While I have a small number of ideas for the 20,000 Views celebration picture we NEED more! Have your OC turn my OC into anything your heart desires just be fun, ruthless, degrading, humiliating, relentless, and no limits! One lucky winner will be chosen and have their idea drawn out. It's my way of saying thank you for the love and support and to give back when I can. Normally I charge for a commission but you just might be winning one free simply by sharing an idea! Bring on those ideas!

Ok so I know I'm going to be busy with commissions and work but !'m close to 20,000 views and I want to celebrate and return the love! What will your OC turn my OC into for such an event? Be creative, be dirty, be insane, be outlandish! One lucky chosen winner will get their concept drawn out! It's my way of saying thank you!

On a side note I've been having major issues with Skype lately. Some of you know this already but a few new faces have popped up and I want to be clear. Skype has been logging me in automatically without my notice. I'll go to sleep and wake up to a few dozen messages. I'll go to work and come back to see a few dozen more and it gets frustrating because it makes me look as if I'm ignoring you. I've removed it and reuploaded it and it still does it. I don't know why it does it but please understand I am not intentionally ignoring you or blowing you off.

I will also be limiting my chat time now that I seriously have to put my nose to the grind so don't take it personal. I will lurk from time to time but I have to fight my urge to play. That doesn't mean entirely but it does mean cutting back.

One last thing. Give a looksie at this journal and let me know if I'm crazy or if it's a decent idea. http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6413125/
Any help would be greatly appreciated!

Love you guys and gals!

I just want to apologize for my outburst earlier. I'm going through a tremendous emotional stress when dealing with real life issues. The biggest of which is being made to feel excluded or inferior when it comes to family. Family! The one thing you would think could be ones anchor or rock. The thing you can always find your center, or should be. I don't mean to be a basket case but it's difficult to find worth in yourself when your constantly neglected or overlooked by those you consider family. I'm going to make my New Years resolution to embrace those of you who continue to support me despite my apparent lunacy. I may not have chose my family but I chose you guys and gals and a great big majority of you stand by me through thick and thin and make me feel worth a damn. That being said today marks the day where I will truly and officially have to significantly cut back on the notes and chats to finish some work pages and start commissions. I won't disappear completely but I will have to reduce my time spent. I'll be lurking though so play nice! Love ya!

I don't know if I'm just bored or what but is it insane to imagine leasing my OC in a particular state? Like let's say someone leased Bliss for a year but as a planet. For an entire year I'd have to draw Bliss as only a planet. Reference her as only a planet. Or Kinda like paying to have your permanent transformation imbued on her. And for always. Like if you paid to have Bliss the pussy of your OC permanently. Like you wouldn't own Bliss but I'd be obligated to honor such a transformation until set free by the purchasers choice. Weird I know but I'm just crazy random.

Feeling neglected and ignored. I really hate when I'm made to feel like shit yet im the one who ends up feeling guilty. My fucking reality sucks! All I fucking want is to be included, accepted, made to feel I am worth an ounce of shit at the very least. I mean really I would like to be able to share my ideas with folks who dont make me feel like I'm just blabbering away while they go do something worthwhile. Yeah you have better things to do im sure but then don't make me feel like you enjoy what I'm sharing. Just fucking tell me to shut up if you don't care for what I'm saying. I'd rather you yell at me than ignore me because then at least I'd know I was alive. All aspects of my life I have been ignored! My father constantly reminds me how much more beloved my brother is, my other family have moved away, I have few friends, and no family of my own so yeah I feel alone! I feel fragile! I swear I cannot wait until the day I take my last breath. Fuck this shit!

Thank you all who signed up for commissions as it will help me to pay my bills come end of the month. I'll begin working on commissions next week so I apologize in advance for my lack of chat. I will not be ignoring or purposely avoiding those I converse with but obviously my time will be spent working on my tasks. Love ya guys and gals!

I'm looking for two more confirmed commissions before I close the list for now. Comment if you want one!

