Ive had this idea for many years and it’s been hush till now but ive also hit a major major roadblock but let’s break it all down.

I have been terrified of latex balloons all my life but I’ve never had such fears of Mylar balloons and I love them. I started thinking how there is not only a generic furry Mylar balloon but a sona shapped one and that started the idea.

I decided on this one from  trashpandalucas

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33712747/

I love how suggestive he is in this. Lucas is not only ok but thrilled I want to use his work to make a product. He was also ok with an Ai mock-up of the art as a balloon.

It took a while but I found a factory that is nice, and very prompt, so prompt that they made a handmade sample In 2 days! It is 134x123cm which is ever so slightly bigger then I was originally told.

This might be a tough pill for many but the cost would be $21,500. $8,500 of that is just for the dies needed to make the balloons and the rest are the balloons and I have to buy 5,000 per their MOQ(minimum order quantity)

Now the bad. I obviously knew it would be a bit and I thought I’d crowdfunding. I didn’t and don’t want to try kickstarter because of the lewdish nature of Zoran. I put it on go fund me and it was removed not for anything sexual but for violating

Term 8.2, which prohibits "fundraisers that are fraudulent, misleading, inaccurate, dishonest or impossible."

There was no way to appeal this and I nuked my account of disgust. I stared the process of making a jot form but to link PayPal for selling and donations I have to have a business account which I made but got very cold feet to progress more as I don’t have a business nor know a thing about making one. I went back to add it but now it’s blocked so I couldn’t if I wanted to now. I was thinking of doing a google form for donations and preorders and have people donate to my personal PayPal but feel that’s EXTREMELY risky and would be a bad idea.

Also I shipping. There is no price as of now and I can do sea or air but the paperwork part I wouldn’t know either nor going to a port and picking up the goods or even finding an agent or company to Handle that.

So I don’t know what to do with the money aspect since that is all that is holding this back and I really would love if the community could pitch in and help make this dream a reality!

Lastly I have telegram channel and group which is the best place to keep up to date on this endeavor.

https://t.me/+vqAfXI_dGORmZDEx The group link is in the channel.

Thanks and any tips and kind words are very much welcome!

You guys and gals may remember a Kaiju named Casper in some of my art? I will try to keep things as simple and non emotional as I can but I was given and took to opportunity to adopt her. My mind is still blown and I am having a super super rare good struggle( i think?) trying to process this. I thought Rex was the most important adopt as he was the first living inflatable character I ever saw and confirmed that the idea wasn’t stupid and bases Skipper off of him because I never thought id see Rex again. As of now I’m debating on her permanent form( fleshie or living inflatable) if she should have a diaper or pull-up and even the print of it as I can’t have blank diapers (old people ish. lol) I also got 2 new characters at the same time and another from a friend too and I’m not sure if I will upload all of the previous art of them all.
Anyways that’s all!

I’ll keep this somewhat simple but I’ve wanted a CDL since I was 19 but couldn’t due to medical reasons and I had to wait 10 years to make sure I was medically ok,the other 5 was being busy and intimated but I woke up one day and decided to do it. California law doesn’t let you be simply learn from someone that knows but you have to go to an state registered school which cost $8,000 but because the entire reason was to get a dump truck for my dad he payed for it. It took me a little over a month to learn and get my license (May to June) and since 2 weeks now I have a real dump truck VS one half the size requiring more work. The truck is a 2012 Freightliner Coronado with a 10 yard dump bed and my dad doesn’t have to rely on unreliable 3rd parties for hauling. I may post pics but maybe not

As for art I think I will upload my art since I don’t have anything now that breaks the rules and I feel being in fear and not uploading is essentially giving them what they want. I haven’t planned on what to do if I get banned though but let’s hope it doesn’t. I will start tomorrow since I’m beat. lol

I don’t even need to explain what this is about. I correctly guessed that the mods would go rouge after Dragoneer’s passing. I’m too scared to upload art now and it’s not nearly as much as the actual ban that could happen but all the friends and artists I’ve made over the years suddenly being lost forever. As I work full time and live in the country I have little free time and limited bandwidth to upload to a different site Although I should but I don’t know what else I can do


Here are places to find me

Twitter: https://x.com/squishy_zoran?s=21&am.....n4ov_Sv6ZK6N8g

Bluesky: https://bsky.app/profile/squishyzoran.bsky.social

Cubhub: https://cubhub.social/@Squishy_Zoran

Babyfur.me: https://babyfur.me/profile/DiaperWe.....ingPooltoyDino

And no idea why I made this tumblr: https://squishyzoran.tumblr.com/

So I know AI is a very hot topic and I’ve been playing with it for a bit and it brings me to my questions.

