Hey Ya'll~ Hows it hanging?!

Im back from my 10 day trip to Texas (Huston) It was a blast! I met loads and loads of friends~ Day one we went to the aquarium at Moody gardens in Galveston. Then we had ICENEEEM and rode the fairy across the bay a few times!

/w\ The next day we went to schlitterbahn water park which im pretty sure 'schlitterbahn' is like an evil james bond villan kinda name! that or it means to be wet or something. Im not sure. It was a blast though! It was really scary on the rappids ride because I got sepperated from everyone after they somehow worked me into my little headspace. eventually I found them though. Those silly friends getting lost as a group >u> they should hold hands more often. I think we had ittalian that night?

The next day was more relaxed I went home with and I got her into hero acadimia. we had sushi that night it was good -drools- the third day was taking it easy because we got alot of sun at the waterpark.

the next day we shopped around loads of places and i discovered that Huston really likes gundam model kits. and force of will the cardgame. Oh. and comics. lots of comics.

After that It was more shopping. more anime. mostly relaxing because up next was:

The ZOO! For my birthday!!!! :'D Manji and I went to see the aminals! it was so much fun! ^_^ there where red pandas and raccoons! I think I almost died from the heat though! XuX I got a birthday cake which was pink and purple! so GOOOOOOD ;0;~~

The rest of the trip was spent recovering from the heat of the zoo and watching anime/ playing games.

I really want to go back. I miss them so much already, It was pretty much right back to work the next day and my schedual is pretty full this week. But Im trying to eat healthy and keep optomistic! I got the chance to draw some as you can see with that requested ab/dl peice I made. A local friend also got my started on my new 40k army. Im making a tau one. at the moment Im building up artilery and stealth stuff for some small skermish games at the local shop.

If anyone has suggestions on themes and things to draw I could pull from them in my next personal project! ^^

Let me know how you are all doing!

Till Later-
Dusty~

join me while i paint myself into existance:

https://picarto.tv/Dustoxin

streaming my hourly stuff later today

also still open for pinups http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8284844/

Hey everyone! I want to do 2 pinups like this:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18210161/

-Lineart is traditional while color is done digitaly.
-available for shipping for added cost.
-available for pickup at conventions should we meet.
-all species
-all genders
-any outfits
-wings at aditional cost

-30USD

So two slots. Comment to claim!

so likely after 9pm est. I'll be streaming hourly slots at my standard 15USD per hour, it will be short due to work in the morning but I've gotta earn some extra Dosh~

You can note me over they day if your interested in getting one and think you can attened if you dont think you can make it you can always note me and see if its something I can do off screen.

Have a good day everyone!

It will be in a few hours~ ^_~

My commissions are always open. Though they are not based off my hourly rate the quality is most often much higher and based off a quote system. Since higher quality works take time and more planning i have to beable to adjust my rates. So if your interested note me with your idea for the price estimate.

I will try to do a regular stream this week but i am inbettween moving. so we will see.. ive been in a big mood for traditional drawings lately..

Its most likely a stream could occure on tuesday. we will see.

Hey friends and soon to be friends! Your all friends. =^)

Anyways. Up to speed. Works been pretty steady and im slowly working on my que. That being said i have a few side projects i want to start. That being personal projects for the publics pleasure? Character studies and designs. Some narative works. Experimental works and traditional paintings(watercolor, acrylic and mixed medias).

What im wondering is if people would be interested in being background characters in narative sci-fi works? Or interested in funding such projects through something late patrion.

Furthermore Ive recived a few complaints about my spectrum of content. From nsfw/tentacles - ab/dl.. at this time i will not be managing a second profile to house one or the other. I will continue to post here. If this is an issue you are not obligated to consume such material and there are no hard feelings if you choose to unwatch/unfavorite or simply ignore it.

With that aside its a nice sunday and i look forward to hearing from you all! <3

Hey Y'all, Just felt like chit chat. So Tuesdays and Wensdays are looking like they will be my set stream/ artwork time, Im not sure If I'll do another fanart stream since the interest wasnt that big, Time will tell on that one. I'm working on finding a new place to move since my room contains high levels of mold which have been affecting my health. sleeping on a sofa for a month sofar is not very fun. Theres a few prospects but not much in the way of anything afordable with my paygrade at work.. lol..

