My boy Pete Carter. AKA GhoulMaster. Taking the bounds of horror, acceptance and sexuality and pushing them to new levels. Let his prescience be known. Ghoulmaster is coming...

Please share this if you love it. His world is unknown to the normal fur and folk. But I assure you, once in it, you'll never be the same.

https://youtu.be/czFzCM-nwjs

I have been pulling my hairs out all day trying to find a artist who is open to do a simple equine fur suit head without kicking my wallet too sharply in its groin. My fursona is simple: White horse head, gray nose, lightgray or silver mane, purple eyes. That's not much to ask, right?-Right?! Can anyone help me?
This pony is losing her mind!!
<3 Epsi

I love Anubis. To find out they are trying to make a 180 page book featuring Anubis in different art and erotica is AWESOME. Back these furs UP! I know I am!


https://www.kickstarter.com/project.....sire-anthology

My heart basks in your glow
Under your shadow that those stage lights create.
Our paths crossed, our footprints aligned,
You may call it coincidence, I call it fate.

For you gave my soul a lover
That lead it to bear a family I call ours.
I awaited so long to to have such a grace,
But it was worth every lonely minute.

Yet just as quickly as fate found my missing piece,
I find our paths slowly breaking apart.
And I once again I lay here dazed like how I was at the start...

Of my heart basking in your glow
That those now distant stage lights create.

I am excited to say that I have a spontaneous California trip in the works scheduled for May. I have enough to get there and back via plane, and that's it right now. I support myself, my home and my boyfriend who can't come with me so my funds are pennies and a few wrinkled dollars in a jar.

I am going with a few now close friends and ''family'' to see an idol and a friend of mine perform in Hollywood. NOTHING IS STOPPING ME FROM GOING. I will get there and back even for a day!

Please; my pieces are not expensive. Any amount helps. Thank you!
Please note me here or my FB EpsiEnchantments for details!!

<3 Epsi

http://www.gofundme.com/bkzaf8

All of the details are in my link, but to make it short, there is a carousel convention coming up soon. I am a member of the NCA and their prime goal is preservation of these wooden ponies. I would love to go with them to the convention and even help preserve the carousel in my area!

ANY amount helps!

PLEASE SHARE!!!

<3 Epsi

So I have made many items, and yet most are not even desired.

I am willing to go down on price on some of my items, if only they sell!
PLEASE!! I need money for a very special tattoo I'm getting in honor of finding my horse. All proceds are going to this, it means the world to me!

Here's a list of my items!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12159348/
Golden Waves: Was $22, now $18!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13023487/
Oriental Garden: This one for sale, $14, and commission welcome!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13053662/
Peacock Paradise: Was $30, now $25!
SOLD

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13172263/
Rainbow Trinity Necklace! Beautifully simple for $9!
SOLD BUT I can commission this, just not with black ball chain (have different silver chains!)

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12610526/
Celtic Headdress: The one shown I'm selling for $20 AND taking commissions!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13450835/
Ammo Bracelet: $10!

THESE ALL INCLUDE SHIPPING PRICES!

I am taking commissions as well. Please help me with my goal! SHARE AWAY!

<3 Epsi

I am seeking a good artist who can draw my Equine and me in terms of erotic art.

I don't want it off-the-wall and really skanky, it's more spiritual yet has that sensual appeal.

I am willing to pay $30 OR have a trade.

Please message me and I will be happy to find someone who can do this very special commission!

Note: I am looking for more than just one piece of art! So multiple people can message me :)

<3 Epsi

Hello and thank you for reading this journal! I have finally begun to open up my little side business, called Epsi Enchantments!
Specializing in Chain Maille and Jewelry!

My most passionate hobby is making pieces of wearable and useable art that is beautiful as the person I create it for. I don't just make jewelry- I create my designs by an idea and personality of the individual I make it for. Every piece is one-of a kind and will rarely be duplicated!

Contact me At:
Furaffinity.net/Epsilon_Pegasus
https://www.etsy.com/people/EpsiEnchantments
EpsiEnchantmets[at]Gmail.com
LIKE me on Facebook!

Here is a list of things in progress and things I have made:
Chain Maille
Dice bags
USB drive holders
Byzantine bracelets and chains
Square knot bracelets and chains
Dragons (in process of mastering!)
Wall hanging
Earrings,
Necklaces

Jewelry
Gemstone carving/pendent making
Bracelets
Chains
Earrings
Necklaces
Wire rings

Clay Work
Mini sculptures
Clay pendents

Wood Work
Carved pendents and trinkets

I am very proud to say that I have just taken a large amount of chain maille commissions! They are small but awesome and profitable items; so I'm starting up my jewel crafting business! From carving gemstones to chain maille dice bags, I look forward to my inspirational adventure!