1: Would artists object doing art based on stories it? I have had AI make a few stories but taking those ideas and doing art of my guys based on that.

2: (and the main reason I stared dabbling in ai) I had a product idea and have been using ai to give me inspiration and to visualize the ideas but would people object to putting such things into my art?

3: as the ai is for something I want to make real would people object to strait up making the ai into a physical thing instead of changing things and also a designer would you object to making a 1 to 1 plans/art/3d model for an idea?

Anyways that’s my question and I’d love to hear thoughts on this

they must be diaper friendly
For some odd reason my intex triceratops ring is flat. He stays on the spare bed on top of a plush and on wendsady night I was so tired I crapped out on said bed. At one point the ring was on me and I placed him back on the plush and when I went upstairs yesterday to shower I saw he was flat. As he’s my most favorite intex toy ever I’m extremely upset and I’m confused as to what happened as there’s obviously nothing sharp. My friends think just the material got a pinhole because of age and flexing (he is from 2008) and I will do the soapy water test and see. Although this is upsetting it has also inspired art.i kept him on the plush but because he’s drooped over it looks like he’s asking “watcha doing?” The second is more a shitpost but that’s a secret.

It’s weird how such an experience has inspired such a thing but here we are.

I’m probably not the only one to say this but Jetsonic has gone under.

https://www.fzjetsonic.com/

This company was the ONE everyone went to and wanted to go to as they made the best quality of toys and I wanted to go to them for a regular toy and the one time I asked they were cocky and arrogant and lied about things( and I waisted money sending them a toy to study)So many makers have used jet sonic for their runs and I waited YEARS for a toy and I payed $1400-$1600 for them and that is gone and I’ll never get it back. Looking around the actual owner of the company stole all the money and fled and a message from one of the makers said that the factory was empty and everything gone, most likely destroyed. I’d like to imagine the inflatable community would come together as one but *laughs* they won’t . I do not blame any of the makers as it hit them like a ton of bricks too and I can’t be mad at the factory workers as I’m under the impression that this might have happened at the beginning of or during the Chinese new year. At the very least the factory was cleared out in that time and they had no idea either.

Either way this is upsetting to so many and I hope the inflatable community can persevere .

You heard that right although there is a bit more. I was super excited to share my inflatable diaper there and there was a rule that there was no advertising. I own up to that 100% when I mentioned I’m not a company they added that I violated no crotch shots which somehow includes side and butt views. I also thought crotch shots would be close up and not far. My pics of my pamp were not close and just like Twitter was a front,back,and side. Now while my fault I was pissed because I’ve wanted to make an inflatable for the AB/DL community and that was it. Yesterday I removed all the comments on my page and this morning I removed all the inflatable pics in my gallery and I got banned for

“ Soliciting several members and attempting to hide activity by deleting posts *AFTER* being warned for advertising products”

The way that is worded makes it sound like I was PMing people trying to sell them things which I never did the second is even more bullshit because the posts removed was just chat and the pics were of some of my toys THAT HAVE BEEN UP THERE FOR 5 FUCKING YEARS and wasn’t advertising a goddamn thing!

The best part? I’ve been a member for 11 years and I get treated like this because of one mistake? Adisc was the first AB/DL forum I joined and it was special to me but for this to happen really really hurts and makes me wonder what happened on their end to treat me like this. I almost feel that they were looking for an excuse to ban me and they got one. I also ponder out loud if I should even pursue AB/DL inflatables if this is how I get thanked.

