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Ignore my presence! I am not here!

tl;dr- There is a community surrounding a fictional foundation called SCP Foundation that is under a creative commons license, that someone in russia is illegally trademarking and threatening the community's future and stealing thousands of people's work. Please consider donating to fight this person and keep the SCP Foundation under creative commons for all to see, as it is intended. Link below.


If you have had internet access for the last decade, there is a good chance you have seen an SCP in some story, on some site, in some fanart, on some social media.

I'll have to make this brief, but SCP Foundation is "a collaborative urban fantasy writing website about the fictional SCP Foundation, a secretive organization that contains anomalous or supernatural items and entities away from the eyes of the public." There are thousands of unique stories and articles, ALONG with dozens and dozens of pieces of fan art, games, stories, short movies, and more.

Here is an example of a live action short someone made:
https://youtu.be/xVx2jyDPinw

I may be wording this incorrectly, but the SCP-Wiki, and thus all the media attached to it, is all user a creative commons license. Roughly, this means that you can use the SCP name freely, so long as you give appropriate credit back to the SCP-Wiki.

The problem, a Russian man named Andrey Duksin has taken advantage of very lax standards at the "Russian Federal Service for Intellectual Property to trademark the SCP Foundation name and logo within the Russian Federation and it’s associated Eurasian Customs Union countries."

This is fraudulent. He is attempting to monetize on the entire SCP community, specifically on the Russian website, and has "made demands including promoting him to admin on the Russian Branch, and turning it into a platform for his merchandise. "

To, very roughly put this into perspective; this is like you writing a short story and posting it online. It is a little project of yours and you want to share it with the world. Then someone comes along, sees your story, and takes it, claims it as their own, and begins selling it without your consent. ... There's definitely more to that, but that is the very barebones situation here. Hell, when I'm finally done with it, a part of my fursona's backstory will be partially linked to the SCP foundation! My fursona would be taken away from me!

Since 2008 people have been making content in this infinitely expanding community and this man is threatening to take it all away through illegal means, and he is, somehow, winning.
SCP needs your help.

At the time of composing this journal, 35,397 users are currently on Furaffinity, be it logged in or not. $1 per person could be $35k for them.
Please consider making a donation to support the legal fees needed to take this motherf***er down.

Full info (with a much better explanation) along with gofundme link can be found here: https://www.reddit.com/r/SCP/commen.....ing_emergency/
If you can't donate, please, consider sharing to facebook, twitter, anywhere you can to spread the word.

Thank you for reading.
Secure. Contain. Protect.

Hey guys,


It's not often that I post journals, but I really need to post this one.

Very recently a friend of mine explained he was going through an extremely difficult time in supporting his mother.
She had been in and out of the hospital, and taking time on and off of work, only to end up discovering she has cancer.
On top of that, her insurance is fighting back about paying some of her medical expenses and of course, her employer is debating where to pay her for her extra time off.

I've heard things are getting slightly better and there is a sliver of hope, but as you can imagine, this bombardment has left my friend and his family hurting in many more ways than one.

I'm putting out this message to anyone listening, and asking you to join me in supporting him and his family.

He has a gofundme set up and a paypal.me as well. He is, for the most part, a NSFW artist, but if you're interested, he also has a patreon account.


If you are generous enough to donate, please consider paypal first, as they don't take out as much of a percentage as gofundme.


Links are are follows:
https://www.gofundme.com/f/helppaulahagerman
https://www.paypal.me/cblart/
https://www.patreon.com/cbl_art


If you are unable to donate, please do not feel as if you have to. His twitter is @cbl_art, if you'd like to send him some love.



Thank you your taking the time to read this journal.

PS: You're awesome. Keep that good s**t up!

All giants, please line up in an orderly fashion for your hugs <3

My name is Greg.... and I have BiPolar Depression....

This means, that I can go from happy and motivated, to, I am fighting with myself not to jerk the steering wheel into on coming highway traffic and hoping the accident is fatal.

The last few days have been very hard. Plans have fallen through, relationships hit new low, and I broke down crying in public because I cannot afford the medication I desperately need.

