Okay so... this month is just bad. Bad, bad, and terrible. I have no money left, my computer. Is technically dead, I've been using my phone to stay in some contact but ugh. Plus with my lack of money, I doubt I can afford or make any more payments on my car, so I dunno how I'm gonna go about that, or how I return the vehicle, maybe. My job hasn't been able to pay me in a month, I dunno where to go now, and I'm just in a huge rut.

Plus now I'm kinda falling in and out of personal depressions over dumb things. I'm heavily dissapointed in the fandom as well over this last week with all this Tigress art. At first I was all "oh this is cool" but It's for the wrong reasons, and seems more "because it's popular" like Renamon or Krystal, rather than genuine interest. Also it's only because of this second movie. Fucking furries.

So, depressed, angry, cranky, poor, and annoyed. I just dunno what to do anymore. I mean I don't have it bad but life sure is kicking my ass for some reason.

And I really wished they WERE combustible, so I could throw them at all my problems or something. D: <

So yeah, my home computer is still horked over, it just refuses to boot properly regularly. It seems to boot just fine into Safe Mode, so uh, I just don't know, I'm not smart enough with computer anymore. And of COURSE this would happen in a money crisis, and right after I got a dumb moving violation or whatever ticket, right after seeing a cool movie; Kung Fu Panda 2. The movie is good BTW, gimmicky in the 3D, but whatever, I got stuck seeing it in 3D because they goofed the disc or reel or whatever. Still loving Tigress, blah blah.

ANYWAY, back to the matter at hand. Yeah I just don't know what to do, my father, the tech genius he is, is supposed to look into it when he has time, so yeah, hopefully we can fix it. I DO appreciate any advice people give but honestly, I can't do a reformat at this moment since I can't find any oft he OS discs, so that is not an option for now. UGH Why do computers have to be such assholes and yet run half my life?

So anytime anyone sees me on or talks to me, I'm either at work on this computer, or on my android phone. Now if you'll excuse me, I probly need to go job hunting so I can get more money to buy more commissions and pay for my new car and AAAAAAAAGH.*explodes* I know I definitely don't have it BAD... just things get frustrating...

Mkay, so it seems I may have a dead computer on my hands. It refuses to ever boot properly, and it just seems very uncooperative. So until I find a way to fix the problem, I'm relying on the office computer and this phone. I lack any money for a new computer at this time. SUCKS MAN!

Hello anyone reading this! I just was looking at my Xbox menu today and was thinking "Man, none of my pictures really LINE UP or work with this Xbox BG", or well, what little there actually is to work with. So i pondered a bit and thought "Well what if I somehow got the exact measurements of everything (like, the top half of the menu, and all the floating information above), and had a picture specifically DESIGNED for it?" Soooo I am proposing a chance to get a good custom Xbox BG for myself. Not sure what it would include and with such LITTLE space it's hard to say, but yeah, just trying to find something that might work. Thoughts?

Okay so! I went out today with my folks, and FINALLY decided it's time for something efficient, something new, something I could have for a while.

After 6 hours in an office and testing some cars and negotiating, I finally have something! Well I'll have it tomorrow supposedly (bank closed at 5 and stuff, blah blah blah). SO yes, I am now the awesome owner of a Dodge Avenger, 2008 model! :3 It only had 18,000 Miles on it, and oh god it's in pristine condition. <3 I'm not TOO fond of the Blue color, but it's better than some others. So yeah, I now have some loanage going on and stuff for this new wonderful 4 cylinder beast. XD

WHAT THIS MEANS FOR ARTISTS!
No more commissions for at least like, 6 months. I have to be absolutely sure I can afford this on top of everything else. It's gonna be hard but I have to buckle down to be safe, since it's a 6 year loan, and I may only have my current job for a year or two more. So regretfully, Duez is down on commissions unless it's like, that once in a while cheap 5 dollar doodle. SO I have to let some of you guys know directly, but primarily Neltruin and Arcana, I have to cut off whatever else we had planned. I'm TERRIBLY sorry, and we can keep the ideas on the side, but I simply MUST save up the money for these payments and Insurance! I didn't think I'd be getting a new vehicle so soon! D:

