Whee, i dont ever make journals, i poke around here a bit, but never update til now.
I had a Cancer scare earlier this year after being unable to donate plasma at my local center to keep up on bills
Family doc wrote i have PolyCythemia. which is thick blood. but didnt clarify it was NOT PolyCythemia Vera, which is a Cancer of the bone marrow
so , because of this i kept falling further and further behind bills, barely keeping things treading while trying to get in to my Blood Oncologist to straighten this out.
During this time my jeeps front wheels fucked up, the speed sensors on both fronts blew. so it kept kicking into limp mode. 15 mph maximum with no oomf
i was able to scratch together money for replacement sensors, and then the first snapped when extracting old. i managed to get it out and got the new one installed or so i thought.
on working on the other side, that one snapped too, but instead of a nub i could snag and pull free, it broke inside the wheel hub. trying to drill it out worked a bit, untill it shattered a large chunk fell into the hub bearing. the Sealed hub bearing.
so i had to setup a gofund me to afford the car part for that side and to help recover bills due to shutoff coming due. i had a little success, was able to get and install the part. then the first side fucked again, its not reading right so i had to pick up another hub and am awaiting the tools to get it done at this time.

If you, or anyone you know is willing to chip in to give a little assistance to me in this trying time i would be most appreciated. anything given helps and is being dumped either into my jeep so i can get around to what i need to. or pay off my bills and catch me back up onto my paws


https://gofund.me/6dd4d5e8 my link to the gofundme. anything helps

You see what looks like a slightly chubby pink vixen with white markings.
When you look at her a little more you figure out it's a Taomon, a pink taomon
with not a stitch on her. Her large body on display fully. Her cherry red
nipples and fluffy furred folds and dark pink inner flesh fully visible
Her face is partially masked with a yellow fox mask you find at a festival
complete with ears despite her own long sharp ears. The mask covers the eyes and
forehead but her muzzle is uncovered by it. The vixen's body is sortof heavy,
not fat by any means but does have some curves to it as her hips are very wide
and her breasts heavy.
As she moves she wobbles with her slight belly bulge and her thick tail
counterbalances when she walks. Her thighs are like her hips, thick and
matronly looking. Her eyes tell a story of training her kits and possibly
grandkits in the art of submission. Around her neck is a simple red collar with
a strawberry shaped tag with the name 'Berry' on it and underneath a fox's head
with two flames around it.

Eon Vulpix Male
Looking over this creature you see a few things about them. First off is that they are vulpine in appearance, quite red, somewhere between Candy Apple Red and Fire Engine Red.

First is his face, bright large brown eyes look around and back at you. Next is his cute little muzzle,the tip capped with a little black triangle. His pointed ears perk, flicking like radar dishes to pick up any sounds. Between those ears you see a set of curls, the ruby headfur curled back, looking like a swiss cake roll or a few honey buns stuck together.

Down his small four foot form you see his chest and arms, his chest a little plump and highly fluffy, his arms cubbish with their plumpness, his paws somewhat oversized for his form. Down his belly you see the fluff continue,his tummy a bit on the plump side. Leading down further comes his sheath, the little tube a inch across and perhaps four inches long, further you see his legs, each fluffy and very plump, the cubfat still clinging to his form.

Down his legs they end in a pair of thick paws, the pads of them silky soft and frequently damp with sweet scented sweat. Moving behind him you see his tails, each three foot long lenght nice and puffy, the end curled into a tight bun shape just like his headfluff. Following the tails you see they merge into a single highly sensitive base, under which is his hot little buns and snug little hole.

Eon Vulpix Herm
Looking over this creature you see a few things about them. First off is that they are vulpine in appearance, quite red, somewhere between Candy Apple Red and Fire Engine Red, and a few inches over three feet tall.

First is her face, bright large brown eyes look around and back at you. Next is her cute little muzzle, the tip capped with a little black triangle. Her rounded ears perk, flicking like radar dishes to pick up any sounds. Between those ears you see a set of curls, the ruby headfur curled back, looking like a swiss cake roll or a few honeybuns stuck together.

