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General | Posted 6 years agoHello my dear friendos!
I'm wondering how many artists who watch me here?
I'll never really know, but what I was going to ask is;
What do you do when you have an art block? What's your best way to get rid of it?
I know many artists have art blocks on different levels
and everyone has different ways of handling it,
and I'm just very curious on how you guys cope with it!
Thank you .Very affordable and beautiful YCHs!!
General | Posted 6 years agoHey! <3
My rl friend 
MercyToNoOne has a few gorgeous YCHs up!
You should totally check them out!
YCH 1: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/32951791/
YCH 2: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/33005272/
YCH 3: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/33007528/
Want your character(s) in these awesome poses? Then what are ya waiting for! <3
Also give her a watch, her work is so good and keeps getting better!
MercyToNoOneRestart
General | Posted 6 years agoHello guys, long time no journal!
I'm here to share some thoughts. So if you don't care about this stuff, feel free to ignore.
I just want to share my thougts with you, so maybe it will help you guys to get to know me better, yanno.
Alright so, I've had this icky feeling for so long. So many years, on and off! The feeling of wanting to re-start myself. Sounds weird? Yep I think it's weird.
To further explain what I mean; this feeling can happen with me everywhere. In art, in games, in myself even. Like, I start something the first time,
I go for it, I work hard to get somewhere, I lose a lot of battles but keep trying, I reach somewhere higher, and then get to the point where I wanna just end and re-start.
Why do I have this feeling? I have no clue. Maybe that's why I have a problem with who is my fursona, and better yet, who I am. I don't really know. Now, I'm not wanting
to make this sound like a vent, not my intention, just sharing a bit of my complicated brain with yall. So the thing is, I have this feeling with myself again now. I wanna re-start.
I just wish I could erase who I've shown myself to be online, just disappear and come back as a brand new me. It sounds dumb, I dunno if any of you have had this feeling before,
but like I'm so troubled sometimes. This is not a plan or something that will happen, hopefully. Because deep down I like where I am. I've worked so hard. I don't want to waste it.
I just think I need some time. And when you first appear online and gain your following with your content, you simply cannot erase who you've been showed off to be, I know this.
Even if I did start anew, again, I would still have people recognizing my art or characters. "Oh yeah thats her!", you know?
It's not possible to re-start like that. Don't get me wrong, I adore when you guys recognize my work and even me. It shows how much you really pay attention to my work,
and I'm always grateful for that. What I'm trying to say is that I'm still a work in progress. We all are at one point, aren't we? And I do mistakes too, just like everyone else.
I have people who like me for who I am, people who support me, even people who love me. And, I have people who hate me. We can't please everybody, and we can't like everybody.
A lot of us meet on good terms, and some on bad terms. It's all natural. If you've met me on my bad side and want to dislike me for that, then that's perfectly okay. We all go through this.
I do know though, that I'm not a intentionally bad person. I try to make those around me happy. But I do mistakes too, and that's okay! We can't keep chopping off each other's heads for
not getting along. We are all different. I'm typing this to heal myself at this moment too, because I do tend to often forget that I'm human too. And I have the right to feel sad or confused just
like everybody else. I am not so good at multitasking, and I'm especially not good at chatting or keeping up with people via talk. I am a unsocial introvert, and it takes a lot of my energy to
just chat with people. I know that not everyone understands this, and still want to point the gun to my head for not speaking much, but I really can't keep pushing myself to try and make
many people like me. We can't. If you don't like me because I don't chat often with you, then I'm afraid we cannot be friends. We don't match.
I connect with my people through art and posts rather than PMs. And I don't talk to many regularily anymore, exactly because I don't have the energy to.
I just wish you guys just wanted to try to understand this. I also get quickly confused and stressed. I don't want to place a blame on my diagnosis, but I have ADD, and I get easily
distracted and stressed. A lot of stuff takes up my energy because there's chaos in my head. So I see now that trying to make over 1000 people happy and like me at the same time,
it just doesn't work. If you can do this, you're a real superhero. Sadly, I'm not. Okay, so this happens a lot when I write this deep things, that more subjects than one just pops in as I write,
but when I start, I can't stop sharing my thoughts.
I'm having difficulty connecting to myself. To make myself stronger. Because the last thing I want to do is upset someone. Many times I have upset people without even realizing it. I never
ever mean to upset anyone, even if they're in the wrong too. But as I said, we all have our good and bad sides. If you get on my bad side and push my buttons, then this is what you'll get.