So yeah, I'll still be around, I'll still pester and shit ,but I cannot afford much of anything. x.x I'll easily be able to negotiate or talk through some terms on art, and I'll pay what I may owe ATM, but I can't go into those bigger plans like that 15-doodle or the remainder of more expensive things with others. I'll take some pics of me and my new car when i can, and yeah, so fun, and I'm terribly sorry I have to drop my commission hobby for a bit. D:

Okay uhm... let's do the second things first. FUCK WHY DO I CLICK THINGS? Like, holy fuck, anytime I get attracted to a new artist or something they got, it always leads to the same fucking people and it always just re-imitates my previous rage with them. GOD FUCKING DAMNIT why do I have to hate people and be a jealous fuck and blah blah blah FUUUUUUUCK. *Rants for-fucking-ever*

*pant pant* Anyway! Uhm, so I saw Rio, and it was pretty good. <3 Jesse Eisenburg does a great job as Blu, Anne Hathaway was alright, and FML I liked George Lopez too. D: will.i.am can go die for all I care, he was annoying. A lovely soundtrack for the most part and a nifty story. Nice animation, good details and such, and no I did not see it in 3D, fuck that. So without spoiling anything I just really enjoyed it, things played out okay, and I obviously had my hate moments too. But oh god I fell in love with Blu and Rafael. Jewel was okay, but also MEH. So yeha I'll be trying to get Rule 34 of Blue and Rafael, but who didn't see that coming?

Anyway, why the fuck am I up this late and RAAAAAGE still from that first thing, just... fuckity fuck fuck fuck fucker fuck.

FUCK.

Mkay, up at the local Carmike, got a ticket to see REGULAR Rio, not 3D, it starts at 2:00pm, anyone free to join me and a review should come after, hopefully with no spoilers. XD

Mkay, just a little thing to pass on my journals here...

So on Sunday, I went and saw Hop with a handful of us GF furs, I showed up late (on time, sorta), and quickly joined them in their seats. XD The movie was pretty good, I made a lot of perverted jokes and ideas in my head. I sadly didn't really appeal to the Pink Berets like I had hoped. They were cute and fun, but no personality was built on them aside from "One likes to use darts, one is super good at her job and has a phone, and one is a failure with asthma". I found myself actually more attracted to EB than anyone. He is SO totally bi, lots of gay references in the movie. Not sure if I wanna do anything rule 34 for it, I really don't know anyone who could do it kinda. XD But yeah, decent film, probly okay to just wait for the DVD and rent it. : P

Rio comes out this Friday! I know a lot of the GF furs are kinda busy and such, but if any of you guys wanna come with I wanna try to see it on that day, BUT I'd be seeing it after work, possibly the latest premiere (Either the 7 or 9, those are usually the times). I'm kinda hoping I like the movie, and having Jesse Eisenburg as the main character is a really awesome thing for me. I hope I don't really try to like the one voiced by George Lopez though... that'd be kinda creepy. D: But yeah, after Friday it is possible I may wanna rule 34 someone. XD BUT YEAH, seeing it on Friday if I can, feel free to call me and such if you wanna go, we can make plans!

So uh, I'm late to posting this because the other guys all posted their journals for it! XD

But yeah, a great time, we had coffee, hung at the local mall, and did a podcast thing after! Vloggah has the link for it his journal here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2208052/
In there you'll here my voice, oh god! XD

So yeah, glad to know there are some people I can go to locally when I need to be a furfag and stuff! 8D

And yeah, looking forward to bothering them again, loved doing the podcast! <3

Okay so, for the longest fucking time I had always wondered "who the fuck is this white rabbit that someone I hate likes? and he shows up frequently on some sites I go to, usually in porn!" and yeah, while at my local Hastings, I was renting a bad video game, and decided to go browse some DVDs, and when in the anime section I spot the movie just GLARING me in the face for purchase. I quickly snatch it up and go "Holy fuck, it's that rabbit!" and get my ass a copy and get home to watch it!

