sorry I havent been very productive
Posted 10 years agoyeah im sorry guys.. this semester has been a nightmare. I know i say that ever semester but still. this one has invoked depression, isolation and a lot of mixed emotions about my life success, and if i will fail and bring dishonor to my family
will try my best to keep giving you guys art and love. but have to be a bit more passive for now
will try my best to keep giving you guys art and love. but have to be a bit more passive for now
Vote transformation results!
Posted 10 years agobecause people wanted to see ^^ the result of the TF voting contest thing >///< i ended up umm.. very endowed..
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15947217/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15947217/
A friend In need, Fire troubles
Posted 10 years agosignal boosting, to help a friend. dani's parents just lost a lot.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6551360/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6551360/
Vote to transform me!!
Posted 10 years agoapprently my friend volenteered me to be appart of a voting transformation thingy >///< if you want to vote and see what could happen to me go to the artists page at
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15847925/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15847925/
thank you all for being supportive
Posted 10 years agowanted to thank everyone whos been commenting on my journals, going through some tough times right now, and the fact so many people actually responded and wanted to give me advice means a lot to me.
just having someone to talk to and knowing people are listening makes all the differences
keep being amazing fans!!
-Core
just having someone to talk to and knowing people are listening makes all the differences
keep being amazing fans!!
-Core
Just got horriable abused in class today by a teacher
Posted 10 years agosorry if ive been very depressed latly but been talking college for close to 8 years at this point and today was perhaps the worse day ive ever had, with a teacher full on humiliating and insulting students, all to make them work harder and much much worse. leaving students in tears, and other leaving.
i want to cry... i just feel horrible... and i am trapped. made worse knowing i have to go back for the next 12 weeks
i want to cry... i just feel horrible... and i am trapped. made worse knowing i have to go back for the next 12 weeks
HAPPY THANKS GIVING!!!
Posted 10 years agoyup!! I hope everyone digs in and has a great day with your family!!!!.... wait... what day is it?... Valentines day? what the buck is that?
Going to have a horriable semester
Posted 10 years agoin charge of a group of people, over worked with multiple jobs, being forced to take a god awful class featuring a massive reaserch paper
i hate life.. i want to cry.. and wont get to see many of you guys for months
i hate life.. i want to cry.. and wont get to see many of you guys for months
School!!!
Posted 10 years agowell tomarrow My school is starting up again.. back to the grind and trying to learn and improve myself
Internships are stressfull
Posted 10 years agoWell i havent gotten one yet, but im currently applying all over.. even to places like blizzard and pixar.. shesh.. its just stressful..and the feeling of rejection
I'm not ignoring you, Its just finals
Posted 11 years agoyeah been rather quiet as of late, been having a very time consuming semester with 3 animation classes, and with there only being 3 weeks left of class... might be a bit quiet for a little bit...
but I am sorry to not respond to notes as quickly, comments, and providing slightly less art. but will be back full times soon, with plenty to show you
but I am sorry to not respond to notes as quickly, comments, and providing slightly less art. but will be back full times soon, with plenty to show you
I'm not ignoring you, Its just finals
Posted 11 years agoyeah been rather quiet as of late, been having a very time consuming semester with 3 animation classes, and with there only being 3 weeks left of class... might be a bit quiet for a little bit...
but I am sorry to not respond to notes as quickly, comments, and providing slightly less art. but will be back full times soon, with plenty to show you
but I am sorry to not respond to notes as quickly, comments, and providing slightly less art. but will be back full times soon, with plenty to show you
Happy turkey day!!!
Posted 11 years agoyes!! everyone rejoice!! the day in which the tasty cyborg turkeys from the future must once again be devoured!!
so spend time with your loved ones!! make sure they are safe!! as we all defeat the hordes of wild turkeys together!!
so spend time with your loved ones!! make sure they are safe!! as we all defeat the hordes of wild turkeys together!!
birthday!!!
Posted 11 years agowoo!!!... not sure what to do now!!! but today is my birthday!!
Woo!!! 8 days till my birthday!
Posted 11 years agoas the title says 8 days!!! figured id try to get myself excited about it for once ^^ and spread the word!