That deppressing stuff aside I've been having alot more fun drawing lately then usual. Sometimes you just get so uptight and tence you forget to slowdown and enjoy the simpler aspects of something.

Drop a ref in the comments, I love to see characters~ Who knows I might fall head over heals and draw one or two~

So the Stream is over now, fear not for i will stream tommorow, tommorow however i will be offering hourly slots <: 15$ canadian.

Hey everyone! This is gonna be interesting. first time doing a themed stream like this. AB/DL won the poll, heres a second poll of characters I want to do, Im just getting set up now and will start the broadcasting soon!

http://www.strawpoll.me/12879764


See you all soon!

So after my room took on water I started looking for roommates and potential prospects for places to live.. the bedroom is filled with mold and one good storm and its back in the water.. so its a neccesaty that I find a place to live.. So far alot of maybes. and no luck.

I will be updating profile ID with an experimental drawing I did. Id love feedback on it..

and finnaly. comment with a reffrence.. not super detailed but i might be scribbling again.

So uhhh.. my room contains abnormal quantitys of water right now after todays thunderstorm..

soory i did not stream.

Hey everyone!

So this week is turning out a complete clusterfuck theres just so much going on that I dont know which way is up, I'll be doing a casual stream tomorow (Thats Thursday) after I get in from work. It wont be very long since I have to but up for work before the crack of dawn on friday. I just miss your company so much~

In other things Im debating starting a poll so everyone can vote for the sort of things I draw.. like a monthly project for the people. be it fan art, kinky fan art. something of my characters. or non descript characters to giveaway/sell

If anyone likes that idea let me know, I still need to figure out how to get this vote system working. but it would be something to do in a livestream aswell!

No streaming this week. Its going to be pretty hectic. I'll be working off screen on a few things and try to get an upload in tomorow.

Hope you had a happy Eggmas!

Dreams about drowning, Dreams about rejection, Dreams about my teeth falling out and a lack of anyone carring.. sleep is impossible..

So with the funeral, a friend killing themselves, that friend trying to get me to kill myself with them, my hour cut, difficulties finding a second or new job and my depression and anxiety pummeling me into mush.

My hours have been cut a second time.. this time it puts me at -$150 a month, after i pay my rent but before i get food or treat myself to something. Apparently My employer is trying to get me to quit, they are legally entitled to cut part time employees hours down to a pathetic number, so there's not much i can do..

I brought it up before that i was done with commissions, its not really like i could rely on them for even a fraction of my monthly income on a regular basis. nor where my YCH and Auctions really selling, I gave the sketch from my last one away to another artist when it didn't sell. I considered several things to try and make the rent.. but its looking like this raccoon might fit the stereotype of garbage filth and have to live in a cardboard box and eat discarded shoes to get by v-v I don't want charity.. i feel so guilty when others help without expectation of something in return.. nor am I eligible for Government assistance do to several mishaps with the paperwork a 4 years ago..

I don't know what to do.. I feel despair and hopelessness welling up around me like a cage of knives, every muscle in my body feels like its going to explode but at the same time i feel so weak i cant do anything.. even typing is a challenge.. I'll be honest.. I feel like i should have listened to my late friends request to put a bullet through my brain..

o/

Hey everyone! I decided its been long enough on both accounts that I should probably bring people up to speed and mingle a bit!
This month has been Insanely difficult for me, on the 31st I received a call from my father Regarding my Grandfather who passed away peacefully in the company of his loving wife. around 2:15 or so. Prior to this I was trying to put together travel plans for my birthday (the 16th). The Visitation funeral and week was later that week, also lining up on the same days as the local Celtic Festival, There was a lot of running back and forth due to my family always volunteering to help run the merchandise booth for the festival. After that was all said and done and taking time off for bereavel during the funeral I discover my hours are getting cut from about 24ish hours a week to 8 hours a week, This is a bit of a problem however due to the size of the town I'm in and the failing job market here I cant exactly find new work, or get a second job since in every case thus far there's ether no openings, or they offer the same hours and want me to work the same shift times as my other job, Clearly not good. *nervous laughin*

Aside from that I'm currently battling my own depressions, due to this hour cuts and costs from the funeral I've had to cancel my plans to travel and see friends the week of my birthday, They also aren't giving me any hours during that week despite my request to have them. So that's pretty damn shitty.