So I just finished it and uh... wow. I'm not gonna I almost came to tears like, three fucking times! D: This is like ,the third movie in my life to ever make me want to cry! (Pokemon the First Movie being the first, and kinda Digimon the Movie as second). It's just so god damn good! The animation is choice, the music is kinda odd... and YEAH I spotted some STOCK SOUND EFFECTS IN THERE, mainly some agony screams in a part. But I mean, talk about amazing. It takes a good time (modern/now), and it dealt with a situation in which I FEAR, and also actively LIVE IN. So it has some personal drop back for me.

I won't spoil much here, but one of big things will be about Kazma (Kazuma shortened?) and other tiny things. So on with King Kazma here! (SPOLIERS HERE< DO NOT READ IF YA DON'T WANNA KNOW!) Firstly, talk about sexy, I'm sorry just, WOAH that design was specifically targeted at something for eroticism! And when they show him barefoot, more win! IU hate though, when in second stage (King Kazma 2.0), he gets gay frilly blonde hair! FUCK THAT! Also, for the American Dub at least, and in general I guess, the voice for the USER is well, not good for Kazma. It fits the character in the anime PERFECTLY, but on Oz for Kazma, just, no, he's better silent, needs a deeeeeep rough voice or something. XD So yeah, I might porn this guy, but I also have an issue BECAUSE of that USER. He represents the personality, technically, for Kazma, so it correlates to "Sexy ass bunny.... Junior High kid.... UUUUGH". So I'm just stuck in the middle on it. XD And yeah, talk about some SWEET fighting moves. <3

Mkay enough of that, as for the movie. Just FANTASTIC. Like I said, I almost cried like 3 times. the death thing, the losing, the bet wager, oh man all this stuff just really got to me! The way everything plays out was just amazing, the movie really got to my emotions. Also, like I said, lovely animation, music was alright, and the voices and such for the DUB were amazing. Never seen the original. The way events play out is just so nice, and the reactions are very believable in most cases! Nothing seems too over the top. I will make the sad, sad comparison though that the plot line of this movie is VERY linear and similar to Digimon's first movie! Online <> Real, During the SUMMER, getting resources from odd places during the climax, and the "Oh shit incoming satellite (missile in Digimon)!" All in all though, a grand flick. <3 This is definitely a Top 10, maybe a top 5 for me! :3

Old saying ,truer and truer sometimes, though.

I'm just kinda in a blah mood. and kinda learned that while art and porn and crap is my favorite thing, it's also one of my worst enemies. Too much a good thing, as it goes. I just hate a lot of people, never thought I'd manage to like ,5 years ago but here I am, moping about shit that doesn't matter because some dude took a few minutes to doodle something that plays with my emotions, or feelings, or thoughts. Creativity can be so sinister.

Anyway, tomorrow is Saturday, maybe I'll go play shitty card games or Warhammer or something... I won't win anyway, just stacking up the depression here. I'm uh... I'm gonna go shoot people online and suck at that too, and also remember how bad I am at Pokemon.

OKay, just spoke to my friend and he's getting the tickets, and we already had a room. I'm still finding out how many of us will be there, I'm guessing 4 total, but we will see. This will be like... a 6-8 hour drive, I think? Nothing too bad! :3 I'll be at Anime Oasis all 4 days, apparently, so I will be bringing a lot of things to prevent boredom, or so I hope. Now the thing I need to know is, any FURS going? I'll be grabbing that conbadge I got a while back, and wearing it around so I'm a bit easier to kinda point out, but yeah, it'd be AWESOME to meet some furs/artists there. The Artists Alley is on the second floor of the place appparently, so I may try to sit around there often, maybe get some ANIMU ART. I'll see if maybe I can find someone who can draw good Pokemon or Digimon or something!

