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General | Posted 14 years agoToday I was rear ended in my Subaru Outback by a Jeep Grand Cherokee.
I was in a four lane road. I was stopped in the inner lane on the right side of the road to into the KFC on the left side of the road. Granted I did stop a little short, but the Jeep still had plenty of time to stop without skidding. I saw him in my rear view mirror coming up a little fast. I assumed he was going to slam on the brakes and then honk at me of flip me off cause he's not paying attention, so I went back to focusing on waiting for on coming traffic to clear. Then I glanced back again, noticing the Jeep is closer and hasn't slowed down at all. I saw the driver (Male, White, around 25-32yrs old) begin to panic he jerked the wheel trying to swing over to the outer lane to avoid me, only to see him instantly swerve back because there was a car in the outer lane prevent him from moving.
I was hit by an SUV going 50mph and he did not even try to hit the brakes.
I started screaming and for the first time in 4 years...............started to cry.
I put the car in park and turned the hazards on. I dialed 911 and as it rang I looked around.....he was GONE! I looked around thinking he must have pulled into a nearby parking lot, but nope, he was nowhere around. I called the police and told them I needed a Cop. I told them the person who hit me had disappeared. The women on the phone asked about the car. A said it was a Grey or Silver Jeep Grand Cherrokee heading down the street toward walmart, and then we hung up. Still crying, I looked behind me again to see a lime green Kia Soul stopped behind me with a girl my age driving and an old women both gesturing to me. I'm freaking out and can't figure out what they want, so I get out of the car which is still in the middle of the busy road and walk over to them. They were so sweet and asked if I was ok and if I needed the phone. I could barely speak, but I managed to just say I was just hit and the other guy took off. At this point I realize that they are in danger for stopping in the middle of the road, and I say my goodbyes and get back in my car. I pulled into KFC and......my car was VERY loud. Now I have driven a car with a broken catalytic converter before and know how loud it gets. Your car sounds like a motor boat.......yeah....my car sounded like a CRUISE SHIP. And it felt like I was driving with the E brake on. I stop in KFC occupying two spots and continue crying. I call my Dad and start screaming at him.
Dad! Someone.....someone just fucking hit me and took off!
(Now, last Wednesday I was also in an "accident." Someone had clipped the back right rear bumper of my car, but it only left a scratch and it was also a hit and run. My dad thought it was like that again.)
Greg, I have to take your brother to the orthodontist today, just wait for the police.
Dad! I can't drive the car! *crying hysterically* This car is done! The back end is completely smashed! I need another new fucking car!
Oh, shit, ok stay I will be right there!
I start to calm down and notice a car in the adjcent parking lot pull up rather close to me, and the man got out and was walking towards me. I wiped away my tears and got out the the car:
Hey, are you ok? Did you get his plate number or anything?
You.....you saw that?! No... I didn't.
I got a partial plate. He pulled into Wallgreens (a 2 parking lots down) and just left.
(I did see a Jeep leave walgreens, but didn't get any specifics.)
Oh my god thank you!
Now this guy was two parking lots away, next to a very busy road, and there is construction very nearby. And he said he HEARD the crash and saw the Jeep pull out from behind me.
The cop arrives and the witness (John) gives him his witness statement and 5 minutes later I heard the cop say:
"We stopped a silver Jeep with front end damage trying to get on the highway. He matches the description and has a broken nose."
After thanking John at least 80 times he left and my Dad shows up. I later find out the the person who hit me was driving with a suspended license and was driving his mothers car.
I do not know if his mother has insurance at this time. But MY insurance will not be covering this, because I do not have collision coverage on my 1997 car. If she doesn't have insurance, I WILL[/u] be suing.
I was then taken to the ER with increasing amounts of pain. I was prescribed..........something... and am now about to go to bed.
I will now be out TWO cars in less than 12 months. If you had already forgotten my last car: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2600695/ .
And to think.....all I wanted was Popcorn Chicken and Potato Wedges.
I can't believe I cried today. Is that all it takes? An SUV going 50mph to hit me? *knee slap* Who knew?
I will most likely not be going to school tomorrow.
Welcome to my life.
I was in a four lane road. I was stopped in the inner lane on the right side of the road to into the KFC on the left side of the road. Granted I did stop a little short, but the Jeep still had plenty of time to stop without skidding. I saw him in my rear view mirror coming up a little fast. I assumed he was going to slam on the brakes and then honk at me of flip me off cause he's not paying attention, so I went back to focusing on waiting for on coming traffic to clear. Then I glanced back again, noticing the Jeep is closer and hasn't slowed down at all. I saw the driver (Male, White, around 25-32yrs old) begin to panic he jerked the wheel trying to swing over to the outer lane to avoid me, only to see him instantly swerve back because there was a car in the outer lane prevent him from moving.
