Very sporadic updates.
Posted 8 years agoVery sporadic indeed, aren't they?
I really don't look here on FA that often. There's some great art and all, but I just don't have enough connections right now that keep my eye on the site. That's all.
I'm always up for making more friends, but that's difficult at times. Being an introvert is painful. :/
Anyhoo. Still no tablet replacement. Much sadness there. One of these days I'll get a hold of one that actually works as intended and isn't old as dirt (or the drivers, for that matter).
We'll see what happens.
For those of you that still watch me though, hello! I hope you're all having a great summer.
I'll update sometime soon. Perhaps within 8 months this time. Just need more interaction on here to keep my attention. :P
There's other shit I pay attention to daily. Like Discord or such.
Been debating on Snapchat, but I'd need more friends for that. Is that thing worth it? Be honest.
Also curious about telegram. Is that worth using? I have no reference on either one. lol
I really don't look here on FA that often. There's some great art and all, but I just don't have enough connections right now that keep my eye on the site. That's all.
I'm always up for making more friends, but that's difficult at times. Being an introvert is painful. :/
Anyhoo. Still no tablet replacement. Much sadness there. One of these days I'll get a hold of one that actually works as intended and isn't old as dirt (or the drivers, for that matter).
We'll see what happens.
For those of you that still watch me though, hello! I hope you're all having a great summer.
I'll update sometime soon. Perhaps within 8 months this time. Just need more interaction on here to keep my attention. :P
There's other shit I pay attention to daily. Like Discord or such.
Been debating on Snapchat, but I'd need more friends for that. Is that thing worth it? Be honest.
Also curious about telegram. Is that worth using? I have no reference on either one. lol
Random updates
Posted 8 years agoMy tablet is non-functioning now.
Without the ability to get a replacement for the indefinite future, my art-ing will be stopped until that problem is resolved.
For the foreseeable future the only content I will be making is gaming streams on Twitch.
That's about it.
Enjoy your day, furs.
Without the ability to get a replacement for the indefinite future, my art-ing will be stopped until that problem is resolved.
For the foreseeable future the only content I will be making is gaming streams on Twitch.
That's about it.
Enjoy your day, furs.
Very small updates
Posted 9 years agoJust editing some info on pictures in my gallery.
No need for some things to be said that are no longer true, like past relationships that sound as if they're still going on today.
No need for some things to be said that are no longer true, like past relationships that sound as if they're still going on today.
Don't know what to say anymore about this post..
Posted 9 years agoI've written shit here like 5 times now and deleted it because each post was a big mess of anger, sadness, grief or what-have-you. It gets tiring when you want to express yourself but you don't know how, and on top of that... being reminded that 'Hey, you don't have many friends that would care to read that anyway'.
So I'll just change the gears on this message and say this.
I would like to make more friends so I can .. heal.
Hi. Would you be my friend?
So I'll just change the gears on this message and say this.
I would like to make more friends so I can .. heal.
Hi. Would you be my friend?
Mysterious Silence
Posted 9 years agoIt's just me being somewhere else, just as active. That's all.
My journey has simply led me to do other stuff. I'm still around though.
My journey has simply led me to do other stuff. I'm still around though.
Raine, why aren't you coloring?
Posted 10 years agoSo some of my friends have expressed a concern about my lack of coloring in recent months and I'll touch base on that real quick, since someone poked me about it today and I just felt like getting it out in the open.
To put it simply, I just don't have the drive right now to color and there's no push to do it from other sources (I have admitted to needing a helping hand, with little/no help offered), plus I have made no money on it and my passions have leaned elsewhere... which is streaming gameplay on Twitch and intentions to get my youtube channel dusted off. Plus getting followers on those two places.
Plus there is of course my job hunting which has taken priority over everything else.
This isn't to say that my interest in coloring is gone though. Far from, in-fact. I love coloring and I would pick it back up if I could make something off of it and I didn't have so much on my plate already.
I hope that makes it pretty clear, but folks are welcome to inquire specifics as long as it's not something I would say "That's too personal, sorry I cannot answer that" to.
For those wishing to help me, you can inquire about that too. I could do with a few things, like access to a decent video editing program because the one I have is trash (for use on my YouTube channel) and tips/guidance in learning to really make things stand out. One of the biggest things folks could do is helping me get my name out there for my Twitch and Youtube channels, plus everyone's welcome to add me on Twitter for announcements about my streams, videos and life in progress (and shenanigans/jokes)!
Twitch Channel: http://twitch.tv/JesterLupine
Twitter: https://twitter.com/JesterLupine\
YouTube: http://youtube.com/JesterLupine
I'll be around! smile emoticon
To put it simply, I just don't have the drive right now to color and there's no push to do it from other sources (I have admitted to needing a helping hand, with little/no help offered), plus I have made no money on it and my passions have leaned elsewhere... which is streaming gameplay on Twitch and intentions to get my youtube channel dusted off. Plus getting followers on those two places.
Plus there is of course my job hunting which has taken priority over everything else.
This isn't to say that my interest in coloring is gone though. Far from, in-fact. I love coloring and I would pick it back up if I could make something off of it and I didn't have so much on my plate already.
I hope that makes it pretty clear, but folks are welcome to inquire specifics as long as it's not something I would say "That's too personal, sorry I cannot answer that" to.
For those wishing to help me, you can inquire about that too. I could do with a few things, like access to a decent video editing program because the one I have is trash (for use on my YouTube channel) and tips/guidance in learning to really make things stand out. One of the biggest things folks could do is helping me get my name out there for my Twitch and Youtube channels, plus everyone's welcome to add me on Twitter for announcements about my streams, videos and life in progress (and shenanigans/jokes)!
Twitch Channel: http://twitch.tv/JesterLupine
Twitter: https://twitter.com/JesterLupine\
YouTube: http://youtube.com/JesterLupine
I'll be around! smile emoticon
News on Game Stream and my active Twitter
Posted 10 years agoCurrently running a nice schedule for the time being.
- Tuesdays, Thursdays and Saturdays
That's not to say I don't stream outside those days when the urge comes over me. :P
I always welcome folks to view my streams, be it games or art. All I ask is folks be civil and enjoy themselves with me with what I'm doing.
I also welcome, and urge, folks to add my twitter to see when I'm streaming. While I share life, humor and sarcasm on my twitter, it is the main source of updates on what's going on with my streaming.