Also there is a gaming room on the floor nearby, so yeah, should be down on the 2nd floor a lot. SO YEAH, Anime Oasis, May 26-29, let me know if you will be there! I should be able to chat, be all furfag, and maybe play pokemon and shit! XD Also, same rules apply with my being away: Do NOT ask me to drink, I'd rather not be intoxicated and do something dumb, and obviously watch the personal contact unless given permission for hugs and such. That's about it. 8D

Mkay, this is just for a few things: First impression, results of the game, the effect on me, my FRIEND CODE that I can't use when I'm at home because it can't go higher than a WEP key and my Router is not to be touched or go lower then WPA2 : P I can always try at my friends' house or out and about, though.

So, when 5th Gen was on the way, my first reaction was "God fucking damnit guys, quit milking this, there are enough Pokemon!" Later on and over time I just accepted it, and always will in the future. pokemon will be what it is, and I will forever follow it. : P Also some sneak peaks at Pokemon overtime made me whistle other tunes.

Release and thoughts: How fucking excited was I. XD Me and some friends had a light party, I got us a cake, I'll try to get the pics of it up sometime. And yeah, the next morning we met up, got out games, and SUNDAY was sit at friends house and plaaaaaaay. Now, I've mainly been having a lot of FUN with the game. All these new things and stuff to do and such! It's taking me forever, and currently I'm at the Elite Four (Slowpoke me is slow). I LOVE some of the new designs. Like Maractus and Serperior/Servine/Snivy are neat. :3 I also like my giant drill gal and my turtle I just got finally. <3 I've had to use Serebii like, 3 or 4 times for parts I got stuck on in the game, and to find how to aquire some Pokemon. Can't believe some of them I skipped over by mistake. XD The combat is what you expect, Triple and Rotation battles are fucking ANNOYING, right now. I can see a LOT of shenanigans in these. D: Too bad I suck at them and always make teams weak to EVERYTHING :I I'm a bit annoyed as well that a lot of these Pokemon don't evolve until later 30's, 40's and 50's. FUCKING UGH D: <And these CRITICALS man, I dunno if anyone else has a problem, but it seems like Criticals are even worse than the last game in how common they are getting! D: On a plus side though, catching Pokemon seems a little easier. Poke Balls work wonder, Great Balls seem to fail almost everytime, Ultra Balls never give me problems, and the specialties catch a bit easier too it seems; or I just got better at it. Guh I do not look forward to trying to EV train and such after I get through the game because I'm gonnna HAVE to if I expect to have SOME fun online when the hopeful Wii game comes out. :I

Other likable things are: Infared is VERY effective. You gotta make your DS's make out, but it connects instantly and BAM, you're in the fray! UNLIMITED. FUCKING. TM'S. This is PERFECT, mayhaps my FAVORITE feature of teh game this time around. Having unlimited TM's is exactly what people like me, making teams, needed! XD And I'm looking forward to getting past the Elite Four and such, I wanna catch some old Pokemon! :3 So far I've got some INTERESTS, but only one or two FAVES. I'm seeing what may happen, and yes, you can expect some Rule34 from me eventually.

FRIEND CODE: 0690 4649 3761 but like I said, it won't be often I can be on, so yeah! D: If we do fight though, I will just kinda tell you that Fire, Fighting, and Flying trample me. x.x

Mkay, for any who care, I'll be out of town today and Friday. I'll kinda pop in on my phone and stuff, but otherwise yeah, out of town with family, won't be back until later Friday, if I recall right. I don't really want to go, but y'know, FAMILY drags me with. :I God I don't want to stay in a hotel. I can never sleep in them. D: Also, if any MISSOULA furs are looking, that's where I am going! So if I ever get a chance to spring from my family, I'd love to try and hang, I may note all the Missoula furs before I leave! o:

Okay, I JUST got back from seeing Rango with some friends and duuuude, wow, Nickelodeon surprised me. Now this isn't really something "Movie of the Year", but it's still damn good, I think!

