I have a new PlayStation Network account, Rainbow6416. If you're a friend of mine, friend request that account. Since I lost access to my old Gmail.com, I've lost the ability to change the password to my old PSN account so I gave up access to it and deleted my info on it from my FA account. Thank God, I still have the old account on my PS4's hard drive because my process in my games would have been lost. I guess I could use it to play single-player and local multiplayer games. My dad decided to fix/replace my phone which means I'll be able to let the admins of games and websites know who I am. I have plenty of multiplayers games so if you have questions about them, feel free to ask.

I'm going to post a link to Mike Winger's livestream on the subject of getting saved. If you're willing to accept Jesus as your personal savior and willing to change your heart for Christ, watch this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ajWdkuvrT6s&t=254s

It's time I talk about a major problem in the church, legalism, which is when church people care more about regulating a church's personal morals and functions than loving people and speaking truth. The Pharisees are the historical example of legalists and the Roman Catholic are the textbook example of legalists. Legalists only care about their own morals, not the actual standards of God. I've had deal with legalists before. Some of them are zealous enough to censor me or boot me from their group. I hope that people will shallow their pride and follow properly.

[Update]: I've decided to uploaded links about legalism. I'll keep updating when I find more.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wi1Claoj1Uk What You Need To Know About Convictions: Romans 14 (Sermon)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HENw2FLSbOI How Political Correctness Gets Into the Church | Brad Stine Has Issues (Stand-up routine)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ALY9aLKm9YI&t=2189s A Pastor Shares His Thoughts on Halloween

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sJo9Poi2snE The video I've linked is graphic, but it reveals the cruel reality of abortions. I hope many will see the truth.

My  gay_biblical_christians has been banned due to a fellow Christian's false accusation of "malicious content". I won't mention his name to avoid any bullshit drama. So if you wanted to join my new group, it's too late now. When you speak the truth, you will be hated for it. I just pray that God will guide this man to the right path.

I've recently opened the group  gay_biblical_christians . I could use some help with the group if anyone's interested. You can also share the link as well. https://www.furaffinity.net/user/ga.....calchristians/

