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Posted 8 years agoBoth my debit cards were cloned and blocked, except the one linked to the account registered at work. However my next payday is the 31st.
I hope I can get the replacement cards soon, my parents are willing to help me (and I always buy groceries for the whole month, so I have food and mt travelcard, no worries).
My boyfriend is in Italy atm for his grandpa's funeral and he had problems arriving to that town which apparently is in the middle of nowhere and I'm stuck here because I need to work and study for the promotion exam. So yeah, shitty days
I hope I can get the replacement cards soon, my parents are willing to help me (and I always buy groceries for the whole month, so I have food and mt travelcard, no worries).
My boyfriend is in Italy atm for his grandpa's funeral and he had problems arriving to that town which apparently is in the middle of nowhere and I'm stuck here because I need to work and study for the promotion exam. So yeah, shitty days
Ych plus ruffle!
Posted 8 years agoI love Samaritans
Posted 8 years agoI started feeling pretty bad again, I didn't get enough sleep and food last week so I started getting weak and it apparent affected my mental health... I had a serious suicide attempt and I freaked out.
I'm fine now but I have been struggling with it all weekend, I almost fainted at work and I just couldn't stop crying, I cried every hour, at work, at home, while eating or sleeping, I'm exhausted.
Yesterday I couldn't take it anymore but before doing anything stupid I called the Samaritans (it's a suicide prevention hotline). Not only they helped me calm down but they gave me good advice and they made me call my boyfriend (I hadn't talked to him for few days).
Now I'm at my parents' home and I have mixed feelings about it but at least I'm on holiday and I have time to recover. I'm a mess right now.
I'm fine now but I have been struggling with it all weekend, I almost fainted at work and I just couldn't stop crying, I cried every hour, at work, at home, while eating or sleeping, I'm exhausted.
Yesterday I couldn't take it anymore but before doing anything stupid I called the Samaritans (it's a suicide prevention hotline). Not only they helped me calm down but they gave me good advice and they made me call my boyfriend (I hadn't talked to him for few days).
Now I'm at my parents' home and I have mixed feelings about it but at least I'm on holiday and I have time to recover. I'm a mess right now.
I GOT A JOB
Posted 8 years agoToday.
At Uniqlo.
I start on Monday.
I'm so excited!!!
HALLELU.
At Uniqlo.
I start on Monday.
I'm so excited!!!
HALLELU.
Update
Posted 8 years agoOk, Zombie seems to be healthy.
I made him do all the possible tests I could think of after I discovered a HUGE, and I'm saying HUGE amount of mould in his cage.
I clean it with products every week and I clean his water bottle even more often, but he did a mess and I didn't see it.
Basically the water bottle was at the end of a tube, and he started stashing food in front of it.
So the pressure on the water bottle made the water drop constantly and it formed mould on all of his food. He then started taking the food to other rooms, making the mould spread, and that is how I noticed it.
I had noticed an unusual behavior and minor hair loss and since I'm always anxious I took him to the vet twice before I found out about the mould.
Since he is blind, the vet is pretty sure he didn't eat any of the contaminated food (he had some 'clean' one in the room where he sleeps), so thanks god he's fine.
This being said, I've been doing a bunch of interviews and trials.
I still have one tomorrow and I still have to get the result of an interview.
So hopefully next month I'll finally have a job and start saving for the rent.
Also it's almost the end of the month and I've managed to survive with 3£ in my pocket for more than a week, so yay for me.
My boyfriend's parents still owe me 500£... and they keep postponing the day they're giving back to me and it's been months, I'm sick tired of this situation.
I just want to have a normal life, I want to afford to go to a psychiatrist before I start having suicidal thoughts again and I want to stop asking for holds and everything here just because they keep swearing they're giving me back my money.
Yesterday I bid on an YCH (the end date was the 1st, which is when I get the money from my parents) and I was contacted saying I would have had to pay in 24h.
Like, I know that, thanks.
I spent all night crying for this and I'm tired as hell, I am a reliable person, I AM.
Especially when it comes to business and I just can't take being seen this way.
This is not me.
I'm a mess, I've basically overcome depression alone and I'm doing my best not to give up.
I've even forced myself to start writing more comments to the people I appreciate because they deserve it, everyone deserves all the support they can get and I don't want my social anxiety or personal problems to affect my actions.
No more.
I've spent years literally crying in bed and thinking about dying and I'm tired.
I want my life back, I'm doing everything I can to get it back and I've been seeing improvements but god some days are so hard.
GG and Zombie are helping me but pff I just want my boyfriend here.
I'm applying to another postgraduate course but I know they won't take me... and this is all due to a professor that everyone has been trying to remove. For two fucking points I wasn't taken in the postgraduate course I wanted to do and now I can't even find a job because of that and it makes me so angry.
