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General | Posted 6 years agoMy last journal was what feels to be ages ago and a lot has happened. Big things:
-Changed jobs, had a ton of stress and trouble for most of it, but it's turned out to be really good now
-I came out to myself as transgender non-binary and to my wife
-I came out at work and then was outed by my wife to her family, then my family
-I learned how to express myself through clothing and it turns out I'm amazing at it now that I've stopped pushing myself to follow someone else's standards that don't apply to me
-my wife quit working and taking classes because of a mysterious chronic illness and I took leave to care for her
-she asked for an open relationship as little less than a year ago because she stopped being attracted to me.
-In March she demanded we sell the house and get divorced and insisted that her illness was my fault and that she could do more on her own than with me.
-I realized she'd been taking advantage of me, had manipulated me and kind of abused me, didn't appreciate me giving everything I could, and yet wouldn't have let me go if I hadn't discovered how to be myself and caused her to want to leave.
-Did most of the moving and prep work to get the house ready for moving (she picked out the pretty stuff and bought it and sat around the house while everyone else watched the kids, worked on the house, and worked all day for several months)
-Sold my house and am filing for divorce and working out the details with the kids and already realizing that my life is so much better.
-Still working out details and taking time to heal right now, getting involved in my community for support and connection, realizing I'm way to hecking queer for someone like her, and starting to rebuild my life and find new direction.
-Strongly considering HRT, but many steps to go before starting
-Changed jobs, had a ton of stress and trouble for most of it, but it's turned out to be really good now
-I came out to myself as transgender non-binary and to my wife
-I came out at work and then was outed by my wife to her family, then my family
-I learned how to express myself through clothing and it turns out I'm amazing at it now that I've stopped pushing myself to follow someone else's standards that don't apply to me
-my wife quit working and taking classes because of a mysterious chronic illness and I took leave to care for her
-she asked for an open relationship as little less than a year ago because she stopped being attracted to me.
-In March she demanded we sell the house and get divorced and insisted that her illness was my fault and that she could do more on her own than with me.
-I realized she'd been taking advantage of me, had manipulated me and kind of abused me, didn't appreciate me giving everything I could, and yet wouldn't have let me go if I hadn't discovered how to be myself and caused her to want to leave.
-Did most of the moving and prep work to get the house ready for moving (she picked out the pretty stuff and bought it and sat around the house while everyone else watched the kids, worked on the house, and worked all day for several months)
-Sold my house and am filing for divorce and working out the details with the kids and already realizing that my life is so much better.
-Still working out details and taking time to heal right now, getting involved in my community for support and connection, realizing I'm way to hecking queer for someone like her, and starting to rebuild my life and find new direction.
-Strongly considering HRT, but many steps to go before starting
Updates and fun stuff
General | Posted 8 years agoFew updates because all I do is fave stuff on FA. Been getting more active on telegram and following the Fur What It's Worth podcast: http://www.furwhatitsworth.com/
I've gotten into audiobooks, I'd recommend listening to the Harry Potter series, it's amazingly well produced/acted. Also would recommend the "Night Angel" series (by Brent Weeks) and "Openly Straight".
Been trying to be more open about my sexuality and gender identity as well as trying to figure out what the hell those things are so I can participate more in the LGBTQ+ community. I've been married and have two great kids, but I'm realizing more and more that I need support and need to be helping others who have struggled with their identity. It seems to me that the first step is being open about yourself, then people feel safer about coming out to you. I was honored to be one of the first people one of my good friends came out to about being genderfluid and I have the fact that I was open about my boyfriend when we first met to thank for that.
Might hit up MFF this year, haven't been since 2006...damn, it's been a while.
Other goals are trying to make sexualities that aren't based on gender (including kinks and fetishes) more visible, normalized, and included in LGBTQ+ discourse and representation. I'd love to get a Masters degree in Gender and Sexuality studies, but that seems a bit out of reach.
Still trying to figure out what the hell to do with my identities, most recently reflecting on potentially considering myself agender. Reflecting on myself historically, I remember specific times, in high school and before, when I thought to myself in an empowering way "I am me first, not male" and remember considering myself androgynous in identity. I'm thinking back and I always knew I outwardly appeared as male, but never felt male, something else attempting to fit that appearance just to not draw too much attention. At the same time, I always rejected what I thought of as predominantly male traits: dominance, control, aggression, competitiveness, brute strength, etc. I even considered myself to be protecting my female friends (most of my friends through grade school were female) from the males around them. I was always averse to changing my appearance very much, just doing what would allow me to blend in and not attract attention. I've always been a sidelines person, watching and thinking on everything. Back when I was actively gaining weight, I loved that I had a more feminine/androgynous figure; bigger hips and butt, bigger chest, and narrower shoulders. It was the only time in my life that I ever actually felt confident enough with my body to feel sexy, as an object of desire. No matter how many compliments I get now that I've lost weight, I just don't feel them, I feel like I'm not in my appearance anymore. I'm not too bothered by it, more annoyed than anything, maybe because I've always been okay to just leave my outward appearance as something that doesn't attract attention or identify me as an "other". Being a more conventional weight makes me feel less self-conscious because I get less attention, BUT I also miss the attention for my appearance. Now I wish I'd been willing/able to find clothes that matched my figure better at that time, regardless of what gender they were supposedly for. I have to laugh at myself for being against much of the feminine fashion, which is based on appearance rather than functionality and comfort, because I think that might be why I've never really had much interest in dressing up in overtly feminine clothes. I think it might be nice to wear more form fitting clothes though, some low cut tight jeans and tighter shirts, maybe with some "feminine" elements to them, like missing shoulders or slightly different cuts. I do have a feeling I'd toss them away pretty fast due to lack of comfort though. Another thought I just had (actual shower thought even) was that maybe I have avoided wearing slacks and very formal attire on a more regular basis because it makes me feel less comfortable about my body because it's more specifically masculine. When I wear clothes, I think part of the image of myself in my head is of a non-male or female (just because we have such a strong gender dichotomy) wearing less flattering, more practical clothes that have a slightly more masculine look to them just because womens clothing tends not to prioritize those things. I have been uncomfortable with wearing clothes meant for females, but I think it's more related to not wanting to stand out. I wonder how I'd have done things up to this point if society was different and we didn't have such strong gender norms and males didn't police their own gender as much. I always felt crushed by that, made me just want to hide, I knew performing the male gender involved me just hiding everything away. Even now I feel odd when people separate into male and female groups, because I tend to prefer conversations with women over men, maybe because I can talk more freely and about more topics because I feel like the men spot me as being too different right away. I was invited to join the mens group at church as well and have very mixed feelings about it for that reason. My wife called me on it and said that even if I didn't experience what many men did and don't really fit with them, I still have male privilege and don't face what she and other women do. I love that she is so frank about things, one of the many things I love about her. Strong and assertive women are the best! I also mentioned it to a friend who is trans and they suggested going and just throwing some topic in there that challenges gender norms. That does sound fun and I hope that at least the Unitarian Universalist men are open minded enough to have a good conversation.
Well, reflection time is over, mostly because I've stayed up WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY too late. I sincerely doubt anyone else will ever read this, but it was a good way to vent and might be useful later if I work on writing a narrative relating to my struggles with gender identity. Even saying it that way sounds so convoluted...This is different from being fully transgender, I'm sure, but I can absolutely sympathize with the struggles.
I've gotten into audiobooks, I'd recommend listening to the Harry Potter series, it's amazingly well produced/acted. Also would recommend the "Night Angel" series (by Brent Weeks) and "Openly Straight".
Been trying to be more open about my sexuality and gender identity as well as trying to figure out what the hell those things are so I can participate more in the LGBTQ+ community. I've been married and have two great kids, but I'm realizing more and more that I need support and need to be helping others who have struggled with their identity. It seems to me that the first step is being open about yourself, then people feel safer about coming out to you. I was honored to be one of the first people one of my good friends came out to about being genderfluid and I have the fact that I was open about my boyfriend when we first met to thank for that.
Might hit up MFF this year, haven't been since 2006...damn, it's been a while.
Other goals are trying to make sexualities that aren't based on gender (including kinks and fetishes) more visible, normalized, and included in LGBTQ+ discourse and representation. I'd love to get a Masters degree in Gender and Sexuality studies, but that seems a bit out of reach.
