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Posted 5 years agoI'd like to be considered for the recipient.
So much shit keeps happening in my life... I fucking wish I were more active in the furry community. You guys are all so great, but I am quite distracted with my goings-on
So much shit keeps happening in my life... I fucking wish I were more active in the furry community. You guys are all so great, but I am quite distracted with my goings-on
Quick, Blunt Update (Trigger Warning: drug/sex addiction)
Posted 6 years agoLast time I really, socially used this website was in my senior year of high school, which was only about 3 years ago, fuck... It seems like an entirely different world. I've experienced things that I can not escape for as long as I live... And I've grown as a result.
This is an emotional topic for me. I'm glad my fingers can do all the work for this, as I am already tearing up, not having even admitted anything specific yet.
From the age 13 until almost halfway through 2018, I was an active sex addict. Since my first year as a teenager, I had been hooking up with men in their 20's to 40's. The situations I've subjected myself to have not left me without mental trauma. While most of the sex I participated in before age 18 was legally rape, there was thankfully only a single time I was taken by force. Some of the sex I have had has been protected. Almost all of it hasn't been. From about age 16-18 (after smoking pot my first couple of times), I required that my hookups smoked me out if they wanted to fuck or whatever. This led to one of the darker periods of my life so far. I hooked up with this guy, we'll call him Scott. We got high and had bareback sex frequently, sometimes in threesomes. A couple months into our... Relationship, if you can call it that, I made a mistake that altered my life in ways I never would have imagined. Scott had myself and a few gay men over late one night, and I failed to noticed him randomly starting to lay down lines as I spoke to someone. After he finished laying out a white powder, he turned to me and asked if I wanted some Coke. My step-mom had said a couple of times that doing Cocaine every once in a while is common, so I said sure. We snorted that shit and smoked it for hours and hours. It made me so incredibly fucking slutty and depraved, I was too swept away in the high to give a shit when Scott informed me in the early hours of the next morning that he had given me Meth. This encounter led to half a year or so of more recreational use, and, even less fortunately, a year and a half of active addiction. For two years I was in on the gay tweaked scene. I came out as FTM transgender at 16, but still only had sex with men for the most part. One or two of the countless random hookups were protected, and the odds of not staying clean were stacked against me. Before I turned 19 I had contracted HIV. My large immediate family worried constantly about my safety and health, and my four parents held a group chat on me at all times. I looked sick constantly, and I felt sick frequently. My mind hand gone off with Tina, however, and I drowned myself in endless sea of yiff and tweaker cum. Things looked bleak to all those around me, but I felt invincible. After months of risky sex, many mentally painful experiences, and multiple suicide attempts. I went into rehab. After a few relapses, my current clean date of Sept. 13th, 2018 stuck. I am over 130 days clean, and my HIV is undetectable. I am deeply in love with my fiance, Logan, and am stepping into the role of step-mother for a 5 year old girl. We are also expecting a baby boy soon. Things are going very smoothly, and I know that staying sober will only continue to do amazing things for my life.
If you are still reading this, thank you for reading the whole thing. I know I can put this here without fear of judgement. I did have a dear friend who is also a fur abandon our friendship when I told him of my meth addiction, but I have faith most of you wouldn't be so judgemental. Have a good day
This is an emotional topic for me. I'm glad my fingers can do all the work for this, as I am already tearing up, not having even admitted anything specific yet.