Today, I might add, is Tuesday and that means stream day. :D
I'm thinking some frustration & survival. DayZ on Arma II. When? It will be announced on Twitter. ;)
Twitch Channel: http://www.twitch.tv/jesterlupine
Twitter Page: https://twitter.com/JesterLupine
- Tuesdays, Thursdays and Saturdays
That's not to say I don't stream outside those days when the urge comes over me. :P
I always welcome folks to view my streams, be it games or art. All I ask is folks be civil and enjoy themselves with me with what I'm doing.
I also welcome, and urge, folks to add my twitter to see when I'm streaming. While I share life, humor and sarcasm on my twitter, it is the main source of updates on what's going on with my streaming.
Today, I might add, is Tuesday and that means stream day. :D
I'm thinking some frustration & survival. DayZ on Arma II. When? It will be announced on Twitter. ;)
Twitch Channel: http://www.twitch.tv/jesterlupine
Twitter Page: https://twitter.com/JesterLupine
Streaming Early Access Heavensward tomorrow!
Posted 10 years agoYup, you heard it right.
I will be streaming as I normally do, but I got early access so I will be playing the Heavensward expansion a few days earlier than those that did not pre-order. If you wanna see some of the new features, storyline and content then come on over to my stream tomorrow while my Miqo'te learns what truly waits for her beyond the Gates of Judgement.
This will be an all-day event and likely to also be streamed Saturday as well. This will also be casual unscripted gaming, so be aware there will be wait times, AFK's and all that jazz like if any of you were playing.
Just remember, if you don't like spoilers, this may not be the stream you wanna watch.. but if it is, come watch it!
Date of stream: 06-19-2015
Time of stream: Afternoon to whenever I feel like stopping. :P
Stream link: http://twitch.tv/jesterlupine
I will be putting up another journal when I'm about to stream, so watch for it! I will also advertise on my twitter which you can add me on DuskLupine for announcements of streams, both game or art, or just read about me babbling about life or funny shit.
See you in Heavensward!
I will be streaming as I normally do, but I got early access so I will be playing the Heavensward expansion a few days earlier than those that did not pre-order. If you wanna see some of the new features, storyline and content then come on over to my stream tomorrow while my Miqo'te learns what truly waits for her beyond the Gates of Judgement.
This will be an all-day event and likely to also be streamed Saturday as well. This will also be casual unscripted gaming, so be aware there will be wait times, AFK's and all that jazz like if any of you were playing.
Just remember, if you don't like spoilers, this may not be the stream you wanna watch.. but if it is, come watch it!
Date of stream: 06-19-2015
Time of stream: Afternoon to whenever I feel like stopping. :P
Stream link: http://twitch.tv/jesterlupine
I will be putting up another journal when I'm about to stream, so watch for it! I will also advertise on my twitter which you can add me on DuskLupine for announcements of streams, both game or art, or just read about me babbling about life or funny shit.
See you in Heavensward!
Another nameday rolling by
Posted 10 years agoYup. Another year added to my age, another year on this planet.
I know I won't get a party or anything fancy happening, but at least my home isn't populated by shitbirds anymore, so that's a plus this year.
They say that when you blow out your candles, to make a wish. Well I have no candles, nor cake (that I'm aware of), but I'll make a wish out loud even if that goes against the 'rules'.
I wish that during this next year of my life I meet lots of people and make lots of friends. Maybe find some romantic involvement that doesn't lead into bullshit and fantasy.
That's my big wish. I know the romance thing is a bit cliche but even a realist can have their wishful thinking.
My hopes/goals for this next year of my life would be...
- Doing more coloring and maybe getting some attention from other artists. Maybe I can get to the point this year that people want to commission me? That would be pretty cool.
- Get more work done on my game LP's. Goodness knows there are people that love when I freak out in games or bust out the hardcore MLP moves in either videos or livestreams. *lol*
Thank you to those of you that have already wished me a happy nameday. To me it's just another day because most of the years for the last ten, my nameday has been ruined, uneventful or otherwise left me upset/crying, hating the day and/or going to bed early to make it go away sooner. So you can see I don't but rarely have even mildly favorable odds this time of the year, and tend to just avoid bullshit if I can.
Have a nice day folks.
I know I won't get a party or anything fancy happening, but at least my home isn't populated by shitbirds anymore, so that's a plus this year.
They say that when you blow out your candles, to make a wish. Well I have no candles, nor cake (that I'm aware of), but I'll make a wish out loud even if that goes against the 'rules'.
I wish that during this next year of my life I meet lots of people and make lots of friends. Maybe find some romantic involvement that doesn't lead into bullshit and fantasy.
That's my big wish. I know the romance thing is a bit cliche but even a realist can have their wishful thinking.
My hopes/goals for this next year of my life would be...
- Doing more coloring and maybe getting some attention from other artists. Maybe I can get to the point this year that people want to commission me? That would be pretty cool.
- Get more work done on my game LP's. Goodness knows there are people that love when I freak out in games or bust out the hardcore MLP moves in either videos or livestreams. *lol*
Thank you to those of you that have already wished me a happy nameday. To me it's just another day because most of the years for the last ten, my nameday has been ruined, uneventful or otherwise left me upset/crying, hating the day and/or going to bed early to make it go away sooner. So you can see I don't but rarely have even mildly favorable odds this time of the year, and tend to just avoid bullshit if I can.
Have a nice day folks.
Art Stream. Random lines to color. 2/9/15
Posted 10 years agoLines to color.
Coloring lines.
Much wow.
... something something.
https://picarto.tv/live/channel.php.....RainesArtTable
Added:
Done for the time being. (as of 5pm MT)
My net was roller-coastering. Yay. >_>
Coloring lines.
Much wow.
... something something.
https://picarto.tv/live/channel.php.....RainesArtTable
Added:
Done for the time being. (as of 5pm MT)
My net was roller-coastering. Yay. >_>
2015 begins yesterday. Resolutions, News and Shtuph
Posted 10 years agoSo the start of mine was garbage but I'll spare the explanation.
Resolutions. I'm not big into them because the majority of the human race forgets the kinder phrase 'Don't make promises you can't keep' and either aims too high with their resolutions, makes nonsensical ones or ones they are so unlikely to keep they may as well has had the cake in their mouth when they said 'I'll eat less fatty foods from now on'. Most resolutions are bogus or are never kept, but some are.
Most people forget that resolutions are not some huge thing that you should make once a year and then half-ass it. They're things you do to help you become a better person and while you should resolve to be a better person more often than once a year, at least we have a day for it I guess. >_>
Just like Christmas. The one day a year where we're 'supposed' to be nice to one another while the rest of the year people are total assholes. Right.
