while trying to fix the goat pen again and now for the iceing on the cake verizon is trying there damndest to screw me out of my internet i have a grandfathered unlimited internet contract with them and its how i do everything internet,netflix, xbox live cus i live out in the country just a half mile from haveing dsl the other day my sim card wouldent read for some reason so i take it in and get it replaced and they without me knowing change my unlimited internet to a 2gb a month wich i normaly use a day mind you and they are comeing up with every excuse they can to not fix it if they dont ill be without net for a looooooong time other then useing my tablet to check once in a while that is and now theres a whole shit storm of family drama brewing up too .... seriously thinking about telling verizon to forget it call up walmart and quitting then lock up my stuff before grabbing my bug out/camping bag and just hit the woods for a few days/weeks just to clear my head just tired of all the crap lately v.v;

ok i just finished deadspace3 and now im gona take a much needed break from my games so i can glue myself to my sketch pad and get some more bad sketches done needing to practice more mostly so if you want be part of some wierd experiment/test pics ive been planing drop me a line might even do a few requests if i get into the groove .....wouldent mind a trade or two to force me to draw eaither ^^;; tho im sure this wont be seen by anyway i mean who reads these anyway o.o

this is a small little rant that i know no one is gona read ...

ok i spent the weekend at my aunts in pasadena to get over a heat stroke in a house full of gals ... some guys would have prolly loved this but this was hell for me all of them eaither related to me or taken by my cosins all i heard all weekend was "omg! you cook why dont you have a gf?" and " lets go swimming! " loved the pool when i had it to myself but when i filled with the girls i was like oh please kill me now hell i even tryed to sneak off to the hammock and draw but they just had to bug me allways wandering what i was drawing and trying to explain the furry thing again wasent something i wanted to do so i hid my sketch pad the nights were worse i had to deal with the pajama party thing and "ohhh let me braid your hair! " ... starting to hate haveing long hair now didnt get a minute to myself to take care of things >.>; wich got kinda awkward at some points .. then there was the grocery shopping trip where they thought i was flirting with the girl giveing out ice cream samples my sister made a show when the girl spotted my cosins baby and made a point about how she wanted one and my sister pushes me infront of her and spouts out "my brother is single!! " i nearly died right then >.<; but they took me to a Asian market where i got some shrimp chips and eel so that was the only good thing to happen that night it came to the most awkward conversation ive ever had ...my sex life and since i was the only one not drinking like allways they wouldnt stop when they found out im still carrying the v card saying they are gona have to get me a gf now for sure even claimed they were gona go get me a hooker that night so i had to take a walk saw some foxes rummageing around a trash can with there kits wich was neat and the next morning there boy friends show back up after there party weekend and ones laughs at me and calles me one of the girls ... this from the guys who have to take a shower when they get there hands dirty or when they sweat and have to keep they hair tidy 24/7 and are scared to death of a little snake and a baby gator .... so yeah i finaly get home and crash ....

just a rant about the sucky weekend i had sorry ill try to post more wannabe art no one likes v.v;;

ive been pretty down lately and been unable to draw other then some unfinished sketches here and there so i need to force myself to draw something so im looking for a art trade or something tho im sure no one is gona go for that cus i suck and no one reads these things XD so ill just keep trying to find a push to draw anyway

yeah ill go ahead and do one of these things >.>;

tell me what you assume about me and ill tell you if your right.

well its tuesday so ask me things ...

and now for this bad idea of mine like so many of my others ..
*clears throat and fixes glasses* hello is your life dull do you want to help secerity systems and perversions? well join up at armored fox systems were looking for new test subjects to test out our prototype weapon systems and adult items so join up today! ...note any loss of life limbs or genitles are not the responsability of armored fox systems please report any of these simptoms imediently.

ok done with the silly and horrible introduction to a series of pics and or comic im planing and if you want in just drop me a line just really doing it to get me drawing again and for practice ^^;

yup bored and cant draw so asking me things to get my creative juices flowing ^^;

this is mostly ment for the gun lovers if any read this but im sure none will but im thinking about doing some furry related grips and maybe stocks but im not sure about it what animal styles would people want it will mostly be silhouettes or simple tribal styles how much should i charge should i do them to order or just do a few and auction them off this is really just me thinking out loud while im trying to do some crappy drawings heh ^^;

yup go ahead and ask yalls questions

on what the hell is wandering around my property now first a cougar then a bobcat now i dont know what this thing is i thought it was a racoon at first but it didnt sound like it and was to skinny and long so i thought a cat but it didnt move like a cat and it makes a crazy screeching sound tryed to get a pic but i lost it at the tree line my dogs dont know what to do about it they just look at it like "wtf" just got done setting up some live traps in hopes to catch it and find out what in the world it is

first off im extremely shy irl and online i will not contact people first thus why i have so few friends and why im down most of the time once you start talking to me i can be a bit clingy and annoying reason for that is i dont got alot of people to talk to more like just one or two most of the time just ask  skyeryoushuu he can tell you how annoying i can be and im a open book really. i love animals thus why i live out in the country so i have enough room for them i know allmost nothing about computer stuff just enough to get me online. i love guns even starting to take gunsmithing i will nerd out over them all the time. im a very crappy artist and cant really draw unless i have people talking to me dunno why but that just seems to be my muse.

so feel free to drop me a line any time im a really nice person and love it when people talk to me ^^;;

allso  skyeryoushuu is a awesome buddy prolly one of the best ones you can have so you should go talk to him first he deserves it more ^^;;