I currently do not have health insurance, and I am only a temp worker at my job. The temp agency does offer insurance, but it doesn't cover.....anything really.

My medication is $700 out of pocket...

After a long day, and being told this at the pharmacy, I broke down and just started to cry right there at the desk. The women and everyone around me tried to calm me down.... but I was so hurt, I didn't hear anything they had to say and I left the store.

People often say that don't like medication because it changes them...... well then you are on the wrong medication, the dose is too high, or low... and you need to keep trying. For me... I have found a mix that works.... I just.... can't get it.

Today I faked being sick to stay home...and essentially lay in bed fighting back tears.... days like this....where I appear my weakest... I am fighting my hardest.

I know my father has a gun somewhere in this house.... and I managed to stop myself from even thinking about it last night... but.... as I said.... I have never been this low before. It is painful to speak... or move simply because I don't have the energy.

I am very lucky my grandmother gave me $200, enough to afford a 30 day supply of medication.... but after that.... I don't know what I will do.

I just started typing this with no direction in mind, other than to let my friends know.... I am feeling very...defeated.... but I have not..completely given up. I have my medication now to help me....and in a weeks time.... I will hopefully feel better.

I guess what I want to say is..... please.... if you know someone who has ups and downs like I do...... don't take their silence as "they need space" or, "I'm sure they're fine."

They are not...............please....reach out to them...even if it annoys them...stay in contact. Find a way to talk to them. Don't ignore them. No one here other than my mom and my grandmother have noticed I am hurting.....even though I have been so.... slow...and tired...and quiet... no one notices. We are all to focused on ourselves to let our hearts..... look at other people for once.

I hate this world we live in...and there are times I want to leave it....SO badly..... but.... I can't..... I have trouble finding reasons for that sometimes... but... I just can't....

I wasn't planning on asking this...and I never ask these things......I hate asking for money.... or depending on people in general. I try to be as independent as possible....to be strong.... but I can't....

I just cant do it..........but I must.....


But anyway....

Like I said.... I hate to ask this... but I figured...why not....worth a try....

greg.qTech[at]live.com is my paypal email..... if you could spare even a few dollars to help me...... I cannot put into words how grateful I will be....

Either way.... I am sorry to my friends I have not been responding to..... I still don't have the energy to hold a conversation and even typing this... is...again.....like everything else in my life...... a fight.

I know... I know... there is always someone else out there who has it worse, but.... this is a new low for me....and I'm scared.....

But I must be strong....I can't give up....

Maybe if I say that enough..... I'll get by.

Thank you for reading.

I....I can't even.... I don't even.... I am out of evens.....

You know, I haven't posted anything on here a bit. Just thought I'd post a journal and say hi! :3

I turn 20 years old today....


...fuck.


The following meme that ended up making me rather depressed was stolen by:
 swooshycueb

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1. Are looks important in a relationship?
Yes. Hair especially. It's the first thing I notice about people. Your looks or personal appearance show the kind of person, if you always look like a slob....chances are....you're a slob that doesn't give a shit....

2. Are relationships ever worth it?
So far, no.

3. Are you a virgin?
Yes.

4. Are you in a relationship?
Nope.

5. Are you in love?
That feature has been disabled in my operating system.

6. Are you single this year?
Yuuup.

7. Can you commit to one person?
I'm the most loyal person you'll know.

8. Describe your crush
Don't....really have one. Is that sad?

9. Describe your perfect mate
Someone who can simply show me, you can fall in love, and not get hurt immediately afterward.

10. Do you believe in love at first sight?
No.

11. Do you ever want to get married?
No. Marriage is just a way to save a little money, and it's a status. My love for someone wouldn't change whether I'm his boyfriend or husband......UGH god husband, I don't wanna talk about that anymore.

12. Do you forgive betrayal?
Everyone deserves a second chance. After all......2 is an even number. 1 is an odd number.... I don't like odd numbers.

13. Do you get jealous easily?
Most of the time yes. Most of the time it's when people have better tech than me.

14. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Haven't we been over this? No.

15. Do you have any piercings?
Right ear peirced.

16. Do you have any tattoos?
No, but may get a X.A.N.A tattoo on my right shoulder and maybe a target on my heart. MAYBE.