My business card and website links will be up soon!

Love, Epsilon

Hello people who actually subscribe to me/ pay attention to the random journals I post! I am seeking free/ cheap artwork of my fursona. I crave more of it due to some spiritual enlightenment I have been going through. I was wondering if anyone can make something of me in their spare time for free or for a buck or two (or three, or four...) I'd appreciate it and perhaps I'd do like, a gratitude artwork of some kind for any who does something nice for me ^^ I need inspiration anyway!

With Love,
Epsi

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3358086/

Look at the journal!
Who knows? You or I could be lucky :3

I'm in such a jam. I'm overloaded with schoolwork and work in general..and I finally sit down on my tablet to draw and what ya know it, my SAI trial expires.

I didn't think this far ahead; but now I don't even know how much, where to get it, how to pay for it and what to do to obtain it.

I NEED HELP AND INFO >.< I have so many ideas and I love this software :(

Shiekra and I have broke up. It was a mutual thing...He needs to get his life in order and says he can't take care of me if he can't take care of himself. He's probably moving to PA...He's gonna try and come back to me on a promise, but I guess I have no choice but to take it one day at a time.

We still talk, still friends, still close as we can be, and we are still trying to plan a vacation with my friend and father.

I just wish it didn't take this extreme amount of effort for him to make a change in his life...I have hope, but idk how much hope I will have. Been hanging by a thread ever since the engagement was called off, but I can't be left hanging for two years awaiting a home and marriage on an empty left hand.

I pray all goes well

This is a story of a friend and I. What did was sent him a picture that I found on Google and a story to go with it. The story resembles us. And the picture is Link and Epona.