The characters are creepy, yet some are still lovable, and the score for the movie was... interesting. The animation was rather sublime as well. So some things I loved are: The animation, the graphics, the fact that it was NOT in 3D, fucking, yes! And to make a spoiler, Rattlesnake Jake. Talk about a sexy villain! I also adored the guns, as odd and tiny as the creatures were, the guns seemed perfectly accurate to real ones. As ANOTHER spoiler, one bullet casing is shown closeup, stating it's a .45 round. WEIRD. Also, the way Rango develops in the film is well... amazing, definitely believable, though a tad crazy, and he's sucha lovable character. Johnny did him well! Also, as my last favorite mention, the language! I was STUNNED when I heard things like Hell, Damn, and an edited Son of a b- CAW! Way to go Para and Nick, you guys really pulled this one off. <3

So yeah ,Rango is fucking amazing, worth it's length in move time. GO SEE IT.

Saw lot of journals about this game, and I too was semi-awaiting it. I got to play it with some friends so here are my thoughts:

FUN! Holy shit with such easy combinations, a lot of people can play it! There are tons of combos I can see being discovered within the next month. I love playing Amaterasu, and playing some others like C. Viper, Deadpool, Chris, and X-23 was neat too! I will admit that yes,I have little variety in my picks on the game, but the roster is OKAY. I just kinda juggle around 6 or so people. XD I won't praise anything obvious but I will say I'm glad the graphics upgrade did NOT ruin the game. i saw how Tatsunoko came out and yeah, that was not fun. XD So this is good! Also still need to learn some movements to use single supers and shit. Now for some quick DOWNSIDES!
I HATE, fucking HATE that i don't have some of my old characters, MAINLY Amingo and Jin. :I They could have rocked so hard in here. D: < And honestly, that's my biggest complaint is the lack of those two. I also hate Chun-li, but only because some asshole at the party of friends kept using her and spamming her multikick, which is apparently effective and locks you into a corner easily if you let it happen. It's not so much because he won, but just it was all he did to win... EVERY TIME. I shit you fucking not. I won't bitch too much because, yes, it's IN the game and it IS a strategy (of the lamest kind), so eh. Also Sentinal.... Please remove from game. :I That motherfucker is too damn OP at times. I'll do so good, then Sentinal pops out and somehow kills 1.5 people before I get him almost killed. So annoying, stupid TANK. D: < Also Pheonix... she's kinda weird. I understand her balance, but at the same time, she can annihilate 2.5 people. XD
But yeah, that's about it, characters seem to be my only big complaint in this game, and it's only so minor. So yeah, if I had to use some 10 scale, I'd say 8/10. GREAT gameplay, good fun to be had, but there is still some bullshit to sort out, and they took out some of my favorites. If they somehow add Amingo and Jin, that 8 turns into a 9! 8D

Now then, go have fun beating the shit out of each other!

1. Are you single or taken?
I'm ridin' solo 8D.... Fucking songs! Single :3

2. Chocolate or flowers?
Chocolate? CHOCOLATE? CHOCOLAAAAATE!

3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
NOPE. unless EV-training Pokemon later with your friend counts?

4. Do you like anyone?
Yes and no

5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
HAHAAH NO

6. Who do you want to spend Valentines with?
Ffff, there's a lot of internet friends that would be cool to V-day with, but it'd probly go sour. Not listing names. :I

7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
Hardly. It kinda just fades off when you do nothing.

8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
Maybe? How can you know if they are SECRET? D: <

9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
Used to, still might. it's cliche but it makes people smile.

10. Do you believe in Cupid?
I believe in DRAGON CUPID. No not really. But a Dragon Cupid would be so fucking BOSS!

11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
Uh sometimes. I think my Dad is sending me something while he's up in Dubai there. XD

12. Do you still send out Valentine cards?
Not anymore, I used to love doing it as a kid though. NEED A REASON TO V-CARD! D :<

13. Do you like candy hearts?
II used to hate them, but now they are okay

14. What is something you got last Valentines?
Uuuuuuh.... I don't even remember, yo. Maybe candies?

15. Is Valentines depressing?
Depends on your outlook. For me, minorly, because it's all "d'aw, so ronery", but then I also get to ponder pervy Valentine doodle ideas. :3

16. How is your love life?
NON-EXISTENT

17. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
Have to have dated to have been dumped! 8D

18. How many roses would you want?
TWOOOOO D: < Pfft fuck if I care? XD One is cliche, a dozen is cliche, 6 is cliche! D: <

19. Will you have a girlfriend/boyfriend this Valentines day?
Negative commander. Unless you count gay/straight fantasies.

