So I am finally back from my 2 weeks of insaneness, i need a new liver! Possibly a new job too!

AC was a blast thanks to everyone for making it so, especially to  specdawoof <3

after AC was my birthday party/s and insane stuff at the beach, and blowing shit up.

I called up my work and supposedly my vacation days got messed up so im now suspended for the rest of the week :P So if anyone wants to do something lemme know, or note me for contact info. I'll be poor, but I always got my friends and my lovewolf

Sooo...yep we gunna blow some shit up tonight, and uh...its gunna be amazing ;D

So i was driving all day yesterday on the way home from AC so i never got a chance to let people know i turned 19 yesterday, woot :D

really cool

from what i remember

:p

sleep time

Arrival and Departure:
Thursday morning some time and leaving sunday night probably

Staying at:
My old roommates friends house about 30 blocks from the con so you know...if wanna offer some free crash space one of the nights for me and  specdawoof that would be prety cool :D

Mode of Transportation:
VAN!  onai's huge van of awesomeness and  specdawoof's mustang

Room Share:
a shit ton of people :p

Major Plans at the Con:
Romping around with  specdawoof w/ his new suit by  noblewolf and most likely hanging out with him and his mate  proxywolf

Who Will I be with:
 wolfinthewalls  specdawoof  jyno  onai  shadee

Fursuit(s):
i might partial specs old suit not sure tho

Attending Parties:
most likely end up at one

How best to find me:
look for  specdawoof's new suit and you will most likely see me

Stage Performance:
if im feeling ambitious, lol no

Drink:
yes

Smoke:
depends

Hugs:
LOTS!

Talk:
alot

Art:
i can attempt

Do you do trades?
trades hummm nah

What is your gender?
awesome

How old are you?
500

Can I touch you?
do et!

Can I buy you lots of drinks?
yeah!

Can I give you lots of money?
yah

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
sure

How tall are you?
6' 2" aprox

You look pissed off out of suit can I come up to you?
sure just be carful

Are you nice?
very

Are you cliquey?
not really at all

Can I stalk you?
do et, see how long you can do it with out me noticing

Do you like parties?
hell yeah

If i see you, how should i get your attention?
lol what ever you feel necessary

Are you fursuiting?
maybe

Can I ask ya to dance with me during the dances?
forsure!

Can I buy breakfast, lunch, or dinner sometime?
yesss


Can I take a picture of ya?
YUPERS

Can I Steal ya away for *censored*?
:p if you can make your way through the masses and dodge the stick of doom

Would ya like to get a commission done of ya?
Yep!

Wanna cuddle at the con?
lol lemme know ahead of time and we can arrange something! but yes!

You like Shiney's?
OMGYES

During the Fursuit Games what team ya being on?
i wont be

Wanna play some Xbox games?
Maybe! :D

What What......
in the butt of a fox

Wanna take a photo of me too if I'm suiting?
sure

Going tomorrow with the furries :p see you there?

LIFE UPDATE TIME!!!

Sooooo...

Nakamacon was a success!

WOOT

Just after NC I moved to Milwaukee WI! This is officially my moving on with life! Soon i will be completing the application for UW Milwaukee.

I am living with an awesome squirrel  impeccasquirrel

If your in milwaukee and you want to hang out send me something!

1. (x) Have you ever howled at the moon?
2. (x) Have you ever barked at someone?
3. (x) Have you ever found yourself drawing or scribbling furry art when you're supposed to be doing something else?
4. (x) Have you ever worn an animal costume or tail as a child and pretended to be an animal?
5. (x ) Have you ever eaten out of a dog bowl? (as a kid)
6. (x) Have you been to at least one furry con?
7. (x) Do you like to look at furry porn all the time?
8. (x) Do you RP or play second life as a furry character?
9. (x) Do you own a fursuit or at least a tail?
10. (x) Do you know what all these words mean or have used them at least once?
11. () Do you have at least 5 videos of you acting or doing something furry on youtube?
12. (x ) Has your fursona/character been drawn in a furry porn type manner?
13. (x) Are you well known in the furry fandom?
14. (x) Do you dream furry while you sleep?
15. (x) Would you transform into your character/fursona if you were given the chance to live like that for the rest of your life?
16. (x) Have you ever worn a collar? (as a kid) Hell, I wear one as an adult.
17. () Do you own more than 20 art badges of your fursonas or characters?
18. () Have you been to more than 20 furry cons in your lifetime?
19. (x) Do you think that deep down you have the spirit of an animal within you? Okay, before I start sounding like an idiot...I think most of us, if we are honest with ourselves, chose our particular animal for a reason.\
20. (x) Do you enjoy hanging out with other furries?
21. (x) Do you think we should have a furry run for president of the USA? I plan on being the furry that runs for president someday.
22. (x) If you ever became rich would you own a room in your house that was just to display your fursuits or furry art?
23. (x) Is your best friend furry?
24. (x) Do your furry friends call you by your furry name in public?
25. () Have you been in the furry fandom for at least 5 years?

