OKay so...

My father is a great guy, he's VERY generous. SO much so, that he has allowed an airman to be living with us these past couple months, probably going almost to a year now, I kinda forget. D: So yeah, its been alright, until yesterday I learned something.

He's been able to pick through my door lock no problem with his plastic cards. I haven't had ANY PRIVACY, or so it feels. I could be missing items and not know it. This guy lives with us for FREE, and he pulls this shit? I'm down to three options here:

One: Get a super-special or simple extra locking mechanism for my door so he cannot do it (IE Deadbolts despite lock bumping or an arm guard thing I saw).

Two: Wait for him to do it again, and tell him to GTFO of the house.

THree: Move out myself, which is ideal, but my income is shite. XD

There is also the option of grabbing my knife and getting into a fight with him, but I'd rather not fight someone military trained. :I

Anyway, anyone else have ideas or advice for this. I want to take a mature tone to this, but argh the stress lately.

I'm tempted for option two, mostly, BTW. Overstayed welcome is overstayed.

It's something I always tell myself. Realizations suck and depress people ,but you have to 'make the best of it', but to be perfectly honest, there isn't a lotto make with.

Yeah, just feeling moody, I blame being sick (Since it rarely happens to me x.x) and I'm just wanting a LOT of things right now, and the supply is far lower and out of reach then the demand.

Mainly this is all love, art, and desires colliding. : P Do not take the internet seriously, also, BTW. It's not healthy or smart. No I have no problems with it right now, but I guess... I'm just letting pictures to get to me? Even though they really shouldn't?

Enough is fucking ENOUGH!

Guys, I love you, I REALLY DO. But Holy, FUCKING, crap. My patience only lasts so long! I'm seeing some of you post image to other users for them to post and these were items purchased or given AFTER mine. I'm not trying to push things, really, but when half of you barely even UPDATE me? What the fucking christ?

I'm terribly sorry for this but I am just fed up. I've got commissions going on for MONTHS now, I'm surprised some may be hitting almost half a year now! THAT'S BAD! And I'm also getting tired of some users on FA that are involved with half of this. I'm not gonna start drama, nor do I want to try to, but I have all this FUCKING ammo here people.

Anyway, I'm ill, not feeling well, my thumb is killing me from an accident that occurred a couple hours ago, and frankly, work isn't looking too good in 3 hours. :I

So yeah, guys, PLEASE get in touch with me if you think you know who you are, in other words, if you have something to do for me, and it's over a month due, LET ME KNOW! At least UPDATE me, some of you just push me aside, be it on purpose or not .i know I'm not the greatest persona apparently, and not the most popular, but FUCK, don't make this a bad customer thing too!

Just felt like randomly noting that after finally locating a copy of Legend of Spyro: Dawn of the Dragon, I finally beat the game! 8D

I'm not gonna lie when I say, why the FUCK! do we have a ROCK COUNTRY ending theme? D: < It's no wonder everyone kept pairing Spyro and Cynder together. Not to mention her confession of love was very cliche and like, untimely at the same time. XD

"GOnna save the world!" "Kay, right behind, P.S. I Love you!"

Also WOW, Ignitus is blue now, lawl, awesome.

I have a lot of complaints in this game, which is weird, but eh, I'll shrug them. Cynder is too hot anyway. XD

Also, now I totally understand  shalonesk's comic! :3

Just swiping over the oldjournal, things are fine now I think. XD

In other news, lotsa games coming out ,deciding what ones to get. D:

And ugh, prestiged for my second time on MW2. :3

Also, artists, FASTER! XD

Normall I'm fine with a lot of things, I usually don't care about a lot of things, and I try not to take a lot seriously. Sadly, I'm no dealing well with a certain artist all and well, it's been pestering he crap out of me, and it's actually made me impatient and angry towards anyone associated with said artist.

Don't take he internet for serious, you look like a douche, and i just unhealthy. :I

Sorry, I'm just VERY cranky this morning, and it's shit piling on shit. I'm mad at people online, I'm mad at people IRL, I may be losing my job soon, and I'm just being annoyed and scared.

One I do not celebrate much, but hot damn I love the chocolate! <3

Anyway, just wanted to post a journal to make a request / remind myself that I wanted to get a few ideas doodled up by some cool artists. <3

Mainly, I just want pictures of Duez being cuddly, sexual, or romantic with certain characters on my list. A few of these are: Obviously the Cheshire Cat dude I fawn over, Corneil for a silly idea, Vitani, Sierra, Master Tigress, and maybe some certain Pokemon and Digimon

I won't have as much money as usual to spend, as there are two game releases within 2 weeks from now, I believe, Pokemon HG/SS, and Final Fantasy 13, but I do still really wanna try to get mainly a Cheshy and COrneil idea done. XD

So yeah, any artists, lemme know. :3

BOLLOCKS TO THIS WEATHER, I SAY!

