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Posted 9 years agoI am moving over to trainingmontage now. See you there!
NEW ALBUMMMMMMMMblegheghegh
Posted 9 years agoI have a new album out, under my most recent, mainly performance art project called T(raining) Montage. It's my proudest accomplishment yet. You really should check it ouuuut.
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It's my birbday
Posted 9 years agoI turned 21 today. I'm still alive. Which is pretty cool I guess.
Missed connections.
Posted 10 years agoLately my mind has been pretty occupied with the people (especially here) that I've lost touch with over the years. I feel like alot of people are better off forgetting me.
Second Life!
Posted 10 years agoI started getting back into it. My username on Second Life is CorwinEnguerrand and my name atm is Marshy Hexfang because of a crocodile av I have. :V Let's hang out on there sometime.
Sound art/music/soundtracking commissions?
Posted 10 years agoI've been thinking of doing sound commissions for quite some time, and I think I'm gonna start doing them. If anyone would be interested in using some custom music for your characters, to go along with your story or film or video game, or just wants a special soundtrack piece courtesy of me, hit me up.
Prices will be negotiable, like, probably like $2-3 for something small and obviously higher for more involved projects. Hit me up.
Prices will be negotiable, like, probably like $2-3 for something small and obviously higher for more involved projects. Hit me up.
New Album: All Regrets Aligned.
Posted 10 years agohttps://dwncx.bandcamp.com/album/al.....egrets-aligned
https://www.mediafire.com/folder/93.....egrets_Aligned
Get them. It's 6 tracks of oddly textured chill-out techno punctuated with gritty noise throughout. Tbh, probably my best self-produced work. I really hope you all like it.
https://www.mediafire.com/folder/93.....egrets_Aligned
Get them. It's 6 tracks of oddly textured chill-out techno punctuated with gritty noise throughout. Tbh, probably my best self-produced work. I really hope you all like it.
Played another concert!
Posted 10 years agoI played my second (official) show last night, closing for Zomes (formerly of Lungfish) and Steve Strohmeier ( of Beach House and Lower Dens). Barring some extreme technical difficulties, here's the last couple minutes recorded.
http://youtu.be/Ree0WyFHth4
http://youtu.be/Ree0WyFHth4
It's my birthday/hatchday! :D / My first concert~
Posted 10 years agoYes, it's my birdy birf day. :O I am now 20~ One more year 'til all the beer~
Also, I played my first concert on May 3rd and I finally got my video uploaded.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QMSyPFTm9So
Watch me scream my head off!
Also, I played my first concert on May 3rd and I finally got my video uploaded.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QMSyPFTm9So
Watch me scream my head off!
Show me ur vore face!
Posted 10 years ago:\_____________:>_________________/
Preorders for my album "Undoing"
Posted 10 years agoI'm releasing a limited run of CDrs for my album "Undoing", coming out on May 2nd. It's some really noisy and slow-burning techno and abstract sound design. Like all my stuff. But actually in physical CD form.
Anyone want to buy a CD from me? Send me a note!
If you wanna pre-order through Bandcamp, there's this: https://omchaki.bandcamp.com/album/undoing
Anyone want to buy a CD from me? Send me a note!
If you wanna pre-order through Bandcamp, there's this: https://omchaki.bandcamp.com/album/undoing
TMI Tuesday!
Posted 10 years agoI crave those dirty questions like goat crave mineral. Ask away~
New FA icon.
Posted 10 years agoCtrl+F5 to reset. <3
[New album]: Dwn Cx- Prisms Contrasted
Posted 10 years agoI shortened my artist name to Dwn Cx. It looks better in print then The Downgrade Complex. I think it does anyway.
Also more cryptic and mysterious and doesn't sound like a Nine Inch Nails cover band. (Despite being a fan of NIN, loooool)
Also, I signed with Bewegung Records to present this new album, Prisms Contrasted. Just over an hour of experimental ambience, noise and techno sounds, bridging together the downtempo and chillout netlabel scenes I follow along with the growing rave/noise scene in my hometown of Philly.
https://bewegungrecords.bandcamp.co.....sms-contrasted
Get the album for free or name-your-price here. Also, please support the other artists on the label. I'm recommending "Selected Works 2013" by Zander One, "Proper/Random" by Asymmetrical Head, and "and all the same morning lights" by Zwei Kreise. These guys are huge inspirations of mine!