I made him do all the possible tests I could think of after I discovered a HUGE, and I'm saying HUGE amount of mould in his cage.
I clean it with products every week and I clean his water bottle even more often, but he did a mess and I didn't see it.
Basically the water bottle was at the end of a tube, and he started stashing food in front of it.
So the pressure on the water bottle made the water drop constantly and it formed mould on all of his food. He then started taking the food to other rooms, making the mould spread, and that is how I noticed it.
I had noticed an unusual behavior and minor hair loss and since I'm always anxious I took him to the vet twice before I found out about the mould.
Since he is blind, the vet is pretty sure he didn't eat any of the contaminated food (he had some 'clean' one in the room where he sleeps), so thanks god he's fine.
This being said, I've been doing a bunch of interviews and trials.
I still have one tomorrow and I still have to get the result of an interview.
So hopefully next month I'll finally have a job and start saving for the rent.
Also it's almost the end of the month and I've managed to survive with 3£ in my pocket for more than a week, so yay for me.
My boyfriend's parents still owe me 500£... and they keep postponing the day they're giving back to me and it's been months, I'm sick tired of this situation.
I just want to have a normal life, I want to afford to go to a psychiatrist before I start having suicidal thoughts again and I want to stop asking for holds and everything here just because they keep swearing they're giving me back my money.
Yesterday I bid on an YCH (the end date was the 1st, which is when I get the money from my parents) and I was contacted saying I would have had to pay in 24h.
Like, I know that, thanks.
I spent all night crying for this and I'm tired as hell, I am a reliable person, I AM.
Especially when it comes to business and I just can't take being seen this way.
This is not me.
I'm a mess, I've basically overcome depression alone and I'm doing my best not to give up.
I've even forced myself to start writing more comments to the people I appreciate because they deserve it, everyone deserves all the support they can get and I don't want my social anxiety or personal problems to affect my actions.
No more.
I've spent years literally crying in bed and thinking about dying and I'm tired.
I want my life back, I'm doing everything I can to get it back and I've been seeing improvements but god some days are so hard.
GG and Zombie are helping me but pff I just want my boyfriend here.
I'm applying to another postgraduate course but I know they won't take me... and this is all due to a professor that everyone has been trying to remove. For two fucking points I wasn't taken in the postgraduate course I wanted to do and now I can't even find a job because of that and it makes me so angry.
Vent
Posted 8 years agoSo... on the top of everything (including the issues with Zombie, who is completely blind as I imagined... but at least he's healthy) I've had even the second anniversary gift for my boyfriend (5 years) refunded.
After a three-months wait and now I can't afford to commission another artist for a similar piece.
I'm looking for a job so hopefully I will be able to buy him something but... I've never left him empty-handed and this was an important anniversary so... I fucked up big time.
ALSO today I open a drawing in my submission and YAY I read the description and there are all of my trigger warnings.
Also yesterday my best friend moved in (she will be staying here for a couple of months, maybe more) and I wake up and see a text from her saying she put my hamster in the bathroom because of the noise.
I'm sorry about that (and I have a very small flat) but HE CAN'T STAY THERE.
So yeah, bad day.
After a three-months wait and now I can't afford to commission another artist for a similar piece.
I'm looking for a job so hopefully I will be able to buy him something but... I've never left him empty-handed and this was an important anniversary so... I fucked up big time.
ALSO today I open a drawing in my submission and YAY I read the description and there are all of my trigger warnings.
Also yesterday my best friend moved in (she will be staying here for a couple of months, maybe more) and I wake up and see a text from her saying she put my hamster in the bathroom because of the noise.
I'm sorry about that (and I have a very small flat) but HE CAN'T STAY THERE.
So yeah, bad day.
Last days were s*it
Posted 9 years agoBasically:
1. My boyfriend's dog died... they practically grew up together, so even if he was old it was a terrible day for everyone
2. I've had one of the worst panic attacks ever, I was about to call an ambulance or something because I live alone and I was really really scared as I couldn't calm down
3. They blocked one of my debit cards, I don't really know why, and the bank is not answering me
4. I have recently bought a chameleon and I've been buying everything for the vivarium, spending a lot more than expected. I really need to have a pet right now, I've always had one and my depression got worse after my last one died, so this is really gonna help me, according to my psychoanalyst
5. Other minor problems with my parents, I'm pretty used to them even if it hurts.
So I really really want to apologise for the inactivity and the delays.
We still have to pay for an YCH if I remember well and an adopt, we are going to do everything in the next couple of days maximum.
For the all the rest, I will start being more active on the 1st, which also is when I get some money so I will be able to clear all the remaining invoices and payments.
I am really really sorry about the situation, my life is pretty f*cked up atm.
