Yeah . .its round the corner.

You all know what that means. .

Single folk hiding and brooding, loathing with utter jealousy and envy towards those who are together.

Honestly. . it wouldn't be so bad. . .but. . sheer fact they over do it all the time. . . only sparks my utter dislike of it still.

Meh. . . .You'll find me working that day or curled up under my bed. Nothing but a depressing specticle.

Aside from that. . .no PS2 given its passing for a DVD at my mum's place so been playing Tales of Symphonia for GameCube. . not too bad. .

And trying the 10 day trial WoW has been offering. . .

MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!


For all those I missed during this wacky week. Worked Eve and morning. . thats a suckeh J00b for you.

Woke up about 2:30 ish Xmas day was picked up by my sister and it was off to Mum's house we went.
While waiting for the Rib roast to finish we past the time by doing what we do best. . OPEN PRESENTS. So here we are in no particular order:

2 bath towels (only have one left, Ricky took another have yet to see it again)
2 pairs of jeans one blue, one black.
2 pairs of jean shorts
1 dragon shirt
Kill Bill Vol.2 (YAY!! had volume one for the longest time)
Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End
God of War (2 copies thanks to mis communication between Jennifer and Mom X3, I love them to death)
Final Fantasy: The Spirits Within special 2 disc (A great big thank you to Ricky for searching long and hard for it given its almost impossible to find.)
Transformers Key Chain of Optimus Prime ^.=.^
Transformer Action Figure "Last Battle Jazz" (ZOMG I remember having them from my youth. . . they've become alot more complicated when changing though :o)
BIG Candle ^.^
Candle Warmer (Stick a candle on one of these, turn it on and enjoy the scent. . without lighting it. . makes them last longer :3)
8 .oz box of Sees Candy from Matthew (MINE!!! MAH SEES CANDEH!!! I KEEL J00 ALL YOU TAKE THEM!!!
NOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOM!!!!!! @.=.@)
In N Out Gift Card from Rebecca. . who knew :P
Warm Vanilla Sugar Soap From Bath and Body Works (My favorite ^.=.^)
Book of Pirateology (From the people who gave us Dragonology :P)
And a Frost Dragon Plushie by the people who did Dragonology ^.=.^

A Wonderful Christmas I do say so myself. Hope everyone else made out like a thief as I did.

Your Boy Side
[ ] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[ ] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[x] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[x] Gory movies are cool
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] Wear boxers-briefs.

Total =7 Points

Your Girl Side
[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[ ] You love to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[x] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes. ( DUUUUUUUH!)
[x] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[ ] You wear girl underwear.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

Total= 8 points

*busts up laughing*
I wonder where umm a certain kind of. . "underwear" would fall under. .. and no not diapers you loonies I'm not a baby fur!! >.<

Well. . . hmmm still. . amusing to say the least. . and yes. I did play with dolls as a kid. . my sisters had them :3. . Lets see a guy admit this. . I FEAH NOTHIN!!!. . cept maybe needles. . and heights. . and the ground moving beneath my feet . .

*rambles on*

Natural Hair Color:
[x] Brown - $100
[] Blonde - $50
[] Black - $15
[] Bald - $5
[] Other-$75

Eye Color:
[x] Brown - $1
[] Green - $75
[] Blue $50
[] Hazel $100
[] Other - $15

Height:
[] Over 7' - $200
[] 6'8" to 7' - $175
[x] 6'0" to 6'7" - $150
[] 5'5" to 5'11" - $75
[]4'9" to 5'4" - $45
[] Under 4'9 - $45

Age:
[] 31 to 40 - $100
[x] 26 to 30 - $75
[] 21 to 25 - $50
[] 19 to 20 - $25
[] 0 to 18 - $100

Birth Order:
[] Twins or more than twins - $300
[]First Born - $300
[] Only Child - $250
[x] second born - $150
[] Middle child-$100
[] Last Born - $100
[] third born - $100
[] fourth born - $100
[] fifth born - $100