https://bewegungrecords.bandcamp.co.....ted-works-2013
https://bewegungrecords.bandcamp.co...../proper-random
> https://bewegungrecords.bandcamp.co.....morning-lights <
Also more cryptic and mysterious and doesn't sound like a Nine Inch Nails cover band. (Despite being a fan of NIN, loooool)
Also, I signed with Bewegung Records to present this new album, Prisms Contrasted. Just over an hour of experimental ambience, noise and techno sounds, bridging together the downtempo and chillout netlabel scenes I follow along with the growing rave/noise scene in my hometown of Philly.
https://bewegungrecords.bandcamp.co.....sms-contrasted
Get the album for free or name-your-price here. Also, please support the other artists on the label. I'm recommending "Selected Works 2013" by Zander One, "Proper/Random" by Asymmetrical Head, and "and all the same morning lights" by Zwei Kreise. These guys are huge inspirations of mine!
https://bewegungrecords.bandcamp.co.....ted-works-2013
https://bewegungrecords.bandcamp.co...../proper-random
> https://bewegungrecords.bandcamp.co.....morning-lights <
TMI Tuesday: The Early Late Wednesday Edition.
Posted 10 years agoAsk me things! Dirty things.
I'll respond when I wake up. :>
I'll respond when I wake up. :>
Follow me on Twitter!
Posted 10 years agoLeave me a message!
Posted 10 years agoHey guys.
Uhh.
What's something you've always wanted to say to me?
Or, just something interesting you've done today or yesterday or recently?
Uhh.
What's something you've always wanted to say to me?
Or, just something interesting you've done today or yesterday or recently?
101 Facts about the Crow
Posted 11 years agoI stole this list off of my buddehhhh 
, hope he don't mind :V
1. Had sex? Nope.
2. Bought Condoms? I have. Didn't go anywhere.
3. Gotten somebody Pregnant? Nawww.
4. Failed A Class? No, but I've been close.
5. Kissed A Boy? Yes. Not very romantic. But yah.
6. Kissed A Girl? Yes, as well.
7. Used A Little Paper Bag for Lunch? A long, long time ago. Now I use white plastic bags. :V
8. Had A Job? Yes. I work at a warehouse in the summer.
9. Slipped On Ice? Yesh. O...ooww.
10. Missed The School Bus? Yep.
11. Fucked a girl? See #1.
12. Bullied Someone On The Internet? Nah, that ain't cool.
13. Sexted? Plenty of times, to be honest.
14. Sex In Public? Nope.
15. Played On A Sports Team? Played soccer in grade school, never again.
16. Smoked Weed? Yes. Quite enjoy it.
17. Smoked Cigarettes? Once.
18. Smoked A Cigar? Nope.
19. Drank Alcohol? Of course.
20. Watched porn? No shit, Sherlock, look what website I'm on!
21. Skipped class? A couple times when I literally could not get my ass out of bed.
22. Gotten Arrested? Nope.
23. Done meth? Hell no. Don't intend to either.
24. Been To A Wedding? Yes, a few.
25. Fell in love with a best friend? Mmmmhmmm. :/
26. Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight? Yes, yes, yes.
27. Watched TV For 5 Hours Straight? Probably when I was alot younger?
28. Been Late For Work? No.
29. Been Late For School? YES.
30. Kissed In The Rain? Naw, that would be adorbs though.
31. Showered With Someone Else? Nope.
32. Failed My Drivers Test? Haven't taken one.
33. Cheated on a ex? Nope.
34. Been Outside My Home Country? Yes. Went up to Canada and down the Bahamas before.
35. Been On A Road Trip Longer Than 5 Hours? Yep.
36. Had Lice? No, no lice.
37. Gotten My Heart Broken? Yes. Not fun.
38. Had A Credit Card? Nope.
39. Been To A Professional Sports Game? Yes. Been to a couple football games, baseball, NASCAR.
40. Broken A Bone? Nope.
41. Am I BI/Gay/Lesbian? I'm bi. Leaning hard gay.
42. Won A Trophy? Yes, I have. A few actually.
43. Cut Myself Unintentionally? Yes. :I Almost cut off my thumb last semester cutting board for a design project.
44. Had An STD? Noooooooooo.
45. Got Engaged? Nope. :V
46. Done ecstasy? No.
47. Tried Out To Be On A TV Show? Yes.
48. Rode In A Taxi? A few times in NYC.
49. Been To Prom? Yes I have.
50. Played A Drinking Game? I have.
51. Stayed Up For 24 Hours Or More? Yeah, though I hardly have the stamina to do so anymore.
52. Been To A Concert? I've been to an Irish music concert when I was much younger. More recently I went to a free Tim Motzer solo-guitar concert completely by chance, and last month I saw Gordon Ashworth and Work/Death play at an art gallery. The latter was a life-changing experience, and I strongly urge anyone, EVERYONE to go see a harsh noise concert live, regardless of what music you normally listen to.