Seriously, got a foot and it hasn't gone away much in 24 hours. I FINALLY was forced by my folks to move my truck ,and needless to say, 20 minutes of going back and forth in the same spot is pretty annoying. I MANAGED to escape me snowbound trap and get to my office no problem, but I am not using my back-yard spot for a while, so much ice in that alleyway.

Reminds me of how much I wanna do to my truck. A lift costs 500+, new tires would be like, 100-200, and don't ask why, but a tiny plow would be hilarious on this truck.

Anywho, yeah, Tuesday morning for ya. Also been playing Tag Force 4, why does it insist on OCG rulings and like, not doing exactly what some card text reads? D:

Iunno, I just swiped it for fun after getting pissed at Mass Effect. DO NOT THROW A NUKE AT ME, AND THEN PIRATES, AND TELL ME YOU FORGOT TO AUTOSAVE AFTER THE NUKE!

"Waited In Line For Blotch Porn"
Parameters: Go/went to a furry convention.
Score: 50
Completed?: Not yet

"Rug Burn"
Parameters: Do/did the business, with one or more partners in a fursuit.
Score: 50
Completed?: I kinda wish ;_;

"It's Like A Miniature Convention!"
Parameters: Go/went to a furmeet.
Score: 30
Completed?: Not yet, again

"FURtune 500"
Parameters: Have over 10,000 views.
Score: 30
Completed?: Undeserved, but yes.

"High Roller"
Parameters: Have your character drawn by an artist that has over 100,000 views.
Score: 30
Completed?: Not sure on that one, but MAYBE. We'll count it as yes.

"Friends In High Places"
Parameters: Have gift art of your character from an artist.
Score: 20
Completed?: Yup

"Different Strokes"
Parameters: Own/owned/used an animal-molded, or furry-oriented, sexual toy.
Score: 20
Completed?: Negative

"So, Yeah"
Parameters: Have more furry friends than non-furry friends in real life.
Score: 20
Completed?: I think so, yes

"Stalker"
Parameters: Be friends with an artist.
Score: 20
Completed?: Yes

"Connected"
Parameters: Have a total combined buddy count [on AIM, MSN, Skype or etc.] of 200 or more.
Score: 20
Completed?: No, I'm too strict

"Just For The Art"
Parameters: Draw anthropomorphic art.
Score: 20
Completed?: Not really?

"Dramatic"
Parameters: Have a LiveJournal, Facebook, FurAffinity, DeviantArt, and a Twitter account.
Score: 20
Completed?: FA and DA are active, LJ is unused, Twitter is unused, no facebook, but I do HAVE them, so yes?

"Get Over It"
Parameters: Have/had a spouse/partner/significant other/mate/whatever, in real life, that is a furry.
Score: 20
Completed?: Technically no, internet LDR's do not count.

"Vanilla"
Parameters: Have nonsexual art of your character.
Score: 10
Completed?: A few, yes

"O MURR"
Parameters: Use/used the word 'yiff', 'scritch', or 'paw' when talking to a non-furry friend in real life.
Score: 10
Completed?: I JOKE ABOUT IT, so no.

"And All I Got..."
Parameters: Own a distinctly 'furry' t-shirt [something made by furries and/or for furries].
Score: 10
Completed?: Yes, wearing it now, shockingly. XD (It's the Citra Brand Clothing Co. shirt from KeiHound, was it?)

"I'm Not Even Trying"
Parameters: Have some form of furry porn on your desktop [whether as wallpaper or a file].
Score: 10
Completed?: Yes, Duez and Cheshy, so gay. <3 XD

"UNLESS IT'S A FARM!"
Parameters: Play/played Team Fortress 2 on a furry server.
Score: 10
Completed?: MY VIDEO CARD ISN'T GOOD ENOUGH FOR VALVE!

"Such A Cock"
Parameters: Listen/listened to a 2 the Ranting Gryphon rant.
Score: 10
Completed?: I know about this guy, never heard him.

"Friends With Benefits"
Parameters: Commissioned/commission artwork of a friend's character.
Score: 10
Completed?: Yes, which is rare for me, I prefer no-OC stuff.

"Anti-Uppity"
Parameters: Have sexual artwork of your character.
Score: 10
Completed?: OF COURSE!