Still trying to figure out what the hell to do with my identities, most recently reflecting on potentially considering myself agender. Reflecting on myself historically, I remember specific times, in high school and before, when I thought to myself in an empowering way "I am me first, not male" and remember considering myself androgynous in identity. I'm thinking back and I always knew I outwardly appeared as male, but never felt male, something else attempting to fit that appearance just to not draw too much attention. At the same time, I always rejected what I thought of as predominantly male traits: dominance, control, aggression, competitiveness, brute strength, etc. I even considered myself to be protecting my female friends (most of my friends through grade school were female) from the males around them. I was always averse to changing my appearance very much, just doing what would allow me to blend in and not attract attention. I've always been a sidelines person, watching and thinking on everything. Back when I was actively gaining weight, I loved that I had a more feminine/androgynous figure; bigger hips and butt, bigger chest, and narrower shoulders. It was the only time in my life that I ever actually felt confident enough with my body to feel sexy, as an object of desire. No matter how many compliments I get now that I've lost weight, I just don't feel them, I feel like I'm not in my appearance anymore. I'm not too bothered by it, more annoyed than anything, maybe because I've always been okay to just leave my outward appearance as something that doesn't attract attention or identify me as an "other". Being a more conventional weight makes me feel less self-conscious because I get less attention, BUT I also miss the attention for my appearance. Now I wish I'd been willing/able to find clothes that matched my figure better at that time, regardless of what gender they were supposedly for. I have to laugh at myself for being against much of the feminine fashion, which is based on appearance rather than functionality and comfort, because I think that might be why I've never really had much interest in dressing up in overtly feminine clothes. I think it might be nice to wear more form fitting clothes though, some low cut tight jeans and tighter shirts, maybe with some "feminine" elements to them, like missing shoulders or slightly different cuts. I do have a feeling I'd toss them away pretty fast due to lack of comfort though. Another thought I just had (actual shower thought even) was that maybe I have avoided wearing slacks and very formal attire on a more regular basis because it makes me feel less comfortable about my body because it's more specifically masculine. When I wear clothes, I think part of the image of myself in my head is of a non-male or female (just because we have such a strong gender dichotomy) wearing less flattering, more practical clothes that have a slightly more masculine look to them just because womens clothing tends not to prioritize those things. I have been uncomfortable with wearing clothes meant for females, but I think it's more related to not wanting to stand out. I wonder how I'd have done things up to this point if society was different and we didn't have such strong gender norms and males didn't police their own gender as much. I always felt crushed by that, made me just want to hide, I knew performing the male gender involved me just hiding everything away. Even now I feel odd when people separate into male and female groups, because I tend to prefer conversations with women over men, maybe because I can talk more freely and about more topics because I feel like the men spot me as being too different right away. I was invited to join the mens group at church as well and have very mixed feelings about it for that reason. My wife called me on it and said that even if I didn't experience what many men did and don't really fit with them, I still have male privilege and don't face what she and other women do. I love that she is so frank about things, one of the many things I love about her. Strong and assertive women are the best! I also mentioned it to a friend who is trans and they suggested going and just throwing some topic in there that challenges gender norms. That does sound fun and I hope that at least the Unitarian Universalist men are open minded enough to have a good conversation.
Well, reflection time is over, mostly because I've stayed up WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY too late. I sincerely doubt anyone else will ever read this, but it was a good way to vent and might be useful later if I work on writing a narrative relating to my struggles with gender identity. Even saying it that way sounds so convoluted...This is different from being fully transgender, I'm sure, but I can absolutely sympathize with the struggles.
Fear meme cuz hige did it
General | Posted 17 years ago[-] = a little
[+] = a lot
[-] public speaking - I forget the statistic, but I think its at least 75% of people list this in their top 5 fears.
[-] staying single forever - It used to be a bigger fear but when I really consider things I'm sure I could get by alright as long as I had good friends around
[-] rejection - when asking someone out I don't so much fear rejection as finding out they're not someone I like much and having to break it off, breaking up is far scarier than being rejected
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth - If I were to give birth I think I'd be pretty freaked out, haha
[+] being myself in front of others - not quite as hard in front of friends, but there are a fair number of things I can't do in front of them, in front of the public my voice just sort of disappears
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[+] heights - when I'm up really high I feel very disoriented and it always feels like I'm being pulled toward the ledge...it gives me this weird feeling like I should just jump and get
[ ] dogs
[ ] fish
[-] spiders - maybe only brown recluse and black widows
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] that scary guy...
[ ] being touched - not in my special area!
[ ] fire - fire is too fun to be scary I think
[-] deep water - only because it scares me to think of what could be beneath me that could come up at any time and make me a snack
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk - you can be afraid of silk?
[-] the ocean - for the same reason as deep water, but you also have to worry about being dragged out
[-] failure - I'm better about this than I used to be, I used to not answer questions in class cuz I'd be afraid to get it wrong
[-] success - I think I'm kind of afraid of the responsibility
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[-] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad - the idea of the interaction in general is a bit scary
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[-] jumping from high places - same as heights, wouldn't want to jump
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges - rickety old bridge, probably would be intimidating but I'd probably do it if I thought it was safe
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[+] falling - certainly not the most pleasant feeling for me, my least favorite parts of rides are when they drop quickly, just not my thing.
[ ] clowns - creepy at the most
[ ] dolls - also creepy at best
[-] large crowds of people - I'll admit they make me anxious and if I'm around all day I need to take a break from it for 30 minutes every few hours
[ ] men
[ ] women
[-] having great responsibilities - i'm too easy going and lazy
[-] doctors, including dentists - doctors offices have never been my happy place, I have less anxiety about them, but it always makes me feel crappy knowing I'm going to one
[-] tornadoes - pretty scary when you're driving and you can't take shelter
[ ] hurricanes
[+] incurable diseases - this has always been a pretty scary thing to me, especially epidemic, would be the end of the world
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains - trains are cool
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone - I like to be alone, but if I am always alone then its bad, I spent too many years being trapped in my own head
[-] becoming blind - that would be terrible
[-] becoming deaf - also would be terrible
[ ] growing up
[-] creepy noises in the night - "oh no, what is it!?!?!?!"
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[-] needles - when someone else is using them on me, kinda freaky
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs - haha when I was like 5...although those raptors in jurassic park...
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed - when I feel vulnerable maybe
[ ] throwing up - scared of it? haha
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secret
and a few others I thought should be added
[+] letting down the ones you care about
[+] being lost
[+] being trapped even monetarily or symbolically
[+] being completely out of control
[+] doing taxes
[+] parasites - you know they're creepy
I'm gonna tag anyone who reads this but its doubtful that anyone will anyways, but yeah
[+] = a lot
[-] public speaking - I forget the statistic, but I think its at least 75% of people list this in their top 5 fears.
[-] staying single forever - It used to be a bigger fear but when I really consider things I'm sure I could get by alright as long as I had good friends around
[-] rejection - when asking someone out I don't so much fear rejection as finding out they're not someone I like much and having to break it off, breaking up is far scarier than being rejected
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth - If I were to give birth I think I'd be pretty freaked out, haha
[+] being myself in front of others - not quite as hard in front of friends, but there are a fair number of things I can't do in front of them, in front of the public my voice just sort of disappears
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[+] heights - when I'm up really high I feel very disoriented and it always feels like I'm being pulled toward the ledge...it gives me this weird feeling like I should just jump and get
[ ] dogs
[ ] fish
[-] spiders - maybe only brown recluse and black widows
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] that scary guy...
[ ] being touched - not in my special area!
[ ] fire - fire is too fun to be scary I think
[-] deep water - only because it scares me to think of what could be beneath me that could come up at any time and make me a snack
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk - you can be afraid of silk?
[-] the ocean - for the same reason as deep water, but you also have to worry about being dragged out
[-] failure - I'm better about this than I used to be, I used to not answer questions in class cuz I'd be afraid to get it wrong
[-] success - I think I'm kind of afraid of the responsibility
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[-] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad - the idea of the interaction in general is a bit scary
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[-] jumping from high places - same as heights, wouldn't want to jump
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges - rickety old bridge, probably would be intimidating but I'd probably do it if I thought it was safe
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[+] falling - certainly not the most pleasant feeling for me, my least favorite parts of rides are when they drop quickly, just not my thing.
[ ] clowns - creepy at the most
[ ] dolls - also creepy at best
[-] large crowds of people - I'll admit they make me anxious and if I'm around all day I need to take a break from it for 30 minutes every few hours
[ ] men
[ ] women
[-] having great responsibilities - i'm too easy going and lazy
[-] doctors, including dentists - doctors offices have never been my happy place, I have less anxiety about them, but it always makes me feel crappy knowing I'm going to one
[-] tornadoes - pretty scary when you're driving and you can't take shelter
[ ] hurricanes
[+] incurable diseases - this has always been a pretty scary thing to me, especially epidemic, would be the end of the world
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains - trains are cool
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone - I like to be alone, but if I am always alone then its bad, I spent too many years being trapped in my own head
[-] becoming blind - that would be terrible
[-] becoming deaf - also would be terrible
[ ] growing up
[-] creepy noises in the night - "oh no, what is it!?!?!?!"
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[-] needles - when someone else is using them on me, kinda freaky
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs - haha when I was like 5...although those raptors in jurassic park...
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed - when I feel vulnerable maybe
[ ] throwing up - scared of it? haha
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secret
and a few others I thought should be added
[+] letting down the ones you care about
[+] being lost
[+] being trapped even monetarily or symbolically
[+] being completely out of control
[+] doing taxes
[+] parasites - you know they're creepy
I'm gonna tag anyone who reads this but its doubtful that anyone will anyways, but yeah
Fun questions meme
General | Posted 17 years agoGot this from Photo when I asked her/participated:
Leave me a comment and I will...
a) Tell you why I befriended you
b) Associate you with something - a song, a color, a photo, a mental image, etc.
c) Tell you something I like about you
d) Tell you a memory I have of you
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
f) In return, you must post this in your journal
Leave me a comment and I will...
a) Tell you why I befriended you
b) Associate you with something - a song, a color, a photo, a mental image, etc.
c) Tell you something I like about you
d) Tell you a memory I have of you
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
f) In return, you must post this in your journal
Meme from Mikey
General | Posted 18 years agoCopied from http://www.furaffinity.net/user/hige/
Basics:
Name: Seiichi, AKA Eric
Nickname: Sei-sei, E-rock
Fursona: I’m a raccoon (but been thinking about maybe trying panda if anything else)
Date of Birth: 4-13-85
Birthplace: NE Illinois
Current Location: Still there
Eye Color: Hazel
Hair Color: Brown (fairly dark)
Height: right around 6’, though people always say I’m taller than they remember, then I check and I’m still right around 6’
Heritage: 45% German, 25% Swedish, 25% Hungarian, 5% irish/english/unknown; I think I look mostly Hungarian though
Piercings: none
Tattoos: none, just not my style to rebel through clothing or body art/modification (other than gaining weight :P but that’s mostly for fun)
Favorite:
Animal: Raccoon, dog, panda, lizards and cats are nice sometimes, I like most animals
Band/Singer: See, I’ve got this problem with favorites, changes based on my mood, so sorry, no dice. Lately though been listening to Beatles, Dragonforce, and Nightwish
Song: Again with the favorites…yesterday I was looking up “starship trooper” by Yes (I love the guitar stuff near the end, just heard a live version on the radio recently) Yes does some very neat, very different music, I think the only thing that has reminded me of Yes is polyphonic spree.
