Kinda slowly going through a change here, and a transition to a new handler.

And I can finally be myself here. And hopefully people start seeing me as a new entity and quite mistaking me for someone else O.o

Here's to new beginnings.

~ Dusk

I heard about something today that really upset me. A close friend of a friend had been hurt by some sick puke of a being. I have taken a look at this person and I disapprove. He does not know what it truly is to be a "Master" to another human being, let alone several. This persons sick idea of being someone's Master, is to take advantage of and get sexual art of their Fursona(s) whenever he deems fit. It saddens me to see these people misled at his "dominance" over them, but alas, that is their decision.

A true Master would NEVER abuse his pets. They are to be treated as near equals, not sex toys. They are to be obedient, not mindless subservients, following without question of moral or ethics...Then again, I speak as a briefly trained Master myself.

It breaks my heart to come back and see something like this. People misusing a term I have lived by for so long, having upwards of 15-20 "pets". Even the most professional Masters manage 3-4 Pets responsibly. Then again, they know how to properly manage and maintain a true Master/Pet Bond.

(To said person) You are nothing more than a sad womanizer, using your position of "master" (NO, I will not capitalize it when referring to you) to take advantage of said position. You are suppose to be a beacon of hope, someone who will take care of them when they have tough times. In my opinion, you cannot provide them the true comfort of a Masters love until you understand what it means to be a Master in itself. It's more than some silly title to grant one a farced ownership over another. It is a sort of partnership, almost as in a dating relationship, and potentially more depending on the Master and Pet in question.

To sum it all up, a Master/Pet relationship is not something to throw around lightly, and is not something to be abused. Do your research and learn the true meaning a proper way of being a Master.

And to me, possibly the most important,
RESPECT YOUR PET AS YOU WOULD HAVE THEM HONOR YOU!

I will be more present now, as I think I understand what I needed to find in myself. Thank you to all tof those who stood by me. I appreciate it.

I have been away for a spell. I needed to get away from everything for a while and do some soul searching. I still have not found what I am looking for, nor do I know or understand what it is. I thank you all in your patience with my absence.

I will return again when I get the chance.

Here is her Journal: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1650800/

Go there and follow the rules.

Vex asked me to post this. Im normally against competition, but he was rather sincere about it.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4313315

Vote for Clementine, if you havent voted yet.

Ten things I wish I could say to people:

1. You make me smile.
2. I love you.
3. Im not angry, Im just quiets
4. You dont know me.
5. Thank you for everything you have done.
6. Stop calling me nice, Im not "nice", I am proper and Polite. They are extremely different things.
7. You were right.
8. I would love to.
9. Call me sometime.
10. Its okay, you can stay if you need to.

Nine things about myself:

1. My favorite colour is actually Orange
2. I Rollerblade, a lot.
3. I tend to isolate myself. (Me too)
4. I like the outdoors, and hate living in the city.
5. I believe myself to be a decent chef.
6. I dont often express anger, although I may look angry a lot.
7. I have never eaten tofu.
8. I have done things that no one knows about, or will ever know about.
9. I like the Ford F-150 Raptor

Eight ways to win my heart:

1. I dont know yet.
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5.
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Seven things that cross my mind a lot:
1. My bearings
2. Flying
3. Orange things
4. Fire
5. Driving
6. Swimming
7. Staying my course

Six things I do before I fall asleep:

1. Eat supper
2. Brush my teeth
3. Play music.
4. Shower (sometimes while singing to my music)
5. Pray
6. turn off my lights

Five places I want to visit:

1. Russia
2. Spain
3. Singapore
4. Alaska
5. Morocco


Four things I'm wearing right now:

1. Black shorts (Dickies)
2. Orange popsicle shirt
3. Oakley "M" Frames with clear lenses
4. Under Armour socks

Three musical artists that I listen to often:

1. Bright Eyes
2. A Perfect Circle
3. 10 Years

Two things I want to do before I die:

1. Ride a motorcycle
2. Meet a friend.

One confession:

1. Ive hurt someone, very badly with no remorse.

Im slowly getting started. I wont make it to Further Confusion this year, for I am not ready.

Come next year though, everything should be good to go. I have to say that the mere though of meeting a lot of people makes me smile. Until then, I shall wait patiently.