So come this early evening, I will be packing up and heading towards Sacramento to visit my older brother and celebrate not only my mom's birthday but 4th of July as well.

Also will be taking an opportunity to look into this culinary institution they have up there, given college is going at a snail's pace and I want to know what I will be getting myself into. So I will be away with little chance of perhaps checking mail and that will be it.

I wish everyone a safe 4th of July (no blowing off hands and or legs, cause being nicknamed 'stumpy' just isn't as cool as it was back then.)

Maybe I'll see "The Last Airbender" while up there, who knows. Seen the series and wonder who this will turn out given its by M. shamalymi. . .whatsthename.

And if for some reason the movie fails, you can blame his offspring for given him the idea. . .that is all.

You all know what I'm talking about. If you've braved entering Burger King to grab your Whooper be it double or triple, maybe perhaps the XL burgers, you've seen it.


It's around the corner, and soon hormonal imbalanced young girls will squeel and trample many a poor soul (and boyfriend) afoot as they race to the theaters.

The third movie of ghey sparkily vampires fighting with the silly wolves and many a soap opera, with some love interest squished in between this jumbled mess, will be unleashed.

And the end of the world shall be fall us as goths do battle against these wanna-be sissy vampires.

Thank you author behind Twilight. Thank you for royally fucking up the vampire order with your ghastly tales of vampires that douse themselves in glitter >.<

I know caffeine and I do not get along anymore.

I am fully aware of that +10 battle axe with 75% headache affliction it ever has in its arsenal, awaiting my unsuspecting keister to waltz by before bringing it down.

I loathe and find the withdraw headache downright annoying.

So why is it I consistantly drink diet related drinks and Dr Pepper both reg and diet, knowing full well they are loaded with caffiene? O.=.o

Was rather stunned when former work place called me in to watch the shop on the weekend. I took it, given I am in dire need of money for the time being until EDD.

I later made a call and asked if the job was coming back or if everything would be up in the air. They said it was still iffy and sparadic? at best. Which means if they call me, they call me and if they don't, they don't.

A friend told me to take a job where ever you can, but with this much uncertainly, I can't be fully sure, but have little choice in the matter. I'm hoping maybe something comes along.

Being poor and broke much of the time is not grand :/

A special Happy Mother's Day to all moms out there who gave birth and raised us with dad in tow. Were it not for their wisdom, guidelines and comforting presence, we would not fare very well in the world.

So for those who seek mom's advice. . .too bad! Its her day off! Go ask dad >:D

"Mother is a name for God on the lips and hearts of all children" - The Crow

EDD replied. . .with the same paper that started it all when I first put in.


fill in the bubbles, send it in with paid postage, receive what is offered and hope to gawd its enough. .

Laid off. . .unable to be paid for services thus rendered.

No matter how you say it, it sucks. Now I get to deal with EDD, the people who put you on unemployment. . so long as you meet THEIR standards.

Timing can not have been worse. Rent, Tag renewals for the car. . . .crap :/

Accomplished finishing the game late last night.

Adds a good fill in for the gap on Roxas's involvement with Organization XIII at the time. It also explains Xion's origin and where she came from also. The story is good and also sad as the days progress. It kinda has a tragic feel when you learn more about Roxas, Xion and Axel and how it all came crumbling down in the end.

I won't spoil anything other then you really should go and pick up this game and play it if your a KH fan. I wonder about Birth by Sleep and how it will tie in to the saga. Guess I'll just have to get a PSP soon and find out myself.

I am 29 years old as of today. Now I cringe and await the teasing jokes of the big old "30" ficaso to ensue. Frankly I say wait until October at least. That's a good six months right? >.>

I celebrated my birthday with my sister on Tuesday, given there is a good chance I will be working tonight. No I can't have someone go in for me as he is in Hawaii with my sister at this moment.

If for some reason I don't have to go to work tonight, I am not really sure how to spend it. All those many, many ideas we had as kids when our birthdays came around, disappear or slip away. We're left with well. . some small handful of what to do. .

