i swear this year so far has got to be one of the worst yrs of my 21 yr old life......iv never felt so damn down and everything. it even sucks more when you work nights and your up but yet you dont have much people to talk to cause there normally sleeping for getting up and going to work in the early morningor whatever they gotta do im sleeping part of the day..........

but im gonna go to bed and see if i can wash this shit off my head

Last Night....6/5/10 Was horrible,Multi Tornados. Damage to many many Houses Destoryed.my Home school is 3/4 leveled, the township police department building is Leveled.7 people dead including a little kid And i just found out a Friend of mine....its a total mess......We did make National News so if you hear about it in Lake Township Millbury Ohio thats us......UPDATE!! Its alot bigger then i thought it was.i was able to finally get out and look at some stuff myself.its bad...6 of them Huge ass power towers are completly down from the path the tornado it took and it whipped out right thru the middle of my town that is only two fields away from my house. it sucks bad and this is gonna be one hell of a year for Lake Township. Im prolly not gonna be on as much as i am since im gonna try and do stuff that i can cause some of are friends are gonna be without power prolly for days out here.

Tonight was prolly the worst night of my life.My township got nailed HARD and i mean HARD by not one but two tornadoes. Took out many homes, are township Police Department, My High School and Many other things. So far has killed 3 people (hopefully no more) but ya....im scared...this is gonna change so much around here, so i might not be around as much now cause if im able to im gonna be out helping do whatever i can

Idk,i feel like im in a pissed off mood for some odd reason.prolly cause my computers STILL down. found out whats wrong with my truck. carrier bearing AGAIN that i replaced two yrs ago...

but i got the job FINALLY!! so im making money whoop! new window A/C unit coming hehe

Blah,im still without my Main computer and its driving me up the wall so bad right now. cause my One of 4 back up computers is sitting on my footrest and i havent been able to prop up my feet .kinda sucks.
The noise im getting under my truck still is a little mystery.im hoping its just the rear breaks finally worn down and not my U joints on my driveshaft or my pinion bearing x.x im prolly gonna pull my rear breaks apart tomarrow and check them if it doesnt rain(which i need to look) but yea

Been gone for a week and i come home and find my F*cking computer with virses and other bullshit and i cant get on the internet with it. Luckly for me i have a few other computers that i own and i just whipped one up and plugged it in. But ya my MAIN computer is down and im rather pissed till i get my homie to come fix it for me cause iv tried what i know.

P.S more bad news i found out tonight that my driveshaft U joints are bad and i have a 3 piece driveshaft i swear its just not my day

i just bought a Nintendo DS Lite and Soulsiver and i love it ^^

lol i love when people just toss there change or whatever on the ground, "oh its only change i dont want or w.e it wont add up"BULL!! cause i come thru and pick it up.i just went in and coin star all my change today,got just under 50$ for it

http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/510929 I love this video and song!!!

got it off  mandakatt
"I do everything the right way"


Perfectionists are realistic, conscientious, and principled.

They strive to live up to their high ideals.



How to Get Along with Me

• Take your share of the responsibility so I don't end up with all the work.

• Acknowledge my achievements.

• I'm hard on myself. Reassure me that I'm fine the way I am.

• Tell me that you value my advice.

• Be fair and considerate, as I am.

• Apologize if you have been unthoughtful. It will help me to forgive.

• Gently encourage me to lighten up and to laugh at myself when I get uptight, but hear my worries first.



What I Like About Being a ONE

• being self-disciplined and able to accomplish a great deal

• working hard to make the world a better place

• having high standards and ethics; not compromising myself

• being reasonable, responsible, and dedicated in everything I do

• being able to put facts together, coming to good understandings, and figuring out wise solutions

• being the best I can be and bringing out the best in other people



What's Hard About Being a ONE

• being disappointed with myself or others when my expectations are not met

• feeling burdened by too much responsibility

• thinking that what I do is never good enough

• not being appreciated for what I do for people

• being upset because others aren't trying as hard as I am

• obsessing about what I did or what I should do

• being tense, anxious, and taking things too seriously



ONEs as Children Often

• criticize themselves in anticipation of criticism from others

• refrain from doing things that they think might not come out perfect

• focus on living up to the expectations of their parents and teachers

• are very responsible; may assume the role of parent

• hold back negative emotions ("good children aren't angry")



ONEs as Parents

• teach their children responsibility and strong moral values

• are consistent and fair

• discipline firmly

 FudgySeel Awesome Guy to hang with ^^
 mintyferret An awesome and fun ferret^^ *hugs*
 Lavery Real good friend. hes Fun to be around with^^
 FrosttheWolf Shes just Awesome!! ^^ *hugs*
 binky He is one hell of a damn good artist in my eyes^^
 RenamonPrincess R.I.P my princess.
 SecretAnimal She put me in a comic ^^ and shes fun to be around with
 abane You go girl ^^ lol
 Fossil is one hell of a artist and tattoo artist
 ixtlilton moved from  mobianguardian
 Shadow_Wolfchick Yay! shes awesome ^^
 CrimsonCradle she is like the best person ever. ^^
Just putting these in here so i can add more ^^ and if i forgot anyone im srry,bad memory XD

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1324675/  abane needs help with a few of her friends.

yea its that time of the year again,damn allergys bugging the hell out of me. i hate it.

Also,this song. lol omg its awesome BUT EXPLICIT CONTENT
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0f1m1DsRc4U

i swear.if you buy a 2 yr contract phone. i swear they last you 1yr and 7months before they start Screwing up big time.it pisses me off cause i like my phone.ITS ORANGE ^^

yea,basically im feeling better now. just took a few min away from everything and laid out on my bed.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LAZQeGXip7Q
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5yMBatUkfJ8
HELL TO THE YEA!! mine and my bros theme songs to life!

so you know how its been warm in the day latly? well i dug around in my closet and found my window fan. well i figured well heck its warm ill put it in. so i did and ran it part of the night then turned it off when i went to bed.well woke up FU*KING 60F in here. lawl

idk what to do. my bro lost his father last october of 09 and i try my best to cheer him up but what can i do anymore? im like the only family he has. little brother like doesnt help him and his older sister cant help much with a family of 6 (4 kids and her husband).

Hehehe the moving thing out thing, forget it. im better off here at home for now. i can just go to friends and stay there for a few days and then come home and whatnot. i mean yea means im gone from FA =[ but it gets me outta here. and lol the headline is from a song. Archetype - Fear Factor. Awesome song.

So i went and got gas today at my Favorite truck stop Flying J, im sitting there getting gas and i look over. one brand new 2010 F350 At the diesel pump. im saying...oh god i want it!!! then i look at the diesel sign and it says 3.00$ a Gallon.. HAHA nevernind that. i like my 2.30$ a Gallon right now.

Looking for An artist to Draw Jack And Amanda.

Title says it all. i dont sleep well for shit. Still looking for an artist to draw my Emo Panda Char for me. Leave me a note and ill give you the picture of it.

finally figured out this thing lol. hi ppl whats up? kinda new to FA an all that. basically im just a watcher here.so if u wanna be buddys just hit me up.