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Posted 7 months agoThat list of friends that I've made on my profile...
Of course, one point of it is to show those people that I appreciate them and care for them, but really, the biggest point of it is something else.
A while ago I made a journal talking about how I don't want people to feel like I've forgotten about them, that a lack of interaction is purely due to anxiety, awkwardness, and a lack of things to say. That's what the list is really for, to make sure that those people, who's friendships I cherish, know that I never forget about them, no matter how long it may be between conversations, how little I have to contribute to those conversations, and how difficult it is for me to reach out, even just to say hi.
I hope they know that
Of course, one point of it is to show those people that I appreciate them and care for them, but really, the biggest point of it is something else.
A while ago I made a journal talking about how I don't want people to feel like I've forgotten about them, that a lack of interaction is purely due to anxiety, awkwardness, and a lack of things to say. That's what the list is really for, to make sure that those people, who's friendships I cherish, know that I never forget about them, no matter how long it may be between conversations, how little I have to contribute to those conversations, and how difficult it is for me to reach out, even just to say hi.
I hope they know that
Sky is bluer on the other side
Posted a year agoJust a reminder that I exist there as well :3
https://bsky.app/profile/endernsfw.bsky.social
https://bsky.app/profile/endernsfw.bsky.social
If we've ever spoken
Posted a year agoI've made a good amount of friends in this space. I always love talking to them and messing around with them. However, I also hate worrying about them thinking I don't care about them. I know this may be a pretty silly, paranoid thing to say, but I still want to say it, just in case.
If we've gotten to know each other and start talking, and you feel as though I've ghosted you, please know that I don't intend to. It's a combination of many things - social awkwardness/anxiety, difficulty thinking of things to say, worry about being bothersome or annoying, and a very low social battery - that make it very difficult for me to start and lead conversations, so I tend to wait until the conversations are started from the other side, even when that ends up putting those conversations into stasis. It's something I've always struggled to do, and something that I'm trying to get better about.
Just wanted to get that off my chest. Love you all, keep being huge and sexy ❤️
If we've gotten to know each other and start talking, and you feel as though I've ghosted you, please know that I don't intend to. It's a combination of many things - social awkwardness/anxiety, difficulty thinking of things to say, worry about being bothersome or annoying, and a very low social battery - that make it very difficult for me to start and lead conversations, so I tend to wait until the conversations are started from the other side, even when that ends up putting those conversations into stasis. It's something I've always struggled to do, and something that I'm trying to get better about.
Just wanted to get that off my chest. Love you all, keep being huge and sexy ❤️
Now on BlueSky!
Posted 2 years agoHey all! I finally got a BlueSky account going for side! Come check it out if you'd like ❤️
https://bsky.app/profile/endernsfw.bsky.social
https://bsky.app/profile/endernsfw.bsky.social
