just thoughts
Posted 2 months agookay, I really liked comments under my previous ramble journal, so why not making another one?
actually this few years were very rough for me, and I think, for most people I know too..
but I wanted to say the more I think about my art as a hobby and way to express my own self instead of a job the more confident I actually feel?
I was working at my OC story and personal art for the past three years not only because I losed my ability to make art for money, but also because I actually really enjoyed writing and drawing my own ideas, it was a great way to cope for me and to fight my awful thoughts and feelings.. and since I still can feel bad about sharing something not perfect orr getting not enought "hearts" on sm I feel much more healthy about what I am doing and why. I don't actually depend that heavily of any statistics anymore. the odd part is what my statistics actually got better after that haha. I think the real secret is to stop worrying about it too much and just do the thing you want to do...
I really enjoy FA still being alive and still being an art gallery despite a social media. I really enjoy it doesn't censored as much as other sites do, even while I am not interested in heavy fetish art, I kinda, enjoy the freedom lol. aand actually since I don't feel that pressure anymore where "NSFW art is an easy money, just draw NSFW" (which is not true) I actually feel more interested in such art and want to draw something myself.. since some of my ocs are kinky actually, and I can't do anything about it. but it would be fun I think.
I even had an idea for the first time in a long time to open commissions. I don't want to be a brand, I am not a professional artist or whatever, I just want to make my little contribution in a furry oc fandom and make some people happy, if it still makes sense in 2025. I don't want it to be my fulltime job, and actually, my mental health problems will not allow me to work as an artist fulltime. but I want to try it as, well, an experience? I want to let people who actually might be interested in my art get their idea drawn by me. I am proud of every commission I did in the past and usually the feedback I was getting was very positive as well.
but atm I will continue to work on my personal projects, I have a lot of work in progress and hopefuly I will be brave enough to try making a little comics!! ^w^
I am still suffering from my mental and physical health condition, so as always, I will be in my regular slow mode... I might finally try to get a disability and hopefully that could help me a little bit..
actually this few years were very rough for me, and I think, for most people I know too..
but I wanted to say the more I think about my art as a hobby and way to express my own self instead of a job the more confident I actually feel?
I was working at my OC story and personal art for the past three years not only because I losed my ability to make art for money, but also because I actually really enjoyed writing and drawing my own ideas, it was a great way to cope for me and to fight my awful thoughts and feelings.. and since I still can feel bad about sharing something not perfect orr getting not enought "hearts" on sm I feel much more healthy about what I am doing and why. I don't actually depend that heavily of any statistics anymore. the odd part is what my statistics actually got better after that haha. I think the real secret is to stop worrying about it too much and just do the thing you want to do...
I really enjoy FA still being alive and still being an art gallery despite a social media. I really enjoy it doesn't censored as much as other sites do, even while I am not interested in heavy fetish art, I kinda, enjoy the freedom lol. aand actually since I don't feel that pressure anymore where "NSFW art is an easy money, just draw NSFW" (which is not true) I actually feel more interested in such art and want to draw something myself.. since some of my ocs are kinky actually, and I can't do anything about it. but it would be fun I think.
I even had an idea for the first time in a long time to open commissions. I don't want to be a brand, I am not a professional artist or whatever, I just want to make my little contribution in a furry oc fandom and make some people happy, if it still makes sense in 2025. I don't want it to be my fulltime job, and actually, my mental health problems will not allow me to work as an artist fulltime. but I want to try it as, well, an experience? I want to let people who actually might be interested in my art get their idea drawn by me. I am proud of every commission I did in the past and usually the feedback I was getting was very positive as well.
but atm I will continue to work on my personal projects, I have a lot of work in progress and hopefuly I will be brave enough to try making a little comics!! ^w^
I am still suffering from my mental and physical health condition, so as always, I will be in my regular slow mode... I might finally try to get a disability and hopefully that could help me a little bit..