I was hit by an SUV going 50mph and he did not even try to hit the brakes.
I started screaming and for the first time in 4 years...............started to cry.
I put the car in park and turned the hazards on. I dialed 911 and as it rang I looked around.....he was GONE! I looked around thinking he must have pulled into a nearby parking lot, but nope, he was nowhere around. I called the police and told them I needed a Cop. I told them the person who hit me had disappeared. The women on the phone asked about the car. A said it was a Grey or Silver Jeep Grand Cherrokee heading down the street toward walmart, and then we hung up. Still crying, I looked behind me again to see a lime green Kia Soul stopped behind me with a girl my age driving and an old women both gesturing to me. I'm freaking out and can't figure out what they want, so I get out of the car which is still in the middle of the busy road and walk over to them. They were so sweet and asked if I was ok and if I needed the phone. I could barely speak, but I managed to just say I was just hit and the other guy took off. At this point I realize that they are in danger for stopping in the middle of the road, and I say my goodbyes and get back in my car. I pulled into KFC and......my car was VERY loud. Now I have driven a car with a broken catalytic converter before and know how loud it gets. Your car sounds like a motor boat.......yeah....my car sounded like a CRUISE SHIP. And it felt like I was driving with the E brake on. I stop in KFC occupying two spots and continue crying. I call my Dad and start screaming at him.
Dad! Someone.....someone just fucking hit me and took off!
(Now, last Wednesday I was also in an "accident." Someone had clipped the back right rear bumper of my car, but it only left a scratch and it was also a hit and run. My dad thought it was like that again.)
Greg, I have to take your brother to the orthodontist today, just wait for the police.
Dad! I can't drive the car! *crying hysterically* This car is done! The back end is completely smashed! I need another new fucking car!
Oh, shit, ok stay I will be right there!
I start to calm down and notice a car in the adjcent parking lot pull up rather close to me, and the man got out and was walking towards me. I wiped away my tears and got out the the car:
Hey, are you ok? Did you get his plate number or anything?
You.....you saw that?! No... I didn't.
I got a partial plate. He pulled into Wallgreens (a 2 parking lots down) and just left.
(I did see a Jeep leave walgreens, but didn't get any specifics.)
Oh my god thank you!
Now this guy was two parking lots away, next to a very busy road, and there is construction very nearby. And he said he HEARD the crash and saw the Jeep pull out from behind me.
The cop arrives and the witness (John) gives him his witness statement and 5 minutes later I heard the cop say:
"We stopped a silver Jeep with front end damage trying to get on the highway. He matches the description and has a broken nose."
After thanking John at least 80 times he left and my Dad shows up. I later find out the the person who hit me was driving with a suspended license and was driving his mothers car.
I do not know if his mother has insurance at this time. But MY insurance will not be covering this, because I do not have collision coverage on my 1997 car. If she doesn't have insurance, I WILL[/u] be suing.
I was then taken to the ER with increasing amounts of pain. I was prescribed..........something... and am now about to go to bed.
I will now be out TWO cars in less than 12 months. If you had already forgotten my last car: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2600695/ .
And to think.....all I wanted was Popcorn Chicken and Potato Wedges.
I can't believe I cried today. Is that all it takes? An SUV going 50mph to hit me? *knee slap* Who knew?
I will most likely not be going to school tomorrow.
Welcome to my life.
You Sad Bro?
General | Posted 14 years agoKnow someone that's sad? Link them to this journal so they can enjoy dis happeh (and catcheh) song! :3
PS: Yes, it has a kazoo solo.
Did anyone else notice...
General | Posted 14 years ago...that it is now March and FA still has the February banner up?
Boy/Girl Side Meme
General | Posted 14 years agoKey:
[ ] = 0 pts. <- NO
[~] = .5pts <-Kinda/Sometimes/Depends/Maybe
[x] = 1pts <- Yes
Your Boy Side[/u]
[~] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[~] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[~] Shopping is torture.
[~] Sad movies suck.
[x] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[x] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ ] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[x] You watch sports on TV.
[~] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[~] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[~] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[x] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[~] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[~] Sports are fun.
[~] Talk with food in your mouth.
Total = 13
Your Girl Side[/u]
[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[~] You love to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[x] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[~] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe. <--
[~] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[x] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[x] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed,/ and put on make-up and accessories
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[~] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[ ] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.
