Be on the look out the Wendigo is going

 20percentcooler needs help he has adopts do what you can to help https://www.furaffinity.net/journal...../#cid:60720979

Given how stupid Fa is going I can be found here cause we'll I'm losing safe places to be a babyfur

Inkbunny account: https://inkbunny.net/drebingrey39

I have an honest question for everyone what does it mean to be a babyfur to yall like what about it makes you happy?

Well I saw both of my eye doctors a few days ago but from what it seems I'm legally classified as blind......not to lie it makes things kinda sad for me butt hey I can still see and I can still enjoy art so at least that's something right........

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57725233/

Not sure what else to add

I meant to post this sooner my surgery from last week went really well and I am doing ok I may have to have one more surgery to remove some silicone oil in my eye but things are looking better

I'm just waiting to have my surgery this morning and my anxiety couldn't be worse.......pray this goes well...

So yeah by what the title says I'm having another surgery on my right eye this time it's a caturak surgery which has 50% chance of giving me my sight back and honestly it's scaring me.

But also give prayers to  tavimunk him and his family are going through something tough so pray for them as well

Yeah I'm doing art fight cause idk

I have an art tablet amount other things but I have been scared to use them and I'm going to try but does everyone have some advice or tips on what I should do?

I wanted to know does everyone have a favorite YouTuber or video they like if so what is it?



I'm asking cause I'm both wondering and I'm kind of bored today.

It's aTuesday why not ask some questions people

This isn't a prank of any kind but how is everyone are yall good in health are you ok mentally?

I'm taking a step back on things I'm not leav9ng or anything just my mind has been thinking


I asked about Tato a day ago cause I wondered what happened and when being told it rem8nded me why I was afraid of being a ABDL was cause of my family not all of them are bad or mean but he'll I'm afraid something I do would effect them one being my sister who because of her I'm a furry and am happy to be one cause I get to talk with all of you who watch me even when my art is all over the place.

I can't lie when I saw myself being a babyfur I imagined myself doing a lot of that stuff and I still do heck if it wasn't for the fact I live with my parents and I don't have a boyfriend I would be more of a baby idk if i would be 24/7 but li maybe I want to but that's not a possibility cause I mean who would want to do that with me I mean being on diapers and being feed and changed is nice but where I'm at I doughty it could be.

But yeah interesting of things I'm going to tone it down not just for my sake but my family I care for.

Also yes my sister is a furry and no I won't link anything to who she is cause I don't want people to bother about me or ask her stuff if she responds to this I would be surprise.

And no one worry I don't plan on leaving anytime soon.

Can anyone who watches me answer a question what was the deal with Tato what happen?

Yep it's that time again t9 shove cake in pamps jk jk but yeah it's my birthday in othere news my eye is looking good and I go back in 2 weeks for another update



Also would anyone want to put cake in Collisons diaper?

I'm doing ok the surgery w3nt well but I won't really know tell Friday it's hard to type and read but I cam see better hope things do


Also Saturday is my 31 birthday I feel old hopefully something nice will gappen

Tomorrow is my surgery please pray for me

i know ive been quiet and for a reason my eyesight has been fsiling in my left eye im scared cause i dont want to lose the little i have i have come to care about everyone and im scared i wont be ablr to talk with anyone i may get surgery but im dcared of them not getting love

im not asking for anyone to do anything i dont want donations just please pray and if i make no more updates from a foal who is scared to death and a dad who is crying please care for my children give them love that i may not be able to give


dont message me on discord i sadly cant read messages there with my eyesight

I had an odd dream last night I was oddly giving a tour of a school to people I don't know and all was fine tell I walked past a few kindergarteners when one said to there teacher where my diaper was at I was confused by it and it wasn't tell the end of my dream I found out I was my pony

I know that if you remember your dreams it's trying to tell you something but I'm confused by what it's telling me

But one I'm not sure if I asked but what got everyone into being a furry cause I'm honestly curious and if possible please spread the word I kindly want to know others stories

Merry Christmas everyone I hope it's a good one for all

I'm not sure anymore I keep rying to have be happy or even enjoy things but I can't cause why my mom reminds me that I'm a bad person I don't try to be but she finds a way
Oh we had lots of drinks but now we don't blame me
Oh I forgot to say we needed something to go with dinner the blame goes on me
Oh the pets need eater instead of doing cause they see it they'll come to my room and say you never did this even though it's short not be my constant job since I don’t want to own half of them it's not that I hate them but there is 7 of them and it seems mostly on me to care for them and if I don't I get blamed for being lazy and in some cases worthless

I try so hard to be positive and even keep positive around others but cause my mom has made me feel so negative at times I have made mistakes I wish I could take back cause I hurt some I honestly can't say I'm sorry to I mean I made a stupid joke in a server upsetting a lot of people and I feel more worse for it.

I know there journal is all over but I just don't anymore having ADHD and asburgers or how ever it's spelt make things hard cause guess what my mom knows I have these problems and yet she thinks I can respond normally......I can't I keep making mistakes I keep doing things I try to stop I try everything to be better but instead of being positive she drags me down to feel worse it doesn't help that o fight depression and when she took me to a um head doctor and was told my problem she told me to just get over it instead of getting me help cause she thinks I need to be more like my brother and I'm not him

The thing is I'm just done I'm tired of feeling like a bad guy when I want to be happy I'm tired of the only safe place being my home feeling like a place to fear I'm tired of her threats against me for trying to be a good sun but where can I go most of my family have problems of there own rn and really even if they daw this what can be done cause if my mom sees or hears about this I'll just be made more of a bad guy then ever cause she makes everything seem worse for her then anyone else I'm not trying to do that but anymore.......

I'm just not sure anymore