Well my ex-boyfriend comes to confort me from time to time, but we know that our dream to having a family with 3 kids (not adopted) won't happened with each other due to my condition. (Thanks to everyone who conforted me in my previous Journal)

I was trying to find myself a new dream, It is harder then it seems.

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Well now things need to change,

1- New Dream: Voyaging globaly, when my son gets old enough.

2- Quitting Second Life: I don't got time anymore for it, though I wish I can repay the friends I had there.

3- Started to try drawing, though I am crappy at it, I am good at skeletons due to my profession which I rather don't like to submit cuz I rather do life (pregnancy esspecialy) then death.

4- Still Looking for Female Preg and fav it... ( 0w0 not much of a change there )

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Now I would say I want an art of every form my shapeshifting pregnant character has + a griffon body. But that will up to you. The forums arn't much of an acceptence to pregnancy area.

I had a diagnose about a slight inflation on the lower part of my belly and went to check with the doctor, it turned out that it was a tumor. After my operation, what I heard made me burst into tears. I can't bare a child anymore, my womb had been severly ruptured and weeken, and the doctors removed my ovaries too. I was so depressed, that I did something I regret, I told my boyfriend to leave me for another. He was about to cry before I shut the door on his face, no more alcohol for me...

Thx, everyone for your sympathy

Well, I was put to hospital for a couple of injuries and fractured bones, but nothing very serious except for my plastered left arm. I saw the car comming, so I manage to avoid a full collision. Anyway I was able to avoid the same fate my late husband had.

My cousin help me with the chores and my child since I was gone.

For those

It is pretty hard to communicate with one hand doing all the work.

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If you want some preg Second Life screenshots, or/and would be willing to do some pics of me from them; these are the species I can turn into:

Black Meercat
Black Cat with white belly
Gray Wolf
Horse
Reindeer
Red fox
Cow
Renamon
Lucario
White Shark
Cyborg White Shark
Black Dragon

Well, I will stay online for watching other arts and maybe request some arts. I can't buy commish.

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Well, if you have a second life account, pm me or simply chat it here, if you wish for some pics eighter visit me through second life and take some of me. In Second life I am a shapeshifter, so if you like a certain anthro tell me. For those who don't use second life tell me, so if you want a preg pose / preg sex pic.

Well, anyone can still receive and see some pics but from Second life, or through e-mail... but preferable through 2nd life as anyone will be allowed to take screenshots themselves.

Right now I got as species:

Black Meercat
Black Cat with white belly
Gray Wolf
Horse
Reindeer
Red fox
Cow
Renamon
Lucario
White Shark
Cyborg White Shark

Well, rules stated I can't post any second life screenshots, here... So... well... bye... this site needs a tune up... and rules are rules... I will never come back here, so if you want more pics come to second life. This way FA rules won't block me, nor banned me. And spread the word to anyone who were forced to delete submissions: "If a rule becomes ridiculous, just go around it, or bend it"

To those that fav, my arts sorry... blame FA's rules and reporters

So to those that reported me, *middle finger* I don't give a damn anymore.

I am no artist, I love pregnancy.

Well, like my title said, it crash. Well, not completly. I got overheated, cuz the fan intergrated to my videocard got short circuited my a recent power outage.

So I won't be on Second life for a while.