As the title says, I am not really that happy this year coz

1: My phone's battery is starting to inflate again. Cheep batteries. Therefore I can't draw straight at all. Tried a lot of methods to smoothen it out but then it starts again with a bugging system. I think it's because the battery is slowly dying...

2: the project deadline for the app me and my group is making was moved to February... And we only started making it since December but then was massively changed by a not so friendly teacher. He's shallow minded so we just give him what he wants. Besides it's not like we pay him to actually teach us and be understanding while he's at it right? (Note the sarcasm)

3: My laptop hasn't come this December. My mom got burned while trusting the system of the department of education. This not only caused a delay to my plans of showing you guys what I can really do but also hindered #2 to a very slow pace. So slow I'm struggling to keep up with the demand of my insufferable teacher who isn't even legally a teacher yet. Added he insults us every meeting. What a great guy right!?

Anyway I hope to do better soon coz I can't take this much stress. So I hope you're doing way better than me. And yes I am on a hiatus with art until that god damned laptop is finally here. >=[

Thank you for reading this though. I still love the furry community and hope to one day be a furry myself and not just a furry lover. :D

As the title says, does anyone know any good FA Groups like kink groups, sexual orientation groups, artist type groups and etc.?

A list would be good coz I don't know the list of official FA groups... (´ヘ｀;)

I need them to take down some notes to know where my new account will belong to. Haven't made it yet but the groups setup and preferences list would be nice to decor it up a bit.

I'll let you guys know when I make it coz I'm gonna make an event that's really stupid but gives great prizes.
(∩｀-´)⊃━☆ﾟ.*･｡ﾟ

But please be gentle when I do ... And whatever you do don't try to point a gun at me head coz of it?
(҂‾ -‾)︻デ═一 \(˚▽˚’!)/

*Listening to All Time Low By John Bellion*

A Lot of you may relate to this.

I feel low whenever I visit my own account... I think it's my personality that throws people off. I feel like people just don't want to affiliate themselves with me.

My self-esteem is already damaged and just barely hanging there. My depression is already deep to the point that I can't get over things as easily as I used to anymore.

This is why I feel like I just need to shut up whenever I use this account. That's why I'm changing it when I get my laptop. But I know that even if my art was better... Even if I acted more like myself or just shut up... that none of you will appreciate me or the things I do. I already have this much drama with my own family and I don't need more from the Internet.

So if you're just gonna ask me to make something and flick it off like it was nothing then don't even bother asking me for shit. It hurts the artist's feelings if you don't appreciate what they make for you. I could understand if you payed for it but if it's for free then you'd better do your best to appreciate it or don't bother watching or even contact me ever again. I try my best to please you but it's still worth shit in your eyes.

That's why I'm gonna start blacklisting people. People who I tried my best to make friends or joke around with and just comment a monotoned "lol" and nothing else, then goodbye. When I make a new account I will start fresh and ignore those people who did that. And when I finally become good at what I do and people finally recognize me for what I do and you try to affiliate yourself with me... WELL TOO BAD! YOU HAD YOUR CHANCE!

Coz even if I mention you in my profile and a lot of my work, you still treated me like some kid craving for attention and didn't appreciate the fact that I TRIED! to make friends with you. I TRIED! to get to know you. And you just shut me out. I kept trying to initiate a conversation with you but you didn't even bother to return the conversation and just gave me a "lol"!?!?

Social Network my ass!!!

Look, I'm so sorry if I can't talk Spanish, Portuguese, Russian, Chinese and every other language out there! Coz all I know is English, Tagalog, Kinaray-a, Hiligaynun and Ghasen. And the last one is almost to the point of extinction!

So when I do make that account, don't even try to talk to me coz I'll just ignore you and make you feel how I felt when you did the same to me. I don't often take grudges but you've been doing that shit for far too long. It's time for me to start fresh and new and forget Iever tried to talk to you. It was a waist of my time.

You ask me something and I gave it to you without a hint of hesitation, but for what? You need to understand that if it doesn't take from your pockets that you should give it your time and appreciation. Nothing is ever truly free. Because if it were, then the world would be monotonous. Nothing is worse than breaking an artist's pride. And someone's heart.

And for those who tried to be friends with me, you will forever be precious to me. That's why I'm gonna include you in the comic I'm making in that account.

Sorry if this sounded like some kid with a tantrum but I've been hurting for far too long and just brushed it aside and gave the brightest smile I could. Even when it was raining.

I may sound like a happy kid always making jokes but IRL... I'm depressed to the point where I just want to kill myself already. But don't worry though. I won't go that far. I still have my hopes and dreams. Even if their hanging by a thread, I still have them bright and shining.

Don't worry. You know who you are if I still love you or not.
you're still my Bae master Yuri XD

Now let's get back to our regularly scheduled program of laggy phone VS grounded finger :D

I've decided to start a new and make a new account. One with a less confusing account name.

When my parents finally buy me a good laptop, I'm gonna make that account. I've been practicing a lot in computer cafés but not enough to post coz Internet is not allowed while others are playing league of legends.

I have come to regret that little decision to introduce that game to them and now the addicts swarm every IC they find has that game. And it's almost impossible to find one without and much less those who allow Internet Usage. All I've been doing of late is just use my phone, and it's not the best of devices when it comes to rendering and blending.