Movie: Again, no clear favorite, Amelie, life is beautiful, down with love, Pleasantville, hotel Rwanda. I have a bunch more but I’m not gonna try to list em
Disney Movie: Ooo, probably pirates of the Caribbean, Shrek, over the hedge (if that’s even Disney)
Disney Show: Hmm, I always really liked Chip ‘n Dale Rescue Rangers and Tailspin
Disney Character: From those shows, probably Dale or Gadget and Kit
TV show: current: House, followed by NCIS, Chuck, Heroes, Boston legal, Reaper, Monk, Psych, and Supernatural
Color: Crimson/maroon and navy blue (usually earth colors)
Food: I LOVE Thai food, curry or rice noodle dishes, oh so good. They achieve a perfect balance between sweet, salty and spicy.
Pizza topping: I think I’ve gotten tired of basic pizza, I love BBQ pizza or pizza with big chunky tomatoes and mushrooms
Ice-Cream Flavor: Mint chocolate chip, maybe sherbet next
Pocky Flavor: haven’t really eaten enough to have an established fave pocky flavor
Drink (alcoholic): Hmm, used to like screwdrivers, vodka w/ cranberry, amaretto stone sours, now I think I like a good rum and coke (Captains or Bacardi usually)
Soda: Root beer, but the fruity flavors are nice too, I liked the mango I tried with Mike :p
Cookie: I like plain cookies, or maybe cookies with a little bit of hard frosting on them, mainly plain oatmeal cookies or sugar/butter cookies
Store: I don’t like shopping too much, usually get specific things that I know I’m getting before I go. Probably Newegg.com for web and Best Buy for retail store
Clothing Brand: Any company with cool stuff that actually fits me (at 300+ lbs)
Shoe Brand: Usually end up with New Balance, very comfy
Month: I like fall-winter months
Convention/Holiday/Festival: Probably Christmas/new years cuz its when everyone comes together
This or That:
Sunny or rainy: Depends on my mood and the temperature, but both are good, though I think I like overcast days when I’m outside and sunny ones when I’m inside
Chocolate or vanilla: Sometimes I like one, sometimes I like the other
Fruit or veggie: Fruit
Night or day: I like both for different reasons, feel more home at night though, and its nice and quiet…I stalk you then
Sour or sweet: As long as I don’t have too much of one or the other, I like em both
Love or money: I don’t care too much for money, money can’t buy me love
Phone or in person: I hate the phone, I’d rather do in person or online, I’ll even talk on voice online, just phone sucks
Coffee or tea: Tea for sure, I love Matcha, nice, thick, bitter Japanese green tea
Hot or cold: cold, I can always put on more clothes…and its probably not such a good idea to walk around naked outside in public
Your:
Goal for this year: gain at least 50 lbs, find a steady job situation, look for a place to live with my squishy
Most missed memory: I’m sorry, I can’t remember because it’s a missing memory (camping in Michigan near the sand dunes and rafting down the little river at the campground)
Best physical feature: That’s rather subjective, I personally like all my fat, squishy parts (not nearly fat and squishy enough), but I have a good looking and young face so that’s good too
First thought waking up: “Where’s the snooze button” or “Oh man, I wish I could sleep in”
Hypothetical personality disorder: hmm, hypothetically…I’m too awesome to have one…vanity I think…but that’s only hypothetical
Preferred type of surgery: Life saving, last resort kind
Sesame street alter ego: Kermit? I dunno
Fairytale alter ego: Classic fairytale characters are all too happy/goody-goody/perfect to really fit me, but there were times when I really identified with characters in fantasy and Sci Fi books, usually the smart, socially awkward ones
Most stupid remark: I’m sure I was quick to put it out of my mind :p
Worst crime: Loving/caring too much, its messed up things for me cuz I can’t say no when someone needs help
Greatest ambition: Find my love/soul mate, the person I can be who I am around and who enhances that
Greatest fear: Reality, or maybe seeing the things that I dislike about this world continue and get worse
Darkest secret: That’s a rather heavy question to ask, I’m usually really open, I’m completely open because of the fact that I’ve told everything I could have kept a secret to at least one person
Favorite subject: I like social discussions, philosophy of the world and humanity, as well as technical things
Strangest received gift: As a white elephant gift I got a weird looking, white and pink porcelain clown figure…I left it on the floor
Worst habit: I think that’s probably up to the person reading it, none of mine are that destructive…maybe spending too much time online which I’d like to change
Do You:
Smoke: Tried once while I was mildly drunk just to try it, only took one or two puffs
Drink: Yes, I do occasionally, did more just after I turned 21, but the novelty wore off fast
Curse: I NEVER used to, but decided I was doing it for no reason so I let it go
Shower daily: Haha…not unless I have to, I’m lazy
Like thunderstorms: Thunderstorms are awesome, as long as I’m not in danger of being struck by lightning and there’s no tornado coming
Dance in the rain: I’ve run around a few times in the rain, but generally I don’t
Sing: Singing is fun, but even I know I suck, but I have a very musical ear so I pick stuff up fast
Play an instrument: If I ever get back to em, I used to play guitar, trombone and piano
Get along with your parents: Usually pretty well
Wish on stars: Sorry Disney, I don’t think I ever believed you enough to actually wish upon a shooting star, or any star for that matter
Believe in fate: I believe you are limited by who you are, but that’s not really fate
Believe in love at first sight: I believe in infatuation or being “in love” at first sight, but real love is different
Can You:
Drive: Yes, my family trusts me more than my dad in terms of driving…and I drive better than most of my friends
Sew: This is something I’d still like to learn, I can do some minor patch-up work, but not really make my own linens
Cook: To a mediocre degree, I can make casseroles and bake, but nothing special…I’d love to learn how to cook Thai though
Speak another language: I learned quite a bit of Spanish and some Bahasa Indonesia, but I don’t regularly use either of them
Dance: I enjoy dancing, dunno what others would think of it though
Sing: Yes, but probably not so well, I sing better when I’m singing more quietly though
Touch your nose with your tongue: Haha, I’ve tried that, never worked
Whistle: I learned how to do that when I was really bored at daycare, was probably younger than 5 and I still remember when I learned
Curl your tongue: yep
Have You Ever:
Been Drunk: If you think you can be drunk and still be in control and retain full memory, then yes
Been Stoned/High: Well, I did try weed once and got some effects out of it, but I wouldn’t consider it being “high” cuz it just made me feel stupid and super self conscious and I couldn’t relax…kinda sucked…plus no happy euphoria like alcohol gives
Eaten Sushi:
Been in Love: I’m in love with my squishy guy
Skipped school: Skipped band on a few occasions cuz I knew we weren’t doing anything important and left on a finals day when I finished the test early even though we weren’t supposed to leave, snuck past the security people :P
Made prank calls: not really
Sent someone a love letter: The first person I was in love with I wrote some things like that and e-mailed em…she lived in Malaysia
Stolen something: someone’s heart
Cried yourself to sleep: Used to be fairly common when I was younger, mostly cried about our first dog who died
Other Questions:
What annoys you most in a person? Complete immaturity, mental, emotional and independence wise (I can’t stand super dependent adult babies that expect you to care for them, I want to be in a relationship, not be a babysitter)
Are you right or left handed? Right
What is your bedtime? Whenever I absolutely have to get to bed
Name three things you can't live without: Love, freedom, and something to learn
What is the color of your room? Mostly white, has tree frogs on the trim
Do you have any siblings? One brother
Do you have any pets? Insane border collie and 2 cats
Would you kill someone you hate for a million dollars? I think killing is just stupid, even if someone did something terrible, if you kill them they can never atone for it, you just give them the easy way out
What are you nicknames? Someone called me myrtle cuz they thought I looked like a turtle when I was in 8th grade...I failed to see the connection
Are you for or against gay marriage? Making a promise to keep a stable, monogamous relationship is a good thing http://youtube.com/watch?v=bja2ttzGOFM
What are your thoughts on abortion? I think its dependent upon the situation
Are you afraid of the dark? No, and I don’t think anyone is afraid of “dark”, just of the unknown
How do you want to die? Happy and/or fighting/standing for what I believe in
What is the largest amount of popsicles that you have eaten on one day? Maybe 2-3, don’t usually pig out on those
Would you take a bullet for the one you love? Yes, I would give anything to protect the people I love, especially the one I love the most
What is the last law you’ve broken? My law-breaking history probably is isolated to trying weed that one time...I usually follow the rules unless they’re bad ones
Basics:
Name: Seiichi, AKA Eric
Nickname: Sei-sei, E-rock
Fursona: I’m a raccoon (but been thinking about maybe trying panda if anything else)
Date of Birth: 4-13-85
Birthplace: NE Illinois
Current Location: Still there
Eye Color: Hazel
Hair Color: Brown (fairly dark)
Height: right around 6’, though people always say I’m taller than they remember, then I check and I’m still right around 6’
Heritage: 45% German, 25% Swedish, 25% Hungarian, 5% irish/english/unknown; I think I look mostly Hungarian though
Piercings: none
Tattoos: none, just not my style to rebel through clothing or body art/modification (other than gaining weight :P but that’s mostly for fun)
Favorite:
Animal: Raccoon, dog, panda, lizards and cats are nice sometimes, I like most animals
Band/Singer: See, I’ve got this problem with favorites, changes based on my mood, so sorry, no dice. Lately though been listening to Beatles, Dragonforce, and Nightwish
Song: Again with the favorites…yesterday I was looking up “starship trooper” by Yes (I love the guitar stuff near the end, just heard a live version on the radio recently) Yes does some very neat, very different music, I think the only thing that has reminded me of Yes is polyphonic spree.
