Sorryto say I'm having technical difficulties with my laptop, and idk when I"ll be back on, but I"m sure I won't be missed so ttfn

I lurve you all~

BUT FUCK IT

you know what? SHUT UP! you know who you are, you and your PET are getting on my nerves... for the past 2 WEEKS I've been hearing, how much you miss me, or want me back, or how you've gotten even MORE depressed. ok I"m done! if you want me to break up It's NOT gunna happen, and if I do I will make SURE I will not be with anyone again for a LONG time. I didn't want to be the drama queen, I did NOT want to do this but I HOPE you know I am NOT HAPPY with what you're doing to me. I'm SORRy ok? I'M F***ING SORRY FOR EVERYTHING!!!! every "false hope" every emotion, and you're heart that I apparently ripped from your chest. there are SO MANY THINGS I could say on here that I won't but for 1: LAY OFF, if you think you're going off the deep end, or going into the dark corner, GO TO A THERAPIST! it's there JOB to help you feel better about yourself and to get over things you need to let go of. also there is someone that lives a mile or less form you GO TALK TO HIM, start to like him more, be better friends or something! and 2: TELL YOUR PET TO LEAVE ME ALONE... because of him, I don't think I can talk to you OR him about anything personal because you'll tell eachother. because "you have the right to know" ok?

I'M sorry for ranting but here is two WEEKS of stress RIGHT HERE for you, so if you wanna know why i've been acting weirder then normal you now know why

My pal needs help! :< needs commissions so if you could Please check his page out?~

sketches and chibi's

$5 chibi
$10 sketches


All in pencil

with a new laptop

SO I'm using my little bro's desktop for this journal... i'd when I'll be able to do anything... well I guess when I get a new laptop.... I'm sorry :< I"ll miss you all

so... why not here?... i have one thing to ask...

"what would you do... if I died...?"

would you morn and cry for me? woud you wonder why? would you just not care?... or... would youwish it was you that watched the life leave my eyes?...

i know it`s a bit extream... but i know at least there will be at least one person in each catagory...

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on a seperate note... sorry guily, orion, marty for removing you as masters... but i do not think or feel anyless of you...

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2964659/

Wooo! let's go!

My new and First webcomic!!! you can find it > http://www.inthesnow.smackjeeves.com/ Here!

people to give thanks:

Ryu: For being my closest frined, and the best big brother I could have ever hoped to meet

Shyshy: for being a fun, amazing mom~ Always found a way to cheer me up, weither it was your own pain or funny jokes!

Isaac: Thank you for being a great person, being there when I needed you most. It was a surprise meeting you, I hope that I never loose you

Nate: I know we don't talk much.... BUT! thank you for everything... illistrating in your books, and being a great friend, I hope to tlak to you again soon!



Dragonfire: Heh, you're an amazing dad, fun to talk to, and a fun guy to spend time with. you're really sweet you know



Daikitsune: Thank you for loving me as long as you did... I'm sorry for breaking your heart, and more then likly severing the bond we had forever... but you taught me love is stronger then anything. IT can make wonderfull come-backs, Thank you foxy, I love you



Fang: Thank you for being so wonderful, I'm so happy I can still tlak to you. I miss you and I really do hope things smooth out quick for you. I love you, take care

Marty: Sorry I don't talk to you much... I dunno, I'm sure there is loads to talk about I'm just terrible at conversations. But thank you for being a sweet master

John(wolf): I dunno where to start... you're a great master and friend, I'm happy that you became my master, I'm happy that you're so sweet and playful.

Darklion: You like to go AFK don't you? heh or you're a busy kitty~ but Darky that you for being my first master, and the one I've had the longest and I hope I will always keep. you're an amazing guy, with a heart of gold~ I'm glad to have met you and I am so happy for you and your mate!

Salerio: You're so fun! I feel like a pup when I get to tlak and mess around wiht you! I swear out of most people, you make me smile the most! Thank you!~

Gilly: You're so sweet, it nearly makes my tooth hurt, heh, out of people I've /just/ met... you are the first to huged me on the spot. Heh, right then I felt welcomed, and I had a blast, Now I love meeting new people and I'm not scared to do so!

Strvyk, Kotta, Norian: You three.... you three get one message! because I have the same thing to tell you guys. Thank you from the bottom of my heart and being.... for being my friends.... I don't apretiate you guys as much as I should.... and... I know I tend to be a furvert around you guys talking a bout yiff and random shizzzzzzzz, but that's mostly because I dunno what else to talk about... sooo yup.. that's it...

Long live the Alices
♠ ♦ ♣ ♥



Draka:.... I dunno I felt like saving you for last... But Thank you for giving my heart some place to call home... I"m a little lost and confused on what I should do... a broken heart stays broken... But... my kitty dragon~ I love you so much... Thank you, you have made my world. and I know there are somethings we need to work out, but what couple doesn't? heh, I love you draka, Happy thanksgiving

I need a portfolio.... of artz.... BUT it can't just be furry arts!!!! D= I need ideaz ppl, threw anything out, also say HOW I should do it, pastels, pencil, chalk, ANYTHING! I want to get some good work...


the only reason I draw furry art is b/c no one asks me for anything different! like in pottery I'm doing bowls and stuff b/c that's wut my teach is ASKING FOR!!! HALP MEH!!!

BUMP!

Yes: two bros

Yes: bro and sis

Yes: two sisters

NO

01: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6585531/

or

02: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6585539/



I need a name plz~ so pick one and name it?~

theme is Dark and/ or Ice

Check out 's journal!!!!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2749803/

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Horse char update:

Yup I got at least 3 ppl and the Character will be...

Cider
Orientation: Bi, male pref
Sex: Male
Spieces: Zebra
height: 6'4''
weight: 225lbs
build: Muscular

Should I make a horse character?

Yes:
male/female?
gay/straight?
NAME?!?!
breed/spieces?


or



NO

click: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/632.....che=1314659015

Okay, Guy's and guys that are watching me, I want ANY ideas, Eon is DESPRATLY needing a haircut. Soooooooo a piture or description of wut it should be is all I need =) I'll be putting my own twist to it, so expect a new NEW ref

Foolw this journal on DA too!!!! : http://twins-of-heart.deviantart.co.....rnal/43668429/

Well school is starting up and I will still take requests and such but I will not say when I expect them to be done etc.etc.

Requests: Closed
1:
2:
3:

art trades: Open
1:
2:

commisions: CLOSED





I will draw pinups, comics, refs, etc.
in Pencil (sketch), pen, and color (pencil and color or pen and color)

Requests, gifts, and art trades are open, just shoot me an note or comment saying you'd like something and I'll get right to it!


Also I've just lost my glasses in the lake south of where I live an I know I'll never see them again, and I'm not gunna wear my old one b/c I like the feeling of no glasses. SO I'll shoot for contacts as soon as I can! :D

So I'm semi-blind, I"m nearsited thankfully and can still draw but everything beyond that is out of focus. Sooooo ya :P

Wut's your fursona and why? ^ ^

I'll go first!!!! >:D

I"m a Fusky, a fox and Husky mix. Um... I guess because I'm shy, I'm rather quick, and I can be yiffy when I wanna be. But I guess I"m also Cute... heh ^ ^;;; I say I guess b/c I dun reallytalk about myself.

Not By ME!! >:O By this awesome guy right.....




...... Here!: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2583736/

so this hournal will tell me who reads it, and cares enough to reply, I"m still alive and alone and depressed /AGIAN/... but tomorrow will come and I"ll be fine, just watch so.... yeah w/e

dat ish all