17. Do you like kissing in public?
Not really. I'm not one for PDAs beyond hugging. It doesn't mean I don't love you, or I'm embarrassed by you. It's people, they talk and giggle and I know I should ignore them, but it makes me angry, and when I get angry I get physically sick. I just can't deal with that.

20. Do you shower every day?
Every morning, even if I'm going to do yardwork or some other task that will get me dirty immediately afterward. I HAVE to take a shower to start my day. It's not optional.

21. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Not really no.

22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Probably my boss, she's trying to get me to come into work on my day off. I'm making up excuses right

23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
I will never cheat. I'd rather break someones heart by breaking up with them, then cheat on them.

24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
Absolutely not.

25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?
That's a nice thought, but unrealistic.

26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
Yes, then the next night they left me for their ex and broke me.......

27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?
MY co-worker did. About how I am always grumpy. It was like two lines.....but.....still thoughtful.

28. Have you ever been cheated on?
Apparently.

29. Have you ever cheated on someone?
Never.

30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?
Not really.

31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?
Yes, but, it's not what you think.

32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?
I don't know what that means.

33. Have you ever had sex with a man?
No. And I'm not sure if I'd enjoy it.

34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?
But my thing in a vagina? Care you serious? :x

35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
No.

36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?
Nnno.

37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
Nope.

38. Have you ever liked someone you didn't expect to?
No.

39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn't have?
Absolutely.

40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?
Nope.

41. Have you had sex so far this year?
What part of virgin did you not understand?

42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?
I'm not sure one needs to kiss someone before that happens. I have not.

43. How long was your longest relationship?
0 months.

44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
*shrug* I've had a few girlfriends, they didn't work out....needless to say.

45. How many people did you kiss in 2011?
0 people.

46. How many times did you have sex last year?
Ok I give up with you.

47. How old are you?
19 now, 20 in May......... fuck I'm old....

48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
Cool?

49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
♫You're my......kill of the night.♫

50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
I waited for that, it never happened. If he did now..... I don't think I could, no matter how much it kills me.

51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?
No, but I do as much as I can for my friends.

52. Is there anyone you've given up on?
Yes.

53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
♫I'm gonna catch ya, I'm get ya, oh oh oh oh oh. I wanna taste the way that you bleeeeeeed oh oh oh!♫

54. Is there someone you will never forget?
A couple.

55. Share a relationship story.
I'd rather not.

56. State 8 facts about your body
1. My digestive system is fucked.
2. Since the person I stole this from was talking about his feet on this part, I'll say that my feet are always soft. ^^'
3. I am only 130lbs, but I feel fat and am displeased with my weight.
4. My hair is always well groomed.
5. I'm 5' 7"..................i think............I can never remember.
6. I don't come equipped with an appendix or gallbladder.
7. My green(ish) eyes are said to show I've been through a lot. A random stranger told me that.
8. My voice still cracks......STOP YOUR LAUGHING!

57. Things you want to say to an ex
"Do you ever think about me?"

58. What are five ways to win your heart?
I couldn't even tell yea. I'm a heartless prick at this point who would be hard to win over.

59. What do you look like?
http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikiped.....ng_red_fox.jpg

60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners?
Never really had a partner, but my idea age is either the same, or a year younger. Minimum a year younger, max 3 years older.

61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?
Their hair. Yes really.

62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?
*blush* [CENSORED]

63. What is your definition of “having sex”?
Who....what kind of............where do you come up with these questions?

64. What is your definition of cheating?
Breaking someone when they are in love with you an vulnerable.

65. What is your favorite foreplay routine?
Don't have one.

66. What is your favorite roleplay?
I'm not into role play at ends in fapping if that's what you mean.

67. What is your idea of the perfect date?
Playing Zelda, or doing something simple and fun, alone with him.

68. What is your sexual orientation?
I'm one of them queerosexuals.

69. What turns you off?
Poor hygiene, arrogance, short hair, and some other things I just don't care to focus on.

70. What turns you on?
[CENSORED]

71. What was your kinkiest wet dream?
You know, my health teacher in middle school talked about these to us and you know what..........never had one.