Down her small form you see her chest, its mass of white fluff unable to conceal the (for her size) massive C-cup bust, jiggling a little with her step. Her arms show a little bit of muscle-tone, suggesting something of a feral or otherwise active lifestyle, and her hands seem slightly oversized as some kits' are. The white fluff continues but thins out down her torso, over a stomach showing just a little bit of chub, down onto her little mound, where rests a proportionally-large sheath, displaying the vixen's dual nature. Both it and the snug-looking slit below seem swollen slightly evidently the small one's either a little excited to be nude or starting to need something...

Further down you see hir legs, fluffy and red, their shape confirming that hir cubfat is mostly but not entirely gone. Each of them ends in a digitigrade foot, slightly oversized like hir hands, the pads of them silky soft and frequently damp with sweet-scented sweat. From behind hir often show hir tails, each about three-foot long and very fluffy, the ends curled into a tight bun shape just like hir hair, merging most of the way down into a single sensitive stalk.


Eon vulpix Fem
Looking over this creature you see a few things about them. First off is that they are vulpine in appearance, quite red, somewhere between Candy Apple Red and Fire Engine Red. First is her face, bright large brown eyes look around and back at you. Next is her cute little muzzle,the tip capped with a little black triangle. Her rounded ears perk, flicking like radar dishes to pick up any sounds. Between those ears you see a set of curls, the ruby headfur curled back, looking like a swiss cake roll or a few honeybuns stuck together.

Down her small three foot tall form you see her chest and arms, her chest a little plump and highly fluffy, no real bust shown just yet, her arms cubbish with their plumpness, her paws somewhat oversized for her form, made for a somewhat taller vulpix. Down her belly you see the fluff continue while thinning out , her tummy a bit on the plump side. Leading down further comes her little mound, the snug little vulva swollen slightly, further you see her legs, each fluffy and very plump, the cubfat still clinging to her form.

Down her legs they end in a pair of thick paws, the pads of them silky soft and frequently damp with sweet scented sweat. Moving behind her you see her tails, each three foot long lenght nice and puffy and very fluffy, the end curled into a tight bun shape just like his headfluff. Following the tails you see they merge into a single highly sensitive base, under which is her hot little buns and snug little hole.


Eon Ninetales Herm
Looking at this fur, the first thing you see is a mass of silky red cream fur and, after a few moments of watching, you can make out the details a little better. The individual is about seven feet tall, maybe a little taller, of a busty build and, looking a bit more after taking a step back, you find this is a herm vixen.

Looking down hir nude body, you find everything is in its place--hir silky ears atop his head, bright solid crimson eyes staring at you though, every now and then and, when shi cools down, they become normal eyes--though with chocolate brown irises
Farther down, you spot hir buxom chest, the silky fluff soft and measuring in at least a 40DD/E cup and under this pair, are two more of a near equal size and a third smaller pair for six breasts in all, under these hefty mammaries is a slit across hir belly, within it its seems this sune has been given a almost marsupial style pouch with various items within it, or a lucky pup or small rider under two feet getting carried, going a little further by feel, hir trim body has quite modest curves.

A bit farther south, you see hir silky fluffed groin and bottom, the herm's shape sticking to vulpine standards, having a modestly large sheath eight inches long attached to hir crotch, the tube a good inch and a half, maybe two, thick. Going down a few inches, hir mound is quite visible due to the lack of extra external genitals, the tight vulva promising a very tight fit to anyone who gets that close to hir.

Behind hir nine thick and massive tails sway, each tip ending with a different color, going from white at one end, then pink, red, orange, yellow, green, blue, purple then black on the other. Finally, going down from hir nice bottom, you see shi has nice plump thighs and legs, each tapering down to end in a large digigrade paw.


Eon Chakittysune Herm
This young chakat seems somewhat chubby, although hir cream-colored fur is so fluffy, it's hard to tell how much of that is hir body and how much is just fluff. Hir lavender hair seems to have a life of it's own the long tresses not lying against hir neck and back, but arcing back from hir head like a pastel flame.

