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So this shit happens to me today......
Posted 9 years agoSo it's like, 4am and I am laying in bed and I think to myself...."Im not getting any better, I need to goto the hospital".....my stomach is killin me, I have HORRID depression that nothing is taking care of, I can't sleep, I am having memories just lovingly remind me of just every single fucking thing i've ever done wrong in my life, and my leg is spasming out like an epileptic on a treadmill.....So I decide....yeah okay fucking fine i'll goto the damn hospital.
However, I am out of Gas
but I am due to get paid tonight!
So I boot up my computer to go check my bank account to see if I have my money in the bank yet....
.....welp.....it dinnae wanna work....so I am needing to get online to check my account and my computer literally shits out dead.So I check my bank account with my tablet while I try and repair the computer....I check the bank and my money isn't even in there...at this point I feel like hell, and I really need to goto the emergency room and get checked out, and so I continue to repair my computer to try and get the information I need to figure out where the hell my money is......I've had no sleep, I am literally on the brink of what feels like a seizue, and if I call 911 I will never hear the end of it......well Sachi comes online....and I am getting royally fucking pissed......
....this is just too goddamn funny not to share.
[5:27:01 AM] Koeth Sekki: youre kidding me
[5:27:13 AM] A potato chip: what happened ?
[5:29:09 AM] Koeth Sekki: i had set up a direct deposit with my new bank....well today is payday and i am out of gas. my computer just broke, and i need to goto the hospital because im getting worse......AND THE MONEY ISNT EVEN IN THE BANK
[5:29:47 AM] Koeth Sekki: .....god what next
[5:30:17 AM] A potato chip: oh god x.x I'm sorry hun . hopefully they get thigns fixed with the bank so you can go to the hospital D:
[5:31:56 AM] Koeth Sekki: i mean seriously what the fuck, I gotta suffer through this stupid bullshit, my pc exploding, no paycheck and me needing to goto the ER and with no gas....this is some comical next generation bullshit
[5:32:19 AM] Koeth Sekki: the level of bullshit has reached mach fucking kokos luck
[5:33:19 AM] Koeth Sekki: i swear to God when i see the creator im gonna punch him in the dick when i die and see him
[5:33:33 AM] *** A potato chip wishes she could help T~T would drive him to where he needs to go Q~Q ***
[5:33:50 AM] A potato chip: if there is any way I can help please let me know ; o ;
[5:34:05 AM] Koeth Sekki: no seriously, i need to make a comic about this shit
[5:34:32 AM] Koeth Sekki: this is next level retarded luck
[5:34:50 AM] *** A potato chip hugs him tightly and nuzzles his ears trying to helps ***
[5:34:57 AM] Koeth Sekki: i dont even wanna goto the ER anymore im so pissed
[5:37:42 AM] Koeth Sekki: blaaah my leg wont stop spasming
[5:38:06 AM] Koeth Sekki: sorry for ranting hun im just kinda.....beyond flabbergasted
[5:40:08 AM] Koeth Sekki: gonna try and repair my pc brb
[5:45:38 AM] Koeth Sekki: swear to god if i wasnt so fucking pissed id prolly be crying.....this is just beyond words retarded
[5:47:52 AM] *** A potato chip helps him fix his pc by rolling around as a ball of yena in the cords ***
[5:48:02 AM] Koeth Sekki: i need to make a journal about this
[5:48:16 AM] Koeth Sekki: bestest yena
[5:48:44 AM] Koeth Sekki: .....i think
[5:48:51 AM] Koeth Sekki: my computer.....
[5:49:02 AM] Koeth Sekki: just wiped its harddrive...
[5:49:12 AM] Koeth Sekki: .........welp
[5:50:32 AM] A potato chip: o-o
[5:50:45 AM] A potato chip: does coconut know what hes doin ?
[5:50:48 AM] Koeth Sekki: and no im srs it keeps bringing me to the install windows screen
[5:50:54 AM] Koeth Sekki: yes
[5:51:12 AM] Koeth Sekki: its now repairing the disk
[5:52:29 AM] Koeth Sekki: WORK YOU PEICE OF SHEIT
[5:52:32 AM] Koeth Sekki: *WHAP*
[5:53:11 AM] Koeth Sekki: I NEED TO WHINE ON THE INTERNETS AND YOU IS FUCKING WITH ME
[5:53:15 AM] Koeth Sekki: *WHAPWHAP*
[5:55:02 AM] Koeth Sekki: oh it did somthing
[5:55:19 AM] Koeth Sekki: ......now its doing nothing
[5:55:28 AM] Koeth Sekki: .......FSCK
[5:56:50 AM] A potato chip: o -o
[5:56:58 AM] A potato chip: coconut plz XD
[5:57:05 AM] A potato chip: https://i.gyazo.com/be573b04c68b6ee.....13b7d8f2d4.png - ball of yeen helps
[5:57:38 AM] Koeth Sekki: YOUR PC RAN INTO A PROBLEMS AND NEEDINGS TOO RETART...........FUCK YOU TOO
[5:57:49 AM] A potato chip: ...retart
[5:57:57 AM] Koeth Sekki: also super cutes hun
[5:58:15 AM] A potato chip: better get your computer its lipstick and powder it needs to retart
[5:58:51 AM] Koeth Sekki: unmountable boot volume....?
[5:59:15 AM] Koeth Sekki: THE FUCK IS A BOOT VOLUME
[5:59:26 AM] Koeth Sekki: A VOLUME OF BOOTS
[5:59:37 AM] Koeth Sekki: my pc has boots apparently
[5:59:49 AM] Koeth Sekki: classy shit
[5:59:50 AM] A potato chip: if I remember correctly that means the boot files are corrupted
[6:00:11 AM] A potato chip: annnnd you probably dont have recovery disks to boot from
[6:00:23 AM] Koeth Sekki: *eyetwitch*
[6:00:39 AM] A potato chip: I'm googling quickly to make sure
[6:01:20 AM] Koeth Sekki: im fucking the memory module
[6:01:28 AM] A potato chip: you have xp dont you
[6:01:37 AM] A potato chip: windows xp not like ... game xp
[6:01:55 AM] A potato chip: https://support.microsoft.com/en-us/kb/555302
[6:02:00 AM] A potato chip: that should help a lot
[6:02:04 AM] A potato chip: tells you how to fix et
[6:02:11 AM] Koeth Sekki: i have window.....8 or 10 i dont even know at this point
[6:02:22 AM] A potato chip: ...
[6:02:25 AM] A potato chip: how even
[6:02:31 AM] Koeth Sekki: ......NOW IT WONT EVEN START
[6:02:40 AM] Koeth Sekki: CYKA BYLAT
[6:02:43 AM] A potato chip: hunny
[6:03:07 AM] A potato chip: you know where the bios battery is ye ?
[6:03:15 AM] Koeth Sekki: ye
[6:03:23 AM] Koeth Sekki: AND NOW ITS MAKING NOISES
[6:03:32 AM] A potato chip: oh god what have you done
[6:03:49 AM] Koeth Sekki: CLICKITY CLICK YOU HORRID SON OF WHORE PC
[6:04:05 AM] Koeth Sekki: CLICKITY CLICK SUCK MY DICK
[6:04:14 AM] A potato chip: STHAP MAKING ME LAUGH WHILE IM TRYING TO HALP
[6:04:56 AM] Koeth Sekki: yay it started
[6:05:23 AM] Koeth Sekki: ....and just..Started twice.....the fuck
[6:05:25 AM] *** A potato chip facepalms ***
[6:05:32 AM] Koeth Sekki: IT WONT STOP RESTARTING
[6:05:53 AM] Koeth Sekki: YOUR PC DEVICE NEEDS TO BE REPAIRED.........NO FUCKING SHIT
[6:06:27 AM] A potato chip: if I were there I could fix it = 3 = but I'm not
[6:07:01 AM] Koeth Sekki: FUCK YOUR MEMORY MODULE AND YOUR WINDOWS 810 AND YOUR BOOTS
[6:07:10 AM] Koeth Sekki: FASCKDEJFIWK
[6:08:17 AM] Koeth Sekki: WHAT THE FUCK IS AN ANY KEY
[6:08:21 AM] Koeth Sekki: oh wait
[6:08:25 AM] Koeth Sekki: derp
[6:09:03 AM] A potato chip: coconut xD
[6:09:05 AM] A potato chip: your a goofball
[6:09:30 AM] Koeth Sekki: i did some things and now its doing the things again which is......somewat working
[6:09:45 AM] Koeth Sekki: its repairing drive C
[6:09:53 AM] Koeth Sekki: it says
[6:12:09 AM] Koeth Sekki: diagnosing your pc.....
[6:12:16 AM] Koeth Sekki: WOOOOOOW
[6:12:46 AM] Koeth Sekki: It asked if i wanted to restart
[6:12:57 AM] Koeth Sekki: oh my fucking god
[6:13:27 AM] Koeth Sekki: I DONT EVEN NEED TO SAY YES IT DOES IT FUCKING FOR ME
[6:13:54 AM] Koeth Sekki: ...PC IS WORKING AGAIN yaaay
[6:14:06 AM] A potato chip: /o/ boom goes the dynamite
[6:14:27 AM] Koeth Sekki: i ammmm saving my shit cuz my pc is gonn dai
[6:14:48 AM] Koeth Sekki: switching to pc skype hun brb
[6:15:25 AM] A potato chip: tyt I'm switching laptops o3o
[6:15:59 AM] Koeth Sekki: back
[6:22:37 AM] A potato chip: welcome back coconut
[6:22:50 AM] Koeth Sekki: "eye twitch"
[6:22:57 AM] Koeth Sekki: it says I got paid
[6:22:59 AM] A potato chip: o-o
[6:23:06 AM] Koeth Sekki: ....but is no monies
[6:23:07 AM] Koeth Sekki: wtf
[6:23:12 AM] A potato chip: call the bank ?
3 mins later....
[6:26:09 AM] Koeth Sekki: AND NOW
[6:26:11 AM] Koeth Sekki: IT'S FINALLY
[6:26:13 AM] Koeth Sekki: FUCKING IN
[6:26:20 AM] Koeth Sekki: OH MY GOD HALLJELUJA
[6:27:19 AM] Koeth Sekki: ......and I'm too raged out to goto the hospital now -3-
[6:30:38 AM] A potato chip: D:
[6:30:49 AM] Koeth Sekki: im gonna go lay down
[6:30:54 AM] Koeth Sekki: sorry for all the trouble hun
[6:30:56 AM] Koeth Sekki: love ya
However, I am out of Gas
but I am due to get paid tonight!
So I boot up my computer to go check my bank account to see if I have my money in the bank yet....
.....welp.....it dinnae wanna work....so I am needing to get online to check my account and my computer literally shits out dead.So I check my bank account with my tablet while I try and repair the computer....I check the bank and my money isn't even in there...at this point I feel like hell, and I really need to goto the emergency room and get checked out, and so I continue to repair my computer to try and get the information I need to figure out where the hell my money is......I've had no sleep, I am literally on the brink of what feels like a seizue, and if I call 911 I will never hear the end of it......well Sachi comes online....and I am getting royally fucking pissed......
....this is just too goddamn funny not to share.
[5:27:01 AM] Koeth Sekki: youre kidding me
[5:27:13 AM] A potato chip: what happened ?
[5:29:09 AM] Koeth Sekki: i had set up a direct deposit with my new bank....well today is payday and i am out of gas. my computer just broke, and i need to goto the hospital because im getting worse......AND THE MONEY ISNT EVEN IN THE BANK
[5:29:47 AM] Koeth Sekki: .....god what next
[5:30:17 AM] A potato chip: oh god x.x I'm sorry hun . hopefully they get thigns fixed with the bank so you can go to the hospital D:
[5:31:56 AM] Koeth Sekki: i mean seriously what the fuck, I gotta suffer through this stupid bullshit, my pc exploding, no paycheck and me needing to goto the ER and with no gas....this is some comical next generation bullshit
[5:32:19 AM] Koeth Sekki: the level of bullshit has reached mach fucking kokos luck
[5:33:19 AM] Koeth Sekki: i swear to God when i see the creator im gonna punch him in the dick when i die and see him
[5:33:33 AM] *** A potato chip wishes she could help T~T would drive him to where he needs to go Q~Q ***
[5:33:50 AM] A potato chip: if there is any way I can help please let me know ; o ;
[5:34:05 AM] Koeth Sekki: no seriously, i need to make a comic about this shit
[5:34:32 AM] Koeth Sekki: this is next level retarded luck
[5:34:50 AM] *** A potato chip hugs him tightly and nuzzles his ears trying to helps ***
[5:34:57 AM] Koeth Sekki: i dont even wanna goto the ER anymore im so pissed
[5:37:42 AM] Koeth Sekki: blaaah my leg wont stop spasming
[5:38:06 AM] Koeth Sekki: sorry for ranting hun im just kinda.....beyond flabbergasted
[5:40:08 AM] Koeth Sekki: gonna try and repair my pc brb
[5:45:38 AM] Koeth Sekki: swear to god if i wasnt so fucking pissed id prolly be crying.....this is just beyond words retarded
[5:47:52 AM] *** A potato chip helps him fix his pc by rolling around as a ball of yena in the cords ***
[5:48:02 AM] Koeth Sekki: i need to make a journal about this
[5:48:16 AM] Koeth Sekki: bestest yena
[5:48:44 AM] Koeth Sekki: .....i think
[5:48:51 AM] Koeth Sekki: my computer.....
[5:49:02 AM] Koeth Sekki: just wiped its harddrive...
[5:49:12 AM] Koeth Sekki: .........welp
[5:50:32 AM] A potato chip: o-o
[5:50:45 AM] A potato chip: does coconut know what hes doin ?
[5:50:48 AM] Koeth Sekki: and no im srs it keeps bringing me to the install windows screen
[5:50:54 AM] Koeth Sekki: yes
[5:51:12 AM] Koeth Sekki: its now repairing the disk
[5:52:29 AM] Koeth Sekki: WORK YOU PEICE OF SHEIT
[5:52:32 AM] Koeth Sekki: *WHAP*
[5:53:11 AM] Koeth Sekki: I NEED TO WHINE ON THE INTERNETS AND YOU IS FUCKING WITH ME
[5:53:15 AM] Koeth Sekki: *WHAPWHAP*
[5:55:02 AM] Koeth Sekki: oh it did somthing
[5:55:19 AM] Koeth Sekki: ......now its doing nothing
[5:55:28 AM] Koeth Sekki: .......FSCK
[5:56:50 AM] A potato chip: o -o
[5:56:58 AM] A potato chip: coconut plz XD
[5:57:05 AM] A potato chip: https://i.gyazo.com/be573b04c68b6ee.....13b7d8f2d4.png - ball of yeen helps
[5:57:38 AM] Koeth Sekki: YOUR PC RAN INTO A PROBLEMS AND NEEDINGS TOO RETART...........FUCK YOU TOO
[5:57:49 AM] A potato chip: ...retart
[5:57:57 AM] Koeth Sekki: also super cutes hun
[5:58:15 AM] A potato chip: better get your computer its lipstick and powder it needs to retart
[5:58:51 AM] Koeth Sekki: unmountable boot volume....?
[5:59:15 AM] Koeth Sekki: THE FUCK IS A BOOT VOLUME
[5:59:26 AM] Koeth Sekki: A VOLUME OF BOOTS
[5:59:37 AM] Koeth Sekki: my pc has boots apparently
[5:59:49 AM] Koeth Sekki: classy shit
[5:59:50 AM] A potato chip: if I remember correctly that means the boot files are corrupted
[6:00:11 AM] A potato chip: annnnd you probably dont have recovery disks to boot from
[6:00:23 AM] Koeth Sekki: *eyetwitch*
[6:00:39 AM] A potato chip: I'm googling quickly to make sure
[6:01:20 AM] Koeth Sekki: im fucking the memory module
[6:01:28 AM] A potato chip: you have xp dont you
[6:01:37 AM] A potato chip: windows xp not like ... game xp
[6:01:55 AM] A potato chip: https://support.microsoft.com/en-us/kb/555302
[6:02:00 AM] A potato chip: that should help a lot
[6:02:04 AM] A potato chip: tells you how to fix et
[6:02:11 AM] Koeth Sekki: i have window.....8 or 10 i dont even know at this point
[6:02:22 AM] A potato chip: ...