72. What words do you like to hear during sex?
And boom goes the dynamite.

73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
Not break my heart? Let's start with that.

74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?
Trustworthy.

75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?
Given me a LARGE bottle of Paul Mitchell shampoo for the price of a small one. :') <3

76. What’s the sweetest thing you've ever done for someone?
I've stopped do sweet things, at least to people I don't know. The "get what you give" theory doesn't apply to me it seems.

77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?
I don't really have one.

78. What’s your dirtiest secret?
[CENSORED]

79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?
I'm sure very recently, but I can't think of anything.

80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
I haven't. That's a cursed word.

81. Who are five people you find attractive?
1. A person.
2. A person.
3. A person.
4. A person.
5. A person.


82. Who is the last person you hugged?
My stuffed fox. ;_;

83. Who was your first kiss with?
A prick......

84. Why did your last relationship fail?
I abandoned me.

85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?
I have before, a female. Again, didn't work out for obvious reasons.

Soooooo.....

*driving*
*nearly hits "Water over road" sign in middle of road*
*stops* *sees people turning around*
*gets to large amount of water covering road* *floors it*
*keeps constant acceleration* *everything seems to be going awesome cause subaru is also awesome*
*notices car is begging to make odd growling noise* *begins to realize his mistake*
*car water clearly enters grill and partially covers front of car*
*car goes vroom and actually makes it through in a rather graceful manner*
*laughs over person stopped on the side of the road's jaw dropped expression*
*continues down road a little*
*notices vehicle lights are very dim, as are headlights*
*notices brakes bearly work*
*pulls off of main road onto his neighborhood street* *puts on hazards, slows down, pulses brakes to get stregth back*
*made it home with the car making lots of strange noises*
*lots of steam coming from engine*
*pulls in garage* *pops hood*
*shuts car off* *opens hood*
*engine is currently drying off*

Did I just kill my beloved Subaru? Find out in a couple hours!

SUBARUFURS!!!!!!!

 subarufurs

http://www.htc.com/us/smartphones/htc-one/#specs

*bark* less...

Sent at 10:55pm EST on January 30th, 2013.

You know, I woke up this morning in since then I argued with myself all day whether or not I should even send this email. I mean, nothing good will come out of it. But, well fuck it. Shit isn’t gonna get any worse...

Your last day passed. Today was my last day off for the month and I didn’t hear a thing from you. And you’re not gonna get February's days off from me. I noticed you got a new car because, yes, I’ve been checking your Facebook page every night. And every time I bring it up I yell at myself thinking “You’re an idiot Greg, cause he’s not even thinking twice about you.”

I even posted some public status and foursquare check ins on Facebook so you could see exactly where I am, I left a trail for you trying to keep that little ray of hope alive.

[name], when I first met you I told you I had no hope. And I also told you “don’t give up on me.” This whole ordeal and me constantly thinking and wondering about you has just left me feeling even less hopeful than I did when I started, abandoned, confused, hurt, sad, and tired. Emotionally, mentally, and just eternally... tired.

I guess this is all my fault for falling for the “maybe, just maybe” theories again.

And the amazing part was, I really did want to just forgive you and be happy again. I remember being a whole different person when I was with you and life was just really good. Now, the condo my Mom lives in is being bought out from under her, and my Dad is about to sell the house I’ve lived in my whole life. Work is ridiculous and I just feel,

you know I sat there staring at the screen trying to find a word, but I can’t even create or conger up something to describe how I feel.

I don’t know if what you said, was real. At this point I don’t believe anything was real. But I really did like you, or love you...

Remember when I was whining “ugh you’ve made me a softie” and so on? I never say it out loud, but when I open up like I did, I am really panicking on the inside, because I know I am my most vulnerable and I’m going to get hurt, and when I do, I will be the least prepared for it.

I was right and wrong about you.

I know I said I’m done with you, and I know I’ve said “THIS TIME I MEAN IT” but.....reality is I’m never going to be “done” with you. Your memory hurts, and I don’t forget getting hurt.