"Don't Knock It 'Til You Try It"
Parameters: Roleplay/roleplayed your character over a messenger service/in a game of some sort.
Score: 5 for having done it at all, +5 for having done sexual roleplay.
Completed?: I try to, but lately it's getting dull, 10 for me!

"NO FRATERNIZING WITH THE ENEMY!"
Parameters: Post/posted on 4chan or SomethingAwful.com
Score: 5
Completed?: Uhm, ACTUALLY. I had ONE post on /b/, some friend of mine said to post on Furry Friday, and I put up a thing with Tigress and HOuse, and asked what the joke was. Never got my answer, it still baffles me! D: It's my ONLY time on 4chan, though.

"Furries Ruin Everything"
Parameters: Post/posted a furry image on 4chan.
Score: 5
Completed?: See above!

"You're Doing It Wrong"
Parameters: Post/posted on fchan or TGFB [http://dammitfreehaven.com/].
Score: 5
Completed?: Nope

"The Greater Good"
Parameters: Post/posted an image on e621.net.
Score: 5
Completed?: Nope

"O.. murr"
Parameters: Use/used the word 'yiff', 'scritch', or 'paw' when talking to a furry friend in real life.
Score: 5
Completed?: Can't happen, nope.

"How Did That Get There?"
Parameters: Have a folder dedicated to furry porn.
Score: 5 for having a folder, +5 for having a folder of 1gb or larger.
Completed?: EASY DIGGING! Yes.

"THIS IS THE REAL ME! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!"
Parameters: Commission art of your character.
Score: 5
Completed?: It's what I do here!

"SRS BSNS"
Parameters: Tell/told a parent/friend that you are a furry.
Score: 5
Completed?: Kinda? It explained itself to my father, and my friends get massive lulz from it. XD

"Ding, DONG"
Parameters: Have a male character.
Score: 5
Completed?: Yes

"Tits or GTFO"
Parameters: Have a female character.
Score: 5
Completed?: Nope

"It's A Trap!"
Parameters: Have a herm/shemale/transgendered/etc. character.
Score: 5
Completed?: FUCK NO! D: < Sorry, I hate herms.

"Dime A Dozen"
Parameters: Did/do another furry meme.
Score: 5
Completed?: Kinda yes.

"You're It!"
Parameters: Tag at least 1 person after doing this meme.
Score: 5
Completed?: Uhm, I tag no one, fuck this 5G!

Total: 240G, awesome!

So uh yeah, it's been snowing for like, 3 days now. We have about a foot of it outside there, and I had an interesting time getting into my spot last night (Got home around midnight, was all stuck in snow and ice, my Dad eventually came out and helped me push it into the parking spot). I am not going anywhere today, it seems. XD

Yesterday was alright though, I got a bunch of OLD YuGiOh cards I needed for a deck theme, but the main cards for the theme won't be released until... shit, I don't even know, mid-2010? D: I may wind up proxy-ing those.

Also, I will not be getting ME2, at least not on release date. I can barely get myself to play through game number one (Even though I LOVE Turians and Krogans! <3 Someone draw me stuff of Duez plowing them! 8D) so yeah, we'll see how far I get.

And yeah, really still wanting to get more art, I have a lot of ideas related to Renamon, Master Tigress, other certain Digimon, and a bunch of alien species (Mass Effect, District 9, Stitch, etc.) and whatnot. Also, been pondering on picking up a real cheap tablet! I wanna try one out, and I think the lowest I can get is 60 - 100 bucks. Any recommendations?

GRAH!

Anyway, just wanted to remove the other journal. I chose a gamertag, went with the ever-so-casual Duez The Cat, and I know I added a couple people, I need to go back and look at who else wanted on my list. XD And yes, I'm uber-picky, guys! I won't just randomly add you without a good reason. :3

Also, I've spoken to most of the people on my art list, but some of you still need to get in contact with me, mostly on the request end. If you do not want to do it anymore, LET ME KNOW, do not leave me here hopping in my seat. XD

And lastly, getting two games when they release! Mass Effect 2 and Final Fantasy 13!

I so need to play Mass Effect 1 still. XD I played a short bit of it and now I'm worried I'll be missing story elements. As for FF13, well, low expectations, so hopefully the game gives me something to go gaga for. XD

Sorry for these multiple journals, I've just been at random and wanting to show I still care! 8D

ANYWAY! I need some help from you guys. I have been wanting to change my Gamertag for some time, because despite Enigmatic Omega being FUCKING EPIC, I realized that most people may get confused as to who I am and what I'm all about so...

