This dre catcher over m head must be broken. So like, for the past while all of my dreams have been fracked seven ways to hell. I wont talk about all of them but the once that stood out the most for sure.

So the first dream for some reason the dealers den at fe had a room expanssion and apperently everyone there where in onesy pajamas and sleeping on tje floor (even the really bad ass people ikr?) So Tizzy frolics by and I turn my head to see someone I hope to meet being followed by a handler the right behind them is this giant hair msn who I instantly know and called Bert.. so I try saying hi to said person but as I get close burt snarls st me and im scared off.. suddenly all my friends and all everyone I want to know is being followed by a burt.

The last one (just now) I was playing some gang gsme (or maybe I was the game being played) whoever it was I was loosing turf and buying the wrong houses or whatever then suddenly my dad comes along like its an infromercial, sits me down and trys to sell me a spy car (made by gmc lol) soI say I'll buy Iit but he only accepts credit and I only have cash but we work things out and now im flying to the moon becaise theres a moon baae run entierly by the raptors from jurrasic park (oh fuck it was terrifying).

So yeah.. interpritations.

Tonights Christmas goal. Build a Minecraft Christmas Castle. Awe Yeah.

Tomorows Christmas goal, enjoy the thrill on the faces of friends and family as the discover what awaits them under the tree.

Secondary objective, MUTHER FUCKING BLACK SOCKS YEEEEEEEEAH!

So Like theirs this person who's selling this character I'd really like to get, unfortunately the festivity of the month make my own funds off limits to use for such a thing, which is Why I'd like to do a couple commissions to raise the funds to but one.

What I'm offering.

I'm offering several (1-2 character) color full/shaded slots (two or three) for $25
EXAMPLES:
SFW - X - X -
NSFW - X - X - X -

On a side note I will to pen portraits for $5 right now.
EXAMPLES: - X - X -

Please post here if your interested, I will note you for details or give you quotes.

You toss and then. Usually you feel better :) I got gold star stickers. Yey!

So With FA returning from yet another DDOS attack I've had three days away from looking at the usual art, journals and drama that comes along with FA and in that time I've realized something about myself.

I've really fallen off the wagon (metaphor.)

That being said I looked over what I loved and hate about art, I was giving it up, cursing myself, my skills, other artists (internally of course.) and generally just letting myself wallow and suffer. Its not a healthy way to live, and to be honest its far from it in my opinion, I want to be happy with my artworks again I really do.

Thinking over the bast three and a half days I day dreamed and reminised about what made me love art so much in the first place, not just that, but what kept me going, if I had lost sight of my spark or if it was just gone all together, and after seeing someone post a journal which stated.

"no one needs to contact me I'm only a colorist."

It got me thinking, and it reminded me of high school, out art department had so many walks of life, so many different types of artists, some where painters others printers, sculptors modelers, sewers and weavers, photographers, film makers animators and much much more.

I remember one class/subject, it was life drawing, out teacher, literally the strangest yet funniest man I have ever had the honor of knowing would always ALWAYS have us pick out one piece of work from the week, and we'd all sit down, he'd make us each these cups of hot chocolate.. MUD, so much mix that you could sink a ship. and what did we do? We'd go around in a circle, each artist showed their work, each one told a story about what they where thinking behind the piece, how they felt about it, then everyone else (teacher included) would say at least one thing good about it, before sharing ways to improve.

To improve there it is, that's what kept me through high school, I had almost forgotten about it, What kept me there year after year all the way up till grade 12+ was how much I improved, how much others improved, how tho not all of us had things in common we could still look at something and find good and bad in it, how we could share those things and build on them.

Thinking back on that made me smile, and frown, they where mixed feelings because when I left my hometown I stopped drawing, well, I started drawing less, and less, I forgot why I did it and each time I did something I started to lose interest more and more, I didn't have time to slow down and smell the flowers for quite some time, heck I barely do now, But knowing this now truly helps me, I know where to start, how to start, I need to become more social in the art community, I need to share what I think and feel about others work and hopeful in turn someone else will share in kind back to me.

I had forgotten. Art is a Process, Its trial and error. But most importantly to me, its feeling, its sharing that feeling and having it returned in a way.


Thank you everyone, you are all wonderful people and deserve the best, even if its hard for you to see.

buh, my brain, guuh, my hand.. didn't make my target goal today but i did draw 8 characters, for those of you who left references in the previous journal don't feel left out! I will definitely be doing this again starting with the the references you've given me! ^_^

it was a great practice session and I'll take some pictures of what I did for everyone!


Thank you again!

Have a good night everyone! I'll likely draw some more tomorrow! -dies-

Link me your characters I'm bingeing in a brand new sketchbook for the next 6 hours and need some fun characters! first come first serve, no requests, just me drawing characters however I like! share this to friends and dont be afraid to add me over skype! ( amazing13372 )

So I've been thinking it over and I realize I'm not as active with my art as I wish I could be, probably because of work and just being out of practice, however I've decided I want to challenge myself to fill a small 50-60 page sketchbook cover to cover front and back with various head shots and busts of characters, mostly in my favorite medium -pen- however some in various other mediums. I might even be interested in streaming it as an event or auctioning off the book afterwords.


If you want characters to possibly be featured share them, if you have feed back, share it :'D


as always wishing you all the best!

So im wishing everyone a wonderful season again. Just got threw a small list of fura who I think need it or are just watching me. If you know anyone who might need a pat on the back or just some possitive wishing let me know..

Why am I doing this again?

- when im feeling down. Streased or having a rough time its a great mood boost to be possitive to others. Espesially when they return with a postive reaponce. I really love seeing smiles.

-golden rule. I treat others how I like to be treated.

-because everyone needs a pickme up.

:) have a great autumn to those in the northern hemisphere and a wonderdul and lush spring to those in the south! <3

[x] the dark
[x] staying single forever
[x] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[x] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
Total so far: 6

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[X] deep water
[x] snakes
[ ] silk
[x ] failure
[x] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[x] frogs/toads
[x] girlfriends/boyfriend's dad
[x] girlfriends/boyfriend's mom
[x] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
Total so far: 15

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[X] death
[x] heaven
[x] being robbed
[x] falling
[x] clown
[x] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[x] doctors, including dentists
[x] tornadoes
Total so far: 26

[x] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[X] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] ghosts
[x] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[x] growing up
Total so far: 34

[X] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[X] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] blood
[x] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[x] high speed
[X] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets
Total: 39

If you wish to post this journal, it's been requested that you title it, "I'm afraid of __ out of 72 fears"

if you get more than 30, I highly suggest counseling
if you get more than 20, you're paranoid
if you get 10-20, you're normal.
*if you get 1-9, you're difficult to frighten.
*If you get 0, you're fearless.

I need halp :'D
I stole this from

YAAAAAY! 23 years old!

you know.. the bacon friend ship..

the one you've been studying for.


god i love it when I talk in my sleep.

I want to make more friends o-o but i haven't really done that in years.. what do? XD

THE RACCOON HAS SPOKEN!

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Sketches $15
Examples:
- Pen Bust - Double Feature -
[+$3 per character]

Inked Sketches $25
Examples:
- NSFW - Somewhat SFW -
[+$5 per character]

Full Color/Shaded $45
Examples:
- SFW - Mature - NSFW -
[+$10 for character]

All Prices are fluid and subject to change on special basis.

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