Anyway... I made a resolution (promise) to someone special but all other resolutions I may have had are simply goals that are being worked on even now. :)
I made a resolution last year and I've been unfortunately falling away from it. Thankfully I have an excuse as to why and that's because of work kicking my ass, so hey, at least I was being productive in an important area of my life at the time.
The unfortunate part about my job is it's taxing on me as well as hits a key area on me that's vital to my coloring and learning. My wrist. It's been either in pain or stiff as steel, but I'm going to be getting back to coloring soon.
I would really like to get another one of those 'One Per Week Coloring Event' things going again and have more people in line for it too. Here's to hoping, right? I know part of my problem is the lack of advertising, but hopefully folks will help me out in that area. (You're welcome to take that as a hint or not when the time comes around, your call :P)
Onto the job area. Been working at Toy's R Us during nightshift (10p-6a) for a shit wage (minimum wage) and shit hours. I'll be honest with you all, it's a shit job. I unload trucks, sort, spot, unpack, stock, break down boxes, put shit back that doesn't fit, flex shelves, tag, etc etc. You get the gist, especially if you work(ed) a job similar to it. It's been murder on my legs and feet and my right wrist. My nightcrew manager commonly has a burr up his ass and has already put his hands on me once wrongly, but as everyone tells me... "It's a job". I'm hoping I don't get cut out come next week and that I get some hours too. Sadly this whole week I have no hours because, well, the ass-kissers got the hours and I didn't. Surprise surprise. ~shrug~ But as long as I keep the job, it's a job and I can find another one with better pay. Seriously.. minimum wage to make kids' dreams come true. Even the nightcrew job I had at King Soopers paid more (9.13/hr) despite having to deal with incompetent and biased management that went all the way up to the store manager who was a total cunt. Come on R-Us, pay your night crew a little more. We bust our asses and REALLY busted it out during the holidays, lemme tell you! ... ~quietly stops rant, wanders off to new topic before this continues~ >_>;;
Life. I would like to enjoy mine a bit more. Make more friends, get out more. I'm terribly introverted and it's hard to step out of my comfort zone. I would like to get into more groups. Get to know more people. Interact more. I would also like help in these areas. It's an honest request for help, should anyone want to take my hand and help me out. Thanks if you do.
Streaming...
Games - This will continue of course, though I need to get more advertising on my hitbox channel. It's in need of some boost to the follower base.
Art - This will continue but when the mood strikes and my wrist is being nice... or I've consumed enough alcohol to nullify some of the pain, or I've had a few puffs of maryjane.
What else...
Dunno.
Oh, well I wanted to say this.
I had a really bad start to my new year, so if I come off as cold please accept this pre-emptive apology and let me assure you it's not personal or intentional. I will warm up again as soon as my emotions balance back out and be back to my cuddly self.
Oh yes and one other thing. Since I work graveyard hours, I live on graveyard hours too. Mostly. My streams will be on nights I'm not working and will be evenings, late evenings, early and late mornings tops. I sleep late morning, afternoon and sometimes early evening if I'm really exhausted, to I won't be around during most of the daylight hours until my work hours change, and that won't happen unless, most likely, I get a different job somewhere else.
I can't think of anything else at this time, so ... there's the news.
I may have had a shit new years but I hope everyone else's was good. Goddess watch over you all and Blessed Be.
P.S.
I currently have at least one, maybe two pictures on my list to be colored, and I am accepting others should you do it according to the rules of my event journal. :)
Resolutions. I'm not big into them because the majority of the human race forgets the kinder phrase 'Don't make promises you can't keep' and either aims too high with their resolutions, makes nonsensical ones or ones they are so unlikely to keep they may as well has had the cake in their mouth when they said 'I'll eat less fatty foods from now on'. Most resolutions are bogus or are never kept, but some are.
Most people forget that resolutions are not some huge thing that you should make once a year and then half-ass it. They're things you do to help you become a better person and while you should resolve to be a better person more often than once a year, at least we have a day for it I guess. >_>
Just like Christmas. The one day a year where we're 'supposed' to be nice to one another while the rest of the year people are total assholes. Right.
Anyway... I made a resolution (promise) to someone special but all other resolutions I may have had are simply goals that are being worked on even now. :)
I made a resolution last year and I've been unfortunately falling away from it. Thankfully I have an excuse as to why and that's because of work kicking my ass, so hey, at least I was being productive in an important area of my life at the time.
The unfortunate part about my job is it's taxing on me as well as hits a key area on me that's vital to my coloring and learning. My wrist. It's been either in pain or stiff as steel, but I'm going to be getting back to coloring soon.
I would really like to get another one of those 'One Per Week Coloring Event' things going again and have more people in line for it too. Here's to hoping, right? I know part of my problem is the lack of advertising, but hopefully folks will help me out in that area. (You're welcome to take that as a hint or not when the time comes around, your call :P)
Onto the job area. Been working at Toy's R Us during nightshift (10p-6a) for a shit wage (minimum wage) and shit hours. I'll be honest with you all, it's a shit job. I unload trucks, sort, spot, unpack, stock, break down boxes, put shit back that doesn't fit, flex shelves, tag, etc etc. You get the gist, especially if you work(ed) a job similar to it. It's been murder on my legs and feet and my right wrist. My nightcrew manager commonly has a burr up his ass and has already put his hands on me once wrongly, but as everyone tells me... "It's a job". I'm hoping I don't get cut out come next week and that I get some hours too. Sadly this whole week I have no hours because, well, the ass-kissers got the hours and I didn't. Surprise surprise. ~shrug~ But as long as I keep the job, it's a job and I can find another one with better pay. Seriously.. minimum wage to make kids' dreams come true. Even the nightcrew job I had at King Soopers paid more (9.13/hr) despite having to deal with incompetent and biased management that went all the way up to the store manager who was a total cunt. Come on R-Us, pay your night crew a little more. We bust our asses and REALLY busted it out during the holidays, lemme tell you! ... ~quietly stops rant, wanders off to new topic before this continues~ >_>;;
Life. I would like to enjoy mine a bit more. Make more friends, get out more. I'm terribly introverted and it's hard to step out of my comfort zone. I would like to get into more groups. Get to know more people. Interact more. I would also like help in these areas. It's an honest request for help, should anyone want to take my hand and help me out. Thanks if you do.
Streaming...
Games - This will continue of course, though I need to get more advertising on my hitbox channel. It's in need of some boost to the follower base.
Art - This will continue but when the mood strikes and my wrist is being nice... or I've consumed enough alcohol to nullify some of the pain, or I've had a few puffs of maryjane.
What else...
Dunno.
Oh, well I wanted to say this.