I’m really tired of this back and forth, and I just give up. Please [name], don’t respond to this. That’s not some reverse phycology thing, I mean it. Don’t hurt me anymore, just let me make you a memory and end it all.


I’m not angry anymore, I’m just...... tired.



~Greg M. [last name]
qTech Technical Assistance President
Sprint Sales Representative
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*Sent using Windows Live Mail 2012 Client*

My fuzzy friends, I need your help. I have recently upgraded to my AMAZING HTC EVO 4G LTE. I love the metal around the edging design, the red around around the back, amazing camera, awesome sound, and most importantly the kickstand. I love everything about it. However, after purchasing it, I learned of HTC's new powerhouse the "HTC M7" is slated for release, well "soon." The screen will be the same size, but a full 1080p display with a higher resolution than the iPhone. Quad core processor, 13 mega pixel camera, and an all new super fast interface. And it is coming to Sprint. I have until Tuesday to return my EVO and get my upgrade eligibility back. So I'd have to go back to my old EVO and wait for the M7 so I can get it at the discounted upgrade price. But I know for a fact it won't have a kickstand and most likely won't have the physical camera button. But will be twice as fast and have an even more amazing camera and still have beats audio. I will miss the LTEvo, but if I wait past Tuesday I won't be able to get it at an upgrade price and have to pay around $700 to get the M7. So I ask you, what should I do? Should I stick with my LTEvo that I love SO much, or bring the LTEvo back and hold out for the M7 that is "coming in Q1 of 2013."

Yesterday's Bing.com picture, you know....the first Bing picture of the year, was a picture of a fox.

Therefore you non foxes can suck on that.

What? ......... iPhones are high in fiber. Don't judge me.

http://news.cnet.com/8301-17938_105.....ext/?ttag=fbwp

Yeah so, this morning I went with my mother to the emergency room with my mom because she was having severe chest pain.(Awesomely my acid reflux chest pain decided to attack me pretty bad too. But, I didn't mention it.) Keeping a long story short, her heart rate was 200, and a normal heart rate is 80-100. She basically had a mild heart attack. They can't TECHNICALLY call it a heart attack, but that's the best way to describe it.

She's doing much better. No more pain, normal heart rate, and she'll be staying at the hospital overnight. So she'll be fine.

Hello my fellow furries.

I needs help. I had a very unusual dream last night that had an almost spiritual sense to it. And.... it keeps bugging me cause I feel like I'm supposed to take something from it.

I was laying on a table in the park at night. I was sleeping there and I had a blanket over me. I was near a tree and it had just rained so when the wind blew I got dripped on. But I was looking up at the clear sky and all the stars and the stars were moving like clouds and I remember just saying something along the lines of "I feel like the world is moving and going on without me."

That last line is really.....echoing around in my head. It's something I've never said before and really....can't think of a reason why I would say it.

Halp? :\

Ooooooh myyyyy gooooood.

In case I forgot to mention, I work at the Sprint Store now. And I'm still kinda new, but I worked today from 9am to 6:30pm......and......our systems went down.

I was stuck helping the same customer for 3 hours at a time.

I was able to get everyone to leave the store with a smile and I THINK we kicked ass today. But I wanna meet the dumbshit who designed the Sprint Computer Network.........it really is pathetic.

And I know our district manager will call us and bitch that we didn't get a lot of activations....but fuck him.....they're never happy and I don't care.

Also, I am REALLY enjoying my new Nexus 7 tablet. I'm very happy with my purchase. I can't wait to have this experiance on my phone. ^^

Anyway, I don't post a lot on FA anymore, so I thought I'd just throw a journal out there.

What did you do for Black Friday?

First journal from my shiny new Nexus 7 tablet. :3

I just found out that a guy I liked.....and have been talking to for the past 5 months and .......................



fuck..... he lied to me....and used me.....and.......

I feel destroyed.

Managed to survive Hurricane Sandy. Big trees down in my front yard, one on power lines, and several other people have trees on top of their houses. But we're all pretty much alive. Been lucky enough to be at my Mom's condo this week, and we actually didn't lose power at all. Dads house lost power overnight, but as of now it's back on.

That's all for now.