New super smash
Posted 11 years agowell.. I just digitally downloaded it... and why is it taking so long!!! I want to play now...
Artist now sleeping on the floor
Posted 11 years agoWell.. i guess I can just chop this one up to the college experience but my cot finally broke and em now sleeping on the floor.. on a pile of various blankets and such and all i can say... you would think things you slept on would be more comfertable.. i hope my shoulder will finally stop throbing now
Family Stresses *Mini Rant*
Posted 11 years agoUgg... it seems no matter what people always get mad at me. I just cant do right.
that despite working as hard as I can during the summar making money the way I wanted. my grands and tuition covereing like 95% of my cost of school. and finding free healthcare so I only had to pay 400 dollars out of pocket for classes... which I was able to pay for...
Im still being criticized by my grandma, being told horrible things that Im not making enough and i didnt try hard enough to get a oppressive minimum wage job. that what I have achived is not good enough and that i need to pay my own way.
that asking if she might want to aide in paying for a bus pass that would make it so im Essentially 100% self reliant, when in the past shes has told me she would be happy to help me with school supply's.then just attacks me on a personal lvl about not trying hard enough to get store jobs instead of commissions.
its really frustrating to me i suppose.. I try my best to treat her like a person to be a good grand child to her, that she compliments me, tells me all these nice things to my face how she is proud of me and is excited for what Im doing, but then in a split second just turns into a monster.. and just tears my soul apart and make me feel like everything Ive done is shit.
that the fact im in a respectable 4 year art college, using every resource i can to be successful. that at the moment em more successful than most people of my family.being thrifty with every dollar i own. that my hard work to get here earning scholarships that pay all but 400 of 19,000 dollars tuition...and that working as hard as I have.. the fact i dont have left over money to buy a bus pass is offensive to her. that who I am is wrong.
that the way I see the world is wrong. that my ideas of trying to make money are incorrect.
*sighs*.... just makes me want to curl up and never speak again.
that despite working as hard as I can during the summar making money the way I wanted. my grands and tuition covereing like 95% of my cost of school. and finding free healthcare so I only had to pay 400 dollars out of pocket for classes... which I was able to pay for...
Im still being criticized by my grandma, being told horrible things that Im not making enough and i didnt try hard enough to get a oppressive minimum wage job. that what I have achived is not good enough and that i need to pay my own way.
that asking if she might want to aide in paying for a bus pass that would make it so im Essentially 100% self reliant, when in the past shes has told me she would be happy to help me with school supply's.then just attacks me on a personal lvl about not trying hard enough to get store jobs instead of commissions.
its really frustrating to me i suppose.. I try my best to treat her like a person to be a good grand child to her, that she compliments me, tells me all these nice things to my face how she is proud of me and is excited for what Im doing, but then in a split second just turns into a monster.. and just tears my soul apart and make me feel like everything Ive done is shit.
that the fact im in a respectable 4 year art college, using every resource i can to be successful. that at the moment em more successful than most people of my family.being thrifty with every dollar i own. that my hard work to get here earning scholarships that pay all but 400 of 19,000 dollars tuition...and that working as hard as I have.. the fact i dont have left over money to buy a bus pass is offensive to her. that who I am is wrong.
that the way I see the world is wrong. that my ideas of trying to make money are incorrect.
*sighs*.... just makes me want to curl up and never speak again.
End of summar! Open for commison!! kinda!
Posted 11 years agoWell ladies and gents summer is drawing to a close and im rushing to get as many done as I can! so if anyone is interested send me a note, and Ill see if I can pencil you in ^^
That includes my normal stuff, and I also want to try a commision version of the daily transformation comic i did before so if your intrested Ill see if i can work it in ^^
That includes my normal stuff, and I also want to try a commision version of the daily transformation comic i did before so if your intrested Ill see if i can work it in ^^
Woooo!!! 1000 followers!! thank you all!!
Posted 11 years agohaza!!! its been so long!! but at last I have over 1000 watchers!!!
thank you all ^^ you guys are the greatest fans. either leaving me comments, or favs what ever ^^ I am honored to have your attention!!!