Hir blue eyes shine with an unearthly radiance that seems to pierce straight through you, indicating that shi might be more that meets the eye. Hir pink nose looks absolutely adorable above hir smiling mouth. Standing about four feet tall, shi's obviously relatively young, despite the soft swell of hir breasts on each side of hir luxuriously fluffy chest ruff, hir nipples visible as little bumps in hir fur on each breast.

Another atypical feature of the young chakat are different-colored "socks" and "gloves" markings on hir paws, as well as the seemingly mismatched ears: Hir left ear is coal black, while the right is snow white. Hir hands are likewise mismatched, the left being ocean blue, while the right is blazing red. This dichotomy continues with hir paws, with the forepaws being pink on the left and orange on the right, while the hindpaws are yellow and green. Hir three bushier-than-normal tails seems to have gotten in on the action as well, being tipped with deep purple fur.

Hir lower torso is even fluffier, hir sheath showing as only a dip in the lush fur on hir belly and between hir legs. The fur there looks so soft, you can only imagine what it might be like to run your fingers through it. Hir femsex, on the other hand, is almost devoid of fur, proudly displaying the smooth, pink labia of hir cunny.


Eon Citra-Taur female
The sounds of soft footfalls catch your eyes. As you look, you see what looks likes a foxtaur come walking up, but she is a bit different. She is sleek, as she looks around and then it dawns on you that She is a Citra-taur, or rather a Citrus-taur to be exact. She stands only about 4'6" from her paws on the ground to the tips of her ears. her lemon yellow fur covers her entire body, looking thick, and silky, moving in the wind. her bright red eyes look out and about. She has a smile on her face, her long muzzle with the fox capes on her cheeks.

The fur on top of her head is cut short and groomed as is all of her fur. The fur on her ears and the tip of her tail is a dark lemon custard color. As she stands there looking around, there is a black collar around her neck, with a tag that hangs down. On it, it states, "Eon, pet of xxxxx, please return if she is lost." her slender shoulders move down to her arms and paws.

you notice that the fur on her paws and foot paws are covered in goldenrod colored fur, giving her the appearance of having socks and gloves on. As he sniffs the air through her black nose, you see her chest move as she breaths deeply. her black nipples stick out from under her fur, capping large breasts that are filled with a rich creamy milk. her upper body flows down to her lower taur part. Like a fox, it is lithe and thin, but her legs show muscular development as if she does squats with weights on a regular basis.

She moves on 4 broad paws and slowly moves. As she passes by you, you see her large fluffy tail plumped up. When she moves her tail you see her black puckered anal ring, looking like her owner trains her on a regular basis. Below that you see her puffy vulva, the black rimmed lips hiding dusky flesh looking at her, her tail dropping to cover her self if you sniff.


Strawberry Moogle Fem
A dark red blur catches your eye as you scan the room. As you take a closer look, it first appears to be a giant strawberry, still seeming to ripen, along with a smaller one dangling from it's 'head'? Seeming to have a head, you take another look and see it is really a fluffy moogle. Its dark red fur speckles, almost appearing to be in downward dashes, no wonder why you though it was a strawberry. Looking a bit more, you seem to see that those unripened areas are just where its inner fur is pink... still holding the same speckled pattern as before.

With all this attention you seem to be giving it, she looks back, and smirks. With a wave, your attention is brought to her face once more. You determine it is a girl as her face seems a bit rounder than narrow, only helping shrink that already small muzzle of hers. Her hair seems energtic, yet dark, as it takes a nice green color, resembling almost a leafy look, only to play with your eyes some more. Her eyes take just a bit lighter green color from her hair, fitting the cute look, looking into your eyes with the big, round, puffy own. With a flick of her large triangluar ears. You wonder how you missed them before, but they do seem to match the pattern of her fur, with a dark red on the outside, and a lighter pink on the inside. While up this high you notice more of her little dangling 'attachment'. With a curl along length, it finishes with what appears to be a very ripe strawberry. It seems to be moist, and even like it is a real strawberry as it twirls every now and then.