I figured I could go into greater details of the major problem in America: political correctness. For those of you who do not know, political correctness is a term used to describe language, policies, or measures that are intended to avoid offense or disadvantage to members of particular groups in society. Plus, it can mean the action of enforcing these use of language, policies, or measures to avoid offending or disadvantaging anyone by silencing, quashing, or even bribing those they deem not worthy of tolerance. Personally, from what I saw and heard about, it disgusts me that people would go out of their way to demean anyone they see as "evil" disguising it as kindness. I have been watching and listening to Brad Stine on this issue and at first, it was the "wussification" of America as Brad Stine puts it, but now it seems to be absolutely worse and even violent. These people who demand social justice for everyone are now using extreme measures to correct the wrongs of the past. Ever since the murder of George Floyd, things have gotten scarier. I fear the day that I might offend the wrong person and end up dead. Anyways, I am a fan of comedy if you didn't notice already and it sucks that comedians have to face political correctness and demands of change of their material. There are those who resist and there are those who cave in to the demands. Even liberal comedians aren't safe from this trend and a few of them I can admire despite me disagreeing with some of the things they say. I haven't been bothered by PC folks a lot, thank God, but I'm more of a viewer of political correctness than the actual target of it. However, I have been lucky so far and I wouldn't be surprised that I will tick off some random atheist by saying "Merry Christmas" and they threatened to sue me or hit me. I don't want to do this for too long so I'll just leave some links for you to follow about political correctness:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0R5Bs_lv5yQ Political Correctness is Taking Us BACKWARDS | Brad Stine Has Issues
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=udQZ3ZtiRVQ How to Stop Political Correctness In America | Brad Stine Has Issues (Stand-up routine)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9HBJi_zp9n8 Brad Stine - Christmas vs. Political Correctness (Uploaded by Moviefan2k4)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1EMIjpHoMb0 EP14 - How to FIGHT Political Correctness! | Brad Stine Has Issues
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5MCzzdcUpqw True Freedom? How Political Correctness is Enslaving America | Brad Stine Has Issues
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HENw2FLSbOI How Political Correctness Gets Into the Church | Brad Stine Has Issues (Stand-up routine; I might get into more details about legalism)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ovZhUl4h7Q Political Correctness Is Cancer to Christmas | Brad Stine Has Issues (Stand-up routine)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o25I2fzFGoY George Carlin on soft language (Stand-up routine; uploaded by Rob Logan)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rfysvgkKqUc Hitler reacts to Political Correctness (Hitler Rants Parodies)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WuFcWZ-S7as Christopher Titus - The Loser Trophy - Neverlution (Stand-up routine)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zVpOyDU4tE4 A Demigod Responds To "Why We Think Sonic Should (And Will) Be Gay?"! (Demigod Productions)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3JylE7igH6c "Ruthless Founding Fathers" by Brad Stine (Stand-up audio)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z9uAVZP1B1I&t=11s Trump Driver | Gabriel Iglesias (Stand-up routine)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4_TAfYTa2p8 A Costly Decision: Christian Animator Refuses to Draw a Trans Flag
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PlSAgceitrU Redefining Identities -- Brad Stine Mini-Cast
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L0B2PJrSZjQ EP04 Apologies and Apologetics | The Brad Stine Podcast
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kfG_TpYVcj8 You Must Die For Truth -- Brad Stine Mini-Cast
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kExtXatvq40 Political Correctness Needs to Go! | Brad Stine (Stand-up routine)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ru6XPC3ckVg When Did it Become Taboo to Say 'Fat'?! | Brad Stine (Stand-up routine)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FVVeYKzsVWE&t=358s Brad Stine Has Issues: How Did You Think Of That?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WrgZjBOixCo Why I don't Like the LGBTQ Community...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=887GsZV4gGQ Why you SHOULD say the R Slur
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U8-F6zDMfZM I guess I'm Homophobic Now? | Communist Creeper Response
WIP

I feel like I'm being ignored by online people. I understand that people have more important things to focus on, but the feeling won't go away and it's enraging me. I'm not some attention-seeker who wants the world to revolve around them. I just want someone to fucking talk to. That's all. I don't care if it leads to a sexual RP, a talk about philosophy, a comparison of dick sizes, or a goddamn shitpost about Roblox; I need someone to talk to! Boredom consumes my life and I feel like I might go insane from it. I never thought such a concept can drive people into insanity because I NEVER saw it in action. This is not another suicide ideation post so you can breathe a sigh of relief. I just feel like there's a fate worse than death and this is it.

Apparently the admins and mods caught wind of the website being insecure very quickly. I was gone for about 4 days and my connection became secure. I don't know how that works but I'm glad to be back.

I'm gonna go on an indefinite hiatus until FA becomes secure and safer with my information. I don't know when FA will get their shit together and fix this problem, but I don't want risk hackers stealing my password. I hope to see you guys soon. I will be more active on Inkbunny, DeviantArt, and other websites.

I don't remember when I first saw this, but I fucking love it: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qjbzP_hGfD0

If you're looking at the title of this journal, you must be thinking, "What? Christian music in a yaoi video? That's just ridiculous!" But unfortunely, this is true. Here's the link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QdrtYH9cdOM# Frankly, I'm just as confused as you. Someone actually combine two things that don't mix well together. Christian music, an art form created by people who call homosexuality a sin, and yaoi, a Japanese art form translated "boys' love". This is super unlikely to exist but it does.

Does anyone have a PSN account? I would really love to have more PSN friends. My username is Empoleon64 (if only I can change it; I'm sick of that name). Oh, here are the games I have so far:

Metal Gear Solid 4: Guns of the Patriots
Metal Gear Rising: Revengeance
Max Payne 3
Assassin's Creed 3
Heavy Rain
Batman: Arkham Asylum
Magic 2014
007 Legends
Bioshock: Infinite
Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 3
Call of Duty: World At War
The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim (has game-breaking glitch)
Gran Turismo 5
Infamous
Metal Gear Solid: The Legacy Collection
Ratchet & Clank: Full Frontal Assault
Silent Hill HD Collection
Silent Hill: Homecoming
Sonic Generations
Batman: Arkham Origins

I'm having a craving... For a handsome male Lucario furry... I must have that special Lucario man. I can't resist it anymore. I'm becoming gay for Lucario. So if you know any Lucario friends, let me know.