Movie: Again, no clear favorite, Amelie, life is beautiful, down with love, Pleasantville, hotel Rwanda. I have a bunch more but I’m not gonna try to list em
Disney Movie: Ooo, probably pirates of the Caribbean, Shrek, over the hedge (if that’s even Disney)
Disney Show: Hmm, I always really liked Chip ‘n Dale Rescue Rangers and Tailspin
Disney Character: From those shows, probably Dale or Gadget and Kit
TV show: current: House, followed by NCIS, Chuck, Heroes, Boston legal, Reaper, Monk, Psych, and Supernatural
Color: Crimson/maroon and navy blue (usually earth colors)
Food: I LOVE Thai food, curry or rice noodle dishes, oh so good. They achieve a perfect balance between sweet, salty and spicy.
Pizza topping: I think I’ve gotten tired of basic pizza, I love BBQ pizza or pizza with big chunky tomatoes and mushrooms
Ice-Cream Flavor: Mint chocolate chip, maybe sherbet next
Pocky Flavor: haven’t really eaten enough to have an established fave pocky flavor
Drink (alcoholic): Hmm, used to like screwdrivers, vodka w/ cranberry, amaretto stone sours, now I think I like a good rum and coke (Captains or Bacardi usually)
Soda: Root beer, but the fruity flavors are nice too, I liked the mango I tried with Mike :p
Cookie: I like plain cookies, or maybe cookies with a little bit of hard frosting on them, mainly plain oatmeal cookies or sugar/butter cookies
Store: I don’t like shopping too much, usually get specific things that I know I’m getting before I go. Probably Newegg.com for web and Best Buy for retail store
Clothing Brand: Any company with cool stuff that actually fits me (at 300+ lbs)
Shoe Brand: Usually end up with New Balance, very comfy
Month: I like fall-winter months
Convention/Holiday/Festival: Probably Christmas/new years cuz its when everyone comes together
This or That:
Sunny or rainy: Depends on my mood and the temperature, but both are good, though I think I like overcast days when I’m outside and sunny ones when I’m inside
Chocolate or vanilla: Sometimes I like one, sometimes I like the other
Fruit or veggie: Fruit
Night or day: I like both for different reasons, feel more home at night though, and its nice and quiet…I stalk you then
Sour or sweet: As long as I don’t have too much of one or the other, I like em both
Love or money: I don’t care too much for money, money can’t buy me love
Phone or in person: I hate the phone, I’d rather do in person or online, I’ll even talk on voice online, just phone sucks
Coffee or tea: Tea for sure, I love Matcha, nice, thick, bitter Japanese green tea
Hot or cold: cold, I can always put on more clothes…and its probably not such a good idea to walk around naked outside in public
Your:
Goal for this year: gain at least 50 lbs, find a steady job situation, look for a place to live with my squishy
Most missed memory: I’m sorry, I can’t remember because it’s a missing memory (camping in Michigan near the sand dunes and rafting down the little river at the campground)
Best physical feature: That’s rather subjective, I personally like all my fat, squishy parts (not nearly fat and squishy enough), but I have a good looking and young face so that’s good too
First thought waking up: “Where’s the snooze button” or “Oh man, I wish I could sleep in”
Hypothetical personality disorder: hmm, hypothetically…I’m too awesome to have one…vanity I think…but that’s only hypothetical
Preferred type of surgery: Life saving, last resort kind
Sesame street alter ego: Kermit? I dunno
Fairytale alter ego: Classic fairytale characters are all too happy/goody-goody/perfect to really fit me, but there were times when I really identified with characters in fantasy and Sci Fi books, usually the smart, socially awkward ones
Most stupid remark: I’m sure I was quick to put it out of my mind :p
Worst crime: Loving/caring too much, its messed up things for me cuz I can’t say no when someone needs help
Greatest ambition: Find my love/soul mate, the person I can be who I am around and who enhances that
Greatest fear: Reality, or maybe seeing the things that I dislike about this world continue and get worse
Darkest secret: That’s a rather heavy question to ask, I’m usually really open, I’m completely open because of the fact that I’ve told everything I could have kept a secret to at least one person
Favorite subject: I like social discussions, philosophy of the world and humanity, as well as technical things
Strangest received gift: As a white elephant gift I got a weird looking, white and pink porcelain clown figure…I left it on the floor
Worst habit: I think that’s probably up to the person reading it, none of mine are that destructive…maybe spending too much time online which I’d like to change
Do You:
Smoke: Tried once while I was mildly drunk just to try it, only took one or two puffs
Drink: Yes, I do occasionally, did more just after I turned 21, but the novelty wore off fast
Curse: I NEVER used to, but decided I was doing it for no reason so I let it go
Shower daily: Haha…not unless I have to, I’m lazy
Like thunderstorms: Thunderstorms are awesome, as long as I’m not in danger of being struck by lightning and there’s no tornado coming
Dance in the rain: I’ve run around a few times in the rain, but generally I don’t
Sing: Singing is fun, but even I know I suck, but I have a very musical ear so I pick stuff up fast
Play an instrument: If I ever get back to em, I used to play guitar, trombone and piano
Get along with your parents: Usually pretty well
Wish on stars: Sorry Disney, I don’t think I ever believed you enough to actually wish upon a shooting star, or any star for that matter
Believe in fate: I believe you are limited by who you are, but that’s not really fate
Believe in love at first sight: I believe in infatuation or being “in love” at first sight, but real love is different
Can You:
Drive: Yes, my family trusts me more than my dad in terms of driving…and I drive better than most of my friends
Sew: This is something I’d still like to learn, I can do some minor patch-up work, but not really make my own linens
Cook: To a mediocre degree, I can make casseroles and bake, but nothing special…I’d love to learn how to cook Thai though
Speak another language: I learned quite a bit of Spanish and some Bahasa Indonesia, but I don’t regularly use either of them
Dance: I enjoy dancing, dunno what others would think of it though
Sing: Yes, but probably not so well, I sing better when I’m singing more quietly though
Touch your nose with your tongue: Haha, I’ve tried that, never worked
Whistle: I learned how to do that when I was really bored at daycare, was probably younger than 5 and I still remember when I learned
Curl your tongue: yep
Have You Ever:
Been Drunk: If you think you can be drunk and still be in control and retain full memory, then yes
Been Stoned/High: Well, I did try weed once and got some effects out of it, but I wouldn’t consider it being “high” cuz it just made me feel stupid and super self conscious and I couldn’t relax…kinda sucked…plus no happy euphoria like alcohol gives
Eaten Sushi:
Been in Love: I’m in love with my squishy guy
Skipped school: Skipped band on a few occasions cuz I knew we weren’t doing anything important and left on a finals day when I finished the test early even though we weren’t supposed to leave, snuck past the security people :P
Made prank calls: not really
Sent someone a love letter: The first person I was in love with I wrote some things like that and e-mailed em…she lived in Malaysia
Stolen something: someone’s heart
Cried yourself to sleep: Used to be fairly common when I was younger, mostly cried about our first dog who died
Other Questions:
What annoys you most in a person? Complete immaturity, mental, emotional and independence wise (I can’t stand super dependent adult babies that expect you to care for them, I want to be in a relationship, not be a babysitter)
Are you right or left handed? Right
What is your bedtime? Whenever I absolutely have to get to bed
Name three things you can't live without: Love, freedom, and something to learn
What is the color of your room? Mostly white, has tree frogs on the trim
Do you have any siblings? One brother
Do you have any pets? Insane border collie and 2 cats
Would you kill someone you hate for a million dollars? I think killing is just stupid, even if someone did something terrible, if you kill them they can never atone for it, you just give them the easy way out
What are you nicknames? Someone called me myrtle cuz they thought I looked like a turtle when I was in 8th grade...I failed to see the connection
Are you for or against gay marriage? Making a promise to keep a stable, monogamous relationship is a good thing http://youtube.com/watch?v=bja2ttzGOFM
What are your thoughts on abortion? I think its dependent upon the situation
Are you afraid of the dark? No, and I don’t think anyone is afraid of “dark”, just of the unknown
How do you want to die? Happy and/or fighting/standing for what I believe in
What is the largest amount of popsicles that you have eaten on one day? Maybe 2-3, don’t usually pig out on those
Would you take a bullet for the one you love? Yes, I would give anything to protect the people I love, especially the one I love the most
What is the last law you’ve broken? My law-breaking history probably is isolated to trying weed that one time...I usually follow the rules unless they’re bad ones
Not a myspace whore, but maybe a meme whore
General | Posted 18 years agoBoredom + meme = mild amusement
[A] - Available?
Not really, sort of in a thing I guess
[B] - birthday?
Remember remember the 5th of November... no thats not it
(its an unlucky number in april...but its MY lucky number)
[C] - crushing?
If I sat on you, maybe, up to 295 lbs now :D
[D] - drink you had last ?
I believe that was 2% milk...98% fat! (I kinda wish)
[E] - easiest person to talk to?
Rooffles, Stallion, Hige/mike, maybe Dana/photo still though its been a while
[F] - fav. colors?
Crimson/maroon, royal blue, purple/blue mix, beige, olive green, silver, black, neon green and other florescent colors
[G] - gummy bears or gummy worms?
You so can't beat worms, plus bears are too cute to eat, I feel bad eating them
[H] - hometown?
The giant city refered to as the village of gurnee, got out of there as soon as I could
[I] - ill?
I don't believe so, no
[J] - juggle?
*trips and falls on his face and then juggling objects fall on his head*
[K] - killed someone?
If I told you that I'd have to kill you...its a vicious cycle
[L] - longest car ride?
10-14 hours, usually 10 to branson MO, probably a lot more when my family traveled out west
[M] - milkshake flavor?
I think culvers once had a boston cream pie shake or at least a custard one...and the blue berry cobbler was awesome when they had that as a flavor
[N] -number of sibilings?
Does the dog and cats count...cuz they're part of the family being cared for by my parents (one brother)
[O] - one wish?