[6:02:25 AM] A potato chip: how even
[6:02:31 AM] Koeth Sekki: ......NOW IT WONT EVEN START
[6:02:40 AM] Koeth Sekki: CYKA BYLAT
[6:02:43 AM] A potato chip: hunny
[6:03:07 AM] A potato chip: you know where the bios battery is ye ?
[6:03:15 AM] Koeth Sekki: ye
[6:03:23 AM] Koeth Sekki: AND NOW ITS MAKING NOISES
[6:03:32 AM] A potato chip: oh god what have you done
[6:03:49 AM] Koeth Sekki: CLICKITY CLICK YOU HORRID SON OF WHORE PC
[6:04:05 AM] Koeth Sekki: CLICKITY CLICK SUCK MY DICK
[6:04:14 AM] A potato chip: STHAP MAKING ME LAUGH WHILE IM TRYING TO HALP
[6:04:56 AM] Koeth Sekki: yay it started
[6:05:23 AM] Koeth Sekki: ....and just..Started twice.....the fuck
[6:05:25 AM] *** A potato chip facepalms ***
[6:05:32 AM] Koeth Sekki: IT WONT STOP RESTARTING
[6:05:53 AM] Koeth Sekki: YOUR PC DEVICE NEEDS TO BE REPAIRED.........NO FUCKING SHIT
[6:06:27 AM] A potato chip: if I were there I could fix it = 3 = but I'm not
[6:07:01 AM] Koeth Sekki: FUCK YOUR MEMORY MODULE AND YOUR WINDOWS 810 AND YOUR BOOTS
[6:07:10 AM] Koeth Sekki: FASCKDEJFIWK
[6:08:17 AM] Koeth Sekki: WHAT THE FUCK IS AN ANY KEY
[6:08:21 AM] Koeth Sekki: oh wait
[6:08:25 AM] Koeth Sekki: derp
[6:09:03 AM] A potato chip: coconut xD
[6:09:05 AM] A potato chip: your a goofball
[6:09:30 AM] Koeth Sekki: i did some things and now its doing the things again which is......somewat working
[6:09:45 AM] Koeth Sekki: its repairing drive C
[6:09:53 AM] Koeth Sekki: it says
[6:12:09 AM] Koeth Sekki: diagnosing your pc.....
[6:12:16 AM] Koeth Sekki: WOOOOOOW
[6:12:46 AM] Koeth Sekki: It asked if i wanted to restart
[6:12:57 AM] Koeth Sekki: oh my fucking god
[6:13:27 AM] Koeth Sekki: I DONT EVEN NEED TO SAY YES IT DOES IT FUCKING FOR ME
[6:13:54 AM] Koeth Sekki: ...PC IS WORKING AGAIN yaaay
[6:14:06 AM] A potato chip: /o/ boom goes the dynamite
[6:14:27 AM] Koeth Sekki: i ammmm saving my shit cuz my pc is gonn dai
[6:14:48 AM] Koeth Sekki: switching to pc skype hun brb
[6:15:25 AM] A potato chip: tyt I'm switching laptops o3o
[6:15:59 AM] Koeth Sekki: back
[6:22:37 AM] A potato chip: welcome back coconut
[6:22:50 AM] Koeth Sekki: "eye twitch"
[6:22:57 AM] Koeth Sekki: it says I got paid
[6:22:59 AM] A potato chip: o-o
[6:23:06 AM] Koeth Sekki: ....but is no monies
[6:23:07 AM] Koeth Sekki: wtf
[6:23:12 AM] A potato chip: call the bank ?
3 mins later....
[6:26:09 AM] Koeth Sekki: AND NOW
[6:26:11 AM] Koeth Sekki: IT'S FINALLY
[6:26:13 AM] Koeth Sekki: FUCKING IN
[6:26:20 AM] Koeth Sekki: OH MY GOD HALLJELUJA
[6:27:19 AM] Koeth Sekki: ......and I'm too raged out to goto the hospital now -3-
[6:30:38 AM] A potato chip: D:
[6:30:49 AM] Koeth Sekki: im gonna go lay down
[6:30:54 AM] Koeth Sekki: sorry for all the trouble hun
[6:30:56 AM] Koeth Sekki: love ya
Explaining some things.....
Posted 9 years agoI am not repeating the past again.... that much is for sure. I am back to 10% function basically and I am recovering slowly....To those of you who don't know, I had a bit of an incident in the past few days that tested alot of people, seen a war almost come to fruition, seen good people hurt, bad people destroyed, and basically two very big powerful people turn on each other. I need to explain some things and clear someones name before anything else goes wrong.
I was recently put on a new medication called Dexmethylphenidate. Also known as Focalin. This was to be a very big upgrade from my Propylhexedrine, which is a heavy stimulant that keeps the depression at bay and has been the driving force for me to rebuild my life. Well, at first things started off okay, and the medicine worked and worked very well. It was an upgrade in terms of strength, less neurotoxic, and very low cost, a 30/day supply is 1$, the Propylhexedrine for a 30/day supply is 300$. The Focalin was also supposed to stop the cardiovascular damage the propylhexedrine was doing to my heart. Well....Something went horribly horribly wrong...
2 days ago I woke up insanely depressed, and that aint not supposed to happen....and hasn't happened in a very long time. I didn't know it at the time but my mental barriers we're completely down, I was vulnerable to anything and EVERYTHING and I was literally exposed. Well.... This lead to a chain of events that went beyond bad. Like literally everything that could go wrong did, and everything that needed to work literally failed. This was some comical shit. Apparently I am the very rare 1% of people who get something called Paradoxical Depression as a side effect of the medicine. Meaning, instead of protecting me and keeping my head up and stimulated/cheery, it decided....fuck you Ko! and did the opposite.
Well, I and
shilowolf have been the best of friends for a very long time now. We've seen eachother through some of the worst times of our lives, and I could never have asked for a better friend honestly. Well, I had gotten hurt one day in feburary and had to take a 2 week vacation after getting a bit miffed at her because of a few personal reasons. Mostly cuz my PTSD was accidentally set off. [Jesus christ I sound like a fucking mental psycopath at this point what the fuck]....anyway, well I had fucked up and damaged our friendship unknowingly....and well I sensed somethin wasn't right and so that night 2 days ago I began poking around to see what was wrong and what I could do to fix it...... welp...... I found out what I did wrong.....
and oh shit did I find out what I did wrong......the very hard way.
and ontop of it, the focalin had destroyed my mental barriers....the things people have to protect against stress/hostility/emotional damage.....welllllll needless to saaay, Koko got hurt.......normally I am very good at listening and being there for people. I am very bad at doing the whole *smack the sense into your best friend* kinda thing, and Shilo....well she's a Goddamn pro.... I mean holy fuck YOUDONOTWANNAPISSHEROFFHOLYFUCKINGSHITNOMANBADIDEA......and because my mental barriers were completely down, she didn't smack me upside the head....
She accidentally punched through my fucking skull..... http://i.imgur.com/vswN9sr.gif like this
right now I am recovering, and I am pretty shaken up and I am fighting off some horrid fucking depression, because I actually believed some things that weren't true and my emergency medicine failed to bring the barriers back up and right now they're still down due to the effects of the medication still in my system....unfortunately, the Medical Guard saw me go down and then they came to my defense. Then her comrades kinda went after me and a biiiig olll fashioned shitstorm of epic proportions happened. Mods were called in, people began setting up defensive positions, sides began being drawn....it was actually pretty neat except for the me almost going to the emergency room part.
Despite what had happened between us, I want to make it clear and perfectly clear. Shilo is and always will be one of my best friends and she already made up for it because it was my own fault due to a few miscommunications. She is a very wonderful person, and she does not deserve any retribution or any bad mouthing or rumors or any of that, and the first person to say or do anything of that sort gets my tiny bappin paw punched through your own skull. >___>
It was a perfect storm type of accident that was my fault, and as of now, I don't want to hear anything else coming from it.
I am going to be off of F-list for awhile....I need to think of some things and re-evaluate myself and a few people a bit. However I hope to come back soon when this all blows over. o3o, again, I am very sorry for all that happened, and I am sorry to those who were scared/angry/ran out of popcorn.
God I hate sounding like a mental freak.....
also go look at her artwork, shits pretty cool :3
~Ko
I was recently put on a new medication called Dexmethylphenidate. Also known as Focalin. This was to be a very big upgrade from my Propylhexedrine, which is a heavy stimulant that keeps the depression at bay and has been the driving force for me to rebuild my life. Well, at first things started off okay, and the medicine worked and worked very well. It was an upgrade in terms of strength, less neurotoxic, and very low cost, a 30/day supply is 1$, the Propylhexedrine for a 30/day supply is 300$. The Focalin was also supposed to stop the cardiovascular damage the propylhexedrine was doing to my heart. Well....Something went horribly horribly wrong...
2 days ago I woke up insanely depressed, and that aint not supposed to happen....and hasn't happened in a very long time. I didn't know it at the time but my mental barriers we're completely down, I was vulnerable to anything and EVERYTHING and I was literally exposed. Well.... This lead to a chain of events that went beyond bad. Like literally everything that could go wrong did, and everything that needed to work literally failed. This was some comical shit. Apparently I am the very rare 1% of people who get something called Paradoxical Depression as a side effect of the medicine. Meaning, instead of protecting me and keeping my head up and stimulated/cheery, it decided....fuck you Ko! and did the opposite.
Well, I and
shilowolf have been the best of friends for a very long time now. We've seen eachother through some of the worst times of our lives, and I could never have asked for a better friend honestly. Well, I had gotten hurt one day in feburary and had to take a 2 week vacation after getting a bit miffed at her because of a few personal reasons. Mostly cuz my PTSD was accidentally set off. [Jesus christ I sound like a fucking mental psycopath at this point what the fuck]....anyway, well I had fucked up and damaged our friendship unknowingly....and well I sensed somethin wasn't right and so that night 2 days ago I began poking around to see what was wrong and what I could do to fix it...... welp...... I found out what I did wrong.....and oh shit did I find out what I did wrong......the very hard way.
and ontop of it, the focalin had destroyed my mental barriers....the things people have to protect against stress/hostility/emotional damage.....welllllll needless to saaay, Koko got hurt.......normally I am very good at listening and being there for people. I am very bad at doing the whole *smack the sense into your best friend* kinda thing, and Shilo....well she's a Goddamn pro.... I mean holy fuck YOUDONOTWANNAPISSHEROFFHOLYFUCKINGSHITNOMANBADIDEA......and because my mental barriers were completely down, she didn't smack me upside the head....
She accidentally punched through my fucking skull..... http://i.imgur.com/vswN9sr.gif like this
right now I am recovering, and I am pretty shaken up and I am fighting off some horrid fucking depression, because I actually believed some things that weren't true and my emergency medicine failed to bring the barriers back up and right now they're still down due to the effects of the medication still in my system....unfortunately, the Medical Guard saw me go down and then they came to my defense. Then her comrades kinda went after me and a biiiig olll fashioned shitstorm of epic proportions happened. Mods were called in, people began setting up defensive positions, sides began being drawn....it was actually pretty neat except for the me almost going to the emergency room part.
Despite what had happened between us, I want to make it clear and perfectly clear. Shilo is and always will be one of my best friends and she already made up for it because it was my own fault due to a few miscommunications. She is a very wonderful person, and she does not deserve any retribution or any bad mouthing or rumors or any of that, and the first person to say or do anything of that sort gets my tiny bappin paw punched through your own skull. >___>
It was a perfect storm type of accident that was my fault, and as of now, I don't want to hear anything else coming from it.
I am going to be off of F-list for awhile....I need to think of some things and re-evaluate myself and a few people a bit. However I hope to come back soon when this all blows over. o3o, again, I am very sorry for all that happened, and I am sorry to those who were scared/angry/ran out of popcorn.
God I hate sounding like a mental freak.....
also go look at her artwork, shits pretty cool :3
~Ko
Tis but a dent....
Posted 9 years agoGoing to be doing some homeworld DoK artwork soon, also 
ifriskydingo is gonna teach me how to draw! so hopefully people like what I do owo
This weekends gonna hopefully be a fun one. I am so tired of being bored 24/7 -3-
also I have put some commissions on hold due to some issues. Other than that I can't do anything till payday :\
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COMMISSIONS FOR COMRADES!
~Shilo and Ko~ [ON HOLD]
Picture is of shilo and ko at shilos tavern, koshiiri's head is faceplanted severely drunk on the table and shilo is just sitting there smiling like nothing even happened.There is like 1-2 shotglasses infront of Ko, and like 10 infront of shilo. Theme is basically ko is a lightweight and shilo just kicked his ass in a drinking contest.Ko is on the left side of the booth, Shilo is on the right
Quality requested: Basic/Moderate, not asking for SUPER DETAILED HIGH POLYGONSHADINGOMFG.
Background: A simple resturaunt booth. Just google restaurant booth, any style is okeii, doesn't need to have people in the background
Shilo Reference: furaffinity.net/user/shilowolf basically everything on her page is of her character. She normally wears the teal/black dress she's almost always in.
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg ko's wearing everything seen here with his sleeves up on his hoodie like exactly in the pic but with no stethoscope present.The patch on his arm is also visible.
~Ko and Crazymew~ IN PROCESS]
Remake of this picture: furaffinity.net/view/11297293/ except instead of BRETHERN BEFORE WENCHES it should say "BROTHERS FOR LIFE!" Lettering can be any color.
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate nothing super detailed.
Background: None/Plain
Crazymew Reference:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11297293/ instead of his armor and sword thing, just have him in a black hoodie and with bluejeans on with a white shirt underneath.
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg Instead of being in his hoodie, he is in a standard doctors coat with white scrubs and a black shirt underneath that, Stethoscope is present around his neck.
~Nikki and Ko~ [IN PROCESS]
Picture: it's gonna be of Ko and Nikki holding spoons in hostile spoon fighting positions like in the pic and Ko has a top hat on. "That's not a knife that's a spoon! you're not even an australian! give me back my top hat!" is being said by nikki. Can be chibi.
Basically a remake of this picture encrypted-tbn2.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRhOBLrVx5XZFSLVVx3q60sSfkS7aM4CnjdCTGdo5A8py6Y19En
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate not super detailed
Background: Simple/plain
Nikki Reference: static.f-list.net/images/charimage/2336797.jpg
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg
Disclaimer: Nikki is the roleplayer to whom she roleplays that picture as. All rights go to the artist of that picture that he himself drew.
~Rushinurse and Ko~ [FINISHED]
Picture: Rushinurse and Ko standing side by side, Ko on the Left Rushi on the right. Both are smiling warmly while still looking badass. Rushi is holding a clipboard and Ko's arms are crossed together.
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate
Background: Simple/Basic
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg but basically looks like this medicalscrubsmall.com/img/products/184x245/1446.jpg With a Dr.'s coat, and stethoscope around the neck. Scrubs are white underneath with a black shirt under it like in Ref pic 1.
Rushinurse Reference: Matching baby blue scrubs is what she is wearing, hair is normal, stethoscope around her neck static.f-list.net/images/charimage/2082157.png
Warning, both pics are NSFW.
~Ko and Graham~ [ON HOLD]
Picture is a remake of this: memes.com/img/371910 The very last panel is what im looking for. Basically Kitteh Ko is on his head with a tiny helmet. Graham is holding an M4/M16 rifle instead of an AK and he doesn't have a helmet on. There is a speech bubble next to graham with "Kitty-Ko, you are greatest friend, let's go Remove more Kebab" and beside Ko's tiny fuzzy butt is the words *Wiggilyjiggle* representing ko wiggiling his butt. Explosion going on in the background. They're looking badass. Camera angle is exactly straight/front of them both and they are walking away from the blast*
Quality Requested: Comic/Basic
Background: Explosion going off like a nuke, doesn't have to be super detailed.
