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But people on this site doesn't care much for me, I thought I would mention, today's my speshul day c:

I havent really spoken about my life n stuff on here for awhile o wo

So alls I gotta say is I thought I didnt know anyone in CO for the whole year Ive been living out here but at RMFC I actually met up with hella people I met over this year. Was super cray, ontop of that I had an epic DJ set, I had a packed floor for most of the set, got some of the DJs of seniority compliment my set hardcore and there is going to be a full mix video on youtube pretty soon :D

oh and there was lots of hookah, alcohol and soo sooo much bud, OH! and crinkles. cant forget my puffy butt.

WEED IS LEGEAL IN MY STATE!!!! now if you don't mind, Im going to go smoke my brainzes out!

I was looking at my gallery 2 to 3 pages back and just wow. Its hard for me to believe how far I've come and how much things have changed with me. One big thing I've noticed is how.much attention I used to get then to now. I sounded so eccentric way back when and idealistic (which I pretty much was way back when) and I don't know if that attracted people to my shenanigans. I've made plenty of friends and a whole lot of those people have walked off by now and don't contact me anymore. I don't flaunt my sexuality and kinks so loudly anymore and for the longest time I thought getting better at being humble would be a good thing. But 18 yr old me walking around fet fairs in minimal clothing and diapers in public seem to one get way more attention you furs as well as seeming to have way more fun doing it. At the same time I think back to the things that were going on in my life back then, and this blunt openness did cause a lot of bridges to collapse over time. I just find how I changed over the years interesting, in a sense I guess you could say I've grown up. But I don't know at the moment, I'm less of a deviant now and more of a productive member of society, I keep my private life behind closed doors, I have a job now. I worry about things like bills, increasing income, building a family and other things. I'm completely sober for a good amount of time now and am not so interested in going to public events to become a community star.

So I just found all of these subtle changes interesting, I shudder to look at old journals to learn of what they say and how I've changed intellectually.

But in other news I got a new pack of diapees last night and that has been making me really happy. And my birthday is next week wish me happy birthday on the 4'th if you care :D

Hey all, I maded a new mixtape, I am not gonna make a preview mp3 for FA so if you guys wanna show your support, please go on over to

http://www.mixcloud.com/Khatalyst/the-nrg/

and let me know what you think, either by commenting here or there ^_^. Thanks so much, other then that Im feeling abandoned but what ever.

Woah today is my tranniversary, Imma boss. . .

Other things going good for me! I am getting hardcore back into DJing, the rager Pander is getting back on it. I have two jobs making good money, my transition continues, I am living with my mate again. I think the only thing that may be an issue is that my parents are threatening to cancel my health insurance. . . its like the disowning and evitcting wasn't enough. . . sooo I hope my jobs can keep me on transition, but if not. . . I may be getting active on a fundraising page and creating alil blog with a mission and purpose.

BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY HOLY SHIT I HAVE BEEN ON WHOREMONES FOR A WHOLE YEAR NON STOP!!!!

Hey everyone, So I have found refuge and in exactly a week I will be living with my Mate in Colorado. I am super excited to see Kani again and to be trying at life with him. I am a little worried about all of this because I will be ditching my california life to start a new, and I just hope I can keep my head in the game so to speak with getting a job, being productive and doing the whole start up thing correctly and intelligently.

STUPID BORRING LIFE STUFF ASIDE!,

Kani scored me a DJ set at the Rocky Mountain Furcon so basically its, ditch old life, be in new land for a day, start djing epic party for furries x3, lol I am excited. And I guess if anyone here is going and wants to kick it, I have a cell n stufff and if you want to see me do my thing on the decks, I will have the last set on saturday nights dance after the famous popufur Recca.

So heres to the future! terrible what my parents went and did, this might have been for the better o.o'

Hey everyone, So I have found refuge and in exactly a week I will be living with my Mate in Colorado. I am super excited to see Kani again and to be trying at life with him. I am a little worried about all of this because I will be ditching my california life to start a new, and I just hope I can keep my head in the game so to speak with getting a job, being productive and doing the whole start up thing correctly and intelligently.

STUPID BORRING LIFE STUFF ASIDE!,

Kani scored me a DJ set at the Rocky Mountain Furcon so basically its, ditch old life, be in new land for a day, start djing epic party for furries x3, lol I am excited. And I guess if anyone here is going and wants to kick it, I have a cell n stufff and if you want to see me do my thing on the decks, I will have the last set on saturday nights dance after the famous popufur Recca.

So heres to the future! terrible what my parents went and did, this might have been for the better o.o'

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The road to fc as well as my life in general have been effectively canned since my parents served me with an eviction notice from their lawer. So I am get to be another homeless transgender youth, I don't know where to go or what to do.

yeee! so here is a little timeline of my transition :o

http://imgur.com/a/qesPU

On August 18'th I will make a full year of testi annihilating hormone replacement therapy. I am DEFINETELY looking forward to the next coming years and I thank all of you on FA who have befriended me and supported me in the past years of adventure, and for those who left my story, well I miss you guys and I wish you didn't leave.