53. Had A Three-Some? Noooooooo.
54. Had A Crush On Someone Of The Same Sex? Definitely.
55. Been In A Car Accident? I have not.
56. Had Braces? For a very long time.
57. Learned Another Language? Learned French, Latin, and Ancient Greek all throughout high school and into college.
58. Killed An Animal? I've stepped on a few bugs before. :/
59. Been At A Yard Sale? Yeah, never anything good around here though.
60. Been To A Japanese Steakhouse? Yes, they are so good, omg
61. Wore Make Up? Yeah. :o
63. Lost My Virginity Before I Was 16? Nope.
62. Talked To Someone Via Webcam? Yes, a few times.
64. Had My Wisdom Teeth Taken Out? I've had the molars in front of them removed when my braces were taken off, so my wisdom teeth actually fit in fine in my mouth. :o
65. Kissed Someone A Different Race Than Myself? Yes I have.
66. Snuck Out Of The House? Nope.
67. Bought Porn? Nawwww.
68. Had A Virus On My Computer? Yes.
69. Had Oral Sex? Nawwwwww.
70. Dyed My Hair? Nope, not yet.
71. Gone Skinny Dipping? Once. XD
72. Graduated From College? Still got a while to go, honestly.
73. Wore Someone Else’s Clothes? Yes, I swapped shirts with good friends of mine.
74. Voted In A Presidential Election? No.
75. Rode In An Ambulance? Nope.
76. Rode In A Helicopter? Nawwww.
77. Caught The Stove On Fire? Not yet.
78. Got In A Verbal Fight? Yeahh. Not great.
79. Met Someone Famous? I have a few times.
80. Been On Vacation? Mhm!
82. Been On A Boat? Uhh-huhh! I live close enough to Jersey, y'know~
81. Been On An Airplane? A few times.
83. Broken Something Expensive? Sadly. :I
84. Had Surgery? NO, thank god
85. Beat A Video Game? YES.
86. Found Something Valuable On The Ground? I have :o
87. Made A Survey? For class projects.
88. Stalked Someone On A Social Network? Yes.
89. Prank Called Someone? Of course. X3
90. Been To A Library Outside Of School? Yeah. Books are cool/10
91. Spent Over $100 Shopping In One Day? Yes I have.
92. Cut My Hair And Hated It? Oh yah.
93. Peed Outside? I most certainly have. Gotta go when you gotta go.
94. Went Fishing? Yes indeed.
95. Helped With Charity? Yush.
96. Taken A Pregnancy Test? Totally. I am seriously so pregnant right now, holy shit am I prego.
97. Been Rejected By A Crush? Yes.
98. Been Suspended From School? Nope.
99. Broken a mirror? Luckily, no!
100. Thrown up on someone? I have had the misfortune of being thrown up upon. But I have never thrown up on someone.
101. Lied to your parents? Of course. Who doesn't?
, hope he don't mind :V1. Had sex? Nope.
2. Bought Condoms? I have. Didn't go anywhere.
3. Gotten somebody Pregnant? Nawww.
4. Failed A Class? No, but I've been close.
5. Kissed A Boy? Yes. Not very romantic. But yah.
6. Kissed A Girl? Yes, as well.
7. Used A Little Paper Bag for Lunch? A long, long time ago. Now I use white plastic bags. :V
8. Had A Job? Yes. I work at a warehouse in the summer.
9. Slipped On Ice? Yesh. O...ooww.
10. Missed The School Bus? Yep.
11. Fucked a girl? See #1.
12. Bullied Someone On The Internet? Nah, that ain't cool.
13. Sexted? Plenty of times, to be honest.
14. Sex In Public? Nope.
15. Played On A Sports Team? Played soccer in grade school, never again.
16. Smoked Weed? Yes. Quite enjoy it.
17. Smoked Cigarettes? Once.
18. Smoked A Cigar? Nope.
19. Drank Alcohol? Of course.
20. Watched porn? No shit, Sherlock, look what website I'm on!
21. Skipped class? A couple times when I literally could not get my ass out of bed.
22. Gotten Arrested? Nope.
23. Done meth? Hell no. Don't intend to either.
24. Been To A Wedding? Yes, a few.
25. Fell in love with a best friend? Mmmmhmmm. :/
26. Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight? Yes, yes, yes.