Ah! Finally, it's my birthday. I've waited impatiently for this day. Now I can finally buy a replacement for my demolished laptop (which is so fucking slow enough to drive Sonic the Hedgehog into a serial killer) as well as Call of Duty Black Ops 2 and Halo 4. I love ya guys. <3

I finally decided to have multiple fursonas. Three so far.

1. David Jonathan "Rainbow" Brown
Age: 28
Sex: Male
Sexual Orientation: Pansexual (male, trans woman, and intersex preference; originally straight before the series start, bisexual prior 2020)
Species: Human Were
Occupation: Police Officer/Musician
Morality: Lawful Good
Religion/Philosophy: Biblical Christianity/Baptism
Abilities: Able to discharge electricity from his body, super strength, super speed,
benefits from lethal and non-lethal electrical shocks, able to control Aura, Aura vision, Aura
premonition, Pokémorph shape-shifting ability, and is experienced with firearms.
Description: Driven by a hatred of corruption and a sense of duty, David "Rainbow"
Brown is one of San Antonio's greatest crime fighters. Desperate to cure San Antonio
from crime, David prays for peace to come to his beloved city which is immediately
answered by a meteorite earthbound to his very feet. After touching this meteorite,
he became blessed with incredible powers: the strength of angels, the speed
capable of breaking the sound barrier, the power to call thunder and lightning, and
the eyes to see through the heart and soul of others. After obtaining his powers, he decided to join the San
Antonio Police Department Special Forces. In addition to being a police officer, David is also a
Christian metalcore musician. With the cooperation of Raymond "X-Ray" Lambesis,
Lance Lambesis, and his sister, Jennifer Brown, David formed the Christian
metal/hardcore band, Summer of Darkness as the band's lead guitarist and co-songwriter.


2. Raymond Timothy "X-Ray" Lambesis:
Age: 28
Sex: Male
Sexual Orientation: Bisexual
Species: Luxray
Occupation: Musician
Morality: Lawful Good
Religion/Philosophy: Biblical Christianity/Baptism
Abilities: Electricial- and fang-based attacks, abnormal super strength, X-ray vision,
incredible sense of smell, able to distort the sound intensity of electric guitars past
threshold of pain, and loves to use electricity during foreplay.
Description: Extremely hyper and easily distracted, Raymond "X-Ray" Lambesis is
the super-cool boyfriend of David Brown. David and Ray are the ying and yang of
intelligence: David the book smart and Ray the street smart. Ray formed Summer
of Darkness with David, Jennifer, and his brother, Lance, as their lead vocalist, songwriter and rhythm
guitarist. When he first met David, they were both determined to start a lasting
relationship. After facing the tragic lost of his late boyfriend, Alex, Ray prays
everyday begging God to keep David from suffering the same fate.

3. Lucy Rebecca "Saint" James
Age: 24
Sex: Female Hermaphrodite
Sexual Orientation: Pansexual
Species: Lucario
Occupation: Musician/Nun
Morality: Lawful Good
Religion/Philosophy: Catholicism
Abilities: Control Aura, balanced physical and mental strength, athletic agility,
nimble jumping strength, telepathic mind reader, Heal Pulse, and Aura premonition.
Description: Being born a hermaphrodite and raised by a gay-loving Catholic family,
Lucy St. James always felt like a "freak" in every sense of the word: a dick bitch,
a shemale, a tranny, a whore, a Jesus freak, a queer disciple, a slut, a lesbo,
a dyke, a rebel, a metalhead, a goth, an emo chick, an outcast, a tomboy,
a drag king, etc. Trying to find herself, she starts college with a major for music.
She tries her best to remain abstinence avoiding premarital sex and masturbation.
She knows that God has HUGE intentions for her for both her career and love life,
but the question that she can't help but ask is: What? She hates being treated as
an object of sexual fantasy with an uncontrollable passion. If you ever dare to look
at her lustfully, she'll pound you until you cry. David and Lucy had crossed path
before in hopes of joining Solid State Records.