I'll either give up and stick with the name, it's not a bad one! Or I'll be changing to something involving my name; Duez. I've come up with the obvious like Duez The Cat or Duez Goes Meow, but I really wanna think of something to go with Duez that FITS. I also pondered Hornball Duez, XD

Anyway, ideas, thoughts, suggestions? :3

EDIT: More ideas I came up with are Caffeinated Duez, Duez Bond (James Bond joke, hurrhurr), and a VERY classy idea I thought of was to use 14/15 spaces, and just make the first and last 5 neat looking borders/symbols, and putting DUEZ in the middle. 8D

I just need something to get rid of my previous, whiny journal, and felt like stating the obviousness of this journal title that I'm posting/typing at 1:30am... I have work in 6 hours! XD

Also uh... people on my list, totally get in contact with me if I haven't already contacted you, or made the arrangement recently. :3 Also, anyone heard from Shawn Keller yet? XD

G'night!

I hate being a dramafag. ;_; I'm not taking some things well, too personally, and well, for some reason I just can't let go of that accelerator... Why me, damnit?

Anyway, today is gonna be one of those days... Fucking so confused right now.

Sorry for emo journal. :(

That sums me up pretty good. XD Here's a hint kids, do NOT take the internet seriously, you'll fuck yourself up. Anyway, trying to make ammends for a huge mistake and hoping life will just be cool and I'll grow up. XD

IN OTHER NEWS: I need a new keyboard, this one just bothers me a lot... it's so hard to find a BASIC one nowadays without 20million hotkeys.

Uhm, otherwise I feel really... dead? today. XD Not like I'm ill or nothing, my mood is just SO lost. Guess I'm bored.

Oh, I really wanna add some more people to Skype and to my Xbozx Live, though I really am picky about who I add (Seriously, my list is like ,30 people, and I only talk to like, 10 of them. XD). My current games are Modern Warfare 2, and really that's about it. I have others, but you'd have to ask.

Also, running low on motivation to commission I have noly like, 2 artists left in my roster, maybe 3 that I have ideas for ,but otherwise I'm fading from the fandom it seems. XD Nothing to worry about, though. :3

And lastly, I need to start thinking cons, but I may be low on funding this year.

Mkay, Christmas passed, New Years passed, huzzah we're in 2010. Started this yes off rocky, my mood suddenly like, changed to a slightly depressive one ,I've been fighting it for a bit now. Had some big arguments with friends, fixed most of those, and uh, yeah, kinda bleh. I woke up randomly 2 hours ago, have MAYBE 4 hours of sleep, and I REALLY want more sleep because I have work in the morning. Speaking of ,that job may be at stake, I don't know yet.

Uhm, otherwise waiting on artist stuff to still go through, I was kinda hoping to have most of my list CLEARED by 2010, bu oh well. XD Uhm, yeah, didn't make a New Years Journal because all i would say is "Woo, 2010, resolutions not made" but honestly, there isn't much I want to do. I want art, I want to MEET people, but no matter what I need at LEAST 500 dollars per trip. And that's just the flight.

Uh, not much else to say, a lot on the brain, and uh, yeah, who wants to ask me stuff? Go for it! 8D

Christmas has passed, and we wait eagerly for our next year, 2010. I'm hoping to do SOMETHING that day, but I'll probly wind up staying in my room, drooling over art. I was actually considering getting something commissioned for the year, and I kinda want to start getting things like, every month. Just one simple piece of art each time, maybe.

I still have tons of ideas, most reserved for artists already, and certain other artists, you NEED to get in contact with me! XD I've been patient with some things, and half of you mention that you're VERY busy IRL or You've mentioned you'd be gone for a while, but a few of you have told me the piece is done / almost done and I have nothing. XD Just please try to contact me if you know you have something for me, or are on my list, unless I speak to ya on MSN. : P

Otherwise, having a bland day, kinda thinking of what to do. I have a lot of single player games I should probly play, but eh...

Christmas will be here, gifts will be exchanged, and other crap happens!

Not TOO eager for the holiday this year, but it's still awesome. I've met SO many cool people this year, it makes up for my drabness!

On another note, I totally had this idea! I've noticed that Xbox 360 backgrounds are very.... yuck. None of them actually fit right or utilize what LITTLE space they give you on your login menu.

So I like ,wanna get some kinda picture that interacts with the menu! Any takers or idea-adders? XD

I have some. I really want to make plans to travel once or twice during 2010, and here are some places I've thought of:

Hollywood: See the sites, find Shawn Keller, and drool over many, many things I cannot have.