Honestly I still don't know that and I'm sure I've thought about it for quite a while
[P] - person you called last?
Hmmm called...*looks at cell phone* called the employment agency last...yeah...
[Q] - queer?
Yes, definately weird...and in that way too...yeah
[R] - reasons to smile?
Almost reached my first milestone of 300 lbs :D (but I still look/feel pretty skinny)
[S] - song you last heard?
Some song from a video called trancequillity...and before that Hysteria by Muse
[T] - time you woke up this morning?
I woke up this morning!?!?! (got up early today around noon and a quarter)
[U] - underwear?
Not unless I have to...its naked time!!!
[V] - vegetarian?
Not a chance
[W] - worst habit?
I have fun anxiety so I do things like bite the inside of my cheaks and pick at my nails/fingers (I enjoy the cheaks, they're epithelial cells which are the fastest replicating cells in the body so who cares...but the nails can hurt sometimes)
[X] - xrays you had?
Teeth? Thats probably it.
[Y] - your number of friends on myspace?
I fight the power, I refuse to become a myspace whore
[Z] - zodiac sign?
I think its Taurus *hugs a cow/bull/his tauren on WoW*
I got this from jinksydawg
[A] - Available?
Not really, sort of in a thing I guess
[B] - birthday?
Remember remember the 5th of November... no thats not it
(its an unlucky number in april...but its MY lucky number)
[C] - crushing?
If I sat on you, maybe, up to 295 lbs now :D
[D] - drink you had last ?
I believe that was 2% milk...98% fat! (I kinda wish)
[E] - easiest person to talk to?
Rooffles, Stallion, Hige/mike, maybe Dana/photo still though its been a while
[F] - fav. colors?
Crimson/maroon, royal blue, purple/blue mix, beige, olive green, silver, black, neon green and other florescent colors
[G] - gummy bears or gummy worms?
You so can't beat worms, plus bears are too cute to eat, I feel bad eating them
[H] - hometown?
The giant city refered to as the village of gurnee, got out of there as soon as I could
[I] - ill?
I don't believe so, no
[J] - juggle?
*trips and falls on his face and then juggling objects fall on his head*
[K] - killed someone?
If I told you that I'd have to kill you...its a vicious cycle
[L] - longest car ride?
10-14 hours, usually 10 to branson MO, probably a lot more when my family traveled out west
[M] - milkshake flavor?
I think culvers once had a boston cream pie shake or at least a custard one...and the blue berry cobbler was awesome when they had that as a flavor
[N] -number of sibilings?
Does the dog and cats count...cuz they're part of the family being cared for by my parents (one brother)
[O] - one wish?
Honestly I still don't know that and I'm sure I've thought about it for quite a while
[P] - person you called last?
Hmmm called...*looks at cell phone* called the employment agency last...yeah...
[Q] - queer?
Yes, definately weird...and in that way too...yeah
[R] - reasons to smile?
Almost reached my first milestone of 300 lbs :D (but I still look/feel pretty skinny)
[S] - song you last heard?
Some song from a video called trancequillity...and before that Hysteria by Muse
[T] - time you woke up this morning?
I woke up this morning!?!?! (got up early today around noon and a quarter)
[U] - underwear?
Not unless I have to...its naked time!!!
[V] - vegetarian?
Not a chance
[W] - worst habit?
I have fun anxiety so I do things like bite the inside of my cheaks and pick at my nails/fingers (I enjoy the cheaks, they're epithelial cells which are the fastest replicating cells in the body so who cares...but the nails can hurt sometimes)
[X] - xrays you had?
Teeth? Thats probably it.
[Y] - your number of friends on myspace?
I fight the power, I refuse to become a myspace whore
[Z] - zodiac sign?
I think its Taurus *hugs a cow/bull/his tauren on WoW*
I got this from jinksydawg
Yay, memes are fun when you're bored
General | Posted 18 years agoGot this from Mr. Labrador
Appearance
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4"
[ ] I am taller than 6'0" I actually am right about 6'0"
[ ] I think I'm ugly
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[X] I have/I've had braces. (I used to have one tooth that was right behind another...eesh)
[X] I wear glasses. (glasses = sexy)
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (ack....no way...thats out of the question completely)
[X] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. (I was 21 at the time...found out later that she was 13 and thought maybe I was 17 XD)
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[X] I've Got one or two Scars (I like to play with fire so I've got one from that, one from burning myself on the oven, and one on my arm from a box I dropped that slid down my arm and sliced into it...hmm do stretch marks count?)
Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents. (honestly I really never swore in the past...I said once in front of them that they were treating me like shit, but that was it)
[ ] I've run away from home. (contemplated a few times)
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[X] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[?] I want to have kids someday. (still not sure if I do)
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[X] Have a spoiled sibling (maybe sort of, he certainly has gotten away with a lot over the years that I never would have)
School/Work
[ ] I'm in school. (Just graduated with my Bachelors of Art in Sociology with minors in Anthropology and Southeast Asian Studies)
[ ] I have a job. (Sadly still looking...my degree, it does nothing!! NOTHING!!!!)
[X] I've fallen asleep at work/school. (both...work got boring and I also worked while I was going to school...and I had a nasty habit of staying up far later than I should have...)
[X] I almost always do my homework (I don't think the thought ever occurred to me that I could just not do it until I did in 5th grade...the next three years or so I didn't really turn in anything, but I got better later :P)
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school. (I used to get those attendence awards in school...I never ditched either...well...maybe band)
[X] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. (over 3.6 GPA :D)
[X] I've stolen something from my job (do pens and paperclips count?...sorry, I needed them)
[ ] I've been fired.
[ ] Are or Have been home schooled (haven't we all though? Most of our understanding of culture is learned via our parents)
Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation. (I don't even use it online anymore...eew)
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry. (V for Vendetta made me cry)
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[X] I've laughed so hard I've cried. (oh, plenty of times, just the other day....)
[X] I've glued my hand to something intentionally (OOOO GLUE!!! I used to put it on my hands and let it dry, then peel it off :D So fun!)
[X] I've had my pants rip in public (I wear holes in them and then they tear when I'm stretching them out quite a bit)
[ ] I fell down on my face (somehow I've managed to avoid this)
Health
[X] I've gotten stitches (4 impacted wisdom teeth...do the math)
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend. (no friends ever got hurt or anything like that)
[X] I've had my wisdom teeth removed. (Once again, 4 impacted...ouch...the worst part was not being able to eat anything solid for quite a while...ugh...food needs texture!)
[X] I had a serious surgery. (apparently something when I was a baby)
[X] I've had chicken pox. (Ha, try to give it to me know kids!)
Traveling
[X] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. (thats really not that hard)
[X] I've been on a plane. (To DC for a school trip :P and florida)
[ ] I've been to Canada. (I've been as close as I could have been without actually being there, I looked upon it from across some water.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[ ] I've been out of my home country. (I'm so horribly boring, I know)
[ ] I've Been in Thailand
[ ] I've been in Phillipines
Experiences
[X] I've gotten lost in my city. (when I was first learning how to drive)
[X] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star. (I dunno that I ever wished upon it)
[X] I've seen a meteor shower. (not very well....evil light pollution)
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas
[X] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator (I did that a few times in the dorms :P)
[X] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. (my brother...he so deserved it)
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping. (it would be fun to)
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. (I'm gonna go do this now)
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing
[X] I've been in a play (I did a lip-sinking thing with my best friend when I was younger, it sorta counted as a play...maybe not...well I did act in one we put on for the book "Snow Treasure" that we had to do for school, and I sang part of a song for "bye bye birdie" when the school performed it)
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace. (From facebook sure, SL even...but not myspace...FIGHT THE POWER!)
[X] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue. ("I did it...no wait, where'd it go...I got another!...that one's gone too...")
[X] I've seen the Northern lights. (it was really really awesome)
[X] I've sat on a roof top at night. (I want to do that again)
[ ] I've played chicken.
[X] I've played a prank on someone. (April fools I taped the kitchen sink hose button down so when my mom turned on the faucet it sprayed her)
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[X] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show (Ha, great movie...we went to it in the town theatre...my friend hurt herself doing the timewarp)
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
Relationships
[X] I'm single (yep, never really dated anyone either, one person for about 3 weeks, I really enjoyed it, but I had to end it cuz of the situation I was in at the time)
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[X] I miss someone right now.
[X] I have a fear of abandonment. (always seems like people just disappear...or if there's someone else around, people always seem to leave me for them)
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. (Took her about 3 months to finally say she didn't...just not so fun)
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[X] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[X] I've kissed a girl/guy (both actually, haha)
Honesty/Crime
[ ] I've done something
[X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. (then later realized that I made the right decision)
[X] I've snuck out of my house. (I do that now)
[X] I have lied to my parents about where I am. (I'm sure at some point I did...I have trouble lying to them in general though)
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world (not anymore!)
[X] I've cheated while playing a game. (Gameshark!)
[X] I've cheated on a test (I probably did at some point, though I haven't for many years if I ever did...mostly cuz I don't trust anyone else to have the right answer :P I did help someone cheat on a test in 8th grade though)
[X] I've run a red light. (only on accident or cuz I thought the yellow would last longer)
[ ] I've been suspended from school. (almost did in 6th grade cuz I refused to do my homework)
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight. (I'm too much of a pacifist)
[ ] I've been arrested.