I had a really bad start to my new year, so if I come off as cold please accept this pre-emptive apology and let me assure you it's not personal or intentional. I will warm up again as soon as my emotions balance back out and be back to my cuddly self.
Oh yes and one other thing. Since I work graveyard hours, I live on graveyard hours too. Mostly. My streams will be on nights I'm not working and will be evenings, late evenings, early and late mornings tops. I sleep late morning, afternoon and sometimes early evening if I'm really exhausted, to I won't be around during most of the daylight hours until my work hours change, and that won't happen unless, most likely, I get a different job somewhere else.
I can't think of anything else at this time, so ... there's the news.
I may have had a shit new years but I hope everyone else's was good. Goddess watch over you all and Blessed Be.
P.S.
I currently have at least one, maybe two pictures on my list to be colored, and I am accepting others should you do it according to the rules of my event journal. :)
Happy Holidays everyone
Posted 10 years agoI know I'm not the most festive wolf in the world, but Happy Holidays nonetheless. I hope you all have a nice day tomorrow in some way.
I'll be spending mine alone most likely, not so much by choice but just because of the situation. I have the rest of the week off from work though so I get to relax at least. ~shrugs~
I'll be spending mine alone most likely, not so much by choice but just because of the situation. I have the rest of the week off from work though so I get to relax at least. ~shrugs~
(Lack of) Turkey Day 2014
Posted 11 years agoI don't really pay much heed to most holidays anymore given my small circle of friends & begrudging lack of family. On some of them I do still remind myself that despite what I'm dealing with at the time or whatever depression may sweep over me for a time, I do have things to be thankful for, even if they are in small amount.
I am thankful for the friends I have.
They help me along, they make me laugh and share smiles with me.
I am thankful for my pets who stand by me and remind me every day that I am loved and wanted, knees on the ground and chins up with a smile on their faces.
They see me as a strong man/woman (depending on my fluidity that day) that would be there to protect, nurture and teach them and one or two may see me as someone magnificent or more. They also realize that I am just as capable of breaking down, falling apart and making mistakes as they are, but are there for me as a pet, friend and lover would. Being a master and pet/submissive is not about ruling or being ruled and nothing else. It's about being together, learning from one another, growing with one another and being there for one another through thick and thin. Sure it means kinky times, sexy times or even times of discipline, but to me and any that bear my collar, we know where this all beats from. ~pats her chest over her heart~ It comes from here. My pets are my loves. They are all part of my heart.
Unfortunately at this time I have no-one in position as my mates so I cannot say I have anything to be thankful for there, though I do have a few under consideration for that. For them though I am thankful.
A mate to me is someone unlike the typical 'mate' you find int he fandom. Too often I see furrys go on about how they got a mate or how they lost one, or how they are woe to be for not having one, or suddenly get one, or that one lasted only a week.. etc etc. These are not mates, these are flings with others thrown under a title header that it's not meant to be under due to misconstruing the truer meaning through the fandom, and those that actually see it know this to be true. The word 'Mate' has lost a lot of its meaning on average in the community.
To me a 'Mate' is someone you love truly. You wish to share your life with that person, learn about them, grow with them. You wish to be as close as two people can be. Your stomach flutters and your heart skips a beat when they smile. When they cry, you feel their pain and hug onto them so that you might protect them from what which pains them so. You might hold their hand in public and care not what others think or say about you, no matter what you two are with one another. Straight or gay, it doesn't matter. Maybe one or both of you is a trans, post or pre-op. Maybe in a wheelchair. Maybe you have a synthetic limb. Maybe by the cultural standards you are not what many would perceive as beautiful physically. Maybe you're a dwarf. Maybe one of you is ten feet tall! IT DOES NOT MATTER! You are in love with the other, just as they are with you.
Pardon, I sometimes ramble...
Either way. For those I am considering for mate-ship, I am thankful.
I have a job and for that I am thankful. They pay me shit wages, the hours suck and are few and far between, but it's a job at least and I can get something better soon, I hope. But still, I am thankful.
I am thankful for hitting 30 and still being alive, even if I suffer some things that make my life difficult or uncomfortable.
There was a time in my 20's I figured I wouldn't make it to 30, but here I am.
Otherwise though, the list of bad has been outweighing the good and Thanksgiving has been ruined for me. There is no turkey. There is no table of family and friends. No laughter. No merriment. No clean house.
In the end I am a realist. Today is ruined but tomorrow may bring about something better. You never know.
At least for the rest of the night I have vodka.
Happy Thanksgiving though, everyone. I hope you all enjoyed it to some degree at least.
I am thankful for the friends I have.
They help me along, they make me laugh and share smiles with me.
I am thankful for my pets who stand by me and remind me every day that I am loved and wanted, knees on the ground and chins up with a smile on their faces.
They see me as a strong man/woman (depending on my fluidity that day) that would be there to protect, nurture and teach them and one or two may see me as someone magnificent or more. They also realize that I am just as capable of breaking down, falling apart and making mistakes as they are, but are there for me as a pet, friend and lover would. Being a master and pet/submissive is not about ruling or being ruled and nothing else. It's about being together, learning from one another, growing with one another and being there for one another through thick and thin. Sure it means kinky times, sexy times or even times of discipline, but to me and any that bear my collar, we know where this all beats from. ~pats her chest over her heart~ It comes from here. My pets are my loves. They are all part of my heart.
Unfortunately at this time I have no-one in position as my mates so I cannot say I have anything to be thankful for there, though I do have a few under consideration for that. For them though I am thankful.
A mate to me is someone unlike the typical 'mate' you find int he fandom. Too often I see furrys go on about how they got a mate or how they lost one, or how they are woe to be for not having one, or suddenly get one, or that one lasted only a week.. etc etc. These are not mates, these are flings with others thrown under a title header that it's not meant to be under due to misconstruing the truer meaning through the fandom, and those that actually see it know this to be true. The word 'Mate' has lost a lot of its meaning on average in the community.
To me a 'Mate' is someone you love truly. You wish to share your life with that person, learn about them, grow with them. You wish to be as close as two people can be. Your stomach flutters and your heart skips a beat when they smile. When they cry, you feel their pain and hug onto them so that you might protect them from what which pains them so. You might hold their hand in public and care not what others think or say about you, no matter what you two are with one another. Straight or gay, it doesn't matter. Maybe one or both of you is a trans, post or pre-op. Maybe in a wheelchair. Maybe you have a synthetic limb. Maybe by the cultural standards you are not what many would perceive as beautiful physically. Maybe you're a dwarf. Maybe one of you is ten feet tall! IT DOES NOT MATTER! You are in love with the other, just as they are with you.