1 to 5 = Furry wannabe.
6 to 10 = Furry newbie.
11 to 15 = Furry.
16 to 20 = Hardened Furry.
21 to 25 = Hardcore Furry.

is confusing....did i do something weird....o.o

http://www.ustream.tv/channel/onaisart im on there and so is an awesome fursuit maker, she will be on all night for the AC rush!

So my life just got a whole lot cooler and less stressful! I finally have my own place with my own room, living with some awesome people in the heart of Milwaukee.

Second is that this month is me and  specdawoof's 6th month! woot this is officially my longest relationship everrr I LOVE YOU WOLF

it was awesome, im tired, i might do a whole info post later on it but right now im just relaxing at home and i gotta be up at 7am tomorrow for moving to my new apartment and mowing 2 lawns

HAHAHAHA for some reason my body decided to wake up at 4:45am

i was talking to  specdawoof till like 2am then i went to bed...now i fell totaly awake :P but i am going back to bed right after i say this


I love you to my master wolfie :)


Those three words write novels


I LOVE YOU

So this is the start of the 5th month of being with my master woofie  specdawoof , and let me tell ya it has changed my life! I never can tell him how much he means to me, even when I get depressed or angry, hes always there and is always ready to help me. He has done so much for me already, not just monetarily but mentally as well.
Not a whole lot of people know how I met him
My very first time meeting him was at MFF 2009, it was my first furry con and it was the last night, i wasn't feeling too good.  RangerTheSkunk introduced me to him and we went up to his room for a bit while he was cooling down out of suit, we talked for about an hour and then I had to leave...we forgot to exchange numbers or names or anything, so I got home and after 2 weeks of suffering with mono i started trying to find out who he was, i looked for almost a whole month till finally i found out his yahoo, after a lot of talking we planed for him to come pick me up. After an awesome weekend of hanging out, cuddling and meeting some new people I got home, a week later I was his puppy, and a happy one at that.

Life went really fast, i got kicked out of my moms house for being gay and now I am trying to pick my self back up, I met him just after being kicked out and god he was a savior, someone that loved me for who i was.

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Spectra Wolf, I love you with all my heart, I want to be with you always, we have our tough times (probably mostly my fault :p) but I have never been so happy, there is nothing in this world that can describe the feeling of love I have towards you.

Your puppy!

(title stolen from random inside joke of noble/proxys)

So its been a while since I wrote a journal two main reasons for this
1. I have been busy as a bee with finding a new job/apartment so I can get the fuck out of my boring city
2. I have friends

now for the journal

So I have been doing a lot of thinking recently as far as what to do with life

What you think i actually figured it out?

HAHAHAHA

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Last weekend I went over to  shadee house and had a hell of a time being wolfs with  jyno in the forest near lake Michigan and getting all messy then more people came over! like  Fidelisdraco and  pjc0304 and his mate  Eagleon we had fun and almost blew our fingers off with random fireworks


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This weekend was awesome too! i spent it with my woofie master  specdawoof and we went to a play that  impeccasquirrel was in HE WAS AWESOME, then we went to the beach and got nice and toasty (throwing up in 3 different places through out Milwaukee is fun!) and then my woofie took me to the Owl City concert at the Rave GOD I love those guys and they are all damn smexy!


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This week I have 32.5 hours of work, so I will only be on at night mostly
Cant wait for Nakamacon in a few weeks, its gunna be a blast! I hope to see a lot of you there, I will be there all 5 days.
After Nakamacon my next con is AC, plans are going for that right now, ill let you know more when that gets closer.

Stolen from  lace

What if?~
● I died:
● I kissed you:
● I fell:
● I lived next door to you:
● I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
● I stole something:
● I was murdered:
● I cried:
● I asked you to marry me:
● I was hospitalized:

~Would you~
● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?
● Keep a secret if i told you one?
● Hold my hand?
● Study with me?
● Cook for me?
● Love me?
● Date me?
● Have sex with me?

~More ~
● When and how did we meet?
● Describe me in three words.
● What was your first impression of me?
● What do you think of me now?
● What reminds you of me?
● Could you see us together forever?
● When's the last time you saw me?
● Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?

and ill give you a hug

I got more hours next week at work then I have been getting, also I now have a every other week lawn mowing job that makes some good extra cash, hopefully i should be able to start saving up for things.

Kinda a good logical thing my good buddy told me: "life costs money. if i have no life then i save money."

