My activity on the internet is probably going to slow down.

Yesterday I experienced heart attack like pain.......but wasn't having a heart attack. I am once more waking up feeling sick and right now my chest is sore. I'm just plain uncomfortable and miserable right now. I haven't eaten in almost 36 hours other than two pieces of cake.

PS: Go say Happy Birthday to  ImmaPanther.

:') *sniffle*

Buy sumthin.

Linksys Router Bundle: $75 OBO
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dl.....RK%3AMESE%3AIT

WiiFit Plus w/ Balance Board [Batteries Included]
http://www.amazon.com/gp/offer-list.....condition=used

No that wasn't a Portal 1 reference, I'm just posting this journal to let everyone know, yes I am indeed still alive.

Hey, would anyone be interested in me starting up my "Random Video of The Day" thing again?


Hello Lisa,

I regret to inform you that due to current financial issues, I will not be able to afford to ship your order of "1 Link's Crossbow Training (incl. Wii Zapper)" Amazon's payment policy only pays the seller AFTER an item is marked shipped. But I cannot afford to ship your product prior to payment.

If you would be willing to wait until this coming Friday (May 18th), I should have the funds to ship your product for the standard shipping rate, and I will take an additional $8.00 off the original asking price.

Regardless, your order has unfortunately been canceled and your card was not charged. If you were charged. Please allow 2-3 business days for your refund to arrive.

I apologize personally for this embarrassing inconvenience and hope you will still consider choosing qTech in the future, as this is NOT normal business function.

Sorry again,
~Greg @ qTech.

Yup! I am officially 19! .............wait...........


THATS AN ODD NUMBER!!!! D:


BIOSHOCK INFINITE HAS BEEN DELAYED!!!!!!!!!! D:<

http://www.g4tv.com/thefeed/blog/po.....february-2013/


New Theme song (that really should have been my theme song all along) change effective 9:93pm EST on May 7, 2012

"Unchain my heart, set me free!"

control:self:[COMMAND HIDDEN]

REBOOTING....

Downloading changelist for new OS....

>START<
VersaOS powered by PureCore Change list:

Core update from LogicCore to PureCore
PureCore is a revision of LogicCore and is strongly based on Logic.

PureCore will feature OS Layering technology.

Mental Layer: System mind state
Physical Layer: System Body state.
Emotional Layer: System emotional state.
Health Layer: System Body Health state.
Car Interaction Layer: Interaction and stability when using a motor vehicle.
Confidence and Will Layer: Installation of Confidence modder.

New Driving User Interface and new vehicle marking ability.

System adaptation update for Appendix and Gallbladder organ removal. System can now compensate for organ loss.

System format (orientation) edit.

System Bias decrease and Logic boost.
Anger threshold increase and Stress management Console implementation.

Fluid Command System implementation with reverse compatibility for the 3 step and 2 step command system.

More…
<END>

REBOOTING....

Welcome to MetaOS Update Console! System is locked! Online!

This meme has been pirated from:

 Diogee and  dalatorabvon21

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A

-Available: I guess.

-Age: Pretty much 19.

-Annoyance: Overly optimistic people.

-Allergic: Nothing.

-Animal: Fox

-Actor: None.


B

-Beer: Pepsi.

-Birthday/Birthplace: May 12/Hospital?

-Best Friends: Several.

-Body Part on opposite sex: None

-Best feeling in the world: Getting paid.

-Blind or Deaf: Some say both.

-Best weather: Depends on mood.

-Been in Love: I don't even know.

-Been bitched out?: Lots.

-Been on stage?: Yes.

-Believe in yourself?: Occasionally.

-Believe in life on other planets: It's possible.

-Believe in miracles: One can hope.

-Believe in Magic: Skeptical.

-Believe in God: Not really.

-Believe in Satan: People are Satan.

-Believe in Santa: No, and was always skeptical.

-Believe in Ghosts/spirits: Absolutely.

-Believe in Evolution: Yes.


C

-Car: Custom built 1998 Subaru Outback.