You heard that right! I’ve teamed up with Candy Coated PVC and we will be having a preorder from now till 2/9/2024

They are made out of two layers of 0.25mm pvc. 
You can choose from a smaller size or a larger size. And you can also choose if you want an SPH access tunnel that connects from the inside to the outside (slightly lower on the inside and slightly higher on the outside) and allows outy-bits to poke through. Maximum size for the Small Inflato Pamps: Waist - 42" (107cm) Leg - 28" (71cm)
Maximum size for the Large Inflato Pamps: Waist - 50" (127cm) Leg - 28" (71cm)

Here is the Twitter link for a few pics with the preorder form and the preorder form by itself below!

https://x.com/squishy_zoran/status/.....n4ov_Sv6ZK6N8g

https://candycoatedus.com/preorder-.....-inflato-pamps

At the insistence of a friend they want me to post this. He recommended I look for a 3D artist first then see if they can do pooltoys and that’s what I’m going to try. I’ve looked for specifically inflatable ones and that list is small and they don’t take commissions or are secretive and you need to be friends with them or have connections which I will never have.

Another important thing for me is that I would like to find a modeler that is AB/DL friendly or at least tolerant as my entire goal now is to make inflatables for them. Everyone I found has respectfully said no but it’s frustrating that I can’t find anyone and depending on how this goes I may give up With this. I should just take pamps out of the equation as that would fix everything but why should I? It’s who I am and as someone said behind my back

“It’s as if diapers are his personality”

Well they are right there and Im not gonna change it for others. I’m actually more happy (for the most part) being open then hiding the AB/DL side and not like I could change it now.


Anyways to condense everything

I’m looking for an AB/DL friendly 3D modeler and I want to see if they can do inflatable designs as it would greatly increase the chance of a design being perfect the first time

It’s that time again! I’m looking for someone who can draw realistically but doesn’t mind pamps. Despite diapers being in it it would be a serious pic staring a character that was probably forgotten about.

Also As music is a huge coping mechanism for bad things I have 2 others based off of music. One would be remembering the good times and then another what I must remember.

So if you or someone you know can do this. Let me know!

So I was a bit late because I had to help my dad but the art is gone. I had to get rid of more art then I thought and sadly one from blankie and a few with unique concepts. Also I wouldn’t mind If people gave their thoughts on what I have left since some might be iffy but I’m not sure.

One place that my art seems to be on as recommended by  hotmail12345678 is https://furarchiver.net/

I couldn’t look too much because my internet is meh but it didn’t look like it was updated in a long time.

A better place would be my personal art channel on telegram https://t.me/+o-REjoFgCw81NGEx

It started as a mess but now that I’m into the swing of things it’s much better and there’s even a bot that will give you the links to where it’s posted!

While I don’t normally pay attention to what goes on I started seeing journals about the policy regarding minors /babyfur and I don’t want to take any chances and I’ll be deleting some of those commissions but also since it’s so open ended what do I need to delete?. The obvious will be mostly older stuff from when I was getting a feel. I’ve already been suspended twice and the staff probably would definitely love to get rid of me and if that was to happen It might seal my fate in this fandom I would be absolutely devastated of all the friends and artists I would loose.

One think I may have asked before but because I discovered my kinks at such a young age (inflatables at 8 and diapers at 12) that it never ever crossed my mind how anything could be taken as it sometimes has.
Is that reasonable? Stupid? Does it make sense? Do i deserve any of the bans I got? Should I be nuked off here?

Anyways I’ll make another journal when I’m done.

I’ve been fascinated by them and while I don’t know much I want to get one of my own but don’t know where to go. While this character will be serious he will still have some fun traits so he will either be a pooltoy or have a pooltoy form and he will be padded but again I don’t know if I want that permanent or a separate thing for every once in a while. I do know what he will be though, his power and why he’s a Kaiju but I will not reveal that just yet. So if you or anyone you know can draw kaijus (AB/DL friendly preferred ) please let me know!

I discovered a song yesterday that hits right in the feels. It sums up the last few months which have been extremely difficult but I’ve never mentioned here before and will not other then this journal . I will only share the song to those who are serious on this.

So I ran an idea for a Halloween pic by one of my groups and I got a huge response that I didn’t expect. 27 people would like to partake, 28 including me. I don’t think it’s possible to do one that big or this close to Halloween but I’m Willis to see.