20. Do you look forward to Valentines day?
Not really. I don't find it MISERABLE but it's like "ooooh, Valentines, WTF ever, man"

21. Who was your last Valentine from?
AGAIN UNKNOWN, maybe that person I'm gonna EV-train with

22. Who do you expect to get a Valentine from this year?
NO ONE 8D

23. Who would you most like to receive a Valentine from?
Nobody, but also at the same time some artists doing me stuff would be pretty fucking sweet. <3 Be like the best Valentines ever!

24. How many Valentines will you be sending this year?
Zilch, except for like, chats and shit all "Happy Corporate Lovers Day!"

25. Have you ever not received a Valentine?
Well, I've had some as a kid, so I guess not? XD

26. What was the most Valentines you received in a single year?
I WON'T TELL YOU! That's MY BUSINESS! D: < (Also I don't know, what kind of selfish jackoff keeps track of that?)

27. Have you ever received an anonymous Valentine?
More than likely. But not recently.

28. Have you ever sent an anonymous Valentine?
Uuuh, again, maybe? During school and stuff sometimes ya didn't know some kids.

29. Will you be sending an anonymous Valentine this year?
JUST RANDOM CHATS! 8D

30. What was the best Valentine gift you ever received?
Nothing! D: < Unless it was lots of candy... or buttsex. If someone bent over for me on V-day, oh my. 8D

31. What was the worst?
Probly during the time after I broke up with that one gal I used to know for like 5 years OLD, I was probly uber depressed. XD

32. Have you ever started dating someone on Valentines day?
Nope, never really started DATING period.

There, enjoy my fail, also PREVIOUS JOURNAL RAGE!

NO! D: <

Anyway, been in and out of this fucking bitchy mood of mine. It only takes a small item of multiple items to trigger it now. Caught in a conundrum of staying for the favorites or leaving it to lessen my stress/depressions. 8D I really just fucking hate a lot of people now. I don't think I'm very likable to new people anymore, and I'm honestly fed up wit ha lot of people too. These people have no IDEA I'm upset at them, but I am. And no I will not go into detail about it as much as getting it off my chest would help. UGH I'M GONNA GO GET SOME DINNER NOW.

In other news, I pondered starting up some Let's Plays, wrote down some game ideas for a starter, though some are already done by better people so eh. :I Plus the games all suck for everyone.

Now if you'll excuse my whiny ass... *Fiddles with some matches*

Just no.

I'm in a VERY BAD mood, I am very tired of shit, and I am being a whiny little bitch. I hat everyone as well. :I

Light a match, people, light a match.

Jabberjaw! No respect...

ANYWAY! Update journal, random mentions ,blah blah, and a FUNNY STORY! :3

So firstly, job status, still employed for now, keep hearing aobut this company bombing, if this one thing we have going fall thorugh, we're pretty fucked. XD OH WELL! I need to start looking for secure employment or like, yeah, balls. Not stressed or worried, just kinda bothered.

Crysis 2! They released a demo for this game yesterday (Maybe sooner?) and I played maybe an hour or two of it. Things I like: So far the guns seems pretty cool, can't judge anything on balance yet. The motion seems OKAY, I like leaping across places, and I fucking LOVE stealth <3 Still adapting to using armor. Also the energy system works well. Sprinting, stealthing, using armor, all of these things DRAIN it and it really keeps you thinking and makes you cautious at times. Looking forward to a lot of the guns that aren't in the demo! And yeah, still have a lot to play, these are just some first impressions! I also somewhat like the maps. Could sue some more cover, but otherwise decent size, maybe bigger maps in the full game will be good. Things I was SCREAMING about: MELEE. MELEE MELEE MELEE! Fuck the god damn close range combat in this game! I would not mind it if it was like, 2 hits in the front/side, but NO! You can SPRINT up to someone and SLAM their face in apparently. :I It's very abusive! From behind I understand but like FUCK! Seriously that's like, my only complaint. I'd get nerfed SO many times because some laggy fuck would melee me and it was like "wut, dead?" Also, this is more of a nitpick than problem, but because it was just released and such, the servers were DIEING, every game I joined was chock full of lag! But I'm okay with that. :3