Drugs/Alcohol
[ ] I regularly drink. (for a semester I drank like once or twice a week with friends, got tired of it though)
[ ] I've passed out from drinking. (never got to the point where I couldn't remember things)
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[X] I've smoked weed (I tried it just so I could tell people firsthand that it wasn't worth doing, but really they have no good reason for keeping it illegal)
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them. (I was given vaicodin when I had my wisdom teeth surgically removed, but I only took one or two, didn't want to get hooked on em and I didn't see the point, I can handle the pain alright without em...I generally resist using meds unless its absolutely necessary)
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. (rarely have them when I am, maybe some zinc tablets, but usually I just up the vitamin C and that helps better than anything else really)
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[X] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem (used to with vitamins)
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder. (probably have one though, but I can deal with it on my own)
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed. (I usually talk to people when I am, rant and talk about how I feel, it usually helps)
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[X] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it. (didn't care to get up, nothing better to do or something like that)
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I've woken up crying.
Death and Suicide
[ ] I hate funerals. (not fun, but I can't say I HATE em)
[ ] I've seen someone dying. (that would not be fun)
[X] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.
[ ] I cut myself
Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player. (don't need it, I have a jukebox in my head that plays whatever I'm in the mood for)
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. (its fun, but I really never am obsessed with anything)
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[X] I own something from Hot Topic. (I bought a horde patch from there)
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun. (what's that?)
[ ] I collect comic books
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] buy the newspaper everyday
Random
[X] I can sing well. (when I'm alone in the car and I'm singing quietly)
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. (wow...that would just be so immature and pointless)
[X] I open up to others easily. (I'm doing that more now cuz I think people need to share more so we really know what's going on with each other)
[ ] I watch the news. (boring and quite subjective...always so negative too, in quite an unrepresentative way)
[X] I don't kill bugs. (sometimes but most of the time I just put them back outside)
[ ] I curse regularly. (almost never)
[ ] I sing in the shower. (I think in the shower)
[ ] I am a morning person. (I'm nocturnal)
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone. (I made it with the recording function, its great, I have the banana phone song and Daft Punk's "Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger" people laugh when my phone rings :D)
[X] I'm a snob about grammar. (yes, I'm quite a grammar nazi)
[ ] I am a sports fanatic. (ugh...no...spend your time on something more useful...please!)
[X] I twirl my hair (I miss my long hair)
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[ ] I love being neat (as long as I know which pile its in, I'm alright...I like being neat at work though, just not with my room)
[ ] I love Spam (never actually tried the stuff)
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day (wow...I'm too lazy)
[X] I bake well. (Baking is fun!!!)
[X] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue (red)
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[X] I know how to shoot a gun. (I need to find a good place to shoot my air rifle)
[X] I am in love with love. (I was in love with the idea of being in love)
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. (Oh please no!)
[X] I laugh at my own jokes. (I find myself silently hilarious)
[ ] I eat fast food weekly. (its just nasty, I think I went over 3 years without eating McDonalds...but the dollar menu is so cheap and the cafeteria food got so boring!!)
[X] I believe in ghosts. (spirits maybe...I don't not believe in ghosts...I believe that its possible)
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message. (I save electricity)
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. (spiders are friends of mine...not really...but they keep the mosquito population down)
[ ] I am really ticklish. (not really)
[X] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails. (used to, now I just pick at them)
[X] I play video games.
[X] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names. (not at all, consider yourself lucky if I do remember yours)
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates. (I remembered a combination for a combination lock I'd used once 5 years before)
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life (other than work? Still trying to decide, but I'd like to gain some weight though, find someone to share my life with, help people out, make the world a better place and stuff like that)
[X] I have been on the computer when I am as sick as a dog. (I don't think I stayed on long, it started to get to me)
Wow, finally, that was long...hope you find that interesting
-Seiichi teh coon
Appearance
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4"
[ ] I am taller than 6'0" I actually am right about 6'0"
[ ] I think I'm ugly
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[X] I have/I've had braces. (I used to have one tooth that was right behind another...eesh)
[X] I wear glasses. (glasses = sexy)
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (ack....no way...thats out of the question completely)
[X] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. (I was 21 at the time...found out later that she was 13 and thought maybe I was 17 XD)
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[X] I've Got one or two Scars (I like to play with fire so I've got one from that, one from burning myself on the oven, and one on my arm from a box I dropped that slid down my arm and sliced into it...hmm do stretch marks count?)
Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents. (honestly I really never swore in the past...I said once in front of them that they were treating me like shit, but that was it)
[ ] I've run away from home. (contemplated a few times)
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[X] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[?] I want to have kids someday. (still not sure if I do)
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[X] Have a spoiled sibling (maybe sort of, he certainly has gotten away with a lot over the years that I never would have)
School/Work
[ ] I'm in school. (Just graduated with my Bachelors of Art in Sociology with minors in Anthropology and Southeast Asian Studies)
[ ] I have a job. (Sadly still looking...my degree, it does nothing!! NOTHING!!!!)
[X] I've fallen asleep at work/school. (both...work got boring and I also worked while I was going to school...and I had a nasty habit of staying up far later than I should have...)
[X] I almost always do my homework (I don't think the thought ever occurred to me that I could just not do it until I did in 5th grade...the next three years or so I didn't really turn in anything, but I got better later :P)
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school. (I used to get those attendence awards in school...I never ditched either...well...maybe band)
[X] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. (over 3.6 GPA :D)
[X] I've stolen something from my job (do pens and paperclips count?...sorry, I needed them)
[ ] I've been fired.
[ ] Are or Have been home schooled (haven't we all though? Most of our understanding of culture is learned via our parents)
Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation. (I don't even use it online anymore...eew)
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry. (V for Vendetta made me cry)
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[X] I've laughed so hard I've cried. (oh, plenty of times, just the other day....)
[X] I've glued my hand to something intentionally (OOOO GLUE!!! I used to put it on my hands and let it dry, then peel it off :D So fun!)
[X] I've had my pants rip in public (I wear holes in them and then they tear when I'm stretching them out quite a bit)
[ ] I fell down on my face (somehow I've managed to avoid this)
Health
[X] I've gotten stitches (4 impacted wisdom teeth...do the math)
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend. (no friends ever got hurt or anything like that)
[X] I've had my wisdom teeth removed. (Once again, 4 impacted...ouch...the worst part was not being able to eat anything solid for quite a while...ugh...food needs texture!)
[X] I had a serious surgery. (apparently something when I was a baby)
[X] I've had chicken pox. (Ha, try to give it to me know kids!)
Traveling
[X] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. (thats really not that hard)
[X] I've been on a plane. (To DC for a school trip :P and florida)
[ ] I've been to Canada. (I've been as close as I could have been without actually being there, I looked upon it from across some water.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[ ] I've been out of my home country. (I'm so horribly boring, I know)
[ ] I've Been in Thailand
[ ] I've been in Phillipines
Experiences
[X] I've gotten lost in my city. (when I was first learning how to drive)
[X] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star. (I dunno that I ever wished upon it)
[X] I've seen a meteor shower. (not very well....evil light pollution)
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas
[X] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator (I did that a few times in the dorms :P)
[X] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. (my brother...he so deserved it)
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping. (it would be fun to)
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. (I'm gonna go do this now)
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing
[X] I've been in a play (I did a lip-sinking thing with my best friend when I was younger, it sorta counted as a play...maybe not...well I did act in one we put on for the book "Snow Treasure" that we had to do for school, and I sang part of a song for "bye bye birdie" when the school performed it)
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace. (From facebook sure, SL even...but not myspace...FIGHT THE POWER!)
[X] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue. ("I did it...no wait, where'd it go...I got another!...that one's gone too...")
[X] I've seen the Northern lights. (it was really really awesome)
[X] I've sat on a roof top at night. (I want to do that again)
[ ] I've played chicken.
[X] I've played a prank on someone. (April fools I taped the kitchen sink hose button down so when my mom turned on the faucet it sprayed her)
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[X] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show (Ha, great movie...we went to it in the town theatre...my friend hurt herself doing the timewarp)
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
Relationships
[X] I'm single (yep, never really dated anyone either, one person for about 3 weeks, I really enjoyed it, but I had to end it cuz of the situation I was in at the time)
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[X] I miss someone right now.
[X] I have a fear of abandonment. (always seems like people just disappear...or if there's someone else around, people always seem to leave me for them)
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. (Took her about 3 months to finally say she didn't...just not so fun)
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[X] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[X] I've kissed a girl/guy (both actually, haha)
Honesty/Crime
[ ] I've done something
[X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. (then later realized that I made the right decision)
[X] I've snuck out of my house. (I do that now)
[X] I have lied to my parents about where I am. (I'm sure at some point I did...I have trouble lying to them in general though)
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world (not anymore!)
[X] I've cheated while playing a game. (Gameshark!)
[X] I've cheated on a test (I probably did at some point, though I haven't for many years if I ever did...mostly cuz I don't trust anyone else to have the right answer :P I did help someone cheat on a test in 8th grade though)
[X] I've run a red light. (only on accident or cuz I thought the yellow would last longer)
[ ] I've been suspended from school. (almost did in 6th grade cuz I refused to do my homework)
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight. (I'm too much of a pacifist)
[ ] I've been arrested.
Drugs/Alcohol
[ ] I regularly drink. (for a semester I drank like once or twice a week with friends, got tired of it though)
[ ] I've passed out from drinking. (never got to the point where I couldn't remember things)
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[X] I've smoked weed (I tried it just so I could tell people firsthand that it wasn't worth doing, but really they have no good reason for keeping it illegal)
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them. (I was given vaicodin when I had my wisdom teeth surgically removed, but I only took one or two, didn't want to get hooked on em and I didn't see the point, I can handle the pain alright without em...I generally resist using meds unless its absolutely necessary)
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. (rarely have them when I am, maybe some zinc tablets, but usually I just up the vitamin C and that helps better than anything else really)
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[X] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem (used to with vitamins)
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder. (probably have one though, but I can deal with it on my own)
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed. (I usually talk to people when I am, rant and talk about how I feel, it usually helps)
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[X] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it. (didn't care to get up, nothing better to do or something like that)
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I've woken up crying.