Graham Reference: furaffinity.net/view/17161367/
Koshiiri Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg but as a cute white tiger kitten that has the Taiidani marking on his face. No glasses no hat.
Also look at these cool cats!
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raj-y Has some serious talent and skills as an artist! Check her stuff out! she also sells YCH's and other commissions! Check her out seriously her stuff is BEAUTIFUL!
KHCrystal Is also doing comissions! her artwork is very very beautiful and It's definitely worth watching her.
NatalieDeCorsair and I found a art thief and a person comitting fraud/identity theft all in a single day!, which is cool since it's the reason why I found this artist in the first place. Her stuff? seriously? it's God Tier epic......you can't get any better than that......oh! and she's Russian too! which means i'm going to make some really bad jokes about tanks exploding when looked at and how vodka is God's multi-purpose do everything gift to the world! So go watch her too she's cool ^^
ifriskydingo is gonna teach me how to draw! so hopefully people like what I do owoThis weekends gonna hopefully be a fun one. I am so tired of being bored 24/7 -3-
also I have put some commissions on hold due to some issues. Other than that I can't do anything till payday :\
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COMMISSIONS FOR COMRADES!
~Shilo and Ko~ [ON HOLD]
Picture is of shilo and ko at shilos tavern, koshiiri's head is faceplanted severely drunk on the table and shilo is just sitting there smiling like nothing even happened.There is like 1-2 shotglasses infront of Ko, and like 10 infront of shilo. Theme is basically ko is a lightweight and shilo just kicked his ass in a drinking contest.Ko is on the left side of the booth, Shilo is on the right
Quality requested: Basic/Moderate, not asking for SUPER DETAILED HIGH POLYGONSHADINGOMFG.
Background: A simple resturaunt booth. Just google restaurant booth, any style is okeii, doesn't need to have people in the background
Shilo Reference: furaffinity.net/user/shilowolf basically everything on her page is of her character. She normally wears the teal/black dress she's almost always in.
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg ko's wearing everything seen here with his sleeves up on his hoodie like exactly in the pic but with no stethoscope present.The patch on his arm is also visible.
~Ko and Crazymew~ IN PROCESS]
Remake of this picture: furaffinity.net/view/11297293/ except instead of BRETHERN BEFORE WENCHES it should say "BROTHERS FOR LIFE!" Lettering can be any color.
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate nothing super detailed.
Background: None/Plain
Crazymew Reference:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11297293/ instead of his armor and sword thing, just have him in a black hoodie and with bluejeans on with a white shirt underneath.
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg Instead of being in his hoodie, he is in a standard doctors coat with white scrubs and a black shirt underneath that, Stethoscope is present around his neck.
~Nikki and Ko~ [IN PROCESS]
Picture: it's gonna be of Ko and Nikki holding spoons in hostile spoon fighting positions like in the pic and Ko has a top hat on. "That's not a knife that's a spoon! you're not even an australian! give me back my top hat!" is being said by nikki. Can be chibi.
Basically a remake of this picture encrypted-tbn2.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRhOBLrVx5XZFSLVVx3q60sSfkS7aM4CnjdCTGdo5A8py6Y19En
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate not super detailed
Background: Simple/plain
Nikki Reference: static.f-list.net/images/charimage/2336797.jpg
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg
Disclaimer: Nikki is the roleplayer to whom she roleplays that picture as. All rights go to the artist of that picture that he himself drew.
~Rushinurse and Ko~ [FINISHED]
Picture: Rushinurse and Ko standing side by side, Ko on the Left Rushi on the right. Both are smiling warmly while still looking badass. Rushi is holding a clipboard and Ko's arms are crossed together.
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate
Background: Simple/Basic
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg but basically looks like this medicalscrubsmall.com/img/products/184x245/1446.jpg With a Dr.'s coat, and stethoscope around the neck. Scrubs are white underneath with a black shirt under it like in Ref pic 1.
Rushinurse Reference: Matching baby blue scrubs is what she is wearing, hair is normal, stethoscope around her neck static.f-list.net/images/charimage/2082157.png
Warning, both pics are NSFW.
~Ko and Graham~ [ON HOLD]
Picture is a remake of this: memes.com/img/371910 The very last panel is what im looking for. Basically Kitteh Ko is on his head with a tiny helmet. Graham is holding an M4/M16 rifle instead of an AK and he doesn't have a helmet on. There is a speech bubble next to graham with "Kitty-Ko, you are greatest friend, let's go Remove more Kebab" and beside Ko's tiny fuzzy butt is the words *Wiggilyjiggle* representing ko wiggiling his butt. Explosion going on in the background. They're looking badass. Camera angle is exactly straight/front of them both and they are walking away from the blast*
Quality Requested: Comic/Basic
Background: Explosion going off like a nuke, doesn't have to be super detailed.
Graham Reference: furaffinity.net/view/17161367/
Koshiiri Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg but as a cute white tiger kitten that has the Taiidani marking on his face. No glasses no hat.
Also look at these cool cats!
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raj-y Has some serious talent and skills as an artist! Check her stuff out! she also sells YCH's and other commissions! Check her out seriously her stuff is BEAUTIFUL!
KHCrystal Is also doing comissions! her artwork is very very beautiful and It's definitely worth watching her.
NatalieDeCorsair and I found a art thief and a person comitting fraud/identity theft all in a single day!, which is cool since it's the reason why I found this artist in the first place. Her stuff? seriously? it's God Tier epic......you can't get any better than that......oh! and she's Russian too! which means i'm going to make some really bad jokes about tanks exploding when looked at and how vodka is God's multi-purpose do everything gift to the world! So go watch her too she's cool ^^ Why I chose to become a medical professional.
Posted 9 years agohttp://forums.furaffinity.net/membe.....ile-post-48073 Today someone asked me why I chose the medical profession over all other careers.....I had to sit down and think long and hard about this. What you are about to read is literally me pouring my heart out.
When I was born, I remember playing with medical toys and watching rescue 911 on TV. This is what freaks me out a bit because it's like I was born to be a medical professional.
We don't know why we are here in this world. We basically just exist for the sole purpose of existing, we don't even know what our purpose for existing is. However there is one fact that I have always kept with me. "Even though we don't know why we are here, we can make the most of our lives until we find those answers. I chose to become a medical professional because I believe in helping people live better lives with the time we have left on this plant/plane of existence and because I believe noone should have to go through this existence suffering, and if I can help stop that suffering I am glad.
Your brain is a fucking insanely complicated computer. When you figure out how it works, you can basically throw in cheat codes into it for the game called Life. Enjoying every single moment you are alive and how to get the best experience living the way you want to be with nothing holding you back. It takes alot of studying to figure out how your brain works for you since everyone's is different, but that is what psychiatrists are for and it is why I want to be one. Because I believe you should live your life to the fullest the way you want too. Once we die, that's it, game's over.
I love helping people because in my mind, if I help someone? they in turn help others and it starts a chain effect.
Also the Science, biology, chemistry and pharmacology is interesting as fuck and it is pretty badass jus sayin
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COMMISSIONS FOR COMRADES!
~Shilo and Ko~ [IN PROCESS]
Picture is of shilo and ko at shilos tavern, koshiiri's head is faceplanted severely drunk on the table and shilo is just sitting there smiling like nothing even happened.There is like 1-2 shotglasses infront of Ko, and like 10 infront of shilo. Theme is basically ko is a lightweight and shilo just kicked his ass in a drinking contest.Ko is on the left side of the booth, Shilo is on the right
Quality requested: Basic/Moderate, not asking for SUPER DETAILED HIGH POLYGONSHADINGOMFG.
Background: A simple resturaunt booth. Just google restaurant booth, any style is okeii, doesn't need to have people in the background
Shilo Reference: furaffinity.net/user/shilowolf basically everything on her page is of her character. She normally wears the teal/black dress she's almost always in.
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg ko's wearing everything seen here with his sleeves up on his hoodie like exactly in the pic but with no stethoscope present.The patch on his arm is also visible.
~Ko and Crazymew~ IN PROCESS]
Remake of this picture: furaffinity.net/view/11297293/ except instead of BRETHERN BEFORE WENCHES it should say "BROTHERS FOR LIFE!" Lettering can be any color.
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate nothing super detailed.
Background: None/Plain
Crazymew Reference:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11297293/ instead of his armor and sword thing, just have him in a black hoodie and with bluejeans on with a white shirt underneath.
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg Instead of being in his hoodie, he is in a standard doctors coat with white scrubs and a black shirt underneath that, Stethoscope is present around his neck.
~Nikki and Ko~ [IN PROCESS]
Picture: it's gonna be of Ko and Nikki holding spoons in hostile spoon fighting positions like in the pic and Ko has a top hat on. "That's not a knife that's a spoon! you're not even an australian! give me back my top hat!" is being said by nikki. Can be chibi.
Basically a remake of this picture encrypted-tbn2.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRhOBLrVx5XZFSLVVx3q60sSfkS7aM4CnjdCTGdo5A8py6Y19En
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate not super detailed
Background: Simple/plain
Nikki Reference: static.f-list.net/images/charimage/2336797.jpg
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg
Disclaimer: Nikki is the roleplayer to whom she roleplays that picture as. All rights go to the artist of that picture that he himself drew.
~Rushinurse and Ko~ [FINISHED]
Picture: Rushinurse and Ko standing side by side, Ko on the Left Rushi on the right. Both are smiling warmly while still looking badass. Rushi is holding a clipboard and Ko's arms are crossed together.
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate
Background: Simple/Basic
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg but basically looks like this medicalscrubsmall.com/img/products/184x245/1446.jpg With a Dr.'s coat, and stethoscope around the neck. Scrubs are white underneath with a black shirt under it like in Ref pic 1.
Rushinurse Reference: Matching baby blue scrubs is what she is wearing, hair is normal, stethoscope around her neck static.f-list.net/images/charimage/2082157.png
Warning, both pics are NSFW.
~Ko and Graham~ [IN PROCESS]
Picture is a remake of this: memes.com/img/371910 The very last panel is what im looking for. Basically Kitteh Ko is on his head with a tiny helmet. Graham is holding an M4/M16 rifle instead of an AK and he doesn't have a helmet on. There is a speech bubble next to graham with "Kitty-Ko, you are greatest friend, let's go Remove more Kebab" and beside Ko's tiny fuzzy butt is the words *Wiggilyjiggle* representing ko wiggiling his butt. Explosion going on in the background. They're looking badass. Camera angle is exactly straight/front of them both and they are walking away from the blast*
Quality Requested: Comic/Basic
Background: Explosion going off like a nuke, doesn't have to be super detailed.
Graham Reference: furaffinity.net/view/17161367/
Koshiiri Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg but as a cute white tiger kitten that has the Taiidani marking on his face. No glasses no hat.
Also look at these cool cats!
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shiloAdopts is selling adoptables and she needs the monies cuz shes pushing forward in her life, she is also a very good friend and so I would definitely recommend checking her out.
raj-y Has some serious talent and skills as an artist! Check her stuff out! she also sells YCH's and other commissions! Check her out seriously her stuff is BEAUTIFUL!
KHCrystal Is also doing comissions! her artwork is very very beautiful and It's definitely worth watching her.
NatalieDeCorsair and I found a art thief and a person comitting fraud/identity theft all in a single day!, which is cool since it's the reason why I found this artist in the first place. Her stuff? seriously? it's God Tier epic......you can't get any better than that......oh! and she's Russian too! which means i'm going to make some really bad jokes about tanks exploding when looked at and how vodka is God's multi-purpose do everything gift to the world! So go watch her too she's cool ^^
When I was born, I remember playing with medical toys and watching rescue 911 on TV. This is what freaks me out a bit because it's like I was born to be a medical professional.
We don't know why we are here in this world. We basically just exist for the sole purpose of existing, we don't even know what our purpose for existing is. However there is one fact that I have always kept with me. "Even though we don't know why we are here, we can make the most of our lives until we find those answers. I chose to become a medical professional because I believe in helping people live better lives with the time we have left on this plant/plane of existence and because I believe noone should have to go through this existence suffering, and if I can help stop that suffering I am glad.
Your brain is a fucking insanely complicated computer. When you figure out how it works, you can basically throw in cheat codes into it for the game called Life. Enjoying every single moment you are alive and how to get the best experience living the way you want to be with nothing holding you back. It takes alot of studying to figure out how your brain works for you since everyone's is different, but that is what psychiatrists are for and it is why I want to be one. Because I believe you should live your life to the fullest the way you want too. Once we die, that's it, game's over.
I love helping people because in my mind, if I help someone? they in turn help others and it starts a chain effect.
Also the Science, biology, chemistry and pharmacology is interesting as fuck and it is pretty badass jus sayin
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COMMISSIONS FOR COMRADES!
~Shilo and Ko~ [IN PROCESS]
Picture is of shilo and ko at shilos tavern, koshiiri's head is faceplanted severely drunk on the table and shilo is just sitting there smiling like nothing even happened.There is like 1-2 shotglasses infront of Ko, and like 10 infront of shilo. Theme is basically ko is a lightweight and shilo just kicked his ass in a drinking contest.Ko is on the left side of the booth, Shilo is on the right
Quality requested: Basic/Moderate, not asking for SUPER DETAILED HIGH POLYGONSHADINGOMFG.
Background: A simple resturaunt booth. Just google restaurant booth, any style is okeii, doesn't need to have people in the background
Shilo Reference: furaffinity.net/user/shilowolf basically everything on her page is of her character. She normally wears the teal/black dress she's almost always in.
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg ko's wearing everything seen here with his sleeves up on his hoodie like exactly in the pic but with no stethoscope present.The patch on his arm is also visible.
~Ko and Crazymew~ IN PROCESS]
Remake of this picture: furaffinity.net/view/11297293/ except instead of BRETHERN BEFORE WENCHES it should say "BROTHERS FOR LIFE!" Lettering can be any color.
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate nothing super detailed.
Background: None/Plain
Crazymew Reference:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11297293/ instead of his armor and sword thing, just have him in a black hoodie and with bluejeans on with a white shirt underneath.
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg Instead of being in his hoodie, he is in a standard doctors coat with white scrubs and a black shirt underneath that, Stethoscope is present around his neck.
~Nikki and Ko~ [IN PROCESS]
Picture: it's gonna be of Ko and Nikki holding spoons in hostile spoon fighting positions like in the pic and Ko has a top hat on. "That's not a knife that's a spoon! you're not even an australian! give me back my top hat!" is being said by nikki. Can be chibi.
Basically a remake of this picture encrypted-tbn2.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRhOBLrVx5XZFSLVVx3q60sSfkS7aM4CnjdCTGdo5A8py6Y19En
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate not super detailed
Background: Simple/plain
Nikki Reference: static.f-list.net/images/charimage/2336797.jpg
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg
Disclaimer: Nikki is the roleplayer to whom she roleplays that picture as. All rights go to the artist of that picture that he himself drew.
~Rushinurse and Ko~ [FINISHED]
Picture: Rushinurse and Ko standing side by side, Ko on the Left Rushi on the right. Both are smiling warmly while still looking badass. Rushi is holding a clipboard and Ko's arms are crossed together.
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate
Background: Simple/Basic
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg but basically looks like this medicalscrubsmall.com/img/products/184x245/1446.jpg With a Dr.'s coat, and stethoscope around the neck. Scrubs are white underneath with a black shirt under it like in Ref pic 1.
Rushinurse Reference: Matching baby blue scrubs is what she is wearing, hair is normal, stethoscope around her neck static.f-list.net/images/charimage/2082157.png
Warning, both pics are NSFW.
~Ko and Graham~ [IN PROCESS]
Picture is a remake of this: memes.com/img/371910 The very last panel is what im looking for. Basically Kitteh Ko is on his head with a tiny helmet. Graham is holding an M4/M16 rifle instead of an AK and he doesn't have a helmet on. There is a speech bubble next to graham with "Kitty-Ko, you are greatest friend, let's go Remove more Kebab" and beside Ko's tiny fuzzy butt is the words *Wiggilyjiggle* representing ko wiggiling his butt. Explosion going on in the background. They're looking badass. Camera angle is exactly straight/front of them both and they are walking away from the blast*
Quality Requested: Comic/Basic
Background: Explosion going off like a nuke, doesn't have to be super detailed.