I have so much to do in terms of what I have on my plate. Thank you for the support and or lack there of from a few of you as I get the picture of who I can depend on. I don't want this to sound like a rant so I'll keep it brief. Every picture I submit is a gift. I put a lot of time and soul into my work. Those of you who have commissioned me know this. I've been told to draw more of this or less of that as if I were a puppet on a string and I find that offensive. Worst part of it is when I do draw more of that and less of this I get lambasted. If you don't like something I submit then please I'd rather you not comment instead of telling me what it is you prefer. It's frustrating when it becomes a repetitive thing. I made a journal about this recently and yet it's still happening. I'm not here to cater to a single fetish. I'm not here to cater at all. I'm here to entertain and with as varied a subject matter as I can because I know and respect the many wondrous kinks there are to celebrate. So please either show some support with some faves for the stuff you like and a tasteful decline to comment on anything you don't, it's as simple as that. Again those of you who show support, you are a blessing and I treasure you more than you could realize.

Ok so I'm trying to compose Bliss' bio and it is sooooooo convoluted! I know I tend to say reboot more often than a change of panties but it's difficult to include all of what has transpired in my gallery. Im willing to take full blame because I admit I'm very passionate and naive enough to believe I could include everything. Some of you will be angry with me for having to exclude some of our scenarios but hopefully you'll take to the alternate reality system I enjoy having. Or I will make new OCs to fill that void exclusively for such. If it makes you so angry you just can't handle it I sincerely apologize. I'm going to be doing this all across the board with OC's but I'll do my best to include as much as I can.

Pussy mouth or normal mouth?

Sometimes all you want is to belong. For someone to make you feel you're a step above the rest. You all know my reality is a world of pain and hurt and that FA is my shining beacon of escapism. You all know I treasure you all so very much. I don't handle drama well due to my depression. The weight of any disagreement usually falls on my shoulders through my eyes and I end up feeling horrid and ashamed. All I've ever wanted was to make others happy and to belong to something so very special. What I'm trying to say is im just going to step aside for now. Work on your commissions and work and see where I am. It certainly isn't here at the moment. I want it to be but I feel Mentally embattled over a few things and I don't want to pass that along. I just want to step aside and cry and drown in my tears.

Check out my fellow Pervy conspirator Karmagik. Scroll through his gallery and you'll find the Daventures of Pony Girl Bliss as well as an abundance of superheroes, classic cartoons, modern cartoons,a little BIT of furry, and just plain raunchiness. Please be courteous! Hey maybe even suggest some more adventures of Pony Girl Bliss adventures!

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/karmagik/

Bliss is looking to get married and yeah, she wants it to be you! Or an OC of yours. It can be Human, Anthro, Alien, or hell even Feral if you wanna get kinky! Preferably male but it's not a huge deal. Interested? Swoon Bliss, make her fall in love!

First and foremost I want to thank those who commissioned me. I have some delicious material to work with! That being said I will be away from FA for a bit as I work on these commissions and of course returning to work, so I am not ignoring anyone on Skype, or in notes, I'm more than likely fighting the urge to spend all day chatting and just being productive.

Commissions go as follows. (* Paid commissions being the priority obviously and not a sign of who did or didn't pay but simply a placement on the order in which payment was received and the order in which I will deliver said commissions)

1. Protoka (Pencilled Commission)*
2. obpeepz (Pencilled Commission)*
3. Daemonbreed (Pencilled Commission)*
4. Wandering Rambler (Pencilled Commission 4 page series & Colored Commission)*
5. Kirbutashi (Pencilled Commission)*
6. Bion (Pencilled Commission)*

I also have a few OC's I'm wrapping up for sale and will post within the next few days or so

AND finally, Bliss is looking for a spouse. Yeah that's right! Anyone have an OC that would like to marry Bliss? It could be human, anthro, alien, or feral, or what have you. Become a part of Bliss' canon!

Now that I've been changed into a Blueberry should I remain so? Or Should I just remain blue skinned? Or just revert completely?

I'm eating my own words and I couldn't be more happier about it! I've got more commission opportunity than I can squeeze in. I'll have to compose my list and I will note each of you within a day or two a yea or nea on if I can get to you this time around. Seriously I was avalanched with commissions way beyond what I expected and now I'm literally in tears with gratitude! Thank you all for the outpouring of love!

I'm opening the door for one - three commissions depending on the complexity of them. If interested shoot me a note on what you want. Be sure to read my profile page for details on pricing and what I will and won't do and extra charges and such.

