concerning that recent Krystal pic where she's trapped in the glass

okay that but she's trapped in a fucking ring pop OR, she's got a fucking lollipop stick stuck up her ass and she's inside candy

how many licks does it take to get me to shut the fuck up cos this is some fucked up shit, you're welcome now go back to church or whatever y'all do on sundays

you literally had every chance to pick Dry Bones or Bowser or anything but the most boring character

thanks everyone for the birthday wishes yesterday, i left an upper decker in each of your toilets

i know i piss some people off when i vent, i just bottle it up cos i'm afraid to talk to some closer to me like family because they don't see it as a mental health concern but rather "an excuse" idk

always feel like a burden, people tell me "oh just leave" nah then i'll have an easier time blowing my own brains out cos then i don't have a family looming over my head watching every move, i don't know what's wrong with me

yes i see a therapist, one hour a month, no more--whoops they keep cancelling my appointments without even calling so that's neat

yeah i'm probably pissing you off something fierce just typing this, yeah i bet you hate my guts and wish nothing but pain and fucking misery on me, i get it, feel free to unfollow cos there are way better artists out there anyways

dunno what to say, just tired and burnt out and whenever i try to do good someone comes along to remind me how i've got a long ways to go anyways so i'm just tired

pros:

cons: a single slice of cake ends up getting eaten so much faster and you want more as a result but the calories tho

so last night i dreamed i was studying for a college exam and saw a preview of the test and it was 25 pages long

so i came out of my room and looked my family in the face and started talking in a Macho Man voice going "YOU WANNA SEE SOME BIG MILKY FAT SLOSHY TITTIES YEAH I GOT 25 PAGES OF MULTIPLE CHOICE THAT'S BIG COCK MILK DOWN MY THROAT"

it was just me bisexually threatening them out of absolute rage over this impossibly huge test for a few minutes and i woke up

okay so firstly i wanna pop off by saying i hate fried foods cos the least little bit of grease even if i'm pan frying eggplants will give me the most satanic chest pain ever so fuck that shit

but like for real tho, what are some foods you've had that's actually been improved by frying--we're talking carnival shit like deep fried oreos, shit that'll shave life off your life

i remember back in high school i was home alone one day and felt as if i were committing a sin by deep frying poptarts in cake batter and they were so fucking amazing but i haven't done anything like that since

y'all ever just go on some downward spiral of negative racing thoughts about fucked up shit that's either stuck with you as a kid or NEVER happened before and despite knowing that intrusive thoughts aren't real, you get depressed and feel like shit anyways

AND THEN, later on you feel bad for feeling bad so you make yourself feel even worse and tell yourself to get over being a selfish piece of shit and then you rinse and repeat EVERY other day

yes i'm seeing a therapist and she's more like shooting the breeze with ya girlfriend than actual cognitive behavioral therapy

so i've been losing sleep lately for whatever reason, gradually becoming an insomniac again i guess, but i actually dozed off earlier while watching youtube which has only happened ONCE before

anyways i was watching Joel's San Andreas streams and he was screaming at the horse betting minigame like "COME ON, COME ON YOU CAN DO IT" but as i drifted off, i dreamed he was standing in front of a microwave yelling at Sans Undertale until he fucking exploded like an egg in the microwave and Joel started crying

that is all, i just felt like you all needed this for one reason or another, maybe it'll improve your life--maybe it'll make it worse

now that i have your attention i will be wrapping up that Sonic Ink Junk art pack and it will be available Friday, June 17th

to anyone who follows me here and also has me on discord, just wanna apologize for the mental breakdown the other day that led to a huge friend removal spree because for whatever reason i'm a shitass who lets family drama and abuse get to me and turn me into a fucking rude piece of shit

anyways i think it's best i just stop talking to people cos i confide too much and when i get worked up i attack myself in front of others and isolate myself to "prevent them from having to deal with my shit" i guess

sorry again, just making this public so everyone can know that i am a self-loathing bitch at times.

deer

go apologize to your mothers for absolutely demolishing their fucking guts at birth.

hey if any of y'all are like actively sick of my emotional ass never being available for commissions, here's a folk to check out:

 secondhandfursace

do the art thing, they draw good pastel and muscle

and various other arts but no hypers sorry

i forgot how to word

it is zombie jesus weekend, for those of you who celebrate easter

i'm burnt out

while y'all were out here making something of yourselves, my college graduate ass has been unlearning how to function as a social egg in this nest of a planet full of meat and cum

tldr i'm getting more stupider by the day, smoke your vegetables and don't remember to brush your teeth, bitch

fuck math eat apple pie and pizza i'm going to kms choking on carbs to death fuck

holy shit the truth come out: dullvivid actually sucks?

instead of drawing actual backgrounds, i just edit photos from places i find on google and slap characters onto it holy shit what a loser i'm lazy anyways have a great day

easter coming in like, just over a month

the egg

i legit know some people who will go unnamed who act convinced that all furries are into like weirdass fuckin diaper shit and inflation/vore/etc

like, i'm not gonna sit around and kinkshame some peeps but damn, what a bigoted mindset to have hahaha

i like how sometimes i get a comment from somebody complaining about how disgusting my art content is but then i notice they also follow me

don't force yourself to puke, my guys--that's called bulimia

ayyy just noticed i got like 7k followers here, just in time for the uh, 10th year i've been on this website

i've been here for 10 years ok that's enough thinking about that, help

thank y'all though

fuckers it's halloween according to social media