Join here https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51.....#cid:171876994

Also I will post and be active again I swear

Hey guys, today is my birthday I know I haven’t been here in awhile but I just thought I’d mention it even though I’m kinda dead here lol
Anyways I hope everyone’s doing good too

hi guys, I know I don’t post much here anymore but I do eventually plan on fully coming back and posting again I promise. I don’t know what’s going on with me and I’m sorry I guess it’s just mostly fear and sadness. I do still care for everyone a ton and I always will. I just wanted to mention here that my birthdays coming soon so yee. On the 27th. I’ve been both excited and nervous something might go wrong and I don’t know why I’ve been feeling nervous. I just hope everything goes alright
In other news I hope anyone who reads this has a good day

I heard that the one who wanted me and everyone dead got banned of fa, and I can now hopefully feel safe. Not now, but sometime I might try posting again and I don’t know when. I’m really hoping I can still find a place for me in this community and be apart of it. I’m sorry for everything

It’s time I say my final goodbyes I think. I’m constantly being attacked and a lot of my friends are from a person that keeps telling me to kill myself and my friends, he’s falsely accusing people being pedos and hackers. He’s telling me to kill mshelf and here’s he journal https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10182739/
I’m not staying on a site with constant threats. He threantes my family on discord out of nowhere I never really talked to him in my life. I’m not safe here with this and I am leaving fa. I might come back if he stops attacking me for no reason but for now I’m gone. Im sorry goodbye
Edit: here’s a re upload I found https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46630580/

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10078248/
There art is amazing, I hope I did this right

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10078248/
There art is amazing, I hope I did this right

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10078248/
There art is amazing, I hope I did this right

Apparently I’m being accused of hacking simply cause I blocked someone for harrasing me and my family. I don’t hate people I don’t know what’s going on I just don’t want to be harrased. I didn’t mean to do anything I’m sorry. I just wanted to join this community and make friends and live a happy life.

I keep forgetting I have this account and I forget I exist, I’m sorry I haven’t been posting much to it. Not like it probably matters this account is already dead.
I don’t mean to sound mean at all I’m just really stressed. I got covid contact traced or whatever it’s called and I don’t know what’s gonna happen
I still wanna try posting more and be a real furry and everything but I don’t know where to begin. I worry I lost to much and there’s nothing I can do to fix it. Ill try to post more if I can. I hope everyone’s doing good and sorry for saying this.

I’m gonna try to fix everything I’ve done but I also wonderd, i wanna post a thing I have of one of my characters and eventually I will post about my species, I wanted to ask is anyone interested at all in seeing them? Also if anyone wants to be friends please let me know too. You don’t have too. I’m sorry for being gone so long

Sorry again for being gone a lot I’m probably gonna be gone again sense I can’t do anything right but I’m sorry for leaving and not talking to everyone for so long. Not replying in notes and everything. I’ve been gone so long that I don’t even know where I left off. There’s a lot of things I wanna show and post but no one would see them cause I ruined my own rep. I’m so sorry everyone. If anyone at all still wants to be friends let me know. If anyone’s still interested in any of my stuff let me know. I don’t know when but I really wanna fix everything if screwed up by being gone so long.
I’ve made alot of species if anyone’s interested at all, I could talk about those if you like. I’m probably gonna be to depressed to even view this journal. I don’t know if I was meant for anything I’m sorry everyone. The depression just keeps getting worse. Please comment if you can it helps alot. I’m just curios if anyone’s still interested in this account or any of my stuff. I’m sorry for being the worst furry in the world

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42995675/
There really amazing at it, you should join!

THIS IS FREAKING AMAZING LETS GOOOOOO
THANK YOU GUYSS :’D

June 27. I’m so freaking excited thank you everyone for being here for me too, I’m so sorry I’ve been gone from fa a long time, but hopefully everything can be good again, I’m so happy for today. I never thought I’d ever be able to see my characters either, but thanks to you guys I was able to see them. It means everything to me :’) thank you everyone

Sorry for being inactive again I’ve just been extremely depressed again and can’t seem to fight all it off fastly, but hopefully I can soon. I just wanted to say my birthdays coming up again in June 27 and im a little excited for it lol. I hope we’re all still friends I know I never talked in awhile so much has happened I’m sorry. I’m at a point where I don’t know what to do but I want to fix everything. I’m sorry if I never responded to notes and everything. I hope everyone’s doing good

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41.....#cid:156234657
been awhile sense I joined a raffle but here’s this one if you want to join it too

I know I said if a lot but this time I’m hopefully back this time. I’ve been gone for so long and haven’t talked to much friends here either and I’m so sorry, I hope we’re still friends i will always still be here for everyone. I hope everyone’s doing good and I’ll try to upload more

I don’t want to start anything,I just wanted to talk about some stuff. I did have a good sever for a while and things where happy on it for the longest time but a lot of stuff happend and I don’t understand much of anything at all and or what to do, but what I do know is I’m a villain. I’m a terrible person. All I ever wanted was a safe place for everyone to be happy at and everything, people to be friends and happiness and support, I never wanted harrasment or sadnes or wars or anything, I don’t know what to do but now i might be a villain cause of it all. And I just wanted to say im so sorry, I just wanted to make friends and have a happy life and be there for people. I didn’t want to become a villain on the furry community, I just wanted friends. I’m so sorry

I’m trying to be active again, sorry I’ve been gone for a bit, I hope everyone’s doing okay. I just had a question I wondered.
Would anyone be able to help me with character refs? I still have some characters and I never was able to learn to draw, it’s hard to explain, I can’t remember if I did explain here, my brain is just forgetting things and blanking out more and more every day. It’s okay if you don’t want too, but if you could can I note you like detailed ref notes? I feel terrible for asking this all, I shouldn’t punish others cause I can’t draw. You don’t have to do this and if you say no or don’t want to I won’t be mad. I’ll be fine it’s okay. Just if anyone can, let me know and I could talk with you, also this could maybe be an opportunity to make new friends too, I promise I’ll be there for you and support and care for you too.

Again, sorry for being inactive
Due to some stuff I’ve been terrified to log on to fa. It’s hard to explain I don’t really want to talk about it anymore and just leave it behind. I promise I’ll try to post more stuff, I hope everyone’s doing good

Sorry I havnt been here in so long, I’ve just been terrified to log on to fa and everything, but I’m fine now, I’ll try to continue uploading the stuff I haven't uploaded yet. Sorry bout that

Hope the link works
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9705896/

Sorry I don’t upload much, I know I get art but don’t upload it, I’m just nervous I’ll upset someone and there’s a lot of other things, I’ll try to upload more often