ZOIDS LEGACY! Okay, this game is like, what 8 years old now? But I still love playing it and trying to get to max level 200 legit. XD Anyway, when I first got the game like, 2 years ago from my Zoid enthusiast friend, she told me after like halfway into it that she could never get a normal Blade Liger. We tried multiple times and never got his data, and gave up on it. We'd never sell the only two AB models the game gave you, and you could never make more without the base model. WELL 2 days ago I decided to look through a PARTS LIST on an walkthrough online, to find some guns and shit I was missing for fun, and I saw they had Blade Liger on the list. Sooo I went and googled for info on how to get, it was fairly black and white and I feel dumb for not realizing this. All you had to do was find the 6-man battle the Blade Liger appears in, kill the other 5 Zoids, leave him there, THEN use the Data Gather command (I had rank 2, highest, yay), THEN kill him on that turn. First shot and BAM, I had Blade Liger data. I felt so fucking dumb, I double facepalmed! So now I have the game beat to 99% (item wise and story wise). I still have 165 levels on every god damn character to go! D: < Fuck this experience takes forever. If I could I'd SO use that damn cheat option with a Code Breaker if I could ever make them work. I want that god damn 50K per battle and 100 Level boost. D:

So yeah, that's some of my week for ya! :3 In other news still seenig how Anime Oasis will go base don job situation and uh, yeah, doing good! o:

So yeah, it's the middle of January in our new year, so far not too bad. Making new friends and enemies, and I started off day 3 of the year with a stupid cold. XD But otherwise things are going alright. Still seeing how my employment thing is going, and my sleep cycle for 2011 is currently BUTCHERED. I kinda just sleep when I feel like it, but I usually tend to be awake from like, Midnight till noon or something, and then bam, out like a light.

My commission list is also clearing up as a good sign. It makes me feel kinda bad that I have to use it to keep track, but it really helps to have it, though hopefully soon it will all be done, and I will only ever have to worry about current active items, maybe ones that get done the same day. <3 I really do love these stream ones I get from a lot of you artists! So much fun! <3 And I'm getting what I can before, y'know, no more income or something. XD

Uuuh speaking of money wasting, March, I am SO BROKE. Like ,5 games I want all releasing in that month, and of course regular monthly payments of other junk on top of that just.. baaaah. D: Also I'm still into Warhammer junk for now. Taking everything in stride lately and seeing what I can do. Though worst case scenario I just tell everyone playing the same battles over and over again gets dull, and without money to buy more stuff, yeah it just makes it boring. D:

And uh, otherwise... I guess I could ramble on about other junk, but that's for another day or when I care. XD So yeah, just some stuff to post just because, and have a nice day! :3

God do I love coffee. <3 *Sip sip sip*

Anyway, the employment thing is basically from an older journal set where I mention this job is getting a little crazy. A lot of the coworkers here are at each others' throats, which just makes us look VERY unprofessional. I figure bu the end of January shit is going to go down and this company may bomb. Ill still be doing my usual, and paying what I owe and stuff, and I'm guessing I've been employed long enough to have unemployment for a wee bit, so yay. But I will be diving right for a job if this one falters. *Sip* I would love to work at a cafe or something, just maybe... then again I like having an assistant job. Reminds me that I once considered and still kinda do, going into accounting.

Anyway yeah, that's that. FC is canceled for me, the whole idea for me to try to get money was a no go, and again, with this job thing, I dare not risk spending over 700 and whatnot. I'm actually gonna have to see what happens before May for Anime Oasis.

And uh, since I'm fed up with the game, this helps, no purchasing the things I need in Warhammer 40K. Still need a damn Term Squad and those Ravenwing, and wanted to start on Witch Hunters, but again, MONEY. o: But yeah, Warhammer is just full of cheap tactics it seems. Space Marines may b powerful, but they get JIPPED sometimes.

