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I MOVED ACCOUNT!

General | Posted 2 months ago

HI !!

I know it's been a very very long while, 

and im really sorry for dissapearing like that ;n; 

i have absolutely no excuse except life, but im on a more stable place that before

and i wanna come back to art, so i made me a new account to start from 0 !!



I hope that if you are reading this, and remember me, you give me a follow over zag.

here's my new acc !! see you there :3

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General | Posted 2 years ago

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I kinda ... lowkey .... 

wanna switch to a new account, and use a different artist name 

but i have a lot to swtich, and i doubt i can get all the watchers to follow me there QwQ



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General | Posted 3 years ago

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I had a really good weekend with my boyfriend's family.

But now I'm back at this shitty reality with mine, it's hard 

because my abuser gets specially cruel when she knows 

I had a good time without her ... I hope this is over soon



In the mean time maybe check out my open ych? 



https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....der/829212/YCH

https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....der/829212/YCH

https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....der/829212/YCH



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small hiatus

General | Posted 3 years ago

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Just a small journal to notify that I will be making a short trip 

to see my mother in law, and I will be back on monday. 



I create this journal more than anything in case anyone might want

an ych and I don't reply right away, since I will probably be busy these days qwq 

But I promise I will check my notes on the night. 



Take care everypony ! 



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rambles

General | Posted 3 years ago

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With the national holidays behind us (were I live at least we had national holidays) ... 

I start thinking about inktober.

The lingering fear of all year long becomes true, my personal boogieman, 

because whenever I prepare for it, it goes wrong.

So this year I wont be offering quick commissions for slots, neither I will be selling 

kinktober or anything like that like I always plan qwq



In fact, I think this year I will just, do traditional art with shcool grade markers

that my mother in law got for me (That are pastel and super cute and it was the best birthday gift I got this year ♥)

and maybe I will be posting those here, maybe on instagram, who knows !!

If I decide to go for kinktober as well, I guess I won't do it daily

but weekly and those are gonna be up here for sure ! 



ALSO, I GOT TWO HALLOWEEN YCH ON THE MAKING, 

one slutty and one chibi and cute like I usually do :3 So stay tuned ! 



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Back

General | Posted 3 years ago

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Heyo, I'm finally back from this trip. My husband is doing okay, 

I got to meet his whole family, which was nice. I also spent time 

taking care of my little niece and then I learnt that the teenage one

wants to be a furry lmao ? 

I told them that I can help them around to get used to it and maybe 

they will be selling commissions soon enough who knows. 



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small hiatus

General | Posted 3 years ago

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Hi there, I'm here to inform to anyone who might care, 

that I will have to take a small hiatus until Tuesday, due

to a family emergency. 

My husband's grandmother passed away today, and we 

have to travel to attend the funeral, so I will be back in a 

few days. 



Thanks for reading, if anyone wants my discord feel free to send me a note. 

^{icon base credit: @lockworkorange}



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new ych

General | Posted 3 years ago

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I have a bunch of new ych that I haven't post here and I can't explain why I'm scared of doing ? 

Maybe the fear of no one getting slots would feel like rejection? 



But, I will shake the doubts away and post them here so I can post ... anything.

I don't like to post commissions results in my gallery because in my mind, those are for the commissioner and not for me? 

Does any of this make sense? of course it doesn't. 



Anyways, I'm working on my trello to keep shit organized. Stay tuned? 



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asdf ♡ ?!

General | Posted 3 years ago

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mental health do be real huh? 

so yeah, I don't know if anyone who's reading this remembers me?

BUT I'M BACK! or at least i'll try ...

I don't have any excuse except my mental health doing a number on me

repeteadly, several times



and moving houses

several times



and ending up living in the worst place on earth 

for a few months now, it was supposed to be just one



but im still kicking, i've been mostly active on ych but i really miss the thirll of sharing personal art with the world

and making friends on the fandom



another reason that kept me away from here was finding out about the shanenigans of the staff and yuck

but i guess for now i wont be thinking about it and just, focus on my shit and the cool people i've met (and hopefully new cool people i will meet?)



so yeah

im back 

older, but still very ignorant and stupid







credit for the base goes to lockworkorange



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