She lowers her paw to her hip, giving you a look over her narrowing arms and thin paws, as they pulling your eyes down to look over her body. Once passing her slightly stocky, and short neck, your gaze falls upon her chest, where you get your second hint that she is a she. Her adolescent has finally hit, and it seems that it is still working on her as she is just starting to develop all of her curves. Her breasts are starting to slowly bud, and her nipples seem to be pointing out just a bit, black in color like her speckles, but shorter in length giving them away... As you finally draw your attention away from her upper chest, your eyes fall on to her narrowing waist, and slightly widing hips, her womanly figure slightly taking shape.

As you look farther down, she seems not to be covering anything at all, her fur doing most of the work anyways. Her last clue of her sexuality, is answered by her soft puffy mound, seeming to drip very lightly, but thick fluids, almost like jam. Around her mound though is a mark, in the shape of, well, a strawberry, maybe hinting something you have already determined. Finally as your view goes southward, you can see her thighs are still some what thick, but starting to narrow down. Still going down, her legs seemed to have already thinned out much more, giving her a more point down look, she seems really to be modeled almost like a strawberry in many ways. Her feet seem petite, but sturdy, holding up this cute little moogle.

She smirks as she sees you are finished looking over her front half only to spin around slowly, giving you a view over her back. First to catch your eyes back here, is her dark green wings, seeming to look like leaves cut into the pattern of wings, and even looking to small for flight. The second eye catcher is her bushy bunny-like tail, a dark green seeming to match the other green fur on her body. She wags it a bit in excitement, showing off her tight pink pucker every now and then.

She finishes with her spin, only to end up facing you once more, that smirk still on her face. She gives you a wink, almost letting you know, she is ripe enough to meet. moogle type, by papaya kitty - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3303437/


Strawberry Chakat herm
What you have before you is a very lovely vision of a feletaur. But not just any kind, no. This one is a chakat. A true hermaphrodite, shi does have the benefits of both genders. We'll get to those in a moment. Shi stands at nearly four feet tall, and that body is covered with soft ruby red, with a lighter bubble gum pink shade running down hir front and along hir underbelly and speckled with black and yellowish teardrop shaped spots. Shi has a length of emerald hair running down to hir mid-upper back, looking like it's well cared for.

Hir upper body is similar to that of your average anthro feline. Hir endowments are fairly average for hir species, being nice enough for a handful and a half, but nothing that would make a person stop and stare. Aside from the fact that shi doesn't bother to wear anything over them. Now why in the world would she? Hir kind are a proud species and see no reason to cover up what nature gave them.

Hir lower body is much like that of a very large non-anthro cat, being four legs and paws and a lovable tail. Shi wears nothing to cover hirself, though there's not much that's not already naturally covered. If one decided to be a bit naughty and take a peek at hir bits, shi does have a handsome sheath running between hir hindlegs, no visible sac, and up underneath the tail is hir female folds. Then she slaps you with hir tail, grinning, and sits back on hir haunches and crosses arms over hir chest, though not in a modest way, "Like what you see?" Prrrr.


Strawberry Renamon MILF fem
Standing before you is a rather uncommon sight indeed. She is a Renamon, a rather rare battle focused species of fox from another dimension in time and space. What she is doing here is unknown but she looks like she has been here for a while, at least long enough to settle down. For one, she looks like a vixen but has distinct differences.

For one, her head is very angular, the sides of her head seem to fluff out due to her long thin ears that reach out back and tufts of fur on the back of her muzzle along the back of her jaw, and her head tapering to a thin and narrow point at the end of her muzzle, a black pointed nose pad at the tip. This gives her the appearance of a triangular shaped head. Next you notice that her eyes are black with small yellow pupils with little black slit iris.