*blinks* crap X3 i didnt even think of what to draw for my 1000th watcher picture!! zaaa!!
err umm i mean of course! just as I planned it
Ill leave it up to all 1000 of my watchers to decide!!
do you want a kinky sauscy picture? a cute picture? naughty picture? a group picture? you tell me ^^ and ill try drawing the most popular one
thank you all ^^ you guys are the greatest fans. either leaving me comments, or favs what ever ^^ I am honored to have your attention!!!
*blinks* crap X3 i didnt even think of what to draw for my 1000th watcher picture!! zaaa!!
err umm i mean of course! just as I planned it
Ill leave it up to all 1000 of my watchers to decide!!
do you want a kinky sauscy picture? a cute picture? naughty picture? a group picture? you tell me ^^ and ill try drawing the most popular one
Commissions are open!!
Posted 11 years agohay everyone!! just thought I would make an official journal about it but yes I am open for commissions! All in hope to help support my massive tuition due by the start of next semester. So yeah if anyone wants me to draw them up something feel free to send me a note or comment and Ill discuss with you what you want. Hope to hear from you guys and I hope you all have a great day ^^
Princes info
5.00 for line work (+4.00 additional character)
example
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13420973/
3.00 for flat colors
example
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12916032/
7.00 for shading
example
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13351984/
2.00 - 3.00 complex character (only charged if character design/colors cause an issues with production)
Pricing example page
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13471079/
Princes info
5.00 for line work (+4.00 additional character)
example
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13420973/
3.00 for flat colors
example
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12916032/
7.00 for shading
example
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13351984/
2.00 - 3.00 complex character (only charged if character design/colors cause an issues with production)
Pricing example page
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13471079/
MMM should I post it?
Posted 11 years agommmm i finished up my 7 page comic final.. though im not sure I should bother posting it, it got really attacked in the class review... its based off my last while in vegas but yeah... not sure if I should bother
First review of my furry comic style
Posted 11 years agoStudent in class
"this whole semester youve been drawing interesting characters but at the end you choose to use these generic furry characters... would have loved to have seen more of the later"
"this whole semester youve been drawing interesting characters but at the end you choose to use these generic furry characters... would have loved to have seen more of the later"
Im alive just really busy T.T
Posted 11 years agoyeah sorry for being so vacant the last couple of weeks, been rather busy with my school due to its shortend semester BS as well as final. but being this is an art school and several of my classes are project based my finals are 5 weeks long so yeah.. drawing more complex and detailed pictures has been something a little hard for me.
school projects
a stop motion piece featuring the largest puppet my school has seen
a min 5 page comic (really need to get started on that)
completing my first 3d model character
writing an additional paper and studying for the final for art history
finishing my web page for web and multimedia
so yeah.. been kinda busy, and sorry for the lack of updates and delay in commisisons.
but as soon as school is out for summer both comic commisisons will continue faster than ever as well as sneaking in smaller commissions on the side.
I hope you are all doing well and have a great april
school projects
a stop motion piece featuring the largest puppet my school has seen
a min 5 page comic (really need to get started on that)
completing my first 3d model character
writing an additional paper and studying for the final for art history
finishing my web page for web and multimedia
so yeah.. been kinda busy, and sorry for the lack of updates and delay in commisisons.
but as soon as school is out for summer both comic commisisons will continue faster than ever as well as sneaking in smaller commissions on the side.
I hope you are all doing well and have a great april
New semseter new stresses
Posted 11 years agowell.. I loved through my first week of my new set of classes and from what I can tell.. Im terrified of whats to come.
from having to learn new programs and techniques such as 3d modeling and stop motion, to having to learn precise dates and times from my art history class. All while being bogged down with incredibly inane strict procedures from my wed design teacher.
plus with 2 animation classes on my plate this semester Im going to be strapped for time in essentually every way... getting kinda scared of the future.. I really hope I didnt doom myself to failure here
from having to learn new programs and techniques such as 3d modeling and stop motion, to having to learn precise dates and times from my art history class. All while being bogged down with incredibly inane strict procedures from my wed design teacher.
plus with 2 animation classes on my plate this semester Im going to be strapped for time in essentually every way... getting kinda scared of the future.. I really hope I didnt doom myself to failure here