-Candy: Several.

-Color: Green.

-Cried in school: Yes.

-Chocolate/Vanilla: More so Vanilla, but I like both.

-Chinese/Mexican: Mexican.

-Cake or pie: Cake.

-Countries to visit: None.


D

-Day or Night: Dust/Twilight

-Dream vehicle: None.

-Danced: Cannot.

-Dance in the rain?: WILL not.

-Dance in the middle of the street?: Still will not.

-Do the splits?: Used to be able to. LOOOOONG time ago.


E

-Eggs: ...are disgusting.

-Eyes: Green.

-Everyone has: The potential to betray you and hurt you.

-Ever failed a class?: Yup.


F

-First crush: Don't remember.

-Full name: [CENSORED]

-First thoughts waking up: Snooze.

-Food: Spaghetti.


G

-Greatest Fear: Losing everything.

-Giver or taker: Neural.

-Goals: Don't be like my aunt.

-Gum: Winterfresh. (Mint)

-Get along with your parents?: Mom more so than Dad.

-Good luck charms: None.


H

-Hair Color: Very dark brown.

-Height: 5'10"....I think.

-Happy: Depends in Time of day.

-Holidays: Christmas.

-How do you want to die: Painlessly.

-Health freak?: I should be.

-Hate: You. *troll face*


I (In guys/girls)

-Eye color: Doesn't matter.

-Hair Color: Dark colors and ORGANIZED.

-Height: Not too much taller than be. 2" more max.

-Clothing Style: Never thought about it. Relaxed I guess.

-Characteristics: NOT. A. MAC.

-Ice cream: Simple vanilla with sprinkles.

-Instrument: Ocarina of Time.


J

-Jewelry: Ring on left middle finger. Silver hoop earring on left ear.

-Job: Unemployed.


K

-Kids: NEVER EVER NEVER NEVER NEVER N.E.V.E.R, NEVER! NO!

-Kickboxing or karate: Karate, since I'm already a black belt.

-Keep a journal?: Used to. Got bored. Ha, my own life bored me. That sad......anyway...moving on....


L

-Longest Car Ride: 6hrs.

-Love: Technology.

-Letter: Q

-Laughed so hard you cried: Fortunately.

-Love at first sight: Not really no.


M

-Milk flavor: White milk.

-Movie: Tied between The King's Speech and Mission Impossible: Ghost Protocol.

-Mooned anyone?: I don't THINK so.

-Marriage: Not planning on it.

-Motion sickness?: No.

-McD's or BK: Whichever's closer and cheaper.


N

-Number of siblings: 1 too many.

-Number of piercings: 1

-Number: Even numbers.


O

-Overused Phrases: Like.

-One wish: To have money.

-One phobia: Alma Wade.


P

-Place you'd like to live: New York City

-Pepsi/Coke:  PepsiFurs :D


Q

-Quail: What?

-Questionnaires: Only when I get paid, or they're short.


R

-Reason to cry: People keep buying iPhones. T_T

-Reality T.V.: Jersey Shore makes me laugh.

-Radio Station: KC 101.3 Elvis Duran and The Morning Show.

-Roll your tongue in a circle?: Yes.


S

-Song: Currently? "Chain of Fools" by Aretha Franklin, but I kinda like the Joe Cocker version better.

-Shoe size: 10.5 USA (Sometimes 11, depending on shoe)

-Sushi: No.

-Skipped school: No.

-Slept outside: No

-Seen a dead body?: Yes.

-Smoked?: Once.

-Skinny dipped?: I wonder what that's like.

-Shower daily?: Required for hair maintenance.

-Sing well?: Not at all.

-In the shower?: I don't understand? Am I in the shower now? Nnnnno?

-Swear?: Fuck yes. All the fucking time.

-Stuffed Animals?: A couple.

-Single/Group dates: Single.

-Strawberries/Blueberries: Neither.

-Scientists need to invent: A cure for stupidity.


T

-Time for bed: When I'm tired.