4. Damon Rainer/Michael:
Age: 35
Sex: Male
Sexual Orientation: Straight (somewhat bi-curious)
Species: Darkrai
Occupation: Demon Hunter/Cleric/Police Detective
Morality: Lawful Good

Abilities: Can give his enemies horrible nightmares, uses Dark-types moves,
can eat people's dreams with Dream Eater, Dark Void, can communicate with people through dreams
or nightmares, can hypnotize people and put them to sleep, Haze, Dark Pulse, etc.
Description: Damon was found as an infant at the doors of the Church of Saint Mary the Virgin with no
known parents. As a teenager, he met a girl around his age named Alice Kelly and he had a crush on her.

Is there anyone who loves me more than a friend? Male or female? Please reveal yourself. Don't keep it inside. I'm much, much more than I look. Please tell me you love me whoever you are. I don't want to live the rest of my life alone. Without a mate.... Please... don't hide from me. Show me that you really care.

Okay! Okay! I am NOT officially "dead". I know! I know! That was irresponsible of me to leave a journal like the last one but save your hate comments and let me explain. I was under a SHIT-load of stress when I made the previous journal. My so-called "close friend" had recently blocked me for reasons better off unmentioned and I lost my cool. Alright? Honestly, Fur Affinity is a shitty, trash-filled site to begin with...BUT that doesn't mean it's COMPLETELY evil. There are tons of people like me who's going through my shit. Again... Save. Your. Fucking. Hate. Comments! You don't want me to leave for good, would you? So save it. Anyway, I apologize to everyone. I, however, come up with an idea to avoid further stress. I decided to unwatch anyone who's a porn artist or someone I don't know very well. So all my loving friends are free to chat while the rest of you jerk-offs and perverts can fuck off!

That's it! I have had it! I'm done with this infernal site! This sinful, HATE-filled site! This site is just not for me. I'm officially giving up my leadership to  demonhunterfurries and have assigned  dragonflame92 as president. Plus, I've given up my role of Admin for  gaychristians . This website is better off without me... Goodbye, my friends. I hope I'll see you again in real life...

I updated my Top 10 Favorite Bands list into a Top 20 Favorite Bands list so I can include my other favorite bands:

1. Demon Hunter
2. To Speak of Wolves
3. Thousand Foot Krutch
4. MyChildren MyBride
5. August Burns Red
6. Red
7. Julien-K
8. Oh, Sleeper
9. As I Lay Dying (on hiatus)
10. Living Sacrifice
11. Project 86
12. Corpus Christi
13. Crush 40
14. Anberlin (Disbanded)
15. Owl City
16. Manafest
17. Emery
18. Close Your Eyes
19. Kutless
20. Mae

Whoopie-friggin'-do, eh? I had trouble getting it work due to overuse of my laptop. Take that to the throat, Abundant Life nut-jobs!

Right now...I am officially depressed. I lost a dear friend whom I barely know due to my actions. I don't know why he blocked me but whatever it was....it was never intentional... I mean I don't remember saying any obnoxious comments at all... What the fuck is going on with me? First, I lost Shane because I made asshole comments about his artwork AND flirted with him. I don't even remember how or why I seduced him in the first place!!! This time I don't have any recollection of any harassment whatsoever! I mean is it me? Is it just me? I don't know who the fuck I am anymore...

I'm feeling seriously stressed about what's going on in my life. The new episodes from Everybody Loves Raymond that I bought on DVD. A couple of my friends going deeper into depression. Being lonely and bored out of my fucking mind. I mean I've got my 3DS and my other consoles to keep me entertained. But....I just want to talk to my old friends again... I want to have a direct conversation with someone. Someone my age. Someone who cares about me. Someone not suicidal. Someone happy to see me. *sigh* Maybe I'm depressed myself... Whenever I need to talk to someone, it's always at the last minute or at a bad time. Christ... Shin. Kohl. Bear with me.... Please...