There he was. Sword in one hand, a strong shield in the other; ready to take on the world. He didn't like it- the hand that was dealt to him. His world was filled with demons and shadows that sought to devour his dreams and all the good that was inside him. But there he stood; ready to take on every challenge, every obstacle no matter what happened to his heart. His intention was brave and noble; his stature fearless in every face of danger.
But one day, that all changed.
After an intense battle to save a girl from the clutches of a demonic spirit, the girl thanked the boy in the green tunic with a sweet kiss. He smiled, thinking nothing of it...until she turned and ran into the distance-right into the arms of her love; exchanging embraces and their own dance of kisses. It was a gesture of true love...that's what tore into his heart. That's what changed his entire world and made his heart yearn for more than the heroic life that he lived in.
Placing his sword back into his worn leather sheath, he walked off; trying so hard to keep his head high and proud as he let the couple indulge one another's arms. It was hard for him to keep his stature tall as his heart sank with every footstep as he grew further and further away from the life source surrounding the happy pair. He soon sighed it off; knowing that a heroes life was a lonely life. But no sooner had he brushed off the feeling of forgotness that the seemingly harmless cloud over the filed of Hyrule suddenly let loose with a downpour of droplets. He stopped in his tracks; lifting his head up in a state of stress to seek out shelter from the shower. Sure, just his luck. Stuck in a field with no cover or willows to hide under. He raised his arm up to shelter his eyes and stared straight ahead, He saw the only close shelter that he could manage to run to: the farmhouse. It was a run, but he needed to get out of the cold waterfall
draining from the clouds. He took a deep breath and ran for the entrance.
Using his shield to cover most of his head and torso, he ran into the wooden door. He pulled at the slippery handle- locked, He turned each way; finding a broken notch on the left side of the fence. He closed his eyes and ran for it; jumping clear over it without a stumble-getting his boots covered in mud. That didn't stop him as he gritted his teeth, eyes half opened and ran onto the path of another building. He saw that the door was opened slightly. He barged through; squeezing himself between the crack of the sliding door and into the dry shelter. He slumped onto the cold ground and let out a sigh of relief as he began to breathe back to normal. He then opened his eyes.
He was in the barn of the farmhouse. It had a cozy feel to it. Stacks of hay lined the corners, riding equipment dotted the walls and tools laid on tables and racks. a soft glow of white light came from the center of the stables roof. He got himself out and wrung out his tunic; plucking the dampness from his skin. He breathed in the scent of alfalfa as he wandered into the what seemed to be abandoned stalls. But as he turned the corner, something bellowed. Instinctively he drew his sword and became alert; seeking out the source of the noise.He walked slowly down to the end of the hallway and lifted his sword. The noise came back, but it was much louder. He held the sword to his head, turning the corner and just as he was going to bring the sword heavily down on the creature that stirred- he stopped dead in his tracks.
It was a mare. Fire-red in body and heavy in muscle. Her white mane caressing her neck as he ribcage heaved raspy breaths. Her hoofs were curled up into her belly, her black and white tail laying across her flanks.But what awed him the most was her eyes. They seemed to be filled with pain and stress. tracing his eyes back to her unsteady chest, he looked around. On the side was a large wool blanket. He grabbed it and gently laid it onto her. He sat right next to her neck; petting her gently to calm her. Without saying a word, just gazing into her eyes, he seemed to know that there was something troubling the creature. And somehow, she knew there was something wrong with him. For then the mare placed her soft nose into the palm of his shaking and still damp hand and nickered into it. He let in a deep breath, biting down on his lip as he lost control of all emotions and buried his face into her fire-red fur. He began to cry on her neck; letting go of all his loneliness and pride that was slowly eating him alive. He was just glad that no one except the sick mare saw him weep. For if anyone saw him, he believed his image of a hero would be no more.
******
A rooster crows. He suddenly awakes by the birds rude call. For a spilt moment, he forgets where is is. The stable is bright but still retaining its hominess in the blinding sunlight. He turns to see the place where the mare was. But to his dismay, she is no longer there. Frowning, he sits up and brushes the hay from his pants, his shirt, his hat....Grabbing for his head, he realizes his hat is not on. He searches for it in the circle of where he woke up, but cant seems to find it, He knits his browns and turns around-jumping in the air slightly as the mare stands in front of him; his headgear in between her lips. He took a second to behold her beauty. Strong and stocky yet elegant on her feet. He could not believe that a few hours ago this horse seemed like she was dying. Smiling, he reached out a hand to retain his hat back, As he did, the mare snorted into his open hand; covering it in a mess of snot a saliva. She then dropped the green cloth into his messy hand. Shaking his head, he took it and placed it on his head as the mare seemed to whinny a laugh.
Turning around, he saw the door that he came into last night. He walked up to it and saw that sunshine was seeping through the crack. The storm had receeded and that meant he could leave and go back on the journey to his home. But for some reason, he didn't want to leave that mare behind. there was something about her that made her very special to him. Was it the fact of they shared their pain with one another? Was it because this horse saw him cry when all believe heroes don't? Or was it just the beauty in her eyes that made him so attached to her souls grace?...As he thought, he turned back to see the mare nickering and swishing her tail happily; ears perked as she gazed into his eyes as she walked forward to him. As his eyes were stll upon her, he opened the barn door to walk out-
" IT'S YOU!" bellowed a girls voice. This sudden outburst caused him to bounce back on his heals a bit. This too must have scared the mare to for when the door opened she bolted out and into the open field that laid in front of her.Dazed by the mare running in the field he barely noticed the girl that was still next to him.
"You're the one who saved me from that Shadow Demon yesterday!" He took a good look at her. It was true the girl standing in front of him was the girl that he saved. He nodded; not knowing what else to say since he basically tresspassed into her land. But before she could say anything, she turned and saw the horse galloping happily in circles in front of them.
"my my," she said, "I've never seen Epona so happy...'' She turned to face the man in the green clothes "She lost her whole herd to some Shadow Demons a couple of months ago. She's been getting sick ever since...'' she paused as her eyes seemed fixed on the mare grazing ''We thought she was going to die today.''
He gasped in air so suddenly that he thought the girl might look at him strange; but thankfully the girl was too transfixed on Epona to really care about anything. He stared at her then back to his equine friend, then proceeded to the exit. Just a few steps forward, he heard the mare nicker. He turned to see her staring back with a low head and crooked ears. He just stood to stare at her with amazement. She lost all her barn mates. They all thought she was going to die. And there she was; standing tall as if nothing happened. He walked up to her with shaken legs, reached out a hand and touched her dark muzzle. The mare seemed to enjoy the affection; for then she nudged into his arm. He could not hold it in. The hero walked up to her neck and hugged her tight; sharing a silent exchange of "thank you's" from one to another. He cupped Epona's face in his hands as they gazed into each others eyes for a brief moment before he let her go. Heturned away slowly to see the girl right in front of him again
"Take her.'' He tilted his head slightly to the left "Take her.'' She said again as she placed a hand on his tattered shoulder. " I have not seen her this happy in a long time; even with her barn buddies. She needs that love and companionship back. And with you-" She took his hand and laid it back onto her velvet muzzle that nickered as her eyes closed and her body seemed to be at peace- "I think she'll always have it." He stood frozen in awe. Choked up, he turned to the girl and hugged her tight, then turned to his new friend and love and jumped right on her with no hesistation. She reared a bit in excitement then stormed off in a thunder of clashing hooves to the opened gate as the hero laughed and cried with a lighter heart holding onto the reins of his wild friend as they shared a bond of understanding, trust and love as he cantered into the sunset; ready to take on the world and face every obstacle life had to offer. But this time, Link wasn't alone and never would be again.

