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General | Posted 5 years agoSorry for the absence but I have some news.
Wooooooooo! Starting next week I will no longer be financially struggling!~
Because I'll be working for 18.50$ an hr for 10 hrs a day on full week days. Even better, I get a 50% = 9.25$ bonus pay for every hour past 40hrs weekly.
Ps. This is not to rub into anyone's face, im just hella stoked that things are starting to look up.
On a side note, I have a handsome little son now, he's about 6 months by the 12th, cutest little man that could be, only sad part is that he doesn't live with me, he lives with my ex/his mother and refuses to do whats best for our child and her daughter to atleast become a room mate with me in an apartment of our own. She works nights and I'll soon be working mornings. Which would of been highly beneficial for both us, because that she and I would always be a constant for the kids, but hopefully she comes around to the idea.
And to end this update on. High note, I hope you all are well and happy in these ridiculous times of unfortunate circumstances and events, stay clean, stay healthy and may the love and support of your friends and family guide you to prosperity.
Wooooooooo! Starting next week I will no longer be financially struggling!~
Because I'll be working for 18.50$ an hr for 10 hrs a day on full week days. Even better, I get a 50% = 9.25$ bonus pay for every hour past 40hrs weekly.
Ps. This is not to rub into anyone's face, im just hella stoked that things are starting to look up.
On a side note, I have a handsome little son now, he's about 6 months by the 12th, cutest little man that could be, only sad part is that he doesn't live with me, he lives with my ex/his mother and refuses to do whats best for our child and her daughter to atleast become a room mate with me in an apartment of our own. She works nights and I'll soon be working mornings. Which would of been highly beneficial for both us, because that she and I would always be a constant for the kids, but hopefully she comes around to the idea.
And to end this update on. High note, I hope you all are well and happy in these ridiculous times of unfortunate circumstances and events, stay clean, stay healthy and may the love and support of your friends and family guide you to prosperity.
Personal life. Rant/issue
General | Posted 5 years agoidk if many will see this but honestly.
I'm kinda hurt inside.
And by some one I dont even care about, who is my douche bag of a step dad that I just don't talk to anymore and try to avoid on my own reasons and terms, which is a tough subject because I live in a trailer on their land. Use to be in much bigger trailer and renting it out from a family friend of my step dad, awesome trailer but trashed when I moved into it, but when I moved out of it I make sure it was sparkling clean, the one thing I neglected to clean was the toilet.
I had it drained and forgot to clean the bowl. But my stepdad blew up at my mother instead of me, saying " 'IT' HAS NO RESPECT FOR MY FRIENDS PROPERTY, 'IT' HAD NO INTENTION TO CLEAN IT BEFORE THEY LEFT, 'IT' SHOULD HAVE CLEANED THAT SHIT DAYS AGO, 'IT' WAS responsible for it even before and after his pregnancy gf started to live with him."
Not gonna disagree with any of that. . . But calling me an ' I T !'
That was 100 stones too many of a death by stoning. . .
I was latterly only 10 minutes from being done cooking but by the time the got here and left. It was gon and my step dad rant happened.
I litterally feel like I have a collapsed black hold opening up my chest, but most of all along with being hurt, I'm pissed.
But if you to been called 'It' please let me know so im not alone, join me in the 'IT' crew, haha, just as a humorous thing so I aint hurting.... please.
I'm kinda hurt inside.
And by some one I dont even care about, who is my douche bag of a step dad that I just don't talk to anymore and try to avoid on my own reasons and terms, which is a tough subject because I live in a trailer on their land. Use to be in much bigger trailer and renting it out from a family friend of my step dad, awesome trailer but trashed when I moved into it, but when I moved out of it I make sure it was sparkling clean, the one thing I neglected to clean was the toilet.
I had it drained and forgot to clean the bowl. But my stepdad blew up at my mother instead of me, saying " 'IT' HAS NO RESPECT FOR MY FRIENDS PROPERTY, 'IT' HAD NO INTENTION TO CLEAN IT BEFORE THEY LEFT, 'IT' SHOULD HAVE CLEANED THAT SHIT DAYS AGO, 'IT' WAS responsible for it even before and after his pregnancy gf started to live with him."
Not gonna disagree with any of that. . . But calling me an ' I T !'