Just mixing up the journal titles in you lists, guys! I'm sure Merry Christmas is getting a little old. XD

Anyway, a good song there too, check it out if you never heard it! Anyway yes, standard Happy Christmas EVE for today, and Merry Christmas for tomorrow! in the US anyway. I'll be seeing if I get any surprises by then. XD I'll be opening present at midnight, as per my usual family ritual, we hate waiting until X-mas morning, which is like 10 for us. XD SO LATE.

Although this holiday has been pretty dry for me since 18. 3 years later and I won't say the MAGIC is lost, but well, I'm old, smart, and know how this holiday works. : P But hey, it's still a great excuse for getting together and sharing gifts! Be they material goods or sentiments! :3

OKay so firstly, Anime Oasis, still figuring that out, waiting for my friend to get me more details, still probly gonna be there though, furries let me know if you are there or not, thanks. Also compiled some more ideas for characters to go as, still looking into it though.

FC! So, a few people were nagging me to go to FC, and I'd LOVE to, I really would, but well, I can't afford a plane ticket! It's a MINIMUM of 500 from where I live, so like yeah, I suck at keeping money. I was considering opening a fund for getting me there, but I doubt it would work. XD Plus I'm not sure if I could promise a return on the money given, it'd basically be a "Get Duez to FC because you like him" fund. XD And the number of likes are low for me. XD But uh, yeah, if people got me a ticket or paid enough for one so I could get it, you'd be loved lots... but I know most of the time it becomes a drama thing, or you'll want a sexual favor, which I won't do, so yeah. XD Also I'd still need to plan rooming.

And commission warning! I'm gonna to have to TRY and lay off from these from now on. I'm finishing what I owe and what's still in roster (Be it on my list or currently in note chats) and I really hate having to give it up, but the company thing is looking sour, and this business may crash, so whatever I make after December, I need to try my best to keep! D: Next paycheck should cover anything that remains/that I still want, and after that I need to just grip what I got. Never know when shit goes down.

Otherwise, yeah, life is alright so far. And NAVY GUYS, do your jobs, man! D: My brother came back after a year with you and he's still a douche, a flirt, and doesn't think! D: Whyyyyyy?! XD Anyway, that's all, I'll try to remember to make a Christmas journal when the time comes, and yeah, Happy whatever-you-celebrate! :3

Okay, few updates and such here: The Anime Convention I mentioned in my last journal is called "Anime Oasis", it's LATE May, which COULD be a problem. I'm only a 6-8 Hour drive away from the place, but my little sister graduates from HS like, the 30th I think it is? XD Talking that over with friends and family here. I'm still getting info on this trip since my friend seems to only have so many details himself, but yeah. ALSO still need a cosplay option. I'm looking waaay back into my memories here, thinking of older Pokemon, Digimon, and other anime I used to watch. Still thinking of using Hughes, though. XD Again, limited issues are my darker brown hair color, need to wear my glasses, and I'm pretty think and lanky and such, so THINK!

Warhammer! The tabletop game thing! So I'm still playing, FOR NOW. The game is kind of pissing me off... I mainly just need to CRAM my face into the rulebook, learn EVERY rule, and see what I'm missing in my own group. Meanwhile all these other people have some stupid ass BS. 3 hits per guy, re-rolls up the yin-yang, COME ON! Fucking hell! Ugh, sorry but all this super-powered BS for some groups is just like, WTF man? Insta-kills are fucking stupid too. :I UUUUGH.

Christmas! Not exactly a holiday I'd say I LOVE, but it's alright. Not much is going on, my brother is getting 2 weeks to come home from the Naval Academy to stay home for the holidays, and uh, I still need to get my gift shopping done. x.x I hate buying people stuff and I barely ask for anything so like, yeah. XD I'm mainly planning for future stuff like March and May, ugh that period of time is CRAMMED with goings-ons. My dad gets from from the desert, like 20 games release, and I'm planning a big Party for Pokemon in that time! XD

Ah well, anyway, that's all for now!