___
Also, if anyone wants to help me with the Chameleon:
https://ko-fi.com/A612JEH
Here are some adopts I'm reselling (there are originals, humans, anthro, ferals, CS, you name it)
http://sta.sh/21ls4dz8a1hr
And I'm helping my friend taking commissions:
https://goo.gl/qJsQup
1. My boyfriend's dog died... they practically grew up together, so even if he was old it was a terrible day for everyone
2. I've had one of the worst panic attacks ever, I was about to call an ambulance or something because I live alone and I was really really scared as I couldn't calm down
3. They blocked one of my debit cards, I don't really know why, and the bank is not answering me
4. I have recently bought a chameleon and I've been buying everything for the vivarium, spending a lot more than expected. I really need to have a pet right now, I've always had one and my depression got worse after my last one died, so this is really gonna help me, according to my psychoanalyst
5. Other minor problems with my parents, I'm pretty used to them even if it hurts.
So I really really want to apologise for the inactivity and the delays.
We still have to pay for an YCH if I remember well and an adopt, we are going to do everything in the next couple of days maximum.
For the all the rest, I will start being more active on the 1st, which also is when I get some money so I will be able to clear all the remaining invoices and payments.
I am really really sorry about the situation, my life is pretty f*cked up atm.
___
Also, if anyone wants to help me with the Chameleon:
https://ko-fi.com/A612JEH
Here are some adopts I'm reselling (there are originals, humans, anthro, ferals, CS, you name it)
http://sta.sh/21ls4dz8a1hr
And I'm helping my friend taking commissions:
https://goo.gl/qJsQup
I really need to get rid of these characters (few CS)
Posted 9 years agoAnniversary!
Posted 9 years agoGuess what?
It' been five years with
Rawmor
And that's it pretty much xD we didn't do anything special actually and we had few problems today (parents, nightmares and stuff) but at least we're together :3
It' been five years with
RawmorAnd that's it pretty much xD we didn't do anything special actually and we had few problems today (parents, nightmares and stuff) but at least we're together :3
I'm 36% furry
Posted 9 years ago[ ] you meow/bark to get attention
[ ] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[ ] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[ ] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back
Total: 0
[x ] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love fish/meat
[ ] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car.
[ ] you like when people pet your head
[ ] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[ ] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 2
[x] you sleep a lot during daytime
[x] you enjoy scaring birds
[ ] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[ ] you bite people if they annoy you
[ ] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[X] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 3
[x] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit
[x] you enjoy long walks in the park
[ ] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 2
[x] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[ ] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling
[x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[x] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 4
[X] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[ ] you meow or bark very often
[x] you hide when you get scared
[X] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[X] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[ ] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[ ] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 4
[X] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[ ] you refer to your self as an animal
[ ] your username has something to do with animals
[ ] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[x] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[ ] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 2
[x] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[ ] you like to say hi to strangers
[ ] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[ ] people think you act like a pet
[ ] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[ ] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total: 1
Final total: 18
Take your score and multiply it by 2
Put your title as "I'm _% Furry"
[ ] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[ ] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[ ] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back
Total: 0
[x ] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love fish/meat
[ ] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car.
[ ] you like when people pet your head
[ ] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[ ] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 2
[x] you sleep a lot during daytime
[x] you enjoy scaring birds
[ ] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[ ] you bite people if they annoy you
[ ] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[X] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 3
[x] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit
[x] you enjoy long walks in the park
[ ] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 2
[x] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[ ] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling
[x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[x] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 4
[X] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[ ] you meow or bark very often
[x] you hide when you get scared
[X] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[X] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[ ] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[ ] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 4
[X] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[ ] you refer to your self as an animal
[ ] your username has something to do with animals
[ ] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[x] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[ ] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 2
[x] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[ ] you like to say hi to strangers
[ ] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[ ] people think you act like a pet
[ ] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[ ] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total: 1
Final total: 18
Take your score and multiply it by 2
Put your title as "I'm _% Furry"
Free art raffle!
Posted 9 years agoThey're hosting a raffle here!