27. Watched TV For 5 Hours Straight? Probably when I was alot younger?
28. Been Late For Work? No.
29. Been Late For School? YES.
30. Kissed In The Rain? Naw, that would be adorbs though.
31. Showered With Someone Else? Nope.
32. Failed My Drivers Test? Haven't taken one.
33. Cheated on a ex? Nope.
34. Been Outside My Home Country? Yes. Went up to Canada and down the Bahamas before.
35. Been On A Road Trip Longer Than 5 Hours? Yep.
36. Had Lice? No, no lice.
37. Gotten My Heart Broken? Yes. Not fun.
38. Had A Credit Card? Nope.
39. Been To A Professional Sports Game? Yes. Been to a couple football games, baseball, NASCAR.
40. Broken A Bone? Nope.
41. Am I BI/Gay/Lesbian? I'm bi. Leaning hard gay.
42. Won A Trophy? Yes, I have. A few actually.
43. Cut Myself Unintentionally? Yes. :I Almost cut off my thumb last semester cutting board for a design project.
44. Had An STD? Noooooooooo.
45. Got Engaged? Nope. :V
46. Done ecstasy? No.
47. Tried Out To Be On A TV Show? Yes.
48. Rode In A Taxi? A few times in NYC.
49. Been To Prom? Yes I have.
50. Played A Drinking Game? I have.
51. Stayed Up For 24 Hours Or More? Yeah, though I hardly have the stamina to do so anymore.
52. Been To A Concert? I've been to an Irish music concert when I was much younger. More recently I went to a free Tim Motzer solo-guitar concert completely by chance, and last month I saw Gordon Ashworth and Work/Death play at an art gallery. The latter was a life-changing experience, and I strongly urge anyone, EVERYONE to go see a harsh noise concert live, regardless of what music you normally listen to.
53. Had A Three-Some? Noooooooo.
54. Had A Crush On Someone Of The Same Sex? Definitely.
55. Been In A Car Accident? I have not.
56. Had Braces? For a very long time.
57. Learned Another Language? Learned French, Latin, and Ancient Greek all throughout high school and into college.
58. Killed An Animal? I've stepped on a few bugs before. :/
59. Been At A Yard Sale? Yeah, never anything good around here though.
60. Been To A Japanese Steakhouse? Yes, they are so good, omg
61. Wore Make Up? Yeah. :o
63. Lost My Virginity Before I Was 16? Nope.
62. Talked To Someone Via Webcam? Yes, a few times.
64. Had My Wisdom Teeth Taken Out? I've had the molars in front of them removed when my braces were taken off, so my wisdom teeth actually fit in fine in my mouth. :o
65. Kissed Someone A Different Race Than Myself? Yes I have.
66. Snuck Out Of The House? Nope.
67. Bought Porn? Nawwww.
68. Had A Virus On My Computer? Yes.
69. Had Oral Sex? Nawwwwww.
70. Dyed My Hair? Nope, not yet.
71. Gone Skinny Dipping? Once. XD
72. Graduated From College? Still got a while to go, honestly.
73. Wore Someone Else’s Clothes? Yes, I swapped shirts with good friends of mine.
74. Voted In A Presidential Election? No.
75. Rode In An Ambulance? Nope.
76. Rode In A Helicopter? Nawwww.
77. Caught The Stove On Fire? Not yet.
78. Got In A Verbal Fight? Yeahh. Not great.
79. Met Someone Famous? I have a few times.
80. Been On Vacation? Mhm!
82. Been On A Boat? Uhh-huhh! I live close enough to Jersey, y'know~
81. Been On An Airplane? A few times.
83. Broken Something Expensive? Sadly. :I
84. Had Surgery? NO, thank god
85. Beat A Video Game? YES.
86. Found Something Valuable On The Ground? I have :o
87. Made A Survey? For class projects.
88. Stalked Someone On A Social Network? Yes.
89. Prank Called Someone? Of course. X3
90. Been To A Library Outside Of School? Yeah. Books are cool/10
91. Spent Over $100 Shopping In One Day? Yes I have.
92. Cut My Hair And Hated It? Oh yah.
93. Peed Outside? I most certainly have. Gotta go when you gotta go.
94. Went Fishing? Yes indeed.
95. Helped With Charity? Yush.
96. Taken A Pregnancy Test? Totally. I am seriously so pregnant right now, holy shit am I prego.
97. Been Rejected By A Crush? Yes.
98. Been Suspended From School? Nope.
99. Broken a mirror? Luckily, no!
100. Thrown up on someone? I have had the misfortune of being thrown up upon. But I have never thrown up on someone.
101. Lied to your parents? Of course. Who doesn't?
Happy Bird Stuffing Day!