-Thunderstorms:

-Touch your tongue to your nose?: Barely.


U

-Unpredictable: Not really.

-Under the influence?: Never.

-Understanding?: Try to be.


V

-Vegetable you hate: Is celery a vegetable? I don't know these things. Food is food.

-Vegetable you love: Steamed broccoli.

-Vacation spot: That costs money.


W

-Weakness: That I have a lot.

-When you grow up: I will die.

-Which one of your friends acts the most like you: Pffft...none.

-Who makes you laugh the most: Elvis Duran.

-Worst feeling: Nausea.

-Wanted to be a model?: Been offered. I told them to go fuck themselves.

-Worst weather: Hot and Humid.

-Walk with a book on your head?: *Books.


X

-X-Rays: Head and abdomen.


Y

-Year : 2012

-Yellow: Is a color?


Z

-Zoo animal: Red fox?

-Zodiac sign: Taurus.



LAST PERSON WHO…

1. Slept in a bed beside you?: I don't think anyone have ever slept with me in any way.
2. Last person to see you cry?: My Dad.
3. Went to the movies with you?:  kawaii_neko_girl93
4. You went to the mall with?: Don't remember.
5. You went to dinner with?: Dad and brother.
6. You talked to on the phone?: Father.
7. Made you laugh?: Myself. xD

Have you ever.....

1. Made out for more than 10 minutes?: Never made out period.
2. Slept in a different bed?: Yes.
3. Made out in a movie theater?: Refer to #1.
4. Made out with 2 different people in one night?: Refer to #1.
5. Thought your cousin was hot?: They're all like under 12 so.... yeah no.
6. Been in love?: Don't think so.
7. Slept?: Really? How can you ask that?
8. Taken a shower with the opposite sex?: No.
9. Gone over the speed limit?: I tend to ignore the speed limit and go with the flow of traffic.
10. Painted your room?: Yes.
11. Drove a car?: Yes.
12. Danced in front of your mirror?: Don't have a mirror?
13. Gotten a hickey?: No.
14. Been dumped?: Yes.
15. Stole money from a friend?: Like, quarters yes.
16. Gotten in a car with people you just met?: Yes.
17. Been in a fist fight?: Not really.
18. Snuck out of your house?: No.
19. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?: No.
20. Been arrested?: Not yet.
21. Made out with a stranger?: Refer to #1 in previous section.
23. Had a crush on your neighbor?: Absolutely not.
24. Ditched school to do something more fun?: No.
25. Slept in a bed with a member of the same or opposite sex?: No.
26. Seen someone die?: No.
27. Been on a plane?: Yes, about a decade ago.
28. Kissed a picture?: No.
29. Slept in until 3?: Yes.
30. Love someone or miss someone right now?: No.
31. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?: Yes.
32. Made a snow angel?: Yes.
33. Played dress up?: No.
34. Cheated while playing a game?: Yes.
35. Been lonely?: Yes.
36. Fallen asleep at work/school?: Yes.
37. Been to a club?: No.
38. Felt an earthquake?: No.
39. Touched a snake?: No.
40. Ran a red light?: Oh please! NO ONE WAS AROUND!
41. Forgotten what you were going to say?: Daily.
42. Been suspended from school?: In school suspension but yes.
43. Been in a car?: Really?
44. Hated the way you look?: Eh. I don't really care THAT much.
45. Witnessed a crime?: Committed actually.
46. Been lost?: Yes.
47. Been to the opposite side of the country?: No.
48. Felt like dying from embarrassment?: I feel like dying when I see an iPhone so....
49. Cried yourself to sleep?: No.
50. Sang karaoke?: No.
51. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?: Yes.
52. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose?: *actual lol* Yes.
53. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?: I think so.
54. Kissed in the rain?: I know someone who SET FIRE TO THE RAIN.
55. Sung in the shower?: I hum in the shower.
56. Had a dream that you married someone?: No.
57. Played getting married?: What a cruel sounding game.
58. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole?:No.
59. Ever gone to school partially nude?: *lol* What? No!
60. Been considered a freak?: Been? I'm gay, put two and two together.
61. Sat on a rooftop?: No, but I almost feel/slid off one.
62. Didn't take a shower for a week?: Not that I remember.
63. Ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone?: Yes.
64. Played chicken?: Nnnnnno?
65. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?: My phone is always in my pocket. I would have committed murder. No.
66. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger?: Strangely yes.
67. Broken a bone?: No.
68. Been easily amused?: Yes.
69. Laugh so hard you cry?: Yes. Didn't you ask that already.
70. Cheated on a test?: *Used resources.
71. Forgotten someone's name?: Memory failure.
72. Blacked out from drinking?: No.
73. Played a prank on someone?: Yes.
74. Gone to a late night movie?: No.
75. Made love to anything not human?: What the fu.....NO!
76. Failed a class?: Yes, and I KNOW you asked that already.
77. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat?: No.
78. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours?: No.
79. Cheated on a girlfriend/boyfriend?: No.
80. Did you celebrate the 4th of July?: Sorta.
81. Thrown strange objects?: Yes.
82. Felt like someone?: I dunno?
83. Thought about running away?: *Ran away.
84. Ran away?: There we go. Yes.
85. Had detention and not attend it?: THEY NEVER TOLD ME ABOUT IT!
86. Made parents cry?: Yes.
87. Cried over someone?: Don't reme.........yes.
88. Owned more than 5 sharpies?: No.
89. Dated someone more than once?: Sorta.
90. Have a dog?: Unfortunately.
91. Own an instrument?: Not anymore.
92. Been in a band?: No.
93. Drank 25 sodas in a day?: TWICE that.
94. Broken a CD?: Wasn't easy, but yes.
95. Shot a gun?: Not IRL.
96. Been on Facebook for more than 5 hours?: No.
97. Pimp slapped someone?: Yes.
98. Have a major crush on someone right now?: No.
99. Have a religion?: I have my opinions, but no.
100. Thought about what people would say at your funeral?: Ok, you keep watch encase he wakes up, I gotta pee.