Graham Reference: furaffinity.net/view/17161367/
Koshiiri Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg but as a cute white tiger kitten that has the Taiidani marking on his face. No glasses no hat.
Also look at these cool cats!
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shiloAdopts is selling adoptables and she needs the monies cuz shes pushing forward in her life, she is also a very good friend and so I would definitely recommend checking her out. raj-y Has some serious talent and skills as an artist! Check her stuff out! she also sells YCH's and other commissions! Check her out seriously her stuff is BEAUTIFUL! KHCrystal Is also doing comissions! her artwork is very very beautiful and It's definitely worth watching her. NatalieDeCorsair and I found a art thief and a person comitting fraud/identity theft all in a single day!, which is cool since it's the reason why I found this artist in the first place. Her stuff? seriously? it's God Tier epic......you can't get any better than that......oh! and she's Russian too! which means i'm going to make some really bad jokes about tanks exploding when looked at and how vodka is God's multi-purpose do everything gift to the world! So go watch her too she's cool ^^ A New Comic Series in the works.
Posted 9 years agoMe and Ifriskydingo have decided to team up and create a webcomic! Right now we are in the framework stage of the whole project but things are actually going along smoothly. The webcomic will be focused on the lives of Dr.Koshiiri and his staff at Elohiim Medical Center.
Right now it's going pretty well, so we hope this webcomic will be a good one.
Other than that!
I got a virus -w-.....
and it has hit me like a goddamn TRUCK, holyshit, 5 days in and im still suffering from it, bleh.
Also there's going to be a minor delay with the commissions for comrades but I will send them as soon as I can ^^
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COMMISSIONS FOR COMRADES!
~Shilo and Ko~ [IN PROCESS]
Picture is of shilo and ko at shilos tavern, koshiiri's head is faceplanted severely drunk on the table and shilo is just sitting there smiling like nothing even happened.There is like 1-2 shotglasses infront of Ko, and like 10 infront of shilo. Theme is basically ko is a lightweight and shilo just kicked his ass in a drinking contest.Ko is on the left side of the booth, Shilo is on the right
Quality requested: Basic/Moderate, not asking for SUPER DETAILED HIGH POLYGONSHADINGOMFG.
Background: A simple resturaunt booth. Just google restaurant booth, any style is okeii, doesn't need to have people in the background
Shilo Reference: furaffinity.net/user/shilowolf basically everything on her page is of her character. She normally wears the teal/black dress she's almost always in.
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg ko's wearing everything seen here with his sleeves up on his hoodie like exactly in the pic but with no stethoscope present.The patch on his arm is also visible.
~Ko and Crazymew~ IN PROCESS]
Remake of this picture: furaffinity.net/view/11297293/ except instead of BRETHERN BEFORE WENCHES it should say "BROTHERS FOR LIFE!" Lettering can be any color.
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate nothing super detailed.
Background: None/Plain
Crazymew Reference:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11297293/ instead of his armor and sword thing, just have him in a black hoodie and with bluejeans on with a white shirt underneath.
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg Instead of being in his hoodie, he is in a standard doctors coat with white scrubs and a black shirt underneath that, Stethoscope is present around his neck.
~Nikki and Ko~ [IN PROCESS]
Picture: it's gonna be of Ko and Nikki holding spoons in hostile spoon fighting positions like in the pic and Ko has a top hat on. "That's not a knife that's a spoon! you're not even an australian! give me back my top hat!" is being said by nikki. Can be chibi.
Basically a remake of this picture encrypted-tbn2.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRhOBLrVx5XZFSLVVx3q60sSfkS7aM4CnjdCTGdo5A8py6Y19En
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate not super detailed
Background: Simple/plain
Nikki Reference: static.f-list.net/images/charimage/2336797.jpg
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg
Disclaimer: Nikki is the roleplayer to whom she roleplays that picture as. All rights go to the artist of that picture that he himself drew.
~Rushinurse and Ko~ [FINISHED]
Picture: Rushinurse and Ko standing side by side, Ko on the Left Rushi on the right. Both are smiling warmly while still looking badass. Rushi is holding a clipboard and Ko's arms are crossed together.
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate
Background: Simple/Basic
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg but basically looks like this medicalscrubsmall.com/img/products/184x245/1446.jpg With a Dr.'s coat, and stethoscope around the neck. Scrubs are white underneath with a black shirt under it like in Ref pic 1.
Rushinurse Reference: Matching baby blue scrubs is what she is wearing, hair is normal, stethoscope around her neck static.f-list.net/images/charimage/2082157.png
Warning, both pics are NSFW.
~Ko and Graham~ [IN PROCESS]
Picture is a remake of this: memes.com/img/371910 The very last panel is what im looking for. Basically Kitteh Ko is on his head with a tiny helmet. Graham is holding an M4/M16 rifle instead of an AK and he doesn't have a helmet on. There is a speech bubble next to graham with "Kitty-Ko, you are greatest friend, let's go Remove more Kebab" and beside Ko's tiny fuzzy butt is the words *Wiggilyjiggle* representing ko wiggiling his butt. Explosion going on in the background. They're looking badass. Camera angle is exactly straight/front of them both and they are walking away from the blast*
Quality Requested: Comic/Basic
Background: Explosion going off like a nuke, doesn't have to be super detailed.
Graham Reference: furaffinity.net/view/17161367/
Koshiiri Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg but as a cute white tiger kitten that has the Taiidani marking on his face. No glasses no hat.
Also look at these cool cats!
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shiloAdopts is selling adoptables and she needs the monies cuz shes pushing forward in her life, she is also a very good friend and so I would definitely recommend checking her out.
raj-y Has some serious talent and skills as an artist! Check her stuff out! she also sells YCH's and other commissions! Check her out seriously her stuff is BEAUTIFUL!
KHCrystal Is also doing comissions! her artwork is very very beautiful and It's definitely worth watching her.
NatalieDeCorsair and I found a art thief and a person comitting fraud/identity theft all in a single day!, which is cool since it's the reason why I found this artist in the first place. Her stuff? seriously? it's God Tier epic......you can't get any better than that......oh! and she's Russian too! which means i'm going to make some really bad jokes about tanks exploding when looked at and how vodka is God's multi-purpose do everything gift to the world! So go watch her too she's cool ^^
Ifriskydingo have decided to team up and create a webcomic! Right now we are in the framework stage of the whole project but things are actually going along smoothly. The webcomic will be focused on the lives of Dr.Koshiiri and his staff at Elohiim Medical Center. Right now it's going pretty well, so we hope this webcomic will be a good one.
Other than that!
I got a virus -w-.....
and it has hit me like a goddamn TRUCK, holyshit, 5 days in and im still suffering from it, bleh.
Also there's going to be a minor delay with the commissions for comrades but I will send them as soon as I can ^^
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COMMISSIONS FOR COMRADES!
~Shilo and Ko~ [IN PROCESS]
Picture is of shilo and ko at shilos tavern, koshiiri's head is faceplanted severely drunk on the table and shilo is just sitting there smiling like nothing even happened.There is like 1-2 shotglasses infront of Ko, and like 10 infront of shilo. Theme is basically ko is a lightweight and shilo just kicked his ass in a drinking contest.Ko is on the left side of the booth, Shilo is on the right
Quality requested: Basic/Moderate, not asking for SUPER DETAILED HIGH POLYGONSHADINGOMFG.
Background: A simple resturaunt booth. Just google restaurant booth, any style is okeii, doesn't need to have people in the background
Shilo Reference: furaffinity.net/user/shilowolf basically everything on her page is of her character. She normally wears the teal/black dress she's almost always in.
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg ko's wearing everything seen here with his sleeves up on his hoodie like exactly in the pic but with no stethoscope present.The patch on his arm is also visible.
~Ko and Crazymew~ IN PROCESS]
Remake of this picture: furaffinity.net/view/11297293/ except instead of BRETHERN BEFORE WENCHES it should say "BROTHERS FOR LIFE!" Lettering can be any color.
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate nothing super detailed.
Background: None/Plain
Crazymew Reference:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11297293/ instead of his armor and sword thing, just have him in a black hoodie and with bluejeans on with a white shirt underneath.
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg Instead of being in his hoodie, he is in a standard doctors coat with white scrubs and a black shirt underneath that, Stethoscope is present around his neck.
~Nikki and Ko~ [IN PROCESS]
Picture: it's gonna be of Ko and Nikki holding spoons in hostile spoon fighting positions like in the pic and Ko has a top hat on. "That's not a knife that's a spoon! you're not even an australian! give me back my top hat!" is being said by nikki. Can be chibi.
Basically a remake of this picture encrypted-tbn2.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRhOBLrVx5XZFSLVVx3q60sSfkS7aM4CnjdCTGdo5A8py6Y19En
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate not super detailed
Background: Simple/plain
Nikki Reference: static.f-list.net/images/charimage/2336797.jpg
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg
Disclaimer: Nikki is the roleplayer to whom she roleplays that picture as. All rights go to the artist of that picture that he himself drew.
~Rushinurse and Ko~ [FINISHED]
Picture: Rushinurse and Ko standing side by side, Ko on the Left Rushi on the right. Both are smiling warmly while still looking badass. Rushi is holding a clipboard and Ko's arms are crossed together.
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate
Background: Simple/Basic
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg but basically looks like this medicalscrubsmall.com/img/products/184x245/1446.jpg With a Dr.'s coat, and stethoscope around the neck. Scrubs are white underneath with a black shirt under it like in Ref pic 1.
Rushinurse Reference: Matching baby blue scrubs is what she is wearing, hair is normal, stethoscope around her neck static.f-list.net/images/charimage/2082157.png
Warning, both pics are NSFW.
~Ko and Graham~ [IN PROCESS]
Picture is a remake of this: memes.com/img/371910 The very last panel is what im looking for. Basically Kitteh Ko is on his head with a tiny helmet. Graham is holding an M4/M16 rifle instead of an AK and he doesn't have a helmet on. There is a speech bubble next to graham with "Kitty-Ko, you are greatest friend, let's go Remove more Kebab" and beside Ko's tiny fuzzy butt is the words *Wiggilyjiggle* representing ko wiggiling his butt. Explosion going on in the background. They're looking badass. Camera angle is exactly straight/front of them both and they are walking away from the blast*
Quality Requested: Comic/Basic
Background: Explosion going off like a nuke, doesn't have to be super detailed.
Graham Reference: furaffinity.net/view/17161367/
Koshiiri Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg but as a cute white tiger kitten that has the Taiidani marking on his face. No glasses no hat.
Also look at these cool cats!
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shiloAdopts is selling adoptables and she needs the monies cuz shes pushing forward in her life, she is also a very good friend and so I would definitely recommend checking her out. raj-y Has some serious talent and skills as an artist! Check her stuff out! she also sells YCH's and other commissions! Check her out seriously her stuff is BEAUTIFUL! KHCrystal Is also doing comissions! her artwork is very very beautiful and It's definitely worth watching her. NatalieDeCorsair and I found a art thief and a person comitting fraud/identity theft all in a single day!, which is cool since it's the reason why I found this artist in the first place. Her stuff? seriously? it's God Tier epic......you can't get any better than that......oh! and she's Russian too! which means i'm going to make some really bad jokes about tanks exploding when looked at and how vodka is God's multi-purpose do everything gift to the world! So go watch her too she's cool ^^ I need to clear some thoughts.
Posted 9 years agoI have made so much progress in fixing my life and situation, that I've never been this fierce before. I have repaired my credit by over 57% in 6 months and have re-established two lines of positive credit. I now have full health insurance that costs me practically nothing to get the help I need with no copay's and no monthly bills. I can Focus on my damaged heart, my damaged mind, and I am now healing from the hell I had gone through. My car was even repaired by the neighbors for free after it was totaled almost from having to check on patients during the February blizzard we had. My research into Dextromethorphan and it's serotonin inhibiting properties has impressed doctors and may help save millions of lives of people who are living with treatment resistant depression. Hell I have even successfully been put on Focalin after trying so bloody hard and waiting so many damn months for them to actually put me on a NDRI and my relationships have improved with so many people and I have made so many new comrades it's not even funny.
but for some reason I can't get over one stupid thing....one person who did me wrong when I tried to do only right.....and it's haunting me and I can't shake it. I feel like a roman soldier, standing infront of his shield ready to brace for an attack that's never going to come because the enemy has been long gone....yet I can't lower my weapons and finally go home to a life of peace and I don't know why. I have tried so many times to let it go but I just can't fucking shake it.
I have come this far, I am finally rebuilding my life after it was destroyed, I should've died, I honestly believed I was going down with everything because I had promised myself I would never suffer the shame and disgrace of letting myself go homeless that was ingrained in our minds from the day we were born.....I was abandoned by the family I was told would never abandon me and all because of my mothers stupid actions and I got pulled down alongside her......for 6 years I suffered with the constant fear of losing everything I ever knew always being told you were going to lose everything only to have it extended by another week or another month, not understanding why there was no water, no sewer, no electricity at times, no food, in a cold empty house with nowhere to go and noone to help you.....all while watching someone you clung too for hope try to hurt you and push you away even tho you did your best to try and fix the issues you yourself had caused hoping for an eventual way out......My medicines are the only thing that kept me alive and kept me going through this horrid hell.
Now that it's all over and I am rebuilding, I still can't let that one person go.......I still can't forgive her for what she did to me no matter how hard I try and let it go..... I've forgiven so many others over much much worse, but not this one person and I can't for the life of me figure out why. I don't want to cause issues, I don't want to cause trouble or cause misery, but I just can't let this stupid grudge go. Why the hell did you freak out and attack? Why....me? *rubs his temples and sighs*
I will never know why, but I can only hope time erases the damage done and I can forget what happened to me during that time of my life that was the worst.
Lord please heal my wounds and calm my mind, I just want peace nothing more.
Sorry for ranting. I just had to get this off my chest.
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COMMISSIONS FOR COMRADES!
~Shilo and Ko~ [IN PROCESS]
Picture is of shilo and ko at shilos tavern, koshiiri's head is faceplanted severely drunk on the table and shilo is just sitting there smiling like nothing even happened.There is like 1-2 shotglasses infront of Ko, and like 10 infront of shilo. Theme is basically ko is a lightweight and shilo just kicked his ass in a drinking contest.Ko is on the left side of the booth, Shilo is on the right
Quality requested: Basic/Moderate, not asking for SUPER DETAILED HIGH POLYGONSHADINGOMFG.
Background: A simple resturaunt booth. Just google restaurant booth, any style is okeii, doesn't need to have people in the background
Shilo Reference: furaffinity.net/user/shilowolf basically everything on her page is of her character. She normally wears the teal/black dress she's almost always in.
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg ko's wearing everything seen here with his sleeves up on his hoodie like exactly in the pic but with no stethoscope present.The patch on his arm is also visible.
~Ko and Crazymew~ IN PROCESS]
Remake of this picture: furaffinity.net/view/11297293/ except instead of BRETHERN BEFORE WENCHES it should say "BROTHERS FOR LIFE!" Lettering can be any color.
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate nothing super detailed.
Background: None/Plain
Crazymew Reference:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11297293/ instead of his armor and sword thing, just have him in a black hoodie and with bluejeans on with a white shirt underneath.
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg Instead of being in his hoodie, he is in a standard doctors coat with white scrubs and a black shirt underneath that, Stethoscope is present around his neck.
~Nikki and Ko~ [IN PROCESS]
Picture: it's gonna be of Ko and Nikki holding spoons in hostile spoon fighting positions like in the pic and Ko has a top hat on. "That's not a knife that's a spoon! you're not even an australian! give me back my top hat!" is being said by nikki. Can be chibi.