Total = 8
Girl = 8
Boy = 13
[ ] = 0 pts. <- NO
[~] = .5pts <-Kinda/Sometimes/Depends/Maybe
[x] = 1pts <- Yes
Your Boy Side[/u]
[~] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[~] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[~] Shopping is torture.
[~] Sad movies suck.
[x] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[x] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ ] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[x] You watch sports on TV.
[~] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[~] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[~] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[x] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[~] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[~] Sports are fun.
[~] Talk with food in your mouth.
Total = 13
Your Girl Side[/u]
[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[~] You love to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[x] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[~] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe. <--
[~] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[x] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[x] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed,/ and put on make-up and accessories
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[~] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[ ] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.
Total = 8
Girl = 8
Boy = 13
WANT. NOW.
General | Posted 14 years agoBut the song isn't even out yet. Apparently it's not finished.
JUST SHUT UP AND TAKE MY MONEY!
JUST SHUT UP AND TAKE MY MONEY!
Truth Meme stolen from Vice-the-Wolf.
General | Posted 14 years agoTRUTH MEME
Stolen from 
Vice-the-wolf
Vice-the-wolfFrom now on, you can’t tell lies, are you ready?
Sure. *shifty eyes*
Think back eight months ago, were you single?
Yes.
What do you carry with you at all times?
Let's see. Keys, Zune earbuds, comb, HTC Evo 4G, and wallet.
Are you a cuddler?
I think I CAN be.
What would I find if I looked UNDER your bed?
Pfft....dude...I don't even know.
Who was the last person of the opposite sex you text messaged?
One of my Tech Support customers. She loves her computer now by the way.
How are you feeling?
*pauses to think* I'm feeling.........a lot. Is that an option?
Is something wrong right now?
Yes.
Are you mad at someone?
Yes, I'm mad at
Dogbreath3721. He knows why.How much do looks matter to you in a guy/girl?
Depends. I would say the MATTER, but they're not all that important.
What's the greatest thing that happened to you today?
Didn't have to wake up at 7am like planned.
How many TRUE best friends do you have?
I think I have 1. And several REEEEEEEAAAAALLLLLY good friends.
Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
It's the weekend. Is that a trick question?
How many different people of the opposite sex have you cried over?
Don't remember. Probably only a couple. At least my grandmother, I know that.
Where is your number one friend on your friends list?
I don't think I have a number one friend.
Do you have anyone crushing on you?
I do.
When was the last time you talked to your most recent ex?
Yesterday. *looks at clock* Oh....so technically two days ago.
Do you sleep with the TV on?
Yes, because I want my dreams to be filled with commercials too... -_-
Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
Absolutely not.
Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
Actually.....yes.
Are you jealous of someone right now?
Kind of, slightly.
Where is the person you like right now?
Non existent.
What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?
*A Penis!
OH YOU FUCKING JERK! THAT WAS SO NOT CALLED FOR!
*Oh come on, that was funny!
It WASN'T CALLED FOR. What kind of question is that anyway?!
*It's a meme, you should expect these things.
Last thing I put in my mouth......uuuhhh..... oh! Vanilla Wafers.
What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Sleeping.
What is the sexiest part of the opposite sex's body?
Opposite sex? Ummm....nothing? Sometimes f**t but.... not really. What, who said that?
Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yes. HATED doing it SOOOO much.
Could you handle a long distance relationship?
I couldn't.
Could you cry right now?
It's been 4 years since I cried, not likely to happen anytime soon no.
Are you okay with the life you live?
I would like to have some more money, and maybe love, but money would be more realistic.
Did you enjoy your day today?
*shrug* Eh...
Do you have a tattoo?
No, but considering getting a small one at some point.
Would you ever get any piercings on your body, other than your ear?
Never.
Ever had a song sang about/for you?
No. That sounds awkward.
What was the last thing you spent money for?
Laptop Hard Drive enclosure.
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Father.
Do you call it fall or autumn?
Both.
11:11… Make a wish?
It's not 11:11, and my wishes don't come true anyway.
Honestly, who makes you happy most of the time?
No one really.
What were you up to at 9pm last night?
Just getting home from my favorite restaurant.
Do you hold grudges?
All too often.
Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
No.
What are your outlooks on gay/bisexual relationships?
They're all fags because they all kill babies and need to die and be wiped off the face of the ea......oh wait.....
I really don't care.
Who was your last text from?
dalatorabvon21Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
I have, then I always find out that THAT rock bottom....wasn't rock bottom at all and experience something worse.
One thing you’re looking forward to?
Nothing. I really don't have anything to look forward to. That costs money.
Are you shy at first when it comes to meeting people?
Depends on the people.
Has anyone ever called you sexy?
A small few.
What color is your camera?
The Evo is black.
Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
I can't...um... I don't think I have ONE person who hurt me the most. But I did have a bully apologies to me. Only after I told the Vice Principal I was about to kill myself.
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
I don't know.
Are you wasting your time on someone?
No.
Have you ever overheard a conversation you weren’t supposed to?
Most of the time it happens on purpose.
By the way, what is your name?
Bob Dole.
Are you currently in a relationship?
Ha! ...o...oh you're serious?
Do you give out second chances too easily?
Depends on the situation.
What color is your favorite hoodie?
Don't own a favorite hoodie.
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
I would defiantly kiss my kitty again....oh person right....uhhh...no...
OH MY GOD OCTOBER 2012 WILL BE....
General | Posted 14 years ago...THE BEST MONTH EVER!!!
OFFICIAL RELEASE DATE FOR BIOSHOCK INFINITE:
"BioShock Infinite will be released in North America on October 16, 2012."
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
OFFICIAL RELEASE DATE FOR BIOSHOCK INFINITE:
"BioShock Infinite will be released in North America on October 16, 2012."
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
*squeak* *squeak* *squeak*
General | Posted 14 years agoDo anyone wanna buy me one of those small hammers that squeak when you hit stuff?
I REALLY want one! ^^'
*hits journal create button with squeaky hammer* *squeak* :3
I REALLY want one! ^^'
*hits journal create button with squeaky hammer* *squeak* :3
*dials 911*
General | Posted 14 years agoWell, I recieved a bit of a wake up call today.
I have a hard time finding faith, but you already knew that if you know me at all, but something happened today.
Right at the end of school today I am a little late to leave and everyone except my friend William and my teacher is gone. I'm packing up my laptop and someone runs in the room,
Kid: SOMEONE IS HAVING A SEIZURE IN THE PARKING LOT!
Teacher: What? A seizure!
Kid: *runs out* CALL 911!
Teacher: Greg, Willy go outside I'll get the school director!
I run outside to the parking lot with the teachers from the nursing department running past me toward a group of people and all of a sudden I get an Unknown Origin (A burst of muffled hearing and blurred vision that lasts less than a second) and subconsciously take out my phone.
The student (John) had started having a seizure while walking up the concrete stairs (that lead to the student parking lot) The nursing dept was helping him and his face was bleeding and he was rolling all over the ground screaming and trying to sit up. It was chaos. I was the first to call 911 and an ambulance arrived within minutes.
By the time the ambulance arrived John was sitting up and was able to calmly respond to the teachers and then the paramedics. So I think he will make out just fine. He was taken away in the ambulance.
While I was driving home I thought....................
Here I am screaming and pouting over things I can't fix, wasting all my energy on dumb shit........
and this kid is having a seizure and hell, he could have died. What if he left school early? There is no one out there and really no windows looking out to the parking lot nor are there cameras. There would have been no one to notice him.
Ok.... I get it.... stop wasting my energy on this dumb shit....cause life is too short to just live it in rage.
I can't say I'm 100% calm now. But I'm not overheating anymore at least.
*phew* What a day.
I have a hard time finding faith, but you already knew that if you know me at all, but something happened today.
Right at the end of school today I am a little late to leave and everyone except my friend William and my teacher is gone. I'm packing up my laptop and someone runs in the room,
Kid: SOMEONE IS HAVING A SEIZURE IN THE PARKING LOT!
Teacher: What? A seizure!
Kid: *runs out* CALL 911!
Teacher: Greg, Willy go outside I'll get the school director!
I run outside to the parking lot with the teachers from the nursing department running past me toward a group of people and all of a sudden I get an Unknown Origin (A burst of muffled hearing and blurred vision that lasts less than a second) and subconsciously take out my phone.
The student (John) had started having a seizure while walking up the concrete stairs (that lead to the student parking lot) The nursing dept was helping him and his face was bleeding and he was rolling all over the ground screaming and trying to sit up. It was chaos. I was the first to call 911 and an ambulance arrived within minutes.
By the time the ambulance arrived John was sitting up and was able to calmly respond to the teachers and then the paramedics. So I think he will make out just fine. He was taken away in the ambulance.
While I was driving home I thought....................
Here I am screaming and pouting over things I can't fix, wasting all my energy on dumb shit........
and this kid is having a seizure and hell, he could have died. What if he left school early? There is no one out there and really no windows looking out to the parking lot nor are there cameras. There would have been no one to notice him.
Ok.... I get it.... stop wasting my energy on this dumb shit....cause life is too short to just live it in rage.
I can't say I'm 100% calm now. But I'm not overheating anymore at least.
*phew* What a day.
Zero Faith.