Pardon, I sometimes ramble...
Either way. For those I am considering for mate-ship, I am thankful.
I have a job and for that I am thankful. They pay me shit wages, the hours suck and are few and far between, but it's a job at least and I can get something better soon, I hope. But still, I am thankful.
I am thankful for hitting 30 and still being alive, even if I suffer some things that make my life difficult or uncomfortable.
There was a time in my 20's I figured I wouldn't make it to 30, but here I am.
Otherwise though, the list of bad has been outweighing the good and Thanksgiving has been ruined for me. There is no turkey. There is no table of family and friends. No laughter. No merriment. No clean house.
In the end I am a realist. Today is ruined but tomorrow may bring about something better. You never know.
At least for the rest of the night I have vodka.
Happy Thanksgiving though, everyone. I hope you all enjoyed it to some degree at least.
Thanks Colorado for the 'OhaiWinter' hello.
Posted 11 years agoIT IS FUCKING COLD OUTSIDE.
.. that is all.
~glances left and right, blinks~
<_< >_> o_o;
Seriously. It went from like 70 one day down to mid 20's yesterday, started snowing flakes the size of a Prius (Hah!) while at an interview (within 15 minutes!!) and has been reaching into the teens of "Fuck you cold time now". Well.. I suppose shit like that isn't that super surprising. I did live in Ohio after all...
~shrug~
In other news, I may be working for Toys R Us soon as a night shift stocker. Already did the interview, went well. Background check is clear and I'm 'approved for hire', they said. My orientation is tomorrow at 3:30p.
Wish me luck.
Also, there may be some coloring in the near future, we'll see.
My schedule will be changing for the job so... yea. x_x
.. that is all.
~glances left and right, blinks~
<_< >_> o_o;
Seriously. It went from like 70 one day down to mid 20's yesterday, started snowing flakes the size of a Prius (Hah!) while at an interview (within 15 minutes!!) and has been reaching into the teens of "Fuck you cold time now". Well.. I suppose shit like that isn't that super surprising. I did live in Ohio after all...
~shrug~
In other news, I may be working for Toys R Us soon as a night shift stocker. Already did the interview, went well. Background check is clear and I'm 'approved for hire', they said. My orientation is tomorrow at 3:30p.
Wish me luck.
Also, there may be some coloring in the near future, we'll see.
My schedule will be changing for the job so... yea. x_x
A thing... Guilty or Innocent
Posted 11 years agoSaw this on another person's journals, figured why not.
1. Asked someone to marry you?
Guilty (Didn't happen, learned better. Now I don't pursue marriage, just mates.)
2. Kissed one of your friends?
Guilty (Sometimes friendly, sometimes more)
3. Danced on a table in a bar?
Innocent (I have pulled someone off a bar table once as a bouncer though)
4. Ever told a lie?
Guilty (Who hasn't?)
5. Had feelings for someone whom you can't have?
Guilty (Inevitable..)
6. Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
Guilty (Was kinda nice.)
7. Kissed a picture?
Innocent (If I did, I don't remember it)
8. Slept in until 5 PM?
Guilty (I once slept two days straight, so I'm guilty by proxy I guess?)
9. Fallen asleep at work/school?
Innocent (I've been bored but not that bored.)
10. Held a snake?
Guilty (Wiggly..)
11. Been suspended from school?
Guilty (Ooooohhhh yea. xD)
12. Worked at a fast food chain/restaurant?
Guilty (Wendy's and McDonald's)
13. Stolen something?
Guilty (I was young and stupid)
14. Been fired from a job?
Guilty (Two. One for a busted hand, not my fault. Two for missing a day from inability to show up due to pure pain and exhaustion but they didn't care)
15. Done something you regret?
Guilty (It can happen to anyone)
16. Laughed until something you were drinking came out of your nose?
Guilty (Remember Jolt? That shit BURNS. xD)
17. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
Guilty (Magical when you're just a pup)
18. Kissed in the rain?
Guilty (Was nice too)
19. Sat on a roof top?
Guilty (Better view of the stars)
20. Kissed someone you shouldn't?
Guilty (Kissed a friend's wife on the cheek, natural reaction. She kissed me full on the lips after. x_x;)
21. Sang in the shower?
Guilty (♪Caaaan't Stop! Belieeeeevin'!♪ :D)
22. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Innocent (Somehow I've avoided this)
23. Shaved your head?
Innocent (Nope.jpg?)
24. Slept naked?
Guilty (It's nice actually, especially when shared with someone you like)
25. Had a boxing membership?
Innocent (Hahahaaaaa..no.)
26. Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
Guilty (Yes, sadly. I didn't walk away unscathed either.)
27. Been in a band?
Innocent (Unless 'Rock Band' counts.. no. :P)
28. Shot a gun?
Guilty (I've shot 3 guns in my life, not counting crossbows and paintball guns. BBgun, Barreta 9mm and a rifle of some sort I can't remember what it was.)
29. Donated Blood
Guilty (It paid the bills sometimes, plus was a good cause... till some asshat rammed the needle THROUGH the vein and I suffered two weeks after...)
30. Eaten alligator meat?
Innocent (Might be willing to try?)
31. Eaten cheesecake?
Guilty (And I will be guilty many more times before I cease to breathe, if I have anything to say about it!)
32. Still love someone you shouldn't?
Guilty (Love isn't an emotion that just ends. We still love now who we loved before, albeit maybe less or vaguely...)
33. Have/had a tattoo?
Innocent (I've pondered it though.)
34. Liked someone, but will never tell who?
Innocent (I've never kept such a thing secret that I can remember.)
35. Been too honest?
Guilty (There is a level of honesty called 'too honest', and I have been there. The truth hurts, but lies can be worse.)
36. Ruined a surprise?
Guilty (Shit happens.. sorry.)
37. Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you can't walk afterwards?
Innocent (If I tried that I would probably just rush for the bathroom. My body can't do that.)
38. Erased someone in your friends list?
Guilty (Friends come and sometimes go.)
39. Dressed in a woman's clothes (if you're a guy) or man's clothes (if you're a girl)?
Guilty (I think I have a nice body for it if I ... well... had one set of something and less a few bits.. >_>)
40. Joined a pageant?
Innocent (Never even been near one.)
41. Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
Guilty (Even to this day it sometimes gets a blush out of me.)
42. Still have communication w/ your ex?
Guilty (Not by my efforts, but one does let me know her kids are okay. I suppose it's nice to know that two kids I helped raise have been growing up steadily or surviving military service, but her and I don't talk about her and I.)
