I have recently heard news that people no longer need invite codes to access Bluesky, so if you want to follow me there, here is the link: https://bsky.app/profile/parkerjarrell.bsky.social

Having autism, I never thought that this moment would happen, but it’s official: I have a boyfriend now. He is known as  Jakepearl13, and he has been a follower of mine for around a year or so now. For many months, we engaged in both SFW and NSFW roleplays on Discord and I eventually found out that he shares many of my sexual interests and fetishes, including ones that are clearly not vanilla, specifically toilet-related fetishes. He has expressed romantic interests with me since around a few months ago, and overtime, I have accepted his romantic interests with me because he is very nice whenever he speaks with me and I love that very much. We sometimes have romantic dates in VRChat from time to time and recently, I point commissioned  Tyrotspacecat to make a romantic piece featuring our sonas. Jake’s sona is a human named Jake, and here is what he looks like: https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/1101957645461635207/1193304788440465579/IMG_5091.jpg?ex=65ac3ab0&is=6599c5b0&hm=7293b474a6d0131dd928febac5dcef743348424a81a98c6c99c7683d2ef35fa2&

This truly is a life-changing moment.

I’m writing you this journal to remind you all that my university’s spring semester will begin on January 8. However, I won’t be returning to my university until the 9th because my stepmother’s father passed away from heart-related issues on the 3rd and I will be attending his funeral on the 8th, the very same day that my semester begins. I already informed my professors about my stepmother’s father’s death and that I will be attending his funeral on the 8th and they understood what happened. I probably won’t be doing art trades until spring break begins, so I will let you know when the time comes.

 shinigami-of-excellence recently received a notice from their landlord stating that they have to leave their apartment by February 29. If they don’t find a home before then, they could face homelessness. You can help them out in their journal: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10774470/

Happy New Year to everyone, and I hope you all have a good year.

It seems that my Bluesky code raffle didn’t get any participants, so I am left with no choice but to end it right now. Instead of a raffle, I will be handing out some Bluesky codes right now to any person who wants them. I currently have 3 codes.

I’m making this journal to remind all of my followers who don’t have a Bluesky account that I am holding a raffle for a chance to get a code to create a Bluesky account. You can check it out here: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10765946/

Yesterday night, a mere 2 days after Christmas, I experienced something that I never experienced before: an hours-long episode of depression. I tried very hard to contain it, but it was no use. I was shivering and sobbing uncontrollably and I couldn’t find out why I was so sad as I had know way of finding an answer. I had no idea if I was developing bipolar disorder or other kind of depression-related disorder. I was sobbing uncontrollably for at least 2 hours and my family was comforting me the whole time and it didn’t stop until my paternal grandfather came to help me calm down. I also normally take medications prescribed to me due to my autism, including one that I recently found out helps with general anxiety and depression, but because my family was so busy during the holiday season, they hadn’t helped me refill my pill box and I hadn’t been taking them. Because I take multiple medications, I have trouble finding the right medications. I also experienced a brief episode today, so I definitely need some help regarding my mental health in this situation and to figure out the ultimate cause of it.

Yes, I am officially holding my very first raffle. This raffle will have me give away Bluesky invite codes to 2 or 3 lucky winners depending on how many codes I currently have. If you want to participate in my raffle, you must do the following actions:
1. You must leave a comment on this journal stating that you would like to participate.
2. You must also make a journal spreading the word about my raffle encouraging others to participate and spread the word.

Before you participate in my raffle, you must also follow these rules:
1. In order to ensure fairness, only people who currently don’t have Bluesky accounts will be eligible to participate; if you already have a Bluesky account, then you can’t participate in my raffle.
2. Do not use alternate accounts that you own on this site to participate in the raffle because that’s cheating and if you get caught, you will automatically be disqualified from the raffle.
3. All people who want to participate in the raffle must be at least 18 years old.