Guess its one of those signs of "Your oooooooold." o.o;

In which I reply," SILENCE!. . . . I keel u."

Yesterday I helped a friend unclutter his garage, seeing as his Chirstmas decorations were still up. He didn't want to leave anything un attended since he had some things stolen from his lawn awhile back.

So after dragging out all decoration, uncluttering, then semi putting everything away, we headed out to dinner and returned home later.

Now I really don't care for the Twilight saga. At all. It was then I was informed that riffs? of movies were created. Created by the same people behind Mystery Theater 3000 and found online. So imagine watching Twilight or any bad/lame movie with their "commentary." X3

I do say I never laughed so hard last night. Still. . .the one scene of Edward in the sun? GOOD GAWD.

Gawd, the PS3 taunts me so with God of War III.
Unfortunately, there just is not enough games out there to pique my interest on getting the next gen system. Still too few out there. Aside from the Ratchet & Clank, God of War and maybe a few others, that is about it. And considering how much it runs for.

An interesting note I read while watching G4 though. The original PS3 (before all the bug fixes and new models) was considered the heaviest game system in history, standing in at 11 lbs.

I smell workout with these :P

[x] public speaking- mouth dries up and can't say anything.
[x] staying single forever
[ ] Rejection
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] that Scary guy...
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places (See "heights")
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges (See "heights")
[x] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[x] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles- with a passion *hisses*
[x] blood- not so much fear, I just faint from it.
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[X] Not Listed: Friggen earthquakes

*plucked from Ranchan*

Ok as many know, I recently was able to get a job by means of my sis's BF who works as a mechanic that deals with forklifts. For Unemployment, one of the questions state about earning money regardless of work or not. I've jotted down the hours and the pay per week. The benefits have been reduced due to the fact that I am somewhat earning a little from this "odd" job: Watching the shop at night and just starting to pressure wash the forklifts.

Now the problem rises as that this is indeed an "odd" job. Where the hours do not match the wages so to speak. I put in roughly 84 to 96 hours per week give or take on whose there. The majority of these hours comes from the weekend on which I am locked inside from 5 pm Friday night to about 7 am Monday morning. I bring food among other things so as not to starve or thirst.

In a nut shell, I did not receive the reduced benefits on the statement of "working full time." Is there something amiss that they did not catch? Such as the weekly earnings of $160.00 for the 96 hours? Whoever checks these statements we put out, needs to really look at the hours once more. Now if I was making 400+ per week, ok that justifies withholding the usual check and shows that indeed backs up the "full time". But for 160 a week?

Just an opinion, they need to double check these.

What a kiss means . . .
+Kiss on the stomach = "I'm ready"
+Kiss on the Forehead = "I hope we're together forever"
+Kiss on the Ear = "You're my everything"
+Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
+Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
+Kiss on the Neck = "We belong together"
+Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
+Kiss on the Lips = "I love you"

What a gesture means . . .
+Holding Hands = "We definitely love each other"
+Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
+Holding on tight = "I don't want to let go"
+Looking into each other's Eyes = "I just plain love you"
+Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"
+Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"
+Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"
+picking someone up off their feet = "that you love them fully and would do anything for them"

--Advice--
+Don't ask for a kiss, take one
+If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

--Requirements--
+Post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.

If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now and can't get them out of your head
then Re-post this within one minute and whoever you are missing will surprise you.

Repost this as "What a kiss means."

Worked on the V-day. It's no surprise, It was best I did, rather then slither on here and once more, post something rather. . .what's the word. . acidic about Valentine's Day. Yeah the holiday and I get along as well as two north magnets. Last year's V-day posting is proof of that as is. .quiet and somber this time.

*meme plucked from Ran's Journal*

Nuff said.

Seems my family is afflicted with this.

Few years back my sisters were coming down the I-5 after visiting my brother, who lives just outside Sacramento. Long story short, one lost control of the wheel due to nasty wind gusts and they ended up rolling over a few times before landing in a ditch. Thankful to say Honda means well on their safety features as both left with only minor injuries.