General | Posted 14 years agodisplay:log:02272012
. . .AM. . .
//Wake - 12pm Eastern Standard Time//
System Overheat x4
Details: Core overheat
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//12pm - Current Eastern Standard Time//
System Overhe..............................................................................................................
STOP: CORE OVERHEAT!
FORCED SYSTEM SHUTDOWN. Rebooting.....
diagnose:SystemOverheat
System is processing information constantly. Emotional state unstable.
view:Emotionpanel(b)
Happiness: 10%
Sadness: 30%
Anger: 70%
Start:HumanEmulator
You know what my problem is? I get angry and annoyed and fed up with things, I can't change. I can't solve the worlds problems, but I can't help but get angry about them. I can't help it. I keep telling myself,
"There's nothing I can do about it." But I CAN'T STOP FEELING ANGRY AT EVERYTHING.
This fucking country, the fucking people in it!
Companies suck, they're suing each other left and right for the most fucked up immature shit. Did you know Apple is suing Android because "lock screen's a too similar." Are you fucking kidding me?!
The economy sucks, business sucks, politicians suck, EVERYTHING SUCKS.
I see nothing good about this country, and I DON'T think it's going to get better. I used to be a huge Obama advocate. I not I didn't think he'd keep up with ALL his promises, it is ridiculous to think like that. But he did not keep up with enough. I'm tired of being cheated out of my money and lied to by EVERYONE. FUCK ALL OF YOU AND FUCK AMERICA!
I know a guy who has NEVER worked a DAY in his whole fucking life! In his 20's, living off government money because his father was in Vietnam or some past war. Look more power to his FATHER, but this kid hasn't done a god damn thing his whole fucking life and he has a BRAND NEW fucking car, and is living in his dead mothers (Rest her soul, died of Cancer) house off of the BOAT LOAD of cash she left him.
Meanwhile there are people with parents who can't feed their kids but NO, feed that fucking lazy as son of a bitch!
GOD
FUCKING
DAMN IT.
Greg, these don't concern you. You can't change any of this, stop getting so angry about it because there's nothing you can do about it and you're wasting your energy.
I need love, or comfort or someth...oooooooh we have Ginger Ale.
. . .AM. . .
//Wake - 12pm Eastern Standard Time//
System Overheat x4
Details: Core overheat
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//12pm - Current Eastern Standard Time//
System Overhe..............................................................................................................
STOP: CORE OVERHEAT!
FORCED SYSTEM SHUTDOWN. Rebooting.....
Welcome to MetaOS v9.6! Recovered from System Overheat.
HealthManager.go failed to start.
LL_Love.go failed to start.
Low Level Tasked stopped for cooldown.
Online!
diagnose:SystemOverheat
System is processing information constantly. Emotional state unstable.
view:Emotionpanel(b)
Happiness: 10%
Sadness: 30%
Anger: 70%
Start:HumanEmulator
You know what my problem is? I get angry and annoyed and fed up with things, I can't change. I can't solve the worlds problems, but I can't help but get angry about them. I can't help it. I keep telling myself,
"There's nothing I can do about it." But I CAN'T STOP FEELING ANGRY AT EVERYTHING.
This fucking country, the fucking people in it!
Companies suck, they're suing each other left and right for the most fucked up immature shit. Did you know Apple is suing Android because "lock screen's a too similar." Are you fucking kidding me?!
The economy sucks, business sucks, politicians suck, EVERYTHING SUCKS.
I see nothing good about this country, and I DON'T think it's going to get better. I used to be a huge Obama advocate. I not I didn't think he'd keep up with ALL his promises, it is ridiculous to think like that. But he did not keep up with enough. I'm tired of being cheated out of my money and lied to by EVERYONE. FUCK ALL OF YOU AND FUCK AMERICA!
I know a guy who has NEVER worked a DAY in his whole fucking life! In his 20's, living off government money because his father was in Vietnam or some past war. Look more power to his FATHER, but this kid hasn't done a god damn thing his whole fucking life and he has a BRAND NEW fucking car, and is living in his dead mothers (Rest her soul, died of Cancer) house off of the BOAT LOAD of cash she left him.
Meanwhile there are people with parents who can't feed their kids but NO, feed that fucking lazy as son of a bitch!
GOD
FUCKING
DAMN IT.
Greg, these don't concern you. You can't change any of this, stop getting so angry about it because there's nothing you can do about it and you're wasting your energy.
I need love, or comfort or someth...oooooooh we have Ginger Ale.
My Mood.
