So I somehow managed to get my Tablet to connect to my PC with little to no issues,
And the culprit was... Easy Anti-Cheat!

You know, that Anti-Cheat Fortnite uses and other games wanna use it too? that somehow make ANY game that uses Easy Anti-Cheat crash more often while other games run flawlessly?
Yeah that Anti-Cheat,

I disabled it to repair it and then Tablet was like "Oh look at that, I can connect now!" and oh boy...

Aaaaanyway,
So Picarto is blocked, right?
I can use VPN to use it but honestly, alot of hassle and it will make the connectivity delayed as well sooooo,

Follow me on Piczel instead! atleast it's not blocked and seems other artists are switching to it too!

Now that being said about my Tablet working,

https://piczel.tv/watch/EnigmaDragan
https://piczel.tv/watch/EnigmaDragan
https://piczel.tv/watch/EnigmaDragan

Hopefully I can start streaming more often!

Hiyas!

Just telling people that I am still alive lol, Just not active as much here, I'm more active in Twitter and Bluesky, you can find me there!

https://x.com/EnigmaDragan

https://bsky.app/profile/enigmadragan.bsky.social

Now that is out of the way, let's start the journal~
Soooo I got a paper that confirms I have ADHD, which is not something I didn't know, just never confirmed until now, and apparently I got something else, I got something called "Delayed Speech" which is something that makes my brain struggle to think what I wanna say on the spot, which also makes me say things either out of pressure, necessity or to avoid awkward moment of silence lol

Which also makes people misunderstand me, ALOT, especially when I don't have an answer and not given enough time to think of a proper one since this whole Delayed Speech thing is... so annoying, I tell ya!
You hear what someone says but then when trying to reply, your brain feels like it's at a stop or checkpoint where I cannot think of a reply right away and either I revert to my experience or give very general response, which may not make someone happy~

Now couple those with poor memory... and you have someone who sometimes is a Wall, like speaking to one lol,
But hey, atleast it's confirmed in the paper that I have 120 I.Q which makes me a clever person, but I think that's still horrible with the limitation I got,
I am like a very fast Lamborghini but with limiters so there's no way I can go fast, like an old lady driving slow lol

Man, the brain is such a wonder, a thing that moves and do everything, huh?

Anyway,
Now with picarto!
I recently got my tablet working so I got to do some artwork and revisiting some old ones! now I wanted to start doing art streams but I found out Picarto is now officially blocked by my country because "lol too much porno" which sucks!
Either I use a VPN or just accept the fact I cannot go there anymore,

Soooooo, I am switching to Piczel, it's still there for me and I will start doing some streams in there!
Let's hope they don't find it too lol

So feel free to follow me there from now on, not sure about the future of picarto with me but for now, Piczel time!

https://piczel.tv/watch/EnigmaDragan

Lastly,
I maaaay open up for commissions soon, gotta practice my hands to do art first then will be doing some cheap In-stream commissions!
Fat, Inflation, General roundiness, pear-shapeness, bloating, vore, or even normal shaped beings, I do those! XD

Hope to see you there when I'm online!

My Birthday is in 2 weeks,
And I don't know how to spend it lol, Most of the time I treat it like any other day,

But this time I wanna see if I can take advantage of it and do something~
Also I apologies for being absent in FA, busy with moving to my new place, better or worst, moving is part of life X3

The pain is slowly becoming more manageable, thank God,

Soooo... Now I need motivation to draw XD
Aaaanyone here have suggestion or recommendation or word of encouragement or how they wanna grab me and do stuffs to me like puff kissing or olala? (I'm looking at you! lol)

Soooo yeah the doctors tried to save the tooth, but the damage was too severe, they decided to remove it,
I am in world of paaaaaaain now...

Well, it is done atleast, so I am advised not to do any activity or exercise for couple of days, which means I won't be able to do any VRchat with my fullbody, Nuuuuuu!
(Feel free to meet me! I'm Enigma Dragan in there! do tell me though if you're adding me so I know I am not adding randos XD)

I was told after 3 months, I can have tooth planted there, so there's that!
Oh, and advised to eat Ice-Cream, plenty of it! Yummmm!