CAN YOU...

Sing the alphabet backwards?: No.
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: Yes. Why? Some people can't?
Speak any other languages?: Dsdfklsdfjsdfebwqjk.
Go a day without food?: Yes.
Remember your dreams: Sometimes.
Read music, not just tabs?: No.
Roll your tongue?: No.
Eat a whole pizza?: Not anymore.


WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU...

Brushed your teeth: Approximately 10hrs ago.
Cried: About two months ago.
Went to the bathroom: About an hour ago? I think.
Saw a movie in a theater: Don't reme.....uh....I don't know when it was.
Read a book: Last summer.
Had a snow day: Long time ago.
Had a party: Graduation.
Went to a doctor: Yesterday.
Tripped in front of someone: Don't remember.
Went to the grocery store: Last weekend.
Got sick: Still sick.
Called someone: Don't remember.

DO YOU PREFER...

Fruit/vegetables: Don't know the difference. Food is food.
Black/white: Black.
Lights on/lights off: Depends on the situation.
TV/movie: Movies don't have commercials......................................yet................
Body spray/lotion: None.
Cash/check: Cash.
Pillows/blankets: Pillow.
Headache/stomach ache: Headache.
Paint/charcoal: WTF is charcoal? Paint.
Chinese food/Mexican food: You also asked this. Mexican,
Summer/winter: Spring. Neither.
Winter Snow/rain: Rain
fog/misty: Fog.
Rock/rap: Rock.
Meat/vegetarian: Meat.
Chocolate/vanilla: Both.
Sprinkles/icing: Sprinkles.
Cake/pie: Cake.
Strawberries/blueberries: Neither.
Ocean/swimming pool: Pool.
Cookies/muffins: Cookies.
Wallet/pocket: Wallet.
Window/door: What kind of question........... Door.
Charles Chaplin/Chespirito: Who?
Pink/purple: Purple.
Cat/dog: Kitty.
Long sleeve/short sleeve: Long.
Pants/shorts: Pants.
Winter break/spring break: Spring.
Spring/autumn: Spring.
Clouds/clear sky: Clear.
Moon/mars: Mars.
Questions/Answers: Answers.
War/Peace: "Peace."