Anywho I think I am going to buy my first dress for my tranniversary to do something special for myself :]

Give it lovins pweassssssssse <3 it can be founded here http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8271065/

Hi

So this was jacked from  twilightkitten who effectively obtained this from  userthumbclawz

Male side:

[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats
[] It's hilarious when people get hurt. (If they deserve it, yes.)
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[] Shopping is torture
[] Sad movies suck
[] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[] You watch sports on TV. (olympics etc yes)
[] Gory movies are cool. Oh HELL yes.
[] You go to your dad for advice.
[] You own, like, a trillion hats.
[] You like going to football games.
[] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[] It's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[] Sports are fun. (Individual sports, yes.)
[] Talk with food in your mouth.
[] Wear boxers.
[x] You enjoy hunting, hiking and camping

Male points total = 8

Female side:

[x] You wear lip gloss.
[x] You love to shop
[x] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[x] You wear the color pink.
[x] Go to your mom for advice.
[] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[x] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[x] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[xxxxxxxx!!] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[x] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] You wear girl underwear.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[x] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[x] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

Female points total = 19

Androgyne / Gender neutral side:

[] You shop in both men and women departments for the best clothes.
[x] You do what you like regardless of what people say.
[x] You believe associating personality traits with gender is absurd.
[x] You are aware that colors don't have gender. (pink for girls, blue for boys = LOL)
[] Androgyny and neutrality kick ass.
[x] Macho men and girly girls make you want to puke.
[x] You appreciate diverse music, technology and media.
[x] You can shop and repair things with the best of them.
[x] Played with dolls AND hotwheels as a child
[x] At some point you idolized an androgynous singer.
[x] You are aware that gender does not equal biological sex.
[x] You become angered at intolerance and bigotry.
[] You can watch both horror and romantic comedy without being phased.
[x] Hats, ties and accessories can make the outfit.
[] You wouldn’t care much if you were the opposite sex.
[x] You've been mistaken for the opposite sex.
[x] You can cook and play sports.
[x] You've had friends of all genders growing up.
[x] You think everyone should be free to express themselves.
[x] People, and not what is in their pants, is most important.
[x] You make up your own manners as you go along.
[x] Variety is good.
[x] You regularly question outdated social customs and rules.
[x] You use things made for the opposite sex if you feel like it without issue.
[x] You think these gender surveys are silly.

Androgyne/Neutral points total = 21

whooo profile filler :3

SoooOO last night I had alil demo sesh with uStream and things were really solid, Im not too big a fan on the sound quality the set was streaming at but apparently Ill need a pro account or what ever for high bit rate streaming? iono about that yet, but I was thinking. . wouldn't it be cool if I started like a weekly show or podcast kinna thing where I either just straight freestyle mix or try to present like the hottest tunes from that week in a dj mix?

Well Imma give it a go, even if no one is watching its good practice but I got like 10 viewers last night o.o un advertised, and all I was doing was fiddling with ustream for half of the time with a half hour mix after the initial setup.

So I havent decided on a time but every wednesday Im gonna try and go live on the webernets, cool thing about ustream is that it records what you broadcast, or you can select that option, so again even if no one cares, I gots the youtube material for later c:

hopefully some of yoo are interested in seeing the girly dawg play live, and if so, this post is for yoo :3

Oh and genre's are gonna range from everything but pop lul but theres probably gonna be alotta dubstep and some house of some sort.

Alil while back, on my latest profile ID, shade mentioned possibly posting a sound clip to show how my female voice is coming along. . . well, I kind of feel confident enough to show you all how phase 1 of my voice training is coming along!

But heres where I will need your help. . . I want a script! so you guys can either note me or just plain comment to this journal post with either questions you want answered orrr sentences and lines you would like me to read out.

Oh yeah and dont forget I be turning the BIG 21 this friday ^^ so excited!

Inna week


be excited! I plan to cwinkle in so many bars next friday :x

I'm back! Done with maui and bac to being just another regular old califur c: if your in ca, we should totally hang out!

heya all, for those who are interested in seeing my transition as I go along and just want to have regular contact with me, earlier today I just posted an album showing off my first two weeks of transition, and I'm going to dump pics into that periodically. And for those unintersted in FB altogether but still wanna check out this girls transition well than. . .I guess you wait for the 6 month youtube video (thats not for a long time lul).

https://www.facebook.com/EmopandaHusky

uhhh and that is all.

Video games are no fun when you doesnt have an ebuddy to enjoy them withs

steam players is lame

that is all c:

admins be trolling and removing my stuff left and right, thats not cool.

Im getting off this island after thinking long and hard about everything that has happened to me in the last year, I wanna go back home, so back to san francisco this puppy goes! I hope, we'll see, Im gonna talk about the lease I just got tomorrow :x. . .

Man last night! was my first legit club gig, but why was it also the night of my first mugging?!?! uhg blood everywhere this puppy was in danger. . . oh well, has a stitched up face now, how is everyone? :]

So I post too many mixes on FA and I dont think thats what FA is intended for so anywho x]! I just did alil bit of practice with some "Mainstream" tunes, I may have a gig DJing for a clients kids Bday party so like Ive never done like the "wedding DJ" thing but first try, got some rihanna and britney in thar, but I would like comments from well... the mainstream 8D, so please direct your foxes and your chromes, and the few safari's out there to

http://djkhatalyst.com/music/Kissy%20Sellout.mp3

And you can find more music @! http://djkhatalyst.com/music/ 8D!

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Thank you so much for reading this and possibly responding ^ w^

so go and have a good laugh with some unique DJing http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=39n4.....eature=related



















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