About a few months ago, my mother was leaving her work and was waiting at an intersection. Needless to say, some buttmunch was not paying attention as they banged into the vehicle in front and caused a chain reaction fender bender. Police happened to be in a parking lot nearby as was an ambulance. . wee >.>

This past Friday, my brother and his friends were on their way to a line dancing party (one of his friends had recently finished boot camp and this was a celebration.) All were in their father's truck when the rear tire gave out (and by giving out I heard the whole thing just came off. Tire rim, the whole shibang, leaving the axel itself.) He ended up in the hospital with bruising to his head, left arm and hand and right side. Also stitches as well, beating out me and my sister combined. He came home Saturday and has been resting since.

I am just very thankful that no one in all of these accidents were hurt seriously, but now I am starting to worry if I'm next in line ;.;
Thank gawd I'm insured but I don't want my car to be wrecked.

D:

Addictive and awesome is all I can say. . .
Agriculture against the undead. . .awesome :D

Christmas day cometh! and it wentith!
But not without fun filled present opening, prime rib dinner and family over. :)
Grandpa was driven over thanks to Bucko Annie who picked him up that afternoon. We held off on gift opening since my sis had to work X-mas eve. She arrived a little late *cough*
but for the most part got here. After settling in (and gnawing on the chips and such), we all gathered in the front room and commenced in the holiday present massacre D: (opening gifts that is >.>)

Here's is as follows what I got :)

Yultide Pear Vanilla body wash and body lotion from Bath and Body works :)
A scent container that fills the room with scent oils from Bath and Body works :)
Two pajama bottoms which were so soft and awesome (one with the autobots logo and a plaid)
Bathrobe (I asked for it k) :P
Kung Fu Panda
Batman Begins
VNV Nation Judgement
We Love Katamari
Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days for the DS
The Complete Idiot's Guide to drawing Manga Fantasy Beasts and creatures XD
The Darwin Awards next Evolution XDD
20 dollar gift card to In N Out, courtesy of Ernie :)
three cook books, one from Paula Deen's sons Out on the road, an everyday cookbook and one by a Jane Mourdon?
Sock!! (I run them down every year):o
Nice serrated knife from Kuhn Rikon (good blades im telling you, very damn good blades)
Little travel case for all your bathroom needs (toothpaste, toothbrush etc)
Box of Wheaties!!!! :9 good cereal

Very good stuff I do say :D Twas a wonderful day indeed :)
Hope everyone else had a wonderful Christmas day and night.

Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think! Repost as "my life according to (band name)"

• Pick your Artist:
Enigma

• Are you a male or female?
Mea Culpa

• Describe yourself:
Silent Warrior

• How do you feel:
Between Mind and Heart

• Describe where you currently live:
Look of Today

• If you could go anywhere, where would you go:
20,000 miles over the Sea

• Your favorite form of transportation:
Northern Lights

• What did you get on your last Birthday?
The Gate

• Your best friend is:
Prism of Life

• You and your best friends are:
In the Shadow, In the Light

• What's the weather like:
Feel Me Heaven

• Favorite moment:
T.N.T For the Brain

• If your life was a TV show, what would it be called:
Voyageur

• What is life to you:
Beyond The Invisible

• Your last relationship:
Sadeness

• Your fear:
Age Of Loneliness

• What is the best advice you have to give:
Morphing Thru Time

• Thought for the Day:
The Dream of The Dolphin

• How I would like to die:
Why!. . . .

• My soul's condition:
The Screen Behind The Mirror

• Most Faithful Companion:
Hello and Welcome

• My motto:
Sitting on the Moon

FA is back.
And up
and running. .

hmm. . .looks like things are well after the unexpected
complications. . .

its all gooot.

Well damn can't fit that title in :/ oh well :P

Catchy song to bump heads to.

ZOMG It art teh Friday the 13th! Run ye who fear the number! Run for the closets and under the bed and wait till it's Caturday!!!

*waits*

K for all you others who laugh at the paranoid ducking and covering. . .

I dun went and saw "2012"

All in all. . .