CHECK THIS ADOPT (IT'S 3D)
Posted 3 months ago
a good friend of mine made this wonderful lynx adopt:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61506112/
it is a 3D model!! as an adoptable!!
puts a lot of effort in his creations, so check them out, maybe you would like something!
even if you are not looking to buy anything, I think his ideas deserve some support!! ^^
erasepaim > gitkami
Posted 5 months agoI just want to let you know that I've added a more relevant nickname
erasepain is a very old name, but still kinda good, and can be used (Er who is also ErasePain is still my fursona)
but I stick to gitkami sine 2017, and I am happy I can finally have this name as in my other socials :з
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here I had a sketch about Er and Git and who is who:
https://bsky.app/profile/gitkami.bs...../3ks2bxxcsrt2m
they also have toyhouse profiles hehe
Er | Git
meow
Posted 7 months ago
hello!
I see a lot of new people following me,
so, thank you for standing by!
I am wondering what catched your eye?
what you like in my works? or ocs x)
I just want to hear something good about my art because I feel slightly lost in my own self..
also feel free to say something about yourself as well!
I would be happy to know more about my audience since
for the past few years I feel slightly torn away from the world..
so it would be nice to hear something from some of you
how was your day and what art you are working on, or story, maybe something else
/ ngl I always was waiting for the time where I will be more positive and will have more energy to post and chat and draw and work at commissions and personal art daily.
but the sad part of it like, I will never be another person, and it's alright and, I think I just need to find another strategy, find something what will be comfortable enough for me..
I am slow and tired and ill, but, it's fine! and I don't need to wait to be another person (because I will never be them), but who I am now is, is alright I think..
so I hope, when you see my art randomly you go like "woaw Git posted a thing!! he did it!! how long did it take? I think last drawing was posted 6 months ago.." in a good way of course ahah
/ I forgor it's monday, have a good week!!
hello!
Posted a year agohey, I noticed a lot of people started to follow me recently
nice to meet you!! and thank you for the interest in my art!
I am very slow rn due to my mental health, but hopefully i will be more active again soon
anyway I am much more social in bsky?? idk why, but I just really like that app aha
here is the link: https://bsky.app/profile/gitkami.bsky.social
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Posted 2 years ago
hello, just a little update and new pinned message here
commissions are currently closed if anyone was interested
I was offline for most of this year, was dealing with a lot of health problems
and still having them . .
so, I'm sorry if I missed something or didn't reply back..
stay safe and take care!
ART STATUS ⋅°✶
Posted 3 years ago
COMMISSIONS: closed
ART TRADES: closed
please contact me via email:
gitsativa.commissions[at]gmail.com
✶I currently take payments on bf's paypal✶
(trough invoice)
I take commissions by slots
but feel free to ask me about adding you into the queue!
stay safe everyone and thank you for support
I really appreciate it ♡
CURRENT SITUATION
Posted 3 years agohello, you might already heared the news but
PayPal, Visa, Mastercard and Swift are no longer avaiable in my country.
each day is worse and worse but I'm trying not to panic and stay sane about the whole situation.
freelance is the only job I had, and I don't want to give up yet.. I'm searching for alternatives.
I'm planning to use "boosty" as a platform where I can recieve payments for commissions. possibly might try "buy me a coffee" as well.
I also possibly will switch my mastercard to unionpay. it might take some time.
I don't ask for any help yet. we need to wait few days to see if the situation will get worse or no.
twitter is banned in my country and I can't buy vpn now. I hope I will do it with a new card.
please stay safe everyone.
PayPal, Visa, Mastercard and Swift are no longer avaiable in my country.
each day is worse and worse but I'm trying not to panic and stay sane about the whole situation.
freelance is the only job I had, and I don't want to give up yet.. I'm searching for alternatives.
I'm planning to use "boosty" as a platform where I can recieve payments for commissions. possibly might try "buy me a coffee" as well.
I also possibly will switch my mastercard to unionpay. it might take some time.
I don't ask for any help yet. we need to wait few days to see if the situation will get worse or no.
twitter is banned in my country and I can't buy vpn now. I hope I will do it with a new card.
please stay safe everyone.