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I caught covid
Posted 3 years agoI'm doing fine, but I'm having a lot of trouble sleeping because of fever and cold feet
Looking forward to my cognitive functions being permanently damaged by it
Looking forward to my cognitive functions being permanently damaged by it
my piercing experiences
Posted 3 years agoThis isn't anything serious, I just got bored one day and decided to write about all the different piercings I've gotten. I've been pierced 15 times. I'm going to be blunt and talk about the genital piercings I've gotten, along with the gross parts of piercings so be forwarned.
1st: Prince Albert. The piercer used a metal tube to stretch my urethra a little before he could pierce me, and that felt like a bandaid was being ripped off the inside of my urethra. The actual piercing itself hurt like a bitch, but the pain faded immediately after it was over. I had a lot of fun jacking off with it even while it was still healing, but I once made the mistake of pulling my pants down too quickly when the jewelry was stuck to my underwear because of dried blood. That really hurt. It healed without incident but sometimes it would irritate my urethra and make it feel like I had to pee constantly. I dealt with it by either rubbing aloe vera into the piercing or pressing it between my thighs until it went away. Eventually, probably because I was masturbating way too much, it was hurting my urethra and, after reading that the piercing doesn't close after taking out the jewelry, I took it out. The hole is still there so I can put jewelry back in it if I want to, but so far I don't really have much reason to. My final verdict is that you should only get one if you think it looks cool or you wanna use the piercing for chastity play or some other bdsm purpose. The sensation of having a piece of metal in your urethra is something that you get used to over time and eventually it just starts to get in the way of masturbation. I can't talk about Prince Alberts during sex because I have no experience on that subject. If you wanna experience urethral stimulation, buy some sounding rods instead. Oh yeah also I have to sit down to pee now. Having to wipe off other peoples' piss off of toilet seats when I go use the restroom has made my life a little bit less convenient.
2nd, 8th(?): Guiche. It felt like a bee stung my taint when I got it. I read that it can provide prostate stimulation but I never got that from it. Maybe the gauge wasn't big enough? It was a 10g I think. I wound up getting a 2nd one when I made an appointment to get my asshole pierced, only to learn after paying that the piercer would only do a very low guiche and not actually an asshole piercing. I saw it in porn drawings and I got really into them... Anyway, they healed well enough but would irritate and chafe if I wore thongs. And it also made messy diaper cleanup more difficult. I eventually took them out because I'm more interested in wearing thongs and doing kinky diaper stuff without the piercings getting in the way.
3rd: Ear lobe. This hardly counts as a piercing. It hurts about as much as getting a shot at the doctor, but it does make brushing long hair more hazardous until it finishes healing. I used to wear a blue ring with a crescent moon charm on it, but I had to take it out for a job and I haven't bothered getting it repierced.
4th, 7th(?): Hafada. I don't know if it wasn't healing properly or what. The lymph fluid (I think) would mix with my ball sweat and become something oily and gross smelling. I got a second hafada because I was interested in getting a ladder eventually, but I later took them out. Someone that wears boxers might have a better experience with them.
5th and 6th, 9th and 10th(?), 11th and 12th(?): Nipples. My nips are rather small and underdeveloped so they aren't suited for being pierced. I'm also a side sleeper and that probably made the healing process a lot worse. They kept oozing lymph fluid because I wasn't taking good care of them (constantly touching them and trying to squeeze the lymph fluid out) and they never seemed to heal so I took them out and instantly regretted it because I had an overwhelming desire to have pierced nipples. I got them pierced a 2nd time for dirt cheap at a tattoo convention but that piercer screwed up the placement for both of them. I got them pierced a third time with great determination, but while they seemed to heal properly with straight barbells, switching them to rings would make them irritate and eventually cause them to start rejecting. I've given up on them for real now. My nips are a bit deformed because of the multiple piercing attempts and I'm sad that I'll never get to have that really sexy look of having nipple rings. Also the nipple piercings were the most painful, especially getting them repierced through the scar(?) tissue. And I would occassionaly bump my nipples against things like door frames and bed posts and it hurt like a motherfucker.
13th, 14th, 15th: Ear cartilege. They definitely hurt more than the ear lobe, but nowhere near as much as the nipples. I'm a side sleeper and I dealt with the healing process by sleeping on a donut pillow. The only thing really worth mentioning is that I have seborhheic dermatitis of the ears and that, combined with the piercings, makes wearing headphones painful if I haven't put lotion in my ears to treat it. It's refreshing to have piercings that simple don't get in the way.