Basically a remake of this picture encrypted-tbn2.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRhOBLrVx5XZFSLVVx3q60sSfkS7aM4CnjdCTGdo5A8py6Y19En
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate not super detailed
Background: Simple/plain
Nikki Reference: static.f-list.net/images/charimage/2336797.jpg
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg
Disclaimer: Nikki is the roleplayer to whom she roleplays that picture as. All rights go to the artist of that picture that he himself drew.
~Rushinurse and Ko~ [FINISHED]
Picture: Rushinurse and Ko standing side by side, Ko on the Left Rushi on the right. Both are smiling warmly while still looking badass. Rushi is holding a clipboard and Ko's arms are crossed together.
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate
Background: Simple/Basic
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg but basically looks like this medicalscrubsmall.com/img/products/184x245/1446.jpg With a Dr.'s coat, and stethoscope around the neck. Scrubs are white underneath with a black shirt under it like in Ref pic 1.
Rushinurse Reference: Matching baby blue scrubs is what she is wearing, hair is normal, stethoscope around her neck static.f-list.net/images/charimage/2082157.png
Warning, both pics are NSFW.
~Ko and Graham~ [IN PROCESS]
Picture is a remake of this: memes.com/img/371910 The very last panel is what im looking for. Basically Kitteh Ko is on his head with a tiny helmet. Graham is holding an M4/M16 rifle instead of an AK and he doesn't have a helmet on. There is a speech bubble next to graham with "Kitty-Ko, you are greatest friend, let's go Remove more Kebab" and beside Ko's tiny fuzzy butt is the words *Wiggilyjiggle* representing ko wiggiling his butt. Explosion going on in the background. They're looking badass. Camera angle is exactly straight/front of them both and they are walking away from the blast*
Quality Requested: Comic/Basic
Background: Explosion going off like a nuke, doesn't have to be super detailed.
Graham Reference: furaffinity.net/view/17161367/
Koshiiri Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg but as a cute white tiger kitten that has the Taiidani marking on his face. No glasses no hat.
Also look at these cool cats!
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shiloAdopts is selling adoptables and she needs the monies cuz shes pushing forward in her life, she is also a very good friend and so I would definitely recommend checking her out.
raj-y Has some serious talent and skills as an artist! Check her stuff out! she also sells YCH's and other commissions! Check her out seriously her stuff is BEAUTIFUL!
KHCrystal Is also doing comissions! her artwork is very very beautiful and It's definitely worth watching her.
NatalieDeCorsair and I found a art thief and a person comitting fraud/identity theft all in a single day!, which is cool since it's the reason why I found this artist in the first place. Her stuff? seriously? it's God Tier epic......you can't get any better than that......oh! and she's Russian too! which means i'm going to make some really bad jokes about tanks exploding when looked at and how vodka is God's multi-purpose do everything gift to the world! So go watch her too she's cool ^^
but for some reason I can't get over one stupid thing....one person who did me wrong when I tried to do only right.....and it's haunting me and I can't shake it. I feel like a roman soldier, standing infront of his shield ready to brace for an attack that's never going to come because the enemy has been long gone....yet I can't lower my weapons and finally go home to a life of peace and I don't know why. I have tried so many times to let it go but I just can't fucking shake it.
I have come this far, I am finally rebuilding my life after it was destroyed, I should've died, I honestly believed I was going down with everything because I had promised myself I would never suffer the shame and disgrace of letting myself go homeless that was ingrained in our minds from the day we were born.....I was abandoned by the family I was told would never abandon me and all because of my mothers stupid actions and I got pulled down alongside her......for 6 years I suffered with the constant fear of losing everything I ever knew always being told you were going to lose everything only to have it extended by another week or another month, not understanding why there was no water, no sewer, no electricity at times, no food, in a cold empty house with nowhere to go and noone to help you.....all while watching someone you clung too for hope try to hurt you and push you away even tho you did your best to try and fix the issues you yourself had caused hoping for an eventual way out......My medicines are the only thing that kept me alive and kept me going through this horrid hell.
Now that it's all over and I am rebuilding, I still can't let that one person go.......I still can't forgive her for what she did to me no matter how hard I try and let it go..... I've forgiven so many others over much much worse, but not this one person and I can't for the life of me figure out why. I don't want to cause issues, I don't want to cause trouble or cause misery, but I just can't let this stupid grudge go. Why the hell did you freak out and attack? Why....me? *rubs his temples and sighs*
I will never know why, but I can only hope time erases the damage done and I can forget what happened to me during that time of my life that was the worst.
Lord please heal my wounds and calm my mind, I just want peace nothing more.
Sorry for ranting. I just had to get this off my chest.
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COMMISSIONS FOR COMRADES!
~Shilo and Ko~ [IN PROCESS]
Picture is of shilo and ko at shilos tavern, koshiiri's head is faceplanted severely drunk on the table and shilo is just sitting there smiling like nothing even happened.There is like 1-2 shotglasses infront of Ko, and like 10 infront of shilo. Theme is basically ko is a lightweight and shilo just kicked his ass in a drinking contest.Ko is on the left side of the booth, Shilo is on the right
Quality requested: Basic/Moderate, not asking for SUPER DETAILED HIGH POLYGONSHADINGOMFG.
Background: A simple resturaunt booth. Just google restaurant booth, any style is okeii, doesn't need to have people in the background
Shilo Reference: furaffinity.net/user/shilowolf basically everything on her page is of her character. She normally wears the teal/black dress she's almost always in.
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg ko's wearing everything seen here with his sleeves up on his hoodie like exactly in the pic but with no stethoscope present.The patch on his arm is also visible.
~Ko and Crazymew~ IN PROCESS]
Remake of this picture: furaffinity.net/view/11297293/ except instead of BRETHERN BEFORE WENCHES it should say "BROTHERS FOR LIFE!" Lettering can be any color.
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate nothing super detailed.
Background: None/Plain
Crazymew Reference:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11297293/ instead of his armor and sword thing, just have him in a black hoodie and with bluejeans on with a white shirt underneath.
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg Instead of being in his hoodie, he is in a standard doctors coat with white scrubs and a black shirt underneath that, Stethoscope is present around his neck.
~Nikki and Ko~ [IN PROCESS]
Picture: it's gonna be of Ko and Nikki holding spoons in hostile spoon fighting positions like in the pic and Ko has a top hat on. "That's not a knife that's a spoon! you're not even an australian! give me back my top hat!" is being said by nikki. Can be chibi.
Basically a remake of this picture encrypted-tbn2.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRhOBLrVx5XZFSLVVx3q60sSfkS7aM4CnjdCTGdo5A8py6Y19En
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate not super detailed
Background: Simple/plain
Nikki Reference: static.f-list.net/images/charimage/2336797.jpg
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg
Disclaimer: Nikki is the roleplayer to whom she roleplays that picture as. All rights go to the artist of that picture that he himself drew.
~Rushinurse and Ko~ [FINISHED]
Picture: Rushinurse and Ko standing side by side, Ko on the Left Rushi on the right. Both are smiling warmly while still looking badass. Rushi is holding a clipboard and Ko's arms are crossed together.
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate
Background: Simple/Basic
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg but basically looks like this medicalscrubsmall.com/img/products/184x245/1446.jpg With a Dr.'s coat, and stethoscope around the neck. Scrubs are white underneath with a black shirt under it like in Ref pic 1.
Rushinurse Reference: Matching baby blue scrubs is what she is wearing, hair is normal, stethoscope around her neck static.f-list.net/images/charimage/2082157.png
Warning, both pics are NSFW.
~Ko and Graham~ [IN PROCESS]
Picture is a remake of this: memes.com/img/371910 The very last panel is what im looking for. Basically Kitteh Ko is on his head with a tiny helmet. Graham is holding an M4/M16 rifle instead of an AK and he doesn't have a helmet on. There is a speech bubble next to graham with "Kitty-Ko, you are greatest friend, let's go Remove more Kebab" and beside Ko's tiny fuzzy butt is the words *Wiggilyjiggle* representing ko wiggiling his butt. Explosion going on in the background. They're looking badass. Camera angle is exactly straight/front of them both and they are walking away from the blast*
Quality Requested: Comic/Basic
Background: Explosion going off like a nuke, doesn't have to be super detailed.
Graham Reference: furaffinity.net/view/17161367/
Koshiiri Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg but as a cute white tiger kitten that has the Taiidani marking on his face. No glasses no hat.
Also look at these cool cats!
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shiloAdopts is selling adoptables and she needs the monies cuz shes pushing forward in her life, she is also a very good friend and so I would definitely recommend checking her out. raj-y Has some serious talent and skills as an artist! Check her stuff out! she also sells YCH's and other commissions! Check her out seriously her stuff is BEAUTIFUL! KHCrystal Is also doing comissions! her artwork is very very beautiful and It's definitely worth watching her. NatalieDeCorsair and I found a art thief and a person comitting fraud/identity theft all in a single day!, which is cool since it's the reason why I found this artist in the first place. Her stuff? seriously? it's God Tier epic......you can't get any better than that......oh! and she's Russian too! which means i'm going to make some really bad jokes about tanks exploding when looked at and how vodka is God's multi-purpose do everything gift to the world! So go watch her too she's cool ^^ Moving on then!
Posted 9 years agoWell now that it's finally over and I can move on with my life and grow and become who I wish to be without the past holding me back.
I have great news!
I have given a psychiatrist and a therapist my research on Dextromethorphans anti-depressant effects and they were amazed at what they read!!, even so much as to thank me for it and suggest I goto Dr.Cook to see if I can't get it published! If it does it could very well be the first steps into making a new and safer anti-depressant drug that could possibly save millions of people worldwide from a sudden Depressive attack that forces them to commit suicide. My research comes from years of taking the medication myself at the precise dosages to provide it's rapid therapeutic effect.
I also have some more artwork I haven't started on but I will get to it later. The 4th phase of the Recovery is underway, I am now going to therapy and seeing a psyciatrist for the hell I endured and I am also letting my bank account regenerate and my credit improve again. The family that brought me in is amazing....They honestly saved my life.....
I have a second chance at an actual LIFE......
it's almost overwhelming this feeling of actually being able to live a life without fear and hardship....I can't finally step back and breathe again it feels like.
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COMMISSIONS FOR COMRADES!
~Shilo and Ko~ [IN PROCESS]
Picture is of shilo and ko at shilos tavern, koshiiri's head is faceplanted severely drunk on the table and shilo is just sitting there smiling like nothing even happened.There is like 1-2 shotglasses infront of Ko, and like 10 infront of shilo. Theme is basically ko is a lightweight and shilo just kicked his ass in a drinking contest.Ko is on the left side of the booth, Shilo is on the right
Quality requested: Basic/Moderate, not asking for SUPER DETAILED HIGH POLYGONSHADINGOMFG.
Background: A simple resturaunt booth. Just google restaurant booth, any style is okeii, doesn't need to have people in the background
Shilo Reference: furaffinity.net/user/shilowolf basically everything on her page is of her character. She normally wears the teal/black dress she's almost always in.
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg ko's wearing everything seen here with his sleeves up on his hoodie like exactly in the pic but with no stethoscope present.The patch on his arm is also visible.
~Ko and Crazymew~ IN PROCESS]
Remake of this picture: furaffinity.net/view/11297293/ except instead of BRETHERN BEFORE WENCHES it should say "BROTHERS FOR LIFE!" Lettering can be any color.
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate nothing super detailed.
Background: None/Plain
Crazymew Reference:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11297293/ instead of his armor and sword thing, just have him in a black hoodie and with bluejeans on with a white shirt underneath.
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg Instead of being in his hoodie, he is in a standard doctors coat with white scrubs and a black shirt underneath that, Stethoscope is present around his neck.
~Nikki and Ko~ [IN PROCESS]
Picture: it's gonna be of Ko and Nikki holding spoons in hostile spoon fighting positions like in the pic and Ko has a top hat on. "That's not a knife that's a spoon! you're not even an australian! give me back my top hat!" is being said by nikki. Can be chibi.
Basically a remake of this picture encrypted-tbn2.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRhOBLrVx5XZFSLVVx3q60sSfkS7aM4CnjdCTGdo5A8py6Y19En
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate not super detailed
Background: Simple/plain
Nikki Reference: static.f-list.net/images/charimage/2336797.jpg
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg
Disclaimer: Nikki is the roleplayer to whom she roleplays that picture as. All rights go to the artist of that picture that he himself drew.
~Rushinurse and Ko~ [FINISHED]
Picture: Rushinurse and Ko standing side by side, Ko on the Left Rushi on the right. Both are smiling warmly while still looking badass. Rushi is holding a clipboard and Ko's arms are crossed together.
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate
Background: Simple/Basic
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg but basically looks like this medicalscrubsmall.com/img/products/184x245/1446.jpg With a Dr.'s coat, and stethoscope around the neck. Scrubs are white underneath with a black shirt under it like in Ref pic 1.
Rushinurse Reference: Matching baby blue scrubs is what she is wearing, hair is normal, stethoscope around her neck static.f-list.net/images/charimage/2082157.png
Warning, both pics are NSFW.
~Ko and Graham~ [IN PROCESS]
Picture is a remake of this: memes.com/img/371910 The very last panel is what im looking for. Basically Kitteh Ko is on his head with a tiny helmet. Graham is holding an M4/M16 rifle instead of an AK and he doesn't have a helmet on. There is a speech bubble next to graham with "Kitty-Ko, you are greatest friend, let's go Remove more Kebab" and beside Ko's tiny fuzzy butt is the words *Wiggilyjiggle* representing ko wiggiling his butt. Explosion going on in the background. They're looking badass. Camera angle is exactly straight/front of them both and they are walking away from the blast*
Quality Requested: Comic/Basic
Background: Explosion going off like a nuke, doesn't have to be super detailed.
Graham Reference: furaffinity.net/view/17161367/
Koshiiri Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg but as a cute white tiger kitten that has the Taiidani marking on his face. No glasses no hat.
Also look at these cool cats!
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shiloAdopts is selling adoptables and she needs the monies cuz shes pushing forward in her life, she is also a very good friend and so I would definitely recommend checking her out.
raj-y Has some serious talent and skills as an artist! Check her stuff out! she also sells YCH's and other commissions! Check her out seriously her stuff is BEAUTIFUL!
KHCrystal Is also doing comissions! her artwork is very very beautiful and It's definitely worth watching her.
NatalieDeCorsair and I found a art thief and a person comitting fraud/identity theft all in a single day!, which is cool since it's the reason why I found this artist in the first place. Her stuff? seriously? it's God Tier epic......you can't get any better than that......oh! and she's Russian too! which means i'm going to make some really bad jokes about tanks exploding when looked at and how vodka is God's multi-purpose do everything gift to the world! So go watch her too she's cool ^^
I have great news!
I have given a psychiatrist and a therapist my research on Dextromethorphans anti-depressant effects and they were amazed at what they read!!, even so much as to thank me for it and suggest I goto Dr.Cook to see if I can't get it published! If it does it could very well be the first steps into making a new and safer anti-depressant drug that could possibly save millions of people worldwide from a sudden Depressive attack that forces them to commit suicide. My research comes from years of taking the medication myself at the precise dosages to provide it's rapid therapeutic effect.
I also have some more artwork I haven't started on but I will get to it later. The 4th phase of the Recovery is underway, I am now going to therapy and seeing a psyciatrist for the hell I endured and I am also letting my bank account regenerate and my credit improve again. The family that brought me in is amazing....They honestly saved my life.....
I have a second chance at an actual LIFE......
it's almost overwhelming this feeling of actually being able to live a life without fear and hardship....I can't finally step back and breathe again it feels like.
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COMMISSIONS FOR COMRADES!
~Shilo and Ko~ [IN PROCESS]
Picture is of shilo and ko at shilos tavern, koshiiri's head is faceplanted severely drunk on the table and shilo is just sitting there smiling like nothing even happened.There is like 1-2 shotglasses infront of Ko, and like 10 infront of shilo. Theme is basically ko is a lightweight and shilo just kicked his ass in a drinking contest.Ko is on the left side of the booth, Shilo is on the right
Quality requested: Basic/Moderate, not asking for SUPER DETAILED HIGH POLYGONSHADINGOMFG.