The idea would be most of us would be young kids in our costumes walking along the sidewalk to a house trick or treating with our bags our buckets with candy in them being led by our caretaker. I suppose too others could be older kids or even non participating older kids helping to wrangle us young ones.

That’s the idea anyway. I would love to find someone to make this happen but it’s a tall order so understandable if it can’t be done.

@1:40 am. I don’t know why but as of now I feel emotionless and numb. I think I’ll be ok but that could change.

I’m on the hunt for someone to draw a ref sheet silly inflatable concept. I was daydreaming and got an idea for a fully inflatable dumpster that’s also a bed. I figured I’d put it out here if someone wants to draw such a thing since I don’t who would want to since its weird. I don’t think the exact size needs to be known yet but I was thinking the the actual inside would be the size of a queen bed. The color would be green and I’m trying to figure out logos with my friends but nobody is sure. I was also debating on making it as a removable panel similar to what bounce houses have but again I don’t know what kinda logos. Anyway if someone wants to take it on or knows anyone who might (including the big guys!)let me know!

This year has been crazy, 3 good things and 2 bad.
1 of each I don’t feel ready to talk about just yet but they changed me for both good and bad but to sum up what I feel ok talking about:

The bad: does that need explaining? People using issues here to further their agenda and ban me from chats, people and friends turning against me for some of the dumbest reasons and defending those that do such things to me. (I often wonder what I do to find myself blocked by people I’ve never heard of)

The good 1: this year I got an actual suit made from the I.W. angel dragon by a crafter called Candy Coated Kink (or CCK). The suit is amazing and so much fun but my mom is paranoid so to bring cheer to others (and see if they want to invest in one) she’s currently making the rounds. The owner is the nicest guy you could meet and is helpful because unlike many he will actually share his tips and tricks! While they just modify and repair toys both vinyl and latex I would love it if he could sell my toy ideas!

The good 2: I made Zoran into an anthro inflatable this year with no help and he looks pretty good. Sadly the person I wanted to get help with said no BUT that was the kick in the ass I needed to do it solo. He also has his diaper that is removable but I think too big to fit a person. As of now hes at my best friends place so I don’t have pics and I’m torn on this but I honestly don’t know if I want to share him because of how poorly I’ve been treated but I feel that’s extremely selfish to do since there are more friendly people then not.

Will I make a news years resolution?

Honestly I don’t know because mine from last year ultimately turned into the clusterfuck that has made me drop a lot of the inflatable community out of my life. If anything I’ll probably make one with things so ridiculous they won’t happen. Lol. But what I need to do is not care so much about what others do/ think but I really struggle with that and next year I would love to ask even more people why they hate me but I can’t and won’t do that.

Anyways everyone have a good Christmas and I’ll probably make that silly New Years resolution thing.

Hey everyone! I’ve have started preliminary work on my next project (which is nothing more then figuring out what it will be in my mind) and one thing that’s promised is there will be a diaper and to my other promise that I want to involve the AB/DL,babyfur/Diaper fur community!

So I would love it if people made up their own prints and shared them with me and at the end of the contest the one I like the most will be incorporated into this project and they will get credit besides mine.

My only rule is that I don’t want it based off of any AB/DL diapers including inspired since the lawsuit risk is too great. I think you’d be ok to make prints inspired by the more mainstream ones but other then it can be anything, diapers,pull-ups,goodnites/underjams, boyish,girly, animals,mythical creatures, anything you want to make!

This contest will run till my hatch day of March19 2022 but I may extend it longer.

If you make a design you can PM me here on my FA, on Twitter Squishy_Zoran or contact me on telegram Zuma07.

Good luck and I can’t wait to see what you come up with!