General | Posted 14 years ago
MetaOS Update (v9.6)
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view:changelog:metaos9.6
*Start Screen stats expanded
*HealthManager.go installed
*Love.go variant installed
*Rollback functionality added
info:HealthManager.go
Healthmanager.go is new to version 9.6. It is a process to enforce better food intake habits to cope with CVS illness. Installed? Y. Running? Y.
info:LL_Love.go
LL_Love.go is new to version 9.6. It is a Low Level version of Love.go and allows some love I/O. Installed? Y. Running? Y.
info:Rollback.go
Rollback.go is new to version 9.6. It allows for OS to rollback to previous version, rather than having to wait for another update. Installed? Y. Running? N.
Update found! Alerting User.
User acknowledged.
Starting downloaded.............................................................................done!
Shutting down......offline.
Starting update console............online!
Applying update to MetaOS v9.6 from MetaOS v9.5.4(R2).
Installing........................___________......done!
Rebooting....................
Welcome to MetaOS v9.6! Recently updated!
HealthManager.go running.
LL_Love.go running.
Rollback.go installed.
Online!
view:changelog:metaos9.6
*Start Screen stats expanded
*HealthManager.go installed
*Love.go variant installed
*Rollback functionality added
info:HealthManager.go
Healthmanager.go is new to version 9.6. It is a process to enforce better food intake habits to cope with CVS illness. Installed? Y. Running? Y.
info:LL_Love.go
LL_Love.go is new to version 9.6. It is a Low Level version of Love.go and allows some love I/O. Installed? Y. Running? Y.
info:Rollback.go
Rollback.go is new to version 9.6. It allows for OS to rollback to previous version, rather than having to wait for another update. Installed? Y. Running? N.
Random Videos Of The Day[Did U Have A Shity Valentines Day?]
General | Posted 14 years ago
PERSONAL REPLY:
Have a shitty valentines day? Let these balls of fuzz cheer you up! :3
RANDOM VIDEO CATEGORY: Hilariously Adorable E for Everyone
And now you're getting sleeeeeepppppyyyyyyyy...
YAY! FurAfffinity is back! (Myte wanna read this)
General | Posted 14 years ago*runs around* *wagging tail*
OH MY GOD! FA is back! Yaaaaaaaaay! I missed you so much FA! *sniffle* *nuzzle* Don't leave me again.
And to celebrate........*fires confetti cannon*
A new "Talking to Myself" script is in the works!
*barks*
OH MY GOD! FA is back! Yaaaaaaaaay! I missed you so much FA! *sniffle* *nuzzle* Don't leave me again.
And to celebrate........*fires confetti cannon*
A new "Talking to Myself" script is in the works!
*barks*
BONUS Video Of The Day [Ronan Parke.....REMEMBER THAT NAME]
General | Posted 14 years agoChanges to the RVOTD layout, coming soon......maybe......probably not..........RANDOM VIDEO CATEGORY: Song E for Everyone
PERSONAL REPLY:
*wipes away watery eyes* :'D
RVOTD [I Dreamed A Dream] (Oh my god, I almost cried)
General | Posted 14 years agoChanges to the RVOTD layout, coming soon......maybe......probably not..........RANDOM VIDEO CATEGORY: Song E for Everyone
PERSONAL REPLY:
*sob* *sob* S....stop cheering! I....I can't hear her *sob* voice! *face table* *cries*
RVOTD [Zelda: Link's Barrel Beat]
General | Posted 14 years agoChanges to the RVOTD layout, coming soon......maybe......probably not..........RANDOM VIDEO CATEGORY: Song? E for Everyone
PERSONAL REPLY:
I....uh.......I don't know.....I couldn't tell ya.....
What "God" means to me.
General | Posted 14 years agoRESULT OF A FACEBOOK CHAT:
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I believe in some sort of higher power. I believe (and I'm going to say "he" to make my life easier) that "God" has no form. He isn't a man who lives in the clouds. There is no heaven or hell. God is different for everyone. God is an entity we can choose to let in or keep out, or live with us in the dark. You can pray and ask things from him, but God does not help you or bring harm to you. God does not judge you and set out rules and limits for which you have to live your life by. God is always accepting and always loving until you give him a reason to doubt you. Those reasons aren't "stealing because your starving" or "being gay" or "getting angry, lustful, or tired" or "committing suicide" or "saying FUCK". Those reasons are serious, like committing mass murder, or committing an act that brings upon mass harm to others. Even then, God can forgive you, because you always have a second chance. You always have an opportunity for redemption. And in the end, if you have brought true happiness to others in your life, and committed selfless acts. Not that I'm supporting theft, but you can still steal and be a good person. I've stolen before. Hell the ring I'm wearing is stolen. I was not going to pay $8 for something someone at the flea market got for $0.25. But my point is, I didn't hurt anyone, and I make people happy and care for my fellow humans. I am not a rotten person down to the core because I stole a $0.25 ring. Now if you break into Best Buy and steal a 70" cause your old 10" box TV broke......that's a different story....