I have to stop beating myself up over upsetting people. If they've brought it on themselves, it's their problem, not mine. And therefore I should try and forget. But however if I hurt someone without realizing and without being pushed, I deeply apologize for it. I am really trying here.
If you like me, and understand that I need my boundaries and time, then I am ever so grateful and I cherish you so much, you are so close to my heart. Thank you.
If you don't, it's completely fine. Then I just hope that you are adult enough to keep it to yourself. We can only hope. Though over all these years, I've realized that people online are
so mean and many only have bad intentions, so I can't be 100% sure. You see, I have paranoia, and I always think that behind my back, people hate or are trying to make others hate me. I always think someone is out to get me, one way or another. I know that's most likely not the case, but my paranoia is literally fcking with my head, and rises my anxierty to 100.
I know that you guys, the people online will most likely never really know me, because I don't fully open up to you. I don't fully open up to anyone, online or irl.
But I hope at least some of you have learned a little bit more about me. These are my bad habits. I hope I can share some of my good sides soon too.
Thanks for reading this hurricane of a journal, and I hope I didn't lose too many of you in these words.
I truly hope you can learn how I am and see what a total mess I am sometimes.
Now, I've decided not to be talking to anyone other than about commissions. I've decided to run this business and not open myself much to anyone online, other than these rare journals. For now.
I just hope it's understandable, thank you.
I'm here to share some thoughts. So if you don't care about this stuff, feel free to ignore.
I just want to share my thougts with you, so maybe it will help you guys to get to know me better, yanno.
Alright so, I've had this icky feeling for so long. So many years, on and off! The feeling of wanting to re-start myself. Sounds weird? Yep I think it's weird.
To further explain what I mean; this feeling can happen with me everywhere. In art, in games, in myself even. Like, I start something the first time,
I go for it, I work hard to get somewhere, I lose a lot of battles but keep trying, I reach somewhere higher, and then get to the point where I wanna just end and re-start.
Why do I have this feeling? I have no clue. Maybe that's why I have a problem with who is my fursona, and better yet, who I am. I don't really know. Now, I'm not wanting
to make this sound like a vent, not my intention, just sharing a bit of my complicated brain with yall. So the thing is, I have this feeling with myself again now. I wanna re-start.
I just wish I could erase who I've shown myself to be online, just disappear and come back as a brand new me. It sounds dumb, I dunno if any of you have had this feeling before,
but like I'm so troubled sometimes. This is not a plan or something that will happen, hopefully. Because deep down I like where I am. I've worked so hard. I don't want to waste it.
I just think I need some time. And when you first appear online and gain your following with your content, you simply cannot erase who you've been showed off to be, I know this.
Even if I did start anew, again, I would still have people recognizing my art or characters. "Oh yeah thats her!", you know?
It's not possible to re-start like that. Don't get me wrong, I adore when you guys recognize my work and even me. It shows how much you really pay attention to my work,
and I'm always grateful for that. What I'm trying to say is that I'm still a work in progress. We all are at one point, aren't we? And I do mistakes too, just like everyone else.
I have people who like me for who I am, people who support me, even people who love me. And, I have people who hate me. We can't please everybody, and we can't like everybody.
A lot of us meet on good terms, and some on bad terms. It's all natural. If you've met me on my bad side and want to dislike me for that, then that's perfectly okay. We all go through this.
I do know though, that I'm not a intentionally bad person. I try to make those around me happy. But I do mistakes too, and that's okay! We can't keep chopping off each other's heads for
not getting along. We are all different. I'm typing this to heal myself at this moment too, because I do tend to often forget that I'm human too. And I have the right to feel sad or confused just
like everybody else. I am not so good at multitasking, and I'm especially not good at chatting or keeping up with people via talk. I am a unsocial introvert, and it takes a lot of my energy to
just chat with people. I know that not everyone understands this, and still want to point the gun to my head for not speaking much, but I really can't keep pushing myself to try and make
many people like me. We can't. If you don't like me because I don't chat often with you, then I'm afraid we cannot be friends. We don't match.
I connect with my people through art and posts rather than PMs. And I don't talk to many regularily anymore, exactly because I don't have the energy to.
I just wish you guys just wanted to try to understand this. I also get quickly confused and stressed. I don't want to place a blame on my diagnosis, but I have ADD, and I get easily
distracted and stressed. A lot of stuff takes up my energy because there's chaos in my head. So I see now that trying to make over 1000 people happy and like me at the same time,
it just doesn't work. If you can do this, you're a real superhero. Sadly, I'm not. Okay, so this happens a lot when I write this deep things, that more subjects than one just pops in as I write,
but when I start, I can't stop sharing my thoughts.
