Where are you staying?
Embassy Suites

What day are you getting there?
Thursday leaveing Monday

Who will you be rooming with?
 kraton,  wolfpup212,  ghostt

Who will you hang out with during the convention?
All my frieds and anyone who wants too

Are there any panels you might be attending?
not sure yet

How old are you?
41

Gender
Male

Relationship Status
Single

How tall are you?
5'11

Can I talk to you?
Yes of course

Can I hug you?
Heck yes love hugs

How can I contact you?
Telegram under Eoathian

How can I find you?
I will be around just contact me or look for me if you knwo me

Can I visit your room?
Yes for cuddles of course and to hang out

Do you Drink?
Nope just water and pop

Can I buy you drinks?
sure

Attending parties?
Hopefully

Can I give you stuff?
Don't need to but if you want you can

Are you nice?
Very nice and Kind ask anyone who knows me

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Wave or call for me

Where will you be most of the time during the days?
Around the con or with friends

Where will you be eating?
Anywhere I can find food

Can I take a picture of you?
Sure. :3

When you go to cons, what do you like to buy?
whatever I can afford I guess.

What you doing at the con?
Spending as much time as I can with friends,hanging out and have alot of fun and to enjoy the whole con.

As I sit here and write this it has now been a month and half since I worked and a month since me and my wife separated. I just can't seem to find happiness in life because I am still jobless and I am still single even though I have been on so many dating websites and apps. It seems all I am getting is offers for yiff even though my profiles say not looking for that. As for the job I am applying everyday to anything I can do and still nobody is calling me for jobs or interviews.

Right now I am feeling so broken inside as a person and I keep thinking to myself does anyone even care for me and am I even loved anymore. I feel like I could die tommorow and no one would ever miss me because it seems people who I thought were my friends in this fandom don't care.

I have posted comments on both twitter and facebook about how I have been feeling and no one seems to care even though one of post i brought up ending my life. So this is why I feel no one in this fandom actually cares about me because I am just some lonesome old coon and not some popufur.

I also feel this way about friends out of fandom as well. I feel like I am loosing all hope in this world that I will ever find happiness or love in it and no one would care if i just up and vanished from this life.

Well Its my b-day tomorrow turning 41 geez I am so old

Well I have been looking back at my life this year and I have come to the realization that I have done nothing with it and totally failed in it. I finished high school with plans to do something with my life like joining the armed forces or becoming an actor but it seems I have failed at that because I lost the drive in life and became totally lazy. I am now 40 years old and it seems I have wasted the life given to me and have never succeeded of have anything to be proud of in it. I am at a dead end job that I hate with a Passion,

I am totally in dept of almost 25,000 and I have nothing to show for it in life, I rent a house don;t own it, I am paying monthly for a car and I am just depressed and unhappy all the time. To top things off I feel trapped in life like nothing ever seems to go right for me. I am married but I am not sure I want to be with a woman for the rest of my life because of how i feel inside sexually and wanting to be with a man more. I just feel inside I have totally failed the life given to me and that their is nothing for me in this life anymore to even pursue or to be proud of in life.

I guess I am just at a crossroad in my life where i am not even sure if it is worth going on anymore in life and if this is what I am destined to be and have to live with it till the day I die which is something I am also scared of in life as well. Death freaks me out very much and i know its part of life but i don't want to face it.


Well sorry for the vent but I just needed to get this out if anyone care or is listening

Well Lately My depression has been coming back even with being on pills for it. I have had a lot happen in the past couple of weeks in my life and making a lot of mistakes. I starting to wonder if I made the right choice in my life because I have not been happy a lot lately and I am trying to cheer up but it feels like I just can;t get ahead in life and I keep making the wrong choices.


I am hurting people around me I care about because my mind is not all there and upsetting them,I make mistakes at work that are getting me close to being fired. I just feel so lost in life right now and also wondering if people would actually care if I fell of the face of the world and just disappeared.

I am at my wits end with life and beginning to want to just run away from it all and not care anymore about others or myself anymore but that's not who I am as a person and I am trying to fight it but it seem like a loosing battle inside me and I am going to loose.

*curls up in a ball under the rock and stays there* maybe I will just finally give up and let the darkness in and take me over

OK ask away anything goes

OK ask away anything goes

Well since i turned 40 back in December I have been looking though my past choices and I start to think did i make the right ones that led me to where I am today and sometimes i don't think i did in life.

I drove by the place I grew up in and the house has changed so much and everything around it has too and made me sad and depressed because back then was the happiest time of my life.

I look at the career choices I made and I so went in the wrong direction and made the wrong choices because it led me to a dead end job in a call center I hate so much.I also look at all the financial mistakes i made in life and well that def was a bad one too, i am now 40 and I do not own a house and i am 30,000 in debt between my car and credit cards.

I am just feeling so lost in life as a person and I sometimes wonder is it even worth going on anymore and would anyone even care if I did just give up on life and everyone around me because I am feeling very unwanted and not loved lately and feel like I will never be happy in life ever again.