I also believe that "stealing" is a taboo created by our human culture and NOT God....but....*shrugs* moving on.
If you make a genuine effort to be good in life, you will be rewarded with whatever your heart desires. Your afterlife will be like a never ending dream that surrounds you in whatever you want.
And if you wish to stay on Earth, and watch over your children or something to that extent, then that is possible to. You can be a ghost, and be well aware of it. You can rest and be at peace while remaining with the ones you love, until it is there time.
However, if you are selfish, and only care for yourself, and make no conscious effort to support humanity or living creatures. If you kill for personal gain, if you LIVE for personal gain, you are not sent to some land full of fire with a man with horns and red skin. No, you never leave earth, and you are completely unaware you are dead. You are locked in a terrible emotional state, and there IS no rest for you. You are doomed to walk the earth as a ghost, and continuously face rejection from the people you torment with no help, no love, no acknowledgement, and no rest.
That's the BASIC concept of it anyway.
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I believe in some sort of higher power. I believe (and I'm going to say "he" to make my life easier) that "God" has no form. He isn't a man who lives in the clouds. There is no heaven or hell. God is different for everyone. God is an entity we can choose to let in or keep out, or live with us in the dark. You can pray and ask things from him, but God does not help you or bring harm to you. God does not judge you and set out rules and limits for which you have to live your life by. God is always accepting and always loving until you give him a reason to doubt you. Those reasons aren't "stealing because your starving" or "being gay" or "getting angry, lustful, or tired" or "committing suicide" or "saying FUCK". Those reasons are serious, like committing mass murder, or committing an act that brings upon mass harm to others. Even then, God can forgive you, because you always have a second chance. You always have an opportunity for redemption. And in the end, if you have brought true happiness to others in your life, and committed selfless acts. Not that I'm supporting theft, but you can still steal and be a good person. I've stolen before. Hell the ring I'm wearing is stolen. I was not going to pay $8 for something someone at the flea market got for $0.25. But my point is, I didn't hurt anyone, and I make people happy and care for my fellow humans. I am not a rotten person down to the core because I stole a $0.25 ring. Now if you break into Best Buy and steal a 70" cause your old 10" box TV broke......that's a different story....
I also believe that "stealing" is a taboo created by our human culture and NOT God....but....*shrugs* moving on.
If you make a genuine effort to be good in life, you will be rewarded with whatever your heart desires. Your afterlife will be like a never ending dream that surrounds you in whatever you want.
And if you wish to stay on Earth, and watch over your children or something to that extent, then that is possible to. You can be a ghost, and be well aware of it. You can rest and be at peace while remaining with the ones you love, until it is there time.
However, if you are selfish, and only care for yourself, and make no conscious effort to support humanity or living creatures. If you kill for personal gain, if you LIVE for personal gain, you are not sent to some land full of fire with a man with horns and red skin. No, you never leave earth, and you are completely unaware you are dead. You are locked in a terrible emotional state, and there IS no rest for you. You are doomed to walk the earth as a ghost, and continuously face rejection from the people you torment with no help, no love, no acknowledgement, and no rest.
That's the BASIC concept of it anyway.
RVOTD [Feel Good Song of The Week]
General | Posted 14 years agoChanges to the RVOTD layout, coming soon......maybe......probably not..........RANDOM VIDEO CATEGORY: Song E for Everyone
PERSONAL REPLY:
Let's go a little harder!
Confessions [MEME]
General | Posted 14 years agoStolen from 
kawaii_neko_girl93
kawaii_neko_girl93Confession 1: Your biggest F.E.A.R.
I.....have way too many. Couldn't tell yea.
Confession 2: Worst Dream
There are so many, probably the one where I couldn't pull my friends up from hanging off a cliff and they fell to their deaths.
Confession 3: Something you wish you could forget.
Where do I start? I can't even pick one.
Confession 4: Best dream.
Can't remember one.
Confession 5: Favorite memory
Getting my HTC Evo 4G.
Confession 6: Worst experience.
Reaching a 12 out of 10 on the nausea scale during a Stomach Emptying study.
Confession 7: Biggest pet peeve.
Ummmmm.....wow I can't answer any of these questions....ummm....People who use old technology.
Confession 8: Something your paranoid about.
This is happening less and less, but I worry what people think of me.
Confession 9: What you thought of your current best friend when you met them.
Don't remember.
Confession 10: Your strongest principle/belief.