From the age 13 until almost halfway through 2018, I was an active sex addict. Since my first year as a teenager, I had been hooking up with men in their 20's to 40's. The situations I've subjected myself to have not left me without mental trauma. While most of the sex I participated in before age 18 was legally rape, there was thankfully only a single time I was taken by force. Some of the sex I have had has been protected. Almost all of it hasn't been. From about age 16-18 (after smoking pot my first couple of times), I required that my hookups smoked me out if they wanted to fuck or whatever. This led to one of the darker periods of my life so far. I hooked up with this guy, we'll call him Scott. We got high and had bareback sex frequently, sometimes in threesomes. A couple months into our... Relationship, if you can call it that, I made a mistake that altered my life in ways I never would have imagined. Scott had myself and a few gay men over late one night, and I failed to noticed him randomly starting to lay down lines as I spoke to someone. After he finished laying out a white powder, he turned to me and asked if I wanted some Coke. My step-mom had said a couple of times that doing Cocaine every once in a while is common, so I said sure. We snorted that shit and smoked it for hours and hours. It made me so incredibly fucking slutty and depraved, I was too swept away in the high to give a shit when Scott informed me in the early hours of the next morning that he had given me Meth. This encounter led to half a year or so of more recreational use, and, even less fortunately, a year and a half of active addiction. For two years I was in on the gay tweaked scene. I came out as FTM transgender at 16, but still only had sex with men for the most part. One or two of the countless random hookups were protected, and the odds of not staying clean were stacked against me. Before I turned 19 I had contracted HIV. My large immediate family worried constantly about my safety and health, and my four parents held a group chat on me at all times. I looked sick constantly, and I felt sick frequently. My mind hand gone off with Tina, however, and I drowned myself in endless sea of yiff and tweaker cum. Things looked bleak to all those around me, but I felt invincible. After months of risky sex, many mentally painful experiences, and multiple suicide attempts. I went into rehab. After a few relapses, my current clean date of Sept. 13th, 2018 stuck. I am over 130 days clean, and my HIV is undetectable. I am deeply in love with my fiance, Logan, and am stepping into the role of step-mother for a 5 year old girl. We are also expecting a baby boy soon. Things are going very smoothly, and I know that staying sober will only continue to do amazing things for my life.
If you are still reading this, thank you for reading the whole thing. I know I can put this here without fear of judgement. I did have a dear friend who is also a fur abandon our friendship when I told him of my meth addiction, but I have faith most of you wouldn't be so judgemental. Have a good day
Anthrocon Meme!
Posted 9 years agoWhere are you staying?
I think I'm staying at the Double Tree...?
What day are you getting there?
Thursday!
Who will you be rooming with?
My friend, Kasper :3
Who will you hang out with during the convention?
Hopefully my friend, Oki, and a few others :3
Are there any panels you might be attending?
I'll be auditioning to get into the dance comp, and I'll be attending the SSB4 and SSBM tournaments! Ooh, and the dances every night, and the Karaoke panel, and some of this, and some of that...
Are you attending any stage or public performances?
Floor Wars and the Dance Comp!
Will you be suiting?
Absolutely! Speaking of which, I need to finish my legs/feet... and FAST
How old are you?
I'm 18 years of age! :3
How tall are you?
Oh, you have NO idea how many times I get this question. I'm 6'4" x3
Are you taken? Are you looking for a mate?
Single, and I guess I might be open to something, but I'm not really on the lookout or anything x3
Can I talk to you?
Definitely!
Can I touch you?
Go on ahead!
How can I find you?
Just look for the tallest suiter you can find!
Can I visit your room?
It isn't my room, sorry ;3;
Can I buy you drinks?
I'm underage, sadly ;3;
Can I give you stuff?
I love getting gifts! I don't ever expect it to happen, though x3
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Sure, you can hug me! Snuggling, however, is reserved for more intimate friends :3
What about more intimate stuff?
If I like you :3
What’s your goal for the con this year?
To have as much fun as I possibly can!
Are you nice?
I would describe myself as such, yeah! ;3
How long are you going?
Thursday through Monday!!! I'M SO EXCITED
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Yell mah name! Simeon if I'm in suit, but Robin if I'm just some weird, tall human walking around
Where will you be most of the time during the days?
Running around the convention center!
What/where will you be eating?
Anywhere new! Invite me somewhere if you like :3
Can I come with you for food/fun etc?
For sure! Sounds like fun!
Can I take your picture?
Sure! Just make sure you ask so I can... STRIKE A POSE
I CAN'T WAIT! I haven't been to a furry convention since 2012! SOUNDS LIKE FOREVER AGO, RIGHT?!
I think I'm staying at the Double Tree...?
What day are you getting there?
Thursday!
Who will you be rooming with?
My friend, Kasper :3
Who will you hang out with during the convention?
Hopefully my friend, Oki, and a few others :3
Are there any panels you might be attending?
I'll be auditioning to get into the dance comp, and I'll be attending the SSB4 and SSBM tournaments! Ooh, and the dances every night, and the Karaoke panel, and some of this, and some of that...