This is a song dedicated to a love.

He's Beautiful

Staring at the girls that pass him by
He watches their hips swaying side to side
And as the hallway clears
He tries to walk the way they do.

He hears them gossip about that Friday night
As they giggled about what happened out of sight
And when the crowd leaves
He laughs to himself in the same tone

Looking at the way she walks
Listening to the way she talks
He just wishes he could have her beauty.
Oh, if only he knew how beautiful he is



He's beautiful
Even if he doesn't have whats shes got
It's his heart that matters the most
No matter what he has-Weather or not
He's mine...

He's beautiful....

Walking into the crowded mall
He sees a purple top down the hall
As he stares into the reflection of the glass
He wonders if it looks good on him

Alone in the movie theater he watches a chick-flick
Watching the way that the couple kiss
And his heart turns a little bit
Wondering if he'll find the one.

Looking at the way they dress
Staring at the couple as they caress
He just wishes he could have her beauty.
Oh, if only he knew how beautiful he is

He's beautiful
Even if he doesn't have whats shes got
It's his heart that matters the most
No matter what he has-Weather or not
He's mine...

He's beautiful...
And one day he'll find his love
And I pray to God she takes him
And sees that his beauty
Doesn't lie on just looks alone.

I hope that he finds happiness
No matter how he feels, no matter what his dress
But for now, I'll take his hand
And tell him that I understand

Admiring the way he shines
Hoping hes happy with the love he finds
He just wishes he could have her beauty.
Oh, if only he knew how beautiful he is

He's beautiful
Even if he doesn't have whats shes got
It's his heart that matters the most
No matter what he has-Weather or not
He's mine...

yeah,yeah

He's beautiful Even if he doesn't have whats shes got
It's his heart that matters the most
No matter what he has-Weather or not
He's mine...

He's beautiful...

And as we hold hands
He'll pass by a lace-up gown
And he'll smile with me...
Knowing that we both would look good in it. 

Rose 10/10/2010

I shouldn't even be on here-but I just needed to let everyone know Im alive and well. However, due to my job at Disney, they said they occasionally monitor internet usage. I am not going to chance my short career using the internet I have here. So I will be checking my stuff in other locations when I get the time. I love you all and if you need me, hit up my cell or AIM
<3 Epsi

Greetings!

I haven't posted any of my work for a while. Why you ask? It's because I have been busy creating clay necklaces, sculptures and trinkets. I haven't posted any of them yet because I need to bake them and/or need more wire to create the hanger hooks for the charms. A couple of my ideas up for sale will be:

A Cinnamon roll necklace charm
A cute cupcake charm
A Companion Cube charm
Fursona character charms+necklaces
Cute Musubi earrings
Lucky Charms charm bracelet
A mini orca sculpture
Hamtaro trinket
Panda (from Hamtaro) trinket
A cute bacon necklace charm
Red Velvet cake necklace charm
Cinnamo-Roll Charm
Sad cloud necklace charm


Some of these charms and sculptures are completed, but I won't post the pictures until I feel they are perfect or somewhat so. Some of my charms and trinkets might not be as perfect as I would like them to be (fingerprints, a nick in the clay, bumps, etc) and I will be selling them a bit cheaper than my other more smoother, clean-cut charms. But remember, these less-than-perfect charms will be seldom made and are just as cute and adorable as the ones I call perfect!

Price range will differ depending on difficulty, perfection and materials used. So in a nutshell, around $3-$20. I still need to work on payment plans other than PayPal; but I will take it one step at a time!