Right under her eyes are little marks that run in a shallow w shape. Another thing that sets her apart is that her shoulders sport three long appendages from each shoulder that protrude back and out. Its hard to tell if they are composed of flesh or fur. Looking down she has long purple fingerless gloves that reach from her paw up to her shoulder, each glove sporting a yin-yang design on the back of the paw. She also has only 3 fingers on each paw, 2 thick fingers and a thumb, each with a thick black nail claw.

These things set her apart from other vixens but what sets her apart from other Renamons is her fur color. Rather then yellow fur with white trim, she has a strawberry pink colored fur with white trim. She also sports a mark on her hip that appears to be a strawberry.
She appears to have settled in for the long run and has been here quite a while as she looks like her fighting days are behind her. Standing at 5 feet even her appearance would lead you to guess she is probably anywhere from her late 20s to late 30s. Her face is a little worn with age but mostly in good ways, a laugh line here and a there, nothing drastic.

Her body looks pleasantly plumpfrom her age and more recent years of inactivity, though she is still young enough that her curves dont sag and her skin is still tight on her frame. Her arms look like they are not as muscle defined as they used to be even under those silk gloves. Her bust, which used to be hidden under her large white fluff of chest fur, now is probably to big for most bras. Her breasts are massive for her small frame, and would be big even on a fem many feet taller than her, her bust something between a G and an F cup, swollen with age but still firm and able to stand opposing gravity.

Despite being able to stand firm on her chest instead of sitting like sand bags, they still jiggle and wobble invitingly with every breath she takes, her nipples standing out from the orbs, looking as if they might start dripping milk any moment from now. Her belly is not as flat as a younger rena, sporting a little bit of plumpness on her belly, though its greatly offset by her large breasts shadowing it.

Even if her waist is not as slim as it used to, her hips are a lot wider and provide a good contrast. Her hips show she probably has had a pup or two during her stay here, good and wide child bearing hips that rival the width of her shoulders. On the back end of her she has an ass that probably makes it difficult to get down hallways without getting it pinched or slapped.

Apparently years of inactivity and lots of sweets has added a lot of flesh back there, each of her rump cheeks like a globe, appearing firm but soft enough to jiggle lewdly with each step she takes, or just jiggling whenever she moves at all.

Taking you eyes away from it long enough allows you to see her tail, a very large and fluffy appendage that moves with a life of its own. Her hips lead down to her thighs, thick though enough muscles remaining that they dont jiggle at all when she walks though both look soft and inviting. Her legs eventually slim down to digigrade ankles and foot pads. All and all the female looks like a nice retired Rene just looking for some relaxation, a good time, and possibly a few sweet treats.

today, 3-31-11 my dad died at about 4:20 am, he was fine, then seems to have the hiccups then went limp in his chair and stopped breathing, we tried to revive him, as did the ambulance and the hospital, but sadly he was confirmed dead within the hour, he leaves behind my mum, me, three brothers of mine, a little sister, his one remaining brother and his mother, my grandmum. for the next few days im quite sure im going to be extreamly depressed and hope that people can help me thru this horrid time.

for those who wish to know, what we think it was is a embolism or stroke from a bloodclot in his main thoratic vein that he was on blood thinners for the past 3 months and finaly taken off. what is most depressing is he beat a heart attack, stroke, and just this past summer he beat throat cancer and had all the tubes fully out last month with the wounds fully healed. he has been complaining somewhat about some difficulty breathing but was seeing his doctor about the small ammount of scar tissue in his throat.

Eon 2021 9041 8999
please give me your name and friend codes, looking for people to play against, also those with breeding starters, i would love if someone has a starter egg to trade, or a low level starter, started with snivy here, tho its a male >.> and no ditto to breed him with yet

~~~~~~~~~EEVEE~~~~~~~
[x] You are cute
[x] You love to play
[x] You don't like getting into fights
[ ] You hate the darkness or you are afraid of it
[ ] You have a best friend forever
[x] You love your best friend very much
[ ] You usually don't lie
[ ] You don't say bad words
[ ] Most people love you
[ ] You are youngest of all your siblings
[x] You like to wish upon a star
[x] You have a lots of stuffed animals
TOTAL: 6

