For the few who even keep up with my page im sorry for not being as active as i would want. i check the page everyday but i lose interest. its not you guys really its me. i don't feel like i even know myself anymore. a few months ago i lose my mate. we broke up. and now i find out shes moved on, but she started before we were even broken up. yeah its a scummy thing for her to do but at this point i don't blame her. she like almost every woman ive met did it because i have nothing to offer. no job, car, house. nothing. she was moving on and found someone she worked with that had that and could provide for her. and the person im living with is moving which means ill be in a car again.

I just wish i had the answers to make my life what i want. i know im ok at guitar but its not gonna pay the bills. and with 180 hours of experience of work ( payed internship) no one will hire me. but everyone i know doesn't believe it. they just say im not trying hard enough. i don't want this to be a " poor me " post. but at this point i don't even know whats going on. i just wanna be normal. i want to survive. im fat and lonely. and i have very few redeeming qualities. my hearts been abused i find it hard to love myself.

i just want that big break in my life. that one event when everything comes together and life works out...


Until then i'll be here on my mental pier, watching the waves crash...

wuts up to the few who watch me. hows life. also wuts up with the pics on browse that say kiemo is a fag? seems like a spam bot. any news on this?

Hey everyone who watches me.
life has been crazy the last few months.
ive been trying to put up more music on my page for your ear hole pleasures.
share it with your friends and i will also be starting a podcast with a friend.
So stay tune for that.

Thank you for being patient.

So yesterday i got my music recording software. now my new computer is ready for work. i am openly taking song commissions. If you would like a song give me a few songs that you want the song to sound like and what you would be wiling to pay for them ( buyers offer ) and i will put you on my commissions list. So far i have one in the works.

As a musician i have been rebuilding my arsenal. and restarting my recording.
i have a mic to record my amp and a program on the way along with a new program.
Once i get ths shit sorted i should be open to commissions and such.

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal...../#cid:33274796
free art everyone love free in this day and age

or a ful piece raffle here
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4526794/

and if for 50+ entried this wonderful artist will add in a free piece to another winner.

and please follow them, they deserve it

hey im balls at drawing and i am looking for a ref sheet. its hard to get art from others when i dont even have a ref sheet to show. i make music and will trad if interested. but as for living in a car money is not easy to come by. any help would be awesome

m glad i have a few good friends on here i chat with. love ya all.
if i am doing a commission musical piece for you its going good just waiting to get my new software.

being a musician i make music and or mix and master audio.
i cant draw worth beans and would like to trade good.
ill mix and or master something for you.
or make you a personalized theme song for what ever.
please share this journal so i can get heard.

i can do podcasts too. just let me know

http://www.twitch.tv/huntingu


come check him out good music and good art

i commented a few days, maybe even a week ago on a youtuber known as Seananers post on facebook. and tonight i log on to see that he picked me for his give away. its so cool to be honored with this gift. i will upload pics as soon as i get it. EEEEK im so happy!

so a wonderful girl im seeing got me a brand new laptop to replace my shitty dell laptop.
is this what having a fast computer is like? its so good!
now i can view hi rez photos and some of you guys have incredible talent!
well im gonna download some basics things
i also have skype now so i will be adding that too my profile.

http://www.livestream.com/fairystar