Background: A simple resturaunt booth. Just google restaurant booth, any style is okeii, doesn't need to have people in the background
Shilo Reference: furaffinity.net/user/shilowolf basically everything on her page is of her character. She normally wears the teal/black dress she's almost always in.
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg ko's wearing everything seen here with his sleeves up on his hoodie like exactly in the pic but with no stethoscope present.The patch on his arm is also visible.
~Ko and Crazymew~ IN PROCESS]
Remake of this picture: furaffinity.net/view/11297293/ except instead of BRETHERN BEFORE WENCHES it should say "BROTHERS FOR LIFE!" Lettering can be any color.
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate nothing super detailed.
Background: None/Plain
Crazymew Reference:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11297293/ instead of his armor and sword thing, just have him in a black hoodie and with bluejeans on with a white shirt underneath.
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg Instead of being in his hoodie, he is in a standard doctors coat with white scrubs and a black shirt underneath that, Stethoscope is present around his neck.
~Nikki and Ko~ [IN PROCESS]
Picture: it's gonna be of Ko and Nikki holding spoons in hostile spoon fighting positions like in the pic and Ko has a top hat on. "That's not a knife that's a spoon! you're not even an australian! give me back my top hat!" is being said by nikki. Can be chibi.
Basically a remake of this picture encrypted-tbn2.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRhOBLrVx5XZFSLVVx3q60sSfkS7aM4CnjdCTGdo5A8py6Y19En
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate not super detailed
Background: Simple/plain
Nikki Reference: static.f-list.net/images/charimage/2336797.jpg
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg
Disclaimer: Nikki is the roleplayer to whom she roleplays that picture as. All rights go to the artist of that picture that he himself drew.
~Rushinurse and Ko~ [FINISHED]
Picture: Rushinurse and Ko standing side by side, Ko on the Left Rushi on the right. Both are smiling warmly while still looking badass. Rushi is holding a clipboard and Ko's arms are crossed together.
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate
Background: Simple/Basic
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg but basically looks like this medicalscrubsmall.com/img/products/184x245/1446.jpg With a Dr.'s coat, and stethoscope around the neck. Scrubs are white underneath with a black shirt under it like in Ref pic 1.
Rushinurse Reference: Matching baby blue scrubs is what she is wearing, hair is normal, stethoscope around her neck static.f-list.net/images/charimage/2082157.png
Warning, both pics are NSFW.
~Ko and Graham~ [IN PROCESS]
Picture is a remake of this: memes.com/img/371910 The very last panel is what im looking for. Basically Kitteh Ko is on his head with a tiny helmet. Graham is holding an M4/M16 rifle instead of an AK and he doesn't have a helmet on. There is a speech bubble next to graham with "Kitty-Ko, you are greatest friend, let's go Remove more Kebab" and beside Ko's tiny fuzzy butt is the words *Wiggilyjiggle* representing ko wiggiling his butt. Explosion going on in the background. They're looking badass. Camera angle is exactly straight/front of them both and they are walking away from the blast*
Quality Requested: Comic/Basic
Background: Explosion going off like a nuke, doesn't have to be super detailed.
Graham Reference: furaffinity.net/view/17161367/
Koshiiri Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688[at]400-1461316500.jpg but as a cute white tiger kitten that has the Taiidani marking on his face. No glasses no hat.
Also look at these cool cats!
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shiloAdopts is selling adoptables and she needs the monies cuz shes pushing forward in her life, she is also a very good friend and so I would definitely recommend checking her out. raj-y Has some serious talent and skills as an artist! Check her stuff out! she also sells YCH's and other commissions! Check her out seriously her stuff is BEAUTIFUL! KHCrystal Is also doing comissions! her artwork is very very beautiful and It's definitely worth watching her. NatalieDeCorsair and I found a art thief and a person comitting fraud/identity theft all in a single day!, which is cool since it's the reason why I found this artist in the first place. Her stuff? seriously? it's God Tier epic......you can't get any better than that......oh! and she's Russian too! which means i'm going to make some really bad jokes about tanks exploding when looked at and how vodka is God's multi-purpose do everything gift to the world! So go watch her too she's cool ^^ Lmfao seriously?
Posted 9 years agoI was told by my friend today that he received notes from the boyfriend of who I was talking about in my previous journals, telling him how upset she was because of me in hope's that Jon could get me to stop as if I was the one in the wrong for hurting her feelings...... Lol let me tell you something about "Feelings"
This woman received from me so much Financial support MANY, MANY, MANY times when she had no food and no money to get any, when she needed help visiting her boyfriend TWICE, and even when she had all of her savings taken from her from finlands bank that she was saving and almost had enough to finally move to the states to be with him? I had begun saving up money for her even when I was losing the siege, because I had wanted to do one last nice thing for her before I had gone down with the ship, losing everything...
I even gave her so much emotional support in trying to keep her going with her relationship too in the final months after she had lost her money.
Then when I had been declared dead. She could have cared less. After 7 years of good and bad times with eachother, and with me trying to do good for her and her boyfriend at the very end....she could have absolutely cared less. She couldn't even say RIP properly, she said "Some friends lost a friends" at the very end of a journal she had posted about something else.....Then she denied I had ever sent her a single cent of the Hundreds if not over a Thousand dollars I had worked hard for and that I could have used myself, even lying to her boyfriend about it even tho he had been told about it as well and even when I had sent him money to help him out too long ago. I was also told that she had posted a journal on FA immediately after hearing I had died about how horrible of a person I was and how I did this or that or whined all the time but she deleted it when my friends began to get pissed.
and recently she had the nerve to spread my RL information out onto her FA, accusing me of something I did not do, even after I had defended her when I came back originally, and after being told by my friends and hers that I did nothing wrong. She wouldn't even apologize when I told her i'd forgive her if she just said sorry.
Yet after ALL of that.....I am the one in the wrong for making her cry?
WELL HOW THE FUCK DO YOU THINK I FEEL ?!?!?!?
The Fuck is wrong with you and your boyfriend? You are honestly terrible people, I seriously cannot wrap my head around how cruel and heartless you both are to even think of trying to make me feel bad that she was crying because my actual friends defended me from her abuse.... Even my friend who was contacted was like "sux4ubruh"
I honestly feel pity for the type of people they have become.....She's a heartless monster, and I honestly wish I had never met her in the first place because of how she treated me. She couldn't even say she was sorry even tho it would've shown she was still a human being and it would've benefited her greatly. Now the people know the truth of what she is, and she can't hide behind a mask deceiving people ever again.
/Rant off....sorry but I just had to get it off my chest.
This woman received from me so much Financial support MANY, MANY, MANY times when she had no food and no money to get any, when she needed help visiting her boyfriend TWICE, and even when she had all of her savings taken from her from finlands bank that she was saving and almost had enough to finally move to the states to be with him? I had begun saving up money for her even when I was losing the siege, because I had wanted to do one last nice thing for her before I had gone down with the ship, losing everything...
I even gave her so much emotional support in trying to keep her going with her relationship too in the final months after she had lost her money.
Then when I had been declared dead. She could have cared less. After 7 years of good and bad times with eachother, and with me trying to do good for her and her boyfriend at the very end....she could have absolutely cared less. She couldn't even say RIP properly, she said "Some friends lost a friends" at the very end of a journal she had posted about something else.....Then she denied I had ever sent her a single cent of the Hundreds if not over a Thousand dollars I had worked hard for and that I could have used myself, even lying to her boyfriend about it even tho he had been told about it as well and even when I had sent him money to help him out too long ago. I was also told that she had posted a journal on FA immediately after hearing I had died about how horrible of a person I was and how I did this or that or whined all the time but she deleted it when my friends began to get pissed.
and recently she had the nerve to spread my RL information out onto her FA, accusing me of something I did not do, even after I had defended her when I came back originally, and after being told by my friends and hers that I did nothing wrong. She wouldn't even apologize when I told her i'd forgive her if she just said sorry.
Yet after ALL of that.....I am the one in the wrong for making her cry?
WELL HOW THE FUCK DO YOU THINK I FEEL ?!?!?!?
The Fuck is wrong with you and your boyfriend? You are honestly terrible people, I seriously cannot wrap my head around how cruel and heartless you both are to even think of trying to make me feel bad that she was crying because my actual friends defended me from her abuse.... Even my friend who was contacted was like "sux4ubruh"
I honestly feel pity for the type of people they have become.....She's a heartless monster, and I honestly wish I had never met her in the first place because of how she treated me. She couldn't even say she was sorry even tho it would've shown she was still a human being and it would've benefited her greatly. Now the people know the truth of what she is, and she can't hide behind a mask deceiving people ever again.
/Rant off....sorry but I just had to get it off my chest.
Now that that's over with! ^^
Posted 9 years ago*Sheathes his Spear and shakes his head* She will never realize that you can ask for forgiveness and it will still be given if you truely mean it, no matter how many times you have done wrong.......Lord I hope you bless her and her family, for they do not know what they have become......she made her choice, and I will respect it. However I hope one day she learns that you should never attack someone without good reason and if someone attacks you? do not strike a fatal blow against those who hurt you first, but you should strike them in defense of yourself till they falter, then offer them peace and reconcile. That is how you come to mutual understanding and after it, everyone benefits. *looks down*.......May Angels watch over her, for she is lost.
Anyhoo!
Comissions for hire are up! Pick one! and I will send you money to draw it!
~Shilo and Ko~ Offering: 20$
Picture is of shilo and ko at shilos tavern, koshiiri's head is faceplanted severely drunk on the table and shilo is just sitting there smiling like nothing even happened.There is like 1-2 shotglasses infront of Ko, and like 10 infront of shilo. Theme is basically ko is a lightweight and shilo just kicked his ass in a drinking contest.Ko is on the left side of the booth, Shilo is on the right
Quality requested: Basic/Moderate, not asking for SUPER DETAILED HIGH POLYGONSHADINGOMFG.
Background: A simple resturaunt booth. Just google restaurant booth, any style is okeii, doesn't need to have people in the background
Shilo Reference: furaffinity.net/user/shilowolf basically everything on her page is of her character. She normally wears the teal/black dress she's almost always in.
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688@400-1461316500.jpg ko's wearing everything seen here with his sleeves up on his hoodie like exactly in the pic but with no stethoscope present.The patch on his arm is also visible.
~Ko and Crazymew~ Offering 15$
Remake of this picture: furaffinity.net/view/11297293/ except instead of BRETHERN BEFORE WENCHES it should say "BROTHERS FOR LIFE!" Lettering can be any color.
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate nothing super detailed.
Background: None/Plain
Crazymew Reference:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11297293/ instead of his armor and sword thing, just have him in a black hoodie and with bluejeans on with a white shirt underneath.
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688@400-1461316500.jpg Instead of being in his hoodie, he is in a standard doctors coat with white scrubs and a black shirt underneath that, Stethoscope is present around his neck.
~Nikki and Ko~ Offering 15$
Picture: it's gonna be of Ko and Nikki holding spoons in hostile spoon fighting positions like in the pic and Ko has a top hat on. "That's not a knife that's a spoon! you're not even an australian! give me back my top hat!" is being said by nikki. Can be chibi.
Basically a remake of this picture encrypted-tbn2.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRhOBLrVx5XZFSLVVx3q60sSfkS7aM4CnjdCTGdo5A8py6Y19En
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate not super detailed
Background: Simple/plain
Nikki Reference: static.f-list.net/images/charimage/2336797.jpg
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688@400-1461316500.jpg
Disclaimer: Nikki is the roleplayer to whom she roleplays that picture as. All rights go to the artist of that picture that he himself drew.
~Rushinurse and Ko~ Offering 25$ [HIRED AND CLOSED]
Picture: Rushinurse and Ko standing side by side, Ko on the Left Rushi on the right. Both are smiling warmly while still looking badass. Rushi is holding a clipboard and Ko's arms are crossed together.
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate
Background: Simple/Basic
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688@400-1461316500.jpg but basically looks like this medicalscrubsmall.com/img/products/184x245/1446.jpg With a Dr.'s coat, and stethoscope around the neck. Scrubs are white underneath with a black shirt under it like in Ref pic 1.
Rushinurse Reference: Matching baby blue scrubs is what she is wearing, hair is normal, stethoscope around her neck static.f-list.net/images/charimage/2082157.png
Warning, both pics are NSFW.
~Ko and Graham~ Offering 20$
Picture is a remake of this: memes.com/img/371910 The very last panel is what im looking for. Basically Kitteh Ko is on his head with a tiny helmet. Graham is holding an M4/M16 rifle instead of an AK and he doesn't have a helmet on. There is a speech bubble next to graham with "Kitty-Ko, you are greatest friend, let's go Remove more Kebab" and beside Ko's tiny fuzzy butt is the words *Wiggilyjiggle* representing ko wiggiling his butt. Explosion going on in the background. They're looking badass. Camera angle is exactly straight/front of them both and they are walking away from the blast*
Quality Requested: Comic/Basic
Background: Explosion going off like a nuke, doesn't have to be super detailed.
Graham Reference: furaffinity.net/view/17161367/
Koshiiri Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688@400-1461316500.jpg but as a cute white tiger kitten that has the Taiidani marking on his face. No glasses no hat.
Also look at these cool cats!
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shiloAdopts is selling adoptables and she needs the monies cuz shes pushing forward in her life, she is also a very good friend and so I would definitely recommend checking her out.
KHCrystal Is also doing comissions! her artwork is very very beautiful and It's definitely worth watching her.
NatalieDeCorsair and I found a art thief and a person comitting fraud/identity theft all in a single day!, which is cool since it's the reason why I found this artist in the first place. Her stuff? seriously? it's God Tier epic......you can't get any better than that......oh! and she's Russian too! which means i'm going to make some really bad jokes about tanks exploding when looked at and how vodka is God's multi-purpose do everything gift to the world! So go watch her too she's cool ^^
Anyhoo!
Comissions for hire are up! Pick one! and I will send you money to draw it!
~Shilo and Ko~ Offering: 20$
Picture is of shilo and ko at shilos tavern, koshiiri's head is faceplanted severely drunk on the table and shilo is just sitting there smiling like nothing even happened.There is like 1-2 shotglasses infront of Ko, and like 10 infront of shilo. Theme is basically ko is a lightweight and shilo just kicked his ass in a drinking contest.Ko is on the left side of the booth, Shilo is on the right
Quality requested: Basic/Moderate, not asking for SUPER DETAILED HIGH POLYGONSHADINGOMFG.
Background: A simple resturaunt booth. Just google restaurant booth, any style is okeii, doesn't need to have people in the background
Shilo Reference: furaffinity.net/user/shilowolf basically everything on her page is of her character. She normally wears the teal/black dress she's almost always in.
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688@400-1461316500.jpg ko's wearing everything seen here with his sleeves up on his hoodie like exactly in the pic but with no stethoscope present.The patch on his arm is also visible.
~Ko and Crazymew~ Offering 15$
Remake of this picture: furaffinity.net/view/11297293/ except instead of BRETHERN BEFORE WENCHES it should say "BROTHERS FOR LIFE!" Lettering can be any color.
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate nothing super detailed.
Background: None/Plain
Crazymew Reference:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11297293/ instead of his armor and sword thing, just have him in a black hoodie and with bluejeans on with a white shirt underneath.
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688@400-1461316500.jpg Instead of being in his hoodie, he is in a standard doctors coat with white scrubs and a black shirt underneath that, Stethoscope is present around his neck.
~Nikki and Ko~ Offering 15$
Picture: it's gonna be of Ko and Nikki holding spoons in hostile spoon fighting positions like in the pic and Ko has a top hat on. "That's not a knife that's a spoon! you're not even an australian! give me back my top hat!" is being said by nikki. Can be chibi.