As part of my big reset I’ve made new groups, a discord and inkbunny and I feel ready to share. All telegram groups are 18+ NSFW unless noted. Here we go!

https://inkbunny.net/SquishyZoran my inkbunny

https://discord.gg/dgEnJd9WpS my discord chat: ( In the process of setting this up so it might be lacking right now)

https://t.me/joinchat/63S9joNXhBBlMTJh crinkle squeaks: AB/DL friendly inflatable group


https://t.me/joinchat/eVBBSdbEiBc5ZmU5 Crinkle squeaks Repair/reinforcement/mods: AB/DL Friendly group for repairing, reinforcing and modifying inflatable toys.( I unfortunately do not have much experience so this group might lack)

https://t.me/joinchat/icLTHmTS40EyM2Mx crinkle squeaks deflation: AB/DL friendly group for those who like to deflate their toys (no popping please)

https://t.me/joinchat/Z5vQ1JXeGBU2ZjRh crinkle squeaks water sports: AB/DL friendly group for those who like to pee on their inflatables


https://t.me/SFWnonpopinflates SFW inflatables: inflatable group that is strictly SFW(AB/DLs welcome but pamp stuff to a minimum and no rl pamp stuff)


https://t.me/joinchat/V4qU1dKepEpJaWdO nsfw inflatables: inflatable group that is SFW and NSFW
(Same rules as above)


https://t.me/joinchat/SDBDyQZMe-E-KUAH inflatable buy/sell/search/trade group

https://t.me/joinchat/o-REjoFgCw81NGEx my art channel: my personal art channel

https://t.me/Inflatableexchange my personal buying/selling search group

https://t.me/joinchat/V9PMUgASa_2sPL3l My in real life lewd stuff:MY lewds both diaper and squeak

https://t.me/Zoransinflatableplayland
For whatever comes to my mind

https://t.me/joinchat/SZXpazvdMK0KPY39
Chat for the above

And the most important ones of the group!

https://t.me/joinchat/Vq8Uit919axiMDFh Squishy Zoran’s custom toys channel:This will be the channel where I keep people up to date with my inflatable endeavors and is the place I will announce major news

https://t.me/joinchat/VMFqvlfezig5YTEx the chat group for my custom toy channel: this is where you can come to ask questions, partake in contests, suggest ideas and more importantly help me make toys for the AB/DL community!

Haters and spies need not join. Lol but please share the links (especially the last 2)and let me know if any don’t work.

Thanks and thank you to everyone who has been there for me!

So for those who are just joining me you might want to take a peek at this journal https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9950827/

That bullshit will be explained but wasn’t the only reason I’ve come to the decision to separate myself from the inflatable community.

Back in 2019 I went to a certain rabbit because I wanted to make an inflatable chair design that would have you sit on Zoran’s lap(look up the StarWars Episode 1 chairs as I based it off that) at first they were fine but they had other commissions so I had to wait a month but that was ok as I was excited to get this design made. A month went by and 1 day into the work they not only changed their mind saying “the nature of my content” but also blocked me on at least FA and I was devastated because that never happened before but blocking me was (in my eyes) absolutely uncalled for. Looking back on it I thought the nature of my content simply meant the diapers but I think it all comes back to the sketchy art but I will never know for sure. After letting myself cool I decided to go to another artist. This person I really looked up to and they did great art and toy designs but I was blocked on the spot for simply ASKING if diapers were ok and not only that but he talked shit about me behind my back and started the Illegal art rumor that still seems to go around to this day. (We will get back to this person as he really sent me in my downward spiral that has led my to take a leap back)
The following I don’t remember when it happened and I don’t think that matters but will be here to show how poor I’ve been treated which includes:

Being attacked for asking questions or having them removed.
Being muted in a chat for having a different opinion then everyone else
Being muted for TELLING a group that Xtube was removing all their free stuff
Being told to quit my endeavors (and the excuse being mis translation when I fought back)
A rules for me but not for thee group that reprimanded me for “swearing” in a pg group while it seemed like others did and nothing. One member said I was rude too but I was never rude or really active in that group.

The owner of the above group PMing me not to apologize for my poor treatment but to tell me that my profile picture looks like a white supremacy symbol and “educate” me when I didn’t ask. The icon was a birthday gift and was never supposed to be anything but a happy thing so the artist and I are furious over that. (To think I was gonna loan my squeaks to him for his little elitist meet up!)