Drink?
[] No - $400
[x] Only Holidays - $250
[] Sometimes - $215
[] YES - $200
[] Only weekends500 - $350
[] Every other day - $50
[] Once a day - $15
[] I live from the bottle -$Bankrupt$

Vision?
[] perfect vision -$300
[] need or have glasses/contacts but dont wear them - $200
[] No correction $100
[x] Glasses $50
[] contacts $25
[] Surgical correction - $1

Car(s) Color
[] Pink - $2,000
[] Maroon - $800
[] Gold - $700
[] Gray - $600
[x] Blue - $900
[] Obsdian - $800
[] White - $475
[] Red - $400
[] Green- $350
[] Silver $300
[] Purple- $250
[] Metallic - $200
[] Yellow - $100
[] Primer - $75
[] Tan- $20
[] Rusted - $15
[] No Car - $0
[] Other - $ 50

Shoe Size:
[] 13+ - $300
[]12.5 to 13 - $250
[] 11 to 12 - $700
[x] 7 to 10 - $500
[] Under 7- $550

Favorite Color:
[] Black - $450
[] Green-$750
[] Red - $600
[] Black - $100
[] Yellow -$475
[] Brown - $50
[] Purple - $225
[] White - $400
[] Aqua - $350
[] Orange - $300
[x] Blue - $300
[] Pink - $100

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[] Yes - $0
[x]no- $1000
[] on some - $550


Total : $3516

REPOST WITH TITLE:
"I cost $____ a night "

I read this from a friend's journal.

Read and offer your sympathies there:

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/184038/

After reading there. . .again I am hammered by a song. . and it couldn't be any more truer then it is.

Just one more time
For the sake of sanity
Tell me why
Explain the gravity
That drove you to this
That brought you to this place
That pushed you down
Into the soil's embrace

Give me the chance
I was denied
To sit and talk with you
For one last time

Did I disappoint you?
Did I let you down?
Did I stand on the shore
And watch you as you drowned?
Can you forgive me?
I never knew
The pain you carried
Deep inside of you.

I can't forget
Having to see
The words that knocked the wind
Right out of me
It's not enough
I've come undone
Trying to find sense
Where there is none

Just give me peace
You owe me that
To help ward off the fears
I must combat

And so I ask
For one more chance
To understand
This senseless circumstance
Help me to see
This through your eyes
The reasons I've been trying
To surmise

Though you are gone
I am still your son
And while your pain is over
Mine has just begun

Assemblage 23

Guess would be a good time to explain the ahh. . odd changes that have occured to me in SL.

I appologize to Kynaru for having stumbled across me during said time and such. I hope he does not mind the choice I made there.

*ahem*

Guess would have to start when I stumbled across herms. At first, I found it rather odd and way out there to find females sporting a little. . ahh. . extra. That and them so being insane sex machines?

It started to change though. Sevron being one I hung around hir and something kinda grew. Aleu another good friend of mine is also one.
Over time I learned a great deal and also respect for herms. That they are kind and dearing like anyone out there just they have a little extra which I found cute in a strange sort of way.

As such I began to brood over a few things. They soon bloomed and now I guess its time to clear some things up.

Mychasi will be herm from here on out. He or rather shi will be male oriented like AraKaraath minus the external part.

As far as hir life goes, shi has married to a vixen and has started a family. Also shi is roaming about in fem form so. . yeah. the boobage.
So as said here is a breakdown of said family.

Mychasi Zeruyurijin
Married to: Tamao 'Sin' Tsen

Children: Jade Renee Zeryurijin Female. Mother: Sin, Sire: Mychasi
Leilani Zeryurijin Herm. Mother: Mychasi, Sire: Sin.
Sinsemilla Zeryurijin Herm. Mother: Mychasi, Sire: Sin.

Tamao goes by 'Sin' due to events that had occured in her past. I would have to explain it in further detail but right now Im clearing up this tidbit.

