I'm sorry for not being active lately. Yeah, I posted a few pics lately, but I just haven't been feeling too motivated other than that.

Reason being, I've been feeling both sick and depressed lately. I've been coughing a lot and I've spent most of my time in bed. Also I've been feeling like crap lately and I've been feeling like nobody wants or needs me. I feel like a screwup and I honestly feel like everyone deserves better than me.

All of this has kept me from doing anything. They've kept me from caring about my FA page. But I just want you to know that if I were to leave FA entirely, I would let you all know. I would never just leave without warning.
Keep in mind that my departure is not likely. I still love this site and I've met great people on it. I like sharing my art.
But if a time comes where I need to leave for my mental health, I will give you all warning ahead of time.

Again, I am most likely staying here.

Remember, anytime I disable my account, I WILL be back.

Opening commissions real soon, once I get my PayPal set up! :3

I want to try drawing macro soon. I never gave it a shot, but its something I can see myself drawing. Im gonna give it a shot sometime really soon ;3

sorry i had to disable again cuz of people using my computer lol

dont be rude to people who are trying to help you. enough said.

Say goodbye to my butt art. I'm sorry :/

Haha guess what

Once again deleting all butt art. Enjoy it while you still can because I'll be deleting it tomorrow.

I've been thinking about this for quite a while now actually. I don't wanna draw butts anymore because in my opinion that counts as NSFW. I'm sorry guys but I need to delete them.

While the announcement isn't up yet on my YT page, I will be hosting a collab REAL SOON! The source material to edit could be found here:
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....LL_EPISODE.mp4

If you wanna join, send me a note! When the announcement is up on YouTube, I'll make another journal. The YT announcement will have the rules. DO NOT START EDITING NOW! If you plan on joining, let me know in notes. Send me your YouTube account in notes and I'll sign you up!

SNOOP DOGG HAS HIS OWN KIDS CARTOON NOW LOL

boobs

It's 7 o'clock on the dot, where's Usher?

I GOT MY DRIVERS LICENSE!!

Dear Santa Claus, I'm Billy Brown.
Here's a list I jotted down.
I want a giraffe and a duck and a whale,
A cow and a pig with a 7-foot tail.
A tiger that roars and a leopard with spots,
A barrel of monkeys, a pony who trots.
I want a baboon and a dog that'll bark,
A walrus, a herring, a hog and a shark.

and i feel like its gonna suck.

I just got a warning (1st level offence) for my post about equality

I legit didn't do anything wrong. I personally feel like text-only posts should be allowed if it is meant to give a meaningful message. Not everyone is gonna use journals because people wanna make sure that the message can be SEEN.

This is the story of a wild goose chase that lasted hours

My friend got back from her trip to Universal Studios and told me about all the cool new stuff they have over there. I remembered my visit to the park when I was around 6-7 years old. I remembered going on the Jimmy Neutron ride at Nicktoons Studios and I remembered this little animation they played starring Spongebob. I didn't remember much, all I could remember was that he was standing in front of his Pineapple and after a little bit of dialogue, he was being chased by the Alaskan bull worm.
This sent me down a rabbit hole. I have recently discovered my interest in lost media, so I figured I would search all over the internet for it.
I eventually found out it technically couldn't be considered lost media, because a few minutes into the search I found a wiki page. It gave the details about the animation and no clips.
The site says "After the clip, SpongeBob thanks the viewers for joining them, and before he can finish his line ('and we hope you enjoy your-'), SpongeBob then screams as he gets chased by the Alaskan Bull Worm. After that, the bubble transition cuts to the text fading in, saying 'SpongeBob SquarePants DVDs and Videos are available at the Nickstuff store.'"

After reading this, I knew my memory was correct. I had already made an announcement to my Discord server, asking the other members if they remember the same thing.

Yesterday, 6:57PM:
"@everyone IM SORRY FOR THE PING BUT IM TRYING TO REMEMBER SOMETHING.
ANYONE who has been to Universal Studios, do you remember this one screen they had set up with cartoon characters welcoming you to the park?
I could swear that there was this one with Spongebob and after a while he was being chased by the Alaskan bull worm. I DONT remember how it went exactly, this is all I could remember.
Does anyone else have the same memory? I wanna see if Im not alone"

About 10 minutes later, I got a thumbs-up reaction. I checked to see who put that reaction up, so I then went to DM them. I asked if they remember the same thing and they said yes. This had me very excited because I know this short animation exists SOMEWHERE. After hours of searching, I struck gold.

I couldn't believe my eyes. I found the Spongebob short I had previously described by memory alone.

Yesterday, 10:07PM:
"@everyone I FOUND IT! I DID IT! IM SO HAPPY"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7uk.....4DA2CAB69DDAA9

I turn 19 on the 25th ;w;

when im BLACK you have yet to meet me
when im RED i let you cheat me
when im BLACK AND RED you have yet to beat me
when im BLUE you've proven you can defeat me
what am i?

If you ever hear a sad song that makes you cry, just remember what my friend said:

"o girl don't worry it's just wiggly air or a bunch of 1s and 0s"

why did shawn mendes fall off a roller coaster



because there was nothing holding him back







ok im sorry i'll go