I'm having difficulty connecting to myself. To make myself stronger. Because the last thing I want to do is upset someone. Many times I have upset people without even realizing it. I never
ever mean to upset anyone, even if they're in the wrong too. But as I said, we all have our good and bad sides. If you get on my bad side and push my buttons, then this is what you'll get.
I have to stop beating myself up over upsetting people. If they've brought it on themselves, it's their problem, not mine. And therefore I should try and forget. But however if I hurt someone without realizing and without being pushed, I deeply apologize for it. I am really trying here.
If you like me, and understand that I need my boundaries and time, then I am ever so grateful and I cherish you so much, you are so close to my heart. Thank you.
If you don't, it's completely fine. Then I just hope that you are adult enough to keep it to yourself. We can only hope. Though over all these years, I've realized that people online are
so mean and many only have bad intentions, so I can't be 100% sure. You see, I have paranoia, and I always think that behind my back, people hate or are trying to make others hate me. I always think someone is out to get me, one way or another. I know that's most likely not the case, but my paranoia is literally fcking with my head, and rises my anxierty to 100.
I know that you guys, the people online will most likely never really know me, because I don't fully open up to you. I don't fully open up to anyone, online or irl.
But I hope at least some of you have learned a little bit more about me. These are my bad habits. I hope I can share some of my good sides soon too.
Thanks for reading this hurricane of a journal, and I hope I didn't lose too many of you in these words.
I truly hope you can learn how I am and see what a total mess I am sometimes.
Now, I've decided not to be talking to anyone other than about commissions. I've decided to run this business and not open myself much to anyone online, other than these rare journals. For now.
I just hope it's understandable, thank you.
Offering colored sketch commissions CLOSED
General | Posted 6 years agoHey! I’ll be offering themed colored sketches.
I will only open for 4 slots for now!
PRICE: $50 for 1 character, $55 for two.
A kind of example of the colored sketch here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29093117/
But it will be full body.
Themes you can choose from:
- Summer/beach
- Fall/Halloween
- Pin-up/lingerie/artistic nudity
- Sex scenes (1-2 chars only)
It will be one slot for each user.
To claim a slot, either note me or comment below with this form filled out:
My reference sheet:
My PayPal:
What theme(s):
Idea for the picture:
Have I read the Terms of Service and agree to it?:
The codeword from the TOS here:
I will only open for 4 slots for now!
PRICE: $50 for 1 character, $55 for two.
A kind of example of the colored sketch here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29093117/
But it will be full body.
Themes you can choose from:
- Summer/beach
- Fall/Halloween
- Pin-up/lingerie/artistic nudity
- Sex scenes (1-2 chars only)
It will be one slot for each user.
To claim a slot, either note me or comment below with this form filled out:
My reference sheet:
My PayPal:
What theme(s):
Idea for the picture:
Have I read the Terms of Service and agree to it?:
The codeword from the TOS here:
FREE ART RAFFLE ENDS AUG 1ST!
General | Posted 6 years agoIF you haven't already, go enter my free art raffle! <3
I am offering pretty good prices for the winners, so it's a great opportunity!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/32144776/
:D <3Vacation, nsfw art ideas and possible openings
General | Posted 6 years agoHello my friends <3
I’m currently at a short vacation and I’m sitting at the beach when I’m typing this. Lovely >u<
I will be back Thursday night.
Sooo as I’m laying here, boiling myself on the bean I am thinking a lot!
I want to improve my nsfw art. Yeah, I know I haven’t been drawing a lot of it other than just tasteful nudity, but I wanna be able to do both. So with that being said, I will open for some nsfw commissions around next month. Won’t be many slots because I want this to be comfortable both ways. I will write another journal for that, when the time is right.
But meanwhile, what do you guys wanna see from me in the nsfw category?
I know not everyone likes nsfw art, and that’s okay! But to those who do, lemme know!
Can be any idea from positions to themes, anything!
Thanks for reading guys and enjoy your summer <3
I’m currently at a short vacation and I’m sitting at the beach when I’m typing this. Lovely >u<
I will be back Thursday night.
Sooo as I’m laying here, boiling myself on the bean I am thinking a lot!
I want to improve my nsfw art. Yeah, I know I haven’t been drawing a lot of it other than just tasteful nudity, but I wanna be able to do both. So with that being said, I will open for some nsfw commissions around next month. Won’t be many slots because I want this to be comfortable both ways. I will write another journal for that, when the time is right.
But meanwhile, what do you guys wanna see from me in the nsfw category?