I had a person call me a walnut brain and a good for nothing because I opened up a tiny bit about my poor treatment, this person also asked me why babyfurs have to hide and when I kindly reminded them to look at their friend (the same who blocked me in 2019 and made the illegal art rumor and got me kicked from the discord group)and because he doesn’t want to hear the truth blocked me. Things have gotten a bit better but he asked why people hate his friend and “he only hurt you two” (the other person being my friend from the beginning of the linked journal) like we are nobody and don’t matter and also the he didn’t mean to hurt us which hurts my brain trying to figure out how that’s possible. I also helped this person get not 1,not 2 but 3 FREE inflatable designs and I never got credit,mention or even a thank you and I find it that he won’t let me get his sona toy, wether it’s him being protective or him hating me I don’t know.

There have been incidents in which I get hated and blocked for taking one side AFTER I listen to both side of the issues. I don’t understand why people only listen to one and take their word for it instead of listening to both then making a decision based on that.Unfortunately those people who did that were going to help me with toy designs and I lost that help. Would I do it again? ABSOLUTELY as I will stand by my friends and always do what’s right.

Also this isn’t really anyone’s fault but it’s extremely discouraging when I send ideas to companies and get ignored. It seems that they don’t like new designs and would rather rerun the same boring things and run things from famous people. I know that a few probably get a lot and definitely need to weigh what would sell but if my things aren’t liked I’d rather be told that then never hearing anything. Also it seems that people seem to get art from a few others and won’t tell you how to contact the people that got the art from as There’s an artist I’ve wanted art from for years but the people who get art won’t share how to contact them.

Also that reminds me but someone shit on my for my opinoun of pop furs based on what I hear and based on some experience. I mean he didn’t seem rude but ignored me and passed up my offer to borrow a toy for videos and took the same boring toys everyone has seen a million times.

I had a certain wolf in one of my groups who would complain about every little thing and think and take everything as a personal attack. To shut him up I said I’d ban a certain user but when he demanded I do so I said no and he took a 180, attacked me, my admins, called us all incompetent,bitched on his Twitter and lied and said there was accusations of pedophilla against him which wasn’t true (and I feel was an attempt to get me canceled because so many assume AB/DL is pedo, heaven forbid people ask and clear things up!)and then called me immature for blocking him on twitter. He also has spies in my groups and pestered me not too long ago because I called him what he really is in my own group.

The following below has happened in the last month and was the final straw and is what made me ultimately go the path I’m going now.

Someone was all pissy because of someone I made a mod in my group and compared her to the universally hated wolf of above and was told an absolutely untrue rumor that she was seeing someone just because he was told that by someone else. ( I not only knew this was false but even confirmed it) and they demanded to be made an admin but left my group so I couldn’t anyway. this person did not just do a 180 but a full 360 as they had told me info about a toy being run and I posted the link to buy it, they claimed they went public with their info but said in bits and pieces and said if anything goes wrong with that toy it’s my fault and not the people running it. I never saw those bits and pieces and if you have info that’s so dire I think you should prepare a statement and post that and get it pinned but nope. This person also seems to have told the discord group and got me banned from it

In regards to the discord group I was banned for admitting I had illegal art. As you know that’s not true and was a poor choice of words but it the same hater from 2019 who is also friends with the person that called me a good for nothing Walnut brain is an admin of the discord who decided to log that away till it suited him. I actually made it my news years resolution to get answers as to why the poor treatment and was hopeful he changed and could have gotten closure but I not only didn’t get any but was treated poorly by him saying how thoroughly creeped out he was by me and blocked me. I probably shouldn’t have but I was distraught and went to the owner and begged for him to talk to his admin but was ignored. Thanks to the 360 I also found out that the owner said avoided me like the plague and I was throwing a fit because I was enforcing a rule in my OWN chat and going after someone and that how I was enforcing this rule before it was posted and when I showed them the screenshots of them saying it they didn’t say anything and claimed they didn’t hate me. I was also told that I don’t belong in HIS community and I know he has spies everywhere(which seems to be a common theme with all these shit people)

And don’t forget I got booted because my project partner doesn’t align with his views and I get punished for that as well as him not listing to me try to tell him I do not have illegal art.