Death and Suicide
[ ] I hate funerals. (not fun, but I can't say I HATE em)
[ ] I've seen someone dying. (that would not be fun)
[X] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.
[ ] I cut myself
Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player. (don't need it, I have a jukebox in my head that plays whatever I'm in the mood for)
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. (its fun, but I really never am obsessed with anything)
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[X] I own something from Hot Topic. (I bought a horde patch from there)
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun. (what's that?)
[ ] I collect comic books
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] buy the newspaper everyday
Random
[X] I can sing well. (when I'm alone in the car and I'm singing quietly)
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. (wow...that would just be so immature and pointless)
[X] I open up to others easily. (I'm doing that more now cuz I think people need to share more so we really know what's going on with each other)
[ ] I watch the news. (boring and quite subjective...always so negative too, in quite an unrepresentative way)
[X] I don't kill bugs. (sometimes but most of the time I just put them back outside)
[ ] I curse regularly. (almost never)
[ ] I sing in the shower. (I think in the shower)
[ ] I am a morning person. (I'm nocturnal)
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone. (I made it with the recording function, its great, I have the banana phone song and Daft Punk's "Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger" people laugh when my phone rings :D)
[X] I'm a snob about grammar. (yes, I'm quite a grammar nazi)
[ ] I am a sports fanatic. (ugh...no...spend your time on something more useful...please!)
[X] I twirl my hair (I miss my long hair)
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[ ] I love being neat (as long as I know which pile its in, I'm alright...I like being neat at work though, just not with my room)
[ ] I love Spam (never actually tried the stuff)
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day (wow...I'm too lazy)
[X] I bake well. (Baking is fun!!!)
[X] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue (red)
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[X] I know how to shoot a gun. (I need to find a good place to shoot my air rifle)
[X] I am in love with love. (I was in love with the idea of being in love)
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. (Oh please no!)
[X] I laugh at my own jokes. (I find myself silently hilarious)
[ ] I eat fast food weekly. (its just nasty, I think I went over 3 years without eating McDonalds...but the dollar menu is so cheap and the cafeteria food got so boring!!)
[X] I believe in ghosts. (spirits maybe...I don't not believe in ghosts...I believe that its possible)
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message. (I save electricity)
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. (spiders are friends of mine...not really...but they keep the mosquito population down)
[ ] I am really ticklish. (not really)
[X] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails. (used to, now I just pick at them)
[X] I play video games.
[X] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names. (not at all, consider yourself lucky if I do remember yours)
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates. (I remembered a combination for a combination lock I'd used once 5 years before)
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life (other than work? Still trying to decide, but I'd like to gain some weight though, find someone to share my life with, help people out, make the world a better place and stuff like that)
[X] I have been on the computer when I am as sick as a dog. (I don't think I stayed on long, it started to get to me)
Wow, finally, that was long...hope you find that interesting
-Seiichi teh coon
Oh boy, a stereotype meme! (I was bored)
General | Posted 18 years agoGot this from boxedloser (only put it cuz everyone else seems to)
and yes, in my defense, I was bored...stereotypes suck.
~HIGH CLASS:
____________
[] You go/have gone tanning.
[] You own an iPod/mp3 player.
[] You love Starbucks.
[] You have been called a brat.
[] You have tons of shoes.
[] You hate buying things that are on sale.
[X] You have/had a laptop. (probably not the best thing to buy)
[]You love shopping. (DOWN WITH CONSUMERISM!!!!)
TOTAL: 1
~GOTHIC:
_________
[X] Black is one of your favorite colors.
[] You wear chains.(always thought it to be one of those popular/fitting in type of things since too many people I knew had them)
[X] You like heavy metal. (I'm not absolutely sure about this one, but I do seem to have a thing for machinegun percussion with screeching guitars, especially when there's a gothic choir in there and possibly an orchestra)
[X] You've shopped at hot topic.. (mostly thought their stuff was too popluarish for my tastes, I find my own weird things)
[] You have worn black lipstick...
[] You have/had/or wanted piercings. (I prefer to be different in a more mental or emotional way, not by altering my body)
[] You own a pair of Tripp pants
[X] You have at least one unnaturally colored haired friend.
TOTAL: 4
~PUNK:
_______
[] You can skateboard. (Always thought most people did it to show off or to fit in, and I'm not so into sports)
[X] You like plaid. (plaid can be sexy, especially on girls)
[] You have Converse.(I was never particularly drawn to them, would have just worn em cuz other people were so I didn't)
[X] You hate mtv. (oh god.... empty-V as they say, just a bunch of BS shows trying to get product placement and tell impressionable teens what cool should be so they can make money off of them. Teens = group with the most disposible income)
[]You have/had/want blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair. (Again, not about making myself look crazy, more about being different in my own way, more fun to surprise people too when they're not expecting someone who looks moderately normal to start questioning things and shatterning their world of lies)
[X] You love mohawks (I've gotta say, they're pretty sweet, I'd probably try to make one for myself if I weren't so lazy)
[X] You LOVE Music. (to the max! I love everything you love plus things you've never thought of, music is the thing that calms me down, pumps me up and makes my life great. I'm always in search of something new)
[X] Hate people who pretend to be something they are not (This is the reason why I don't like most people...I never feel close to anyone because they never show who they really are)
TOTAL: 5
~EMO:
______
[X] You are sad sometimes. (Uh...this makes you emo? Guys have feelings too...they're just forced to express them through violence because of hegemonic masculinity)
[] You have dark colored glasses.
[] You cry easily.
[] You like emo music
[] You've kept a journal/diary.
[X] You have written a sad poem.
[] You have dyed your hair.
[] You're sad when you're drunk (I'm just completely goofy when drunk, everything feels awesome...things I touch feel sexy)
TOTAL: 2
~GHETTO:
________
[x] You like rap. (sometimes it can be humorous, and its sometimes nice when within some other genre)
[] have said "Fo Sho, Fo Shizzle, Fo Sheezy, etc... (oh man, there were enough people saying that crap as it was)
[] You have worn/wanted a grill. (What is a grill, I've heard of it used as a form or cooking or slang for face...also a car's grill...I can't imagine wearing any of those)
[] You have had a freestyling contest. (Haha, I'm not so good at such things)
[] You have worn your shoes with the tongue flipped out. (bleh)
[] you know most of the lines from Boyz N Da Hood (haha, dynamite hack)
[] You own a huge gold chain with a giant gold pendant (that would strain my neck)
TOTAL: 1
~HARDCORE:
___________
[X] You like loud music. (oh yes I do!)
[] You love/like the Ninja Turtles. (never got into em though I liked turtles a lot when I was younger)
[] You have slip-on shoes. (slip on easilly = fall off easilly?)
[] You like Norma Jean. (who?)
[] People have called you a freak and meant it lovingly (I know I'm weird and call myself it as a positive thing, and most people seem to think its an insult and tell me I'm not...which is actually more insulting)
[] You love to "hardcore" dance (I dance to FUNK!!!!)
[] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
[X] You wear jeans a lot. (24/7...they come off only for sleep and showers)
TOTAL: 2
~PREP:
_______
[] You LOVE The OC. (AHHHHH)
[] You had/have/want a tiny/small sized dog. (medium thank you)
[] Your usual outfits consist of pink.
[] You like buying shoes A LOT. (no shoes!!! "these shoes are $300...lets get em!")
[] You have clothes from Hollister.AE,and/or Abercrombie (NOOOO, FIGHT THE POWER...its cheaper too)
[] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
[] You have/had big sunglasses.
[] You can't go anywhere without your hair perfect.
TOTAL: 0
~ATHLETIC:
__________
[] You watch/watched the Superbowl. (Ugh, football annoys me so much, stop watching it!!! Save yourselves!!!!)
[] You own track shoes or cleats other sports related shoes.
[] You collect jerseys.
[] You have/ had a special shelf for trophies and awards.
[] Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment.
[x] You belong/belonged to a team. (way way back, in another life before puberty I was forced to join baseball and soccer. I was never cut out for any sort of serious sports, but I do enjoy the occasional casual game with friends and family)
[] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey.
TOTAL: 1
Seiichi: the anti-sport!
~SCENE:
_______
[] You like putting little bows in your hair (whoa whoa whoa....what am I...come little mop dog?)
[] You have mini-skirts (hahaha, me in a mini skirt *ponders*)
[] You have parted your hair to the side.
[] You think polka-dots are way cute.
[X] You have done a peace sign while you pose for a picture. (when one lacks the creativity to come up with anything better, the peace sign is the instant default)
[] You've been called scene before. (I've never even heard of scene, would anyone care to explain this to me?)
[] You wear/wore long, colorful socks with your skirts (I'm not THAT much of an otaku)
TOTAL: 1
~REDNECK: Oh no, they keep getting worse
__________
[] Gone four wheeling.
[] Went hunting. (hmm, killing small forest creatures for miniscule amounts of experience points...wait...thats something else, isn't it...)
[] Owned a four/three-wheeler or dirt bike...ect.
[X] Like to go fishing. (Just remember, there's a difference between "fishing" and catching)
[] Eat beef jerky
[] Ever said GIT-R-DONE.
[] Listened to the song Redneck Woman.
[] Know who Bocephus is. (Is he an ancient greek philosopher?)
TOTAL: 1
~METALHEAD:
___________
[] You wear band shirts alot... (I prefer non-labeled stuff really)
[] If people down talk metal you down talk their favorite music. (I've talked down enough people who like rap or boring pop or bland generic rock...I've also talked down people about the screeming thing too..I'm sorry, there's just much better stuff out there if you really like "music")
[] You like bands like As I Lay Dying, Lamb Of God, and All That Remains.
[] You HATE emos.
[] You like Black Sabbath. (somehow never got to hear their stuff)
[] You have gone to Ozzfest. (I don't really go to live things unless they're really cheap and I don't have to drive into a large city...mostly go to jazz stuff in cafe's)
[X] You have headbanged.