Are you attending any stage or public performances?
Floor Wars and the Dance Comp!
Will you be suiting?
Absolutely! Speaking of which, I need to finish my legs/feet... and FAST
How old are you?
I'm 18 years of age! :3
How tall are you?
Oh, you have NO idea how many times I get this question. I'm 6'4" x3
Are you taken? Are you looking for a mate?
Single, and I guess I might be open to something, but I'm not really on the lookout or anything x3
Can I talk to you?
Definitely!
Can I touch you?
Go on ahead!
How can I find you?
Just look for the tallest suiter you can find!
Can I visit your room?
It isn't my room, sorry ;3;
Can I buy you drinks?
I'm underage, sadly ;3;
Can I give you stuff?
I love getting gifts! I don't ever expect it to happen, though x3
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Sure, you can hug me! Snuggling, however, is reserved for more intimate friends :3
What about more intimate stuff?
If I like you :3
What’s your goal for the con this year?
To have as much fun as I possibly can!
Are you nice?
I would describe myself as such, yeah! ;3
How long are you going?
Thursday through Monday!!! I'M SO EXCITED
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Yell mah name! Simeon if I'm in suit, but Robin if I'm just some weird, tall human walking around
Where will you be most of the time during the days?
Running around the convention center!
What/where will you be eating?
Anywhere new! Invite me somewhere if you like :3
Can I come with you for food/fun etc?
For sure! Sounds like fun!
Can I take your picture?
Sure! Just make sure you ask so I can... STRIKE A POSE
I CAN'T WAIT! I haven't been to a furry convention since 2012! SOUNDS LIKE FOREVER AGO, RIGHT?!
I am looking for a Floor Wars partner for Anthrocon 2016!
Posted 9 years agoI'll be entering in Floor Wars this year at Anthrocon, but I need a partner in order to do so!
So!
Anyone out there a dancer? :3
I can give videos showing my free-style dance skill level, and I would like one or two in return just so I know who I'm partnering with :3
Thanks!
So!
Anyone out there a dancer? :3
I can give videos showing my free-style dance skill level, and I would like one or two in return just so I know who I'm partnering with :3
Thanks!
Bowling Meet In Barberton or Wadsworth? :3
Posted 9 years agoHey there! I'm currently attempting to host a bowling meet in either Barberton or Wadsworth in Wayne County. I'd like it to be sometime in May, probably around the 15th. Depending on whether or not they allow fursuits, it may be at Charger Lanes. Ultimately it's up to the question of where fursuits will be allowed. I mean, who doesn't love a good fursuit?
Like I said, this meet is currently in the planning stage, so the date, time, and place are all still in question. The only things that are set in stone are that the meet will take place first somewhere we can meet to eat, then we'll move our paws on over to the bowling alley.
At the moment, the reason I am making this journal is because I'd like to see how many furs may be able to attend! So. Who's possibly in? :3
Like I said, this meet is currently in the planning stage, so the date, time, and place are all still in question. The only things that are set in stone are that the meet will take place first somewhere we can meet to eat, then we'll move our paws on over to the bowling alley.
At the moment, the reason I am making this journal is because I'd like to see how many furs may be able to attend! So. Who's possibly in? :3
So... I dance. Wanna see? :3
Posted 9 years agoSubscribe if ya want ;3;
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCF.....y2SVv3TGiUMoMg
I'll be posting a lot more since I love this suit so much.
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCF.....y2SVv3TGiUMoMg
I'll be posting a lot more since I love this suit so much.
Are there any furmeets in Ohio?
Posted 9 years agoHey there! I've been feeling very disconnected from the furry fandom as of late, considering I haven't been to a furry-related event since AC 2012 ;3;
To cure that, I've decided to go to Anthrocon again this year! I have a room set up, I'm pre-registered, and all I need to save up for is gas and food!
But... Anthrocon 2016 is 80 days away ;3;
So... Does anyone know of any up-coming furmeets in Ohio? There was one hosted by the Ohio Furs page that I missed last month on the 19th, and I do hope they have more coming.
To cure that, I've decided to go to Anthrocon again this year! I have a room set up, I'm pre-registered, and all I need to save up for is gas and food!