So here is my adv for everyone in life, try not to be the nice sweet person because you will always end up getting your heart ripped out by the people close to you and stomped on and hurt and have your heart broken.You can put yourself out there for everyone and bend over backwards to help them and be there for them but in the end you will always be hurt by the people you hold close to you. So there is my life lesson for everyone

OK ask away anything goes

Ask away anything goes

You know I have been doing alot of thinking these past couple of weeks with being off on vacation and sick and I am starting to even wonder if people would actually care if i lived or died. I am just getting this feeling in my heart that I don;t matter to people in life and if anything ever happened to me they wouldn;t care at all. I just feel that people I thought i was close to don;t seem to care about my life and what happens in it and even though i open my heart to others and care about thier happiness mine just does not matter anymore. I have had thoughts about just ending it all because I can;t see what there is to live for in my life anymore, I feel i have reached the end and will never be happy in life and that no one actually loves or cares for me anymore and that maybe they would be better off without me in their lives. I guess i have felt like this for a while and that maybe i am not needed anymore to anyone in life and its time to just say fuck it and stop caring about my life and being loved.

Well Got yo con thursday about only good day because after that I spent over half the con in bed with the flu i got from wife and missed out on alot of stuff and seeing friends:(. Then I get home on Monday and had to drive my wife to the hospital because her flu got really bad and now she been stuck there since monday with pneumonia and no idea when she coming home. So much for having relaxing vacation time off

Have not done for a while ask away anything goes

Stole from  electrofox

Q: Where are you staying?
A: The Sheraton hotel (main hotel)

Q: Who will you be traveling with?
A:  kraton:, wolfpup212

Q: When will you be arriving and leaving?
A: Thursday Morning and Leaving Monday morning

Q: Who will you be rooming with?
A:  kraton, wolfpup212, cayde-otter

Q: Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
A: Just around and visting friends

Q: What/where will you be eating?
A: Hmm... any place where the food is good XD

Q: Will you be having a room party?
A: UM def Not i am quiet coon

Q: Will you be drinking and/or getting drunk?
A: Nope

PERSONAL STUFF:

Q: What is your gender?
A: Male

Q: How tall are you?
A: 5'11"

Q: If I approach you, will you chat with me?
A: Sure, I enjoy meeting new people ^_^

Q: If I see you, how should I get your attention?
A: Just yell Yo coon

Q: How many furry conventions have you attended?
A: about 10

Q: Do you own a fursuit?
A: Um no:(

PERMISSIONS:

Q: Can I hug or snuggle with you?
A: Um yes I am a liek a big teddy bear love hugs and cuddles

Q: How can I find you?
A: Just look for a big coon tail can't miss it and or a red fox lol

Q: Can I buy you drinks?
A: Sure Pop or water

Q: Can I look in your sketchbook?
A: don;t have one

Q: Can I take your picture?
A: Sure of course
MISCELLANEOUS:

Q: Do you do do free art, trades, commissions, badges?
A: Do stick figures count?

Q: Do you have a table in the Artist Alley /
A: Def not

Q: Do you plan to volunteer?
A: I will if I'm asked to help out ^^

Q: What's your goal for the con this year?
A: I want to have as much fun as i can and spend alot fo times with friends and get cuddles and hugs

Well Today is my B-day and I just turned 40 and I am starting to wonder where my life has gone and where I am today in life. It feels like I have never accomplished anything in life. I am 40 and working a dead end job I hate and I look back on my life and all the stupid choices i made and realized I am a failure in life and will never amount to anything. I just feel i never pushed myself to do anything in life and now that I am 40 it just passed me by and that this is it and will always be this way.

Ask away anything goes

Well I broke down and added it if anyone wants to add me to chat i am Eoathian

OK ask away anything goes

Borrowed from  77chaos77

A- Age:
40

B- Biggest fear:
Death

C- Cold weather or Warm weather?:
Warm hate the cold

D- Drink you last had:
Coke

E- Extraterrestrials (Aliens), are they real?
Yes of course

F- First thing you do when you woke up:
Make Lunch then Shower

G- Ghosts, are they real?:
I think so

H- How tall are you?:
6 Feet

I- In love with someone:
Yes

J- Jealous of someone (Just answer Yes or No):
Yes

K- Killed Someone?:
Um no

L- Last time you cried?:
been a while

M- Music genre you hate the most:
Rap

N- Newest acquisition:
my laptop

O- One Wish:
To never be alone and be loved and live a long happy life,also to never have to work again

P- Pie, which flavor you like the most?:
Lemon merange

Q- Question you usually ask:
"How are you today?"

R- Reason to smile:
Not sure anymore but I try to

S- Song you like the most:
Shes Country-Jason Aldean

T- Time you wake up:
6:40

U- Underwear Color:
Black

V- VideoGame you like the most:
Minecraft and guild wars 2

W- Worst Habit:
Biting my nails

X- X-Rays you've had:
about 6 or more

Y- Your favorite food:
Steak

Z- Zodiac Sign:
Capricorn

You know I have just been tired Lately of opening my heart to people in my life and being nice and Kind to them and have them turn around and ignore me or stomp on my heart. I am getting to the point in life where I just Don;t want to help and be kind to anyone anymore for the fear oif being hurt. I was brought up to always be nice and Kidn to others and thats why I am the way I am. Bu ti guess times have changed and I shouldn't expect much from people because it seems that they only care about themselves and how they feel even when someone offers to help them and be there for them. I guess its time for this coon to close up his heart to others for now:(

OK ask away , anything goes

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