~~~~~~~~~VAPOREON~~~~
[ ] You can swim
[ ] You go to swimming pool at least one time a week
[x] You hate racism
[x] Someone has said that you are hot
[ ] You are very social
[ ] You don't spend more than 2 hours on the computer or TV
[x] You enjoy sleeping
[ ] You know most of your neighbors' names
[ ] You can speak in another language than English.
[ ] You visit social places (11:30. At the track. BE THERE!)
[ ] People call you a "smiley face"
[ ] You LOVE spending time in the water
TOTAL: 3

~~~~~~~~~~~JOLTEON~~~~
[ ] You are a street kid
[x] You have been in an accident
[ ] You usually get into street fights
[ ] Your favorite kind of music is rap
[x] You have been shocked by electricity
[ ] You seriously need to get a life.
[ ] People say you're too egoistical
[ ] You have tried gangsta style
[ ] You try to be really cool
[ ] You really want someone
[ ] Last thing you did before you sit on computer was meeting with someone.
[ ] You hate something right now
TOTAL: 2

~~~~~~~~~~~~FLAREON
[x] You are kind of a hothead
[x] People try to calm you down
[x] When you want something, you won't stop until you get it.
[x] You are seriously waiting for something right now (Winter Break!!!)
[x] You annoy people
[x] You like cartoon villains more than heroes
[x] You would like to have red eyes.
[x] You were born in summer or spring
[x] You can think of crazy things
[x] You have burned something
[x] Things around you are stupid
[x] You don't like your life at a moment
----TOTAL: 12

~~~~~~~~~~~~ESPEON
[x] You believe in magic
[ ] Your first boyfriend/girlfriend dumped you
[x] You really love someone
[ ] You believe in love at first sight
[x] You haven't tried to smoke,drugs or drink alcohol (have drank before, not often tho)
[ ] You are a goody-goody......
[ ] ......or average
[ ] You get injured easily
[x] People don't really get you
[ ] You MUST do something right now
[ ] You are like a psychic
[ ] You have a great sight
TOTAL: 4

~~~~~~~~~~~~UMBREON
[x] You love the dark.
[x] You like to wear/see/use the color black.
[x] Glow in the dark stickers are cool.
[x] You are sometimes thought of as evil by your appearance.
[x] You look out for yourself at times.
[x] You have or would like to have a umbreon in your pokemon games.
[x] You are terrifyingly silent.
[ ] You have eyes that make people timid or afraid.
[x] You have helped or been helped by someone but never said 'you're welcome' or 'thank you'.
[x] You are somewhat of a loner.
[x] You love to go out in the night.
[ ] You have excellent vision in dark places.
TOTAL: 10

~~~~~~~~~~~~LEAFEON
[x] Fall or spring is one of your favorite seasons.
[ ] You adore the color green.
[ ] You love flowers but choose not to pick them.
[ ] Clean, green and pristine is your way of life.
[ ] Animals adore you and you adore them.
[ ] You are a very peaceful person.
[ ] You care deeply for anyone even if you do not know them at all.
[ ] You enjoy long walks in nature or the woods.
[ ] You are a vegetarian.
[x] Your eyes are or you wish for them to be green.
[x] You really can't stand cold days.
[ ] People really love to be around you.
TOTAL: 3

~~~~~~~~~~~~GLACEON
[ ] Winter days are your favorite seasons.
[ ] Cold weathers don't phase you with or without a jacket.
[ ] You have or wish to have amazingly snow white or light blue eyes.
[ ] You live in a place where it's cold all year round.
[ ] Hot days are your most hated time of any week.
[ ] You don't mind cold foods.
[ ] You have once used a cold joke during cold times.
[ ] You adore very much the color white.
[ ] You take long walks in the snow.
[ ] You have a cold personality.
[ ] People can't really call onto you for sympathy.
[ ] You have heard the song Cold by Crossfade.
TOTAL: 0

im a flareon by this, tho firetype fits, but dark is a close second ^^