Not a single bite or remote interest in the OCs for sale? And last time I got two commissions when the door was open. I witnessed the other day an OC sell from another artist in seconds for a lot more price than I charge. I couldn't even type a post before the thing was sold. I'm beginning to feel why bother? Why bother devoting so much time to crafting unique individuals for purchase. Hours of time better spent. I'm discouraged and I'm beaten and I had hoped the new year would bring about new hope and new opportunities. I had also planned to finish the next batch of OCs but now I question if I'm just fucking crap. I don't do rainbow bunnies or strawberry scented ponies. Just like high school and life in general I'm just an outsider looking in pretending she's got talent of some sort. I don't believe I'll ever find support or belong. Nobody WANTS what I can give them. Nobody has a need for my imagination. I don't rucking belong anywhere in this miserable life. I'll never find my fucking place.

Just a heads up I have a few OC's for sale. Note me if you're interested and more are on the way!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15364343/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15366555/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12928722/

Would I be asking too much or stepping over bounds if I asked anyone to draw Big Fountain Irma for me?

More Irma the shit fountain this year?

What was your favorite transformation this past year? What transformation do you want to see again? Which was your favorite OC?

First let me take the opportunity to truly thank those of you who follow and support me no matter what. Yes I can be somewhat bitchy and downright snappy but it's because I'm passionate and I will not tolerate anyone trying to tell me how i should run things. Those of you who trust in me no matter what I do, without you I'd be nothing. A lonely sad artist trying to fit in a world that doesn't like those who are different. It's not always going to be pretty and some OCs may meet untimely transformations but believe in me. There's a far bigger story to tell and if I gave away my storylines what tension would there be? Why would you care? This whole Irma Incident as it shall now be known has above all shown me that you care about these characters. That you want them to continue onwards with more adventures and I can appreciate that tremendously. Which is why I have brought her back as per your wishes. I can't promise it'll remain that way and if there is a good enough reason or enough voices who clamor for more Fountain Irma then things will change. That goes for all my OCs. It's not a safe world to exist in and some will fall but hopefully it will be entertaining nonetheless. I'd you know me then you know I'm a girl who enjoys permanence. Yes it can be abrupt and such but it's just who I am! Let's wash away the negativity of the last week or so and venture forth anew where the limits are our imaginations. So long as you trust in me and realize I'm not here to be told what to do everything should be fine! I want to improve our involvement, I want to improve our collaboration and involve you in the creative process with your ideas and concepts and while I cannot physically get to every single one I will make an effort to see them realized. What shall the new year bring? Let me know. Together lest build this world into a cohesive universe

So it is with great regret that I am just going to retcon the whole fountain Irma affair. It's just a big bundle of mess with so many voicing opinions for both sides and it being so neck and neck I just have no idea what I want to do anymore with the subject. It's not even about Irma now but has become a debate on how I should govern my characters. The fun has been sapped and yes I should just ignore it and do whatever the hell I want but I think it's beyond that now. The enjoyment has been sapped away and every time I think on it my mind just heads down the same path to frustration on those who feel it necessary to tell me how to dispose of of my characters. The people have their Irma back and for those who wanted the fountain I apologize. I'm not going to create alternate timelines JUST to appease everyone. The focus remains on my core timeline where bad things happen to good people and vice versa. Maybe one day Irma will return to a state of filth but it won't be anytime soon. Creatively I just don't feel happy anymore. Because if you've read my journals you know lately (why lately I don't know) that quite a few individual have placed it upon themselves to govern my creative flow and how Bliss or Irma should spend the rest of their day and even though I have been trying to ignore it to the best of my ability i still find it oppressive and a weight upon my creativity. So try and forget the whole thing took place and somehow someway I'll make it up to you.

I've been getting so many followers asking to change Irma back to a big bloated fountain of filth. GEYYYYYYYYYYAGH! This is like the first time I've ever come across a transformation that has been so back and forth! Either side has been so vocal about it in one way or another. I'm at a loss! I have no clue what to do to make everyone happy and smooth this over somehow. I myself no longer know where Irma deserves to remain proper at this point. In the end I guess I'm thankful for the passion on both sides of the debate. Still I'm so torn!