Was just feeling a peak of increased emotional vulnerability, I'll stabilize and go back to keeping the pain spurred on a month ago to myself uvu
In all seriousness I feel pretty alright at this moment. I fly tomorrow and weather is forecasted to be wonderful

Reclaiming Entropy
It all decays into nothing in the end
https://youtu.be/R1E6ZjhviPQ

The ax forgets, the tree remembers

Gone for just 5 days and there's so much to sort through! 400 new submissions, so many comments and a couple notes! And a couple things of my own to upload as well now, it will be busy forever I suppose @v@

Get her some neuron flies or something

Playing Artificer in the Rainworld Downpour DLC. Been having a great time up until a specific spot that requires lots of difficult platforming in an area stuffed with ranged enemies. Got to what may have been near the top only to fall off again. Died here like 30 times now. Giving up for the night.

*huff*

Still enjoying the game just god I need to get beyond this spot

I am getting so upset with artists randomly revoking all of the things they've already openly shared. I will never delete any of the art I've shared, I don't care what happens to it. I'm not going to have some abrupt moral change or isolated negative experience that makes me want to get rid of it and I'm not going to get rid of my progress as an artist. Once it's up, it's up forever, as is the way of the internet. I share the art I make and have made for me because I want as many people to see and enjoy it as possible. Hoping some can take comfort in knowing I will never jump ship in any way.

Apologies for randomly posting this. I compulsively save art I like because I know there's a great chance I'll never see it again, usually because so many artists I've loved over the years will vanish without warning and take down things they already made publicly available. My art is eternal and I wished all other creator media was too.

A lunar eclipse is starting right now... and I cannot see it because I have complete overcast, aaah xvx

Does anyone recall this fellow, did anyone ever communicate with him or experience his art?
 northernironbelly just suddenly vanished one day, and it seems nobody knows what happened. He opened his commissions and then never was seen here again. I am hoping someone may know of his fate, that he may be okay somewhere. I fear due to the nature of his vanishing after opening commissions that he may have died, or something else tragic.

I tend to forget things I've done or words I've exchanged with people, to the point where I'll accidentally repeat questions to people I've already gotten the answer from long ago. On one occasion someone thought I was being malicious by repeating a question I asked weeks/months ago and then blocked me before I had a chance to explain myself. It's quite troublesome..

The people arranging the appointment had apparently been misinformed and I was not going to be put under during the procedure, but they gave me plenty of numbing and also I guess made my head skip over the entire thing. The surgery went well over all, and they said I did great. Time to endure pain for the next three-five days when the general numbing agent wears off tonight xvx

They're using general anesthesia, so if anything goes wrong.. erm, bye? I should be fine though, just anxious about the oncoming soreness >v<

I am insanely happy we got a macro feral salmon he was beautiful

So uh is anyone going to talk about how we got a high-def zoomed in shot of Fang's cloaca?

Here's the clip, it's super sped up probably to avoid copyright
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nCOoDN-ouY8

When trying to find details of how the innards of marine mammals work, like some nifty anatomy cutaway diagram of a sea lion or a whale, there's surprisingly very few resources available, to an infuriating degree. A friend and I are trying to nail down a male reproductive diagram or two to use as internal reference for upcoming drawings with internal views. These diagrams have to exist somewhere right? I thought we had one of these things for every species xvx

Sorry for those who left me notes and other things, my test date was moved forward due to me not having enough time. I'll continue being largely away until things are sorted out

please something nice..

To the many who regularly talk to me in comments or PM's, I will not be responding to pretty much anything until the 11th, either on FA or anywhere else. I have to study for a big test and due to my job I have very little usable free time during the days leading up to then. This is an effort to make myself better manage my time until the test comes to pass. Wish me luck! I'll probably be naughty and still sneak a discord/telegram message here and there, most likely to happen while I'm at work and can't study

That is all
Throat felt funny yesterday
Today I feel weak, cold, tired, and have a fever of 101
Thank god it's my day off :>
(T)here's another line of text written with a T at the start

Damn awesome >v<
Go see it

My week away from social media was rather nice, got a couple important things done. Still lots more to do, and loads of messages/art piled up over the week I was gone. So even though I am back now I will probably be very slow to get back to people!

I've hit a point where a lot of things are happening at once right now and I need to focus on them before I can do anything else. So, expect very little from me in terms of presence, be it on this site or in PM's. I am sorry but I really need to put time into myself, hope everyone is well in that time