43. Cheated on someone?
Innocent (Nope, but I've been cheated on a few times.)
44. Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
Innocent (Never drank in those situations.)
45. A total stranger treated you by paying your fare?
Innocent (I don't get on public transportation that often anyway.)
46. Get totally angry that you cried so hard?
Guilty (So angry you break down into tears? Been there done that.)
47. Tried to stay away from someone for their own good?
Guilty (I left someone so that their ex could get back with them. It felt right.)
48. Thought about suicide?
Guilty (It's crossed my mind but I've never found a reason to actually attempt it.)
49. Thought about murder?
Guilty (When I was a pup in my teens, my mother had an alcoholic boyfriend that abused her and me. It crossed my mind putting a knife in his chest. Never came to that point thankfully, though I did defend myself once and drew blood before running away. That dude was HUGE.)
50. How about Mass Murder?
Innocent (Nah. That's way over my head.)
51. Rode in a stranger's vehicle?
Guilty (It's happened a few times, some of them while hitchhiking.)
52. Stalked someone?
Innocent (No one interesting enough to stalk. I'm kidding. :P)
53. Had a girlfriend/boyfriend
Guilty (Yup, had both actually. Maybe sometime in the future I'll be playing the field again...)
1. Asked someone to marry you?
Guilty (Didn't happen, learned better. Now I don't pursue marriage, just mates.)
2. Kissed one of your friends?
Guilty (Sometimes friendly, sometimes more)
3. Danced on a table in a bar?
Innocent (I have pulled someone off a bar table once as a bouncer though)
4. Ever told a lie?
Guilty (Who hasn't?)
5. Had feelings for someone whom you can't have?
Guilty (Inevitable..)
6. Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
Guilty (Was kinda nice.)
7. Kissed a picture?
Innocent (If I did, I don't remember it)
8. Slept in until 5 PM?
Guilty (I once slept two days straight, so I'm guilty by proxy I guess?)
9. Fallen asleep at work/school?
Innocent (I've been bored but not that bored.)
10. Held a snake?
Guilty (Wiggly..)
11. Been suspended from school?
Guilty (Ooooohhhh yea. xD)
12. Worked at a fast food chain/restaurant?
Guilty (Wendy's and McDonald's)
13. Stolen something?
Guilty (I was young and stupid)
14. Been fired from a job?
Guilty (Two. One for a busted hand, not my fault. Two for missing a day from inability to show up due to pure pain and exhaustion but they didn't care)
15. Done something you regret?
Guilty (It can happen to anyone)
16. Laughed until something you were drinking came out of your nose?
Guilty (Remember Jolt? That shit BURNS. xD)
17. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
Guilty (Magical when you're just a pup)
18. Kissed in the rain?
Guilty (Was nice too)
19. Sat on a roof top?
Guilty (Better view of the stars)
20. Kissed someone you shouldn't?
Guilty (Kissed a friend's wife on the cheek, natural reaction. She kissed me full on the lips after. x_x;)
21. Sang in the shower?
Guilty (♪Caaaan't Stop! Belieeeeevin'!♪ :D)
22. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Innocent (Somehow I've avoided this)
23. Shaved your head?
Innocent (Nope.jpg?)
24. Slept naked?
Guilty (It's nice actually, especially when shared with someone you like)
25. Had a boxing membership?
Innocent (Hahahaaaaa..no.)
26. Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
Guilty (Yes, sadly. I didn't walk away unscathed either.)
27. Been in a band?
Innocent (Unless 'Rock Band' counts.. no. :P)
28. Shot a gun?
Guilty (I've shot 3 guns in my life, not counting crossbows and paintball guns. BBgun, Barreta 9mm and a rifle of some sort I can't remember what it was.)
29. Donated Blood
Guilty (It paid the bills sometimes, plus was a good cause... till some asshat rammed the needle THROUGH the vein and I suffered two weeks after...)
30. Eaten alligator meat?
Innocent (Might be willing to try?)
31. Eaten cheesecake?
Guilty (And I will be guilty many more times before I cease to breathe, if I have anything to say about it!)
32. Still love someone you shouldn't?
Guilty (Love isn't an emotion that just ends. We still love now who we loved before, albeit maybe less or vaguely...)
33. Have/had a tattoo?
Innocent (I've pondered it though.)
34. Liked someone, but will never tell who?
Innocent (I've never kept such a thing secret that I can remember.)
35. Been too honest?
Guilty (There is a level of honesty called 'too honest', and I have been there. The truth hurts, but lies can be worse.)
36. Ruined a surprise?
Guilty (Shit happens.. sorry.)
37. Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you can't walk afterwards?
Innocent (If I tried that I would probably just rush for the bathroom. My body can't do that.)
38. Erased someone in your friends list?
Guilty (Friends come and sometimes go.)
39. Dressed in a woman's clothes (if you're a guy) or man's clothes (if you're a girl)?
Guilty (I think I have a nice body for it if I ... well... had one set of something and less a few bits.. >_>)
40. Joined a pageant?
Innocent (Never even been near one.)
41. Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
Guilty (Even to this day it sometimes gets a blush out of me.)
42. Still have communication w/ your ex?
Guilty (Not by my efforts, but one does let me know her kids are okay. I suppose it's nice to know that two kids I helped raise have been growing up steadily or surviving military service, but her and I don't talk about her and I.)
43. Cheated on someone?
Innocent (Nope, but I've been cheated on a few times.)
44. Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
Innocent (Never drank in those situations.)
45. A total stranger treated you by paying your fare?
Innocent (I don't get on public transportation that often anyway.)
46. Get totally angry that you cried so hard?
Guilty (So angry you break down into tears? Been there done that.)
47. Tried to stay away from someone for their own good?
Guilty (I left someone so that their ex could get back with them. It felt right.)
48. Thought about suicide?
Guilty (It's crossed my mind but I've never found a reason to actually attempt it.)
49. Thought about murder?
Guilty (When I was a pup in my teens, my mother had an alcoholic boyfriend that abused her and me. It crossed my mind putting a knife in his chest. Never came to that point thankfully, though I did defend myself once and drew blood before running away. That dude was HUGE.)
50. How about Mass Murder?
Innocent (Nah. That's way over my head.)
51. Rode in a stranger's vehicle?
Guilty (It's happened a few times, some of them while hitchhiking.)
52. Stalked someone?
Innocent (No one interesting enough to stalk. I'm kidding. :P)
53. Had a girlfriend/boyfriend
Guilty (Yup, had both actually. Maybe sometime in the future I'll be playing the field again...)
I broke 100 watchers, woo!