So there you are. Pictures will be up shortly as soon as I finish most of my proto-type charms. If you have any ideas, please comment or message me and i will get back to you :)

<3 Epsilon Kazegami

• × • ALL | ABOUT | ME • × •


- Name: Epsilon
- Single or taken: Engaged to a handsome tiger <3
- Sex: Female
- Sign: Zodiac - Libra. Spirit wise - Pegasus
- Hair color: Brown
- Eye color: Light brown
- Height: 5'11''
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight

• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •

- Favorite place to shop for clothes?: Whatever place is cheap and has things that actually fit me nicely!
- Favorite designer?: Wedding dress designer Panini
- What is your sexiest outfit?: My dressy-purple skirt shirt with black jeans and my Pegasus necklace.
- What is your most comfortable outfit?: tank top and jeans
- What do you usually wear?: Whatever I feel like for the day.

• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •

- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Usually Suave
- What are you listening to right now?: Jerry springer...LoL
- Who is the last person that called you?: Someone who I didn't recognize the number.
- How many buddies are online right now?A few...I don't talk to a lot of them so -shrug-


• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •

- Food: I LOVE Sushi!!
- Girls' names: Rose, Chyenne
- Boys' names: Chris..that's my only favorite XD
- Subjects in school: Bio/Forensics
- Animals:Horses, wolves, tigers

• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •


- Given anyone a bath?: No
- Smoked?: Ewww..lung cancer.
- Bungee jumped?: One day .
- Made yourself throw up? No
- Skinny dipped?: I think I have...but I don't remember XD.
- Ever been in love?: Ever so with my future husband <3
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: When I was younger, yes.
- Pictured your crush naked?: Yes...but now he's my love so I have that privledge everday ;)
- Actually seen your crush naked?: LOTS!
- Cried when someone died?: Yes
- Lied: Yes
- Fallen for your best friend?: He was my best friend and even now that we are together he is <3
- Used someone?: I admit...in a way yes.
- Done something you regret?: Yes.

• × • C U R R E N T • × •


- Clothes: Nlue nightgown..NO PANTS!
- Desktop picture: Wolf from Okami :3
- CD in player: I have one somewhere..but I use my IPod.
- DVD in player: Animal Farm.

• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •


- You touched: ShiekraTora
- Hugged: Shi
- You kissed: Shi <3
- You IMed: My friend Nox :3
- Talk to online: My Bffle, Riah
- You sexed it up with: -glomps Shi-

*waits for smart-ass reply*

My mate. ShiekraTora

• × • A R E | Y O U • × •

- Understanding?: Yes
- Open-minded?: Yes, but it seems like my mind is slowly closing...
- Arrogant?: Sometimes.
- Insecure?: Yes.
- Random?: Sometimes
- Hungry?: Yes..must deny the tummy growls!
- Smart?: I think so .>.>
- Moody?:Most of the time, yes. Depends on the day.
- Organized?: Yes. I wish my mate was.
- Shy?: Depends. Usually yes.
- Difficult?: Stubborn sometimes.
- Bored easily? Not if I'm doing something simple like drawing writing or walking.
- Obsessed?: Just really protective.
- Angry?: I do have hissy fits XD
- Happy?:-looks down the hall to see her love snoring away-
- Hyper?: Depends on the day.
- Trusting?: Very. I get shot down though so that gets me really on edge.

• × • R A N D O M • × •


- In the morning I: Go to the bathroom, wash up, go on the computer and then pull Shi's sleeve and ask what we can do for the day.
- Love is: Having someone who cares for you like tomorrow will never come.
- I dream about: Lovely things and scary nightmares.
- Sexual preference: Seducing?...
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: Eyes, personality and the way they carry themselves.
• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • ×


- Coke or Pepsi: tea or milk XD
- Flowers or candy: I can haz both? if not, Red and white roses with Stargazer lillies...and some dark chocolate truffles :3
- Tall or short: Tall

• × • W H O • × •


- Makes you laugh the most: My mate
- Makes you smile: check-Mate!
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her:my luff <3
• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •


- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: I used to before he was mine <3
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Nah..it would be fun though lol.
- Wish you were younger?: Yeah..just a few years younger.
- Cry because someone said something to you?: Yes...

• × • N U M B E R • × •


- Of times I have had my heart broken?: Twice...but a lot more stabs of the heart rather then breaking the heart.
- Of guys I've kissed: Five
- Of girls I've kissed: One. My sis on the cheeck as I told her goodbye :(
- Of Cd's I own: A lot that I don't even listen to anymore (Aaron Carter for example LOL)
- Of scars on my body: A few from my days at the farm.