I...

Am: A PC.
Want: Money.
Need: MONEY!
Love: Technology.
Hate: You.
Feel: How creepy would it be if I said YOU for this one too?
Did: Had surgery.
Miss: Having money.
Am annoyed by: Everything.
Would rather: HAVE MONEY.
Am tired of: THIS MEME.
Will always: Be a PC.

MISCELLANEOUS

What is your favourite genre of music?: Nothing specific. NO RAP.
What time is it now?: The current time is Nine TwentyOne PM Eastern Standard Time.
How much money do you have right now?: $2.87 USD
Are you hungry right now?: No.
What are you doing right now?: Scanning my computer cause brother fucked it up with his straight porn.
Frank Furter: I enjoy hot dogs if that's what you're asking.
Rocky: A mountain?
Do you like parades?: No.
Do you like the moon?: Eh.
What are you going to do when you're done with this?: Don't know.
If you could have any magical power what would it be: Teleportation.

This meme has been pirated from
 Vice-The-Wolf.


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1. We all know what we call you, what about the folks at home? Whats your name?
Greg

2. How tall are you?
Mom says 5'10", but I think 5'8".

3. Natural hair color? (if you can remember it)
Very dark bown.

3. What about eye color?
Emerald Green

4. What orientation are you?
Homosexual. I'm not gay cause I'm not happy.

5. Are you single, taken, or undecided?
How is one, undecided? Single and sortakindanotreally looking.

6. What do you do in your spare time?
Ummm.... hmmm.... watch Ghost TV shows, play video games, browse the web, so on.

7. What's your job?
Those exist?! Right now, just go to school and learn stuff.....or.....TRY to learn stuff anyway.

8. What's one thing you like about yourself?
I am the Mayor of my school on FourSquare. *forever alone face*

9. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself?
I can be biased and mean, I'm working on the biased part. ;)

10. What's some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?
I'm an asshole.

11. Of what faith/religion are you(if any at all?)
I believe in some higher energy or power. But would I say there is a man named Jesus who lives in the sky and is watching my every move like a jealous ex? Not so much.

12. Do you drink?
If I do, it's like a sip. I have yet to find a beer I like. So....no not really.

13. Do you smoke?
Cigarettes, once. Smell was too gross for me, so I stopped.

14. What are your fears?
O_O' ................ ALMA WADE. T_T

15. What are your dreams/goals?
I don't really have any. I have wants, but I don't really have any set long term goals. I don't think in the past or future, I think in the present.

16 .Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present?
Yeeeeeeeeeeeees? I think?

17. Who's your best bud?
I'd say  dalatorabvon21 and I are pretty good buds. :3

18. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for?
Hmmm.... I normally drink soda of some kind when I want "munchies." Or I chew gum.

19. Favorite drink?
Canada Dry and Pepsi.

20. Favorite color?
Green

21. If you had any super power, what would it be?
Teleportation.

22. Favorite movie?
Tied between The King's Speech and Mission Impossible: Ghost Protocol.

23. Least favorite food?
SEA FOOD.

24. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?
FORGET THE FOOD! I'M DIEING!

25. What do you drive/wish you drove?
I drive a custom built 1998 Subaru Outback/A Newer Subaru Outback.

26. Most disliked bug?
SPIDERS! *actually shudders*

27. Most hated pet peeves?
Oh I have a lot.

28. Dislike in life?
Everything?

29. Most annoying?
Macs and iUsers who think they have the best tech when REALLY.....you know what, I'll just stop there.