But yeah, I got myself to blame, I brush my teeth, but that's not enough, I never use flossing which apparently was enough to get my tooth weakened from the SIDES, Plus I never do routine check-ups with the dentist otherwise they could have detected something, all that resulted in what happened to me, Soooo... Use your Floss dammit!

Eeeeyup... Tooth broke in half, Imma go die now, bye~

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tbk4P8fHtzM

I was not told it was coming back!
My excitement has been elevated! =D

I made a video about the gameplay MANY years ago! check it if you like!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iYbdd8D1M0Y

Not much really lol
I was planning to upgrade my PC anyway since I already own an RTX 4090!
And thought perhaps the new PC would work with my Tablet and give me no issues! Still wonder if Windows 11 is worth it or keep at windows 10...
And this time I'll try to make sure of it by letting the technicians connect to it multiple times!

Problem is... I paid a supplier my money to get me a motherboard, that Supplier kept delaying unbelievably long time already! almost three months! he kept giving me soooo many excuses too >.<
He asked for a week and it's almost a week, this time if he can't get it... then I am asking for refund and just buy a motherboard directly instead, if he refuses, well... I'll let him have a word with Consumer Protection~

What did I learn? always buy from reliable suppliers, or just buy directly from the shop! more expensive but atleast it's a direct purchase!

From FA, from anything Furry Related content just to refresh myself and try other stuffs,

... Only to come back and see I missed SO MANY THINGS THAT ARE BETTER THAN WHAT THE REST OF THE YEAR OFFERING!
Artist offering goodies, artists coming back from their long hiatus, great value commissions, awesome commission ideas, and so on,

I missed so many good things, uuugh~
The timing was just so bad,

I feel like taking another hiatus~

Other than that... how are you all? lol
I am planning to upgrade my PC and hopefully buy me a Dedicated Art Tablet, My current Tablet is giving me alot of issues that all I can do is just doodle,
Not sure if I wanna go with Wacom or Huion~

https://bsky.app/profile/enigmadragan.bsky.social

Yeap... got one now... am I in the cool club yet? XD

Look at it this way, what if Twitter keeps becoming even more ridiculous? to the point it's unsustainable!
Since now it's becoming a Trillionaire's plaything to the point of changing it Identity to a Bond villain's name, something horrible bound to happen sooner or later, so it's good idea to have a backup place X3

... That I gave a Belly hug to someone in VRchat, they were into good Dad Bod chonkness avatars!
And they were Normie, not a furry!... And a Girl! XD

There is the problem of me trying to remember how to disable the right click function on my tablet, plus the stuttering it does each second, I remember I had this and dealt with it before, I just can't remember how so now even though the tablet connects alot better, it does that so I cannot draw still XD

Aaaanyone have solutions for those problems?

I level up once more lol

Say I wanna have a Backup gallery, beside Twitter, Twitter is never an art gallery,
Which other websites out there that seems second popular to FA? (and no, no DeviantART lol)

I have a feeling I MIGHT get banned ANYWAY~

Saw the new rules in FA,

I don't understand it fully yet, but if they'll ban anything with "Child-like" body, size and appearance... well, Kobolds are like small dragons, so that means they're also banned? XD
I don't get it, there are different small shapes and forms of some species that are more than adult,

Heck does that also mean Size-play is gonna be Illegal too? there seem to be many holes in that decision,
But again I don't understand it fully~

*EDIT*

So seeing Dragoneer's response, that makes sense and is fair, first evolution of pokemons tend to be very young and childish... but then again, we've seen in the show those never evolved pokemon to be of an old age, sooo I'm confused but will wait to see what happens.

Because most of the artist I normally commission are busy and it's May which means Mayternity! Preggy stuffs!
I wanna see if anyone is open that I might commission, or if you know someone who's open with decent artstyle =3

Someone recently asked for one and I rejected, they asked me why and I told them what if I accept the money but cannot deliver? I respect their time and money to just get money and sleep on it XD
Atm I can't even draw simple stuffs because of my artblock, lol

I think because my motivation this year is just low, many bad things happening and recently mom was admitted to the hospital, so my mood is bleh,

Now I am trying to draw, I did a freebie not long ago, hoping maybe it'll kickstart me to draw if I find a good character design that I like, and already picked someone, thought maybe I can do a fun "Angle" pose of them full belly mode!
https://twitter.com/EnigmaDragan/st.....71752980676613

I like how the pose came out! but after 10 minutes I felt bleh again from drawing,
So what Imma do is try little by little force myself to draw until I get my groove on~
I'll draw the one I picked in that pose, then perhaps do a version of my character as well!