I hope i have not startled everyone when they saw me as a herm in SL. Im still am who I am. Ive just decided to alter Mychasi's path in life a little.

Take care and see you all around, Laters.

Status. . . . .

Total Time: 53:12

Lvl: 90

Weapon: Ultima Weapon

Battle Report

Game LV: Standard Mode

Completion of Jiminy's Journal: 94%

Completion of Gummi Routes: 58%

Healed Party Members: 266 Times

Saved by Mickey: 0 times

Most used Form: Valor Form 50 times

Used AntiForm: 14 times

Most used Summon: Peter Pan 13 times.

Birthday is around the corner come Sunday . . . what am i doing?

pfff. . what else? . . . work. . . .

Celebration will occur on Thursday when everyone has the time.

Problem when one gets older, the birthday loses it's appeal that one enjoyed as a kid. . . .

Dunno really.

Batten down the hatches and hide the silverware and china cause this dragon is back and ready raise hell 9th level style!!!!

Ok not until my upcoming hatchday but well worth the chaos in all.

Fetched a USB adapter finally so I'm up and running again. Real reason I went kaputskie two weeks ago?

My old USB adapter went to the big motherboard in the sky, thus cutting me off from the world. Despite Ricky's best comp/hacker abilities when a peice of hardware ish gone there's no resurrecting. Nice upside though is I'm now on a G adapter since B and A no longer exist in the world. . .

Thank goodness for decent compatibility. G is now the lowest in terms while N nimo is the highest in USB status.

Though I was going nutz without the internet, it paid to actually finish some games. So beat Ratchet&Clank: Going Commando. . yes and slowly finishing up Kingdom Hearts II. Yeah I know could have beaten it a year ago but considering how much it was back then. . Im making it last!!!!!!! All that is left for me is to either A: go after Xemnas or B: create Ultima Weapon and attempt to pawn Sephy's keister back in Radient Garden. . . which I think I'll do the latter. . . .I whooped him in the first one, might as well go for a streak here X3.

So going around snagging items to synthisize in all. Soon all will fall into place.

That's all for now. Later.

Okay, here's the deal.

You get to ask me THREE QUESTIONS, no matter how crazy, inappropriate, or just random, and I promise to answer it 100% truthfully.


. . . . I vaguely remember doing this on LJ (LiveJournal) but since my brain is currently FUCKED UP!!!!. . . . . might as well >: /


To much shit going on family related. .

will explain on LJ for those of you who stalk me there.
Those who do have it, but don't see me there. .


http://enigmaticdrgn.livejournal.com/profile

Is it only me or is everyone else sufering from the negative messages count ?

Been going on for a few weeks now have no idea what to do

: /

*crossed over from LJ (LiveJournal)*

Took a fellow roommate's advice. .
It's been well over a year since I bought anything for myself, being tight budget in all.

Well. . no more.

Went out and picked me up a copy of Children Of Mana for the DS. First DS game for my DS ^^;

Pretty, pretty game. . . you'll never see me again for like. . weeks in stuff.

Also went out and snagged FF: Advent Children finally, rather then wait till there were none left.

I are teh happy. ^.=.^

This is what happens when your youngest bro has WAY too much time on his hands and YouTube is involved.


For all you Naruto fans out there. . .

Laugh yourself silly. . I know I did XD


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zAAIx2Tfasw&eurl=

. Who are you?
. Are we friends?
. When and how did we meet?
. Would you kiss me? Where?
. Give me a nickname and explain why?
. Describe me in one word!
. What was your first impression of me?
. Do you still think the same?
. What reminds you of me?
. If you could give me anything what would it be?
. How well do you know me?
. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what i say about you?
. Would you ever meet up with me?