Posted 11 years agoMaybe it's not the most amazing pinnacle one can achieve but it's certainly a stepping stone, and without them we wouldn't get more satisfaction the further ahead we get to something, right?
I appreciate all my watchers and I hope you all have been enjoying what I've tossed up on my FA/SF. I know I'm not the greatest artist and I've got a lot to learn, but just like hitting 100 this month, I've got plenty of room to grow.
Here's to hoping I learn and grow while my watcher numbers grow too! I'd love to see if I can hit 250 before my birthday. :3
Oh, and two things to quickly mention.
#1: I don't know what was going on when I was trying to color some of MBR's stuff that he sent me but the only conclusion I can come to is that SAI was being buggy and a meanie head. Or something. Either way, yesterday I fiddled around with it again and got it to let me color under the lines. I'll be working on his art sometime soon! :)
#2: I will be finding another date for my 'Free Coloring' event again. Not sure when but I would love to do it again. I had two very satisfied friends when I sent them their pieces and would love to bring some more smiles to others as well as get in the practice and work on my ... something. The English language evaded me, stupid headache.
Anyway, yeah. :P
Thank you watchers for helping me gradually get more motivated!
I appreciate all my watchers and I hope you all have been enjoying what I've tossed up on my FA/SF. I know I'm not the greatest artist and I've got a lot to learn, but just like hitting 100 this month, I've got plenty of room to grow.
Here's to hoping I learn and grow while my watcher numbers grow too! I'd love to see if I can hit 250 before my birthday. :3
Oh, and two things to quickly mention.
#1: I don't know what was going on when I was trying to color some of MBR's stuff that he sent me but the only conclusion I can come to is that SAI was being buggy and a meanie head. Or something. Either way, yesterday I fiddled around with it again and got it to let me color under the lines. I'll be working on his art sometime soon! :)
#2: I will be finding another date for my 'Free Coloring' event again. Not sure when but I would love to do it again. I had two very satisfied friends when I sent them their pieces and would love to bring some more smiles to others as well as get in the practice and work on my ... something. The English language evaded me, stupid headache.
Anyway, yeah. :P
Thank you watchers for helping me gradually get more motivated!
Art Stream Tonight at 8pm Mountain time!
Posted 11 years agoYup. The tablet's being nice to me and hopefully won't decide to stop doing that. ~knock on wood~
If it does, I'll suffer the full restart and whatnot to get it running regardless.
Tonight at 8pm Mountain Time (approx. 99 minutes from now) I'll have the stream up on Picarto.
Feel free to come watch and listen to music or maybe a movie if I'm so inclined to have a comedy or action in the background.
https://www.picarto.tv/live/channel.....RainesArtTable
If it does, I'll suffer the full restart and whatnot to get it running regardless.
Tonight at 8pm Mountain Time (approx. 99 minutes from now) I'll have the stream up on Picarto.
Feel free to come watch and listen to music or maybe a movie if I'm so inclined to have a comedy or action in the background.
https://www.picarto.tv/live/channel.....RainesArtTable
Why it's been quiet on my journal/stream
Posted 11 years agoBasically my tablet and the drivers are both being complete cunts. I look at this tablet and the urge to yell and hurt its feelings are painfully high. Too bad it's inanimate. >_>
I'm kidding. It is still a cunt though.
Everytime I try to fix the drivers, it comes up with a message something about how I have to reinstall the drivers.
Most of the time when I try to use the tablet, it completely ignores its software and acts like a straight-up mouse (which means no actual tablet perk/use), so coloring and shading is impossibru.
The only way to 'fix' it, which is only a quick fix for however long it takes for whatever it is that fucks it up to .. do whatever it is that's fucking it up (I honestly have no idea!), is restarting my entire computer.
Yup.. it's that problem again, but it's not my antivirus program. It was AVG last time because AVG had a file shared with my tablet drivers so it caused a clash and AVG shut it down (or whatever) thinking it was bad, so it would kill the drivers. That's long gone and it's still all effed up. :(
~flails and falls over~
Hopefully I get to art soon. 3 weeks of every time I get the urge to color being forced to stop EVERYTHING ELSE I AM DOING AND RESTART MY ****ING COMPUTER JUST TO COLOR is murdering the resolve and ... making me hold shift in anger. :3
Anyway.. that's why it's been quiet here. Sorry! I still have some art from Max to color and post up and I intend to get another session of the Free Coloring event thing again if folks are interested. I had a lot of fun with that! Even if my hand/wrist didn't. >_>
Hope y'all are doing well, and thanks for having me on watch.
I'm kidding. It is still a cunt though.
Everytime I try to fix the drivers, it comes up with a message something about how I have to reinstall the drivers.
Most of the time when I try to use the tablet, it completely ignores its software and acts like a straight-up mouse (which means no actual tablet perk/use), so coloring and shading is impossibru.
The only way to 'fix' it, which is only a quick fix for however long it takes for whatever it is that fucks it up to .. do whatever it is that's fucking it up (I honestly have no idea!), is restarting my entire computer.
Yup.. it's that problem again, but it's not my antivirus program. It was AVG last time because AVG had a file shared with my tablet drivers so it caused a clash and AVG shut it down (or whatever) thinking it was bad, so it would kill the drivers. That's long gone and it's still all effed up. :(
~flails and falls over~
Hopefully I get to art soon. 3 weeks of every time I get the urge to color being forced to stop EVERYTHING ELSE I AM DOING AND RESTART MY ****ING COMPUTER JUST TO COLOR is murdering the resolve and ... making me hold shift in anger. :3
Anyway.. that's why it's been quiet here. Sorry! I still have some art from Max to color and post up and I intend to get another session of the Free Coloring event thing again if folks are interested. I had a lot of fun with that! Even if my hand/wrist didn't. >_>
Hope y'all are doing well, and thanks for having me on watch.
Week 2 art done, Week 3 art not received.
Posted 11 years agoWell she's done. Tykari loves it, I think I did a decent job (and the background I added really gave a little more oomph! :) ) and everyone's happy.
All in all, 15+ hours well spent. I'm getting better at speeding things up. I know I shaved a good few hours off of it. I couldn't bring myself to try shading it though, it's rather intimidating to me. I tried for about an hour but every time I looked back at it, it looked like garbage to me to I'll try when I've learned more first. Simple stuff before difficult stuff, right? Right. I'm glad I gave myself a week for each picture by the way. xD
All in all a success, minus shading, but hey, I think that flat color looks amazing and that background is pretty spiffy too.
I do not have any work for Week 3, sadly. As such, I will just be coloring what I have in stock and likely stream some. I have a personal piece I've been ignoring and have recently aquired a few pieces from a very friendly artist.