Posted 9 years agoCHARACTER SALE!!! URGENT
Posted 9 years agoPlease buy them cwc
I accept reasonable offers. I might accept trades/art.
http://sta.sh/091q0d3ix0b - 45$
http://sta.sh/05phv07pfj - 10$
http://sta.sh/0gislpa7lif - Tentative/OTA
http://sta.sh/01zyqe1csyu7 - nsfw ref (additional art) - 20$
http://sta.sh/277tq50p0h2?edit=1 - OTA
http://sta.sh/0cup1bb0sb1 - 10$
http://sta.sh/21tnzvld9nk8?edit=1 - OTA, price range 20$-40$ each
I'll probabily update the list with other characters
I accept reasonable offers. I might accept trades/art.
http://sta.sh/091q0d3ix0b - 45$
http://sta.sh/05phv07pfj - 10$
http://sta.sh/0gislpa7lif - Tentative/OTA
http://sta.sh/01zyqe1csyu7 - nsfw ref (additional art) - 20$
http://sta.sh/277tq50p0h2?edit=1 - OTA
http://sta.sh/0cup1bb0sb1 - 10$
http://sta.sh/21tnzvld9nk8?edit=1 - OTA, price range 20$-40$ each
I'll probabily update the list with other characters
Raffle! (not mine)
Posted 9 years agoI tried to commit suicide yesterday
Posted 9 years agoand today as well. It might take a couple of days to come back. Sorry everyone.
Fetish stuff test (stolen from facepain on FA)
Posted 9 years ago[x] Acousticophilia: sexual arousal from certain sounds.
[ ] Agalmatophilia: sexual attraction to statues or mannequins or immobility.
[/] Algolagnia: sexual pleasure from pain.
[x] Amaurophilia: sexual arousal by a partner whom one is unable to see due to artificial means, such as being blindfolded or having sex in total darkness.
[ ] Acrotomophilia and apotemnophilia: sexual attraction to amputation or amputees.
[ ] Andromimetophilia (also gynemimetophilia): sexual attraction towards women dressed as men or who have had a sex change operation.
[ ] Aquaphilia: arousal from water and/or in watery environments, including bathtubs and swimming pools.
[ ] Aretifism: sexual attraction to people who are without footwear, in contrast to retifism.
[ ] Autogynephilia: love of oneself as a woman.
[ ] Autoassassinophilia: sexual arousal from fantasizing about or staging one's own murder.
[x] Biastophilia: sexual arousal from assault and rape (fictional).
[ ] Chronophilia: sexual attraction to a partner of the same chronological age, but whose sexuoerotic age is discordant with that chronological age.
[ ] Coprophilia: sexual attraction to (or pleasure from) feces. It's strictly related to Fecophilia, sexual arousal from defacation or watching a partner defecate, particularly on oneself.
[ ] Covert incestiphilia: arousal from non-contact sexual behavior with a child.
[ ] Dacryphilia: sexual pleasure in eliciting tears from others or oneself.
[ ] Dendrophilia: sexual attraction to trees and other large plants.
[ ] Emetophilia (also vomerophilia): sexual attraction to vomiting.
[ ] Ephebophilia (also hebephilia): sexual attraction towards adolescents.
[x] Erotic asphyxia: sexual attraction from asphyxia (also called "breath control play" or "strangulation"), including autoerotic asphyxiation.
[ ] Erotic lactation (also galactophilia or lactophilia): sexual attraction to human milk or lactating women.
[x] (without the urge to expose to unsuspecting ppl) Exhibitionism (also autagonistophilia or peodeiktophilia): sexual arousal by engaging in sexual behavior in view of third parties (also includes the recurrent urge or behavior to expose one's genitals to an unsuspecting person).
[ ] Food play: sexual arousal from food.
[ ] Formicophilia: sexual attraction to smaller animals, insects, etc. crawling on parts of the body.
[ ] Forniphilia: sexual objectification in which a person's body is incorporated into a piece of furniture.
[ ] Frotteurism: sexual arousal from the recurrent urge or behavior of touching or rubbing against a non-consenting person.
[ ] Gerontophilia: sexual attraction towards the elderly
[ ] Homeovestism: sexual arousal by wearing the clothing of one's own gender.
[x] Human animal roleplay: sexual arousal by having oneself or a partner taking on the role of real or imaginary animal.
[ ] Hybristophilia: sexual arousal to people who have committed crimes, in particular cruel or outrageous crimes.
[ ] Incestophilia: sexual attraction to a member of one's own family.
[x] Katoptronophilia: sexual arousal from having sex in front of mirrors.
[ ] Kleptophilia: sexual arousal from stealing things.
[ ] Klismaphilia: sexual pleasure from enemas.
[ ] Lust murder (also homicidophilia or erotophonophilia): sexual arousal from committing (or trying to commit) murder. It also appear to be strictly related with others similar paraphilias like sexual sadism, necrophilia, vorarephilia and Blood fetish.
[ ] Macrophilia: sexual attraction to giants or giant body parts (such as breasts and genitalia)—the opposite of microphilia.
[ ] Masochism: the recurrent urge or behavior of wanting to be humiliated, beaten, bound, or otherwise made to suffer.
[ ] Microphilia: sexual attraction to miniature people or miniature body parts—the opposite of macrophilia.
[ ] Modzeleskphilia: sexual attraction to food. Namely cheese, nachos, and red wines.