Hello, if you're there pick up the phone
I'm calling from 30,000 feet above you
The captain's just informed us that our plane is going down
So I'm calling for one last time to say I love you

I'm not certain how much time I may have left, so I'll be brief
I'm sorry if this message only amplifies your grief
But I couldn't bear the burden of never having said goodbye
And the pain you feel, I promise you, will go away with time

I'm sorry I won't be there to see our children grow
Please tell them that I loved them more than they will ever know
Tell my family and friends how much I loved them all as well
I"m sure that we will meet again, but only time will tell

I'm sorry most of all I won't be there when you grow old
To be there by your side and keep you warm when you are cold
Forgive me, but I think my time is drawing to a close
So I've one last thing to tell you now before I have to go

I...

Assemblage 23: 30,000 feet

So one day, while fetching some papaer for my work, I decided to brwose and see just how much Photoshop CS2 went for. . the full version.

Keep in mind this was just at one place, I never really exploed the other computer stores. This was what they asekd for at Staples

Staples
Photoshop CS2 FULL ver.
$679.99

I think my jaw nearly broke the floor and my eyes threatened to shoot outta my sockets O.=.O;

No way in all heck of the underworld could I go for that!!!
That's like my paycheck for the first part of the month and a little extra!!!!!!

The cracked version my roomy gave me has proven more of a headache then it's worth. . program used to supposedly crack it fails miserably. . . ;.=.;

booooooo. . .

*kicks PS CS2*

Yeah. . . . .

It's been awhile since I've done ANYthing here. . . . .
Feeling pathetic really. . . . . There so much going in my head. . .yet my damn hand can't seem to put it on paper.

I owe some people some art here and there. . .yet here I am a procrastinator unable to do anything.

Then there's that large story I trying to finish editing for DragonFan. . . but gawd with work in all, plus the unpleasent weather in CA. . .

Can't sleep, can't draw, can't do Shit at all >.=.<

Meh. . . .

Let me take the fall
Let me take the blame
Let me carry you from hell
To home again.

Let me walk for you
When your legs are weak
Let me find the words for you
When you can't speak

CHORUS:
Let me be your armor
Let me be your shield
Let me take away the pain you feel (your armor)
Let me be the light
That guides your way through darkest night
Let me be your armor.

Let me take the blows
That were meant for you
Let me help you the trials
You're going through

Let me keep you safe
From the world outside
Let me wipe away the tears
That fill your eyes


Let me keep you from
Experience you need
Let me bind you with my selfishness
And greed

Let me stifle you
Let me have control
Let me smother
Every aspect of your soul

Assemblage 23

*grumbles and clutches sides*

Erf. . . . >.=.<;

I honestly don't know why I keep suffering from these bizarre pain attacks. . something that frist started back in Oct. occuring around a full moon for the next three months, then dissipates.

I thought all was well. . . until this week Monday when it came back during work. . . I did my best to ignore it which it does happen after a couple hours. .

NOw here I am again with the same pains. . took a strong Ibuprophena friend left me after I tweaked my back. So far so good.

Sadly I can't go to any doctor. . I have no medical insurance and my work only covers accidents. . .

Just wish it wouldstop, it's interfering with what work I'm trying to get done. . Still have to finish my DAX work. . .

*whimpers and climbs into his nest to sleep it off*

A friend whom I have known only for a brief period of time is leaving us here at FA.

I met him on SecondLife. A most vibrant, mysterious, yet true and wonderous friend he is.

He spoke in riddles sometimes, gave advice in the most strangest of ways and his mere presence would move you in ways you never thought possible. He hid a more lively side, yet it never falted him.

Koh, I will miss you. It is hard for me to say good-bye to someone I have known for only a short period of time.

I hope that someday we will meet again.
Farewell, freind. . . . . .

Muah HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA!!!!

Tis my HatchDay Today!!!! Flee little ones while I wreak HAVOC ACROSS THE LANDS!!!!!

. . . . in a timely fashion later on. . . :P

Anyhoo. . . .alas it will be spent working ( I know bummer and suckage majorly) but I will make the most of it. . . .

You all have a wonderful Earth Day yourselves since it is also that day today too.

Laters. ^.=.^

There are times I wish I knew the answers to questions my friends ask of me. . . . .