Posted 11 years agoHappy Thanksgiving everyone. :o Time to be thankful for whatcha got, spend time with family and friends, and stuff the bird. With things.
The Downgrade Complex- Scrapyard Diptych.
Posted 11 years agoI have released my largest and most important album to date, Scrapyard Diptych, on Cold Fiction Music a few days ago. A two-hour long collection of ice-cold drones, heavy beats, and rushes of static.
It's available to download here:
https://cfmlabel.bandcamp.com/album.....apyard-diptych
Special thanks to
sage for mastering and offering two remixes, as well as ownbones for contributing some lo-bit ambience to the track "Frozen Shoals". <3
It's available to download here:
https://cfmlabel.bandcamp.com/album.....apyard-diptych
Special thanks to
sage for mastering and offering two remixes, as well as ownbones for contributing some lo-bit ambience to the track "Frozen Shoals". <3My friend's raffle.
Posted 11 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6184084/
theshadowhunter is holding a raffle. You should join if you want cheebees. :V
theshadowhunter is holding a raffle. You should join if you want cheebees. :VHoundwire Vol. 2: Pixel Punch! out now!
Posted 11 years agohttps://houndwire.bandcamp.com/album/pixel-punch
Here's a ton of new music for y'all to enjoy! 25 tracks in many different styles for any mood.
Here's a ton of new music for y'all to enjoy! 25 tracks in many different styles for any mood.
Any of my followers want Ello?
Posted 11 years agoEllo's this new ad-free alternative to Facebook that (I feel) is going to be the next big thing. It's still invite only, though, so I'll give an invite if interested.
https://ello.co/thedowngradecomplex
https://ello.co/thedowngradecomplex
Like my music!
Posted 11 years agohttp://www.facebook.com/DWNGRD
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If you'd like, feel free to follow me on these sites! :>
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If you'd like, feel free to follow me on these sites! :>
Heyo.
Posted 11 years agoFor some reason, I only make journals lately when I want to make an announcement about an album or something stupid like that. Or when I'm upset and spas-typing like a moron.
Anyway, feel free to leave a message here. I'm trying to feel sociable I suppose. I dunno.
How's everyone's day? Mine's as usual. Rather uneventful. Still stuck at work...on lunch break. I'm tired. Really tired. In the middle of a creative block... Everything I've been making lately is relatively dribble. Trying to work with some more music peeps, I'll see how that all works out for me. I also haven't made any art all summer because work is creatively and spiritually draining, as well as every other way. College starts again this Thursday. I won't see half my friends because they all graduated or got kicked out for drugs. My brother's moving out for his first year of college. To be honest, good riddance.
I'm still trying to find meaning in my meaningless existence, trying to share that existence with others. It's going alright.
I'm hella trash, but maybe soon I'll be trash king or queen. Better than prom queen. Probably.
Someday I'm hoping to make something worthwhile for all you people following me because you all deserve it for putting up with my shit.
So thanks. Totally hugs.
So, again, how was your day? How was/ is it really? I might be slow to respond because taco night tonight with family I really can't stand, so yah. But tacos though.
Anyway, feel free to leave a message here. I'm trying to feel sociable I suppose. I dunno.
How's everyone's day? Mine's as usual. Rather uneventful. Still stuck at work...on lunch break. I'm tired. Really tired. In the middle of a creative block... Everything I've been making lately is relatively dribble. Trying to work with some more music peeps, I'll see how that all works out for me. I also haven't made any art all summer because work is creatively and spiritually draining, as well as every other way. College starts again this Thursday. I won't see half my friends because they all graduated or got kicked out for drugs. My brother's moving out for his first year of college. To be honest, good riddance.
I'm still trying to find meaning in my meaningless existence, trying to share that existence with others. It's going alright.
I'm hella trash, but maybe soon I'll be trash king or queen. Better than prom queen. Probably.
Someday I'm hoping to make something worthwhile for all you people following me because you all deserve it for putting up with my shit.
So thanks. Totally hugs.
So, again, how was your day? How was/ is it really? I might be slow to respond because taco night tonight with family I really can't stand, so yah. But tacos though.
