complicated.

Have I been away that long? seriously? *blinks*
It hasn't felt like it.

It took a lot of courage on my half to come back here.

Anyways, where did I go?
I had a very bad accident last year that left me really poorly for a long long time, it also damaged both my hands. I know I'm being vague but its still unsetting and I really really don't want to talk about it.

Its been heartbreaking to not be able to create, I can't tell you how frustrating its been to see other people's lovely artwork and not be able to join in. I havent been able to hold a pen for the longest time. I suffered depression and sorta just shut myself off.

Anyways, I'm not looking for sympathy, I'm pretty cool with everything now and I get a little happier in myself everyday, just wanted to left y'all know I am alive and that I do hope to be returning sometime this year (my work will be TERRIBAD because I gotta learn again, but its something).

I didn't leave through choice, it just hurt to look.

Anyways, about two weeks before the accident I did a supergay supermassive traditional portfolio, I never got to posting it so after a lot of soul seeking its going up for auction now. It took me ages to pluck up the courage to post it as I felt so guilty for just vanishing but I want to go to a good home, with someone who wants it and will enjoy it.
The auction's here-
http://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1016755.html

I just want it to be loved.

Anyways, I'll try and sort out the mindblowing amount of messages eventually.

First come, first soon, yup yup.

The prices are as follows...

Coloured bust shots $15 extra character $3

Inked $15 extra character $5 www.furaffinity.net/view/1709420/

Flat Digital Colours $20 extra character $8 www.furaffinity.net/view/2052600/

Cellshading $30 extra character $15 www.furaffinity.net/view/2052561/

Full digital colours $40 extra character $20 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1889678/

Will not draw (things that would make me personally uncomfortable)-
Scat
Heavy guro/bondage/vore.
Cubs in sexual/adult situations.

Please leave a comment here and also send me a comment with what you want over to
fluffydumpling (at) hotmail.co.uk

Turns out I'm a littlle bit crap at writing journals, I keep meaning to and then forgetting. Turns out I'm also terrible at replying to notes too, I've developed this nasty habit of reading them, not being able to think of anything good in reply and then thinking 'oh. I'll come back to them later' and forgetting. So if I haven't replied to anyone's note, please don't hate me k? I'm not ignoring you I'm just dumb, really really dumb.

I wanted to write this to say thankyou for all the support you guys gave me after the death of my grandad, it meant a hell of a lot to me. I know I didn't reply to peoples words in that journal but it was a little close to the bone for me, if you know what I mean and it still is. But thankyou, I love you all, you don't know me, you didn't have to say anything but you did and that's a lot.
ILUALL!

Also wishing everyone a happy new year, hope everything goes well for you lot and 2009 is filled with love and hope and lots of good stuff.

Personal new years resolution....
STOPPLAYINGSOMUCHGODDAMNWOWOMG!!!

First you, thank you to all you guis, I've been utterly blown away by all the lovely comments and support I've received, well, more overwhelmed to be honest!

I'm sorry I haven't finished giving my newest watchers some comment love but I wanted to get this sorted before I crawl off the bed.. I've had 48 new watchers in the space on 24 hours and its utterly blew my mind.

If I was to offer commissions would anyone buy? I've sort of had a little bit of interest in them so I thought I would maybe give it a roll. I'd offer just about anything as long as it wasn't to the extreme, expect scat and bestiality because that's way beyond my realms of personal comfort.

Prices would be...
Coloured bust shots $10
Inked $15
Flat Digital Colours $20
Cellshading $30
Full digital colours $40

No sketches 'cus I just can't scan them right and you wouldn't like them.

On to the to do list of doom, no particular order just as I think of them.

Free Kiriban commissions for
 kepora
 ilikeyourart
Maybe one person more.

Trades (I'll open up again in the future but I'll contact you plz)
 yunicoon
 Dktorzi
 Kanvet

Giftart. (there's a crapton of other people I want to draw for but I'll get these out of the way because I have zero organisation skills)
 mcarson
 squeedgemonster

I also need to add
YOU PEOPLE BLOODY ROCK!

Today I've had minor surgery on my face. I've just come off tablets for my tum-tums that have screwed up my hormones and I've got to go for 'tests' on places that I never knew existed...



Poot.



Cheer me up plz? Make this journal full of funny Youtube links, weird websites and other random shizzle?