That was 100 stones too many of a death by stoning. . .
I was latterly only 10 minutes from being done cooking but by the time the got here and left. It was gon and my step dad rant happened.
I litterally feel like I have a collapsed black hold opening up my chest, but most of all along with being hurt, I'm pissed.
But if you to been called 'It' please let me know so im not alone, join me in the 'IT' crew, haha, just as a humorous thing so I aint hurting.... please.
(Vent journal) Good day to going straight to hell of a da...
General | Posted 5 years agoSo. . . I'm a welder.
I work hard and I mean very hard from 5am to 1:30pm to some times even 3:30pm.
So back story time.
I lost the keys and bought new ones. And had the help of my step dad to get my car to the dealership and back.
But that week of waiting for the new keys to to arrive, i was borrowing my mom's truck.
And that whole week i was doing over time and didnt get home till 5PM
Decided to take my dog out while I checked the mail. And let my step dad know, after I did, I came back in and made myself a snack cause I didnt eat since 10am which was my lunch break. Made something small. One of the left over hamburgers and a little bit of potato salad, like not even half a cup. Ate real quick then fed the dogs. Was having a really good day cause I welded 26 units this week, did so good and felt so good. Felt accomplished and pumped for the hot weekend. . .
QUE the step dad, who we shall call Tony because let's see. Throw a 70's Chicago drag queen in denial with the attitude of a douche bag tony character in movies and with 5 times the estrogen levels than testosterone, into a redneck body, that's tony.
Back to the venting.
He stands up, "Eriko, I'm done and fed up with your shit, I take care of your dog ALL day," (false),
"you take your dog out when ever you want and leave all the others inside." (yes, I did but only to get mail. Yet all he was doing was sitting on his ass)
"Not even that but you eat my food and make / leave a mess, and not asking if any one else ate so guess what, I'm done cooking for you. Since you haven't cooked all week." (This over a snack? Yet I paid for the hamburgers so it's my food, and he left a mess of the stuff he cooked and I cleaned my "mess".)
He is such a fucking hypocrite XD i find it hella funny, buuuut. Still brought my mood down low.
But hey there's some good news, I dont get to eat his horrible cooking, over salted, half burned, and bland. . . .
What about my cooking you ask??
best thing ever and you'd all be asking me if you could come over for dinner, lunch and breakfast. I take pride in my cooking just as much as I take pride in my welding.
And my coworkers would all agree with that.
I work hard and I mean very hard from 5am to 1:30pm to some times even 3:30pm.
So back story time.
I lost the keys and bought new ones. And had the help of my step dad to get my car to the dealership and back.
But that week of waiting for the new keys to to arrive, i was borrowing my mom's truck.
And that whole week i was doing over time and didnt get home till 5PM
Decided to take my dog out while I checked the mail. And let my step dad know, after I did, I came back in and made myself a snack cause I didnt eat since 10am which was my lunch break. Made something small. One of the left over hamburgers and a little bit of potato salad, like not even half a cup. Ate real quick then fed the dogs. Was having a really good day cause I welded 26 units this week, did so good and felt so good. Felt accomplished and pumped for the hot weekend. . .
QUE the step dad, who we shall call Tony because let's see. Throw a 70's Chicago drag queen in denial with the attitude of a douche bag tony character in movies and with 5 times the estrogen levels than testosterone, into a redneck body, that's tony.
Back to the venting.
He stands up, "Eriko, I'm done and fed up with your shit, I take care of your dog ALL day," (false),
"you take your dog out when ever you want and leave all the others inside." (yes, I did but only to get mail. Yet all he was doing was sitting on his ass)
"Not even that but you eat my food and make / leave a mess, and not asking if any one else ate so guess what, I'm done cooking for you. Since you haven't cooked all week." (This over a snack? Yet I paid for the hamburgers so it's my food, and he left a mess of the stuff he cooked and I cleaned my "mess".)
He is such a fucking hypocrite XD i find it hella funny, buuuut. Still brought my mood down low.
But hey there's some good news, I dont get to eat his horrible cooking, over salted, half burned, and bland. . . .
What about my cooking you ask??
best thing ever and you'd all be asking me if you could come over for dinner, lunch and breakfast. I take pride in my cooking just as much as I take pride in my welding.
And my coworkers would all agree with that.