[ ] Mysophilia: sexual attraction to soiled, dirty, foul or decaying materials.
[x] Narratophilia: sexual arousal in the use of dirty or obscene words to a partner.
[ ] Necrophilia: sexual attraction to corpses. It includes necrosadism, sexual gratification derived by mutilating and dismembering corpses.
[x] Odaxelagnia: sexual arousal associated with biting or being bitten.
[/] Olfactophilia: sexual stimulus with smells or odors.
[ ] Paraphilic infantilism: sexual pleasure from dressing, acting, or being treated as a baby.
[x] Parthenophilia: sexual attraction to virgins.
[ ] Pedophilia: sexual attraction to prepubescent children. It includes Nepiophilia (also infantophilia), sexual attraction to children three years old or younger.
[x] Pictophilia: sexual attraction to pictorial pornography or erotic art.
[x] Plushophilia: sexual attraction to stuffed animals and/or people dressed in animal costumes.
[x] Pyrophilia: sexual arousal through watching, setting, hearing, talking or fantasizing about fire.
[/] Racial fetish: attraction to someone of a different color.
[x] Sadism: deriving pleasure, or in some cases sexual arousal from giving pain.
[ ] Salirophila: sexual arousal by soiling (only the appearance of) the object of one's desired partner.
[/] Schediaphilia: sexual attraction to cartoon characters.
[ ] Sitophilia: sexual arousal by involving food in sex.
[ ] Somnophilia: sexual arousal from sleeping or unconscious people. It appears to be related to necrophilia.
[x] Sthenolagnia: sexual arousal from the demonstration of strength or muscles.
[ ] Telephone scatologia: being sexually aroused by making obscene phone calls to strangers.
[x] Teratophilia: sexual attraction to deformed or monstrous features.
[ ] Transvestic fetishism: sexual arousal from the wearing of clothes typically associated with the opposite gender to the wearer.
[ ] Trichophilia: sexual arousal from hair
[ ] Troilism: sharing a sexual partner with another person while looking on.
[ ] Urolagnia: sexual attraction to urine, including urinating in public, urinating on others, and being urinated on by others; it includes Urophagia: sexual attraction to drinking urine or watching others drink urine.
[ ] Vorarephilia (also gynophagia): sexual attraction at the thought of being eaten by or eating another person or creature. It includes endosomataphillia—a sexual fetish of being within someone (a sub-genre is partial unbirthing—a sexual attraction to inserting an adult head into a vagina).
[ ] Voyeurism: sexual arousal through secretly watching others having sex (also includes scoptophilia—the recurrent urge or behavior to observe an unsuspecting person who is naked, disrobing or engaging in sexual activities.)
[ ] Xenophilia: sexual attraction to foreigners.
[ ] Zelophilia: sexual arousal from jealousy.
[ ] Zoophilia: sexual attraction to animals.
[ ] Zoosadism: sexual gratification derived from causing pain and suffering to animals. Necrozoophilia (also necrobestiality) strictly applies to killing animals.
[ ] Anesthesia fetishism: sexual fetish for anesthesia.
[ ] Blood fetishism (also haematophilia): sexual fetish for blood (also known as vampire fetish, hematolagnia and haematophilia), and is an anthropological term used to describe the belief within a society or culture that blood in itself (as a material substance) possesses powerful and magical properties.
[ ] Breast fetishism.
[ ] Breast expansion fetishism.
[ ] Crush fetish: a paraphilia which primarily consists of the desire to see others (generally a desirable potential partner) crush small creatures such as insects, mammals and reptiles.
[ ] Diaper fetishism.
[ ] Doll fetish.
[ ] Fat fetishism.
[ ] Foot fetishism (podophilia).
[x] Garment fetishism: sexual fetish that revolves around a fixation upon a particular article or type of clothing, a collection of garments that appear as part of a fashion or uniform, or a person dressed in such a garment.
[ ] Hand fetishism.
[ ] Hip fetishism.
[-] (I didn't know this one and I should think about it) Hypnofetishism: sexual fetish for hypnosis and similar forms of mental persuasion, therapy or mind control.
[ ] Impregnation fetish.
[ ] Medical fetishism.
[ ] Navel fetishism.
[ ] Egg or Egglaying Fetish.
[ ] Nose fetishism (also nasophilia).
[ ] Panty fetishism.
[ ] Pregnancy fetishism.
[X] Robot fetishism.
[ ] Shoe fetishism.
[ ] Silk/Satin fetishism.
[x] Smoking fetishism (Capnolagnia).
[x] Spandex fetishism.
[ ] Tickling fetishism.
[ ] Total enclosure fetishism: sexual fetishism whereby a person becomes aroused when having entire body enclosed in a certain way, hence the name.