Basically a remake of this picture encrypted-tbn2.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRhOBLrVx5XZFSLVVx3q60sSfkS7aM4CnjdCTGdo5A8py6Y19En
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate not super detailed
Background: Simple/plain
Nikki Reference: static.f-list.net/images/charimage/2336797.jpg
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688@400-1461316500.jpg
Disclaimer: Nikki is the roleplayer to whom she roleplays that picture as. All rights go to the artist of that picture that he himself drew.
~Rushinurse and Ko~ Offering 25$ [HIRED AND CLOSED]
Picture: Rushinurse and Ko standing side by side, Ko on the Left Rushi on the right. Both are smiling warmly while still looking badass. Rushi is holding a clipboard and Ko's arms are crossed together.
Quality Requested: Basic/Moderate
Background: Simple/Basic
Ko Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688@400-1461316500.jpg but basically looks like this medicalscrubsmall.com/img/products/184x245/1446.jpg With a Dr.'s coat, and stethoscope around the neck. Scrubs are white underneath with a black shirt under it like in Ref pic 1.
Rushinurse Reference: Matching baby blue scrubs is what she is wearing, hair is normal, stethoscope around her neck static.f-list.net/images/charimage/2082157.png
Warning, both pics are NSFW.
~Ko and Graham~ Offering 20$
Picture is a remake of this: memes.com/img/371910 The very last panel is what im looking for. Basically Kitteh Ko is on his head with a tiny helmet. Graham is holding an M4/M16 rifle instead of an AK and he doesn't have a helmet on. There is a speech bubble next to graham with "Kitty-Ko, you are greatest friend, let's go Remove more Kebab" and beside Ko's tiny fuzzy butt is the words *Wiggilyjiggle* representing ko wiggiling his butt. Explosion going on in the background. They're looking badass. Camera angle is exactly straight/front of them both and they are walking away from the blast*
Quality Requested: Comic/Basic
Background: Explosion going off like a nuke, doesn't have to be super detailed.
Graham Reference: furaffinity.net/view/17161367/
Koshiiri Reference: t.facdn.net/19754688@400-1461316500.jpg but as a cute white tiger kitten that has the Taiidani marking on his face. No glasses no hat.
Also look at these cool cats!
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shiloAdopts is selling adoptables and she needs the monies cuz shes pushing forward in her life, she is also a very good friend and so I would definitely recommend checking her out. KHCrystal Is also doing comissions! her artwork is very very beautiful and It's definitely worth watching her. NatalieDeCorsair and I found a art thief and a person comitting fraud/identity theft all in a single day!, which is cool since it's the reason why I found this artist in the first place. Her stuff? seriously? it's God Tier epic......you can't get any better than that......oh! and she's Russian too! which means i'm going to make some really bad jokes about tanks exploding when looked at and how vodka is God's multi-purpose do everything gift to the world! So go watch her too she's cool ^^You'll Burn before you Bury Me.
Posted 9 years agoTo my friends who stood by my side through the trials I undertook throughout the siege, throughout losing everything, throughout the times I was not in the right state of mind or I was hostile.....please know, you are considered the Elites of the Elite, and I am proud to know I have you by my side, and just know I will never leave yours. As I rebuild my life piece by piece and as I undergo therapy for 6 years of hell, accepting I have lost everything that meant the world to me and as everything I knew slowly crumbled and was taken from me despite my best efforts to stall it will take time, but I will have come out stronger than I could have ever imagined.
My war is over now. It is now time for me to help others fight their way out of their own sieges and achieve their dreams like my comrades have done to help me. However, some friends who I went beyond the call to help assist during their time of need, abandoned me when I in turn needed them the most. These people know who they are, they know the hell they put me me through, and they know deep down inside, they are selfish disgusting excuses for human beings, may I forget they even exist, and may their futures be as dark as mine was when I still tried to help them get through their own, so whos the one whos busted now? damn I was trying to be nice and say GJ but you posted my RL information....how well did that work out for you?, you got what you deserved. Honestly, I was comming back to say goodjob and I posted a compliment on your wall to let you know I was still alive so you'd know I was proud of you and instead you jump the goddamn gun, accuse me of something I didn't do (and after I had originally come back and told them to knock it off getting them off your back) and then post my RL information out for everyone to see. So you know what, you're a fucking idiot.... you got mad over nothing except an ex-friend doing something nice even after you showed your true colors. How the fuck did I even have feelings for someone like you? Jesus Christ I even began saving money for you to be with your BF.....unbelievable.....you could've said you were sorry too and avoided this whole thing but no, you had to be a stuck up bitch like you always have been....and you know what? i'd take this whole fucking journal down too if you had just apologized, unblocked me and so we could make by gones be bygones like I have always tried too because that's the type of person I am, an asshole to those who deserve me being one, a horror to those who made me fear first, and all while still offering forgiveness and kindness... but you are still too stuck up and too proud of yourself to see that I was only trying to be your friend a long time ago when it mattered, and that I had stayed by your side because I had wanted you to be happy like you were trying to make me a long time ago by being my friend....but you changed, and you lost the ability to let shit go, make things right, and admit your mistakes. So that's why you got put down so hard after doing what you did. You should be ashamed of yourself for what you have become.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8jZ92hx0_W0 The song of Victory
Your glory was taint with humiliation and defeat,
When the kind and humble stood up to resist.
The history of dignity is wide awake.
It's writing in our souls stories of triumphs and charities
and the shame of your dishonorable actions.
I'm the definition of Will when the word is employed.
My spear hails your fall in every battle.
Every single soul set beside me embraces resistance.
and we won't settle for less than glory.
Never bowed to your humiliation, never bargained for surrender.
We triumphed despite your aggression while still offering our hand in peace.
Let the whole free world see,
How glory is made in those who stand beside me
and how far you have fallen in your humanity.
I will never be scared again.
To those below who stood by me this entire time, I will call you out by name, and let it be known what you did for me so others may know your kindness.
Crazymew 8 years you stood by me as my friend, even tho I had been wrong about many things and even though at times, I was not the best friend I could be. I am honored and glad to have met you, and please know when the time comes, I will be there for you and your family whenever you need it. I am also finally working on a commission of me and you, I think it is long overdue after so many years yes? ^^
IFriskydingo You are one of the nicest artists I know, having helped me express my creativity and for being there when I needed someone to talk too even though the only thing I was able to give you, was a simple N-Acetyl-Tyrosine supplement that helped you preform at your best. I know you are in a tough bind, and I hope someday when my situation is better, I can help you get out of it. I will forever be by your side, and I will forever remember your kindness and the debt I owe you. You have a commission coming up of me and you too, I am in the beginning stages of mapping it out.
Lantz_Khaos Thank you for being there when I had my medical emergency and you calmed me down, and for being there for me when I needed someone to talk too and express my feelings. It was also weird waking up with you that one day, but it was no homo so allz good yes? xD Remind me I need to work on our commission too.
Shilowolf 
CoyoteAggressor I have the knowledge and strength to finally support you guys. I am sorry shilo for leaving your side temporarily, but it will never happen again, and Graham, I wish you the best of luck, and I cannot wait until the day we all meet up and see each other for a pint at shilos tavern to share stories and watch me get destroyed by shilo in a drinking contest. For sending me money when I had no supplies or means of staying afloat, staying by my side when I wasn't the best friend I could've been, and for me not being supportive when you guys first got together...I have 3 commissions in the works. The First one is of Shilo and me at her tavern getting smashed. The 2nd one is me and Graham walking away from an explosion with kitten elohiim with a tiny helmet ontop of grahams helmet that's on his head walking away all bad ass in military fatigues. The 3rd, is a gift from me to you both, it is a simple picture of you both together. Shilo......every night I spent defending you from those who hurt you, I was glad to help someone as wonderful as you. <3
Droll3 Giving you an honorable mention too. You are a good guy, and I hope one day you find someone to takes care of you and helps heal your wounds. Stay strong and thanks for the artwork you did for me many years ago. I still have them to this day.
To Riven, Rushinurse, Nikkikitty Nix, Skunky Mcbride, Kiith Somtaaw, Kindra Brauns, Roxy Smith, Criton, Sarcelle Lohikaarme
CommissarMittens 
nekomemoria and 
setra Thank you guys for being wonderful comrades too, you guys are awesome.
Never forget who I was and what you did to me, for you and your marriage is marked with the tainted blood of those you hurt long ago, and those you abandoned when they didn't abandon you. To those who have been hurt a very long time ago, she was exposed for the person she truly is after she slipped up and fucked up. I hope my actions can bring you both a resemblance of peace for the pain we all endured after being used. This mark will stay with her forever, just as she deserves.
Phase 3 is underway, and the healing begins. Here's to a wonderful future for all of us. ^^
It's finally over.......and it will finally be nice to find peace. You have no idea how happy I am right now and how long I have waited for this day.
Peace....a word foreign to me for so long, is finally here.
My war is over now. It is now time for me to help others fight their way out of their own sieges and achieve their dreams like my comrades have done to help me. However, some friends who I went beyond the call to help assist during their time of need, abandoned me when I in turn needed them the most. These people know who they are, they know the hell they put me me through, and they know deep down inside, they are selfish disgusting excuses for human beings, may I forget they even exist, and may their futures be as dark as mine was when I still tried to help them get through their own, so whos the one whos busted now? damn I was trying to be nice and say GJ but you posted my RL information....how well did that work out for you?, you got what you deserved. Honestly, I was comming back to say goodjob and I posted a compliment on your wall to let you know I was still alive so you'd know I was proud of you and instead you jump the goddamn gun, accuse me of something I didn't do (and after I had originally come back and told them to knock it off getting them off your back) and then post my RL information out for everyone to see. So you know what, you're a fucking idiot.... you got mad over nothing except an ex-friend doing something nice even after you showed your true colors. How the fuck did I even have feelings for someone like you? Jesus Christ I even began saving money for you to be with your BF.....unbelievable.....you could've said you were sorry too and avoided this whole thing but no, you had to be a stuck up bitch like you always have been....and you know what? i'd take this whole fucking journal down too if you had just apologized, unblocked me and so we could make by gones be bygones like I have always tried too because that's the type of person I am, an asshole to those who deserve me being one, a horror to those who made me fear first, and all while still offering forgiveness and kindness... but you are still too stuck up and too proud of yourself to see that I was only trying to be your friend a long time ago when it mattered, and that I had stayed by your side because I had wanted you to be happy like you were trying to make me a long time ago by being my friend....but you changed, and you lost the ability to let shit go, make things right, and admit your mistakes. So that's why you got put down so hard after doing what you did. You should be ashamed of yourself for what you have become.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8jZ92hx0_W0 The song of Victory
Your glory was taint with humiliation and defeat,
When the kind and humble stood up to resist.
The history of dignity is wide awake.
It's writing in our souls stories of triumphs and charities
and the shame of your dishonorable actions.
I'm the definition of Will when the word is employed.
My spear hails your fall in every battle.
Every single soul set beside me embraces resistance.
and we won't settle for less than glory.
Never bowed to your humiliation, never bargained for surrender.
We triumphed despite your aggression while still offering our hand in peace.
Let the whole free world see,
How glory is made in those who stand beside me
and how far you have fallen in your humanity.
I will never be scared again.
To those below who stood by me this entire time, I will call you out by name, and let it be known what you did for me so others may know your kindness.
Crazymew 8 years you stood by me as my friend, even tho I had been wrong about many things and even though at times, I was not the best friend I could be. I am honored and glad to have met you, and please know when the time comes, I will be there for you and your family whenever you need it. I am also finally working on a commission of me and you, I think it is long overdue after so many years yes? ^^ IFriskydingo You are one of the nicest artists I know, having helped me express my creativity and for being there when I needed someone to talk too even though the only thing I was able to give you, was a simple N-Acetyl-Tyrosine supplement that helped you preform at your best. I know you are in a tough bind, and I hope someday when my situation is better, I can help you get out of it. I will forever be by your side, and I will forever remember your kindness and the debt I owe you. You have a commission coming up of me and you too, I am in the beginning stages of mapping it out.
Lantz_Khaos Thank you for being there when I had my medical emergency and you calmed me down, and for being there for me when I needed someone to talk too and express my feelings. It was also weird waking up with you that one day, but it was no homo so allz good yes? xD Remind me I need to work on our commission too. Shilowolf 
CoyoteAggressor I have the knowledge and strength to finally support you guys. I am sorry shilo for leaving your side temporarily, but it will never happen again, and Graham, I wish you the best of luck, and I cannot wait until the day we all meet up and see each other for a pint at shilos tavern to share stories and watch me get destroyed by shilo in a drinking contest. For sending me money when I had no supplies or means of staying afloat, staying by my side when I wasn't the best friend I could've been, and for me not being supportive when you guys first got together...I have 3 commissions in the works. The First one is of Shilo and me at her tavern getting smashed. The 2nd one is me and Graham walking away from an explosion with kitten elohiim with a tiny helmet ontop of grahams helmet that's on his head walking away all bad ass in military fatigues. The 3rd, is a gift from me to you both, it is a simple picture of you both together. Shilo......every night I spent defending you from those who hurt you, I was glad to help someone as wonderful as you. <3
Droll3 Giving you an honorable mention too. You are a good guy, and I hope one day you find someone to takes care of you and helps heal your wounds. Stay strong and thanks for the artwork you did for me many years ago. I still have them to this day.To Riven, Rushinurse, Nikkikitty Nix, Skunky Mcbride, Kiith Somtaaw, Kindra Brauns, Roxy Smith, Criton, Sarcelle Lohikaarme
CommissarMittens 
nekomemoria and 
setra Thank you guys for being wonderful comrades too, you guys are awesome.Never forget who I was and what you did to me, for you and your marriage is marked with the tainted blood of those you hurt long ago, and those you abandoned when they didn't abandon you. To those who have been hurt a very long time ago, she was exposed for the person she truly is after she slipped up and fucked up. I hope my actions can bring you both a resemblance of peace for the pain we all endured after being used. This mark will stay with her forever, just as she deserves.
Phase 3 is underway, and the healing begins. Here's to a wonderful future for all of us. ^^
It's finally over.......and it will finally be nice to find peace. You have no idea how happy I am right now and how long I have waited for this day.
Peace....a word foreign to me for so long, is finally here.
Updatem
Posted 9 years agoWaiting for your paycheck to come in the mail is the hardest thing you ever have to dooooo..
I cannae get any work done for today without it...
Two new Comission Workorders are up. Here they are, I am working on the other ones today too but I REALLY NEED MY PAYCHECK GRRR
Nikki and Elohiim
[07:41] Elohiim Koshiiri: it's gonna be Elohiim and Nikki holding spoons in hostile spoon fighting positions and Elohiim is going to have a top hat on and 2."That's not a knife that's a spoon! you're not even an australian! give me back my top hat!" said by nikki!" https://static.f-list.net/images/ch.....ge/2336797.jpg Nikki, https://static.f-list.net/images/ch.....ge/4514643.png Elohiim https://encrypted-tbn2.gstatic.com/.....Gdo5A8py6Y19En how it's supposed to look like but nikki is on the right and Elohiim is on the left. Elohiim has the top hat on, Nikki is holding up a spoon and so is Elohiim.
Rushinurse and Elohiim
Elohiim
Ref 1: http://t.facdn.net/19754688@400-1461316500.jpg
Ref 2: http://www.medicalscrubsmall.com/im.....4x245/1446.jpg Dr.'s coat, has stethoscope around the neck. Scrubs are white underneath with a black shirt under it like in Ref pic 1.
Rushinurse:
Ref 1: https://static.f-list.net/images/ch.....ge/2082157.png
Ref 2: https://static.f-list.net/images/ch.....ge/2081283.png
Pose is just them basically standing together like this smiling
http://stockfresh.com/files/n/nrubo.....t-hospital.jpg
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shiloAdopts is selling adoptables and she needs the monies cuz shes pushing forward in her life, she is also a very good friend and so I would definitely recommend checking her out.
KHCrystal Is also doing comissions! her artwork is very very beautiful and It's definitely worth watching her.
NatalieDeCorsair and I found a art thief and a person comitting fraud/identity theft all in a single day!, which is cool since it's the reason why I found this artist in the first place. Her stuff? seriously? it's God Tier epic......you can't get any better than that......oh! and she's Russian too! which means i'm going to make some really bad jokes about tanks exploding when looked at and how vodka is God's multi-purpose do everything gift to the world! So go watch her too she's cool ^^
I cannae get any work done for today without it...