But... Anthrocon 2016 is 80 days away ;3;
So... Does anyone know of any up-coming furmeets in Ohio? There was one hosted by the Ohio Furs page that I missed last month on the 19th, and I do hope they have more coming.
WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING TO ME...?!
Posted 9 years agoOkay. For starters, I SWEAR I didn't do any drugs.
Secondly, just to fill you in, I'm somewhere between awake and asleep right now. I'm conscious, but only to a short extent. Everything is very surreal, and it's like a high I've never experienced before this. I talked to my sister (who sleeps in a bed next to mine), and she told me she was fully awake. I had that feeling that you get when you're high that what you're saying makes you sound high because it doesn't make much sense, and I let her know that. Just to get a better idea of what my thoughts were/are like, I decided to write this. I took a video a little while ago, as well. Before I got into my current state, I was totally asleep. A cow jumped onto my bed in my dream and splashed muddy water all over it, then continued on to show me a video that made me trip instantly. I started yelling WAKE UP, WAKE UP, WAKE UP, WAKE UP, over and over again. I soon started pressing a button in front of me that said "Wake Up" on the computer screen that magically appeared. Eventually, I started hearing my own breathing. I felt the presence of my own hand, and went to move it. I suddenly actually moved it, and then I got into my current state between the wake and sleep.
Please tell me if anything like this has ever happened to you.
I'd be really interested in talking to you in the comments!
P.S. Just to make sure this thing stays raw and unedited, I'm not going to go back and read it until I am fully awake.
By the way, check out my latest YCH! It's p hot imo
Secondly, just to fill you in, I'm somewhere between awake and asleep right now. I'm conscious, but only to a short extent. Everything is very surreal, and it's like a high I've never experienced before this. I talked to my sister (who sleeps in a bed next to mine), and she told me she was fully awake. I had that feeling that you get when you're high that what you're saying makes you sound high because it doesn't make much sense, and I let her know that. Just to get a better idea of what my thoughts were/are like, I decided to write this. I took a video a little while ago, as well. Before I got into my current state, I was totally asleep. A cow jumped onto my bed in my dream and splashed muddy water all over it, then continued on to show me a video that made me trip instantly. I started yelling WAKE UP, WAKE UP, WAKE UP, WAKE UP, over and over again. I soon started pressing a button in front of me that said "Wake Up" on the computer screen that magically appeared. Eventually, I started hearing my own breathing. I felt the presence of my own hand, and went to move it. I suddenly actually moved it, and then I got into my current state between the wake and sleep.
Please tell me if anything like this has ever happened to you.
I'd be really interested in talking to you in the comments!
P.S. Just to make sure this thing stays raw and unedited, I'm not going to go back and read it until I am fully awake.
By the way, check out my latest YCH! It's p hot imo
Guys... I lost my tablet pen ;3;
Posted 9 years agoThis means I will be unable to do ANY art until I either find it or buy a new one. I'm sorry ;3;
For those in my current queue
Posted 9 years agoI'm sorry it's taken me this long to start on junk, but I'm kinda at a place where I'm not enjoying drawing as much as the past few months. I'll get back to loving it soon, though, probably :3
I'm feelin'...
Posted 9 years agowinky.... ;3
2 REQUEST SLOTS OPENING! ( 2/2 TAKEN )
Posted 9 years agoI'm currently taking two request and two request only!
The first two to comment get one slot each!
If you do not get a slot, I'm sorry :( I am open for fairly cheap commissions, though!
Here's a link to my commissions price guide: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18754210/
Good luck!
Here are the rules:
-1 character per request
-NSFW or SFW
-I may not take a certain request based on the fetish, but you may request something else!
The first two to comment get one slot each!
If you do not get a slot, I'm sorry :( I am open for fairly cheap commissions, though!
Here's a link to my commissions price guide: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18754210/
Good luck!
Here are the rules:
-1 character per request
-NSFW or SFW
-I may not take a certain request based on the fetish, but you may request something else!
2 Request Slots Opening Soon!
Posted 9 years agoI know a few different people like to request art from me, so I thought I'd open up some request slots soon :3
The slots will open once I have cleared out my queue a little bit more... Probably by the time I have one or two items still being worked on. That's not for sure, though.
So, if you want one of those slots, watch my page like a hawk! They will be first-come first-serve, and I probably won't open any more for a while!
