My main goal for the next 5 years is to move to Canada, Ottawa. Omg I hate this city and these people who surround me, just like they hate me🥰

Btw i live in kazakhstan

(My english is bad btw)

I feel deep love and gratitude to you all😼
you are a source of inspiration and support, and without you I would not be who I am now. I hope you understand this <3
Every time you write messages, comments or provide support, I feel a hell of a lot of joy
But the feeling of loneliness that sometimes engulfs me causes a deep emptiness in me, I feel isolated and separated. This means that I don't have the energy or inspiration to engage in content and what usually brings me and you (hopefully) fun, create full-fledged illustrations, etc.
And I wonder if you guys love me
I do not know how to show my love for you👉👈
Is there anything you would like to change or improve?