SO! I MIGHT take a break for sociality for a while until I can find a better job


If anyone needs anything done like yard work, cleaning, or anything really that I can make money let me know!

shoot me a note or email
epeppin[at]gmail.com

2 - the Helper
Thanks for taking the test !
you chose CX - your Enneagram type is TWO (aka "The Charmer").


"I must help others"


Helpers are warm, concerned, nurturing,

and sensitive to other people's needs.





How to Get Along with Me

• Tell me that you appreciate me. Be specific.

• Share fun times with me.

• Take an interest in my problems, though I will probably try to focus on yours.

• Let me know that I am important and special to you.

• Be gentle if you decide to criticize me.



In Intimate Relationships

• Reassure me that I am interesting to you.

• Reassure me often that you love me.

• Tell me I'm attractive and that you're glad to be seen with me.



What I Like About Being a TWO

• being able to relate easily to people and to make friends

• knowing what people need and being able to make their lives better

• being generous, caring, and warm

• being sensitive to and perceptive about others' feelings

• being enthusiastic and fun-loving, and having a good sense of humor



What's Hard About Being a TWO

• not being able to say no

• having low self-esteem

• feeling drained from overdoing for others

• not doing things I really like to do for myself for fear of being selfish

• criticizing myself for not feeling as loving as I think I should

• being upset that others don't tune in to me as much as I tume in to them

• working so hard to be tactful and considerate that I suppress my real feelings



TWOs as Children Often

• are very sensitive to disapproval and criticism

• try hard to please their parents by being helpful and understanding

• are outwardly compliant

• are popular or try to be popular with other children

• act coy, precocious, or dramatic in order to get attention

• are clowns and jokers (the more extroverted TWOs), or quiet and shy (the more introverted TWOs)



TWOs as Parents

• are good listeners, love their children unconditionally, and are warm and encouraging (or suffer guilt if they aren't)

• are often playful with their children

• wonder: "Am I doing it right?" "Am I giving enough?" "Have I caused irreparable damage?"

• can become fiercely protective

*talking to  specdawoof on the phone*
"One sec hun"
*searches around*
"Where the FUCK is my phone!"
pause
pause
"GOD DAMN IT" *facepaws*

DERP
DERP
FACE
DERP

from his journal!


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THANKS!

Tuesday-Thursday: Got packed up for FCN, was picked up from my apartment and dragged of to  specdawoof's house and we got ready for the next few days.
Friday: We woke up at 12am got all stuff to car and ready to go took off from Waukesha at 1am. Next stop picked up  drakonicknight and continued onward! Next stop was  edmon's house it was about 4am, after about a half an hour trying to wake his ass up we took off for Novi, MI, finaly got there at about 9:30am or so, our room was already ready so we brought everything up and set up for the weekend, (also found our other roommate  atsf4620 ) ill post pics laters of that room. We chilled in the room for a long time, eventualy  noblewolf and  proxywolf showed up at our door, we chilled in our room for a good while. Started parting around 3pm,  specdawoof jumped into suit and we went down to the dance, which was lame that night. from this point on my memories get slightly fuzzy, but I know we had a TON of people show up at our room party after the dance and we ended up getting shut down at 12:30 am XD

Saturday: Woke up feeling only slightly sore, found out we added one more roommate to our room  shadee , went and explored the con for a bit,  specdawoof got me a badge from  SandySchreiber and I LOVE IT! waiting for her permission and I am going to repost it. I helped spot for  edmon and  specdawoof for a while, met some more people. Then fursuit parade, good to see you guys in suit! Had some really cool ones this year. My favorites included  arinmal's suit  rappyraptor 's suit and of course  specdawoof's also  eddyfdemocross's suit debuted at this con. Another room party that night that was even bigger but didnt get shut down! we had over 100 different people show up at this party through out the night!

Sunday: Not a whole lot too interesting happned durring the day, but we did get together with  noblewolf and  proxywolf and have a hell of a time that night!

Monday: Gross day of driving and such :p



Good to meet you all! I will be finding pictures and posting them.

ALSO: Proxy and Noble got in a car accident on the way home, they are ok but they are now out a car, do what you can to help em!

Leaving it a coupple mins here for  specdawoof 's house getting ready for the next two days and then on friday morning at like 2 or 3am we are leaving for FCN!

wont be online till monday probably unless i find a random computer to use cuz im not risking bringing my lappy

If your gunna be there come find me

WOOF WOOF!

FCN 6 days mother fuckers!

so ive almost totally lost tract of people who want to meet me, unless i talk to you on a regular basis, so if you want to find me while i am at the con ill be hanging on  specdawoof pretty much the whole time! lol

IM DONE WITH THESE CRAZY ASS PEOPLE!!!!!











































oh! AND

APRIL FOOLS