So.. yeah.. I'm moving within the next hour, to 3 hours. e.e;
College I go! 120 miles away. Hour and a half drive, alllllll by my lonesome.

And I can't find my damn cameras cd!
gah! I NEED IT. I never got around to reinstalling my camera software after it started being iffy and I wanted to do it now but noo! I can't find the damn cd.

ughhh.-munches on a corndog at 7:15am and goes back to finishing her packing.

So I guess my roomie is cool. says my friend Eric who met her yesterday. Only.. She talks a lot.
I don't know how I'm gonna handle that. -is a silent person-

12 days to go before I move. I have yet to start packing.

I'm still looking for people who do request commissions and having a hard time even asking.. So if you guys know anyone who is doing free commissions and loves to do randoms.. please tell me and I'll kick myself in the ass and ask.

anyway.. lately I've been fucking miserable.. Stressed, and whatnot..
It's been giving me constant headaches and making me feel sick to my stomach. Go me, right?

18 or lower means you're not stupid.

[ ] You don't speak english and used one translator to read some things.
[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.
[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.
[ ] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out/off of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed out loud, then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have ran into a tree.
[ ] It is possible to lick your elbow
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[ ] You just tried to sing them.
[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.
[ ] You have seen the the Matrix and still don't get it.
[x] You didn't notice that in the last question "the" was spelled twice
[x] You just looked at it
[x] Your hair is blonde/dirty blonde.
[x] People have called you slow.
[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.
[ ] You've fallen asleep in class.
[ ] If someone says "fart" you laugh.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about.
[ ] People shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your "inside voice"
[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[x] You have eaten a bug.
[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something important
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand, hair or pocket.
[ ] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't even when you know it won't happen to you.
[x] You break a lot of things.
[ ] Your friends know not to use big words around you
[x] You sometimes tilt your head when you're confused
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before
[x] When you're laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling.
[ ] The word "umm" is used many times a day.

TOTAL: 22
D:

So like,... my elbow is hurting like hell.. -has an icepack on it now- I can't even tell if it's swelling or something D:

But god it hurtsssssss

Make it feel better? ;--;

So i thought everything was fine. I only heard of 1 house getting hit..

I'm now watching the news. People were injured, and a 2 year old boy is dead. couple of houses were destroyed. it was definitely a tornado now.

My prayers go out to the families 12 miles away.

I'm in a tornado watch/warning.

Apparently it's heading straight for us.
Yippee. =/

I just lost my tv signal, no more weather watch for me. -_-

next my mom is gonna make us congregate all animals into 1 room.
Then make me turn off my compy and we all pile into either the shelter or the bathroom. -_-;

Wish me luck in hoping I don't die I guess.

In case.
Farewell FA and all the friends I've made. Love you Rich.
Who knows. I could live from this. I'm 99% sure I will :P

Off to enjoy the weather.

My life is in the pits as always. Nothing is up, but more and more things are down.

I don't even want to explain the things I am feeling right now..
let's just say I'm on the verge of crying.. and I need a fucking psychiatrist..

Let's start with the good.

I finally changed to the fursona I truly wanted to be. A White Bengal Tiger. Yay me, right? x3

Enough of good news.. here's my ranting..

I don't know what the hell to do anymore with my mate.. I wanna just end it all because nothing good is happening anymore. I seem to blow up more often then usual just by his actions.. -sighs-

You would think he would be happy that I'm going to college.. But he doesn't seem even the slightest bit happy for me. All he can think about is me leaving him, because "That's what happens when one goes to college. They meet someone better." UGH. yes Rich, that still bugs the shit out of me. I also don't care if you read this. =/

Also.. His sleeping habits have been pissing me off.. I wake up in the morning.. and he's still sleeping.. He doesn't wake till about 3-4PM. Why sleep the whole day, when your mate is online waiting for you? When he does wake.. he's only on shortly before he falls back asleep again for a nap, which lasts longer then 3 hours. What happened to the "I promise I'll only take a nap for an hour, then I'll be with you?" I miss that.. At least I knew when you were returning instead of sitting here, getting annoyed, because I'm on waiting for you, and you would rather sleep because your TIRED.

Then when you do promise to be awake all day, for me, what do you do? You play your fucking game all fucking day, and say, maybe a couple things to me. You might as well be fucking sleeping. Because the same thing is happening. I'm online, wanting to talk to you, and you are doing something more important. Sleep or gaming.

I confront you about me being pissed off, and you say you don't want to just sit and talk. All I wanna do is talk and he would rather play his game then talk to me. Why can't you play and talk at the same time? Apparently you can't multi task. Apparently you don't know how to pause your game and talk for a minute or two.

I don't know what to do anymore. I've been on the verge of fucking tears all afternoon. I'm not feeling the love we once had anymore. All I want to do is spend time with him, but I'm not seeing the same devotion from him..

-sighs- Enough ranting.. I'm getting off.

So.. Here I was a couple days ago, all happy and shit. My friend Eric was about to come home from college in a week or two. I was super happy. He's the only friend I have in a 30 mile radius pretty much. The only person who still stays in contact with me since we graduated, and the only person who enjoys my company.

I talked to him a few nights ago.. And all my plans, and all my happiness just disappeared.. he wasn't coming home. Not even to his grandmas since his mom kicked him out of the house since he started college. He's staying 2 hours away.. Fuck.

I began to think, there's only ONE thing that will make my summer worthwhile. Being accepted to that same college Eric goes to. I couldn't handle being at a different college. I suck at making friends because I'm so anti-social in real life.

Well.. I just got my letter.. I've been accepted. I have to stop myself from crying from happiness, and/or dancing. -takes a deep breath- Now to get everything set up..

So yeah.. for once, this unsocial girl was going to go out, and have fun, spend time with sister. Also get her fix of bubble tea and maki sushi.. but no..fuck that.
Woke up early for nothing. I went back to sleep for an hour, and what does this small time gamer do? Dreams of a fucking Maya purple (A Ragnarok Online MVP) attacking her and Kirby saving her. All because my hair was wet? I need to like.. go to a psychologist.. -_-;

but whatever..

Hopefully. today (Considering it's 2:15 in the morning) Will be a better day.. Hopefully get my maki sushi and bubble tea..

So yeah.. Im not in a good mood right now for more then the 1 reason, that I won't explain..

Yoshida Brother's make me happy..

-goes to play with her hollow wind chime to make herself feel better-

So here I was replying to some comments, and I see this spider run behind my computer. I figured he was going to stay there, and he disappears from view, 3 seconds later he's running along the wall right past my head!

I nearly fell out of my bloody chair! T__T

So I went to squish him, and he FELL ON ME!!

I squished him good though when he landed on the floor..
Damn thing. T.T

-has a heart attack-

Why can't they stay away from me and not scare me? They would live then.