Alas I am but a listener, and I feel as though I have failed them for I have nothing with which to give or offer. . .



Set me aflame and cast me free.
Away, you wretched world of tethers.
Through the endless night and day I have never wanted more.
Always thought that I would stand before the faceless name of justice.
Like some law unto myself, like a child of God again.

And if rain brings winds of change let it rain on us forever.
I have no doubt from what I've seen that I have never wanted more.
With this line I'll mark the past as a symbol of beginning.
I have no doubt from what I've seen that I have never wanted more.

In this picture stands a man, far away, alone and distant.
Like a solitary field in some nameless foreign land.
All around the points of light start to dim and cease transmitting.
Shadows fell on futile games and then there was nothing more.

Through the screams of falling steel. By the light of flares and wisdom.
All the doubts I could not face. All this time I wanted more.
With a line I'll mark the past as a symbol of beginning.
To the gods whose names we've lost and the names who gave in vain.

And if rain brings winds of change let it rain on us forever.
I have no doubt from what I've seen that I have never wanted more.
With this line I'll mark the past as a symbol of beginning.
I have no doubt from what I've seen that I have never wanted more.

Set me aflame and cast me free. Away, you wretched world of tethers.
Through the endless night and day I have never wanted more.
Always thought that I would stand before the faceless name of justice.
Like some law unto myself, like a child of God again.

And if rain brings winds of change let it rain on us forever.
I have no doubt from what I've seen that I have never wanted more.
With this line I'll mark the past as a symbol of beginning.
I have no doubt from what I've seen that I have never wanted more.

Sever the line to the guilty past, to the ones who brought us nothing
Spoke of futures brave and proud and brought only hate and war.
Lined the roads with hollow praise. Marked the land with paper statues.
Shadows fell on their futile ways and then there was nothing more.

"Solitary" VNV Nation

I swear I think my hormones are completely fucked up. . .
One day I'm happy hunky dory, next day, I'd kill the poor bastard next to me he so much as even twitched funny. . . .

I've nearly bitten my roommate's head off a couple of times too. . . ok bitten off understatement. . would have been a massacre there. . .

This damned mood of mine has been dragging along for over a month. Anything remotely sad sends me into a miserable depressed state for a day. . .
Being a guy it doesn't make much sense from what I'm saying does it? I wish could explain more on my end but I honestly can't. I'm at a bit of a loss here.

All I can do is simply keep putting one foot in front of the other in hopes things will turn out for the better. . .something I should stop saying cause it ends up being the opposite. . .

At least I'm venting it slowly instead of keeping it pent up. . .

Later.

I received two wonder pics from a beloved friend as I call her. . Some belated christmas/super early birthday gifts from her.

I am always happy hearing from her, chatting with her, seeiing her spunky behavior. Seeing her work brings a smile to my face.

I'll be forever grateful and happy meeting and befriending Sqam (Nymbryxion) from LJ.

Her work is just awesome, I feel bad that she lacks a scanner to show it all. So I'm showing the two here.
Enjoy them as much as I will. And remember she did them not me ^^;

Yeah,

Not much on my end here. been a tad busy with work, just been scribble doodling as i called it :P

Some things turned up here and there, going to redo them very soon.

It's about one month exactly before my Hatchday comes up. . . and aleady someone from LJ(LiveJournal) left a comment, cornering me, asking me what I want. . . . .

I DON'T KNOW. . O.=.O; I barely have my birtchday on my mind at the moment. . . WHY MUST YOU TORMENT ME?! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!!!

*runs, flailing arms and wings about, spazzing*

O.=.o

Yes. . I did it. After many months of putting up with everyone pokeing and prodding me, begging to join MySpace. After months of defying and saying no and going about my dragony business,not caring for it at all. . . .


I joined up. . . .
As my roommate evilly commented on my journal entry there.

One of us. .

One of us. . .

One of us. . . . .

*Spleeees and runs to hide* O.=.O;