I was suggested to just accept the money anyway since that can give me a good incentive to draw and a good motivation boost, and if I cannot, refund~
That, well, seems easy but you do not know if you'll even do it, not to mention what if the person is not an understanding one? that can also be a huge motivation sinkhole XD

Anyway!

It been a looooong time... without any draws...

Yeah motivation has been down the sewer for me, each time I try something, the best I can do is maybe rough doodles and nothing more,
I felt like why whenever I grab a pen, nothing comes out~

So, Maybe a good character design will help?
We'll see, so Imma do a free request, offering to draw one of your characters that I find interesting and fun to draw,

Hopefully that would help me get my mood right and get me the motivation I need!

Feel free to show me your characters in this Tweet
https://twitter.com/EnigmaDragan/st.....82024891494400

OR can just show me here in the comment if you prefer!

Finger crossed I can come up with something!
And if you could, do spread the word too, it's open for everyone for the moment!

Thanks! <3

As the title says,

I am giving up on the idea of going fully wireless for one main reason... the Latency can actually throw me off when I realize something late! the headphones I have can go upto 300ms which is UNREAL! had to refund the HyperX Cloud Alpha wireless because it was very laggy (although battery life between %100 to %90 in 5 days? crazy good battery life!)

I remember some old Logitech headsets used to be around maybe 40ms which was acceptable,

I will depend on wired for the speed when gaming... but I thought I can go wireless when I am chilling, doing chores and whatever, listening to podcast or music or something,

Soooo I was wondering... anyone know a good gaming Headset that can go both wired and wirelessly pretty much effortlessly?

The Food I used to have, is now more expensive, more up!
Services I already have, getting a revamp pricing backed by government to be more expensive, more up!
Housings, got even more expensive, alot more than 5 years ago, how?! The epidemic should have lowered it, not raised it, more up!
The Artists I used to commission, got expensive, more up! (although due to the reasons I mentioned above so maybe!)

... All that, but my salary is NOT up!

I stopped thinking of new car in favor of fixing my old one since that seems to be the cheaper option, I started to realize how bad it's becoming more than before~
I might try to plan slaving myself doing commissions soon~

WHO WANTS A DRAGON TUM DRAWN ON TOP OF THEM? XD

I was suggested to make an Itaku account, huh, looks like darker version of Twitter lol,
I noticed though when I was browsing alot of artwork, it's all male oriented stuffs, all of them, I either wasn't looking right or the website feels like it only caters male artworks,
So I was wondering if I'm even welcomed there, like if the website is open for all but the community made and shaped it to be suited just for them, which would mean I might get jeered at by the community if I post things they don't like,

Just felt like sharing this in case I am wrong about it and someone can talk me through it~

I think I finally found out why my Tablet was giving me issues,
You see, the problem kept looking like my Tablet was faulty, when in reality... it was my PC! or atleast that's what I believe now!

I never had any other PC to test it on (For GOD'S SAKE even Samsung's workshop operate with Windows 7, WINDOWS 7! we got into windows 11! how sad this is!) so they were oblivious about anything!
No workshop wanted to help until I went to the workshop that I got my PC from, it was closing time and they allowed me to test it with only one PC meant for testing, using the Second Screen feature in Android and voila, worked like charm! EVEN WIRELESSLY! since then I started to think my PC has issues trusting my Tablet~

Firewall? I checked it fully and didn't work,
Anti-Virus? I got none, I use Windows Defender and even that failed when I tinkered with it,
Any other program that screws with connectivity? I seriously don't think I have anything like that but apparently I might~

So if my PC is at fault, well then, Might need to format this thing, I was planning to do that anyway, since I also plan to Upgrade to 3090RTX Ti, since I was waiting for the 40xx series and I was told they're not that good of an upgrade for me compared to the 30xx series, plus the 3090RTX Ti with 24GB of memory is gonna last me for loooooong time I was told, my 2080RTX has 8GB which is more than enough! but... seize the chance before the 30xx possibly becomes rare and more desirable than 40xx I suppose!