Abandoning this account
General | Posted 14 years ago100 Themes?
General | Posted 15 years agoSooo... I found this on Google. And I thought, why not? I just know I'll regret it tomorrow when I'm fully awake...
Links will be added as I draw and upload the pics. If I write another journal, I'll link to this in my profile.
Also, I'm going to try and stick with just two characters for this - my Flareon fursona Lasair, and my Gallade, Eruri. But if I draw others, it's because that particular pic would work better with those characters instead.
*NOTE* - I'm not going to do all of these based on songs. I just tend to get songs stuck in my head at random times, like if the name of the theme I'm drawing reminds me of song lyrics. So yeah ^_^;;
1. Introduction
2.Love http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5701581/
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6.Break Away http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3957295
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17.Blood http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5650045
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32.Night http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4703075
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43.Dying http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5520092/
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53.Keeping a Secret http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3957303
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65.Horror http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5797410
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74.Are You Challenging Me? http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5107014/
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78.Drink http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5237309/
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86.Seeing Red http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5774464
87. Food
88.Pain http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5484418
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation
Links will be added as I draw and upload the pics. If I write another journal, I'll link to this in my profile.
Also, I'm going to try and stick with just two characters for this - my Flareon fursona Lasair, and my Gallade, Eruri. But if I draw others, it's because that particular pic would work better with those characters instead.
*NOTE* - I'm not going to do all of these based on songs. I just tend to get songs stuck in my head at random times, like if the name of the theme I'm drawing reminds me of song lyrics. So yeah ^_^;;
1. Introduction
2.
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6.
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17.
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32.
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43.
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53.
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65.
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74.
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78.
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86.
87. Food
88.
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation
So much for "sure, I can do it"...
General | Posted 15 years agoWell, I can't do it. Planned art, that is. My fics and comics are all dying too; whenever I have a plan to do something ASAP, I put it off longer until I end up never doing it.
That's why I'm going to have to leave the PCA.
Even though barely anyone looked at my art, I just felt like I was being judged the whole time. My other account already gave me a bad reputation and my terrible art could do nothing to improve that. So rather than put off drawing for fear of being laughed at, I have to give up.
I don't know what I'll do with this account. Maybe it'll be for anything Pokemon anthro related. Maybe I'll move my main account over here eventually. I'll figure it out.
Good luck everyone, and enjoy your PCA art.
That's why I'm going to have to leave the PCA.
Even though barely anyone looked at my art, I just felt like I was being judged the whole time. My other account already gave me a bad reputation and my terrible art could do nothing to improve that. So rather than put off drawing for fear of being laughed at, I have to give up.
I don't know what I'll do with this account. Maybe it'll be for anything Pokemon anthro related. Maybe I'll move my main account over here eventually. I'll figure it out.
Good luck everyone, and enjoy your PCA art.
23/12/09 - The day my true home died.
General | Posted 16 years agoOver two years ago I joined my first forum. I was sixteen, feeling out of place. For the first two months I never ventured out of the fanfic section and spent my time online posting my own stories and reading those of others, waiting for reviews and learning to improve. My first chaptered story that I actually finished posting - and it remains so to this day - involved a character who I based on nothing and no one in particular. But he grew and changed, beyond what I had planned, and I fell in love with him. It was actually on this very day, two years ago, I realized I loved him.
I felt even more out of place with this secret burning inside me. I was almost scared to tell. But I did; I told two people, my two closest friends at the time. Both supported me, and with this new courage, I did a bit of searching and (after a false start I don't want to remember) I found my place; a discussion thread on that very forum. On that thread, I posted with my heart in my throat and had to instantly log off to stop myself from wanting to delete the post. A while later I went back and found that two people had replied, welcoming me with open arms. One of them was someone who would soon become a very close friend (and who still is).
The two of them invited me to a club I'd seem several times but never had the courage to post in. Here I introduced myself properly, met a lot more people, and started feeling like I belonged. From here I found my way onto a different forum populated by the same people, and before long onto a chatroom and a private site (where three of us started blogs that continue to this day, even though the site is down and may never return). Sometime during this, the thread where I had originally met two of the people was locked. It had been struggling for some time and we weren't surprised to see it go.
Honestly, if it weren't for that club I would never have met any of the people I talk to regularly. I wouldn't have realized I'm a furry. I never would have joined this site or found the PCA. I owe everything in my life at the moment to that club.
Today, the club was locked. I feel like a part of me has died. There are so many people who could have benefitted from it like I did, who could have found their home there, but who never will now. Several lost people in the world may never find their way.
I hope those who disapproved and flamed us are happy. We have our separate place and we won't bother them again on their forum, but many people who hadn't found us yet may suffer because of this. Take your victory. I hope it keeps you warm at night.
(As a note - this is in no way related to the PCA or anything at all on FA. It's just something I needed to say.)
I felt even more out of place with this secret burning inside me. I was almost scared to tell. But I did; I told two people, my two closest friends at the time. Both supported me, and with this new courage, I did a bit of searching and (after a false start I don't want to remember) I found my place; a discussion thread on that very forum. On that thread, I posted with my heart in my throat and had to instantly log off to stop myself from wanting to delete the post. A while later I went back and found that two people had replied, welcoming me with open arms. One of them was someone who would soon become a very close friend (and who still is).
The two of them invited me to a club I'd seem several times but never had the courage to post in. Here I introduced myself properly, met a lot more people, and started feeling like I belonged. From here I found my way onto a different forum populated by the same people, and before long onto a chatroom and a private site (where three of us started blogs that continue to this day, even though the site is down and may never return). Sometime during this, the thread where I had originally met two of the people was locked. It had been struggling for some time and we weren't surprised to see it go.
Honestly, if it weren't for that club I would never have met any of the people I talk to regularly. I wouldn't have realized I'm a furry. I never would have joined this site or found the PCA. I owe everything in my life at the moment to that club.
Today, the club was locked. I feel like a part of me has died. There are so many people who could have benefitted from it like I did, who could have found their home there, but who never will now. Several lost people in the world may never find their way.
I hope those who disapproved and flamed us are happy. We have our separate place and we won't bother them again on their forum, but many people who hadn't found us yet may suffer because of this. Take your victory. I hope it keeps you warm at night.
(As a note - this is in no way related to the PCA or anything at all on FA. It's just something I needed to say.)
This is Amora, saying hello!
General | Posted 16 years agoWell, here's my new account. Naming it after my only Pokemon fursona seemed appropriate.
The other account is still my main and always will be.
The other account is still my main and always will be.
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