Like several people, I have a certain number of pet peeves. Certain things really get under my skin sometimes. If you have time, I would like to mention some of them.

1. Asking a question right after I tell a joke - I tend to make jokes even when people aren't fully aware of it. Okay, I tend to make jokes when people aren't AROUND. But I really hate it when someone does hear it and say, "Huh?" or "What?". I hate repeating myself because people cannot understand me. I mean how fucking hard is it to understand what I'm saying? I mean I'm speaking in a clear voice, right? So when people ask what I just said, I have to speak louder to get the message across and they get mad at me for yelling. I'm sorry. I'm autistic and I had a speech impairment so it's very hard to talk to people. So if you can't seem to understand me, I can't help it sometimes.

2. Trolls and political correction - Yes, I said it, Internet! I cannot stand trolls OR political correction! People in this nation today are way too sensitive about the Word of God and slight misunderstandings. I met several people (not to mention any names) that are bitchy about my profile, my advice, my sexual orientation, and my beliefs. I hope this phenomenon will end soon. Don't like my views then PUT A HELMET ON!!!!

3. Stereotypes in movies and TV shows - Usually stereotypes about the sexes and Christians are ones that really get under my skin. Everybody Loves Raymond is the perfect example of the stereotypes of marriage. I despite three characters in this show with a passion. Raymond, Marie, and Frank. Raymond Barone, the main protagonist of the show is pretty much the stereotypical married man: crazy about sex, doesn't do much around the house except watch TV and play golf, a complete idiot when it comes to marriage, doesn't support his wife, Debra, a complete mama's-boy, non-confrontational, etc. He's the main reason I hate the comedian, Ray Romano. God, I just want to slap him in the face! Marie Barone, the main antagonist of the show. I hate this woman more than the Devil himself. In fact, if she was a real person would walk up to her and say, "Hello, Marie Barone. I am David Brown, the man who will bring you your demise. God forbid, you should insult me for my rude behavior in the most passive-aggressive fashion because once you fuck with me, YOU'RE ASS IS FUCKED!!!! You are the Beast's harlot! The whore of Lynbrook! The she-beast of Manhattan!!! You are not a goddess! You are not perfect! You are nothing like Christ! I don't give a shit if you don't like it! You must be confronted!!! I been through shit ten times as worst than you been through! I've been through Hell and back! I don't like you! I don't care for you! I don't respect you! If you want all of that then CHANGE YOUR FUCKING ATTITUDE!!!!! *pants*" Let's move on to Frank Barone. Now, Frank Barone, the secondary antagonist, is just a psychopath. 'Nuff said.

4. Video Game Difficulty - Me and very hard video games never, ever mix. I'm not the most patient person nor the most aggressive when it comes to video games. There are tons of other gamers that take certain game losses way too seriously. Not just me. I just give up when I start to lose it. I don't know about you but there are TONS of Let's Play YouTubers that are uber-bitchy during their videos. God, I just want to scream, "Calm the fuck down! It's just a game!" I can understand why they're so angry because they're requested to do the video so they have to continue. If you're gonna to make the video, DO NOT RECORD YOUR VOICE AS COMMENTARY!!!

5. Creepypasta - God! I'll kill the bastard who created this internet meme! If you're unfamiliar with the term, here's the link: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Creepypasta#Other. Creepypasta are Internet urban legends. A perfect example is the Slenderman. I hope to God it's just a legend because once I've looked him up, I grew extremely paranoid of him. Fuck you, Internet! Fuck you!!! I know there is evil in this world wither it's man, demons, or vicious animals. But there are certain evil that are better off undiscovered and forgotten.

To be continued...

1. Demon Hunter
2. Thousand Foot Krutch
3. Anberlin
4. Haste the Day
5. August Burns Red
6. Living Sacrifice
7. As I Lay Dying
8. Emery
9. Underoath
10. Oh, Sleeper