[x] You dont like rap. (musically very boring)
[X]You have a taste for classic rock as well. (Classic rock is awesome, this was when rock was actually composed, not just followed some basic template)
TOTAL: 3
And there you have it, a bit goth or punk it seems, but pretty much not following any stereotype. Overall 21/86
and yes, in my defense, I was bored...stereotypes suck.
~HIGH CLASS:
____________
[] You go/have gone tanning.
[] You own an iPod/mp3 player.
[] You love Starbucks.
[] You have been called a brat.
[] You have tons of shoes.
[] You hate buying things that are on sale.
[X] You have/had a laptop. (probably not the best thing to buy)
[]You love shopping. (DOWN WITH CONSUMERISM!!!!)
TOTAL: 1
~GOTHIC:
_________
[X] Black is one of your favorite colors.
[] You wear chains.(always thought it to be one of those popular/fitting in type of things since too many people I knew had them)
[X] You like heavy metal. (I'm not absolutely sure about this one, but I do seem to have a thing for machinegun percussion with screeching guitars, especially when there's a gothic choir in there and possibly an orchestra)
[X] You've shopped at hot topic.. (mostly thought their stuff was too popluarish for my tastes, I find my own weird things)
[] You have worn black lipstick...
[] You have/had/or wanted piercings. (I prefer to be different in a more mental or emotional way, not by altering my body)
[] You own a pair of Tripp pants
[X] You have at least one unnaturally colored haired friend.
TOTAL: 4
~PUNK:
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[] You can skateboard. (Always thought most people did it to show off or to fit in, and I'm not so into sports)
[X] You like plaid. (plaid can be sexy, especially on girls)
[] You have Converse.(I was never particularly drawn to them, would have just worn em cuz other people were so I didn't)
[X] You hate mtv. (oh god.... empty-V as they say, just a bunch of BS shows trying to get product placement and tell impressionable teens what cool should be so they can make money off of them. Teens = group with the most disposible income)
[]You have/had/want blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair. (Again, not about making myself look crazy, more about being different in my own way, more fun to surprise people too when they're not expecting someone who looks moderately normal to start questioning things and shatterning their world of lies)
[X] You love mohawks (I've gotta say, they're pretty sweet, I'd probably try to make one for myself if I weren't so lazy)
[X] You LOVE Music. (to the max! I love everything you love plus things you've never thought of, music is the thing that calms me down, pumps me up and makes my life great. I'm always in search of something new)
[X] Hate people who pretend to be something they are not (This is the reason why I don't like most people...I never feel close to anyone because they never show who they really are)
TOTAL: 5
~EMO:
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[X] You are sad sometimes. (Uh...this makes you emo? Guys have feelings too...they're just forced to express them through violence because of hegemonic masculinity)
[] You have dark colored glasses.
[] You cry easily.
[] You like emo music
[] You've kept a journal/diary.
[X] You have written a sad poem.
[] You have dyed your hair.
[] You're sad when you're drunk (I'm just completely goofy when drunk, everything feels awesome...things I touch feel sexy)
TOTAL: 2
~GHETTO:
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[x] You like rap. (sometimes it can be humorous, and its sometimes nice when within some other genre)
[] have said "Fo Sho, Fo Shizzle, Fo Sheezy, etc... (oh man, there were enough people saying that crap as it was)
[] You have worn/wanted a grill. (What is a grill, I've heard of it used as a form or cooking or slang for face...also a car's grill...I can't imagine wearing any of those)
[] You have had a freestyling contest. (Haha, I'm not so good at such things)
[] You have worn your shoes with the tongue flipped out. (bleh)
[] you know most of the lines from Boyz N Da Hood (haha, dynamite hack)
[] You own a huge gold chain with a giant gold pendant (that would strain my neck)
TOTAL: 1
~HARDCORE:
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[X] You like loud music. (oh yes I do!)
[] You love/like the Ninja Turtles. (never got into em though I liked turtles a lot when I was younger)
[] You have slip-on shoes. (slip on easilly = fall off easilly?)
[] You like Norma Jean. (who?)
[] People have called you a freak and meant it lovingly (I know I'm weird and call myself it as a positive thing, and most people seem to think its an insult and tell me I'm not...which is actually more insulting)
[] You love to "hardcore" dance (I dance to FUNK!!!!)
[] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
[X] You wear jeans a lot. (24/7...they come off only for sleep and showers)
TOTAL: 2
~PREP:
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[] You LOVE The OC. (AHHHHH)
[] You had/have/want a tiny/small sized dog. (medium thank you)
[] Your usual outfits consist of pink.
[] You like buying shoes A LOT. (no shoes!!! "these shoes are $300...lets get em!")
[] You have clothes from Hollister.AE,and/or Abercrombie (NOOOO, FIGHT THE POWER...its cheaper too)
[] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
[] You have/had big sunglasses.
[] You can't go anywhere without your hair perfect.
TOTAL: 0
~ATHLETIC:
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[] You watch/watched the Superbowl. (Ugh, football annoys me so much, stop watching it!!! Save yourselves!!!!)
[] You own track shoes or cleats other sports related shoes.
[] You collect jerseys.
[] You have/ had a special shelf for trophies and awards.
[] Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment.
[x] You belong/belonged to a team. (way way back, in another life before puberty I was forced to join baseball and soccer. I was never cut out for any sort of serious sports, but I do enjoy the occasional casual game with friends and family)
[] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey.
TOTAL: 1
Seiichi: the anti-sport!
~SCENE:
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[] You like putting little bows in your hair (whoa whoa whoa....what am I...come little mop dog?)
[] You have mini-skirts (hahaha, me in a mini skirt *ponders*)
[] You have parted your hair to the side.
[] You think polka-dots are way cute.
[X] You have done a peace sign while you pose for a picture. (when one lacks the creativity to come up with anything better, the peace sign is the instant default)
[] You've been called scene before. (I've never even heard of scene, would anyone care to explain this to me?)
[] You wear/wore long, colorful socks with your skirts (I'm not THAT much of an otaku)
TOTAL: 1
~REDNECK: Oh no, they keep getting worse
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[] Gone four wheeling.
[] Went hunting. (hmm, killing small forest creatures for miniscule amounts of experience points...wait...thats something else, isn't it...)
[] Owned a four/three-wheeler or dirt bike...ect.
[X] Like to go fishing. (Just remember, there's a difference between "fishing" and catching)
[] Eat beef jerky
[] Ever said GIT-R-DONE.
[] Listened to the song Redneck Woman.
[] Know who Bocephus is. (Is he an ancient greek philosopher?)
TOTAL: 1
~METALHEAD:
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[] You wear band shirts alot... (I prefer non-labeled stuff really)
[] If people down talk metal you down talk their favorite music. (I've talked down enough people who like rap or boring pop or bland generic rock...I've also talked down people about the screeming thing too..I'm sorry, there's just much better stuff out there if you really like "music")
[] You like bands like As I Lay Dying, Lamb Of God, and All That Remains.
[] You HATE emos.
[] You like Black Sabbath. (somehow never got to hear their stuff)
[] You have gone to Ozzfest. (I don't really go to live things unless they're really cheap and I don't have to drive into a large city...mostly go to jazz stuff in cafe's)
[X] You have headbanged.
[x] You dont like rap. (musically very boring)
[X]You have a taste for classic rock as well. (Classic rock is awesome, this was when rock was actually composed, not just followed some basic template)
TOTAL: 3
And there you have it, a bit goth or punk it seems, but pretty much not following any stereotype. Overall 21/86
MFF
General | Posted 19 years agoWEEE, my first furry con! It was so crazy, so many furs, not used to it being so crowded, not even on campus. Haha, I miss wearing my tail and I keep expecting people sitting next to each other to hug as well as be wearing tails when they turn around. Furry is quite interesting indeed, out of this experience, I realized how stupid it is that people of the same sex cannot share physical affection even in the absense of sexual attraction (non-sexual affection I mean) because I was held back from doing this at the con by the way I was socialized. Really, it is stupid, the whole homophobia thing... its really just lame. Whatever, just thought it was interesting that I came up with that.
I had a great time hanging out with my friend Artemis and his bf D.Bruin and all of their friends, as well as the Furry Vermin from Second Life. Got some awesome con badges from Ignatius Husky and Spunky (and Tiberius is working on another) and bought a print from Dark Natasha. Overall I had a pretty awesome time. I've never seen so many people wearing similar hats to mine though, it was kind of funny.
I had a great time hanging out with my friend Artemis and his bf D.Bruin and all of their friends, as well as the Furry Vermin from Second Life. Got some awesome con badges from Ignatius Husky and Spunky (and Tiberius is working on another) and bought a print from Dark Natasha. Overall I had a pretty awesome time. I've never seen so many people wearing similar hats to mine though, it was kind of funny.
Second Life
General | Posted 19 years agoYay, a furry friend in the area got me started in SL, its great. My name is Seiichi Tenjin, so keep a lookout for me. I've been hanging out with the furry vermin in the dragon's roost and I'm looking for all my favorite artists from DA and FA! Drop a line to a coon ^_^
Possible fursona, could use some ideas
General | Posted 19 years agoI still haven't really decided on a species or anything for a fursona, I think I'd like to make one for fun. I was thinking maybe wolf or raccoon or something like that and maybe have to do with the water element (I like the philosophical aspects of water and I'll explain them if anyone cares).
It would be awesome if maybe someone could make me an avitar or possibly a sketch, I've never had anyone draw anything for me, it would be cool to see what my furry friends on the net would come up with. Also, I enjoy chatting any time, not much into RPing though, but send some IM love ^_^
It would be awesome if maybe someone could make me an avitar or possibly a sketch, I've never had anyone draw anything for me, it would be cool to see what my furry friends on the net would come up with. Also, I enjoy chatting any time, not much into RPing though, but send some IM love ^_^