And the rest are rather vague. Basically, any Furry Convention. MFF, Califur, FC, FWA, FA:U, I don't really care, but I think FA:U would be my best bet, though I am not meant for New Jersey. XD

I have offers to other ones, like Morphicon, which I may partake in. I know I at least have a secure room and someone who's been there before there. XD

So uh, if anyone can offer con advice to a Montanan noobie, please do so! Recommend some cons too! :3

Yooooou! : D Gah that song is addicting.

Anyway, updating away from that meme journal, and I actually need some help. I'm going to be shopping today, I hope, trying to collect gifts for my parents and siblings, and then it hit me. "What the fuck do I want?!" XD

Sooo I've been working on a list, and so far I've achieved:
A new leather coat, because my old one is getting too small
A new computer chair because guh, stock chairs annoy me
Something to hold my games and CDs and stuff on
District 9 on DVD
The Angry Beavers (small) DVD collection. XD

And yeah, that's it so far. So like, I know the first 2 are probly not happening, but yeah, I keep trying to think of ideas. Plus I do still need to find out exactly what to get some of my relatives.

But yeah, guys, who are actually reading this, you should know me okay by now, any ideas for myself? XD

Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think! Repost as "my life according to (band name)"

• Pick your Artist:
Queen

• Are you a male or female?:
Good Old Fashioned Lover Boy

• Describe yourself:
Somebody to Love

• How do you feel:
I'm Going Sightly Mad

• Describe where you currently live:
Under Pressure

• If you could go anywhere, where would you go:
Seven Seas of Rhye

• Your favorite form of transportation:
Bicycle Race

• What did you get on your last Birthday?
One Year of Love (? XD)

• Your best friend is:
You're My Best Friend (not a lot of sense but...)

• You and your best friends are:
Stone Cold Crazy

• What's the weather like:
A Kind of Magic (Man, some of these just do not work)

• Favorite moment:
Tie Your Mother Down

• If your life was a TV show, what would it be called:
One Vision

• What is life to you:
The Show Must Go On

• Your last relationship:
Crazy Little Thing Called Love

• Your fear:
Who Wants To Live Forever

• What is the best advice you have to give:
These Are the Days of Our Lives

• Thought for the Day:
Keep Yourself Alive

• How I would like to die:
Killer Queen

• My soul's condition:
I Want to Break Free

• Most Faithful Companion:
Radio Ga Ga

• My motto:
I Want It All (THere are so many other I can use too XD)

Yeah, just got stuck at work for a bit, and am watching TTA stuff and kinda gathered more ideas and whatnot. Still obsessing over Cheshy, and found another one of the animations last night. SO HAPPY! XD

And yeah, same-old same-old. Reminds me though, I need to bother Chaos, Rush, and Foxy, so I can get something from Isho. GUYS! FIND ME! XD

All I want to do... (NAME THAT SONG AND BAND! 8D)

Right, so firstly, welcome back FA, we missed you.

Secondly: How many of you guys remember Shawn Keller, no one has heard from him in 5 years. I am like, so obsessed with his Cheshire Cat dude, and I just love the guy to death. XD Wanting to find someone who can imitate that style so I can do naughty, terrible things with him. XD

Otherwise, porn progress below!

Right, so at first I thought this was my computer or a virus but uh... when I try to save images from FA on my Firefox, it always saves as a 2KB file, and goes "haha fuck you it's wrong".

I don't know why, I mean, last time I just reset my computer and I was able to save the images again, but this doesn't make sense....

Also, I noticed the name changed on downloads for me, it says d.facdn, instead of something I was more familiar with....

Just kinda tossing it out there, seeing if anyone knows what might be going on...

Any other website saves my images normally, so it's gotta be something here. D:

Edit: Okay, so after closing and re-opening Firefox, the images now save, so I guess that having them sitting there for an extended period of time makes the images mad. XD

I HAVE AN IDEA! 8D

Haha, ruined song is now ruined.

Anyway, just a random bump journal, but ALSO, I wanted to advertise my Black Rose Dragon idea. For those who do not know, Black Rose Dragon is a Yu-Gi-Oh monster that I have an affinity for. :3 I have this funny little sexy comic idea for Duez and the dragon, but I know of no one willing to draw it up, I know it wouldn't be easy, either. D: I'm willing to cough up cash after the next... week or so, I kinda estimate that with basic coloring and maybe 5 pages? 100 bucks? It's negotiable. XD But I would love to find an artist willing to draw it. Themes include:

Bondage, Size Difference, Straight, possible dusturbia for one person in the comic. XD