I know not everyone likes nsfw art, and that’s okay! But to those who do, lemme know!
Can be any idea from positions to themes, anything!
Thanks for reading guys and enjoy your summer <3
Want a chance to win FREE ART from me?
General | Posted 6 years agoThen go ahead an join my Art Raffle! :D
I'm planning to do these once a year, and this is my very first one!
GO HERE:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/32144776/
Be sure to follow the rules before entering ;)
GOOD LUCK <3 <3 <3
Love you all, seriouslyNSFW YCH UP!
General | Posted 6 years agoAdd me, you guys! :D
General | Posted 6 years agoI’m on FurryLife Online and I’d like to meet more people from this site there <3
It’s easy to make an account and I quite like it so far!
My profile:
https://furrylife.online/profile/1051-rinka-carls/
I’d love to get to know more people <3 Alexthecatte's watcher raffle!
General | Posted 6 years agoGo check it out! :)
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9171278/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9171278/
Pre-posed 'Selfie Icons' are ALWAYS OPEN!
General | Posted 6 years agoThinking ahead...
General | Posted 6 years agoI know it’s too early to say this now, but I’m thinking,
when I finish my current batch of commissions completely, I think I’ll close them for a while, and only put up YCHs and stuff.
Reason? Nothing wrong! I just allowed a way too big list for myself which I’ve found overwhelming for me.
So I deserve a long break from normal commissions when my list is cleared.
Which means, I won’t accept new commissions other than possible YCHs, until further notice.
Thank you so much for reading 🙂Exciting NEWS + IMPORTANT art update!
General | Posted 6 years agoCommissioners, pay attention to this!
What you are about to read explains why it affects my work right now;
So in late March I decided to quit my rent in the current apartment because I needed to find something more central where I have walk distances to the bus stop, store, etc.
Because where I live at the moment is on a large berg/small mountain, away from everything, and I am dependent to have people give me a lift every time I gotta go to the store and whatnot. (because no, I don't drive)
Ok so to make this short, I have found a new place that is pretty central and not too expensive! YAY! And last week I signed the contract where I will be moving in on the 1st of May!
I am so excited! Finally I can be more independent and actually do things on my own without contstantly needing some sort of lift. This is a big thing for me! :D
The apartment is a lot smaller than the one I'm currently living in, but I think it's just a habit, give it some time and it'll be fine!
SO
With all this happening, and with lots of packing and stuff, I don't have the usual time for drawing, like I normally do.
That is why I wanted to make this journal. I do work on art, but it just takes me a lot longer time to finish them, so I hope you guys will understand!
I do update my queue frequently (in my journal footer), as well as sending WIPS to commissioners, but this time in a much slower pace.
So in the start of May I will also be busy, but after that I am supposed to be working normally! So don't fret if I take unusually long time on your commission,
I am working on it, don't worry!
Thank you so much for reading, and for understanding.
Have a great day!
Rin
What you are about to read explains why it affects my work right now;
So in late March I decided to quit my rent in the current apartment because I needed to find something more central where I have walk distances to the bus stop, store, etc.
Because where I live at the moment is on a large berg/small mountain, away from everything, and I am dependent to have people give me a lift every time I gotta go to the store and whatnot. (because no, I don't drive)
Ok so to make this short, I have found a new place that is pretty central and not too expensive! YAY! And last week I signed the contract where I will be moving in on the 1st of May!
I am so excited! Finally I can be more independent and actually do things on my own without contstantly needing some sort of lift. This is a big thing for me! :D
The apartment is a lot smaller than the one I'm currently living in, but I think it's just a habit, give it some time and it'll be fine!
SO
With all this happening, and with lots of packing and stuff, I don't have the usual time for drawing, like I normally do.
That is why I wanted to make this journal. I do work on art, but it just takes me a lot longer time to finish them, so I hope you guys will understand!
I do update my queue frequently (in my journal footer), as well as sending WIPS to commissioners, but this time in a much slower pace.
So in the start of May I will also be busy, but after that I am supposed to be working normally! So don't fret if I take unusually long time on your commission,
I am working on it, don't worry!
Thank you so much for reading, and for understanding.
Have a great day!
Rin
Dumping more Gradie art
General | Posted 6 years agoI have a lot more Gradie art that I wanna upload to my Gradie folder on here,
so I apologize in advance for a ton of Gradies popping upPre-posed 'Selfie Icons' are still OPEN!