So yes, among other things you may see me coloring art on my stream from the very friendly
maxblackrabbit.
My event is still on though, so don't be shy about putting your name on the list! https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6155570/
Think I'ma re-write that journal soonish while I'm at it.
All in all, 15+ hours well spent. I'm getting better at speeding things up. I know I shaved a good few hours off of it. I couldn't bring myself to try shading it though, it's rather intimidating to me. I tried for about an hour but every time I looked back at it, it looked like garbage to me to I'll try when I've learned more first. Simple stuff before difficult stuff, right? Right. I'm glad I gave myself a week for each picture by the way. xD
All in all a success, minus shading, but hey, I think that flat color looks amazing and that background is pretty spiffy too.
I do not have any work for Week 3, sadly. As such, I will just be coloring what I have in stock and likely stream some. I have a personal piece I've been ignoring and have recently aquired a few pieces from a very friendly artist.
So yes, among other things you may see me coloring art on my stream from the very friendly

My event is still on though, so don't be shy about putting your name on the list! https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6155570/
Think I'ma re-write that journal soonish while I'm at it.
Week 2, Day 5(6) - Stream soon.
Posted 11 years agoI would say I have most of the flat done so I need to get the rest and then attempt some shading if I can tonight.
I will have my stream set up and ready to go in roughly a half hour? So if you're looking to watch some art, come poke around my new stream channel and say hello!
I need to eat first. :P
https://www.picarto.tv/live/channel.....RainesArtTable
Estimated start time of stream: 1:50a (in about 25 minutes!)
I will have my stream set up and ready to go in roughly a half hour? So if you're looking to watch some art, come poke around my new stream channel and say hello!
I need to eat first. :P
https://www.picarto.tv/live/channel.....RainesArtTable
Estimated start time of stream: 1:50a (in about 25 minutes!)
Week 2, Day 3 - Stream come and gone
Posted 11 years agoDid some more work on Week 2's piece. Finished the a huge chunk of the flora and did touch-ups to spots that missed color.
Streamlined some shortcuts too to help me speed things up just a touch. Feels good to be able to do that on my own!
Admittedly I'm dreading shading the picture. So much small stuff in the background. x_x
Either way, successful use of time! Three hours of art and that much closer to completion. :)
I also tried out a different site.
Livestream.com is wonderful and all but it's been lagging chat or even eating sections of it for anyone online, and that's just not cool. The video was also going black randomly with no rhyme or reason. That's just not gonna work for me anymore.
Tried out Picarto.tv and so far viewers are saying it's much smoother, clearer and the chat is very responsive. I might just have to stick with it!
Sheesh, kinda funny huh?
Started gaming on Twitch, it's unreliable and shitty for us normal folk, go to Hitbox and it's better so far.
Started arting on Livestream and it's gone to the shitter too, and I'm possibly switching to Picarto.
Funny how these things go.
And now!..... to soak my hand. Ow.
Streamlined some shortcuts too to help me speed things up just a touch. Feels good to be able to do that on my own!
Admittedly I'm dreading shading the picture. So much small stuff in the background. x_x
Either way, successful use of time! Three hours of art and that much closer to completion. :)
I also tried out a different site.
Livestream.com is wonderful and all but it's been lagging chat or even eating sections of it for anyone online, and that's just not cool. The video was also going black randomly with no rhyme or reason. That's just not gonna work for me anymore.
Tried out Picarto.tv and so far viewers are saying it's much smoother, clearer and the chat is very responsive. I might just have to stick with it!
Sheesh, kinda funny huh?
Started gaming on Twitch, it's unreliable and shitty for us normal folk, go to Hitbox and it's better so far.
Started arting on Livestream and it's gone to the shitter too, and I'm possibly switching to Picarto.
Funny how these things go.
And now!..... to soak my hand. Ow.
Week 2 Stream is up!
Posted 11 years agoStreaming coloring art! http://www.livestream.com/rainesarttable
Week 2, Day 2 - Assured work tonight!
Posted 11 years agoThe headache buggered off and while my wrist is a little uncomfortable I should be able to color tonight.
I'm going to finish up daily game stuff so it's off my mind then I'll get on the arts!
I'm thinking... ~ponders and looks at clock~ ... 9:45pm (mountain time) or close? That'll give me an hour and a half to do dungeons, shoot things and prep for the stream.
Yup! I'll be streaming of course! Y'all are welcome to watch, just be mindful of my rules and enjoy yourselves. :)
Stream at 9:45p (or close).
http://www.livestream.com/rainesarttable
I'm going to finish up daily game stuff so it's off my mind then I'll get on the arts!
I'm thinking... ~ponders and looks at clock~ ... 9:45pm (mountain time) or close? That'll give me an hour and a half to do dungeons, shoot things and prep for the stream.
Yup! I'll be streaming of course! Y'all are welcome to watch, just be mindful of my rules and enjoy yourselves. :)
Stream at 9:45p (or close).
http://www.livestream.com/rainesarttable
Second Week - First day, unsure
Posted 11 years agoI have a bloody monster-sized headache and it's mighty painful. I might have to hold off on art for tonight and try tomorrow. Keyword, might. I don't know if I will feel better in a few hours or not. We'll see. I'll post how I'm feelin' and if I'm feelin' better then I will art! If not, then there's tomorrow.
Hopefully I can beat this headache though and get some coloring in tonight.
Hopefully I can beat this headache though and get some coloring in tonight.
First Week - First piece! Livestream is up.
Posted 11 years agoThe Free Coloring event is on.
Here's a link to the journal and rules/guidelines and what to do to get in on it. It's not a contest. Put your name in, do as the journal says and you can get in on it!
Tonight's art piece will be one requested by a friend of mine, firestar.
I'll be coloring one of her characters, a D&D Dragonkin I believe?
Tonight's the first time I've touched it, and the first I've touched my tablet in a few months, so be gentle if you're watching!
Anyone's welcome to come watch and enjoy, just be kind to the broadcaster and other folks watching. :)
http://www.livestream.com/rainesarttable
Here's a link to the journal and rules/guidelines and what to do to get in on it. It's not a contest. Put your name in, do as the journal says and you can get in on it!
Tonight's art piece will be one requested by a friend of mine, firestar.
I'll be coloring one of her characters, a D&D Dragonkin I believe?
Tonight's the first time I've touched it, and the first I've touched my tablet in a few months, so be gentle if you're watching!
Anyone's welcome to come watch and enjoy, just be kind to the broadcaster and other folks watching. :)
http://www.livestream.com/rainesarttable