The slots will open once I have cleared out my queue a little bit more... Probably by the time I have one or two items still being worked on. That's not for sure, though.
So, if you want one of those slots, watch my page like a hawk! They will be first-come first-serve, and I probably won't open any more for a while!
MY 2016 GOAL
Posted 9 years agoThis year my goal is to get as many commissions as possible! To do that I will:
-Continue to improve my art
-Advertise myself better
and
-REGULATE MY DAMN PRICES
-Continue to improve my art
-Advertise myself better
and
-REGULATE MY DAMN PRICES
I'M ALMOST TO MY GOAL... /'3'/
Posted 9 years agoI would link you to my boyfriend's FA, but...
So guys. My goal ever since I made this account was to have the amount of +watchers I have be higher than the amount of furs I'm +watching. I am currently at 124 +watchers, and I am +watching 142. Odd how the last two numbers are just switched, huh? Anyways, I'M ALMOST THERE! Excitement! :D
...Wait a minute... 142...
42...Hitchhiker's Guide much? :3
My boyfriend needs an FA first. -3-I need a chibi style...
Posted 10 years agoThat's probably what I'll be drawing for the most part for a little while, just so ya know. Any suggestions/advice?My Commission Price Guide (Updated on 12/13/2015)
Posted 10 years agoHey there! So, here are my updated prices for commissions, as well as some examples:
Sketch: $3
Line Art: $4
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18413357/
Flat Colors: $5
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17647181/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17658022/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17659013/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17607064/
Shaded Colors: $6
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18455999/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18479124/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18217893/
Reference Sheet: $10
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18404376/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18404376/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17667119/
Simple Background (no background for sketches): +$0
Complex Background: +$2
Extra Character(s): +Half of regular price for each
I receive payment strictly through Paypal, and payment must be received before I post/send the commissioned piece.
I do NSFW stuff!
Thanks so much! :3
Sketch: $3
Line Art: $4
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18413357/
Flat Colors: $5
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17647181/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17658022/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17659013/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17607064/
Shaded Colors: $6
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18455999/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18479124/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18217893/
Reference Sheet: $10
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18404376/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18404376/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17667119/
Simple Background (no background for sketches): +$0
Complex Background: +$2
Extra Character(s): +Half of regular price for each
I receive payment strictly through Paypal, and payment must be received before I post/send the commissioned piece.
I do NSFW stuff!
Thanks so much! :3
Want your fursona drawn as trainer with a Pokemon?
Posted 10 years agoIf any of you know me, you probably know that I do a lot of free art for others. I do it partly do gain experience working with potential commissioners, partly to get better at my art, and partly just because I love giving art to people!
So, it is my understanding that people sometimes decide NOT to participate in journals strictly because the poster makes them do too much work to get their art. Because of that, I'd like to make this super simple and easy!All I want you to do is give me a reference to your character (which must not be a Pokesona) and tell me what Pokemon you want to have standing next to them.
THAT'S IT!If you would like something extra done with your digital painting, feel free to type it up! Who knows? If you'd like, maybe I'll draw something a little naughty for ya ;3Please feel free to share this journal with anyone you think would like to participate :3Anyways, that's it for now! Have a nice day, you big bunches of fur!100 WATCHERS!!! (Plus a question for ya'll)
Posted 10 years agoSo, I reached 100 watchers tonight! Yaaay! :D Thanks, everyone!
With this milestone comes a question... Do you all think my art is good enough for me to start charging low prices?
If so, what should be the qualifications? How low should the prices be?
If not, why don't you think so?
I'd love to hear some responses to my questions! Please, if you have an opinion on the matter, leave a comment! :3
With this milestone comes a question... Do you all think my art is good enough for me to start charging low prices?
If so, what should be the qualifications? How low should the prices be?
If not, why don't you think so?
I'd love to hear some responses to my questions! Please, if you have an opinion on the matter, leave a comment! :3
Going to school dressed as myself tomorrow! (Transgender)
Posted 10 years agoI've never done this before, but for the first time I'm going to be dressed in a skirt, bra, and feminine shirt tomorrow at school. It's the fourth day of my senior year, and I figure it's time to let everyone know! All of the teacher's have been calling me by my prefered name, Robin, and some people have probably wondered what that's about, so here goes! I'm super excited!