Not a bad movie. Nice to see John Cusack after a period of like not being around. Yes, I've a weakness for natural disaster movies (alien provoked or not) and I do say this was pretty good. Nice cast as well like Woody Harrelson (did I get that right?) and Danny Glover. . .yay!

No R.E.M. was not played during the whole course of the movie. Would have laughed if they did, buuut can get cliche' when it comes to stuff like that. Effects and everything was cool about it, if you don't mind watching for 158 mins. (2 hrs and 38 mins for those who dunno how long eet is.)

Rwar with calenders and predictions about the end of the world and such :D Whole Mayan calender in all.

Course frankly we all thought the world would end during the Y2K thingie :P We're fine. . .

So go and see it, if you like seeing the world get screwed over. . .naturally of course XD

Never fails does it.

K case your wondering what I'm referring to, its these idiots off some car coverage warrenty. . junk stuff. Basically they try and sell you something that works like a warrenty cept its for repairs on your vehicle.

I had told these people not once, but twice that I was not interested and I am not financially stable enough.

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Why the hell are they still calling me?!?!?!!? 1

I know its them cause of the fricken number. What part of NO do you not understand?

Gravity Cat Not Amused :o

in other news fussybutt aka Layla is being fussy. . .that is all. Oh and she lurvs meh :D I makes her smiles all the time. .

Yeah that sums up tonight.

A Happy Halloween to everyone and to my side of living. . a really quiet one. Last year was more alive and rambouncious with kids out and about.

This year it was. . .odd. . .perhaps of all of a dozen showed up and that was that. . . yeah. Even though it was a Saturday too.

So. . .big bowl of candy left over. . something that should have been half emptied.

Ideas?

>.=.>
<.=.<
o.=.o

Its hard to think at times when one remembers of another who passed on, that they forget about time.

I made mentioned awhile ago and thus you all deserve an update. . even if its like a couple of weeks late.

My niece Layla was born at 3:34 am on 9/9/09 in the morning. Labor was induced cause she sure heck didn't seem to be in any rush. What makes this funny is that an aunt of mine wanted my sis to hold off until said date just for the heck of it. My sis Rebecca the mom-to-be just laughed and said yeah right.

Who knew? >.=.>;

Layla is a couple weeks old and so tiny. . forgot how small newborns were. That and she seems to have her mom's pout and temper..

Oh lordie wait til this kid is 2 O.=.o;

As I write this. . . the ache and hurt still throbs.

A dear friend and someone more to me was taken tragically on Tuesday.

Heading home that night around 11 pm, she was struck in the driver side by a drunk who ran a red light. She was pulled from the wreakage and taken to a hospital.

They couldn't save her. . . .suffered from eternal bleeding. . .all they could do was make it as painless as possible for her. The drunk driver had also perished as well.

Kit. . . was the kindest, sweetest person, kitsune anyone could have as a friend. It. . hurts to think that I will no longer see that smiling face or hear that dear voice.

Rest in Peace Kit.

You shall be deeply missed and fondly remembered.

I cancelled my WoW account at the end of July beginning of August due to financial reasons (aka Imma poor broke dragon hoping to gawd that something gives in the finance depo at fricken college or some job opening.)

Anyhoo I check my yahoo mail and find a notice from Blizzard.

Pretty much says grats! you merged your WoW acct with Battle.net.. . .

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I never did anything of the sort.

Lo and behold another one from Blizzard.

Some shmuk been messing with your account and it was unauthorized. We disabled it. kthxbai.

Gawd fecking dammit. It was bad enough I moved everything to Yahoo after hotmail was buggered. Now some jackass been screwing with my account and I can't do shit about getting it back because!! damn loggin in requires the battle.net aka e-mail address plus password to change stuff

All the e-mail made note of was the address i***@hotmail.com

THAT DOES NOT HELP ME ON GETTING MY DAMN ACCT BACK YOU DOLTS!

Oye. . . .

Friend was kind enough to buy two authenticators and has shipped one to me. Hopefully by then I'll have the damn account back,

I'd better. . . .>:/