MAN, these questions SUCK.....ummmmm....I guess.......never judge people, and if you don't agree with them, don't make them feel bad about it.
Confession 11: What annoys you the most.
Spoiled kids. I hate when kids younger than 10 have Iphones, I pod touches, uggs, a 3ds, a bugillion games, a tv, and fancy new clothes and STILL want more
Confession 12: Something you want to do before you die.
Attend the Electronics Entertainment Expo (E3) in California.
Confession 13: Biggest regret.
SOOOO many. Probably bullying a kid to tears in 5th grade. Because I was bullied to the point of attempted suicide ever since 6th grade.
Confession 14: Hidden talent.
I'm a good actor.
Confession 15: Favorite thing about yourself.
Wow....I don't have anything that comes to mind. I take pride in my hair though. There's something else but I'm to shy to talk about it.
Confession 16: One thing you would change about yourself if you could.
Increase muscle mass a bit, and change my diet...... I REALLY need to do the second one.
Confession 15: Worst habit.
I clench my teeth......ALL the time.
Confession 16: Most important person in your life at the moment.
Everyone is important.
Confession 19: A skill you wish you had.
Hmmm....I dunno....umm.....I wish I could draw. Be able to put my imagination on paper.
Confession 20: Biggest compliment you've ever received.
"You're sexy." <-- Crazy person
Confession 21: What you hate most about society.
It's every man for himself, at least it is around here...
Confession 22: Something that makes you cry
Haven't willingly cried in 4 years. I unwillingly cried though. I guess pain makes(made) me cry.
Confession 23: Something that makes you laugh.
http://bit.ly/wRD19s <-- That, for one.
Confession 24: Most treasured possession.
Nothing really, I guess my HTC Evo 4G.
Confession 25: Something no-one expected you to like.
Guys. ;) .............annnnnnnnd............f...................uh...nevermind.
Confession 26: Strangest hobby.
I don't really have one.
Confession 27: Biggest ambition.
Don't really have any ambitions.
Confession 28: Something stupid you used to believe in when you were younger.
Santa.
Confession 29: A random confession.
Katy Perry's music is getting annoying.
Confession 30: A few words to, honestly, describe yourself.
Batteries not included.
RVOTD [Rage Quit - Happy Wheels] [RATED M]
General | Posted 14 years agoChanges to the RVOTD layout, coming soon......maybe......probably not..........RANDOM VIDEO CATEGORY: Humor M for Mature
PERSONAL REPLY:
WE'RE GONNA MAKE IIIIITTTT!!!!
Recovering... [Holy crap a happy journal!]
General | Posted 14 years ago^
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See this? It's a sign.
Yup. I'm feeling better. No more depressed Greg. I'm moving on and I've updated my OS to version 9.5.4R2, which has reinstalled Love.go (but set it as offline) and installed an started a new program called Recovery.go.
*Greg....greg....greg...
What?
*You're doing it again.
Doing what?
*That don't know about your little imaginary operating system you have in your head...
Oh yeah....
*Yup....so uh......eh hem..... this is embarrassing.
Uh huh......*whistle*....boy could I use a distraction right now.
*Ladies and gentlemen, POETS OF THE FALL!
"Like gravity like love, you get up after you fall." PS: The Random Videos of the Day will resume tomorrow!
PSS: A .go file is the same as a .exe file in a Windows OS.....if that helps.
Dear My Heart,
General | Posted 14 years agoDear the thing that beats in my chest,
This is all that I have to say to you.
Speak your mind,
Like I care
I can see your lips moving
I've just learned not to hear
Don't waste your time
It's never enough for you baby
Don't want to play your game anymore
No matter what you say
I'm all out of love for you, baby
And now that I've tried everything
I'll numb the pain,
'Til I am made of stone
Take your time
I'm not scared
Make me everything you need me to be
So the judgment seems fair
Don't waste your time
It's never enough for you, baby
Don't want to play your game anymore
No matter what you say
I'm all out of love for you, baby
And now that I've tried everything
I'll numb the pain
'Til I am made to
Tear out my heart
For the way that it feels
I will still remember when you've long forgotten me
It's never enough for you, baby
Don't want to play your game anymore
No matter what you say
I'm all out of love for you, baby
And now that I've tried everything
I'll numb the pain
'Til I'm made of stone
It's never enough
It's never enough
It's never enough
I'll numb the pain
'Til I am made of stone
I'll numb the pain
'Til I am made of stone
I think I'm gonna go offline for a few days. We'll see.....
Can't sleep.
General | Posted 14 years ago
I hope I inspire you.... now go live.ALARM: Stomach Critical Malfunction. Forced empty preformed.