I will say I’ve only had 2 issues in the AB/Dl community in the 9 years being here and sadly I was treated poorly and even threatened and shit on but that’s not enough to make me leave that.

I hope this serves as an eye opener for people since it seems stuff gets shoved under the rug because people would rather have their toys and would rather fight to see who has the biggest dick then caring about each other.

And now you also know why I’ve decided to separate myself from the inflatable community. I’ve tried so hard to make a difference and the last 3 years proved I will never belong and that really hurts to say. Now what will happen is my passion which is making inflatables specifically for the AB/DL community since there are so many ideas that could and should be made. I also want to involve AB/DLs with the process of making toys, everything from ideas,art, 3D modeling and even let people’s sonas be toys! Im gonna struggle even more then before since non of the inflatable designers are diaper friendly though and this may very well fail but we shall see how that goes.

Thanks for listening and being there for me and I can’t wait to turn over a new leaf!

First off for those who watched me, thank you! Unfortunately the reason I’m just getting back now is complex.

Recent events have made me question my place in the inflatable community and going forward I think it best if I scale back my personal involvement. Before I do, I'd like to go over and clarify a few points though.

Firstly, regarding my FA ban, I'm not sure if it was bad timing or a personal attack after I had made a close friend an Admin on my groups. Either way I received a one month ban due to a few pieces of art being seen/catagorized as under age. This is NOT the case, as Zoran is of age and several years more. The reason he looked younger is the artists wanted to do a chibi version. Going forward I will be getting a new reference sheet and he will only be drawn in his adult form.

Secondly, regarding my supposed "Illegal Art" rumor that I’ve heard about I can catagorically say this is false, the screenshot some of you may have seen where I said in my past I had Illegal art was a poor choice of words, I was reffering back to the chibi art, it was questionable in some peoples eyes, NOT Illegal. I never had nor will have illegal art, period.

Thirdly, my friendship with My project partner. some of you have chosen to demonize me in the same breath you denouce him. Well, I do not condone his actions but I will also not condem them either. He is his own person and he's entitled to his own opinions. This is a free country after all. He was and is the only person I feel that has had any faith in my designs. He has helped me immensely, and I still do consider him a friend. That will not change. However, what will change is I have gained the confidence to work with factories directly so future products may or may not be under his name.

Fourthly, I was unjustly banned from a discord server because of all of the above. Additionally, one of my staff set an option in my private discord for one of the genders as "Alien". This was done without my knowledge or approval, and I've been labeled as transfobic because of it. Again, I had nothing to do with this aside being in charge of that discord server itself. I am not transfobic, rather, I'm the opposite, I welcome people of all walks of life. That said, I have no plans to change this as people are free to select whatever option they think fits them best. This was not done as an attack on anyone's identity, just as a light jest.

Lastly, to those intorreant of me or my AB/DL interests, please find something else to complain about. I'm tired of defending my interests, they aren't harming you or anyone else. I'm not going to stop doing them, it's part of who I am. The furry community has always preeched acceptance, perhaps it's time we all start practicing it a little more. I'm here to stay.

In regards to my art it’s clear the staff hate ab/dL and so I’m trying to figure out if I should move over to inkbunny and nuke this, leave what I have or continue uploading here and only put things that are questionable on inkbunny but as of now I’m not sure how I want to go about that. I also want to spill the beans on everything (without using any names)because it seems that the inflatable community sweeps everything bad under the rug because they would rather have toys and it would help to explain much better the straw that broke the camel’s back but I’m not sure if I should make another journal or just ask for people to pm/dm it.

In closing , I'm scaling back my activites in the inflatable community, getting a new ref sheet that combines the features of all the ones I have now, be friends with my project partner,continue making toys on my own, and will continue to crinkle and I will not apologize for who I am, who my friends are or standing by their side.

Thank you,

- Zoran

My friend  PoppyAndPascal has an absolutely adorable YCH where a bunch of babs get a new pooltoy. Check it out!

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40292788/

I did not make this but there is a telegram group in memory of Cheezer to help keep the memories alive and to share yours. I recommend that you join it to share and show support.

https://t.me/RestInPeaceCheezer

Please share the link everywhere and which everyone!