[ ] Transformation fetish.
[ ] Wet and messy fetishism: sexual arousal by having substances deliberately and generously applied to the naked skin, or to the clothes people are wearing.
[/] Daddy daughter kink/mommy daughter kink.
[ ] Sexual arousal by ripping open your own skin.
[x] Snuff (Fantasy).
[ ] Agalmatophilia: sexual attraction to statues or mannequins or immobility.
[/] Algolagnia: sexual pleasure from pain.
[x] Amaurophilia: sexual arousal by a partner whom one is unable to see due to artificial means, such as being blindfolded or having sex in total darkness.
[ ] Acrotomophilia and apotemnophilia: sexual attraction to amputation or amputees.
[ ] Andromimetophilia (also gynemimetophilia): sexual attraction towards women dressed as men or who have had a sex change operation.
[ ] Aquaphilia: arousal from water and/or in watery environments, including bathtubs and swimming pools.
[ ] Aretifism: sexual attraction to people who are without footwear, in contrast to retifism.
[ ] Autogynephilia: love of oneself as a woman.
[ ] Autoassassinophilia: sexual arousal from fantasizing about or staging one's own murder.
[x] Biastophilia: sexual arousal from assault and rape (fictional).
[ ] Chronophilia: sexual attraction to a partner of the same chronological age, but whose sexuoerotic age is discordant with that chronological age.
[ ] Coprophilia: sexual attraction to (or pleasure from) feces. It's strictly related to Fecophilia, sexual arousal from defacation or watching a partner defecate, particularly on oneself.
[ ] Covert incestiphilia: arousal from non-contact sexual behavior with a child.
[ ] Dacryphilia: sexual pleasure in eliciting tears from others or oneself.
[ ] Dendrophilia: sexual attraction to trees and other large plants.
[ ] Emetophilia (also vomerophilia): sexual attraction to vomiting.
[ ] Ephebophilia (also hebephilia): sexual attraction towards adolescents.
[x] Erotic asphyxia: sexual attraction from asphyxia (also called "breath control play" or "strangulation"), including autoerotic asphyxiation.
[ ] Erotic lactation (also galactophilia or lactophilia): sexual attraction to human milk or lactating women.
[x] (without the urge to expose to unsuspecting ppl) Exhibitionism (also autagonistophilia or peodeiktophilia): sexual arousal by engaging in sexual behavior in view of third parties (also includes the recurrent urge or behavior to expose one's genitals to an unsuspecting person).
[ ] Food play: sexual arousal from food.
[ ] Formicophilia: sexual attraction to smaller animals, insects, etc. crawling on parts of the body.
[ ] Forniphilia: sexual objectification in which a person's body is incorporated into a piece of furniture.
[ ] Frotteurism: sexual arousal from the recurrent urge or behavior of touching or rubbing against a non-consenting person.
[ ] Gerontophilia: sexual attraction towards the elderly
[ ] Homeovestism: sexual arousal by wearing the clothing of one's own gender.
[x] Human animal roleplay: sexual arousal by having oneself or a partner taking on the role of real or imaginary animal.
[ ] Hybristophilia: sexual arousal to people who have committed crimes, in particular cruel or outrageous crimes.
[ ] Incestophilia: sexual attraction to a member of one's own family.
[x] Katoptronophilia: sexual arousal from having sex in front of mirrors.
[ ] Kleptophilia: sexual arousal from stealing things.
[ ] Klismaphilia: sexual pleasure from enemas.
[ ] Lust murder (also homicidophilia or erotophonophilia): sexual arousal from committing (or trying to commit) murder. It also appear to be strictly related with others similar paraphilias like sexual sadism, necrophilia, vorarephilia and Blood fetish.
[ ] Macrophilia: sexual attraction to giants or giant body parts (such as breasts and genitalia)—the opposite of microphilia.
[ ] Masochism: the recurrent urge or behavior of wanting to be humiliated, beaten, bound, or otherwise made to suffer.
[ ] Microphilia: sexual attraction to miniature people or miniature body parts—the opposite of macrophilia.
[ ] Modzeleskphilia: sexual attraction to food. Namely cheese, nachos, and red wines.
[ ] Mysophilia: sexual attraction to soiled, dirty, foul or decaying materials.
[x] Narratophilia: sexual arousal in the use of dirty or obscene words to a partner.
[ ] Necrophilia: sexual attraction to corpses. It includes necrosadism, sexual gratification derived by mutilating and dismembering corpses.
[x] Odaxelagnia: sexual arousal associated with biting or being bitten.
[/] Olfactophilia: sexual stimulus with smells or odors.
[ ] Paraphilic infantilism: sexual pleasure from dressing, acting, or being treated as a baby.