In regards to my art Its slowed down to an almost stand still since I hate drawing for just myself.. there isn't really a point in it anymore if I cant draw for others since I live for that joyful reaction I get afterwords. In fact I don't see much a point in going on physically.. I didn't mention this on my other account.. but I honestly don't know what i should do with myself.. friends keep telling me i might need medication but every trip to the doctor results in the same "drink more water, go for walks every day" I drink plenty of water in the day and walk an hour every day now but my mood, self views and opinion of my surroundings keeps rapidly declining.

Probably.

Im tired of struggling atm, Its clear that I'm not on a level or draw content people want for the prices I offer so I'm just done till I find a diffrent way to pay the bills with art. I also wont make any YCH's and I will not take any requests since I've discovered last month that free art is very underappreciated when its requested. for social calls you can get a hold of me here  DustyToxin

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Im just so sick of bullshit.

sorry!

Hi there! Normally when I'm upset I wallow in self loathing! but not today!

Today I am embarking on a huge task with a fun goal! Sketchumgeddon! I'm going to be doing sketches, why sketches?
because They are quick messy and unorganized kind of like my mind! These aren't any ordinary sketches though
these ones can give mutate and evolve based on your responses, entirely new sketches can be made, kinks will be
invented, Kingdoms will rise and fall, Cockboats will be fucked on! Trogdor Will Burninate you all! and smiles.
Smiles are what I want to cause the most, along side my own happiness. Someone once told me that your success
Here on FA is based on the rate you upload work, so lets see what we can do.

To affect the drawings comment with one of the following tags from each group and what you want to see, your
characters are included but only one character per Input, meaning to add another character you'll need to modify!

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Modify! (Comment or statement (refs accepted))
New Drawing! (Post a ref, comment or statement)

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Kink! (Anything Except Scat, NOOOO SCAT!)
Drink! (Booze, Soda? Some sort of magical BoozeSoda?)
Food! (Name a food, I will try to add it.)
Dress! (clothing! \o/ )
RANDO! (I will randomly do something)
ASK! (ask a question)

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Hey hey~

I have a whoooole week of free time, so I am open for a few commissions! Normally I give options like sketch or digital or whatever, but this time around I will just be offering full colors.

$50 Canadian,
(+15 Per Character)
(Backgrounds are an extra 20)
Tentacles/Slime are a Free Addition.

Tentacles and cute/sexy hentai costumes are puuuurfurred, but not necessary, I love to do pinup poses but again, not required.

comment or note with the form bellow To claim a spot:

FA:
Character:
Addons:
Type: FullColor
Description: (what would you like to get)
Extra Information:

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So I would like to start off by stating that I do not have a patreon, My initial thoughts when it first started up was that It was just another way for people to make a quick buck and I did not approve of the way some artists where using it. I used to feel pretty strongly about it and lately my attitude towards it has shifted somewhat.

First off, It would not be used as the only way to get commission, I honestly think that demanding a subscription fee for the option to get work is a little low. Freebies? I see a lot of people who offer spots in a regular raffle on patreon giving away something to a lucky set of patreons. this is where I enter a grey area in opinion, It is good to give back to the community supporting you, but then I feel a little crushed that not everyone gets something. When I look at things I agree with I Look more at people with projects, comic artists who want to make a regular upload, artists who want people to have free access to there work, and artists that give back by teaching, I myself love to teach art but, I don't feel others would look to me for advice or instruction.
I love doing things for people out of the blue and I love a variety of characters with a lot of freedom to choose what I do with them.

As it stands at the moment I am by no means starving as I'm living back with my mum for the summer, That may change when school starts up again and I'm living on my own in the fall, I have a job right now but I wont while I'm in school. Art as it stands at the moment doesn't put food on the table and to be honest, for most It doesn't until much later in their carrier.

I'm loosing myself in thought at the moment, where was I, Right. Okay so With that said and done, I want to know what others think about Patreon, and donation based work? If I set up a system How should it work, what should I offer, and how should I offer it? If your opposed to these sorts of things Let me know why.

hey guys, Its been a while, im still working away at things, I really want to draw right now but my own characters just feel entirely to boring for me atm. so please. Show me yours! so I may pick and choose~

Character types I will/want to draw:

Femboy/crossdressing/sissy stuff

Busty Bombshell babes (not actual bombshells) (possibly in hentai themed costumes?)

and ab/dl characters (only for those with ab/dl interests)

just comment I'm only taking three~~~

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