Once you complete these actions and understand the rules, I will respond to your comment stating that you would like to enter the raffle with a number. The last day to enter the raffle will be on New Year’s Eve and the winners will be revealed on New Year’s Day. Lastly, I would like to wish any and all participants in my raffle the best of luck.

Christmas Day has finally arrived and I hope you all enjoy it this year.

Today is Christmas Eve, so I hope you all have a good one this year.

Did you know that Christmas is just one week away? I’m really looking forward to it along with the gifts that I might open up. I also don’t mind if you make me something for Christmas. I also hope that you all have a good Christmas this year.

I have finished the last of my university finals and my Christmas break has started. My break lasts until January 8, so I will have plenty of time to hang out with friends in VRChat and maybe do art trades, but I can’t make any promises on the last part.

I have 4 Bluesky codes that haven’t been used yet, so if you don’t have a Bluesky account yet, feel free to ask for a code and I will send you one. This is a first come first serve, so the first person to leave a comment asking for a code will get the first code. I already used 2 codes, who I privately shared with 2 members of my Discord server.

Happy Thanksgiving to my American watchers.

I recently created an account on Weasyl. You can give me a watch here: https://www.weasyl.com/~eccentriccreature34

I personally enjoy doing art trades with people, but I am pretty picky when it comes to doing trades. Because of this, there are some people that I would personally like to do trades with and others that I am not interested in doing trades with, but there are some people who either simply can’t take or no for an answer or push others into doing a trade despite being able to take no for an answer. I get into quite a lot of pressure and stress when this happens and it isn’t good for my mental health or wellbeing at all, and this gets worse when you include the fact that on some days, I have college classes all day and when I return home, I have the desire to take breaks after finishing any college homework I have. The fact that I am sometimes busy with college-related stuff all day is also the reason why I haven’t made a single drawing in 2 months. I am writing this journal because this happened to me while DM’ing someone on Discord who I only met a few days ago. I would love to get to drawing again, but sometimes, I don’t have enough motivation to do so. My digital anthro art style also isn’t perfect, and I would love to find ways to improve my art style. Because of all the stress and pressure that I experienced today, I would like to inform you all that from now on, I will only do art trades with people who have art styles that I really enjoy and/or I have been friends with for a descent amount of time. If I reject the trade offer, please be mature and move on and do not push me into doing a trade or bitch about it; if you keep on insisting that I do a trade that I am not interested in or feel like doing, you will likely be blocked. I believe that is about time that I put my foot down and inform everyone that not everyone who does art trades are interested in doing them with certain people.

My university’s Thanksgiving break started yesterday, so I may be able to do art trades throughout the break, which will end next Sunday.

 Vickma, an artist who I watch on Fur Affinity, just recently had his home destroyed in a major hurricane that struck his home country of Mexico. Please help him out if you can. Feel free to spread this journal around: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10729526/

Today is Halloween, so I hope you all have a spooktacular time this year.

After joining  Firolina’s new Discord server, I have decided to give my fursona the ability to sometimes become a living and breathing egg factory. In other words, he can now sometimes slowly produce eggs in his belly when he becomes pregnant. The egg production process in his belly can be stimulated by simply rubbing, massaging, or otherwise giving a whole lot of love or worship to his belly. A simple anal insemination is all it takes to get him pregnant or to start an egg production chain reaction along with the pregnancy.

I have finally created a Bluesky account. You can follow me right here: https://bsky.app/profile/parkerjarrell.bsky.social

With Musk’s handling of Twitter getting worse by the day, I have decided to deactivate my Twitter account permanently.
You can still find me on Mastodon: https://mastodon.social/@eccentriccreature34
I also plan on setting up a Bluesky account, and all I need is an invite code and I will be good to go.

My 2023 fall semester at my university will begin tomorrow, and according to my schedule for the semester, Tuesday will be the only day I have off, so I may not be able to do art trades depending on the circumstances I have regarding my work I have for this semester. The semester will end in mid-December.

Today is Vore Day, a day dedicated to the fetish of vore, which is quite popular in the furry fandom.