P.S. Sorry I haven't updated my profile regarding this, but yes, I identify as a straight female.
P.S. Sorry I haven't updated my profile regarding this, but yes, I identify as a straight female.
TMI TUESDAY!
Posted 10 years agoAsk away if you wish :3
*FREE ART RAFFLE* Please look here! *NO RULES, ANYONE*
Posted 10 years agoI'm doing a giveaway! I just looked at my page views and realized I'm over 1300! So! As a thank you for everyone who has either been following me, looked at my page, or is just seeing this for the first time, I'd like to draw something for someone :3All you need to do is comment to get a number, and I'll do a drawing on, say, Saturday the 16th? Does that sound okay, or do you think I should give more time? Meh, whatever happens happens.There are absolutely NO RULES for what you can request. I will draw literally whatever you want. ANYTHING. Just say it, no matter how sexual, non-sexual, "weird," whatever, I'll do it! I think I'll only be taking one, though. Maybe two if I really enjoy doing the first one.Thank you so much for viewing this! :3Preggy position suggestions, please?
Posted 10 years agoI'm gonna be drawing some more mpreg, but... The poses are getting a little bland. Does anyone have any ideas for me? :3Also, sorry I haven't been around much! I haven't had the internet for a while. I will continue to be on as much as I can, I promise!LAST-MINUTE TMI TUESDAY
Posted 10 years agoIf there's anything you wish to know about me, ANYTHING, feel free to ask! Technically, it's still Tuesday while I'm typing this, but feel free to comment anytime! :3
Is this weird? *Random thoughts*
Posted 10 years agoI would be lying if I said I wouldn't like a few people to share their thoughts on my questions, but just knowing that my thoughts are out here to be read feels good :3
Am I the only one who finds heartbeats sexy in a way?
They let you know you're with another living, breathing human being, and I think being wrapped around a guy's torso with my hand over his heart would be the most peaceful and romantic way to fall asleep.
Am I the only one who seriously feels deprived of romantic connections? :(
Do you think you can love at an early age?
I love my family and friends, but I'm not talking about that kind of love. I don't think I've ever felt the real kind of love that adults talk about, and I'm not sure if that's because I'm too young or I haven't met someone I can fall in love with yet.
Does refusing to date someone long-distance make me shallow?
I absolutely need to see the person I'm dating quite frequently for the relationship to work on my end. Is that too needy of me?
Is it weird that I want to be pregnant this badly at 17?
Please don't say anything about the fact that I am a male, but if you have an opinion regarding this want and my age, please feel free to share. I feel empty without a womb, and I compare myself to an infertile woman frequently when I talk about this subject with someone I trust.
Is my art too inconsistent?
I feel like some of it is really crappy and the rest is average, but I think I might be too hard on myself. I hold myself to high standards, so it's difficult not to
Thank you for reading my thoughts! :3
P.S. I don't know if this would be classified as a vent, and I'm sorry if these kinds of journals annoy you <3
Am I the only one who finds heartbeats sexy in a way?
They let you know you're with another living, breathing human being, and I think being wrapped around a guy's torso with my hand over his heart would be the most peaceful and romantic way to fall asleep.
Am I the only one who seriously feels deprived of romantic connections? :(
Do you think you can love at an early age?
I love my family and friends, but I'm not talking about that kind of love. I don't think I've ever felt the real kind of love that adults talk about, and I'm not sure if that's because I'm too young or I haven't met someone I can fall in love with yet.
Does refusing to date someone long-distance make me shallow?
I absolutely need to see the person I'm dating quite frequently for the relationship to work on my end. Is that too needy of me?
Is it weird that I want to be pregnant this badly at 17?
Please don't say anything about the fact that I am a male, but if you have an opinion regarding this want and my age, please feel free to share. I feel empty without a womb, and I compare myself to an infertile woman frequently when I talk about this subject with someone I trust.
Is my art too inconsistent?
I feel like some of it is really crappy and the rest is average, but I think I might be too hard on myself. I hold myself to high standards, so it's difficult not to
Thank you for reading my thoughts! :3
P.S. I don't know if this would be classified as a vent, and I'm sorry if these kinds of journals annoy you <3