Two new Comission Workorders are up. Here they are, I am working on the other ones today too but I REALLY NEED MY PAYCHECK GRRR
Nikki and Elohiim
[07:41] Elohiim Koshiiri: it's gonna be Elohiim and Nikki holding spoons in hostile spoon fighting positions and Elohiim is going to have a top hat on and 2."That's not a knife that's a spoon! you're not even an australian! give me back my top hat!" said by nikki!" https://static.f-list.net/images/ch.....ge/2336797.jpg Nikki, https://static.f-list.net/images/ch.....ge/4514643.png Elohiim https://encrypted-tbn2.gstatic.com/.....Gdo5A8py6Y19En how it's supposed to look like but nikki is on the right and Elohiim is on the left. Elohiim has the top hat on, Nikki is holding up a spoon and so is Elohiim.
Rushinurse and Elohiim
Elohiim
Ref 1: http://t.facdn.net/19754688@400-1461316500.jpg
Ref 2: http://www.medicalscrubsmall.com/im.....4x245/1446.jpg Dr.'s coat, has stethoscope around the neck. Scrubs are white underneath with a black shirt under it like in Ref pic 1.
Rushinurse:
Ref 1: https://static.f-list.net/images/ch.....ge/2082157.png
Ref 2: https://static.f-list.net/images/ch.....ge/2081283.png
Pose is just them basically standing together like this smiling
http://stockfresh.com/files/n/nrubo.....t-hospital.jpg
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shiloAdopts is selling adoptables and she needs the monies cuz shes pushing forward in her life, she is also a very good friend and so I would definitely recommend checking her out. KHCrystal Is also doing comissions! her artwork is very very beautiful and It's definitely worth watching her. NatalieDeCorsair and I found a art thief and a person comitting fraud/identity theft all in a single day!, which is cool since it's the reason why I found this artist in the first place. Her stuff? seriously? it's God Tier epic......you can't get any better than that......oh! and she's Russian too! which means i'm going to make some really bad jokes about tanks exploding when looked at and how vodka is God's multi-purpose do everything gift to the world! So go watch her too she's cool ^^Now then let's begin anew.
Posted 9 years agoNow that, that is out of the way. I would like to say something about myself.
In the past 6 years, I had been under a siege. During this time, I had lost my family, my loved ones, my pets, my childhood home. I saw, went through and endured alot of shit over 6 very long years that will always stay with me until the day I die......we lost everything, even our own identities.
I had never expected to survive this winter alone in a car frozen with no hope of survival. Until a friend found me and brought me in out of the cold. A very old friend of mine who I went to high school with. His family saw me, broken, destroyed, penniless, and with no way of even getting back on my feet. The Psychological trauma was enormous and there were days where I didn't think I'd see the sun rise.....to go from a 4 bedroom home, food, friends, family, a future......to nothing..... It was a miracle I survived especially since I have treatment resistant depression.
I was given a room, I was given electricity, internet, and access to food stores and laundry, I could come and go as I wished....and I wasn't in danger of having my life taken from me for once in 6 long years......this family gave me a second chance at a future....a life.
and I am making sure this chance does not get missed and as such, there will be no more issues on my side from now on. I will not harass or be rude to anybody, I will not put people down for what they like or believe in. I won't spread rumors around peoples backs or anything of that sort so please don't bring it to me >___>
So rebuilding my life begins.......there's alot of therapy I need to go through and I need to get on the best medicines I can but...for the first time in 6 years, I actually have a future ahead of me, and I actually have the chance of becoming a doctor of medicine, so I can help those who were in my situation get out of it. With the help of the froelichs, I have repaired 50% of the damage incurred during the siege...i've started new opportunities, opened new doors and I can finally be who I want to be.
I was given a second chance....and so everyone who was in the past, will stay in the past, and I am going to carve out a future my family (may they rest in peace) can be proud of. It has been a rough 6 years.....but I will do the best I can with the knowledge I've got to help out artists and others alike.
The sins of the past are left in the past. Now is the time to redeem ourselves and fight for a future when we once saw everything was lost.
Thank you to the friends who stood by my side all this time. You guys are wonderful people ^^
ALSO CHECK THESE COOL PEOPLE OUT DOWN BELOW
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shiloAdopts is selling adoptables and she needs the monies cuz shes pushing forward in her life, she is also a very good friend and so I would definitely recommend checking her out.
KHCrystal Is also doing comissions! her artwork is very very beautiful and It's definitely worth watching her.
NatalieDeCorsair and I found a art thief and a person comitting fraud/identity theft all in a single day!, which is cool since it's the reason why I found this artist in the first place. Her stuff? seriously? it's God Tier epic......you can't get any better than that......oh! and she's Russian too! which means i'm going to make some really bad jokes about tanks exploding when looked at and how vodka is God's multi-purpose do everything gift to the world! So go watch her too she's cool ^^
I myself! am doing pretty good, which scares the shit out of me.
also im working on Evo and Kosti's designs. They are both fattykitties, and I also made my really cool avatar based off of a song by lil.jon that I think is just ballin https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kxAKCYSXd5U
turns out this week was a pretty guud week
~Cheers
In the past 6 years, I had been under a siege. During this time, I had lost my family, my loved ones, my pets, my childhood home. I saw, went through and endured alot of shit over 6 very long years that will always stay with me until the day I die......we lost everything, even our own identities.
I had never expected to survive this winter alone in a car frozen with no hope of survival. Until a friend found me and brought me in out of the cold. A very old friend of mine who I went to high school with. His family saw me, broken, destroyed, penniless, and with no way of even getting back on my feet. The Psychological trauma was enormous and there were days where I didn't think I'd see the sun rise.....to go from a 4 bedroom home, food, friends, family, a future......to nothing..... It was a miracle I survived especially since I have treatment resistant depression.
I was given a room, I was given electricity, internet, and access to food stores and laundry, I could come and go as I wished....and I wasn't in danger of having my life taken from me for once in 6 long years......this family gave me a second chance at a future....a life.
and I am making sure this chance does not get missed and as such, there will be no more issues on my side from now on. I will not harass or be rude to anybody, I will not put people down for what they like or believe in. I won't spread rumors around peoples backs or anything of that sort so please don't bring it to me >___>
So rebuilding my life begins.......there's alot of therapy I need to go through and I need to get on the best medicines I can but...for the first time in 6 years, I actually have a future ahead of me, and I actually have the chance of becoming a doctor of medicine, so I can help those who were in my situation get out of it. With the help of the froelichs, I have repaired 50% of the damage incurred during the siege...i've started new opportunities, opened new doors and I can finally be who I want to be.
I was given a second chance....and so everyone who was in the past, will stay in the past, and I am going to carve out a future my family (may they rest in peace) can be proud of. It has been a rough 6 years.....but I will do the best I can with the knowledge I've got to help out artists and others alike.
The sins of the past are left in the past. Now is the time to redeem ourselves and fight for a future when we once saw everything was lost.
Thank you to the friends who stood by my side all this time. You guys are wonderful people ^^
ALSO CHECK THESE COOL PEOPLE OUT DOWN BELOW
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shiloAdopts is selling adoptables and she needs the monies cuz shes pushing forward in her life, she is also a very good friend and so I would definitely recommend checking her out. KHCrystal Is also doing comissions! her artwork is very very beautiful and It's definitely worth watching her. NatalieDeCorsair and I found a art thief and a person comitting fraud/identity theft all in a single day!, which is cool since it's the reason why I found this artist in the first place. Her stuff? seriously? it's God Tier epic......you can't get any better than that......oh! and she's Russian too! which means i'm going to make some really bad jokes about tanks exploding when looked at and how vodka is God's multi-purpose do everything gift to the world! So go watch her too she's cool ^^I myself! am doing pretty good, which scares the shit out of me.
also im working on Evo and Kosti's designs. They are both fattykitties, and I also made my really cool avatar based off of a song by lil.jon that I think is just ballin https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kxAKCYSXd5U
turns out this week was a pretty guud week
~Cheers
Vsauce and the introduction of a new series
Posted 9 years agohttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-E8bnhIUCdY Vsauce2's MINDBLOW! channel features everything a tech junkie like me could ever ask for. Seriously these guys are amazing and they keep up to date with all the coolest technology and techynews check them out~!
Other than that! nothing interesting has been goin on here guys. Working on a few comission work orders for as few friends of mine and I will also be starting a new series that focuses on everything that has to do with everything about Nootropic drugs and other interesting things in the world of medicine!~ I am also hoping to work with various artists in collaboration to make educational guides on how to unlock your brain.
Imagine, artblocks being a thing of the past! However, im still working on the finishing touches so it may be a little bit before I post them.
~Elohiim
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shiloAdopts is selling adoptables and she needs the monies cuz shes pushing forward in her life, she is also a very good friend and so I would definitely recommend checking her out.
KHCrystal Is also doing comissions! her artwork is very very beautiful and It's definitely worth watching her.
NatalieDeCorsair and I found a art thief and a person comitting fraud/identity theft all in a single day!, which is cool since it's the reason why I found this artist in the first place. Her stuff? seriously? it's God Tier epic......you can't get any better than that......oh! and she's Russian too! which means i'm going to make some really bad jokes about tanks exploding when looked at and how vodka is God's multi-purpose do everything gift to the world! So go watch her too she's cool ^^
I myself! am doing pretty good, which scares the shit out of me.
also im working on Evo and Kosti's designs. They are both fattykitties, and I also made my really cool avatar based off of a song by lil.jon that I think is just ballin https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kxAKCYSXd5U
turns out this week was a pretty guud week
~Cheers
Other than that! nothing interesting has been goin on here guys. Working on a few comission work orders for as few friends of mine and I will also be starting a new series that focuses on everything that has to do with everything about Nootropic drugs and other interesting things in the world of medicine!~ I am also hoping to work with various artists in collaboration to make educational guides on how to unlock your brain.
Imagine, artblocks being a thing of the past! However, im still working on the finishing touches so it may be a little bit before I post them.
~Elohiim
ALSO CHECK THESE COOL PEOPLE OUT DOWN BELOW
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shiloAdopts is selling adoptables and she needs the monies cuz shes pushing forward in her life, she is also a very good friend and so I would definitely recommend checking her out. KHCrystal Is also doing comissions! her artwork is very very beautiful and It's definitely worth watching her. NatalieDeCorsair and I found a art thief and a person comitting fraud/identity theft all in a single day!, which is cool since it's the reason why I found this artist in the first place. Her stuff? seriously? it's God Tier epic......you can't get any better than that......oh! and she's Russian too! which means i'm going to make some really bad jokes about tanks exploding when looked at and how vodka is God's multi-purpose do everything gift to the world! So go watch her too she's cool ^^I myself! am doing pretty good, which scares the shit out of me.
also im working on Evo and Kosti's designs. They are both fattykitties, and I also made my really cool avatar based off of a song by lil.jon that I think is just ballin https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kxAKCYSXd5U
turns out this week was a pretty guud week
~Cheers
Okay So! [Please Read]
Posted 9 years agoBasically it's like this
shiloAdopts is selling adoptables and she needs the monies cuz shes pushing forward in her life, she is also a very good friend and so I would definitely recommend checking her out.
KHCrystal Is also doing comissions! her artwork is very very beautiful and It's definitely worth watching her.
NatalieDeCorsair and I found a art thief and a person comitting fraud/identity theft all in a single day!, which is cool since it's the reason why I found this artist in the first place. Her stuff? seriously? it's God Tier epic......you can't get any better than that......oh! and she's Russian too! which means i'm going to make some really bad jokes about tanks exploding when looked at and how vodka is God's multi-purpose do everything gift to the world! So go watch her too she's cool ^^
I myself! am doing pretty good, which scares the shit out of me.
also im working on Evo and Kosti's designs. They are both fattykitties, and I also made my really cool avatar based off of a song by lil.jon that I think is just ballin https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kxAKCYSXd5U
turns out this week was a pretty guud week
~Cheers
shiloAdopts is selling adoptables and she needs the monies cuz shes pushing forward in her life, she is also a very good friend and so I would definitely recommend checking her out. KHCrystal Is also doing comissions! her artwork is very very beautiful and It's definitely worth watching her. NatalieDeCorsair and I found a art thief and a person comitting fraud/identity theft all in a single day!, which is cool since it's the reason why I found this artist in the first place. Her stuff? seriously? it's God Tier epic......you can't get any better than that......oh! and she's Russian too! which means i'm going to make some really bad jokes about tanks exploding when looked at and how vodka is God's multi-purpose do everything gift to the world! So go watch her too she's cool ^^I myself! am doing pretty good, which scares the shit out of me.
also im working on Evo and Kosti's designs. They are both fattykitties, and I also made my really cool avatar based off of a song by lil.jon that I think is just ballin https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kxAKCYSXd5U
turns out this week was a pretty guud week
~Cheers
Working on comissions...
Posted 9 years agohave like a BILLION of them
also working on a .gif avatar so I have to basically teach myself how the hell to do this
it's also saturday! HOPE YOUR ALL HAVING A WONDERFUL TIEM!
also working on a .gif avatar so I have to basically teach myself how the hell to do this
it's also saturday! HOPE YOUR ALL HAVING A WONDERFUL TIEM!
My name is Elohiim Koshiiri
Posted 9 years agoIt is a pleasure to meet you on my furaffinity account!
I am still setting things up, but please feel free to look around.
Watch out for Evo and Kosti. They might spook you!
Now then, let me introduce myself. I am Elohiim Koshiiri, I am a medical student training to become a psychiatrist. I want to help heal people who have gone through hell and back.I believe the creator has sent me here, to help heal the sick, the wounded, and the dying. So I am pursuing my career as a doctor. As I learn all about health, I will share my knowledge with you so you can better understand the body you possess.
I love to play games online, I love to talk to people from different countries, I love to talk about health topics and I love to meet new people. I also love to play with my cats and I love to tell you how badly you messed up on your art, but never with malice.
I hope I can help you in someway someday soon. So please stay awhile and say hello.
May the light of the creator shine upon you.
Kosti! stop eating the electrical cord! it's bad for you!
Also! khcrystal Please check this amazing artist out! Her work is absolutely beautiful! She is also a very kind person, so GO BUY HER STUFFS!
I am still setting things up, but please feel free to look around.
Watch out for Evo and Kosti. They might spook you!
Now then, let me introduce myself. I am Elohiim Koshiiri, I am a medical student training to become a psychiatrist. I want to help heal people who have gone through hell and back.I believe the creator has sent me here, to help heal the sick, the wounded, and the dying. So I am pursuing my career as a doctor. As I learn all about health, I will share my knowledge with you so you can better understand the body you possess.
I love to play games online, I love to talk to people from different countries, I love to talk about health topics and I love to meet new people. I also love to play with my cats and I love to tell you how badly you messed up on your art, but never with malice.
I hope I can help you in someway someday soon. So please stay awhile and say hello.
May the light of the creator shine upon you.
Kosti! stop eating the electrical cord! it's bad for you!
Also!
khcrystal Please check this amazing artist out! Her work is absolutely beautiful! She is also a very kind person, so GO BUY HER STUFFS!Srsly
Posted 9 years agoI'm trying to watch japan exploding live https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MpV7epyOAGo
and some douche just comes in and starts harassing a friend of mine.
and they don't even lift, wtf
and some douche just comes in and starts harassing a friend of mine.
and they don't even lift, wtf
Status: Online...
Posted 9 years agoIcon: In progress
Commission 1: In Progress
Commission 2: In Progress
Commission 3: In Progress
Commission 4: In Progress
*Taps his tablet* Notices sent out.
*Stretches* Mmmmmmh..... God it's been too long.
Commission 1: In Progress
Commission 2: In Progress
Commission 3: In Progress
Commission 4: In Progress
*Taps his tablet* Notices sent out.
*Stretches* Mmmmmmh..... God it's been too long.