General | Posted 6 years agoIf you want one of these, please go here for more info! <3
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23644415/
Thank youuu <3 <3 <3TMI TUESDAYYYY
General | Posted 7 years agoYo guys :D
So yeah I want to me more interactive with you on here, so I thought why not do a Q and A where you ask me all sorts of questions?
I won't answer obvious crude or rude ones though, keep that in mind.
If there's something you're curious about, whether it's my life irl, my art life, or the basic FA life haha, feel free to ask!
Edit: I will answer until people stop commenting I guess :DHonestly wow come look at this real quick
General | Posted 7 years agoHEY! Have you been to my friend mercytonoone’s account lately?
She has a LOVELY and cheap ych up right now! You definitely should check it out :D
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30756844/
Also give her watches, she totally deserves it <3 YCH and Adoptable!
General | Posted 7 years agoHey hey!
I have two auctions going on right now!
This Techno-girl is up for adoption:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30777636/
Also, I have a kitty-babe YCH ongoing as well:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30768954/
Take a look if you're interested! :D
I'll make more adopts soon...Small in-stream commissions tonight or tomorrow?
General | Posted 7 years agoWhat do you guys think? :D
I’ve been working so much on my current commissions and I want to warm up before continuing again, so how about either tonight or tomorrow I do a little in-stream comm thing?
It will be mainly sketches I think, but we will see!
Picarto streaming
General | Posted 7 years agoCome keep me company while i play around with art n stuff
https://picarto.tv/EiKa#
https://picarto.tv/EiKa#Happy Sunday! (follow-up from my last journal)
General | Posted 7 years agoHey guys! I'm back :D
It's been a rough week as my finger was hurt, and it went by soooo slooowww...
BUT! I'm glad I gave it the rest it needed, because it turns out it wasn't at all broken!
It was just jammed hard, it did some damage, but it's not broken! :D
So now I can actually draw again! But not as fast as I used to, it's still healing and I need breaks more often now.
But other than that, I'm back working on commissions! :D <3 I'm so happy!
IMPORTANT UPDATE //
General | Posted 7 years agoHey so I haven’t posted much in a while... it’s because on Saturday I’ve hurt my hand, more accurately, my pinky finger on my left hand. I’ve managed to smash it hard into the foot of my bed while cleaning. I thought nothing of it the first couple days, until yesterday when pain just started pumping through my hand and over to my elbow. Today I went to the doctor to look at it, but sadly without any X-ray, she did suspect the finger to be harsh jammed but not broken, so further tests did not take place. But she said that if the pains don’t go away till Friday I had to come back to have a closer look at it.
I hope it’s just that, but it feels kinda off... and typically, it being my left hand, I cannot allow myself to draw at all, or even write with a pen.
So commissions/trades will be on hold until further notice!
I hope to heal quickly though but let’s see how I am on friday.
Thanks for reading and have a good day/night folks! Picarto stopped working ffff
General | Posted 7 years agoSorry the stream cut short, but picarto stopped randomly Dx
Anyway, bedtime, so see ya next time, and thanks to you guys who watched <3
Anyway, bedtime, so see ya next time, and thanks to you guys who watched <3
STREAMING on picarto 18+
General | Posted 7 years agoHeyo! been a WHILE since I've been streaming. And there's still a couple hours till I gotta get to bed, SO!
I thought why not stream :D I miss interacting with you guys!
Mic is muted, but music will be played :D
Link: (18+)
https://picarto.tv/EiKaLast journal ...
General | Posted 7 years ago... of 2018! :D
Helloooo~
So this will be the last journal I will publish in 2018.
I've got some updates for ya coming your way!
I've decided to merge my nsfw account into here, so I don't need to have control over two accounts, I learned that it's too much for me.
So, I will be updating my price list to fit the nsfw art commissions as well. Yes, you heard right! You'll be able to commission nsfw commissions here soon!
I'm sorry to those who like my work to be strictly sfw, but I want to please my other following as well. I'm sure y'all are over 18 and are grown up enough to accept that ;D (psst, there's a sfw button on top right corner!)
Nah but back to being serious, my art will still be mostly sfw. Just letting you guys know what I will welcome doing both as commissions.
Also, HELLO NEW WATCHERS <3
I see you have been seeing my submission/journal about me moving here, that I posted today.
I wanted to remind those who might not have been notified that I'm still alive and doing art :D
So I'm very flattered and happy to see you all back here, thank you for choosing to follow me through my journey!
Also, as I said in the last journal, commissions will be closed until further notice, next year. I can't wait!
Hope you all had a great holiday, and wil have a SUPER new year! <3
Thanks for reading, and enjoy your day~!
Eika.