[x] Parthenophilia: sexual attraction to virgins.
[ ] Pedophilia: sexual attraction to prepubescent children. It includes Nepiophilia (also infantophilia), sexual attraction to children three years old or younger.
[x] Pictophilia: sexual attraction to pictorial pornography or erotic art.
[x] Plushophilia: sexual attraction to stuffed animals and/or people dressed in animal costumes.
[x] Pyrophilia: sexual arousal through watching, setting, hearing, talking or fantasizing about fire.
[/] Racial fetish: attraction to someone of a different color.
[x] Sadism: deriving pleasure, or in some cases sexual arousal from giving pain.
[ ] Salirophila: sexual arousal by soiling (only the appearance of) the object of one's desired partner.
[/] Schediaphilia: sexual attraction to cartoon characters.
[ ] Sitophilia: sexual arousal by involving food in sex.
[ ] Somnophilia: sexual arousal from sleeping or unconscious people. It appears to be related to necrophilia.
[x] Sthenolagnia: sexual arousal from the demonstration of strength or muscles.
[ ] Telephone scatologia: being sexually aroused by making obscene phone calls to strangers.
[x] Teratophilia: sexual attraction to deformed or monstrous features.
[ ] Transvestic fetishism: sexual arousal from the wearing of clothes typically associated with the opposite gender to the wearer.
[ ] Trichophilia: sexual arousal from hair
[ ] Troilism: sharing a sexual partner with another person while looking on.
[ ] Urolagnia: sexual attraction to urine, including urinating in public, urinating on others, and being urinated on by others; it includes Urophagia: sexual attraction to drinking urine or watching others drink urine.
[ ] Vorarephilia (also gynophagia): sexual attraction at the thought of being eaten by or eating another person or creature. It includes endosomataphillia—a sexual fetish of being within someone (a sub-genre is partial unbirthing—a sexual attraction to inserting an adult head into a vagina).
[ ] Voyeurism: sexual arousal through secretly watching others having sex (also includes scoptophilia—the recurrent urge or behavior to observe an unsuspecting person who is naked, disrobing or engaging in sexual activities.)
[ ] Xenophilia: sexual attraction to foreigners.
[ ] Zelophilia: sexual arousal from jealousy.
[ ] Zoophilia: sexual attraction to animals.
[ ] Zoosadism: sexual gratification derived from causing pain and suffering to animals. Necrozoophilia (also necrobestiality) strictly applies to killing animals.
[ ] Anesthesia fetishism: sexual fetish for anesthesia.
[ ] Blood fetishism (also haematophilia): sexual fetish for blood (also known as vampire fetish, hematolagnia and haematophilia), and is an anthropological term used to describe the belief within a society or culture that blood in itself (as a material substance) possesses powerful and magical properties.
[ ] Breast fetishism.
[ ] Breast expansion fetishism.
[ ] Crush fetish: a paraphilia which primarily consists of the desire to see others (generally a desirable potential partner) crush small creatures such as insects, mammals and reptiles.
[ ] Diaper fetishism.
[ ] Doll fetish.
[ ] Fat fetishism.
[ ] Foot fetishism (podophilia).
[x] Garment fetishism: sexual fetish that revolves around a fixation upon a particular article or type of clothing, a collection of garments that appear as part of a fashion or uniform, or a person dressed in such a garment.
[ ] Hand fetishism.
[ ] Hip fetishism.
[-] (I didn't know this one and I should think about it) Hypnofetishism: sexual fetish for hypnosis and similar forms of mental persuasion, therapy or mind control.
[ ] Impregnation fetish.
[ ] Medical fetishism.
[ ] Navel fetishism.
[ ] Egg or Egglaying Fetish.
[ ] Nose fetishism (also nasophilia).
[ ] Panty fetishism.
[ ] Pregnancy fetishism.
[X] Robot fetishism.
[ ] Shoe fetishism.
[ ] Silk/Satin fetishism.
[x] Smoking fetishism (Capnolagnia).
[x] Spandex fetishism.
[ ] Tickling fetishism.
[ ] Total enclosure fetishism: sexual fetishism whereby a person becomes aroused when having entire body enclosed in a certain way, hence the name.
[ ] Transformation fetish.
[ ] Wet and messy fetishism: sexual arousal by having substances deliberately and generously applied to the naked skin, or to the clothes people are wearing.
[/] Daddy daughter kink/mommy daughter kink.
[ ] Sexual arousal by ripping open your own skin.
[x] Snuff (Fantasy).
Ask FM
Posted 11 years agoHi, this is an ask account I created for FA, feel free to ask any question or just say 'hi', I feel a bit lonely and want to talk a bit about myself^^
http://ask.fm/drellaw
http://ask.fm/drellaw
The OC staff
Posted 11 years agoRULES :
1. Pick one of your OCs. or how many you want
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your OC.
