I wonder

if

I never met my friends

never met Jay

never had anyone to pick me up when I was down

Would I have died all those years ago?

Yes.

And secretly, sometimes...

I still want to die.

Stolen'd from


- When did you start drawing?
I've been practicing since 7th grade, with a few months' break at a time between 9th-12th grade, so I'm not that much better yet xD;;

- Which hand do you use for drawing?
Right hand O.O

- Which is easier to draw - male or female?
While Kira has a square base that comes out soft when done, I have a very round base that comes out very solid when done.

- Which is easier to draw - long hair or short hair?
Depends on the pose and the dynamics in the picture xD;;

- Is it easier to draw the head facing towards the right or the left?
Left because that's how all my vanity shots seem to turn out.

- Is it easier to draw the side view of the face or the front view?
Side does not require symmetry :O

- What do you have problems in drawing?
Not being too lazy to make my style better/improve from where I am.

- What do you like to draw?
Girls modeling designs I come up with :3 Squee.

- Are you a traditional artist or a digital artist?
Traditional because I don't has tablet OTL

- Where do you start drawing from?
Head or legs. Yeah, I know.

- What is your drawing habit that you are aware of?
I draw my girls like they're modeling.

- Any tips for coloring/shading?
Yeah, teach me how xD;;!

- How long does it take to finish a piece of art?
Depends, a really intense art thing can take hours, a simple drawing in a yearbook can take between 5-30 minutes depending how much I like them haha.

- What music do you listen to while you draw?
Something upbeat and active if it's designing, if it's emo I want silence or Evanescence.

- How long does it take you to come up with an idea?
Hm, figuring out dynamics/poses can take me between 10-45 minutes

- Your favorite drawing utensils?
.5 mm mechanical pencil with awesome erasers

- Your favorite color/the color that you use a lot?
My favorite color is silver, but I seem to use pink and black [sometimes separately] a lot o.o

- Your favorite style(s)?
To draw in? Some kinda strange mix between shojo and shonen haha

- Are you satisfied with your current art?
NUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

- What kind of artist are you aiming for?
Fashion designer/illustrator

Stolenededed by teh

Level 1
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
SO FAR: 2

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 5

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
(x) Slept With A Co-worker (classmate, so close enough lol)
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 9

Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Furaffinity Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 11

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
(x) Been in a Mosh Pit
SO FAR: 14

Level 6
(x) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 19

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party
( ) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 22

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game (it was a children's card game, too haha)
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
SO far: 27

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 29

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood
SO FAR: 33

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
(x) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 37

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight
SO FAR : 39

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
(x) Pole Danced (oh god prom...)
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 44

Level 15
( ) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying (I kind of was... xD;;)
SO FAR: 46

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
( ) Played Cops And Robbers (same idea, different roles)
( ) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
SO FAR: 49

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(x) Kissed In The Rain
SO FAR: 53

Level 18
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere
SO FAR: 55

Level 19
(x) Crashed A Party
(x) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey
SO FAR: 58

Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
(x) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
() Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 61

Level 21
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cubes (popsicle, actually)
( ) Kicked A Fish (why would you do that?)
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
( ) Sat On A Roof Top and watched the stars
SO FAR: 63

Level 22
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
( ) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about
SO FAR: 66

Level 23
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
( ) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
SO FAR: 67

Level 24
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail
SO FAR: 68

Level 25
( ) Played Chinese Chicken (???????!!!!?!?!?!)
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused
SO FAR: 71

Level 26
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
(x) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one (does it count if I was asked to animate one?)
( ) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed
SO FAR: 74

Level 27
(x) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
(x) French Braided Someones Hair (Er, I tried to anyway heh)
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
SO FAR: 79

Level 28
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(x) Had A Cavity
(x) Black-Mailed Someone
(x) Been Black Mailed
SO FAR: 84

Level 29
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone
SO FAR: 88

Level 30
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
(x) Had sex in the rain (It was raining when we had sex... haha)
( ) Flattened someones tires
(x) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
(x) Got five dollars or less worth of gas
TOTAL: 91


So yeah that was fun.

Me: and you're handsome despite what you think

Bf: No I'm so not.

Me: Yes you are. To me, at least. I love your eyes and your nose is small and cute xD and your lips are pouty and soft


He sounds like a girl when I try to describe him

I am so sick of people berating and criticizing Obama! I mean, he wasn't my first choice as president, and I figured he wouldn't be able to do all he had hoped to do/promised to do, so I'm not idealizing him or anything, but people give him a break! It's like, what? His 6th month into his term? Did you think everything was going to magically get better? Did you think he has some kind of afro ninja wand that gave everyone jobs and upped the quality of education? What are you, 2? Geez! After years of conspiracy, corruption, under minding of the middle and lower classes, and lack of sense when one wants to make a change of it all, they all must be analyzed first. This means that at times some of these things become accented--- "things get worse before they get better." Shut up because it's not like you'd do such a great job at being president, leave him be because he seems to actually be trying, and THINK before you berate someone!

I swear the internet hates me. Facebook, Xanga, FA, AND LJ have been either erasing my msgs, telling me they don't exist even though they do causing multiple same posts that make me look stupid, or just ignoring me.

The interwebs. It hates me.

At least I has Lord Nibu <3

Got this from teh

=Rules=

* Choose a singer/band/group.
* Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group.
* Tag 5 more people (let them know they've been tagged)

I choose you Maroon 5!!!

Are you male or female?
Sunday Morning (XD;; What?)

Describe yourself!
The Sun

What do people feel when they're around you?
Secret (waaah scandalous?)

Describe your current relationship.
Tangled (you have no idea...)

Where would you like to be now?
This Love (as in with the one i love :D)

How do you feel about love?
Through with You (xD i gave up on a former love, sure)

What's your life like?
She Will Be Loved (Er, I guess so hehe)

What would you ask for if you only had one wish?
Sweetest Goodbye (D: why so sad?)

Say something wise.
Not Coming Home (That's only wise for me...)

"I tag anyone who thinks this looks like fun~"