1st: Prince Albert. The piercer used a metal tube to stretch my urethra a little before he could pierce me, and that felt like a bandaid was being ripped off the inside of my urethra. The actual piercing itself hurt like a bitch, but the pain faded immediately after it was over. I had a lot of fun jacking off with it even while it was still healing, but I once made the mistake of pulling my pants down too quickly when the jewelry was stuck to my underwear because of dried blood. That really hurt. It healed without incident but sometimes it would irritate my urethra and make it feel like I had to pee constantly. I dealt with it by either rubbing aloe vera into the piercing or pressing it between my thighs until it went away. Eventually, probably because I was masturbating way too much, it was hurting my urethra and, after reading that the piercing doesn't close after taking out the jewelry, I took it out. The hole is still there so I can put jewelry back in it if I want to, but so far I don't really have much reason to. My final verdict is that you should only get one if you think it looks cool or you wanna use the piercing for chastity play or some other bdsm purpose. The sensation of having a piece of metal in your urethra is something that you get used to over time and eventually it just starts to get in the way of masturbation. I can't talk about Prince Alberts during sex because I have no experience on that subject. If you wanna experience urethral stimulation, buy some sounding rods instead. Oh yeah also I have to sit down to pee now. Having to wipe off other peoples' piss off of toilet seats when I go use the restroom has made my life a little bit less convenient.
2nd, 8th(?): Guiche. It felt like a bee stung my taint when I got it. I read that it can provide prostate stimulation but I never got that from it. Maybe the gauge wasn't big enough? It was a 10g I think. I wound up getting a 2nd one when I made an appointment to get my asshole pierced, only to learn after paying that the piercer would only do a very low guiche and not actually an asshole piercing. I saw it in porn drawings and I got really into them... Anyway, they healed well enough but would irritate and chafe if I wore thongs. And it also made messy diaper cleanup more difficult. I eventually took them out because I'm more interested in wearing thongs and doing kinky diaper stuff without the piercings getting in the way.
3rd: Ear lobe. This hardly counts as a piercing. It hurts about as much as getting a shot at the doctor, but it does make brushing long hair more hazardous until it finishes healing. I used to wear a blue ring with a crescent moon charm on it, but I had to take it out for a job and I haven't bothered getting it repierced.
4th, 7th(?): Hafada. I don't know if it wasn't healing properly or what. The lymph fluid (I think) would mix with my ball sweat and become something oily and gross smelling. I got a second hafada because I was interested in getting a ladder eventually, but I later took them out. Someone that wears boxers might have a better experience with them.
5th and 6th, 9th and 10th(?), 11th and 12th(?): Nipples. My nips are rather small and underdeveloped so they aren't suited for being pierced. I'm also a side sleeper and that probably made the healing process a lot worse. They kept oozing lymph fluid because I wasn't taking good care of them (constantly touching them and trying to squeeze the lymph fluid out) and they never seemed to heal so I took them out and instantly regretted it because I had an overwhelming desire to have pierced nipples. I got them pierced a 2nd time for dirt cheap at a tattoo convention but that piercer screwed up the placement for both of them. I got them pierced a third time with great determination, but while they seemed to heal properly with straight barbells, switching them to rings would make them irritate and eventually cause them to start rejecting. I've given up on them for real now. My nips are a bit deformed because of the multiple piercing attempts and I'm sad that I'll never get to have that really sexy look of having nipple rings. Also the nipple piercings were the most painful, especially getting them repierced through the scar(?) tissue. And I would occassionaly bump my nipples against things like door frames and bed posts and it hurt like a motherfucker.
13th, 14th, 15th: Ear cartilege. They definitely hurt more than the ear lobe, but nowhere near as much as the nipples. I'm a side sleeper and I dealt with the healing process by sleeping on a donut pillow. The only thing really worth mentioning is that I have seborhheic dermatitis of the ears and that, combined with the piercings, makes wearing headphones painful if I haven't put lotion in my ears to treat it. It's refreshing to have piercings that simple don't get in the way.
Got my 2nd shot
Posted 4 years agoAnd I'm experiencing the flu symptoms. But I might sleep better than usual because of it.