3. Tag at least four people to do this meme!
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal
Answer as your OC/keep in character.
1. What is your name?
"Ramses"
2. Do you know why you were named that?
"I think it fits me *grin*"
3. Single or taken?
"Sorry, taken"
4. Have any abilities or powers?
"Knowledge. Knowledge is power"
5. Stop being a Mary Sue!
"Pardon?"
6. What's your eye color?
"Blue"
7. How about hair color?
"No hair *chuckles* but I'm blond"
8. Have you any family members?
"Mh. Kinda"
9. Oh? How about pets?
"Not at the moment"
10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
"Two-facedness"
11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
"Reading, mainly"
12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
"Yes. But I'm not always proud of it."
13. Ever… killed anyone before?
"Hell no"
14. What kind of animal are you?
"Sabertooth thing, y'know"
15. Name your worst habits.
"I apologise a lot."
16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
"Few"
17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
"Polisexual, but let's say gay"
18. Do you go to school?
"University"
19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
"Yep"
20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
"A couple"
21. What are you most afraid of?
"Failure"
22. What do you usually wear?
"depends on the occasion"
23. What's one food that tempts you?
"Nutella... and churros"
24. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
"Prefer not to answer, but definitely not low."
25. How many friends do you have?
"Few, but good ones. Maybe 20 or 30"
26. What are your thoughts on pie?
"What?"
27. Favorite drink?
"Hot chocolate~"
28. What's your favorite place?
"Anywhere my boyfriends are, and possibly a couple of books"
29. Are you interested in anyone~?
"Eheh"
30. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
"Ocean, but I prefer the sea. They both scare me"
31. What's your type?
"That's difficult. I don't think I have a type... or types"
32. Any fetishes?
"Too many. Role play is one of them"
33. Seme or uke?
"Usually seme. Uke only with my Lex"
34. Camping or indoors?
"Indoors"
35. Tag People!
lexanderson 
yellowpool 
whitie
Here you are, cuties~
1. Pick one of your OCs. or how many you want
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your OC.
3. Tag at least four people to do this meme!
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal
Answer as your OC/keep in character.
1. What is your name?
"Ramses"
2. Do you know why you were named that?
"I think it fits me *grin*"
3. Single or taken?
"Sorry, taken"
4. Have any abilities or powers?
"Knowledge. Knowledge is power"
5. Stop being a Mary Sue!
"Pardon?"
6. What's your eye color?
"Blue"
7. How about hair color?
"No hair *chuckles* but I'm blond"
8. Have you any family members?
"Mh. Kinda"
9. Oh? How about pets?
"Not at the moment"
10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
"Two-facedness"
11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
"Reading, mainly"
12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
"Yes. But I'm not always proud of it."
13. Ever… killed anyone before?
"Hell no"
14. What kind of animal are you?
"Sabertooth thing, y'know"
15. Name your worst habits.
"I apologise a lot."
16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
"Few"
17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
"Polisexual, but let's say gay"
18. Do you go to school?
"University"
19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
"Yep"
20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
"A couple"
21. What are you most afraid of?
"Failure"
22. What do you usually wear?
"depends on the occasion"
23. What's one food that tempts you?
"Nutella... and churros"
24. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
"Prefer not to answer, but definitely not low."
25. How many friends do you have?
"Few, but good ones. Maybe 20 or 30"
26. What are your thoughts on pie?
"What?"
27. Favorite drink?
"Hot chocolate~"
28. What's your favorite place?
"Anywhere my boyfriends are, and possibly a couple of books"
29. Are you interested in anyone~?
"Eheh"
30. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
"Ocean, but I prefer the sea. They both scare me"
31. What's your type?
"That's difficult. I don't think I have a type... or types"
32. Any fetishes?
"Too many. Role play is one of them"
33. Seme or uke?
"Usually seme. Uke only with my Lex"
34. Camping or indoors?
"Indoors"
35. Tag People!
lexanderson 
yellowpool 
whitieHere you are, cuties~
What the hell-
Posted 11 years agoI was talking with my boyfriend and suddenly I see that his grandfather is calling me (?)
I tell him and he goes downstairs to ask the reason... basically my boyfriend's phone was not working (apparently) so he called to ask me o ask him what he wanted for dinner (?)
So, apparently, it's easier calling someone who lives in another country rather than going upstairs to ask something.
Technology is wonderful.
I tell him and he goes downstairs to ask the reason... basically my boyfriend's phone was not working (apparently) so he called to ask me o ask him what he wanted for dinner (?)
So, apparently, it's easier calling someone who lives in another country rather than going upstairs to ask something.
Technology is wonderful.