30. Most disliked TV show?
The Big Bang Theory. BOOM I said it.




That's it? Hmm.... I thought this meme was longer. :\

D:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7836926/

So they removed the appendix as planned, and surprise, they also removed my gallbladder. Well, not so much a surprise, I was made aware of it before the operation. The surgeon agreed with me about the appendix solving the pain problem, but he was not convinced it would fix the nausea. The gallbladder was tested a few weeks ago and came back normal, but upon opening me up he discovered that there were fatty deposits clumping onto it and it was stuck to my stomach, causing pressure and of course nausea. When woken up in the recovery room my nausea was gone. My shoulders do hurt, but (keeping things short) that pain will go away. Of course my abdomin is sore but I am on medication and I can manage to SLOWLY sit up and walk by myself. I did throw up once in the recovery room, but they say that is completely expected. I am now home resting on the couch covered in my Domo blankie and hugging my stuffed fox. I am in surgery pain........but it seems that the nausea is finally gone. Now we wait and see if it stays gone. Thank you all.for your good luck wishes.

So this is it. Tomorrow, April 12th at 9:15am EST, I will be being cut open and having my appendix removed.

Good times.

*Worry worry* *pessimistic pessimistic* *angry angry* *sad sad* *and just a dash of hope*

Fireeeee, to the rain! Watched it pour, as I, touched your face. LET IT BURN, while I cried cause I heard it screaming out your name...........your naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaame.

Is anyone else getting popups when going to FA since the new update?

*DROOLS*

http://www.androidpolice.com/2012/0.....camera-button/

*Sigh* I made a promise, to everyone that I wouldn't lie anymore. That I would always be 100% honest with my friends, and so I became sick, and now I'm about to undergo surgery and I can't keep lying anymore.

I know I'm not going to be forgive for this, but....

I'm not gay, or bi............... I am straight. I've been lying about my sexuality because I felt that it was easier to fit it with the gay crowd than it was to fit in with straight people. So I lied about everything just to have friends, and now I'll probably lose all of them again.

I'm also going to be deleting everything, my Facebook, Twitter, FA account, Tumblr account, everything.

I clearly think that I won't be welcome on FA anymore and I just can't face people anymore. I'm going to be alone now because I'm so FUCKING.... FUCKED in the head and can't stop lying.

I just wanted to finally get this off my chest. If you spit on my grave or spend a good 30 minutes saying how much of a piece of shit I am.... I don't blame you.

I need help, I know that now. And after my surgery, I'm going to check myself into the psych ward.

I'm so sorry.













































































































































Kidding. I still love dick. ;)
Happy April Fools Day.

Obligated to post by  Diogee

After filling his out, I feel obligated to post this. This meme ask some.....uhh....suggestive questions, so if you don't want to answer, just leave a " --- " .

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~What if?~
● I died:
● I kissed you:
● I fell:
● I lived next door to you:
● I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
● I stole something:
● I was murdered:
● I cried:
● I asked you to marry me:
● I was hospitalized:

~What do you think about my~
● Personality:
● Eyes:
● Hair:
● Family:
● Smile:

~Would you~
● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?
● Keep a secret if i told you one?
● Hold my hand?
● Study with me?
● Cook for me?
● Love me?
● Date me?
● Have sex with me?

~Have you ever ~
● Lied to make me feel better?
● Wanted to kiss me?
● Wanted to kill me?
● Broke my heart?
● Thought I was unbearably annoying?
● Hated me?
● Wanted to tell me something but didn't?
● Wondered about my sanity?
● Wanted to do something to me?

~More ~
● When and how did we meet?
● Describe me in three words.
● What was your first impression of me?
● What do you think of me now?
● What reminds you of me?
● Could you see us together forever?
● When's the last time you saw me?
● Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?

Follow JarethMusic on Twitter to help get 10,000 followers and hear the full version of:

I am currently looking for someone to commission a piece of art for me. I don't need any fancy backgrounds and you don't even have to draw fur or a face, just a silhouette of me. I'll explain more to the person who I commission. I would proffer not to spend over $15USD, but will spend a max of $20. If you know someone, please send this journal to them.

So.....any takers?