But for making a new account, I will still use this to post some drawings and random stuff but my main will be that account. I want to start new, and fresh. You understand that right?

However, I won't mention it on here when I do, you're just gonna have to figure it out for yourselves when you accidentally bump into that account. I'll be sure to make my style even more impressive even to myself in that account. But in that account, I will start to acquire commissions and ych-es.

Also, I will likely become less active here and more there, but will still be active every now and then.

I just found out that I named my character after an anticeptic drug that kills cum...

Here's the link if you want to know the full description
http://www.ndrugs.com/?s=arkonsol

And to say I was slightly disturbed would be an understatement.

Even though it was entirely coincidentally odd maybe deep in my mind I've seen this drug before and my brain managed to pull it to the surface just enough so that I wasn't aware I was using it... As a name... Dafoque!? I need a new and cooler name...

Okay, I have started to test my own skills in drawing to improve my consistency, style, and etc.

In bettering myself I watch and study other people's art and photos so that I can stabilise myself within my artistic world and hopefully finally be able to do the things I couldn't earlier than when I initially started.

Currently, commissions are closed. But everything else is open such as trees and requests. However, I do not like to rush things so it might take long.

I just Update this journal whenever there are changes
Last Update: June 24, 2014


I just made my Paypal account and i am ready to receive money if they want to commission me! :D

However, i have not yet verified this account and have not yet registered a Card or a bank account so... if anything happens to the money after i receive it will not be your fault! I am still testing the fluidity of Paypal


List:
0  wolfwingx (event) Done
1st  Aless_TheTiger (event) Done
2nd  3DDotNikkiWolf (event) Done
3rd DA User (paying) in queue (estimated time: pending) 25% done
4th  yuri-futaba (event) in queue (estimated time: Pending) 25%done
5th  Soren_Ashe (commission) in queue (estimated time: Pending)
6th  RMPSI (request) in queue (estimated time: Pending)

Stat curiosity:

Status:

Commissions: Open

Trades: Open

Requests: Open only for long time friends starting on june 24 2014

JUST SEND ME A NOTE




(How to)

Commissions are $5 (USD) full colored with sketch

Full colored without sketch is still the same price
Sketch without colored is still the same price

(these will be made with the same methods as of the current style.)
(The duration of the making will vary depending on the list.)

But by adding an extra $1 (USD) you can be moved up by 1 spot through the list
until you reach second place unless the 1st is still 0% then you can move up to 1st place
and then i will do your commission first

Trades and requests can not move up unless it is important or from a long time friend

if it is 15% Done it means that the drawing or line art is done and ready to be scanned.
the rest of the percentage is the coloring.

The the usual duration of a pic is 2 to 3 weeks... hey i have a life other than this one! :3

You own both the sketch and the painted version of the ordered pic. Why? because i'm not satisfied if you aren't. :3

Teasers or unfinished versions are what you do not own because they will be deleted from my account after the finished version is done.
They are just for confirmations if you like the design or not.


Note: Only payed commissions will be valued greatly and made with more detail!

I just Update this whenever there are changes
Last Update: May 29, 2014


I just made my Paypal account and i am ready to receive money if they want to commission me! :D
To Send me money just send it to either one of these two:
Edge[zero]Distruction@yahoo.com (primary)
KasilagSilver[at]yahoo.com (my secondary)

However, i have not yet verified this account and have not yet registered a Card or a bank account so... if anything happens to the money after i receive it will not be your fault! I am still testing the fluidity of Paypal

(How to)

Commissions are $5 (USD) full colored with sketch

Full colored without sketch is not possible
Sketch without colored is not possible



(these will be made with the same methods as of the current style.)
(The duration of the making will vary depending on the list.)

But by adding an extra $1 (USD) you can be moved up by 1 spot through the list
until you reach second place unless the 1st is still 0% then you can move up to 1st place
and then i will do your commission first


List:
0  SirPaultheIII Done
1st  wolfwingx (event) 15% Done (estimated time: 3 weeks Give or take)
2nd  Aless_TheTiger (event) 15% Done (estimated time: 5 weeks Give or take)
3rd  3DDotNikkiWolf (event) 15% Done (estimated time: 7 weeks Give or take)
4th DA User (paying) in queue (estimated time: Pending)
5th  yuri-futaba (event) in queue (estimated time: Pending)
6th  RMPSI (request) in queue (estimated time: Pending)

Stat curiosity:

Status
Commissions: Open
Trades: Open
Requests: Open


if it is 15% Done it means that the drawing or line art is done and ready to be scanned.
the rest of the percentage is the coloring.

The the usual duration of a pic is 2 to 3 weeks... hey i have a life other than this one! :3

You own both the sketch and the painted version of the ordered pic. Why? because i'm not satisfied if you aren't. :3

Teasers or unfinished versions are what you do not own because they will be deleted from my account after the finished version is done.
They are just for confirmations if you like the design or not.

COMMISSIONS ARE NOW FREE! with the same amount of detail as my current art!
however be careful and hurry because there are only 5 spots for this! :3
just reply on this or note me!
First Come First Serve!

FULL

OK in good will i will make Icons for all who want some i only make GIF icons and PNG art!