Journal: Minor depression, boredom, frustration
Posted 5 years agoSo for the past few months, my life has been a cycle of staying up too late (5-7 am), working at an easy, but frustrating and unfulfilling fast food job, and coming home and playing FFXIV (mostly by myself) and/or browsing social media. I still live with my family and they don't bother me or anything, but living with them is inconvenient. They leave their garbage in the washing machine and make getting a good night's sleep impossible, for example. I have a plan for my financial success
(Stock options. Theta-gang strategies are far more woke than any hate-monger on Twitter, and I now want to puke for even touching that subject)
and I have other ideas ready if things don't go my way,
(Taking an online course and becoming an IT support, for example. I'd go computer programming, but I've already failed 3 college classes and hit a brick wall in this non-college online course)
but in the mean time, I'm just doing the same thing over and over and over and over and it's really getting to me. I'm lethargic and irritable at work and completely nonproductive in my down time. What do you even DO for fun, nowadays? Even long before the pandemic, I've never had any idea how to go out and have fun. To quote an old conversation between me and a friend:
Me: "...but anyways, i have people that i can talk to like this, but it's not enough
i want to DO things with people
i want to live like seananners or moopoke
where they actually play videogames together and have a good time
FUCK"
Friend: "yeah that's just the Crux of the modern American age
everyone wants to live like that and nobody is allowed to
by some system or other they're just robbed of this"
Me: "i've tried playing party games [Jackbox, Prop Hunt, etc.] with friends and its like, this isnt actually fun"
Friend: "yeah party games are essentially designed to interrupt a party to try and save it from going south
like party games are not part of the party, they're part of the meta-party which involves holding the party together and keeping the spirit high"
Do I start watching anime? (I finally started watching Neon Genesis Evangelion a few days ago.) Should I buy a sketchbook or splurge on a high end drawing tablet and practice art? Try to learn something new and actually interesting on Skillshare or something? Join a static raid group in FFXIV? Just get drunk? I wish I was free to visit long-distance friends and do things in person with them, like visiting an amusement park or something. (It's why I'm big on the stock market. I don't wanna be a wage slave for all my life.) But it's gonna be a while before I get to that point so is there anything extroverted I can do in the meantime? Or something that just makes me feel alive again?
(Stock options. Theta-gang strategies are far more woke than any hate-monger on Twitter, and I now want to puke for even touching that subject)
and I have other ideas ready if things don't go my way,
(Taking an online course and becoming an IT support, for example. I'd go computer programming, but I've already failed 3 college classes and hit a brick wall in this non-college online course)
but in the mean time, I'm just doing the same thing over and over and over and over and it's really getting to me. I'm lethargic and irritable at work and completely nonproductive in my down time. What do you even DO for fun, nowadays? Even long before the pandemic, I've never had any idea how to go out and have fun. To quote an old conversation between me and a friend:
Me: "...but anyways, i have people that i can talk to like this, but it's not enough
i want to DO things with people
i want to live like seananners or moopoke
where they actually play videogames together and have a good time
FUCK"
Friend: "yeah that's just the Crux of the modern American age
everyone wants to live like that and nobody is allowed to
by some system or other they're just robbed of this"
Me: "i've tried playing party games [Jackbox, Prop Hunt, etc.] with friends and its like, this isnt actually fun"
Friend: "yeah party games are essentially designed to interrupt a party to try and save it from going south
like party games are not part of the party, they're part of the meta-party which involves holding the party together and keeping the spirit high"
Do I start watching anime? (I finally started watching Neon Genesis Evangelion a few days ago.) Should I buy a sketchbook or splurge on a high end drawing tablet and practice art? Try to learn something new and actually interesting on Skillshare or something? Join a static raid group in FFXIV? Just get drunk? I wish I was free to visit long-distance friends and do things in person with them, like visiting an amusement park or something. (It's why I'm big on the stock market. I don't wanna be a wage slave for all my life.) But it's gonna be a while before I get to that point so is there anything extroverted I can do in the meantime? Or something that just makes me feel alive again?
Rabbit or cabbit?
Posted 5 years agoI'm having second thoughts about switching my fursona's species to that rabbit design. My cabbit fursona looks really soft and warm and I really do like it a lot, looking back on all the art I already got of it. Grey fur looks a lot "warmer" than white, and I think of cats as generally more cuddly than rabbits. I stumbled upon a certain cabbit-fursona someone else made and I realized that I don't immediately associate it with Klonoa, so I'm not sure what I should do now. Maybe I can consolidate the two designs together into one? Like, take my cabbit design, give him the skull markings and remove the fluff on the ear tips, but keep the cat eyes and fangs? I'm not sure...
Birthday
Posted 5 years agoIs it just me, or are the years getting shorter...? I don't like this D:
Also I'm 25 now kthx
Also I'm 25 now kthx
It my birfday :U
Posted 6 years agoI'm 24 now!
A cool video
Posted 6 years agoIt's about Jungian psychology and the dangers of not being honest with yourself. I like this video and I think that it's very profound.
I especially relate to the phrase "Most would rather deceive themselves with a blind optimism about the goodness of their nature and, according to Jung, remain a fragmented individual."
"Carl Jung's Philosophy of The Shadow"
https://youtu.be/X-y2DddsWQ8
I especially relate to the phrase "Most would rather deceive themselves with a blind optimism about the goodness of their nature and, according to Jung, remain a fragmented individual."
"Carl Jung's Philosophy of The Shadow"
https://youtu.be/X-y2DddsWQ8
